My First Reptile Expo in 5 Years and Why I Stopped Buying Animals
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a lil classic reptile expo vlog!! plus a discussion about my outlook on getting more animals in the future, and where I stand since having to rehome half my animals when I went to rehab back in 2019.
Chapters :
0:00 - Mandatory Hair Discussion
2:02 - First Thoughts on the Expo
2:38 - oop
3:02 - My Future Plans to Get New Animals
11:03 - Expo Clips
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I love seeing Taylor pop up every once in a while. We really don't need a bunch of content, we're just happy you're doing better and feeling better.
@patrickharriss
Жыл бұрын
Thank you
@Rhaelle
Жыл бұрын
@@patrickharriss bitch what
@pain.in2.purpose
Жыл бұрын
@@kingjoseph5901 what is wrong with you?
@_JustJoe
Жыл бұрын
@@kingjoseph5901 You're definitely one of the 3 stalkers.
@kingjoseph5901
Жыл бұрын
@@_JustJoe ?
As boring as it may seem, I believe most viewers would be content watching your day to day care and commentary even if you don't get new animals. I mean, people watch each other clean and cook while cleaning and cooking. So when you choose to get a new animal, it's a treat. And DON'T FEEL GUILTY. You learned, apologized, and are healing. Let's move forward, Girl! Don't let some self righteous bullies keep you in a perpetual state of regret!
@Upper_echelon_exotics
Жыл бұрын
I was just thinking it would be nice to see updates on the animals she does have. I do more Instagram than KZread but I've come to realize it doesn't matter how many animals you have it only matters if you post interesting things. I'm trying to work on that but it's kinda hard to figure out what to post.
@lovelife4111
Жыл бұрын
@@Upper_echelon_exotics Girl, it doesn't have to be perfect! Just post and your audience will tell you what they like.
I never left the channel, I always checked back and I'm so happy I did because seeing you start to reflourish is amazing because you are absolutely killing it doll, happy to have you with us today ❤️
So good to see you! 💚💚
@elysiumsnakefarm1185
10 ай бұрын
🖤
So happy to see you trying and succeeding! We’ve missed you!!! ