Nymphomaniac interview-Jessica

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Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Jessica, a female sex addict in Columbus, Ohio.
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  • @69Muscle
    @69Muscle2 жыл бұрын

    Nothing ruins an adults life more than being abused as a child. God bless her.

  • @RaduGiurgiu

    @RaduGiurgiu

    2 жыл бұрын

    100% TRUE! Most important thing is to be as much as possible OK with your children!!! In ANY CONDITION in your life, dosing matter the rest of it!!!

  • @ericdenis9589

    @ericdenis9589

    2 жыл бұрын

    I'd rather be hit by a car.

  • @stephenclarke3990

    @stephenclarke3990

    2 жыл бұрын

    Why did this so called "god" allow her to be abused as a CHILD in the first place ❓Thats a CHILD btw 🙄

  • @RK-su4hs

    @RK-su4hs

    2 жыл бұрын

    Attractive & vibrant lady Jessica mentioned struggling with bills It might be worth considering asking her sex partners for money in advance

  • @RoseMac1

    @RoseMac1

    2 жыл бұрын

    true. It’s lifetime learning how to being comfortable with your skin…

  • @brocklanders1984
    @brocklanders19842 жыл бұрын

    This channel is really shining a light on the scope and range of negative consequences for child abuse victims. Tragic.

  • @Ween1776

    @Ween1776

    2 жыл бұрын

    True but at the same time their is alot of interviewd that don't have any child abuse

  • @YTmadeMeChangeMySensibleName

    @YTmadeMeChangeMySensibleName

    2 жыл бұрын

    They ARE the most interesting of victims, truth be told. Myself included, of course

  • @shailives7779

    @shailives7779

    2 жыл бұрын

    Frs great awareness

  • @naturallaw1733

    @naturallaw1733

    2 жыл бұрын

    do you consider being a Nympho a "negative" consequence?🤔

  • @brocklanders1984

    @brocklanders1984

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@naturallaw1733 Not necessarily but the suffering, misery and addiction would seem pretty negative. Does she seem in any way happy to you?

  • @jessiejoseph1093
    @jessiejoseph1093Ай бұрын

    Dude is still in her Mom's life. Her Mom betrays her every day she stays with that beast. Sending you prayers, Jessica.

  • @AnnaNicoleVinopal

    @AnnaNicoleVinopal

    19 күн бұрын

    And she betrays her daughter every time she allows her daughter in their home.

  • @nathanl8769

    @nathanl8769

    9 күн бұрын

    Well those prayers aren't doing anything

  • @kalligirl4374

    @kalligirl4374

    23 сағат бұрын

    This breaks my heart! Her mother and those two men belong in hell for what they did do her as a young child!

  • @ahwell9984
    @ahwell9984 Жыл бұрын

    Her pain is so accessible to her, and she's so intelligent. I hope things come together for her. She deserves goodness.

  • @khalilahd.
    @khalilahd.2 жыл бұрын

    I actually cried when she talked about her childhood. I hate sick people who touch children. She’s been doing this since she was an infant and you can tell she’s doing this because this is all she knows and the fact that her parents don’t even acknowledge the trauma she’s been through is absolutely sickening 😣I’m so sorry this happened to her. Please protect your children you never know what people are capable of. I’m praying for her 🥺💜

  • @Mr.Sister896

    @Mr.Sister896

    2 жыл бұрын

    If you hate child sex offenders DO NOT VOTE FOR DEMOCRATS! THEY ARE ALL PEDOPHILES! ALL OF THEM!

  • @frekitheravenous516

    @frekitheravenous516

    2 жыл бұрын

    Give it 20 yrs and see what all this woke sexualizing of kids makes happen. With any luck i'll be dead by then, lol. But good luck to the rest of you dealing with it.

  • @Mr.Sister896

    @Mr.Sister896

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@frekitheravenous516 it will definitely bring down the price of a Blowjob that’s for sure👍

  • @Melissncammy777

    @Melissncammy777

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@frekitheravenous516 yep, exactly. I watched an interesting video on here from the channel I,hypocrite about how many children who grew up to become prolific serial killers had a commonality which was this: someone close to them ( a parent, older sibling, etc.) Would dress them up in dresses, girls underwear or clothing of the opposite sex frequently during their youth. The question was raised of how the world will look in 10-20 years after pushing all this gender and sexualization onto kids in the current "woke" age we live. Frightening to say the least.

  • @YACHIHANNAH

    @YACHIHANNAH

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@frekitheravenous516 why would you think we’d have to deal with it and you won’t?

  • @nekrautistik
    @nekrautistik2 жыл бұрын

    When she said family is not happy that she's going to this show. You'd think it was because she'll be talking about all of the hookups. But it's actually because they know she'll talk about the abuse they did nothing about. Insane world man!

  • @chesso5508

    @chesso5508

    2 жыл бұрын

    When she talked about the belt my heart broke. I just wanna hug this girl for 5 minutes. God bless her.

  • @jessicasteiner541

    @jessicasteiner541

    2 жыл бұрын

    @chesso thank you

  • @joewalters8165

    @joewalters8165

    2 жыл бұрын

    Mine too chesso

  • @joewalters8165

    @joewalters8165

    2 жыл бұрын

    Sadly this world is a sick place with sick individuals in it..... I almost guarantee that hundreds of douchebag's have tried to hit her up... Which is sick on their part bc she is sharing such a personal thing and the just see "nymphomaniac" in the title they automatically assume they have a chance😑

  • @christiadaliana3043

    @christiadaliana3043

    2 жыл бұрын

    Exactly

  • @gammayin3245
    @gammayin3245 Жыл бұрын

    OMG - this woman is a victim of serious childhood PTSD - my heart goes out to her.

  • @BernhardSchwarz-xs8kp

    @BernhardSchwarz-xs8kp

    2 ай бұрын

    Does that explain why she is not working, probably on Welfare, and on the take from anybody she can?

  • @gammayin3245

    @gammayin3245

    2 ай бұрын

    @@BernhardSchwarz-xs8kp That's another aspect to her. A person can have compassion for another without excusing any of their sketchy behaviors. Unless you just want to be a judgmental ass.

  • @keithmeattey3701

    @keithmeattey3701

    Ай бұрын

    ​@@BernhardSchwarz-xs8kpdude what....

  • @keithmeattey3701

    @keithmeattey3701

    Ай бұрын

    ​@BernhardSchwarz-xs8kp she just said she's been working since she was 15... she's now 34... that means she's been in the work force ATLEAST 15 years of her adult life (be fair, more or less).

  • @gammayin3245

    @gammayin3245

    Ай бұрын

    @@keithmeattey3701 So? Are you discounting my compassion by saying this? Are you victim blaming? Personally, I think it is child sexual abuse for an adult male to have intercourse with a 15 y.o. girl.

  • @jennpul1015
    @jennpul1015 Жыл бұрын

    I would never allow my daughter to go see her grandmother knowing that she still lives with the man who abused me. Thats crazy

  • @kaylayelvington3014

    @kaylayelvington3014

    2 ай бұрын

    I was digging for this comment. She even stated that her daughter is allowed to go but she doesn’t. So she also has no idea what’s truly happening and keeping a true eye on her. Terrifying.

  • @AnnaNicoleVinopal

    @AnnaNicoleVinopal

    19 күн бұрын

    ​@kaylayelvington3014 abused people often turn a blind eye to their children being abused, or facilitate it.

  • @jeffmoore4940
    @jeffmoore49402 жыл бұрын

    The Soft White Underbelly comment section is by far the most compassionate and empathetic that I have ever seen on KZread. I was cringing at the stuff I thought everybody was going to say about her.

  • @marinamarazzo5889

    @marinamarazzo5889

    2 жыл бұрын

    it wasn't always like this! it's so nice to see the shift❤

  • @marlondavis9450

    @marlondavis9450

    2 жыл бұрын

    That’s because this comment section is heavily edited

  • @badbluffer

    @badbluffer

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@marlondavis9450 it’s too bad that editing is what it takes, but still at least it is an example of how nice things can be. Enough examples and maybe the editing would not be as necessary.

  • @sallyann985

    @sallyann985

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@marlondavis9450 it's not edited and it's really not that compassionate either. The nice comments are just those that make it to the top.

  • @DaileyShorts

    @DaileyShorts

    2 жыл бұрын

    Its because to love this channel is to be a flawed, yet authentic, person whos been thru some shit

  • @Paperghost
    @Paperghost Жыл бұрын

    That was NOT a story of a nymphomaniac, it was a story of a survivor doing whatever she can to blot out her pain.

