Speaking as a neurologist, please make sure you have been tested for a disease called neuromyelitis optica. This is a rare disease that is often mistaken for MS and has a different treatment approach, so it's an important distinction. It frequently presents with optic neuritis. I'm the type of viewer who never comments, but I would feel completely remiss if I didn't mention this. Best of luck in your journey. You should be applauded for your positive attitude!

@lisave10

7 жыл бұрын

researchick3 - can you have both at the same time? I only ask because Nic's tests came back positive for MS.

@researchick3

7 жыл бұрын

MsElle It would be incredibly rare (essentially impossible) to have these concurrently. While​ I don't know the specifics of her workup, the laboratory test most frequently performed to diagnose MS is nonspecific, meaning it can be positive in the setting of several related conditions. I have seen even neurologists forget to consider this alternative diagnosis. I make this suggestion so that Nic can discuss this possibility with her physician.

@d.on.in.a

7 жыл бұрын

researchick3 I'll like your comment so Nic can see it. Everyone should do that

@uu7794

7 жыл бұрын

not related to nic but glad u commented this. brings awareness to rare diseases. another often misdiagnosed or thought to be MS is myalgic encephalomyelitis (wrongly labeled chronic fatigue syndrome also). MS gets the most attention and resources from these and many rare conditions are left unnoticed. this brave video brings awareness to MS wonderfullly too and strenght to those who have it like her. Xx

@evemescall20

7 жыл бұрын

researchick3 I

I got diagnosed at the age of 19... Today I'm a doctor! Not letting the disease define me. :) Thank you for sharing!!!

@Peek-a-berries

7 жыл бұрын

Sahar Ahmadi This makes me so happy! I was diagnosed when I was about 17 or so... my entire life I've wanted to be a doctor but my mental health (i.e. anxiety due to MS) has got the best of me. However, I'm taking a year off to focus on my health since all throughout university I haven't focused on improving my health . But I'd like to say that despite my diagnosis, I graduated university with honour roll in Health and Medical sciences! Wishing you the best! ❤️

@amyeades9327

7 жыл бұрын

peek-a- berries That's an extraordinary achievement. All the best to you & keep up the good work. 💕

@amyeades9327

7 жыл бұрын

Sahar Ahmadi Good for you! Be proud of your amazing achievement. 💕

@alicelavender6761

7 жыл бұрын

Sahar Ahmadi 👏🏻

@Nicola.Chapman

7 жыл бұрын

Congratulations on your amazing achievement.Xx

"He never gave me anything in my life...apart from MS" this really broke my heart, stay strong! 💕

@soniasilva7079

4 жыл бұрын

He gave her life, he gave her what he new or had, sometimes we ask from people things that we dont know that it actually their were also living with issues, basically they are victims of themselves I hope I made sense.

@hollywolly1657

4 жыл бұрын

Sonia Silva you don’t know what he has done. She’s not going to tell you everything that happened with her and her dad. He might of given her life, but did he give her love? Maybe not. He might of given her abuse (mentally or physically) You have no clue what their situation is and was.

Nicola, thank you for using your social media platform to reach millions of people impacted by Multiple Sclerosis. Your bravery in sharing will help others feel less alone. From one MS Neurologist to one person living with the condition, thank you!

Darling, have you heard or read anything from Dr. Terry Wahls? She herself has MS and its a wonderful book ... she has lots of information on youtube with TED. Wishing you so much health and happiness darling, i really really do xxxx

@GreenChapstick86

7 жыл бұрын

Wayne Goss You are amazing. taking time out of your busy day and reaching out to a friend. very few KZreadr's do that. 💕

@MsEclectic

7 жыл бұрын

Wayne Goss I sent her a link about her too!!! You are reading the good stuff☺️😉😉

@shaneskamelendez9016

7 жыл бұрын

Wayne Goss ❤❤❤

@gillianwills9049

7 жыл бұрын

Wayne Goss ♡

@Rascoundrel1

7 жыл бұрын

I second this recommendation as Dr. Wahls lives here in my hometown of Iowa City, IA, USA and is highly regarded for her MS work. Please check out her website and consider attending her seminar in August. terrywahls.com/wahls-protocol-seminar-2017/

Thank you so much to everyone for all your comment. I am reading them all. I'm not replying as there are so many and I'm. It sure I could do them all justice. Reading is good for the brain which is good as I have done a lot over the last few days with all the comments 😂Please continue to post and I will continue to read them all. It's amazing how many people have their own shit going on and I'm so pleased we are all sharing our stories. Xx

@cherisenunez2530

7 жыл бұрын

I know how it feels to have a diagnosis of something that is hereditary, chronic, progressive.... and untreatable. I watch my children and my grandson in every move they make watching for signs. The disease population I am in contains a LOT of MS and Rheumatoid Arthritis as well as Fibromyalgia. I get brain fog - I love your brain mush! - I get where I can't swallow properly, currently I've been awake for over 24 hrs with a headache from a related issue in my neck but a new part of it is my eyeBALL hurting... With a diagnosis like these you never know what's coming next, right?! At any point it feels like the body we've known for years suddenly has a new personality and it's very grumpy. I just wanted to pop on and reach my zebra hoof across the pasture (it's a saying related to my disease, I can explain if you wish) and let you know that you are completely not alone, even when alone is all you feel. Never give up, never surrender!! :-)

@jadeclement739

7 жыл бұрын

Cherise Nunez Ehlers Danlos? Zebra sister!

