“Depression is a war... You either win or die trying...”

@rhys7619

4 жыл бұрын

That is....... An extremely true piece of knowledge. I don't have the words to explain how I reacted to that

@chancedenton3891

4 жыл бұрын

That's so true, I don't even know what to say tbh.

@Leslienbt

4 жыл бұрын

that is so true

@rociomelendez3550

4 жыл бұрын

That is true, I almost died trying to get through depression

@gagajones5047

4 жыл бұрын

That is so damn true

*this is such a deep song and a very real thing. NF is way too underrated*

@buckbrothers8791

5 жыл бұрын

It's not your fault. and I'm sorry. by Cooper.

@hopewright901

5 жыл бұрын

I know right

@FloatLex

5 жыл бұрын

Underated at 9M views?

@MoonlitPhoenix0

5 жыл бұрын

Underrated? bruh I'm pretty sure the amount of rappers that feel threatened by him is in the double digits

@darkazumbee5847

5 жыл бұрын

yeah

trying to explain your pain while your crying is the worst feeling .

@ohhthattslayy8048

3 жыл бұрын

💔

@aydenwyatt5936

3 жыл бұрын

That’s true

@workoutswithmelenie3728

3 жыл бұрын

Same here. My mom likes me more than pills and waits until cps takes use to try to be my mom

@kittenking5072

3 жыл бұрын

Screw cps. I freaking hate them. I'm gonna become a lawyer so I could sue cps

@naelihernandez9256

3 жыл бұрын

Yea try barely being able to breath having a mental breakdown bc of depression💔

Other rappers: *Sings about Money and women and drugs and calls themselves a 'God'* NF: *Sings about Real things, things that matter and becuase they dont feed into people's sinful pleasures, hes underrated*

@thelegendaryrogue2804

3 жыл бұрын

I lost my dad for sucide

@denisekelley8220

3 жыл бұрын

⁰

@drawingthestars5732

3 жыл бұрын

@@thelegendaryrogue2804 I'm so sorry 😔 I'll pray for u and ur family..

@jennilee2466

3 жыл бұрын

as much as i love nf, i would like to point out that a decent amount of the money, women and drugs rappers do have songs that have a lot of meaning

@jennilee2466

3 жыл бұрын

@Joshua Ayres okay please go tell NF that he’s perfect and because of that you’re discrediting literally every other artist and their abilities.

He’s literally breaking down it’s so sad, I just feel so bad for this guy His sadness is art I hope he can keep going

@dark-hero-6ssportsnewsando237

5 жыл бұрын

NFs storytelling is so crazy. I feel like I know exactly how he feels. Clearly I don't but his storytelling is that caliber

@reneenorthrop471

5 жыл бұрын

Ik this has nothing to do with wat u just said but we have the same name Renee is only my middle name that I get called a lot so that's why it's my name on here ..

@hippyable

4 жыл бұрын

I found him through a friend and this one broke my heart to hear him crying as he sang! Just broken! Totally broken

@jellylemons2916

4 жыл бұрын

This song relates to my grandfather

@jiminmochi9500

4 жыл бұрын

This is my life

Most people have to fake emotions in songs but you can just feel how raw and powerful this is

@jenniferhardin304

5 жыл бұрын

Legit

@maribelmorejon8981

4 жыл бұрын

so true

@rikariskedlife

2 жыл бұрын

How *REAL* this is!

@houselbp

Жыл бұрын

This was so well said, fall apart alone with raw heartfelt painful relatable songs at night.. screaming on the inside but your hurt so deeply you can’t explain to anyone..when morning comes pull your mask back ❤️on.

@Lucifermorningstar883

Жыл бұрын

He's not even faking this is his real pain all the lyrics are reality for him his mom did all of this and it sucks I know cause it's happened to me as well and my siblings are in an abusive home due to it

“Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had.” That hits deep.

@ItsPascha

2 жыл бұрын

Exactly

@Bojomojo33040

2 жыл бұрын

Super deep

The worst part about this is, u hear him crying, talking about his life.....and thats something i cant let anyone else feel again

@amandacrabtree5918

2 жыл бұрын

I wish no one had to go to that pain I try to help people get them out of pain this puts me in pain someone has to go through this

@xalamander88

Жыл бұрын

@@amandacrabtree5918 it sucks so much.. I have had this happen before and I don't want anyone going through what we have gone through..

@sharonhipp3891

Жыл бұрын

😢💔💜I agree 5:22

“ why do I feel like I lost something I never had” that’s when I started crying. This song relates to my life all to well

@nexogames4819

4 жыл бұрын

Same 😭

@kimanimoala3864

4 жыл бұрын

This relates to my life as well but it’s my dad

@marsanz3510

4 жыл бұрын

So you're saying you have a drug addict dead mom? Come on, man

@generalwolf35gaming

4 жыл бұрын

@@marsanz3510 i might have one. I dont know if shes alive anymore. She was a alcoholic and drug addict. Since she couldnt care for me, i was put in the foster care system. Thank GOD i was taken in by a loving couple, but the pain is still there. BOTH my birth parents left me. he left her before I was even born. I was only a few weeks old when she gave me away.

@NoNo-zm2pg

4 жыл бұрын

Same bits it’s my dad and my mom

Some people cry at night just so they can smile the next day....

@idk.anymore2648

5 жыл бұрын

Damn

@imahoeforbts6955

5 жыл бұрын

Why can i relate

@nikolinadramicanin960

5 жыл бұрын

Now it's 2 am gess what i'm doing

@aperson2532

5 жыл бұрын

I do that all lot actually

@Naruto-zd8fe

5 жыл бұрын

OMG...your right that what I do i really do so....

when you don’t cry to this song that’s how you know your numb...

