This one's a bit different. But I still poured my heart and soul into it. I hope you guys like it. Love you all.

@joshpoole7207

4 жыл бұрын

Even before I start listening I know I’m gonna love this song as I’m a massive fan of the long songs. God bless you nathan. Strong title too with very meaningful lyrics. Just finished and the lyrics save me from myself hit hard

@ez3108

4 жыл бұрын

I just found out abt you like two days ago (sry for the delay!) and I'm telling you, since then you've become ALL I listen too and I LOVE it:) Thank you for this music!😊

@derianb.v8012

4 жыл бұрын

It's amazing, I love it. Keep it up.

@musicerature

4 жыл бұрын

I am praying for you to be saved ❤ as it feels, you really experienced all the horror and fear behind your words and I am truly sorry for all that happened to you ❤ When I experience something like this, I just try to calm myself down telling me that it's a roller coaster day and the ride will go upwards as well. I always refer to these states, like a roller coaster that will have its ups and downs. And there are days when it's a cheap ride with many downs and not so much upwards. I hope that you won't have roller coaster days and God will heal your heart day by day as he does it to all of us who let Him close ❤

@safasousou3210

4 жыл бұрын

Yeeeeh Nathan i really like it !🖤🥰

I'm an abuse survivor with PTSD, and one of the worst parts about it is the hypervigilance all the time. It feels like even the slightest shift in the room I'm in is going to reveal something that'll jump out and kill me. My heart is constantly pounding, my hands shake, my head gets loud and feels like it's going to explode, and it's all I can do to keep composed and slowly remind myself that the demons aren't real and never have been. I've always struggled to put what that feels like into words, and music has always helped. This song in particular hit right home. It felt like he was saying the things I never could explain, like I wasn't alone in this, and that's made so much of a difference. Thanks, Nathan, for being such a key player in my healing from the past and finally starting to experience a little peace of mind.

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

I’m glad the song can help you find the right words🙏 hope you keep on healing😊

@awardlosingmovies

Жыл бұрын

You are strong Raven! I live with PTSD as well i feel every word you left! Keep on fighting, i feel this song so much by Nathan and its amazing it has almost 8 millions views now wow..🌟🌟🌟

@themysteriousman1017

Жыл бұрын

Funny, no one gives a shit Mr.Scizo

@thegregitto

Жыл бұрын

I'm sorry brother/sister. It's really comforting to hear these are normal symptoms, and in return I can say confidently that you're not alone. Not in the slightest. Keep being a badass

@acheronbutler

Жыл бұрын

This is so apt. I couldn’t have said it better and I'm a writer. I feel you, every day, every second, awake or asleep. ❤ hang in there.

Your songs make feeling this way more tolerable xxx

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

🙌🙌🙌

@jjjjjjj2789

3 жыл бұрын

@@nathanwagner762 awesome

@aeronstokes3560

3 жыл бұрын

Definitely

@ursaluna1845

3 жыл бұрын

@@jjjjjjj2789 to

@ursaluna1845

3 жыл бұрын

@@jjjjjjj2789 I can 🥫🥫🥫🥫🥫🥫🥫🥫 💩🥫💩💩💩💩

"man thats a good song." Me: "WAIT who said that? " My Paranoia: "It was me ya big dumby"

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

😂😂😂😂

@xavierdelaluisan7419

3 жыл бұрын

lol

THIS ARTIST IS WHAT THE UNIVERSE IS SLEEPING ON .

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

🙏🙌🙏🙌

@muhammadwaxali4494

Жыл бұрын

Let’s go!

Your songs tell stories, other artists are too afraid to tell and I’m amazed and completely in love with it. This is the kind of music that touches my and many other people’s heart❤️

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

So honored. Thank you for listening 😊 means the world

@Victoria_Stargirl01

4 жыл бұрын

Certainly does right, i agree with u

@usoppdkos

3 жыл бұрын

i recommend you citizen soldier, they are completely amazing and are also too underrated

@angelacavon6408

3 жыл бұрын

And he's such a fast replier. Question...NATHAN ARE YOU EVER BUSY? XDXD

@ricardo.t7924

2 жыл бұрын

You re just looking to the wrong artists lol

Wagner's simple plan: Make awesome music, set the bar real high for the next song, destroy the expectations, repeat. You nailed it , yet again. i will not be surprised when you become a platinum selling artist.