@cherisenunez2530

7 жыл бұрын

jade clement - YES!!!! Zebra sister!!!

@MissDerrec

7 жыл бұрын

You are so strong to post this. MS affects a lot of families and people. You speaking up can help raise awareness. Do not let it hold you back ever. My great aunt had MS and loved life and never seemed defeated. She was an inspiration to many by being an advocate and showing how you can live just as full of a life. Even when she was in a wheelchair it didn't hold her back. You have so much support and love coming towards you but you can help so many people with your platform! Just speaking will help people embrace it. Wear it with pride that you can speak about it and inspire people too. Show people it's not as scary as it seems everyday!! Keep going Norfolk air helps 💖💖💖

@riokicks7733

7 жыл бұрын

+jade clement I'm a zebra too! Sending spoons X

My mom has MS and is living a very happy, healthy life. She has bad days, but instead of calling them bad, we call them Plan B days. I know how difficult it can be to feel like you're a burden in some ways on your family or to feel like your not the mother you want to be. As someone who is the child of a beautiful woman who has MS, I just want you to know that you're incredible. And your strength is astounding. And so inspiring. And it's okay to be physically tired sometimes, that doesn't make you weak. Your grace is astounding to us. ❤️

@dtomaxx3576

7 жыл бұрын

savannah leigh Thorne love that "Plan B days"

@sbh0007

7 жыл бұрын

that's amazing to call it a plan B day. what a positive way of dealing with ur situation. shaping you to be more resilient daily. God bless you

@Bianca-sq8ot

7 жыл бұрын

savannah leigh Thorne god bless your mom and you

@aliceh39

7 жыл бұрын

"Plan B days" That's brilliant, I am going to use this from now on.

@aiomah

7 жыл бұрын

Love that Plan B ❤️

I was diagnosed with MS last year so I know how you feel. You're an inspiration. ❤️

So sad to hear the line "he never gave me anything in life except MS" 😔😔

@RachelSings21

7 жыл бұрын

Jackiechan1300 I know. That broke my heart for her. How sad 😔

@malkeetkaur8513

7 жыл бұрын

Jackiechan1300 💔💔💔💔💔

@Buttfudgie

7 жыл бұрын

Jackiechan1300 it is not inherited, so it's not actually true.

@dianewetford1675

7 жыл бұрын

He gave her life.

@barbarab1001

7 жыл бұрын

Diane Wetford If giving life means shagging someone and knock them up whoohoo great accomplishment. Taking responsibility and be a kind and sweet dad has nothing to do with that. A real shitty dad actually takes something from your life

Love you xx

@Nicola.Chapman

7 жыл бұрын

+Jim Chapman you too Jim xx

@grandpasandwich

7 жыл бұрын

hiya :)

@demonthunderwolf116

7 жыл бұрын

pixiwoo no matter what illness you live with if it's serious or not never ever go through it alone we're her for you 💛❤️💛❤️💛❤️💛💯😔

@katelouiseloves

7 жыл бұрын

Jim u are right

@grandpasandwich

7 жыл бұрын

Jim Chapman hiyaaa

For people who don't know what MS is. Basically, there is a fatty tissue called Myelin which protects and insulates the nerve cells and allows them to conduct impulses quickly to parts of the body. MS is when this myelin breaks down, therefore, nerve cells can't conduct impulses effectively meaning the nervous system can't communicate properly and function well. Hope that helped.

You are a Warrior!!! Blessings to you...you are a Gift!

Never commented before. Just wanted to let you know I got MS to. Diagnosed at age 18 - my world crashed. But decided to grab myself all together. Graduated from university, got a job even though everyday I'm exhaused. A year ago my boyfried (who I was with for 8 years) broke up with me because he coudn't take it. Anyway what I wanted to tell is is that I always wanted to become a makeup artist but gave up on it because my hands are sometimes clumsy... Now I'm 26, today quited job. But you inspired me to try again. Tears fall down from my eyes but these are good ones.

@unicornsareamazing8622

7 жыл бұрын

elaerchard stay strong and bless you, i truly wish you the best of luck and happiness!

@solvisionx9965

7 жыл бұрын

I wish I could find words to express how much I admire you for being so strong! I wish you all the best from the bottom of my heart.

@debbienunya9397

7 жыл бұрын

Good luck and stay strong! Live for you!

@fotini777

7 жыл бұрын

elaerchard you insire me. Thank you for sharing.

You weren't crying because you felt sorry for yourself. You were crying because of the stress of telling the whole world. Thanks for sharing.. I'm sure you have been encouraging to many people,

@zaimahbegum-diamond1660

7 жыл бұрын

Mama Gina GG that is sweet. I've never thought of it like that.

@mollie.28.15

7 жыл бұрын

Mama Gina GG that's made me feel better about myself and my illness. I've always been so angry with myself for crying, I'm always like, man up! Stop feeling so sorry for yourself, there's people worse off then you. So thank you so much for your comment, I feel much better now.