@jordanbiddle3185

3 жыл бұрын

Now I feel bad for not crying:/

@tragedyy16

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah..;-;

@michaelmcfarland4442

3 жыл бұрын

I listened to this song so many times and still have yet to cry

@erionakonjusha

3 жыл бұрын

no you are just sitting in a room with lots of people...

@dakotacleaver6523

3 жыл бұрын

I have cryed so many times that i cant cry anymore

"it took everything inside of me not to scream at your funeral." 😭💔

@watermelon_kittens6343

3 жыл бұрын

I wish I felt the need to scream at my dad’s funeral, but I was so young I didn’t realize he was actually gone. Losing a parent is so hard, it forces you to grow up fast

@ashlynnbrierley4682

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah I wish I didn't loose my mom it's so hard

@tonya8066

2 жыл бұрын

I hear that 💔😢

@tonya8066

2 жыл бұрын

Lost my Mom 11*18*19 to pain pills she was prescribed 🤬💔😢 I feel SO LOST!! She was my person no matter what, & I cant pick up the phone & call her or go visit her....This sucks!! "EVERYTIME I THINK OF YOU I FEEL PAIN" I was on same med as her for years but in 2017 I detoxed myself off that POISON & BEGGED HER TO DO THE SAME...Losing a parent, no matter your age is the worst pain EVER!! " THEM PILLS GOT YOU RIGHT?" I WISH YOU WERE HERE 💔😢🤬💔😢🤬

I love him because he’s an awesome rapper Because he raps about emotion Because he raps about life Because his raps have a meaning I love him

@seemathomas2168

5 жыл бұрын

Yumna Ali his voice is so intensely deep

@asmamohammed6653

4 жыл бұрын

Hell yeah

@michealholifield6929

4 жыл бұрын

He is the full embodiment of rap. Full emotion Full attitude Doesn't have to curse a single time. Something these others need to learn.

@hippyable

4 жыл бұрын

I can't look into his eyes. Too much! I wish I could see him and sit down and tell him my life story too! He's old and his ancient! He's gone through alot. He's aged beyond his years. God bless you NF

@nexogames4819

4 жыл бұрын

He raps about truth...

You can actually hear the tears whule his singing the chorus...

@veronicavasquez1071

4 жыл бұрын

I heard him cry while he was singing "why would you leave us" and at the end when he said "where you at mom"

@veronicavasquez1071

4 жыл бұрын

It hurts because mom's are actually like this with pills and drugs

@FrigNick

4 жыл бұрын

While*

@veronicajefferson8949

4 жыл бұрын

This stuff he saying hit different

@mollycrabtree77

4 жыл бұрын

It's heartbreaking...but it's real

Hearing him cry in between lyrics is so raw and real and saddening 😢 breaks my heart

“some say its fun to get that high,but i am not laughing” This hits hard...

@its.alishaa744

3 жыл бұрын

Fr

@elizabethfaithwalker5720

3 жыл бұрын

Yes it hits very hard because I promise you it's not fun at all and they were probably trying to get numb from the pain of not being with u not knowing how to breathe without you and not knowing who they are without you live to you al to us all God bless us all and bring restoration to all including me and my sons ❤🙏 in Jesus' name Amen!

@elizabethfaithwalker5720

3 жыл бұрын

Love to you.all i meant of course ❤🙏

@laleinareveira2022

3 жыл бұрын

Yep

@lexiejayde4337

3 жыл бұрын

Slots people thinks it's fun but I seen what it does to ppl I see the pain that drugs does

I love how he can deeply express his feelings without swearing

@tarragrant5699

5 жыл бұрын

AMEN TO THAT!

@Hyrule409

5 жыл бұрын

What's the matter with swearing lol they're just words. just another way to express yourself

@PaulO-ti3tc

5 жыл бұрын

Hyrule409 Look at me by XXXTentacion😂😂

@samslife3110

5 жыл бұрын

Hyrule409 I'm not saying there is anything wrong with swearing because I do it myself. But what I am saying is that I like how he can make a whole song without swearing because most rappers these days swear in almost every line of their songs.

@daniellefaith681

5 жыл бұрын

True

Let’s be honest... this song all made us cry

@editname1149

5 жыл бұрын

Queen of the Memes no not me:/ but I had a flood in my heart

@d3adcl0wn35

5 жыл бұрын

every damn time

@lilavacadouwu5306

5 жыл бұрын

I didn't even try to stop myself

@reneenorthrop471

5 жыл бұрын

Almost 😭

@xxxfuffycloudxxxriver1852

4 жыл бұрын

Almost cried 😭😔🤕👿

"I don't need a picture of my mom I need the real thing" "Now a relationship is something we won't ever have, why do I feel I lost something I never had?" I can relate . . .

@talkdifferently1653

Жыл бұрын

Me too

I never thought in a million years I'd be crying from a rap song. So heart shattering

Dude I legit got heart broken when he started to cry

@mysteryjosh198

5 жыл бұрын

Same here😥😢😔

@darkazumbee5847

5 жыл бұрын

I almost started to cry

@norah781

5 жыл бұрын

AZumbee I did cry 😭

@lkayde1996

5 жыл бұрын

I would imagine everyone cries when they go through hard times

@sammyschmidt547

5 жыл бұрын

So did I... I was fine til I heard him break..