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Haha 🙌🙌🙌

@allisongriffin1939

3 жыл бұрын

Only if we share all his music to our facebooks

@thanosnoctem4473

2 жыл бұрын

@@allisongriffin1939 yeah lets do that

*From chill to hyperventilate. See everything that could go wrong, it clings to me from dusk to dawn* Very relatable lyrics 🖤

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Much love!

I can't really thank you enough... during the lockdown in Italy, I was in quarantine with my grandma because she could have been positive to Covid-19. I spend a lot of nights up at her bedside, hoping it was just a nightmare.... Then one of those nights you did a live on your channel... Even if it kept lagging, I sang with you all the songs crying my heart out. I can't describe how grateful I am.... You are the best! Please, keep following your dreams because you aren't only making good songs.... That night you gave me hope

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

😭😭😭😭😭😭 God bless you. I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I can’t even imagine. Your words mean everything. Bless you

@SulaimanAbuYaseen

3 жыл бұрын

@@nathanwagner762 give her (him) something special 😉

@crocio0332

2 жыл бұрын

i'm italian too, hope this situation will end

@pragatisrivastava6983

2 жыл бұрын

Everything is going to be okay in the end and if it's not right now then that means it's not the end.

@tincad.3007

2 жыл бұрын

Spero che tu e tua nonna stiate bene adesso

As one of the people who grew up with a mental health disorder that causes severe paranoia, I gotta say that this song hits the mark quite well. Paranoia is one of the worst feelings to have. It’s like a persistent feeling of incoming threat. Nathan, your songs stir up deeply buried emotions every time. This is yet another masterpiece that deserves all the love and recognition this world has. Please don’t ever stop making these beautiful works of art!

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you! Wish you best!

@sereinlunas8142

4 жыл бұрын

Nathan Wagner Likewise! 😊

@Samuel.39

9 ай бұрын

​@@nathanwagner762amazing

*Listens to one second of the song* *Put's headphones in and puts the song on loop* *Looks at how long the song is, and realizes its almost 8 MINUTES* HECK YEAH!

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

😂🙌🙌🙌

@ZekeTheFur

5 ай бұрын

yessir!! btw wof fan?? HECK YES!

in the most difficult moments, your music gave me hope

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

🙏

Every one of your songs are so cinematic in my head, love it

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

That’s awesome! I’m glad Ellis!

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go Joshua 1:9

This song makes me feel valid. I just started a new job and had panic attacks the first week because it was such a big change for doing nothing (no school, no job) to a full-time job. This is Beautiful! ps. I'm good now and the job is going great.

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

I’m so glad it’s working out Zoe! Bless you!

@wietskehylkem1551

4 жыл бұрын

Zoe Nichols I,m Lucky for you,you New Jop.👍

@Zanetax1x

3 жыл бұрын

Qq1

@zachtaylor8558

2 жыл бұрын

I had a very almost identical thing happened to me too honestly I kind of feel like I got a job that I didn't feel like I deserve and everybody's super nice to me but I end up over exciting myself to the point of anxiety

I love how it builds up, and then calms only to steadily build again, and then overflow. So much emotion, and the lyrics, I love this song. So glad I was able to find it.

Bruh. He deserves way more recognition. How come I came across his songs so damn late?

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

🙌🙌

@StallionFernando

Жыл бұрын

@@nathanwagner762 why don't you post the instruemtal/piano version of this?

@nathanwagner762

Жыл бұрын

@@StallionFernando I released some instrumental tracks but other people started using them and copyrighting them which meant I stopped making money on my own music. Really wish I could

As someone with a lot of social anxiety, i can relate to this song quite a bit. Musically its also great. Thank you for doing the work you do and sharing it online, and an early congratulations for almost reaching 100k, which is a huge achievement for an individual independent musician.

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

I appreciate it! I can’t believe it!

There is no musician quite like you. So fantastic.

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you! Means the world 😊

"Paranoid so calm and sure, lucid dreaming every day" So true, I feel you Nathan

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

🙌🙌🙌

The song is so beautiful. I just can't resist myself to react it. I don't know how your lyrics are so unique. All I know i can't stop myself to listen your songs.

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you! Means the world to hear!

came across this tonight and wow im obsessed. the emotion in this song is absolutely stunning and i can't stop listening to it!

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

Honored to hear Dawn!

I love getting so many songs!!! So much nicer than waiting for three years for an album! Thank you, Nathan for sharing your talent with the world

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much!