You are very brave, and strong. I just want you to know that I believe in you. My Mom has MS. She got diagnosed in her early 20s, and I've seen her go through the trails that it has caused her. She never gave up though, and is still fighting. She is in her 60s now and doing well. I just want you to know that you can get through this. You are beautiful, inspiring, and a fighter. ❤️ this is actually the first video of yours that I've seen, but you are already an inspiration. :) I believe in you❤️

I am so sorry for your loss , ur such an inspiration to me and million others , so keep smiling , u will get thru trying time with grace

'He gave me nothing my whole life, apart from MS' this is so sad, you strong beautiful talented woman xx

@zumartin

7 жыл бұрын

Hannah.Cottrell I started crying the moment she said that. ☹

@christy6873

7 жыл бұрын

It certainly was touching when you said this Nic xx

@callyd69

7 жыл бұрын

Hannah.Cottrell .It did make me titter that bit.😢

@snowertalking

7 жыл бұрын

Hannah.Cottrell I can totally relate to her when she said that, my dad never gave me anything except for genes for Type1 diabetes. Good for nothing men.

@krismada

6 жыл бұрын

Heartbreaking.

I have MS too...going to be 59 this year and I wake every morning thankful I can get out of bed on my own. Everyday is a good day...keep paying attention to your triggers...maybe one day when your my age they will have found a cure!

@MsFrogster1

7 жыл бұрын

Simpler Time so beautiful said x

Bless you and all those who have MS. May you be healed. Very best of luck.

Thank you sharing. Sending you much love. So many of us and our loved ones struggle with heavy things like this- it helps to know we are not alone. And it's a good reminder to have extra compassion and understanding for those around us because we don't know what they are walking with. ❤️

My grandmother has MS and back in May we were celebrating her 80th birthday! You're so strong and inspirational to share your story with us!😘💗

@vulgarbeauty2354

7 жыл бұрын

georgia 123 my aunt lived with ms til 99 yrs of age and smoked like a chimney 😂 so who says when our expiration date

@kat284

6 жыл бұрын

Vulgar Beauty this is what make this disease so hard to cure, everyone has a different form. Some die quickly and others live a full life never deteriorating. What symptoms did your aunt have at the end?

From a Breast Cancer warrior to a M.S. warrior, fight on love 😘✌❤

This is very helpful for all the people that have this ill. You are a great woman, Nic. Keep on doing what you do! Wish you all the best. xxx

Thank you, thank you for reminding us all to be kinder to each other- as we don’t know what others may be dealing with in their lives (which may appear to be perfect). I relate to your story on two levels, as someone also with what can be an invisible chronic illness but also as someone that may forget that others have things they are dealing with or just barely surviving with and to be kinder in general. Thank you.

MS is not the only thing your Dad gave you. Because all the horrible memories you have of him made you the person you are today, made you stronger. And you are an incredible, beautiful, strong and amazing woman. The strongest believe that you can have in your life, is believing that everything happens the way it is supposed to happen. Life has got its own rules. ❤️

I just want you to know that my Mom had MS from when I was a baby...she was an awesome, brilliant and kind woman who rarely told anyone because she had decided that it would not rule her life and giving it words gave it power (not sure if I agreed with her but it was her choice). Symptoms came and went and came and went for more than 50 years. but she just kept on. She was active and vibrant until she died last year, one month before her 90th birthday. I can only say that I hope you live as long (or longer) and as well. All good things to you,

@Meemzz15

7 жыл бұрын

As a person who has been recently diagnosed this makes me feel better :) thank you for sharing.

@donnalady1982

7 жыл бұрын

Meemzz15 here's to you and your journey. As sometime once said "I have MS, but MS doesn't have me.... Good luck xx

@kathrynmccallum2350

7 жыл бұрын

This is my mum aswell, every last bit, but thankfully she's still here. I'm so sorry for your loss but by the sounds of it she lived a long good life x

@shaskhaliq7584

7 жыл бұрын

donnalady1982 mdsl00.

@annacourt7649

7 жыл бұрын

Tracey Park my dad had MS and died from it but he had a great 57 years, and some of the best were in the 8 he had MS

Im crying watching this. I have watched you for years. You made me fall in love with makeup. God bless you. You inspire so many. Im a mom of 4 so I know that feeling (orly a mom knows) when you can even afford to get sick because your kid need you. Thank you for sharing your story.

You're so brave. Take care of yourself. Sending you loads of love.

My mother has MS since 1998. She is still walking, talking, and living a perfectly normal life. I an honored that she has made it this far and that she met my son because i remember there were nights after she would take her medication and react horribly to it and i would think she isnt gonna make it. But here she is 19 years later babysitting my son. Stay positive and hopeful keep smyelin.