*"why do I feel like I lost something that I never had"* ...deep

@rollinelam826

4 жыл бұрын

Just bse its too emotional

@tonkasmith9917

3 жыл бұрын

I'm afraid and I'm depressed sorry for it being so dark so sorry 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 I miss my old self and I love my old self this song reminds me of my old self and its really hard for me and am trying to find my old self to move on from depression

@BlazedTheGemini

3 жыл бұрын

@@tonkasmith9917 I really relate to this just wanted you to know that your not alone i know what it's like to feel like a shell of your old self

Instead of drugs it was alcohol. I watched my mom drink herself to death. I was 13 when she died. I’m now 15. I relate to this song so much 🥺

@kratosrequa3160

3 жыл бұрын

My mom Walked out on us for bad things

@user-dg8jg9nw9n

3 жыл бұрын

awe love I’m sorry for your loss

@brittanyenyeart1723

3 жыл бұрын

my mom is alive but alcohol stole her from us. living in a different state. we’re lucky if we see her twice a year

@spacepineapple6669

3 жыл бұрын

My mom left when I was still pretty young like at three, she visited now and then but she's always been a bad influence on me and she's been wanting to take me from my dad. I'm not gonna regret it when I sat this, but I don't miss her and I don't want anything to do with her because what she's done was unforgivable, she's really fucked up part of my childhood. Now I'm 16 and part of the Cadet Corps to help myself cope

@brittanyenyeart1723

3 жыл бұрын

@@spacepineapple6669 felt that

His anger and sadness is gift to let out music like this... He’s one of the best l.. definitely in my top 10 all time.💯

“If you really cared then where you at then” that feels way too real.

@artcgravity7097

3 жыл бұрын

@@angeliaburchett4041 damn😳

@izaiahramirez9339

3 жыл бұрын

ohh damn that hits hard

@laleinareveira2022

3 жыл бұрын

Yep

EVERY PARENT STRUGGLING WITH A PILL ADDICTION NEEDS TO HEAR THIS SONG. NOT JUST HEAR, BUT REALLY LISTEN.

@evaemmons9854

5 жыл бұрын

Not every parent

@kaceycopeland2339

5 жыл бұрын

or any kind of drug addiction tbh. my moms on heroin and when I tried to show her this she screamed at me lmao. they never fucking learn

@davebeals1718

5 жыл бұрын

Or alcoholics. Or ? Whatever addiction that robs the relationship between parents and their kids.

@nightwolf2260

5 жыл бұрын

@@davebeals1718 yep 100%

@authoress777annie

5 жыл бұрын

I think it goes for anyone. Drugs, alcohol and pills kill people. We're all linked to someone, and someone cares.

"If you really cared for me then where you at then" thats hit hard....

"they say pain is a prison ... let me out of my cell"

@shi7212

3 жыл бұрын

"You say you proud of me.. but you dont know me that well"

“They took you from us once I guess they came back to finish you. “ damn 🥺

I'm sorry for all you who lost someone

People say their depressed for listening to sad songs but NF is the one writing them so imagine how he's feeling..

The fact that his cries are in the background is just so heartbreaking

@laurasteen2947

3 жыл бұрын

I know right 💔

“I’m in a room with a parent I barley know, some lady in the corner watching us while she’s taking notes” That shit hits different 💔

@rosebickel5700

3 жыл бұрын

Sophia Tyler dude like is hard and I like to say I am sorry even though I will never understand

@rosebickel5700

3 жыл бұрын

Sophia Tyler so just push through the pain you can do it

@ittoslv

3 жыл бұрын

@Sophia Tyler same I have DSS lady in my house right now…

@kittenking5072

3 жыл бұрын

@@ittoslv dang... I was living in virginia beach and cps took me away from my father. My aunt got custody of me. It's hard for me to get over it. As NF said, I thought I would feel better as time passes.

@jadacook837

3 жыл бұрын

Yup

This song hits even harder when you relate and it's Mother's Day...

@nadiahopkins6561

2 жыл бұрын

on everythingggg💔

I luv how he says “Why would you leave us?” Omg I started to cry 🥺😭

I miss you mom.. I lost you Feb. 12th 2019 when you overdosed in your car when you arrived at work. I know you were battling addiction for so God damn long... You've only been gone for 2 months and i remember that phone call like it were just yesterday... and I threw the phone and jumped out of the car screaming and crying...I can still remember flying up on the plane with so much thoughts going through my mind and when I finally got to that hospital... I see the walls closing in on me with all the others dying beside me, i ran to your room and you were laying there so peaceful, not a single thing going through your head, completely gone already, I sat on the floor next to you on that bed and cried... I told you it was okay, but in all reality.. I wanna go home with you. I miss you endlessly and i should've called you more and answered your texts back quicker... I'm sorry mom, i wasnt there for you... i was a 2 hour flight from you... I should've never moved away, I feel the guilt every day.

@johnhoward9113

5 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry for your loss. I know it doesn't get easier. All you can do is accept it, and try to go on in your life and try not to forget them. I lost my mother on the 10th of Feb 2019 to an overdose. So I do know the pain. I am so sorry.

@laylahalts5484

5 жыл бұрын

Thank you! It has been 5 months now, almost 6 and for some reason it hasn't gotten better yet. I cry almost everyday still. I sometimes listen to her voicemails... I just know that strength will come with this pain. I'm so so so sorry for your lose as well!! It truly is terrible and I wish you the best of luck!!❣ @@johnhoward9113

@fahadsiddiqui1318

5 жыл бұрын

Sweetheart Don't feel guilty about it .. it's not your fault i k the pain is real but we can't do anything about it cuz suffering is a very personal thing i just wish you good luck and stop crying everyday please it's not your fault your mom wouldn't feel alright watching you crying up from heaven .