  • @teacup3133

    @teacup3133

    Жыл бұрын

    Yes, there probably aren't any "nymphomaniacs" who weren't sexually abused.

  • @intelstruggle8203

    @intelstruggle8203

    Жыл бұрын

    That's almost always what a nymphomaniac is doing.

  • @GODSREAL

    @GODSREAL

    Жыл бұрын

    Forced breeding and rapes in all cultures. Slavery too. Sexually and labor wise. Over 50% bad you're 👎. There's a lot of sin that doesn't need to happen and it's known by all parties corrupt institutions or governments.

  • @kiwisvideos0

    @kiwisvideos0

    Жыл бұрын

    Hypersexuality or sex addiction is quite common for sexual abuse/rape survivors. So, both.

  • @no1nestandsalone387

    @no1nestandsalone387

    Жыл бұрын

    @@kiwisvideos0 or to anyone abused. I dealt with emotional abuse and am hyper sexual.

  • @caitlankelly4367
    @caitlankelly436710 ай бұрын

    This episode hits really hard. So far, I’ve lived 3 separate lives, my childhood, my independence and now my surrender. My husband forced me to see that I was loved and needed right where I am, tho I’ve tried, he never let me push him away. My prayer for you is to look at yourself as the little girl that needed a mother like you are to your child, then treat yourself that way. You deserve love, loyalty and safety.

  • @rawganic5183

    @rawganic5183

    19 күн бұрын

    How beautiful and fortunate you found someone like that 😢 I hope she may find someone too that can love her the way she needs so she doesn’t have to have an escape from her life

  • @bernardinho2488
    @bernardinho2488 Жыл бұрын

    Even if she crossed terrible things during her childhood, she never harmed no one. I wish her the best.

  • @AnnaNicoleVinopal

    @AnnaNicoleVinopal

    19 күн бұрын

    Except her child she's allowing to be subjected to her abuser.

  • @FriedBalonyPony
    @FriedBalonyPony Жыл бұрын

    Nothing pisses me off more than someone abusing a child. The pain in her voice says it all.

  • @russellkurger2698
    @russellkurger26982 жыл бұрын

    My late wife went through much the same thing as a child. We met when she was hyper sexually active. Things with us just clicked and we had nearly 10 wonderful years together before cancer took her. Kudos to Jessica for having the strength to put this out there. My heart goes out to you.

  • @shieldoffaith3574

    @shieldoffaith3574

    2 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry about your wife 😔 I pray you find comfort and healing

  • @user-gk3lr6lv8o

    @user-gk3lr6lv8o

    2 жыл бұрын

    Kudos to you for being such a respectful, empathetic man.)

  • @royjones4690

    @royjones4690

    2 жыл бұрын

    Sorry about your wife bro; hope you're well

  • @mray473

    @mray473

    2 жыл бұрын

    Sorry for your loss.

  • @hospitalcakewalk

    @hospitalcakewalk

    2 жыл бұрын

    Im also hypersexual to the point i cant find a partner because of it... so thats fun.

  • @SwissTonisQuiff
    @SwissTonisQuiff20 күн бұрын

    I've watched this a couple of times when it first came out and now. As someone with childhood sexual trauma and emotional abuse from my parents that resulted in BPD and hypersexualisation and a penchant for BDSM this is one of my fave vids. I hope you're doing well lovely.

  • @AncientCityMusic
    @AncientCityMusic Жыл бұрын

    Man as soon as she talks about her childhood it all comes out immediately. The human psyche is fascinating. I hope she and her daughter are doing well.

  • @Vale10952

    @Vale10952

    20 күн бұрын

    The human psyche is disgusting

  • @onethatdoesart5650
    @onethatdoesart56502 жыл бұрын

    I have a hypersexuality disorder and this is very refreshing to see for some reason, not in the sense that it's good, but in the sense that the comments are being supportive. Most people aren't like that, especially towards women. Bless this woman and interviewer. Amazing job.

  • @violetmartha916

    @violetmartha916

    2 жыл бұрын

    I pre judged this lady, I'm ashamed to say..... But this video has taught me not to do that. I initially felt some kind of envy, as I've never fully enjoyed sex...and I wish I could. When I was in my late teens, my father would accuse me of having sex and sometimes, if I stayed out late with friends, he waited up, hit me and accused me of being a prostitute. He had also said he would take me to the hospital and have me "medically examined." ... I'm guessing he was thinking that they would tell him whether I was still a virgin. He never did that, but...he did sow the seeds for me to feel terrible guilt when I did become sexually active. Of course I'm not suggesting at all that what happened to me compares to sexual abuse, but I do wish I could have enjoyed a healthy sex life. I am 57 now, single and stay that way because i don't feel I want sex at all.

  • @texasktea

    @texasktea

    2 жыл бұрын

    If you watch videos here you learn to not judge others. I think many of the followers here are humbled by the many experiences and different lifestyles out there.

  • @sherrygrey3008

    @sherrygrey3008

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@violetmartha916 I’m sorry this happened to you, your father was abusive & sounds like he may have some mental health issues. I too had an extremely controlling father who was abusive both emotionally & physically. I’ve never enjoyed sex either

  • @violetmartha916

    @violetmartha916

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@sherrygrey3008 I'm so sorry you suffered in the same way. 💕

  • @deeorr6403

    @deeorr6403

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@violetmartha916 thanks for sharing. I can see how that experience would negatively affect you in your life/sex life. I hope you get counseling or meet a someone who will help you enjoy sex and the beauty it can be

  • @markomaitz3990
    @markomaitz3990 Жыл бұрын

    some of the "messed up" people you interview are the most authentic, courageous, real and human I've ever heard speaking. (I would say I am messed up too), it's just beautiful to see people who are willing to be real. thanks to all of you for doing this

  • @TrixtersMommy

    @TrixtersMommy

    Жыл бұрын

    Absolutely. Well said!

  • @ObakuZenCenter

    @ObakuZenCenter

    Жыл бұрын

    Spot on!

  • @gwhyborn

    @gwhyborn

    Жыл бұрын

    In fact, they're not "messed up", nobody is. They're just what they we're designed to be. No one can not be himself. Even people who hide or play roles, they're themselves by doing that because they we're programmed to be like they are. It's so simple that we miss the point, we over-analyse and judge reality but Reality is just BEING ITSELF, it can't be otherwise, it is already the case and it was always the case. You can verify for yourself that what I say is true, you don't have to believe me or not believe me, this is not a belief or a science, it's pure direct experience of what is.

  • @markomaitz3990

    @markomaitz3990

    Жыл бұрын

    @@gwhyborn go fuck yourself you little confused advaita freak. been down that road. ... I've been to war and that does mess people up. shut up if you have nothing to say.

  • @strictly45s6

    @strictly45s6

    Жыл бұрын

    after reading your thoughts, I wonder, if this is how God expected a group of humans to show authenticity towards one another. does he sit there and think, look at how they communicate and help each other through things, together.

  • @NightingaleNews
    @NightingaleNews Жыл бұрын

    What a tragic life she has led. First the abuse, overcoming that and getting a scholarship to a Big 10 school as a student athlete, only to lose it all as a senior due to an accident. The question isn’t why did she develop this addiction, but why not? I appreciate her bravery, candor, and honesty. I pray she is able to overcome this chapter in her life and heal/recover so she can live a “normal” and happy life.

  • @paulgibbons2320
    @paulgibbons23208 ай бұрын

    Gawd. You watch these an feel like your the only one on the planet not abused as a child. Thanks mum and dad x

  • @BrekMartin

    @BrekMartin

    4 ай бұрын

    Well some people do. It’s still amazing to me how common it is.

  • @paulgibbons2320

    @paulgibbons2320

    4 ай бұрын

    @@BrekMartin its a disgrace is what it is

  • @paulgibbons2320

    @paulgibbons2320

    4 ай бұрын

    @@BrekMartin not entirely sure what I'm being told off for here. What are you on about?

  • @BrekMartin

    @BrekMartin

    4 ай бұрын

    @@paulgibbons2320Sorry. Replied to the wrong person!

  • @paulgibbons2320

    @paulgibbons2320

    4 ай бұрын

    @@BrekMartin fair play. It happens.

  • @diegoebustamante
    @diegoebustamante Жыл бұрын

    My heart goes out to this woman. She’s so self aware. Once she took that mask off of her being a hyper sexual person, you see her pain. Praying for her and anyone else struggling with sex addiction

  • @bbyface7145

    @bbyface7145

    Жыл бұрын

    Sex addiction is a b!tch but I've been healing since 2010, still a struggle every day.