Nic, I have been watching you and Sam since 2010. I was diagnosed with MS after a bout of optic neuritis in my left eye (I went totally blind) in 2013, I was 23-years-old. I'm crying because I was so scared at first and I spent probably a solid month just watching you guys while I was getting diagnosed, (especially after getting a horrible lumbar puncture headache that I had to get a blood patch for) sitting in front of my mirror, with my laptop next to me, following along with your makeup tutorials, trying to figure out how to do my makeup half blind, in case I never got my sight back - I did get it back. You guys had so much to do with my recovery. I have been on three different meds - the first one was amazing but I can't take it anymore - and I have had one relapse - in the other eye - since my diagnosis. I don't know why this means so much to me, but I look up to you so much and I just wanted to say thank you for speaking out and showing people that MS is livable. Every word is EXACTLY how I feel and what I've thought and I can't stop crying! UGH, I love you so much for this (and for other things.) Here's to being positive, being sexy, having a real dumb immune system, and living the shit outta life. xoxoxo

@alys4570

7 жыл бұрын

Aislinn Gavin beautiful post❤️

@dogcatmom1684

7 жыл бұрын

Aislinn Gavin 💕💕💕

@alanoudalk7941

7 жыл бұрын

Such an amazing inspiration,, God bless you and wish you an amazing life and Enjoy the journey to the max 🙏🏼💙

Never say sorry for feeling how you feel! thank you for sharing, you are so brave and resilient and very greatly loved & admired!

This was so emotional. I cried through out the whole video..😭 everybody has hardships throughout life but it's how you make it and the fact you was able to talk about it on media is so inspiring you would be very surprised how healthy this really could be to know you can't walk one day but having inspiration you can will make a whole difference in your life..make you stronger..make you walk again..figuratively speaking on your end....real life situation for others..i love this❤ don't let M.S. take over your life ..you need to inspire yourself to keep "walking" ❤❤❤

I met you Nic a few weeks before Edie was born, you did my makeup for style me beautiful and I had just finished my cancer treatment. You were so kind and so supportive to me, I remember looking in your eyes (not as creepy as it sounds honestly 😂) and thinking how gorgeous and kind you are. You are really brave for sharing your story and your positivity will get you through. Your husband is just incredible too, what a good man. Xxxxx

I was diagnosed with MS last month. I'm having to be selective about who I tell so it doesn't affect my work. Thank you for this video, I feel less alone.

@quadbox

7 жыл бұрын

Talya, I don't know where you live, but I can assure you that you are not alone. Talk to your doctor and they can recommend a support group or what steps you can take in order to get the support you need. You don't have to feel like you do, you just have to muster up a teensy bit more courage and ask for help (I know asking for help is hard!).

@danielleseetsen4540

7 жыл бұрын

Sending you love Talya. I hope you find the support you need

@marziadelevo

7 жыл бұрын

Lots of love from Germany! I have a friend who has MS but it doesn't stop her from living life and following her career. I want that for you too. Stay strong!!! xxx

You are absolutely right, much of us are dealing with things that we don’t share and just filter from social media. So brave! Thanks for sharing. 💕✨

Thanks for sharing. Nothing is more important than sharing your problems to know you are not alone & of course you are helping people that has the same problem or similar ones. Huge hugs dear.

You're just a beautiful beam of light. And this isn't some phoney KZread comment, either. You may not remember, but you replied to a comment I had left when you spoke about your previous mc; you don't know it but you pulled me out of a dark, dark place. I had just lost my first child and your words of encouragement helped me so much. Such a beautiful soul and praying for you and yours ❤️

My Mam has MS, she's the strongest and most independent woman I know. When she first relapsed we had no idea what was happening to her, no doctors would hear her out and they kept dismissing her. It was heartbreaking to see her so debilitated, I then had to take care of a mother that always takes care of me. I was actually extremely relieved when we found out she had MS and I know it sounds bad because it's a horrible disease, but I was so terrified it would be brain cancer and that my Mam would be taken away from me. It's not a death sentence, but it is extremely hard. She worries that she will pass it on to me, but I'm not worried. I'll just be as strong as her and as strong as you, stay strong you sweet MS warrior💕

@humairas4082

7 жыл бұрын

Molly Doolan this was lovely to read, wishing u and your mum all the best x

@mollymakesvideos

7 жыл бұрын

Humaira S thank you so much, all my love xxx

Thats terrifying I'm so sorry to hear that ! ❤️❤️❤️ Be strong stay strong 🌼🙏

Your optimism shines through! I've been diagnosed with a chronic disease and it's a gutting at first but yes, it can be so much worse. Hugs to you and I'm so glad you have such a great support network x

Crying is not weakness. It takes a strong person to cry publicly and an even stronger person to share their lives with a bunch of strangers. Also, you only cried when talking about your family which to me means you're more concerned about how this will effect them rather than feeling sorry for yourself! Also, even if you were to be a single women without a partner or children it's okay to cry when talking about it... after all you are allowed to mourn the life you thought you were going to have.

@LabNYorkie

7 жыл бұрын

SJ Harden Absolutely beautifully stated. Perfectly stated.

@sjh112775

7 жыл бұрын

aww shucks... thx xo

Dear Nic, I am a silent viewer even though I have been watching your channel for a few years now. I want to tell you are a brave, strong and beautiful woman with a great sense of humour, a lovely personality and a big big heart. You inspire and cheer up thousands of people from all around the world every day and I want to thank you for all your brilliant work and I also want to thank you for sharing this very personal information with us. I think you must really feel it that after this video there is so much love going out to you and coming your way from all of us, your youtube family. I am very glad that you have found your way of living with this illness and I am especially glad that you have such a great family who always support you. You are amazing Nic and you will be fine, I am sure. Lots of love to you!!! xxx

aww you are so precious. I have come across so many people lately that have been so courageous in sharing emotional stories. You are very brave.