@jessicawilliams1573

5 жыл бұрын

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@darkghouleditz3235

5 жыл бұрын

This is so deep 😭 all I think of is losing my mom I mean my bf tried to kill him self he was dying on the for I told him to call 911 he does he lived he told me I saved his life but I really think the doctor dix

I've never cried to a song like this except now

@capito4585

4 жыл бұрын

Jace Fray ikr and my parents aren't even drug addicts or anything like that

@jacefray

4 жыл бұрын

@@capito4585 yeah

@Fr0staX

4 жыл бұрын

Same, and neither of my parents are dead nor drug addicts.

@alainaberth3562

4 жыл бұрын

Jace Fray same i relate to every lyric in this song

@thelight4468

3 жыл бұрын

I cried to Supermarket flowers and this one is the second

“Sit in my room, tears running down my face and, I yell into my pillowcases. Say you coming to get us then call a minute later just to tell us youre not, I’m humiliated.” RELATABLE

@memerightaway

3 жыл бұрын

Are you okay now? 2 months ago........

@Timeira

3 жыл бұрын

You ok rn?

@buggziie

3 жыл бұрын

@@Timeira no. it got worse, but i’ll be okay one day.

@shi7212

3 жыл бұрын

Yup my whole childhood

@shi7212

3 жыл бұрын

@@buggziie it's ok to let it out love, be strong... it's almost over

I actually started crying at the end.. You can tell how Nate felt about this and you can tell he was actually crying and meant everything he said.. Love you Nate.. You’re the best, bro.. Your Mom would be proud of you

That pain in his voice gives me chills and tears ...

@endersage3977

6 жыл бұрын

Hannahcx Scenes i feel the same

@aydenlell5356

6 жыл бұрын

This song isn't just about addiction and what will happen it also tells u how it will affect the people around you

@tanner-weber

6 жыл бұрын

This song means a lot to me because my momma was a ex junkie. She broke he back in 2000 n got addicted to the pain pills and then 15 years later so started using dope but shes now over a year clean and i got my momma back idk what id do without her this song made me realize that she could of od'ed just like nf's mom so im grateful for her every day now and i dont take anything for granted

@dunnodontaskme1516

5 жыл бұрын

Same, honestly. You can hear his voice ready to crack by the weight of the pain he's bearing... Anyone else notices that?

I reading some of these comments and it made realize how blessed I am to have parents. Remember don’t take any thing for granted.

@Pullakahvit

4 жыл бұрын

Be happy while you can....

@jasmijn7478

4 жыл бұрын

I'm crying.

@Sariine436

4 жыл бұрын

Ur so lucky 😭

@elijahsoliz6732

4 жыл бұрын

Joy Ziegenfelder just enjoy your parents because when they are gone your whole life will Chang I know because I am speaking from experience just respect your parents and love them like it’s there last day on earth

@theyluvkyl3e

4 жыл бұрын

i feel u...

This song is very emotional for me. In my situation it was my dad that left. He is not an addict but left our family for another. It has never been the same. He has hardly been in my life since 1988. Some lines hit deep and validate pain that has never been validated.

@weirdlilyankovic9867

10 ай бұрын

❤️❤️❤️

“I don’t know what it’s like to be addicted to pills but I do know what it’s like to be a witness it kills” i felt that

@PARADISE.111

11 ай бұрын

tht hits home

Wow. His lyrics are very deep. I really feel bad for him. My mother heard me listening to this song and she was crying.. I understand he is going through tough times...

I'm only 14 and I've lost my mom to drugs. She's not dead, but I haven't seen her since 5th grade. Child Protective Services came into my house and took me from her at the age of 11. My mom choose drugs, alcohol, and men over me and my brother. When she was mad about something she thought hitting her children was how to calm down. I know you guys probably don't want to know and probably don't care, but this song just makes me want to put it out there. Nate is one of the main reason why I'm still alive, I suffer from depression and I relate to him a lot. I know you won't see this Nate, but you are loved for many reasons by people you don't even know exist. You are loved by me. Thank you for everything you do, and please don't give up because you help me and others in so many ways. I love you! ~Brianna

@rodneydewitt38

6 жыл бұрын

BriRose Msp $

@roe3433

6 жыл бұрын

Me too

@maugondola2565

6 жыл бұрын

Be strong little one

@austincain4650

6 жыл бұрын

BriRose Msp like they say there are always people there stay strong

@kawissakiridder2895

6 жыл бұрын

BriRose Msp same.

NF is only rapper, who is not much famous, but he only rapper that said truth in his voice

This song keeps my hope. I would never leave my baby or put pills before him. Ever. Couldn’t. This hits hard knowing I was a addict. Not anymore. All for you my son. 💓

@baileysmith971

3 жыл бұрын

Proud of u hope it’s going well

@alexandriavolpe9971

3 жыл бұрын

@@baileysmith971 ♥️♥️♥️

@thebestusername5852

2 жыл бұрын

This is where it hits me too. I'm an ex addict and gave it up for my kids, and I never ever want to make them feel this way. Hope you're still doing well. 🤗

@zenithwhite155

Жыл бұрын

its different when the addiction is that strong and at times the do think about getting better but what ever is holding on to them wont let them go until its too late.

i still have my mom but man does this song make me cry everyone be grateful for your parents 🖤.