  • @littleleafyleaf

    @littleleafyleaf

    5 ай бұрын

    13:03 for the love of God do NOT let your daughter go over to see her grandma the same woman who let her husband do that to you and now your girl is going over to their place being alone with him without you there please no 😶

  • @michby

    @michby

    3 ай бұрын

    @littleleafyleaf I got the impression that she does not allow her daughter to go to her mother’s house. She said “she can’t go over to her grandma’s house any time she wants” and I interpreted that to mean she doesn’t visit her grandmother there but that the grandmother comes to them instead. I have the feeling that this woman does protect her daughter. Probably the worst thing that’s happening is that she is possibly putting herself in harm’s way by allowing strangers to tie her up. I wouldn’t allow anyone to do that unless I knew them very very well and for a very long time. I feel sad for her. I hope she can heal from her trauma.

  • @karenburns9952
    @karenburns99522 жыл бұрын

    She went from tough to tears. She’s a beautiful girl I feel for her. An adult did this to her as a child, heartbreaking. Hope her daughter is safe .

  • @esotericvv1244

    @esotericvv1244

    2 жыл бұрын

    @Distorted Visual you have a weird fetish but yeah. I'm into it. She probably loves crying while slammed like a wet mallard duck

  • @karenburns9952

    @karenburns9952

    2 жыл бұрын

    @Distorted Visual I’m a cryer. I cry when I’m happy, I cry when I’m sad. I cry when I testified at the FDA. It is quite relieving.

  • @baileylynn6481

    @baileylynn6481

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@karenburns9952 I'm the opposite. It takes so much to make me cry. When I DO cry, people know it's major. I wish I could cry before it gets to that point. The pain wouldn't bottle up so much

  • @bradleytindall1766

    @bradleytindall1766

    2 жыл бұрын

    Given what she herself went through, you just know she’s a mama bear who’ll kill anyone who tries to mess with her daughter.

  • @vonkiser

    @vonkiser

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yea that was really hard to watch-especially that part..

  • @alexandremisteroni8189
    @alexandremisteroni8189 Жыл бұрын

    Her story brought me to tears! As a child of sexual abuse myself, I understand her pain and suffering! May she find her peace and love.

  • @KaliKali-hv9bt

    @KaliKali-hv9bt

    Жыл бұрын

    Hope you find peace as well ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @juliannakaberovsky4545

    @juliannakaberovsky4545

    5 ай бұрын

    I wish you the best! may god help you my friend! its sad!

  • @smellybogger
    @smellybogger9 ай бұрын

    I fell for a woman exactly like this recently. Incredible person but had so much trauma it was almost too painful to be with her. And it wasn’t even my past. I just felt it through her. Still hurts thinking about her all the time years later.

  • @flowergurl520

    @flowergurl520

    5 ай бұрын

    Wait, her trauma was too painful for you to be with her? I never thought that could even be possible.

  • @shawncozad8565

    @shawncozad8565

    2 ай бұрын

    I know what you are dealing with. My girls been through hell. Big time. It’s hard to deal with another persons pain. They are not normal. Broken

  • @x_pr3tty_k1tty_x

    @x_pr3tty_k1tty_x

    2 ай бұрын

    @@shawncozad8565Im sorry but you should describe your daughter’s in a better light. No human is “broken” but traumatized. Healing starts with the language and perspective you choose. I wish you and especially them all the best.

  • @shawncozad8565

    @shawncozad8565

    2 ай бұрын

    @@x_pr3tty_k1tty_x my girl or womans sorry. I mean my girl friend. Trauma seems to have broken her ability to function normal. Whatever that is.

  • @corya3189

    @corya3189

    Ай бұрын

    @@shawncozad8565people are not broken. They have been traumatized. And still can have the capacity to love. How would you like if your pain made someone think you were broken and unlovable?

  • @donpurvis6369
    @donpurvis63692 жыл бұрын

    This all boils down to one thing, all children need, and deserve protection. Adults, especially parents need to be a child's first line of defense. I am so sorry that this happened to this lady.

  • @koshka02

    @koshka02

    2 жыл бұрын

    I hate adults so much who mistreat children. So many piece of shit adults that think children are like small adults and they're just not.

  • @simonb4689

    @simonb4689

    2 жыл бұрын

    The stats about abuse going way up once step parents are in the picture is crazy. Gotta stay married to protect your kids.

  • @Mansicckle

    @Mansicckle

    2 жыл бұрын

    What was the name of the site she was on

  • @janinepannell

    @janinepannell

    2 жыл бұрын

    I know wtf! Poor girl

  • @LoupieLauren

    @LoupieLauren

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@simonb4689 or just never trust anybody else to be alone with your children no matter how well you think you know them? Staying married when you’re both miserable or numb is shit and effects the children too. Coming from someone who’s parents should of divorced years ago.

  • @poodlebabe
    @poodlebabe2 жыл бұрын

    I can’t imagine the pain her step fathers abuse had on her as a young girl, the fact her mom is still with the abuser is the worst part though . She is a brave strong woman I pray she finds her true worth and healing. God bless her.

  • @mjs23s63

    @mjs23s63

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are right on the money with that point! The mother is still with one of the sick men that abused her. I don’t get why? Why would you want to be with a man that destroys your children? Why do they lie to themselves? How can they even live with themselves? I feel like she should cut off her mother until she can get rid of him and admit that she was wrong. Hold on to your daughter’s love. In the end your babies are all that matter. They give you the most unconditional love. Sometimes it’s not always about a man. Sometimes the love of a child can make your life feel worth living for, worth fighting for what’s right.

  • @antronshumpert4266

    @antronshumpert4266

    2 жыл бұрын

    That pain runs deeper. There was someone in love with her, and he suffered.

  • @oceanlover1108

    @oceanlover1108

    2 жыл бұрын

    I feel her pain. I had a step father that did that to me. My mother didn't believe me Said was trying to ruin her 3rd marriage and she didn't believe me. Whom she married in prison.

  • @woodybostic1128

    @woodybostic1128

    2 жыл бұрын

    Send him to Jail, they did it to Bill Cosby and R-Kelly

  • @BrassStacks

    @BrassStacks

    2 жыл бұрын

    Very true, but didn't she say that she also lets her daughter go over there wherever she wants, or did I misunderstand her? I can't imagine sending my daughter into that kind of danger.

  • @AlwaysTubin9213
    @AlwaysTubin921311 ай бұрын

    She’s so incredibly aware. I hope she finds healthy happiness.

  • @AA-lq5pu
    @AA-lq5pu7 ай бұрын

    Thank you for interviewing her so we can understand whats out there. Child Abusers need to be exposed and put in jail. My heart goes out to her.

  • @saffronredwitch
    @saffronredwitch2 жыл бұрын

    My sister was sexually abused as a young child. She too exhibits hypersexuality. Thank you for helping me understand her better. It is a hard conversation to have with her because of her PTSD, anxiety and depression. You are a beautiful person and deserve so much more. It's never to late for education. We are in desperate needs for vets. Especially large animal vets. I wish you the best. Please have her back for an update!

  • @jennymoize8088

    @jennymoize8088

    2 жыл бұрын

    It's very common for sexual abused children to become hypersexual.

  • @BigEvan96

    @BigEvan96

    2 жыл бұрын

    If you watch the most recent episode of channel 5 news where they went to the Satanist convention, there's a woman who appears in the video who is very vulgar and starts taunting the protesters saying "you don't get any pu$$y". After a few minutes she says her father molested her.

  • @brendandarmetko7646

    @brendandarmetko7646

    2 жыл бұрын

    Gross

  • @no-rq7fp

    @no-rq7fp

    2 жыл бұрын

    All this sickness being passed down from generation to generation... is our species just doomed to be evil?

  • @BigEvan96

    @BigEvan96

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@no-rq7fp No. These things help us understand the human mind. It's unfortunate, but useful for science.

  • @mombear2749
    @mombear27492 жыл бұрын

    Mark you’ve developed a skilful balance in your interviews. Your awareness of the interviewee’s sensitivities curtails your curious questioning ; enough to give the audience an awakened perspective of the unknown worlds while maintaining the sacred peace of the person involved. Thank you for your decency and insight. And an even bigger thank you to the wonderful story tellers who get involved ❤️ This channel is a blessing 🙏🏼

  • @SoftWhiteUnderbelly

    @SoftWhiteUnderbelly

    2 жыл бұрын

    This would been a much longer interview if human decency and sensitivity weren’t being considered.

  • @sallyann985

    @sallyann985

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@SoftWhiteUnderbelly Mark, I've noticed that when it comes to alternative lifestyle interviews you don't really ask them to walk us through their life like you do with your other subjects, you just go straight to the point. Why is that? I would've been interested in hearing more about Jessica's life outside of sex (starting from her childhood, high school, etc).