You're an angel, you're strong and brace and it's beautiful that you're sharing this. A good friend of my has this disease and it's heartbreaking

you closed your video saying that the next video will be much more positive, but, to me what you've just filmed is the most positive message ever. you show your strength no matter what, you show hope and an enormous positivity. you work your ass off, you grow your beautiful children and clearly deeply love your husband and your family. thank you for sharing this moment with us, it was very powerful and beautiful

@Rowina18

7 жыл бұрын

Silvia Marengo my thoughts exactly! This message here was as positive and as brave as it gets!

@alexa-paigeparkins7120

7 жыл бұрын

Silvia Marengo yes exactly , i didn't find this negative at all

@angiemurillo02

7 жыл бұрын

Silvia Marengo no truer words ever said.

I'm 23 & have MS as well. This just made me love you so much more than I already did ... the respect I have for you is immense. My heart is with you, beautiful ❣️

Thank you for sharing - I love that you are so strong to share this. You are so right that we all have struggles - thank you for being so honest and open x

Oh, I was crying with you! You are so brave and strong and beautiful! Sending lots of love to you!

My dad is a shit. My dad also has MS. We don't speak because he is an awful human being. But I am so frightened of being diagnosed after watching him deteriorate. You stopped me from feeling so afraid. Thank you, thank you. You are so empowering. Such an incredible person. The MS does not define you in any way. ❤️

I think I understand your tears. I too was diagnosed with MS 10 years ago. My Father had a terrible progressive course with MS that took his life after a 10 year struggle. The day I was diagnosed I thought my life was over. I cried watching your video because while my disease is generally quiet in comparison to my Dads,I am reminded of the enormous loss I felt/feel with the disease. The mostly subtle physical effects are a daily reminder that I'm not in control of everything after all 😏 But-as you said,,life goes on,,,and it's a good life. We cry maybe for the loss of a free spirit that was taken with a diagnosis of something our firsthand experience with was pretty dreadful. And maybe we cry because we are thankful yet tentative that we won't repeat the course of our Fathers. I believe our lives are full of hope, love, and laughs. My tears sometimes surprise me, but overall,,,I'm not so afraid anymore about MS. Thank you for sharing your story.

Thank you for being so brave, and sharing your story with us. It's so important to be vulnerable (in the moment of sharing) and share our stories. But I know you are extremely strong in how you cope, survive and THRIVE every day while dealing with the illness. I personally have chronic eczema on my body that is a daily challenge to manage, it doesn't sound like much but imagine constant nagging itch that you can't scratch, in the most inconvenient places (back of thighs, your elbows, your back, areas you need to sit or put in contact with other things at some point). But anyway. We all find ways to cope. So thank you and I stand with you in sharing stories xx

I am 22 and was diagnosed with relapsing remitting multiple schlerosis at 19. When I found out I really thought I was going to die from this. I thought I was going to be in a wheelchair and was never going to be able to walk or swim or do anything. I was so upset because I didnt know what it was. For a very common disease, a lot of people dont know what it is. Ive experienced MRI scans, lumber punctures, double vision, numbness and tingling from my chest down to the point where I could hardly walk. I was in and out of hospital for weeks and off work for months. I get clumsy with my hands and my brain get jumbly and I cant find the words for things but I manage. I take medication and I rest when my body tells me to and I try keep active and eat well. Sometimes I forget I have MS and then I do something and my body tells me that I need to slow down. I havent had a relapse in two years but I do experience a lot of fatique on a weekly basis. Despite all that you just have to live your life to the full

@Jennchannel24

4 жыл бұрын

Hi I have ms and I have ringing in my ears and havn't heard anyone say they have this symptom so I'm curious if you have had ringing in your ears and a bit of hearing loss?

I have MS as well... I found this video to be very inspirational. I cried with you, and know how it feels to be completely helpless and at the mercy of your body. I was diagnosed in 2014. It's nice to feel like you aren't alone, so thank you for having the courage to make this video. MS does not define me, and I'm glad you feel that way too. I wish you the best, and know that 2.3 million of us are fighting this battle with you. XOXO

@theosburns7794

7 жыл бұрын

maryem802 I as well have ms some days are worse then others but I just push on bless you stay strong

So brave for sharing.... your dad may passed down the Gene but your mums strength will see you through 💖

@rawkin58

7 жыл бұрын

^^^ I love this!!!!!

Such a strong and emotional video. My nan has MS and I may have it too, it is so comforting to see someone with such influence talking about it.

After watching this I realize how true of a person you are. Your story inspires and I'm so happy you have a strong family to rely on, regardless of your past. I had seen one of your videos before, and although it doesn't mean much I'm subscribing to you (and praying, which DOES mean much) because you are clearly a genuine soul.