@rileytaylor2736

4 жыл бұрын

I'm very grateful but my parents split up and I feel like I should die but wanna be friends

@salsablanca26

4 жыл бұрын

@@rileytaylor2736 my parentes divorced my dad abandoned me..before he abandoned me, he threathened me he humiliated me and he doesnt text me or call me even tho he had my number.....he blocked me and he said "if you dont like the way i am then why did we have a child" and i heard it....i was broken i felt like i wanted to die....my mind was telling me: DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE YOU ARE WORTHLESS YOUR FATHER HATES YOU YOUR BF DOESNT EVEN LOVE YOU And i believed those things and i became sad

@skittadetta5868

4 жыл бұрын

@@salsablanca26 really sorry to hear that my mom and dad divorced years now and this song got me hooked idk if it's good or bad bt it brings back memories 😔😢

@sydneykatona3407

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah

@pasteldaisy866

4 жыл бұрын

Sadly more & more parents are becoming something you shouldn't be grateful for.

“If you really care for me where you at den!?” Honestly hit hard.

This song hits so hard. Losing my mom to addiction and being an addict myself as well as mother...this song gets me everytime. Thank god I got sober before my kids lost me too.

@Soon_illbthere

2 жыл бұрын

Come on man you can quit you’ve got to try my mum gone to drugs as wel you can do it

@talkdifferently1653

Жыл бұрын

@@Soon_illbthereshe did quit thankfully

@Soon_illbthere

Жыл бұрын

@@talkdifferently1653 good

Me : trying to sing My tears on their way : We're not gonna let you

He was kinda yelling in the song but I think he did that to hold back from crying and bc he was kinda mad at everything that was happening .. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭but it's still so sad😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

@rileytaylor2736

4 жыл бұрын

Your right 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

@adriannereid1400

4 жыл бұрын

Renee Northrop wow your deep

@stevenreed4280

4 жыл бұрын

Loosing a parent to addiction is the worst feeling in the world. It's like someone ripping a peace of your heart out. It makes you angry because it makes you feel like they wanted drugs more than you, I don't think it was to hold back tears, I think it's because there is so much anger built up inside him that he just needed to scream and yell and lift some of the weight off of his heart, but in reality, you can scream, kick, and cry, but it doesn't feel better, it temporarily makes you feel numb, then the next night your back to crying and screaming.

@maritzatovar4147

4 жыл бұрын

ur right

@ezmai23

4 жыл бұрын

This is an unnecessary comment

This song talks about abandonment issues, addiction, foster care, depression, and anxiety. Nate's music is the realest thing ever and you can fight me on this but you're wrong.

@aseofspades6513

6 жыл бұрын

this deserves more likes..

@notorious1997

6 жыл бұрын

Casey Russo facts

@enlistintheempire189

6 жыл бұрын

Korn and metallica is pretty real to

@jojom9257

6 жыл бұрын

yes I agree it am in foster care

@alizegarcia6940

6 жыл бұрын

Casey Russo i like this song because both of my parents left me for drugs I've been to foster home to foster home my parents put me up for adoption the sad thing is my mom did it when she was pregnant whith my brother and now he has trouble in school he has to go to special classes my parents are not dead but sometimes it feels like it becaus they don't call or so i or anything i still going through depression and sometimes i don't want come out of my room or eat for a whole week

I know exactly how this feels. These lyrics describe exactly what happened to me when I was 8. There was a woman in the corner of the room, taking notes whilst I was spending time getting to know my new parents. The only difference is that my mum is still alive. My mum is a drug addict too. To all those out there struggling with whatever it is, stay strong. Don't let it get you down. Don't let them ruin your chances at life.

Such emotions that NF always puts in his songs and I love it, he is my favourite rapper!!!❤❤❤❤🤩🤩😍😍😍😭😭😭😭😭🥹🥹🥹

@jbtrickshots6803

Жыл бұрын

Same

This song helps me get the pain I feel out.. I'm ab 14yrs old almost 15 and it's been 4 years since my mom called me and told me she's moving to Florida to get a job. We would talk every day, to every week, months, holidays, to never. I haven't heard from her in 2 years. She's not dead, but she chose drugs, partying, and acting like a teen instead of me and my sister. I found out recently that she's happily married with a "job" and a car, even a house. She hasn't tried contacting us, nor talked about us to our grandparents. Sometimes I miss her but I'm mostly angry. Why? I don't know why she would do this.. does she not feel the pain I feel? Whatever. But this song has done so much for me, it helps me cry, vent, and so much more. Thanks for reading if you did, even if you didn't care❤

@ahdahrahman6649

5 жыл бұрын

stay strong ✌❤

@gisselltrejo3650

5 жыл бұрын

Zoie Metzger I am sorry for you but all you can do is pray I’ll pray for you and nf 🙂

@jungkooksenglish891

5 жыл бұрын

Zoie Metzger my mom did the exact same but she left us completely and choose drugs and is long gone

@lindacurtsinger2919

5 жыл бұрын

Zoie Metzger I understand what your going through I have lost both my real mom and my adoptive mom to drugs they're not dead but they dont want anything to do with my they aren't there so I know how you feel

@alexkontoudis5846

5 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry for what happened but I want you to know you have to be very brave to express how you feel at some unknown people...stay strong...we or at least I am here if you want to talk❤(I know you might not care)

this hit me hard... *you say you proud of me, but you don’t know me that well..*

@litchickens7307

5 жыл бұрын

*you should of been at my graduation tell me you love me and congratulations* 😭

@tessa6538

5 жыл бұрын

E Ward same 😭

@lemonroyalty2643

5 жыл бұрын

Same, but with my dad Edit: I mean my “Father”

@rozhinaghdam9374

5 жыл бұрын

same😭

“I got this picture in my room and it kills me.“ But I don’t need a picture.. I need the real thing. Siting in my room looking at the picture.

@thewanderingmind3327

3 жыл бұрын

Same here. You're not alone

The pain you have comes through in this song. It touched my heart and showed a vulnerability in you that resonates with so many in today’s society. Thank you for sharing this song with us.

This song reminds me of my sister. I watched her spiral downwards, until she finally crashed. She got addicted to drugs and became very violent when she was only 14 or 15. She would always fight with my dad and I remember sitting in my room, crying as I listened to them yelling at each other. I remember sitting at the window, watching the cops pull up and take my sister away. It hurt to see her going down that path, but I did nothing and I regret this. She got pregnant when she was 16, had the baby, gave it up and committed suicide when she was 18. I miss her everyday and this song hits close to home. It makes me think of all the things I could’ve done to save her and help her change, but I can’t go back. I just wanna know why she left me....

@user-ip2fg9zd4m

3 жыл бұрын

:c stay strong

@mehnamearihehe9892

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry...

@teniellemetlin-rendle2834

3 жыл бұрын

My brother is also an addict as well. So many things have happened to him that were horrible and he still wont stop

@conorscully7008

3 жыл бұрын

sorry for your loss :( Stay strong

@tye2674

3 жыл бұрын

It’s ok my brother you did everything you could do. It wasn’t your fault.

I’m a mother who was addicted to pills, I’ve been sober for 5 months and plan to stay sober... my son played this song for me, which broke my heart. I’m so sorry son for all the hurt I caused you.

@bradenyoung4823

6 жыл бұрын

Just Cklaudia amazing mom. Period.

@justclaudia0131

6 жыл бұрын

Si3lent Sn1pes thank you very much 🙃

@joshparker2667

6 жыл бұрын

For all the hurt I caused you. And the award for best grammar goes to....... I'm kidding, good speech

@strawberryseed2374

6 жыл бұрын

stay strong for your son (:

@aaronrulo8446

6 жыл бұрын

Your son will be very proud just stay like the same

This hits harder for people who've been through this, being separated from your parents, and while not dead, I can heavily relate to this.

Having had my mom walk out on me at such a young age, I can relate in part to this song.

@trackstar1014

3 жыл бұрын

Hes mom killed herself 🥺

@littledevils7748

3 жыл бұрын

My mum told me she never loved me 😞

@littledevils7748

3 жыл бұрын

But I'm ok I have family but nf is the best and u never heard him cry this song is touching when u have the same problem or similar problem We love u nf

my biological mom took so many drugs that she finally put me up for adoption so that i could have a chance at a good life. She passed away about a year ago. I didnt know her very well but i am thankful for the love she had to do what was best for me. I love you mom

@izzillidizzilli6188

5 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry to hear that....stay strong dear❤️😓

@tarragrant5699

5 жыл бұрын

prayers sweet girl!!💜🙏

@R.E.A.L615

5 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for you I hope time heals but I understand if it won’t losing somebody so close to your heart much love

@PILR_

5 жыл бұрын

This is fake

@yangyang2152

5 жыл бұрын

@@PILR_ shut up you ruined it

😢😢😢❤ just want to hug him and tell him I love him, never have I heard such a heartbreaking song and the pain in his voice just makes me cry 💔

@lollipopstars3902

5 жыл бұрын

Yeah same...😭

This song strikes so hard about my dad. my mom raised us 3 boys by herself, my dad isn't an addict but once he became a millionaire he just left us. It's been 18 years and I still can't take the pain

this song makes me cry every time. to watch your mother struggle every day. is the most heart breaking thing. he hit home.

How can someone dislike this... like... you can literally hear the emotions and his pain?

I cried throughout the whole thing, but when he said how he wished he would of just Called, or Picked up the Phone, That got my bad I wanna jive NF a hug now 😓😫😭

@liliedoucet5176

4 жыл бұрын

Kat_ Senpai jiving hugs is the shit👌

when he said "i wish you were here mama, but every time i picture you all i feel is pain i hate the way i remember you" is a whole tearjerker

I thought that nothing anyone said would affect those who haven't been affected by the situation themselves, but this song proves me wrong. I don't have any experience with anyone I know taking drugs, or myself, but I cried reading these lyrics. I would tell my friends about how I feel, my depression, and the scars to prove it. It's like drowning in an ocean, then finding a boat. You try so hard to grab onto it, but the waves keep pushing you down. Or grabbing it, but then slipping off. It's a cycle. Swim up, reach for it, fall back in. I tell my friends all of this, but only a few of them cared. It made me think that, no matter what anyone said, no one would believe me. This song proved me wrong.

My mom, she left me 2 months ago. She left me for some phony british guy. This song makes me cry every time. Y’all? If any of you guys r out there. I love y’all. Anything bad can happen. It’s life. My mom will never come back. And that’s what I was told. She hasent texted me. In 2 weeks. And it’s been hard. Everyday in school, having to try not to cry while thinking of this song. Damn Nate. You are a fucking amazing rapper❤️❤️

@chxseyy

4 жыл бұрын

Thx for 6 likes in 9 hours guys. And NF you are amazing. Love yall

@diamonddog3736

4 жыл бұрын

Im sorry for what you're going through. Im not gonna say that i understand because im far from that. Life is a fucking bitch. But your gonna feel better. Give it some time. Even if she wont come back , your people are here for you. Here, take a hug o((*^▽^*))o. Some say it will get better, some dont believe that, but only time will tell. Keep you're head up .

@chxseyy

4 жыл бұрын

ΣΜΑΡΑΓΔΑ ΕΥΑΓΓΕΛΙΔΟΥ thank you. Your a amazing person.

@averycarterw78

4 жыл бұрын

I feel you sm. when i was 5 my mom got us taken away with drugs i was in foster care for 2 years and than my father took me and started beating me and my mom never calls. Then he sent me away to my grandparents where he hasnt called since then and my my never calls

@chxseyy

4 жыл бұрын

I’m sorry Alissa. That sucks. Life’s a bitch. But just keep going.

Me:cries at night every night Also me : smile like every thing is alright

@ashyokami9065

4 жыл бұрын

I was taught by my parents to bottle up my feelings since i was 2 years old. They want me to smile and act happy, but what do you expect from something you have damaged so much? I have been damaged so much I can't even cry when I need to cry. thankyou my parents; thankyou for making my life harder than what it already is. You never understood me and never let me speak. Never was allowed to share my opinons you were always 'right' and I was always 'wrong'. You act like I'm your puppet playing with me making me do whatever you want, saying whatever you want dressing the way you want me to dress. Thankyou for abusing me my entire life. Thankyou for not allowing to be friends with people that needed friends. Thankyou for making my mental health issues worsen each day. Thankyou for yelling at me for making a friend that would be died if it weren't for me for 3 and a half hours straight. Thankyou for making me have suicidal thoughts. Thankyou for making me cut myself. Thankyou for all the stress and pain you put me under. Thankyou for trying to break my limbs. Thankyou for nearly snapping my neck and saying you didn't.Thankyou for destroying your eldest child's life. Thankyou for making me too scared to call the police for physical abuse.

@ashyokami9065

4 жыл бұрын

I think i need help

@ashyokami9065

4 жыл бұрын

Hope you have a wonderful life!

@okimluvinit

4 жыл бұрын

•potato• I feel exactly the same . If u need help ask someone who u trust and not just anyone. Hopefully letting out ur emotions to someone random is sometimes the best thing

@ashyokami9065

4 жыл бұрын

@@okimluvinit ok thanks

I lost my mom unexpectedly Christmas morning 2020.. I always come to NF to feel something.. I cry at night to just to put on a smile in the morning..

@hopecallison2573

2 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry I hope it gets better

nf gives off some powerful energy. Im not much a fan of sad songs but some days ill just listen to this whole album. i appreciate you making this album an im sure alot of others appreciate you for thiss🙏 😲

It’s like he literally knows what I’ve been through... I feel every word of this song in my heart. I love NF so much

@sophiaibrahim2776

3 жыл бұрын

I feel you. But you have to stay strong.

His actual cry ,tears, emotions, feelings, thoughts, all of them just coming out at the end. It truly hits you, and if you didn't cry at the video or the music video, then you need to open your eyes to the real world. NF is willing to let us see things he's been dealing with, like his mother dying because of pills, and him telling us in a song, what he's always wanted to tell her. I find NF so Strong, powerful, Brave, and so beautifully gifted. He was blessed with this talent, to speak his story in his songs. I am glad he's rising to the top and showing everyone the truth of life, and not sugar coating anything.

@thenamenoah2741

5 жыл бұрын

Ally Playz I didn't cry because I am no pussy

@miku4316

5 жыл бұрын

I didnt cry because i cant relate, dont tell me to open my eyes. Fuck off.

This song hurts.... I fight myself every day, this song is a reminder for me to stay strong and never give up.... so sorry for your loss... God Bless 🙏💞

This song is a real emotional way of expression. I relate and I it hurts and this song lets me know I'm not alone even when the drugs took ones I loved 😢 thanks nf for your courage in sharing your pain, I relate

“I don’t know what it’s like to be addicted to pills but I do no what it’s like to be a witness to kill

@allisonhardy1105

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah omfg I don’t understand life anymore and it’s sad I’m only 12 and I’m mom does drugs bad

@JellyBean-si6wr

4 жыл бұрын

@@allisonhardy1105 if you need to talk I'm here :/ 😔

@shiannvandine9212

4 жыл бұрын

I can relate to this the most

@brandonlynn5976

4 жыл бұрын

Allison Hardy aye man hold your head up and keep thinkin straightforwardly alright.?? Lil soldiers like you are all this world has. Girl you don't know that this trauma makes you one of the best of us all !!! *cries*

@kyleigh3445

4 жыл бұрын

@@allisonhardy1105 same everyone around me does but just try to keep your head up casue i think we both hope it gets better

it's okay to cry.. it's not a weakness, it just means you've been strong for too long.

@kieragoodwin480

6 жыл бұрын

That’s so true, you’re like the only person to actually understand that

@tracimoyer9879

6 жыл бұрын

That's really true

@JoseGarcia-rs4ok

6 жыл бұрын

Pennywise has been strong for to long

@bcbbles

6 жыл бұрын

I needed this....thank you♥

@cao_sn

5 жыл бұрын

Dude your so right you understand

This song is so good I can’t stop listening to it ❤❤❤❤❤🔥🔥🔥🔥

thank you for the real feelings that are inside other people and bringing them out

I've suffered from my own demons but I've been listening to you a lot my dude. You make me want to be a better me, for once my mind isn't only influenced by hate but hope. My daughters mother overdosed 4 days after her birthday lady August, this shit kills me. We had been split up for a minute but all I can think is how I failed my daughter and my ex wife. Damn she's truly gone. All after my Grandma and Grandpa passed close together. And my bestfriend took his life. Shit NF got me in my feelings. One love

“Sit in my room tears running down my face and I yell into my pillowcases” Damn... I felt that cause I do the same thing sometimes I be so depressed and just need to vent to somebody but naw I just keep it all bottled up till I explode 😑😣

@feniiihayden

4 жыл бұрын

You should talk to someone it would help you alot hun

@whitney3541

4 жыл бұрын

If you need to vent I’m here

@genesisfrazier1967

4 жыл бұрын

You can always vent to me. You might not know me but any problems you might be having I’m almost 100% sure I can help. I might not solve it but I’ll get close. 🥺💕

@lindsey_gendreau2582

4 жыл бұрын

It's easier to vent to someone that u dont know, I'm always here. If I could take the pain away from u I would

@zzassenavzzz

3 жыл бұрын

Whitney dats what they all say .