  • @rotarypower84

    @rotarypower84

    2 жыл бұрын

    Mark was being so careful they way he was asking the question

  • @scottblackwell5789

    @scottblackwell5789

    2 жыл бұрын

    I wanted to hear more about the actual sex act, And she has six guys standing in front of her what exactly is taking place?

  • @elph77

    @elph77

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@scottblackwell5789 Get out of here! You can't figure that out on your own?

  • @Cali-Girl
    @Cali-Girl9 ай бұрын

    Glad she shared her story. It helps us all to understand what people go through in life, learn from it and have compassion for each other.

  • @QCDoggies
    @QCDoggies2 ай бұрын

    I'm so worried about Jessica getting killed or beaten up, she's taking some big risks. I hope she stays safe.

  • @alaynascott4957
    @alaynascott4957 Жыл бұрын

    When she said that $2.5 million (for mutilating her own body for a man) would “change her daughters life” my jaw dropped and I wanted to cry 😩 God bless this woman, I wish her the best

  • @pro-xpressurewashing3631

    @pro-xpressurewashing3631

    Жыл бұрын

    The scary part is, I wonder if someone is fulfilling his fantasy unwillingly now? Same with the basement couple, I feel like they should be on a watch list.

  • @MrsTruthTeller

    @MrsTruthTeller

    Жыл бұрын

    @@pro-xpressurewashing3631 I’m almost certain that both of those men have abused women without their consent.

  • @shawnduddridge

    @shawnduddridge

    Жыл бұрын

    These guys should definitely be reported!! Theyre a whisker away from being a serial killer if you ask me..

  • @inosuke4708

    @inosuke4708

    Жыл бұрын

    Good for her for staying strong and not harming herself for the money. Absolutely sick that someone would get off to someone ruining their own body 😢

  • @roosterqmoney

    @roosterqmoney

    Жыл бұрын

    I'm pretty sure she said that the money changed her daughter's life. She took him up on the offer

  • @RMO582
    @RMO5822 жыл бұрын

    I love her. Something about her is just LIKABLE. There’s gentleness, in there. But man, so much sadness. She speaks as though she’s numb to all of this, but her eyes and the way that she talks say otherwise. I hope so much that she realizes her worth; and if she doesn’t already, that she gets there.

  • @cdub7629

    @cdub7629

    2 жыл бұрын

    She’s just gotta get off the streets

  • @Will324

    @Will324

    2 жыл бұрын

    I like her too, nice tits.

  • @latinaalma1947

    @latinaalma1947

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes she is likeable look at the response she got so many people rooting for her. I saw her pain most when she talked about having lost her scholarship, her place on the swim team, she said her life was just over then, the life she had planned, what she thought was her good future. Think how it must have felt believing you were stepping into freedom from that family, you are on your way to a glorious positive new life and BAM the rug is pulled out from under you after you have already been through what she had been through....I know she is walking wounded, but THAT might have done ME in. I had trauma as a child, but not sexual trauma of any kind, some awful, but rare physical abuse, quite alot of psychological abuse and it led me to be a clinical.psychologist...I turned my wounds into my strengths and had a great career helping many many people...but as strong as I was determined to be, I dont think I could as readily overcome sexual abuse...it just breaks a person inside and takes so much MORE to heal...my heart goes out to her...SYbil Francis PhD clinical psychologist and professor

  • @computerfastrepair

    @computerfastrepair

    2 жыл бұрын

    U bytches are nasty. How u like her

  • @jessicasteiner541

    @jessicasteiner541

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much!!!!

  • @firinneach7385
    @firinneach73859 ай бұрын

    I feel nothing but complete respect, admiration and empathy for you, Jessica. I wish I could give you the warmest hug, you're an amazing woman and mother! Lots of love and happiness for you and your daughter!

  • @tinasigman-do1pd
    @tinasigman-do1pd Жыл бұрын

    Aw Jessica! I can relate to you so much. I hope your are genuinely happy and fulfilled now. Short, but really impactful interview. I am so sorry you were not protected. I am so sorry you still live with the torture of what has happened to you. Please keep yourself SAFE. Seek peace and healing and restoration, for these are abiding and not just momentary escapes. ❤ my heart is truly with you!

  • @SLAWDOG5150
    @SLAWDOG51502 жыл бұрын

    Made my heart hurt when she started talking about her child hood. Takes alot of guts to put yourself out there like that and tell your story.

  • @jojobee42
    @jojobee422 жыл бұрын

    Many girls who were sexually abused as kids turn out exactly like this as adults - hypersexual, provocative and looking for approval and attention through their sexuality - because that's what they learnt as kids... It's the trauma replaying in adulthood. So sad. I wish this woman all the best, and I somehow wish she could start healing one day and stop this behaviour.

  • @delapaloma6934

    @delapaloma6934

    2 жыл бұрын

    I don’t think that’s true

  • @noidea3326

    @noidea3326

    2 жыл бұрын

    What about boys Jojo Bee?

  • @cg5491

    @cg5491

    2 жыл бұрын

    Men as well. Hypersexual men who have history of abuse from female relatives and caretakers is understated. It happens alot with black men.

  • @twinkie9648

    @twinkie9648

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@delapaloma6934 it's scientifically proven through psychology. Many clients are this way due to their past which is usually child sexual abuse.

  • @9ZERO6

    @9ZERO6

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@delapaloma6934 it is absolutely true sometimes. It's okay to be ignorant about a subject, it just means you have to do some research and see through yourself.

  • @mrsh_2329
    @mrsh_2329 Жыл бұрын

    Your video's fascinating, listening to the different people talking with you, allowing you and how many others across the world a glimpse into their lives. As another poster has mentioned, most of them are so brave in talking about subjects which are obviously very painful for them

  • @Kruella_DeVille
    @Kruella_DeVille23 күн бұрын

    The people who make those strange requests are living among us…. How creepy 😬

  • @crystalsummers1975
    @crystalsummers19752 жыл бұрын

    Bondage with a complete stranger is one of the most dangerous things you could do.

  • @agentburbank0076

    @agentburbank0076

    2 жыл бұрын

    Not if he’s a nice guy

  • @erinnfitzgerald6257

    @erinnfitzgerald6257

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@agentburbank0076 Lol, Ted Bundy came across as a nice guy, it's how he got his victims, just because a stranger seems like a nice guy it doesn't mean they are 😉

  • @agentburbank0076

    @agentburbank0076

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@erinnfitzgerald6257 bruh? 😟😒😔

  • @crystalsummers1975

    @crystalsummers1975

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@agentburbank0076 Well since she’s meeting strangers online, they can tell her they are Jesus and she wouldn’t know if it was true. That’s what makes it dangerous.

  • @erinnfitzgerald6257

    @erinnfitzgerald6257

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@agentburbank0076 sis 😉 Just making the point that just because someone seems nice it doesn't mean they are. For what the comment's referring to, it's best to do that kind of thing with a partner or someone we know

  • @WorkingCrassShero
    @WorkingCrassShero Жыл бұрын

    She is so achingly intelligent, self-aware, well-spoken. I teared up during her own flashback. You can tell how fiercely independent she is but how protective she is of her daughter. Bless this woman.

  • @teotaylor4

    @teotaylor4

    Жыл бұрын

    My thoughts exactly

  • @cannaventureseeds2909

    @cannaventureseeds2909

    Жыл бұрын

    Severely broken hiding behind fiercely independent. Smart.. Self aware..wellspoken, protective...Sure.. Ill give you that.

  • @rickfool1452

    @rickfool1452

    Жыл бұрын

    'fiercely independent' if u want to be taken seriously stop using tropes. noone is 'fiercely independent'

  • @WorkingCrassShero

    @WorkingCrassShero

    9 ай бұрын

    @@youtubewatcher5188 You're one of the few losers who are triggered and upset by my one-off comment of empathy towards this woman. Could you be anymore pathetic? "Don't start worshipping her"? Who's worshipping? Grow up.

  • @salutlatcheam

    @salutlatcheam

    9 ай бұрын

    This is the most useless and pathetic comment I've seen in a while. If she want to think of her as an "achingly intelligent" person then let her do so, jesus

  • @sadiegilliland2484
    @sadiegilliland24843 ай бұрын

    I'm watching this for the second time. The fact that her Mom knows what happened to her and still has the step-dad in her life absolutely blows my mind & breaks my heart for Jessica. I just want to give her a big hug. After what she's been through, it is great to see that she is confident, strong-willed & that she's trying her best to be a great & protective Mom to her daughter.