You are incredible!! This illness will not define you, Nicola Haste defines you, your personality, your children, husband, makeup days, nomakeup days, bad days, good days, holidays, parties, quiet nights in, movie days, days out, days in pjs, photos, memories, everything else makes your life, NOT your illness! We're all here to give you as much love and support you need X

You're not crying because you feel sorry for yourself but because you have been strong for so long & you are entitled to that. Sometimes it is good to have a release. It is important to let it out. Your strength and positivity is truly inspiring. God bless! Xo

Sharing your story is very healing, for you and others. I loved what you said about listening to your body and resting when you need to. I don't have MS but I do have PTSD and that is exactly what I do in order to live my life. I love watching you and your sister. These tutorials are very relaxing when I need to turn off my mind 💙

God bless you for the courage and determination to continue to live for yourself and your family. I feel sad because I always looked at your joy, have never seen your sorrows and did not know you had such awful sorrows. Rest well and I hope you stay free of MS flares.

Hunny - thank you. I don't have MS but I have personally been bedridden the past couple of months after finding out about some medical issues of my own. Your strength gives me strength and made/makes me more motivated to get on with the good parts of life, instead of letting my mind roam to all of the dark thoughts of pity and worthlessness. Thank you.

@marlenek3412

7 жыл бұрын

Emily Neyman Praying for you.

optic neuritis is a clear precursor MS. if nothing else, you have raised awareness of reporting ANY visual acuity changes. and you have done so much more than that Nic. post lumbar spinal headache is one of the single worse conditions in terms of measurable physiological effects of pain. heart rate, BP etc. the key factor with MS is variability in prognosis. no one knows their timeline. it's a seize the day mentality to push forward not knowing how long remission periods last or time. you are incredible.

You are a very strong, genuine and beautiful person. God Bless you and your family!!

Stay strong ! Lots of love! Your video makes me to think .. there is people who are poor and ill and we must stay strong and live life while we can .. I cried watching this .. beautiful video xx

My Husband has MS and I know the support system is a blessing. Be strong 💪 be positive and keep your beautiful smile

@mgparis

7 жыл бұрын

Best wishes to your husband, Johanna. Stay strong! :)

@ebitogubonnie5701

7 жыл бұрын

This took courage. I know with invisible illnesses it's tough to open up about your struggles. I know what you are going through, i have me and it's really tough. Pace yourself, do not give up.

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ "he never gave me anything in my life apart from MS" just broke me 💔💔💔💔💔

@rafinaa

7 жыл бұрын

Lianne Hewson yes me too 💔💔💔😥

@brookesoldiersunite3325

7 жыл бұрын

Lianne Hewson me too💔

Thank you so much for sharing this honest story. I went from watching fillers to this. I was feeling down and you made me get a grip of myself. Clearly you are lovely person. How refreshing. Xx

Thank you for sharing - MS needs so much more awareness. I hope it can be stopped someday soon.

"I have MS and I have a life to live. I have a whole life to live." What an amazing perspective

@lozzie37

7 жыл бұрын

Sarah R this! Love, total respect and admiration. This has just bucked me right up, Nic is such a beautiful person inside and out and it's so sad she has this awful illness but so lovely and refreshing to see and hear these words, a truly inspiring woman. I missed the opportunity to learn from her due to my own sudden illness, I so wish I hadn't cancelled the course and battled through it, but I wasn't long after my coma so I just wasn't strong enough. Regret it though. I just hope Nic knows how many people she has affected in an amazing way. Xx

@2thebitterend

7 жыл бұрын

Sarah R Yes. 💗💗💗

This made me cry and this is the first time I'm ever commenting on a video. I was diagnosed with MS three weeks ago, two weeks before my 21st birthday and I understand how hard it is. I have been crying for a month straight and grieving and i am just starting to digest this new part of my life. I now know that I need to focus on myself and listen to my body when it tells me to slow down. Thank you for this honest video, I see your heart through the screen and your light shines brighter than ever. You are so strong and you will do amazing through all of this, the ups and the downs. ❤️❤️❤️

@gwenbaby6293

7 жыл бұрын

Dilem Sallabas ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

@gwenbaby6293

7 жыл бұрын

I cried with you- thank you it's incredibly brave of you to share I live with chronic pain for twenty years which hasn't been diagnosed but it's comforting to you that there's so many beautiful women out there like you living with illness and yet smiling through it and getting on with lives. Love you and your sister so much. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

@joellenaude729

7 жыл бұрын

Sending you lots of love

@michaelahauser7179

7 жыл бұрын

Dilem Sallabas i just wanna leave a heart for you... ❤️ would be so nice, if a tiny heart could heal those unnecessary sicknesses ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

@antolalau

7 жыл бұрын

My sister has MS, she has been diagnosed 4 years ago, shes under a treatment by Dr Coimbra, its the most effective treatment currently, please search about coimbras protocol!

I have just come across your video whilst trying to distract myself from my own worries about potential MS or Parkinson’s amongst other things. You are amazing and, as much as I love your straight-upmakeup videos, I love it most when you are genuine and speak out about real life and how life is not always how the instagram filter makes it look. Sam’s video about depression also hit home as I have been there. I love you both and are grateful for all that you put into the world. Thank you xx

Thank you for sharing something so personal and touching. It is so brave and selfless of you. Stay strong. ❤️

I cried watching this; not because I feel bad for you (you are NOT a victim, you *live* with MS, it doesn't own you), but because it is truly inspiring to see how strong and brave you are. I sympathize with you and truly wish you the best in your journey.

