My healing journey ❤️🩹| 6 months of pain
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@ambermose5608
2 жыл бұрын
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@skaicole_
2 жыл бұрын
❤️😩🔥
@mandisambongwa8452
2 жыл бұрын
Mina cyan boujee i love and adore you you are a fighter ♥️bruhh when you i feel like hugging yougoosh you are loved .continue bieng a strong and resilient woman that you are .
@innocentia4153
2 жыл бұрын
Love and light ❤️
Cyan has a great support system at home... You can tell with how she goes home everytime she feels down❤️
People judge without knowing the full story but I’m glad you actually were brave enough to tell your story I’m proud of you. May you continuously shine and prosper
You’ve been through so much 💔 and to go through all these things publically must have been so hard. I pray the Lord be with you ❤️and remember to lean on Him ALWAYS!
Literally cried with you the entire video, take your time and heal, don't rush the process sweetyyy
You’re so young to be going through all of this 😞sending you lots of love and light . Everything will work out eventually ❤️
Girl, I feel you. I have been in pain over a situation for about 4 years, it's not sorted yet, but God has granted me peace finally this month, no one ever understands that dark place. I'd cry anywhere anytime, I was an emotional wreck. I'm ok now, made peace with the situation and I forgive and will make things right on my side even if I don't get the same from the other party. But I feel you girl, it is a roller coaster ride, you want it to end, it doesn't end. But yes, we do pull through in the end. Your video will give someone hope out there.
In almost cried after watching this but I held my tears back. You are so strong and I'm sure this video inspired someone out there. The way you were so patient with your healing process and you came back even stronger. Sending Love and more strength ❤️🥺
Sending lots and lots of love. I pray you continue healing and being your best self. You deserve the best and nobody can give you that more than yourself. Congratulations on your new baby. I love you ❤️😊
Man, I cried throughout the video. I’m so sorry you had to experience so much in such a short time frame
Ohhh nana, your come back attitude is very inspirational at such a young age you know you’re not entitled to a smooth run, you ready for whatever and whenever. You’re strong hun.
Deeply inspired, and could relate to your healing journey 🥺. The best thing you can do for yourself is to make better choices and move forward keeping in mind the bigger picture 💕.
So glad you're alive and here today. Take your time healing you.
keep going mama, we’re almost there ❤️ you’re going to be okay and you will be happy even if it’s not tomorrow or next week🫂.
I love you! You are so inspiring, caught myself crying at some point. But you came through for yourself girl! Period!! Xoxo
It's the "I'm getting myself a Mercedes baby" for me 🥺🥺❤️❤️Congratulations mama🤙🏌️❤️
Ohhh my Gosh so i literally just watched this now and i understand what she mearnt when she said say Sesi Cyan to Paballo she literally is a big sister to these kids, has been through it all ,and all she was trying say when she said Go to school was because she knows this journey these kids are taking aint easy.I salute you for tryna discipline Paballo🎉
@klashhhkwennz1425
3 ай бұрын
Y did she abort the baby 🥺
I dropped everything for this 😍💙 here first. I pray for your healing. It will be ok ❤ you were not a coward for letting go💔
I sent you a Dm on Instagram a few days ago, I was really hoping you'd see it. I'm just gonna go ahead and write it here. I just wanna say I'm sorry for what you went through. I admire your strength to put back together the broken pieces of your life . Anyone can give up, but to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength. Sending you love, light, healing energy and blessings. I'll always be your biggest fan ,rooting for you in the background!❤
Healing your way ❤️ Congratulations on first not giving up on life and secondly on your new wheels ❤️
Yohh im crying 💔💔. You’re so strong Cyan❤️❤️. Sending love !!
I love you more each time, because of how raw and honest you are and it makes me resonate with you more and more. I feel your pain too. On the brighter side of things, congratulations on the car. ♥️
Thank you for sharing your journey with us, I'm sure it wasn't easy but for you to open up like that and let us in shows how strong of a person you are. I hope you rise and continue shinning like the star you are. Stay beautiful and blessed.
The fact that you could share this with us is everything❤️❤️we love you so much❤️
Mmh yoh mouthful😭❤️ good thing you documented everything and thats how you healed, im so proud you spoke out and stood your ground💯 hope others facing similar problems will speak out
Wow! This is beautiful! You so strong! You definitely the girl that you think you are. I love this and Congratulations to the baby❤️🥹🥂
You’re real ❤️❤️🥺I love that for you Boo 💕💕
You're making me cry, I'm so sorry you went through that. I hope you're at a better place now and if not, you'll get there eventually. Take your time❤️
We love you cyan boujee never lose hope my girl, love and light your way ❤️🕯
I love you how really articulated healing , it don't matter which part you played for the pain to exist but acknowledging everytime you feel venerable and sad and bouncing to from those episodes and going through healing ✨️ ♥️....You are an ALFA FEMALE IN THE MAKING.