  • @heidialonso3235
    @heidialonso32356 ай бұрын

    Prayers for this woman. The hurt in her voice is overwhelming and I hope she can find the therapy she needs to recover from her trauma. ❤

  • @guycalgary7800
    @guycalgary78002 жыл бұрын

    She is paying a heavy toll on her soul. Her sadness runs deep .

  • @pleun315

    @pleun315

    2 жыл бұрын

    It creates bad karma to her and the people around her, she needs professional help to stop it

  • @maxmeier532

    @maxmeier532

    2 жыл бұрын

    that's a rough 34.

  • @wubwubsnubnose2908

    @wubwubsnubnose2908

    2 жыл бұрын

    She's paying.... The troll toll

  • @pleun315

    @pleun315

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@maxmeier532 ask source for help and guidence, oldest medicine in the world. Hé is real and miracles do happen. Much love and light from the Netherlands ❤️🙏

  • @yajairamolina157

    @yajairamolina157

    2 жыл бұрын

    People don't understand the spiritual war for souls we are in. She is in spiritual bondage. Every person you lay with takes a piece of your soul and you theirs. Not to mention transference of demonic spirits. It's called soul ties. Sex is the second highest spiritual experience one can have outside of worshipping God of Heavenly Father. Sex outside of marriage is sin. Fornication is sin. Jesus is coming soon. John 3:16 KJV

  • @qqqqqqqq1407
    @qqqqqqqq14072 жыл бұрын

    "tell me about your childhood" is the most iconic soft white underbelly line

  • @devonfloat1867

    @devonfloat1867

    2 жыл бұрын

    i honestly want it on some merch👀

  • @qqqqqqqq1407

    @qqqqqqqq1407

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@devonfloat1867 FR!!!

  • @hami.cushiteQueen

    @hami.cushiteQueen

    2 жыл бұрын

    Because that’s where they fd up in their childhood to teen years

  • @qqqqqqqq1407

    @qqqqqqqq1407

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@hami.cushiteQueen I wouldn't say "they fucked up", ide say "someone fucked them up"

  • @kirstenk3791
    @kirstenk37913 ай бұрын

    This beautiful woman wears everything on her sleeve. Her pain, her defences, her strength, her vulnerability, and sweetness are all so honest and beautiful. I really enjoyed her vibe.

  • @ashleybrown3225
    @ashleybrown32255 ай бұрын

    Wow. I’m thankful for the platform to share and very insightful. Sad her abuser is still around and with her mom

  • @tangie06_33
    @tangie06_332 жыл бұрын

    Am I hearing this correctly? Her mother is still with the man who molested and abused her? That is horrific. Jessica I am so sorry for what you've been through and what you are STILL going through.

  • @TOAOM123

    @TOAOM123

    2 жыл бұрын

    Wait till you hear how common that is

  • @myr940

    @myr940

    2 жыл бұрын

    sick world..sick times

  • @katl1489

    @katl1489

    2 жыл бұрын

    *Raises hand* Yup and my father wasn't the only one either... And my narcissist mother won't even acknowledge that I experienced any abuse I experienced. I can totally relate, I went through sex addiction, opiate addiction, any drug addiction, suicide attempts, etc. Luckily I felt God hug me (who I didn't even think was real) and it gave me the strength to get the hell out of that situation. I don't go to church but I commune with my God every day.

  • @psychicdevelopmentexercise

    @psychicdevelopmentexercise

    2 жыл бұрын

    Super common, unfortunately.

  • @tangie06_33

    @tangie06_33

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@katl1489 😞I'm so sorry ... that's a heavy burden to carry. I am happy you found God. The strength He provides is incredible. I don't go to a church either but He is with me every day too.

  • @mojopin1122
    @mojopin11222 жыл бұрын

    “Consenting?”….heart drop :(

  • @marisela7825

    @marisela7825

    2 жыл бұрын

    She is talking about the little rendezvous she has now with her "hook ups!" She is consenting to her trysts for sure.

  • @zeala1

    @zeala1

    2 жыл бұрын

    I was heartbroken too the minute I heard her say “consenting”. I am fiercely protecting my child from deviants.

  • @cch9680

    @cch9680

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes, major red flag right there! 🔺️

  • @woozworldbabe312
    @woozworldbabe312 Жыл бұрын

    “you mean when i consensually started doing this?” that broke me…. she’s being asked when she started something she didn’t even start :(

  • @janice4906
    @janice49065 ай бұрын

    She is such a likable person. I have so much compassion for her, yet she is stronger than I am. Great interview.

  • @petshop7248
    @petshop72482 жыл бұрын

    When she said appreciate the people around you at the end, I needed that. I bet she didn't think she had advice to offer us, but she absolutely did. Thank you Jessica. Please have her back, Mark.

  • @jessicasteiner541

    @jessicasteiner541

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you 💜

  • @mehmeherson3103

    @mehmeherson3103

    2 жыл бұрын

    gross

  • @Beefer-e4j

    @Beefer-e4j

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@mehmeherson3103 go to hell 😀

  • @ZiddersRooFurry

    @ZiddersRooFurry

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@mehmeherson3103 What are you talking about? She's not gross nor is someone offering empathy. People with judgemental attitudes are.

  • @dr.nozzle4675

    @dr.nozzle4675

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@mehmeherson3103 you judging is the only gross thing here 🤡

  • @maryellenhellman8626
    @maryellenhellman86262 жыл бұрын

    This is proof positive of what an adult (or several) can do to a child and damage them for life. Shame on the adults who abused her as a child - but MORE shame on her so-called mother. Jessica comes across as a very beautiful, kind and likable woman. I wish her many blessings in the future.

  • @dr.barrycohn5461

    @dr.barrycohn5461

    2 жыл бұрын

    Exactly, despite it all, it's in someway sad.

  • @charlenecline128

    @charlenecline128

    2 жыл бұрын

    It's such a shame she it's so hurt inside that it comes out in a very hurtful way how she's reacting to what happened to her as a child I think she is a great person reacting to her horrible childhood I hope that she can do better with her life but obviously she just can't help herself it's too bad that's all someone can say I wish you the best my dear

  • @awbjr9871

    @awbjr9871

    2 жыл бұрын

    The mom could be horrible for staying with him. It is also possible that this girl is a complete liar. Just sayin'...

  • @athelstan927

    @athelstan927

    2 жыл бұрын

    Very true..

  • @lostinspace699

    @lostinspace699

    2 жыл бұрын

    Bullshit life is hard her being molested had nothing to do with it it is a warning life is ,, my mother was bat shit crazy ,, life is a shit show ,, I am good own everything ,,

  • @NFU21
    @NFU2110 ай бұрын

    I understand her from the depths of my soul. So brave. I genuinely want her to be ok. ❤ she’s not alone.

  • @wolfgangvonuce9803
    @wolfgangvonuce980312 күн бұрын

    if you're reading this jessica,you are a wonderful person with a lovely smile ❤hope you find peace in your life.

  • @kizpaws
    @kizpaws2 жыл бұрын

    I love how open and honest Jessica is. So sorry for her childhood, but she is fiercely protective of her daughter as a result. Wishing her and her daughter all the best. ♥

  • @artfuldodger96

    @artfuldodger96

    2 жыл бұрын

    She's not protecting her daughter at all, sadly.

  • @artfuldodger96

    @artfuldodger96

    2 жыл бұрын

    @John Smith Exactly.. pair that with heavy drinking every day. She mentioned that she doesn't sleep with the 10+ perfect strangers off the street when her daughter is there, but has "friends" who come over. 😞 That poor child.

  • @Staranoni

    @Staranoni

    2 жыл бұрын

    Charge for it if you're going to do it anyway. Upgrade your finances.

  • @marylougeorge9890

    @marylougeorge9890

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes. Jessica did a good interview. I think she's a good mother, too.

  • @marylougeorge9890

    @marylougeorge9890

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@artfuldodger96 How do you know? You looking out your picture window across the street from her house? Or peeking out from behind a tree?

  • @noodlessurprise
    @noodlessurprise2 жыл бұрын

    I hope Jessica reads the comments sections and sees how much her honesty and empathic nature resonated with so many people. This lady is intelligent, thoughtful and has so much to offer the world in terms of her own voice. I genuinely like this lady.

  • @Chahlie

    @Chahlie

    2 жыл бұрын

    I like her too, she seems very smart and someone who you could easily be friends with. Jessica seems to be a very decent person, and all the credit for that goes to her alone.