@jellybayb6072

7 жыл бұрын

Rachel Yordán It was the part where she said "this is the card I was dealt"... 11:14 . A reminder that everyone has something they need to live with. This really was beautiful and inspiring!

@jellybayb6072

7 жыл бұрын

ok

Being vulnerable is so hard. Which is why most people attempt to completely shy away from it, or run away from others, who are okay with embracing vulnerability. It's not " sensitivity" it's strength. Keep on being strong.

You're amazing, this was so inspiring to watch. I personally do not suffer with MS but listening to you speak about how you got yourself out of a dark time and how you came to terms with it has really helped me when thinking about my own dark times and issues to cope with and accept. Thank you for sharing, very brave and powerful and you should be so proud of who you are and how far you have fought to be that person xxx

You are a brave, wonderful woman Nic and such an inspiration! Keep being you and enjoy everyday with your lovely family!

I get teary when I talk about my health condition even though I am completely fine with it. I think you've been so amazingly brave to talk to so many people about it. Sending you lots of love.

I don't think you're feeling sorry for yourself at all, to me it seems you're feeling vulnerable by putting something so personal in the public and that's a truly brave thing. I think you should be proud of embracing and pushing through that vulnerability to share your story. 💗

@dancingbutterfly

7 жыл бұрын

kmorris510 I totally agree, we are human and we are vulnerable. I think crying is also because of relieving a little bit of that initial diagnosis period when she tells us the story I think she looked back to those moments.

@robyncaleycat

7 жыл бұрын

Daniela Hernandez n

@carmenbaez2397

7 жыл бұрын

I totally agree.

@dianak.5412

7 жыл бұрын

I also totally agree. I also think it's ok to cry about something that is shitty. Just don't let it dominate your life (which I know is only easy to say). Because life and especially time is very precious. This is for everything starting with ended relationships, dealing with diseases and in the end with death of beloved people. It's ok to cry and be vulnerable and sad and desperate and angry and all at the same time. I think it's truly necessary for your overall health (even more if you have MS or cancer). To let those bad feelings out when they occur and they will every once in a while. And then start again with new hope and power and confidence. The mental health makes a huge difference in dealing with physical health issues. Thanks so much for sharing. Wish you all the best!

Wow, you are so brave, what an inspiration to all your followers. I’d say you faced an illness with determination and resolve to do the best you can to live your best life. I don’t see you feeling sorry for yourself, I see you dealing with your situation as a fighter.....fighting something very hard. You are absolutely AWESOME.

You are very beautiful person outside and inside, and this is really rare...you deserve to get over this and live your life as you wish! You are an inspiration 🌺🌺🌸

My dad has MS and so does my Nan I have cared for them both for as long as I can remember. I've watched their good and bad times. My dad recently completed a half marathon despite his pain. It can be so hard to watch them suffer sometimes, but it makes me so proud to see them in their good times

@HannahCPageUK

7 жыл бұрын

Congratulations to your Dad! What an amazing accomplishment 💕

You are one brave lady Nic. Thank you for sharing your story. Sending you my love.

@Munstergal82

7 жыл бұрын

alleycats no words can help nic just huge love and respect to you. keep fighting ❤❤❤❤

@josiemcghee2285

7 жыл бұрын

So brave to share your story. Keep well Nic !

Thank you for sharing this. A dear friend of mine was diagnosed years ago and she has managed to maintain a normal life, she is remarkable in her approach to this. You are doing it too, managing it, and as you say, we all have nasty stuff to deal with. So glad to know that you are maintaining a healthy life style, that is so important. Stay strong and enjoy life!

You're very brave for sharing this with us. Bless both you and your family!!

I have that same feeling. I have a brain tumor called prolactinoma that i've had for a couple of years and I am perfectly fine and living my life, but for some reason I start crying when I open up about it. I always wonder why I get so emotional about it because I'm not scared and I know it will be gone one day. Thank you for sharing! It's always makes me feel good when I hear other people's stories and see how they are surviving. Makes me feel less alone and more normal.

@nickky1111

7 жыл бұрын

Corie Ball ❤️💜💚 sending you hug

@RavenStorm1031

7 жыл бұрын

Corie Ball sending u love honey ❤

@sarahb4401

7 жыл бұрын

Corie Ball I've had a prolactinoma for several year too. Since 2011. When I got it I went on a drug for 3 years and since stopping it I've had no problems with it, it hasn't grown and my hormone levels are fine, in fact I forget I even have it. Doctors actually believe that lots of people have small pituitary growths that never get picked up. I just thought I'd tell you this so you know that the outlook is good and it shouldn't be something that interferes with your life 🙂

@xc8158

7 жыл бұрын

I have prolactinoma too, taking medicine every day. But keep going! wish you all the luck too, girl!

@Dizzyallaround

7 жыл бұрын

Corie Ball lots of hugs! I have a prolactinoma as well. :) I take so many meds for it and it's not easy but we push through!