Hey Cyan. Firstly, thank you for being open and vulnerable with us. Your video is an inspiration to many people that face domestic violence and overall abuse which are serious cases all around the world. Your video is hope to those that lost hope and a voice to those that are voiceless. Secondly, you're so so strong, very open to hope even while going through hell. I'd like to commemorate you on your bravery and strength. You go girl! Loved the glow up at the end of the video ❤🤌. Sending love, light and a big big hug! 🫂
This is so beautiful to watch! Sending you hugs and kisses. 🤗
Honour you are so strong for a twenty year old❤️you make me believe that whatever i’m going through will pass
You don’t know how much this helped me. I’m so sorry mama ☹️❤️
❤️❤️❤️ what a journey but once again you made it through. Stay blessed Cyan. Congratulations on the whip 😍😎
The bitter sweet of all this mann🥺so inspired ❤️. Indeed behind every pain there is a blessing.
Oh Cyan 🤕 May God bless you and may he grant you all that your heart desires♥️ thank you for this video, so raw and unfiltered🥺love and light 💖
Love the ending! 😍🥺🥺Congratulation CYAN boujee to your new baby and sending love & light momma.
You're strong. You're powerful❤Love and light upon your life sis
You are strong. You are beautiful and you will get through this . Congrats on your baby 💖
This was so sad to watch, glad you've pulled yourself towards yourself. Love and light ❤
You are surrounded by so much love, the real ones will always show up for you. Love and lights on your healing journey and congratulations on your new car. Keep winning ❤
@hopeamanda8035
2 жыл бұрын
Same
All I want to do is just give you a hug boujee❤️❤️❤️love and light sis ,I pray you continue to heal !!!
Haven't Finished The Video But I'm Crying😭😭💔 You Are So Strong
Wow! I'm lost for words. The realest and most beautiful video I've watched on YT. I wish you peace and light mama ❤️
Wow girl I really loved the end part the glow, the rise! The confidence. "What doesn't kill us makes us stronger " so proud of you woman!!😍🤗
You are one in a million Strong women ♥️you know your truth and it’s painful how people react to such situations
Hey sis I pray you heal from all that’s happening 🥺 you deserve all the good things and love too❤️ another thing I admire your strength to come here and share your pain with us🥺 you are one strong lady 🤞🏽❤️
I was so worried about you, I'm glad you are finding a way to deal with all of this. The God you trust will definitely pull through for you hun, lots of love
I love you so much cyan🥺🥺I love how you recovered ❤️It was never easy but you made it 😩
“You can’t even choose peace” that had me on a choke hold🥺😭… Love & Light sweetheart, I pray for your healing❤️
This video is everything felt every emotion that was happening 🥺❤️ & i love how Cyan is so strong & how she Bounce back‼️😍 i love her man she’s everything ( love& light & grace upon grace mama)🥺🥺❤️❤️
Remember you are loved and God is on your side.Hoping you find strength with each new day. I love you Cyan & again congratulations on the new whip ❤️
It was a brave step to share your story, I wish your healing reaches its peak eventually and you achieve all you want. GBV is one horrible thing to experience and it makes you feel worthless at one point, but after all you experienced...you're a beautiful, independent and strong woman. I wish you find someone who'll kiss your scars and love you the way you deserve. Your ex will get whats coming to him for all the lies and manipulation he's been spreading and victimising himself as well as all those that have been judging you and putting dirt on your name. You'll be fine in due time mama.❤️❤️❤️
@klashhhkwennz1425
3 ай бұрын
Why did she abort the baby
yohh social media can really taint a person, now having to watch this vid got me crying...being stuck on the cross roads between keeping your child and letting go can be the worst emotional damage ever which ever decision you take sticks with you for life... you chose what is best for you and you not a coward. its true never judge a book by its cover i just got another lesson 😘
This deserves a whole reality show so sorry about what you had to go through..god always has timing and he did what he pulled through love this for you ❤️
@kgomotsomalokotsa3710
2 жыл бұрын
Loved this ❤️
Thanks for sharing your journey with us mama. You honestly didn’t have to but you did , & I appreciate you for that. May these upcoming months be kind to you and all of us❤️🫂
Good luck baby , all the hugs and love.
Thank you for sharing this with us , you not alone ♥️
I am happy that your moving on ❤️❤️❤️🔥🫀your so strong 💪 your resemblance hero
Wow I’m not alone you just made me stronger 😩🙏
Im commenting before watching and I hope you heal and find peace..... good things are coming your way, everything is a season in life.