The power is so astounding every time you sing. Its something that begs you to finish the song and on to rhe next. Relateable or not, this music, this, **voice** is so powerful in its words. Keep singing

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

😊🙌❤️

Your songs always touch me. I can feel the weight of the lyrics. I can’t even begin to describe the emotions they evoke from me. Thank you for this amazing song!

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for listening🙏🙏🙏

The piano player has my respect. I play piano and tried playing that and i just could not. (I figured out the first notes). Your songs are the best Nathan. You have made it to the best singer of all the singers i have heard.:)

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you!!!

The raw emotion in your voice is so surreal... I've never heard someone use such a genuine voice of pain, frustration, and desperation in their music-while keeping it so graceful. I am so lucky to have found your music, you've really given me a new perspective into my own emotions.

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

I’m glad to hear! Thank you!

Amazing - SIMPLY AMAZING song. Thank you for voicing the struggle so many at war with the darkness know and understand so well. Keep shining your light.

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

Much appreciation!

Nathan. Appreciate how you pour your heart and soul into your songs. Your voice is as beautiful as it is powerful. Thank you for voicing your struggles and pain into words and melodies. We are all experiencing incremental breakthroughs with you. I really respect you as an artist, but you also feel like a true brother fighting alongside us in a fierce and relentless war. What you have overcome and are overcoming in life is helping us to do the same. This song is so relatable too. Never met you but feel like we have already connected somehow through your songs.

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

🙌🙌🙌🙌 Thank you

This man and his music is why I am still here... Why I survived!!! The music this man creates isn't just sung, it is felt from every inch of you. When the world was in lockdown, and I was breaking down at one of the worst times in my life, his songs gave me strength, tears and emotions I couldn't express without fear of becoming lost forever. Thank you

@nathanwagner762

Жыл бұрын

Of course! Much love

@Amalasian

Жыл бұрын

just passing by giving the old o7

My heart raced, my arms goosebumps, my soul filled. This song, every lyric hit me in a place where no song or person has ever touched. This song hit close to home.

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

🙌

The first thing I did when I woke up was listen to this song. I knew it was going to be amazing and I was right. I totally love it. You're the best, Nathan. Thank you for so much beautiful and meaningful songs. They are all so great and powerful and I love the stories each one tells. No one compares to you. I'm completely sure about that💖.

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for your kind words🙏

You’re my favorite artist by far. You made me speechless yet again. This song is so powerful. It’s epic in a way I can’t even describe! I love it! It’s like your literally sharing your soul with us. This is more than just singing I’m sure of it

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

You’re so kind! Thank you

Know what you are, Nathan? A therapist. You help and heal us through your songs. Thank you so much for that. "I'm locked up in my mind. Please save me. Save me from myself." I have been praying for you and I will keep doing that. Love your work. And again, happy late birthday! ♥️

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

I appreciate it!!! Thank you

You have such power in your voice that it permeates every cell in our body and triggers in each of us a wave of uncontrollable chills. When you push your voice to the highest, it is slightly hoarse and that is what makes the beauty of the thing and that makes it happen to feel what you tell us through your songs.

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much!

It's incredibly rare that an artist can give me goosebumps on every song they release. But here you are, I feel like energy dances around me when you sing.

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

😊

Every Time He makes a Song, It gives me tears or smiles of joy.. and sometimes.. I even try to sing along! Thank you Nathan Wagner for never stopping in your musical ways. You inspire us all! :D

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

Glad that I can!

it does not matter how many times i listen to it, i loose my breath everytime, i feel like my soul is screaming with this song and it is relieving in such way that i cant even describe it..

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

🙌🙌🙌

@eefbartels6645

2 жыл бұрын

Exactly this!

What I like about your songs is that you give it meaning and it feels like you know how to express it very well.

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

Means a lot to hear!

It hits different when you're struggling every day to be calm and to win with your "little" paranoia. Thank you, Nathan. I can feel you poured your heart in this song

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you Eli! I can relate. Anxieties the worst. So tough. Much love ❤️

PHENOMENAL!! The power in the emotion along with dramatic music jus goes straight to my soul n CHILLLZZZZZ!!!! 💜💜💜💜💜

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

🙌🙌

The raw emotion when he says come save me come save me, save me from myself. That line alone is epic, it raises such emotions in me, playing out like a movie in my head. Thank you Nate.

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

Of course 😊

Nathan your songs aren't songs. Their Stories, very powerful stories. I don't know any other artist that can actually convey passion the way you can, that's truly a talent.