Chronic illness is no joke. Sometimes people don't understand that there are days when it just isn't possible to be 100%. I cried right along with you. ❤️❤️❤️

Wow, what a strong, well spoken and wise woman you are. This gave me a lot of strength to battle my own health-demons. Thank you

Thank you for sharing your story, that is one of the most powerful things we can do. I'm sending you love, positive energy and lifting you up in prayer.

It's always a strange situation to tell people something like that! I reacted the same when I was diagnosed with cancer 4 years ago. I cried for myself, I got it together, I started all the treatment - but when I had to tell people about that, I cried again even though I didn't feel sorry for myself, it was just so crazy to tell it to people I love. I saw how it made them feel. So all the best to you, I think you are brave and just a great woman!

@Nicola.Chapman

7 жыл бұрын

Thank you loads. Love to you too.x

God bless you, you're an amazing and inspiring woman. I'm only 40 and have had cancer and was just diagnosed with fibromyalgia, I've no support system or family or significant other, so I'm doing this on my own. Never stop being the strong beautiful woman you are, we are all stronger than we think xoxo 😘❤️💜❤️

@amymitchell8877

7 жыл бұрын

This past April was the 10th anniversary of being diagnosed with Fibromyalgia.

@amymitchell8877

7 жыл бұрын

I have myofascial pain syndrome too. I think it's worse than fibro.

@stormlecat6421

7 жыл бұрын

Michelle Gruba hi dunno if I can help but my husband died in Feb of lung cancer and you don't really get help unless u ask for it, which I didn't I wanted to do it all myself, I was with him when he died at home in his bed and then I slept next to him one last night. I myself am a loner type and don't like reaching out maybe ur similar,I hate asking for help and I also didn't want anyone else to care for him. It was my job. now I'm a frigging widow at 32, if u need to talk I'm here

@hj6507

7 жыл бұрын

Michelle Gruba we love you and support you, you are not alone ♡ keep fighting! we need you here

@michellegruba9208

7 жыл бұрын

Thank you everyone for all the love and support, you are all amazing souls, and it really means a lot to me for all your kind words xoxo 😘

A very strong hug......and you definitely deserve it for your courage to speak out, my heart is with you and I hope you also have the proper medication to slow MS down. My best friend has had it for almost 15 years, she takes a drug (it's a shot really) and she hasn't had an attack for over seven years now. Love you and thank you!

I’m so sorry that you have to go through this. Your positive attitude towards this so amazing and I’m sure people going through something similar will really appreciate this video as I do ❤️❤️❤️

My mother was diagnosed with MS when I was only 1 and I just turned 25. I am so incredibly proud of you for facing this head on. I have seen my mom go through many different waves and I have seen her go through a few relapses. I have never known anything but her with MS, but she is killer. She actually used to work with a local charity to help recently diagnosed patients learning how to face their diagnosis. I also grew up in a single parent family so my mom is all I have ever had. You can do this. She is the strongest person I truly have ever met, I am truly in awe of everything she has been faced with and made it through on top. Please know, you are still you and you always will be. You can do this. I truly wish you all the best, my heart goes out to you because I understand how you much be feeling.

You don't feel sorry for yourself, you know that. Your tears are relief that it isn't something more serious (like you said). Really great video, brave, inspiring. You have dealt with it, that comes across and there is nothing wrong with being emotional. You are probably healthier than the majority of the population! You got this!

Well done for sharing this very personal video, you are opening up awareness to MS. I know how difficult it is living with a silent illness. One day you’re okay and the next you can be very poorly, it’s difficult for people to understand, It’s so difficult to make plans but please make the most of the good days. My thoughts are with you and I wish you good health and happiness xx

How brave of you to do this video, sharing such a personal issue with the world. I was in tears watching this, my heart goes out to you. You are such a strong person. Well done for getting on with your life and managing with that condition x

@Nicola.Chapman

6 жыл бұрын

Thanks loads Emma.xx

I am speechless. Please know, I don't feel sorry for you because you are a warrior and an incredibly strong woman who is capable of anything and you have proved this in 16 minutes and 54 seconds. I admire you even more ❤❤

Brilliant video! I was diagnosed with ALS (MND, a progressive neuromuscular degenerative disease) at 28 and when I first found out everything I looked up was so scary. It's terrifying, the hands we were dealt, but you have got to live everyday! Try everything. If I spent time feeling sorry for myself I would miss many wonderful things and that I think could be worse than the actual diagnosis. Thank you for sharing

@enidanetje

7 жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing. My auntie was diagnosed with ALS in late 2016 so it touches my heart to hear your positive words. Sending positive energy

@AdventuresWithALS

7 жыл бұрын

Ofcourse! :) I will keep her in my thoughts

You're an absolute queen! I admire your strength to share your story so publicly x

Keep carrying on, LIVING and listening to your body. I've been following you and would never have known. Thank you for your courage in sharing your story - you're an inspiration for showing both your strength and vulnerability (you truly are beautiful inside and out). On a personal note, I have a progressive, degenerative spinal cord disorder called syringomyelia and can relate to the fatigue, brain fog and diet changes to clean eating. Wishing you many blessings, continued remission, strength, health and family support. Lots of love.