  • @paigem7886
    @paigem7886 Жыл бұрын

    I wish there were direct links to help specific people on the interviews directly. If i knew it would go to her, id donate right now

  • @pauliedontsurf
    @pauliedontsurf Жыл бұрын

    Her energy is so heavy. Sounds weird but you can see her spirit so defined as she’s speaking. She’s strong, but only because she’s fucking had to be. Seems like a truly wonderful woman, the sex stuff isn’t as important to her story as the way she tells it and the perspective she has. Will be thinking about this one for a while. Thanks as always for sharing.

  • @mmmmlllljohn
    @mmmmlllljohn Жыл бұрын

    She so honest and loyal. She said her mom is wonderful. No, Jessica, your mom is weak and selfish - she probably has other attributes but she didn’t protect her little girl and she is still living with one of her abusers. You’re smart and attractive, be kind to yourself. Just take one day at a time. May God bless you and that inner child who is still hurting. I wish you nothing but the best. Love from Canada ❤️🇨🇦

  • @riaclaires

    @riaclaires

    Жыл бұрын

    I had a friend in highschool who was also raped by her step father. Thankfully, he was sentenced to 10 years in prison. However, he STILL has a release date, and her mother unfortunately has made plans to abandon her once he gets out so they can start fresh in Europe. Devastating. Mothers who stay with sick abusers like that are almost just as guilty.

  • @sherridillon2767

    @sherridillon2767

    3 ай бұрын

    Loyal??? Having all these multiple men is not a sign of sincerity or loyalty 😮

  • @paullentz1972

    @paullentz1972

    Ай бұрын

    If there is a god (Which there isnt)...the time for god to 'bless' her..would be BEFORE she was sexually abused as a child.

  • @jsg697
    @jsg6972 жыл бұрын

    I despise how abuse 99.9% of the time results in self-destruction. She knows exactly what she’s doing and how she’s causing further unnecessary trauma to her body, mind and soul, yet she doesn’t feel like she can stop. My heart breaks for her. Sending you the biggest warmest hugs dear girl.🌷I pray you can climb out of this one day soon. You are strong. You are beautiful. ♥️

  • @canaryinacoalmine7267

    @canaryinacoalmine7267

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hopefully she lets that dude drill holes in her breasts that way she can keep her daughter safe, and maybe get some really good therapy. God knows this stuff is obviously affecting her little kid. I hope she takes that guy up on his offer so she doesn't have to worry about money again.

  • @malkaringel7864

    @malkaringel7864

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are strong, you are beautiful, you are loved, you belong & I'm so proud of you. (Alicia from "The Dougherty dozen")

  • @maebandy

    @maebandy

    Жыл бұрын

    Boys aggress out girls aggress in, or through social degradation of others. All abused people abuse until they have meaningful support and understanding of their hurt. We just don't count self-harm as crime until we see someone use contraband or illegal business practices to do so.

  • @jcsrst
    @jcsrst4 ай бұрын

    I am always impressed by the people and their honesty that you showcase, such amazing stories. The courage...

  • @sarahc9783
    @sarahc97839 ай бұрын

    Omg you just want to hug this woman and comfort her. What an incredibly brave and beautiful human being.

  • @johnfairweather9188
    @johnfairweather91882 жыл бұрын

    As a father, I am absolutely disgusted by men (and women) who abuse children in any form. The long-term consequences are life destroying. The victims need lots of help and the perpetrators need lots of time in prison.

  • @gabequezada2066

    @gabequezada2066

    2 жыл бұрын

    Amen John... As a father myself I agree with your comment 110%...

  • @stigtuneback1966

    @stigtuneback1966

    2 жыл бұрын

    and its fucking strange how many of these folks gets away from abuse cases easy cuz of technical issues , they are given an easier sentence cuz their victims did not give enough resisdence or some like that , ive read aboute it in the newspaper , or it can be like the victim had not the right age , fucking disgusting .

  • @roleat

    @roleat

    2 жыл бұрын

    It's men who do it more often than not. They feel entitled to orgasm by any means.

  • @aurelienyonrac

    @aurelienyonrac

    Жыл бұрын

    What if she is a perpetrator too, doing it to herself? She needs help and prison? What if help and prison is already happening in every state? And what if it is also happening in your mind? Segregation of personality, Compartmentalize your thoughts so that one can say "as a father". Like she says "as a mother". But you are not a role. I see that we love ourself like we love our neighbors. Because some parts of us feels alien, foreign, and so it is seen in our neighbor. Can the alienated part of ourself ever feel familiar? I wonder. Thank you. Take care ❤

  • @aurelienyonrac

    @aurelienyonrac

    Жыл бұрын

    @@stigtuneback1966 the police and judicial system is kinky. Lol

  • @Mel_o1234
    @Mel_o12342 жыл бұрын

    Jessica, if you’re reading this, you deserve more than what you’ve been through. You deserved to be protected and believed as a child.

  • @angixeee3097

    @angixeee3097

    2 жыл бұрын

    a child?

  • @frep420

    @frep420

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@angixeee3097 When a child tells you there is a boogeyman, BELIEVE HIM

  • @frep420

    @frep420

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/q6auu8Rreb3KndI.html

  • @angixeee3097

    @angixeee3097

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@frep420 LMAO wtf

  • @MileyCyrusSwollenGums

    @MileyCyrusSwollenGums

    2 жыл бұрын

    She's probably getting packed on a dryer as we speak.

  • @NotSuperwoman
    @NotSuperwoman3 ай бұрын

    “To appreciate things. If you have a good life don’t fuck it up. When she said this, it really meant a lot to me, I feel like it can be easy to undermine all the good things we have going on. So, always trying to take a moment to appreciate everything is this just and reflective thing that really helps me to keep going, and look back at what I have now that could be gone. Thank you for this interview ñ, it has definitely shed some light on another perspective of someone’s life. I am thankful for her ability to share this to the world, truly.

  • @gabidickson986
    @gabidickson98610 ай бұрын

    I really feel for this one , i genuinely believe she tries her best in life and i hope she gets a better outcome ♥

  • @natmarmar8756
    @natmarmar87562 жыл бұрын

    She’s surviving the only way she knows how. I’m so sorry she had to go through this and no one protected her. Many hugs to you of you read this.

  • @frankiebowling5785

    @frankiebowling5785

    16 күн бұрын

    My heart goes out to this lovely lady her mother should have protected her. Thank you Mark for sharing her interview I love your channel friend.🙏👍❤

  • @kingsnorkie
    @kingsnorkie2 жыл бұрын

    The amount of shyt this woman has gone through is terrible, how she's still a functioning responsible mother is admirable. I didn't expect this interview to go this way but it was a real eye opener.

  • @BlackWhite-tx2kb

    @BlackWhite-tx2kb

    2 жыл бұрын

    If you could call that functioning. I wouldn't. She's taking time away from her family twice a day (on average) to meet someone, often a stranger, for a hook-up.

  • @supdudehowsitgoing

    @supdudehowsitgoing

    2 жыл бұрын

    ​@@BlackWhite-tx2kb for real lol! People have very low standards of parenting in this culture.

  • @bobbywalsh5538

    @bobbywalsh5538

    2 жыл бұрын

    So your selfish

  • @scottcollins799

    @scottcollins799

    2 жыл бұрын

    Man…this lady isn’t functioning or responsible

  • @kristen1324

    @kristen1324

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@BlackWhite-tx2kb she does this on thr weeks she doesn't have her daughter. When her daughter is with her it's all mom-mode.

  • @joex2504
    @joex250410 ай бұрын

    An attractive woman but most of all, a beautiful human being ! That was a moving testimony. Thank you for sharing Jessica !

  • @robwmc
    @robwmc2 ай бұрын

    I was not prepared for this. What an amazing introspect into this woman’s life. Thank you for not going for the low hanging fruit.

  • @michellewood5523
    @michellewood55232 жыл бұрын

    Her explanation about somedays being asexual and some days hypersexual after childhood abuse is spot on. I experience the same. I'm proud of her for being as strong as she can but I hurt for her.

  • @georgewashington2036

    @georgewashington2036

    2 жыл бұрын

    I think she said either you’re hyper sexual or asexual after sexual abuse. She defined herself as hyper sexual. Hence why she has so much sex throughout the week.

  • @suavecashmere7160

    @suavecashmere7160

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hypersexual is a bad thing ?

  • @danielmendi77

    @danielmendi77

    2 жыл бұрын

    "Wood" 🤣

  • @julieann4616

    @julieann4616

    2 жыл бұрын

    I wonder if there are people who have not been sexually abused who also experience that? Sometimes people feel “horny” & sometimes they don’t, am I right?

  • @tattyk665

    @tattyk665

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@julieann4616 There are people that have hormonal imbalances that can cause them to be overly aroused on a constant basis, hypersexual, I have seen documentaries about them. Unless you have something hormonal going on, usually hypersexuality isn't a typical thing, generally something causes it. Sexual abuse is definitely one, but also a lack of love in your childhood can cause some to seek validation via sex.

  • @petiojude012
    @petiojude0122 жыл бұрын

    This kind of promiscuity is something I really recognise in the gay community, too, where it’s also often rooted in abuse, abandonment, or feelings of shame. The added dimension of stigma for a hyper sexual woman is hard to imagine. Wishing her peace.

  • @robertsutton3001

    @robertsutton3001

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yup. I think the communist left wants to destroy the nuclear family so they can enslave us. There’s no way the hold on to freedom if the people are mostly homeless, addicted, and abused.

  • @4realzibo669

    @4realzibo669

    2 жыл бұрын

    Also it's way sadly easier to maintain it as a problem, throw yourself around people, keep trying and you'll find someone way easier. Cruel and sad and real. It's like society gives contradictory messages

  • @cashapark87s25

    @cashapark87s25

    2 жыл бұрын

    well I remember watching a documentary about why HIV spread so fast in the gay community in the early '80s...it's because most men have a high s x drive ...I don't think it's all from abuse..

  • @loriannrichardson7644

    @loriannrichardson7644

    2 жыл бұрын

    You may recognize this level of promiscuity among men, but not gay women.

  • @siraaz1990

    @siraaz1990

    2 жыл бұрын

    You cant say that, its pride month. watch out before they call u a bigot. "HoMoSeXuAlItY iS nAtUrAl". lets not talk about the rising HIV numbers.

  • @cindyc3481
    @cindyc34816 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story, Jessica! You're an incredible person and have overcome so much. I pray God blesses you and your daughter and I pray you find the peace and healing. ❤

  • @Purelylogical1
    @Purelylogical12 ай бұрын

    What a wonderful interview, thank you so much for sharing Jessica!

  • @demetriuscooksey7147
    @demetriuscooksey71472 жыл бұрын

    This really affirms how protective I am of my kids. Took a lot of courage for this woman to share her highly personal story, and I'm sure it will help a lot of people.

  • @jamesgathings2142

    @jamesgathings2142

    2 жыл бұрын

    I was abused as a child too. Not trying to compare my abuse with anyone elses. But, please watch after your babies closely.

  • @primalemerge224

    @primalemerge224

    Жыл бұрын

    This is exactly the reason I watch my kids like a hawk… and homeschool them.

  • @Kim-rf5et

    @Kim-rf5et

    Жыл бұрын

    I've always been very strict with my children and it's because I was molested and raped starting around 6 two different people were molesting me and step dad beat me. I never want my kids to know what I had to deal with. We all want better for your kids

  • @tmac2660

    @tmac2660

    Жыл бұрын

    Trust no one with your kids.

  • @demetriuscooksey7147

    @demetriuscooksey7147

    Жыл бұрын

    @@tmac2660 like Wyatt Earp said, the only thing that matters is blood. Everyone else is just stranger. And to be completely honest, I got family I'd never leave my kids with either.

  • @mariebrown5681
    @mariebrown56812 жыл бұрын

    I absolutely relate to this 100%. I have been sexually promiscuous my whole adult life, and I was a street prostitute from age 20 through 24. You see, when I was a little girl of only six, my dad started molesting me. He was also like a kind of pimp, passing me around to some of his male business associates. This continued until I turned 11 (interestingly, I started menstruating when i was 11.) Through on-and-off therapy through the years, I learned there's a connection between early childhood sexual abuse of a young girl and sexual promiscuity and prostitution. I've been raped, literally pimped out; I've contracted VD (gonorrhea and genital herpes, also known as HSV-2)), I've been beaten up by guys; I've been used. Throughout my whole life, I always thought I was to blame for all of this. My heart hurts.

  • @mtkworks

    @mtkworks

    2 жыл бұрын

    I hope you wake up today with the strength to stop thinking that you were to blame…..Never were/are you to blame ….they were men- adults - knowing what was right and wrong (-they chose wrong) and you were a little innocent, tiny little girl child never given the chance to know what was right or wrong…..may your heart stop hurting inside of you….I wish you peace and a new found belief in your “better tomorrow’s”, where you choose “right”….There are little innocent girls in your area right now who NEED you….because you know their truth….you could help them ….and you know how.

  • @nonkululekongqola4568

    @nonkululekongqola4568

    2 жыл бұрын

    This is truly terrible

  • @nonkululekongqola4568

    @nonkululekongqola4568

    2 жыл бұрын

    So sorry that happened to you

  • @slev901

    @slev901

    2 жыл бұрын

    I love you & I get you.

  • @scottpreston4021

    @scottpreston4021

    2 жыл бұрын

    I will be praying for you.

  • @chantelkilford5094
    @chantelkilford5094 Жыл бұрын

    Such a brave woman thank you for being so brave and telling us your story ❤️

  • @danielle5253
    @danielle52532 ай бұрын

    My heart just breaks for the wounded child within her. 😢

  • @tenderloinasssteaks485
    @tenderloinasssteaks4852 жыл бұрын

    I was a psychology major for the beginning of my undergrad studies. Once you get into the field, fellow students would talk or seek guidance (despite telling people you weren't qualified) from you. The sad part I realized early on is there is a tremendous amount of sexual abuse coming from adolescence. If I had to guess, I'd say 7/10 people I encountered experienced some form or another. It's disgusting and horrific. One of the main reasons why I changed majors because the sheer volume of those issues seemed overwhelming.

  • @Chahlie

    @Chahlie

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are so right. I recently ran into an old high school teacher and it clicked why my dad used to drive an hour to visit this guy who he had nothing in common with. When I talked to other former students they all said the same thing, that this teacher was way too touchy feely and nobody ever said anything. He is far past retirement age and still teaching high school kids, Jeez I wonder why.... It's too bad that most of us have to be at least over 50 before we sort all this out, and most victims outright won't admit it.

  • @snowbunny783
    @snowbunny7832 жыл бұрын

    Her recount of the abuse she went through as a child and really even today was heartbreaking. Child abuse needs to have much harsher penalties and children need to have more healthy avenues available to them to have their emotional needs met

  • @itsjustmyopinionbut1671

    @itsjustmyopinionbut1671

    2 жыл бұрын

    The problem is too many families staying silent

  • @stephenglassdale5914

    @stephenglassdale5914

    2 жыл бұрын

    That's interesting because we are instating a Supreme Court Justice that is lenient on child porn and child sec offenders. Everyone is pointing out her race and ignoring that she has loosened penalties for child offenders.

  • @alayadeluce

    @alayadeluce

    2 жыл бұрын

    Right? We get those calls from police to let us know a child sex abuser has been released from prison and lives in our neighborhood, after just a few years of prison. Like a slap on the wrist. The sad part is that every one of them knew their victims. Some as young as 3. Where the heck were their mothers?

  • @anthonygustafson4713

    @anthonygustafson4713

    2 жыл бұрын

    Without a doubt the punishment should be much harsher. Those that harm children. Have an extremely significant recidivism rate. The damage it does to those individuals very often ruins them for life. So I would definitely have no issue with life sentences for those who abuse children.

  • @seerstone8982

    @seerstone8982

    2 жыл бұрын

    Child molesters need to be hanged!

  • @mindfulmagic233
    @mindfulmagic2338 ай бұрын

    Jessica is smart, insightful, and above all, kind. I hope she carves out space in her life for a man who brings similar and some to the plate. She deserves love and safety. Shame on all those who harmed her and failed to protect her. Loved this interview! So engaging.

  • @crystalfielder2542
    @crystalfielder254225 күн бұрын

    When she says, ...when I consensually started doing this? ... I felt that.

  • @kennedythecosmetologist4787
    @kennedythecosmetologist47872 жыл бұрын

    Praying for her and her daughter. I don’t think she gives herself enough credit for how smart she really is. 💕

  • @chrissparks3254

    @chrissparks3254

    2 жыл бұрын

    Self doubt is a horrible thing.

  • @dewilew2137

    @dewilew2137

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yeah, UMich doesn’t just hand out full scholarships to just anybody. No matter how good you are at swimming. She’s definitely an intelligent, competent woman. I hope she one day stops giving these dusty, undeserving men access to her body. Healing is possible. It might not seem like it some days, but it is.

  • @jamesfollett7344

    @jamesfollett7344

    2 жыл бұрын

    Which god are you praying to? The one that sent that man to abuse her or the one who did nothing to stop it?

  • @chrissparks3254

    @chrissparks3254

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@jamesfollett7344 man had a choice! And they chose to abuse her.

  • @thatsaltylife9855

    @thatsaltylife9855

    2 жыл бұрын

    True.