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Means the world Celeste. Thank you so much. For real 🙏

@celesteguillaume5068

4 жыл бұрын

@@nathanwagner762 No. thank you!

I will never forget the power of your voice and how it shook me to my core. Thank you for drawing out so much feeling... you are incredibly skilled and I appreciate you.

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

I appreciate you! Thank you

This song is absolutely beautiful i love the amount of emotion and passion you put into your music and lyrics.Thanks Nathan Wagner! For another masterpiece 😊

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

So glad you like it Kennan! Thank you for listening!

KZread: 27 views and 48 likes. Me: An amazing achievement to go with this amazing song

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Haha Thank you! Such a blessing

This one and your “you” one hit me in so many ways, especially the “you” one. I was able to cry when I heard your song for the first time. I was and am still broken but you are literally the reason that I’m still holding on. Thank you for being here to create all of these masterpieces.

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

Of course! Take care😊

I've listened to this in my mix every day for weeks, and every time it's still so incredibly powerful. Not only is the message relevant and timely, it's a perspective necessary to hear in order to understand those with mental health issues. The vocals are mighty, man. MIGHTY.

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you Jackson!

You just never disappoint. One of the most beautiful heartbreaking songs I've ever heard. I love how emotional you make all your songs♥️

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

I appreciate it!

The passion and aggression in his voice...it’s so beautiful..

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

😭❤️🙏

This is the first time I cried while listening to a song. It is amazing how close this song describes my mental health. Thank you so much for this incredible song. It means the world to me.

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

Hey! I’m glad the song could connect with you! Have a good day!

I've been listening to this song the whole DAY and I'm so glad that i found it. It speaks from his soul. IM OBSESSED

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

I’m so glad you like my song! Glad to have you listen!

This song literally spoke to me, i cried and still am crying this is so.. powerful Thank you..

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

Of course! Thank you for listening Kris!

This song hits me right in the heart. This pandemic and recessions has gotten me running around in circles. Waging war internally trying to fight the uncertainty.

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry to hear!!! Hope things will get better🙏

@ikergonzalez4222

2 жыл бұрын

Pandemy made me know one person that was the one Who breaks what's left. I've started to hide myself away. I learned to keep things for myself. I opened my eyes that I've really been fighting everything on my own, lieing myself I was having someone holding my back. Atleast in this two Years I've learnt what love someone is. And yeah we didnt really last long. Welp. Not really want to get into details. But this two Years has been filled with surprises, mosts were hard hits, and not even coming from the pandemy. The pandemy is the less if my problems.

I'm so glad I ran into your music. It was actually during a spiritual awakening that I allowed Universe to choose music and your song came on "innocence" and "dont forget me" it allowed me to flow and I couldn't be more grateful that you sing your truth because it lead me to mine. You're very blessed and may it continue 🤲

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you! Many blessings to you!

This song literally gives me goosebumps. Great chords, great voice, great effects. A real masterpiece!

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

I appreciate your words🙏

You captured an entire mindset in the music AND the lyrics. Your songs hit in a way I can't describe and I honestly feel a need to thank you for what has been missing from my playlists when the depression or mania hits.

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

❤️

This one is very beautiful... I was diagnosed with CPTSD a few years ago and I have struggles with daily life at times and I feel your lyrics so deeply... Thank you... 💜☄️🙏

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

❤️❤️❤️

I feel this song so deeply! Not just the words but also the way you sing them. Since I'm dealing with borderline personality disorder, anxiety and paranoia are constant companions in my mind, and this is how it feels. Thank you for all your beautiful music! ❤

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

Much love!

I have a son with mental disorders ... this letter pierces me ... I'm crying for him. I finish understanding it. Thank you. Desde Argentina.

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

Much love to you and your son🙏

Still love this song, the line “I’m lock up in my mind... Mind it Wavers back and forth” Thank u for being real, being here

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

😊❤️

Your music expresses how not only I but many people feel...this one specifically for panic attacks or PTSD attacks... Thank you. You and your music is amazing.

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

Of course! Much love!

I always find it fascinating how you can use music to convey a whole story. Your heart and soul were definetly worth it!

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Much love! Thank you!

Youre so a special lightning being. I am so thankful that you exist and bring so much light in my life with your Songs, 🙏❤🙏

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

Hey! I’m glad my music can being light to your life!

This song and your "Light" song ended up inspiring a story I'm currently writing. Been working on that book for a little over a year now. The "Light" song inspired what the final scene in my book will be while this song inspires the struggles and problems one of the main characters goes through in the first half of the book.