Lost my mother to overdose in 2008 , lost my father to drugs when I was 2 , he’s still alive 35 yrs later and still no father . This song gave me goosebumps

How could you leave us so unexpected? We waited, we waited For you but you just left us We needed you, I needed you Yo, I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills But I do know what it's like to be a witness, it kills Mama told me she love me, I'm thinking this isn't real I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell, yeah Welcome to the bottom of hell They say pain is a prison, let me out of my cell You say you proud of me, but you don't know me that well Sit in my room, tears running down my face and I yell Into my pillowcases, say you coming to get us Then call a minute later just to tell us you not, I'm humiliated I'm in a room with a parent that I barely know Some lady in the corner watching us, while she taking notes I don't get it mom, don't you want to watch your babies grow? I guess pills are more important, all you have to say is "no" But you won't do it, will you? You gon' keep popping 'til those pills kill you I know you gone but I can still feel you Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us? How could you leave us here? How could you leave us? Why would you leave us? Oh Hey I got this picture in my room and it kills me But I don't need a picture of my mom, I need the real thing Now a relationship is something we won't ever have Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had? You shoulda been there when I graduated Told me you love me and congratulations Instead you left us at the window waiting Where you at mom? We're too young to understand, where you at huh? Yeah, I know them drugs got you held captive I can see it in your eyes, they got your mind captured Some say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughing And what you don't realise and what you not grasping That I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understand I ain't gon' say that I forgive you 'cause it hasn't happened I thought that maybe I feel better as time passes If you really cared for me, then where you at then? Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us? How could you leave us here? How would you leave us? Why would you leave us? Oh Hey Our last conversation, you and I sat in the living room Talking 'bout my music and I brought you something to listen to You started crying, telling me this isn't you A couple weeks later, guess you were singing a different tune You took them pills for the last time, didn't you? They took you from us once, guess they came back to finish you Crying my eyes out in the studio is difficult Music is the only place that I can go to speak to you It took me everything inside of me to not scream at your funeral Sitting in my chair, that person talking was pitiful I wish you were here mama but every time I picture you All I feel is pain, I hate the way I remember you They found you on the floor, I could tell that you felt hollow Gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles You gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles Don't know if you hear me or not, but if you still watching, why? Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us? How could you leave us here? How would you leave us? Why would you leave us? Oh Hey Sometimes I think about like Sometimes I think about things like, you know When I have kids, I'm like You won't be there, you know? You won't be there for any of that And I'll never get to see you again Sometimes I wish I would've just called you I wish I would've just picked up the phone, wish you were here I mean you should've been there for us, you should have been here Them pills got you, right? Them pills got you, right? I wish you were here

The end is heartbreaking. I never cry at songs but I always cry In this one. He has so much emotion in his voice

I cried when he started talking about how she won’t be there when he has kids

This hits so close to home. My mother was an addict, father wasn't in the picture so me and my siblings lived in foster homes for a good 5 years. Luckily she got out of it and we got to move home. She's over 5 years completely sober now and she's the best mom I could've ever asked for.

Crazy I listen to this song every night every single time I hear the verse "why do I fell like I lost something that I never had" it hits harder and hard every time it literally tears me down but this song helps me sleep at night and helps me get through the night

My 16 year old son sent this to me and said mom this made me think of dad. And I cried so much cause it is a true problem to be an addict. I'm sorry for everyone who goes through it. He has missed alot in his life.

you can hear the pain and anger in his voice its just heartbreaking,ive never gone through this but it hurts knowing others go through so much pain

It kills me that any of NF's songs have dislikes he is so underrated

Yall don’t understand how hard this hits me. I’m so blessed my mom got clean. It could have got her too...

@faithhoward5870

4 жыл бұрын

Your lucky it got my mom and this song made me cry for the first time thinking about her in years

@rileyroberts1941

4 жыл бұрын

Im glad my mom stopped because before I was born she almost died

@lindsey_gendreau2582

4 жыл бұрын

My mom left when I was 5 it has now been 7 years

@Ofc_sophie

4 жыл бұрын

I'm not a person to cry i haven't for years but this song made me my mom left then wanted to come back in my life then walked back out not even a day and she left again

Lost my mom to drug addiction I feel his pain 😭 I will always love and miss you mom R.I.P🕊️ August 2021 💔

Nf is the goat and I’m still here cause of it. No one is deeper, feel free to argue but it’s just facts. He is the realest there is

It's extra sad and personal when you relate to the lyrics and situation they describe.

I Got this Picture In My Room And It Kills Me, But I Don't Need a Picture Of My Mom, I Need The Real Thing

@pppoiuytrewqhpppoiuytreqqb5235

5 жыл бұрын

PopoiuytrewqLKJJH. BZXCVB. B. Z. Z. XCVB

@RiRi-im9hw

5 жыл бұрын

It's so sad😭😭

@taiashamatthews6709

5 жыл бұрын

@@RiRi-im9hw i know this is exactly how i feel😔😔

@nexogames4819

5 жыл бұрын

😟🙁

@reneenorthrop471

5 жыл бұрын

That part got me 😭 I feel bad that he had to go through something like that to even think about it it's just so sad ... and he started cryinggggggggggggg omg it's just so sadddddddddddddd

Man, this whole comment section is a therapy session. I cry at this song and of my experiences. But to hear that so many others had worse or just as bad, makes this song even more touching ☹