  • @tulipchic34
    @tulipchic342 жыл бұрын

    She’s a smart women who had a damaging childhood like so many others. I hope she gets the help she needs. Everyone deserves to be loved.

  • @monicasilvs4084

    @monicasilvs4084

    2 жыл бұрын

    Jessica I hope you heal from all the trauma. May God restore you no longer carry that pain. You are beautiful person.

  • @gray1033
    @gray10335 ай бұрын

    This is painful to watch in a way. I hope this women see’s her way through the pain. She is intelligent and I have learned from this video. Thank you Mark great video.

  • @violethart61
    @violethart619 ай бұрын

    I love the audience for these videos, on the whole. They are most often very empathetic and kind and respectful of the people sharing here.

  • @mattjack3983
    @mattjack39832 жыл бұрын

    The guy who wanted her to consent to being a sex slave, locked up in his basement..sounds like a potentially very dangerous dude. Like a guy who might start really truly obsessing over having an actual slave, and might start taking steps towards making that fantasy happen, and making some very unfortunate girl or woman the focus of a missing person investigation

  • @nickpinto3588

    @nickpinto3588

    2 жыл бұрын

    Should probably have been reported

  • @ultraplus8917

    @ultraplus8917

    2 жыл бұрын

    I was like bruh that’s sounds crazy that he told her that right off the rip like bruh ur a monster

  • @juliej8102

    @juliej8102

    2 жыл бұрын

    Sounds like she ended up going thru that?? Am I wrong? Plus the one with the 2.5 million she said it changed her daughters life after that!!!! OMG

  • @nnhk0056

    @nnhk0056

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@nickpinto3588 A lot more people would be reported then than you expect. It's a very common fantasy.

  • @PurpleNothing

    @PurpleNothing

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@juliej8102 she said she declined the 2.5 million guy. But that it -would have- changed her daughter's life (to have that much money).

  • @Mozzarella744
    @Mozzarella7442 жыл бұрын

    Shame on her mom for not protecting her baby from the stepdad. What a monster. Protect your children and be good to each other ❤️

  • @GDSaved

    @GDSaved

    2 жыл бұрын

    I agree with you , that mother wasn’t protecting her….agree 👿👿👿😡

  • @linnnoergaard

    @linnnoergaard

    2 жыл бұрын

    I totally agree...

  • @marylougeorge9890

    @marylougeorge9890

    2 жыл бұрын

    It's a deeply painful situation.💔😢

  • @AnnaNicoleVinopal

    @AnnaNicoleVinopal

    19 күн бұрын

    Shame on this woman for not protecting her own daughter from her own abusers.

  • @dasdguy7606
    @dasdguy760610 ай бұрын

    She so Candid. Gotta respect that.

  • @shelleymantach5904
    @shelleymantach59045 ай бұрын

    May she find peace and love in this horrible world.

  • @paisleygirl6642
    @paisleygirl6642 Жыл бұрын

    Childhood trauma, if not dealt with, will manifest into different addictions. I hope she can find peace by getting the help she needs. Not just for her but her daughter as well.

  • @poboy8490

    @poboy8490

    Жыл бұрын

    What exactly does it mean to "deal" with childhood trauma? I know she used the word "cope", but, as someone who has been victimized as a kid myself, I feel like we use coping mechanisms like drugs and sex because it's what we know... and we don't know of any clear, sure shot way to "deal" with or "heal" from this stuff. I've done lots of research, but from what I've gathered, there are just other ways to cope that don't involve sex and drugs. There is hypnosis and NLP and other ways of manipulating and tricking the mind, but is that what you mean by "dealing" with childhood trauma? I'm asking because I really would love to move past this shit, and I'm sure there are lots of other folks who would love to do the same

  • @dudebrodude4388

    @dudebrodude4388

    Жыл бұрын

    @@poboy8490 Most people are referring to therapy

  • @Za7a7aZ

    @Za7a7aZ

    Жыл бұрын

    I was too young to understand I was abused and lived unaware with ptsd because of the trauma. These abusers scumbags make sure the child will not understand what hit them and get away with it. If there is nobody who knows what happened to you as a child chances are help will come many years too late. But of course you are right ...the trauma must be recognized and dealt with as soon as possible.

  • @michaelheery3085

    @michaelheery3085

    Жыл бұрын

    in AMERICA

  • @michaelheery3085

    @michaelheery3085

    Жыл бұрын

    @@poboy8490 exactly its confusing. but im ok your ok BOOK IS A HELP.

  • @Nicole-yk4bu
    @Nicole-yk4bu2 жыл бұрын

    My heart hurts for her. She seems like a really, cool and down to earth person. She just went through a lot at a young age. 😢 Thank you for this interview.

  • @tommythetrain4288

    @tommythetrain4288

    2 жыл бұрын

    Soooo gays can sometimes NOT be born gay... And I'm not anti gay. Have a gay friend

  • @StaneMostar

    @StaneMostar

    2 жыл бұрын

    Why hurts??? Cock is a good for her?

  • @StavoSandoval

    @StavoSandoval

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you

  • @aarontaylor5441

    @aarontaylor5441

    2 жыл бұрын

    I know her from fetlife,i'm chatting with her right now...She's does definitely love her daughter!...She's cancelled us meeting up together,just so she could be with her daughter...Now thats a woman that has her priorities in order

  • @samueldavis5895

    @samueldavis5895

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@aarontaylor5441 weirdo

  • @tylerjames8903
    @tylerjames89034 ай бұрын

    I am so sorry for this. You shouldn’t have to deal with any of this. You are a worthy, loved person. -Amanda

  • @charlottegissingisraelsen1301
    @charlottegissingisraelsen130110 ай бұрын

    Just saw this in august 2023. I hope she is alright ❤ This story made me cry. All the best to her and her daugther. Wish adults would just keep their hands of the children. It is the worst of all crimes 😢

  • @laurensabo5529
    @laurensabo55292 жыл бұрын

    The fact that she puts her child first makes her a wonderful person. She is so strong to keep fighting through life.

  • @joez3706

    @joez3706

    2 жыл бұрын

    You don't know if she is "a wonderful person" 🙄

  • @RobChapala

    @RobChapala

    2 жыл бұрын

    She didn't put her child first..every other week she abandons her kid.

  • @BlackWhite-tx2kb

    @BlackWhite-tx2kb

    2 жыл бұрын

    I doubt it's possible to put her child first if she's fighting through an addiction that requires her to have 2 hook-ups per day on average. That's a considerable chunk of time.

  • @alabar9795

    @alabar9795

    2 жыл бұрын

    She is definitely not strong or fighting or putting kids 1st. If she was she would resist the urge to fuck and drink. If she's texting and arranging 2 fucks a day and she works then all that time is time taken from the child

  • @mvito39

    @mvito39

    2 жыл бұрын

    😆

  • @MP-il8ys
    @MP-il8ys2 жыл бұрын

    This channel is such a reminder not to judge people, you never know what's hidden in their past. Jessica's story brought tears to my eyes... I sincerely hope she'll find the peace she's seeking.

  • @bluephionex7119
    @bluephionex71192 ай бұрын

    This woman is breaking my heart. I cant imagine her life. She's definitely going to be in my prayers. Thank God for channels like this, so people like her stories' can be heard.

  • @sarahs5340
    @sarahs53402 жыл бұрын

    It’s hard not to adore her. She was very brave to tell her story. I love her coloring, but it’s interesting that her dress has chain patterns. I hope someday she breaks whatever chains are holding her.

  • @talulatree5297

    @talulatree5297

    2 жыл бұрын

    The chain pattern is interesting, good eye. Maybe a subconscious choice?

  • @kevinrichards1539

    @kevinrichards1539

    2 жыл бұрын

    Caught that to. Very interesting.

  • @Nick-fy1zp

    @Nick-fy1zp

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@talulatree5297 maybe Versace catches her eye. I've seen quite a few who feel the Versace meanings or the designs . But it may just be a subconscious chain thang I mean, she said, she likes to be tied up and done, so it really may be that simple and not that deep

  • @Nick-fy1zp

    @Nick-fy1zp

    2 жыл бұрын

    Sarah,I think your chain analysis could be right but I really don't think you can just see her dress designs and come up with something that easily. Is there anything else that leads you to think it's all about the chains? I'm just interested to know yeah 🙏

  • @kevinrichards1539

    @kevinrichards1539

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@DagestanderGustaffuson Did you miss all the trauma in her life? No one is applauding the clear signs and symptoms of her abuse. But cheering her for being honest. Society is coming to too many people like you. No empty and to much judgment. Stick to Fox News.

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