Literally been crying the entire video😭😭💔 I’m disappointed in myself that I actually believed the guy over you because of how social media always paint you in a bad way but it’s actually the opposite 😓.I’m sorry Honour you had to go through this and no women deserves to go through such.I love how genuine you are in pouring out your feelings coz I know we deal with our problems in a different way no one should judge you on that ❤️🤗 sometimes pouring out your feelings is also a good step to healing. Stay blessed sending hugs and kisses 😘😍
you’ll be good mama 🥺 praying for you ❤️
What stood out for me was how you dusted yourself babe and made sure that you prove the fact that you can do things for yourself without masculine aid girl. Thank you so much for sharing this healing process with us. I hope God showers you with protection and His blessings❤
You know how many young girls go through what you went through... we with you girl... my early 20s was so traumatic... my 30s is my redo girl... we love you girl. Fuck the rest
I pray that you healing is permanent ❤️because sometimes you heal and something happens then everything go down again. Am currently going through a lot now but keep my head up. Sending you lot of love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@Boujeespace
2 жыл бұрын
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I love you so much n stay blessed…I lost myself to depression,trauma,panic attack but you really motivate me to pick myself up n b me again ✨…you are an inspiration shm❤️
You are really brave and authentic to share this part of your life with us , appreciate and love you lots, keep being strong ❤️❤️❤️
You have got this God has got you❤
I am so glad your safe 💞 I am so glad your alive 💞
That part where you took videos of your pregnancy journey up until you lost her I legit cried with you This has honestly made me appreciate my daughter even more I'm juss glad you healed and moved on I love your fighting spirit❤️❤️❤️❤️
Wow 😮 this video is powerful your vulnerability and transparency is so rare you are a phenomenal woman 🇧🇸
You are so strong !❤️I love you so much and I hope everything works out sis !!!❤️
babe you so beautiful. You can't not change what already happened just accept and stop regretting. You are not alone ❤
Hope you heal mama❤️.Last year I was once in your situation where people judged me and some didn't even know the side of my story and some didn't even know me.Here I am I'm doing the most now.Heal mama❤️
The pain you have been put through does not define you as a person. happiness is going to be your happy ending in all this.you are so young, but definetly going far😘
I hope your doing great step by step sis ❤️we can’t feel your pain but we will tell positive things to make you heal you make us happy ❤️you deserve better we love you and your the best nothing less ❤️🫀🙏
For the fact that you overcome your fears 🥺🤞🏼 God is great ♥️😊🥺
What an emotional roller coast, very raw. Healing is messy for real. Sending you lots of positive energy and good vibezzz. Congratulations on your new car
You're the epitome of strength. I can't even 😭God bless you and may your healing be gentle and constant ❤️. I'm moved by your will to fight, to live and to do better. Blessings to you, dear 🙏🏽
@Boujeespace
Жыл бұрын
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I relate to everything that you went through sis,it's really traumatic and painful. I'm so sorry that you had to go through all this but continue to be strong and have faith in God❤.
You really inspired me young Lady because some women end up killing themselves just because nobody wants to believe their stories. Be blessed
@Boujeespace
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you
Not me crying whenever you were crying throughout the video. Sending love and hugs sis😘😘❤️❤️ Congratulations on your car babes
❤️ & 🕯️ sis may you heal from everything you going through & may god be with you
The most emotional 🖤story but something good came out of it .. Love and light 🤍cyna
I just love how you never give up😩❤❤damn sis I'm your number one fan
I'm so sorry for what you had to go through I feel your pain ❤️😪😭
OMG😭 this made me cry... You have been through so much and no one even noticed that... You are a very STRONG women Cyan I salute you for who you are🙌🏽❤️ Congratulations with the new car😘
Wow cyan the ending does it all You really are a come back girl Strong asf😎
Hey cyan, I'm so proud of you mama❤, you deserve it all and more 💖
Cyan l'm so sorry that some were mean to you while you were going through hell alone. I've always believed you, you're strong, you have supporters like me that love you so much and will stand by you always. God loves you sis, you are beautiful and amazing Cyan. A blessing to us. Keep going and stay shining.❤
This really hit home. Although our pain and our pain tolerance differ, to an extent I deeply understand. Pain is one thing that we humans cannot comprehend or rather "get used to". It's something that I myself struggle at times to coexist with. After watching this video, I have found the courage to face this pain I've held head on and 'show it who's the boss'. I've let my situation take so much control of me and today I'm taking that control back! It's my life after all, and I call the shots! I also want to start video journaling, as I literally have no one to talk to. I'm definitely gonna share it on my socials and hopefully I touch many souls just as you've touched mine with your story. Always remember that God gives the most toughest battles to his strongest soldiers. Therefore, me and you need to go through this pain so that we can be stronger for other people. To help others to avoid such situations by sharing our stories, our journeys. This will definitely be our last pain! We are stronger! Indeed there are angels among us, and those angels are me and you! Love and light skat!❤🕯
@Boujeespace
2 жыл бұрын
Wow .. I’m crying Amo 🥹🥹🥹😫, thank you so much
You're such a strong woman hey. 🥺
Aww man this is so heart breaking to watch😭😭😭 love and light babe.❤❤❤❤
Yes girl love your new car and hope you getting better 🎉🎉🎉🥺
You gonna be okay just give yourself time ❤♥️
I've been going through a lot lately and I've been drinking that willies wine to help heal. I'm so sorry you had to go through all that. Sending love and light.
@AmoMoagi9321
2 жыл бұрын
The woolies wine really does pull through
I hope and pray you find someone genuine, you deserve it. ❤
You Just Made me Very Emotional 😭😭thank you for sharing this