@nathanwagner762

Жыл бұрын

Hey! That sounds amazing! Honored they can help inspire the story!

Can I say I found your music a few months go. Thank goodness I have, there’s something about your music. It’s like my character from a project that I’m doing [7 years In workings]. I can easily just draw sketches my character to your music like he is singing. There’s so much emotion in your voice and the backing track.

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

So cool! And it must be an awesome project! Bless you and your work. Thank you so much for listening

So relatable and so much emotion thank you I struggle with myself that feels like a constant war and this brings me back down to earth and out of my head.

@nathanwagner762

Жыл бұрын

🙌🙏🙌🙏

Been listening to this since it came out. I've never had a song that so accurately describes how I feel almost every day of my life. Thank you for creating this masterpiece.

@nathanwagner762

Жыл бұрын

Of course!

I stumbled across this by total accident and I gotta say it's amazing! The voice is raw and powerful, I loved every moment of it. Amazing work.

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much! I appreciate your words! Grateful for you to check it out!

Never heard your music before. Just randomly stumbled upon it. You have an amazing singing voice. Wonderful music.

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you! I appreciate your kind words!

These lyrics feel so similar to how I deal/feel with my struggles with anxiety and overanalyzing everything. Thank you for creating this!

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

I’m so glad🙏🙏🙏

This song popped up in this weekly playlist thing of Spotify a few weeks ago and I can't get enough of it since then. The lyrics are on a whole other level and I feel them so deep, I don't have words for it. I'm just getting into your other songs and I'm hooked by the feelings your songs awaken in me.

@nathanwagner762

Жыл бұрын

😍

You truly did an amazing job with this. My life is a mess right now so whenever it gets too chaotic I retreat back to this song and just let everything go. thank you for this. I really appreciate your work

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

I appreciate your kind words!

This music could be in a movie or something I swear! It’s beautiful! I absolutely love it!

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

😭😍

You absolutely have a gift. Somehow you find words for what’s so difficult to describe, and you nail it every time. Thank you for giving us something to look at and listen to and go “yes. That’s what it’s like.” You’re amazing!

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much!!!

I found you a few days ago and can't stop listening to your songs! This one gets me every time. Living with depression and ptsd got the best of me, but I will keep on fighting.

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

Wish you best!

I just look at the sea, and listening to your song.. It connected together. Its so powerful, just like the waves 🌊. I love it❤. You did it again. You make me Excited. Thank you. 🙏🏻

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

So amazing!!! Thank you!!!

Hey Nathan, it's pretty awesome how you manage to write songs and post them at the same time I'm feeling something VERY similar in my life to the song you make. You always make songs that really speak to me and I love the stories inside them!

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you😊

Im really overwhelmed with alot rn, and my anxiety is bad, I love screaming this song. Thank you, your music has helped me through alot

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

Sorry to hear that a lot of stuff is on your plate, hoping things get better for you!

You genuinely have that natural voice that you just dont hear in alot of music anymore. The way you word your lyrics and your heart put into a single song just blows me away. God bless you and your work man. 3 year listener and continueing!

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you! God bless you!

@bleachpong

3 жыл бұрын

@@nathanwagner762 just caught my spelling errors when you replied this was a big shock to my afternoon. Thank you so much!

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

Of course! Much love!

What ever you're doing when you write these songs, keep doing it. It's working amazingly

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Haha I’ll do my best 😊 thank you

You described that feeling so well, it's amazing, and it's longer than most of the songs today. I write songs sometimes for fun and I can see all the work needed for 2 minutes, I can't imagine what it takes to make a complete, deep and powerful song of 7 minutes. You're incredible...

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

You’re so kind! Thank you!!!! I wish you best with writing songs🙏

@petervagvolgyi9084

2 жыл бұрын

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Just woke up and saw this. Wow! Amazing! I got goosebumps! Thank you! Youre such an amazing singer.

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

😭❤️thank you

I just found this song today and I'm so obsessed with it. You did a really great job with this. Thank you Nathan

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

Of course!

I just found out your songs and honestly, these are perfect to listen to while I'm storytelling. ♡

@nathanwagner762

Жыл бұрын

I’m so glad they can be!

Maan.... this song brings horrifying feelings. And i know what you've been through to write this song, even if all that stuff never happend to you, you still must go through all of this to feel it and then put all the feelings into the song. This is literraly a personal decision to make a journey to the hell. To show ppl how it looks like from inside, to make them never go there. Man... what you do... i just want to say "Thank you"

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you!

This song speaks to my soul . Thank you Nathan for such a beautiful gift ❤️❤️

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Of course! I'm so honored that you like it!

This song really does remind me of the time when I suffered from anxiety and depression, and was suicidal. I've been in and out of the mental hospital 5-6 times. This song really does describe how I felt back then. As odd as it may sound, today, I am grateful for the experience. Through that suffering, I gained the wisdom to help and understand those who are suffering the same way I did, and I realized how strong I truly was. I also would've never valued my life as much as I do now without that period in my life. To all those who are suffering right now, you are not alone, there is hope and light all around us, its just that its so difficult to feel it when we're so consumed by darkness. You are important, you are special, you are worthy, you are strong, more than you know. I know this may all sound near impossible, but I promise that its the truth. Stay strong, keep fighting, perhaps you aren't okay right now...but someday, you'll feel better. Nathan Wagner. I hope that you realize that you aren't just writing music and singing, you're spreading faith, love and hope. You are a special human being, and you should be proud of yourself! Lots of love to all who are reading this

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much! I appreciate your words🙏 wish you best😊

Nat this is beautiful, the melody, the lyrics 💙my oh my I simply love how well it falls through.... I write too would love to write something and hear you sing that ❤❤❤. Amazing voice

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you!

Sometimes I really feel like we have a mental connrction or smth... Your songs come out exactly when I need it the most and tug on strings of my heart that strained the most at the moment... it's beyound blessing, it's more... it's so marvelous I can't explain Always send you a lot of love from Russia ❤

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you!❤️

I gotta say, listening to this song followed up by "Light" always seems to get me out of my bad mindset when i get too deep into it, Thank you man, Your music is saving many people i know it.

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

I’m glad! Thank you!

Anxiety...summed up in a beautiful melody with powerful words sang by this epic voice, I hear it here on youtube and buy it instantly on itunes, thank you for sharing yourself

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

Of course! Thank you for listening!

I dont know how this ended in my playlist, but it is worth every single second of it. It is a masterpiece!

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

Honored! Thank you for listening!

It’s not paranoia if they’re really out to get you, but you never know if they are. This song rings so true as someone who lives with hyper vigilance stemming from anxiety, I always feel like there’s someone or something watching me, even more so when I’m alone and it’s seldom a friendly or neutral presence. In the quiet of the early morning, I almost always feel my skin crawl as the familiar feeling of being watched from some unknown angle by an unseen soul and the only way to escape it is to somehow break the cycle my brain gets stuck in, dissociation or friends temporarily pulling me out of my head, giving me a brief reprieve from the constant tiring guardedness I carry as a result of my hyper vigilance.

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

It’s rough. I can relate. Such a hard cycle to break 🙏

Personally I really respect how Nathan takes the time to reply to comments. Bless you and love your music.

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

I love and appreciate the comments! Thank you! Bless you also!

Wow. Just wow. This song is such an incredible encapsulation of what music can be; the music itself is a masterpiece, with a haunting piano refrain that everything else builds off of, while the lyrics in both writing and performance are truly an expression of your very being, communicating more than words should be able to say... And both parts fit together exactly because they are cut from the same emotional cloth. This is why I love your work.

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

That means a lot to hear🙏❤️

This is so amazing, I love it! I can relate to this a lot, so it kind of helps me in a way. Thank you for your masterpieces, keep it up Nathan! ❤❤

@nathanwagner762

4 жыл бұрын

Heyy! Thank you for listening! I appreciate you 😊

This song exactly describes how I feel when I have paranoic states. Very emotional song.... Love it ❤️

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you! Glad the song can connect with you!

@skullygirl8223

2 жыл бұрын

@@nathanwagner762 I thank you for making this song. I can show my feelings through this and to show others who dont understand, how painful it is to live in a constant fear that everything will go wrong and ending up hurting me.

The fact that Nathan is an INDEPENDENT artist makes this more incredible! Does it affect quality? Not at all! I listened to Light from either KZread or Spotify autoplay, and I've listened to Nathan's work nearly CONSTANTLY. I love this song the most, as it connect with me on a huge scale. Love your stuff Nathan, and keep it up!

@nathanwagner762

3 жыл бұрын

I appreciate it! Means the world😊

The amount of emotions you put into your songs are so deep and meaningful. I absolutely love it.

@nathanwagner762

2 жыл бұрын

😊🙌