(messy again but I just wanted to post something while I am gone baji)
Lyrics:
I feel trapped in a
mortal body
The constraint of a
mortal mind
Years of pain, invested to progress
Til I leave all these memories behind.
I feel cold in a
Body meant to warm me.
I feel scared
When there's people around.
Though I know, the thought should comfort me
I prefer when I don't make a sound.
(Instrumental)
I feel empty when I'm full of feeling
I feel full when I'm losing my blood
I feel rested when I haven't slept all night
I feel tired when I've slept far too much
My life is but a constant contradiction, conning dictions,
just reminding me of what I'm doing wrong.
I feel like trying to relate is all I'll ever have and,
Yet I struggle to ever talk for too long.
And if my brain just lies to me, then where is my apology?
When all I do is say sorry for things I don't do wrong,
If I could find the space to breathe,
I'd be too scared to make it,
If I could pull or push away,
I'd be too scared I'd break it.
So I'll just be
eerily,
quiet.
Oblivious,
and empty,
And silent.
So I'll just be
eerily,
quiet.
Oblivious,
and empty,
And silent.
In oblivion.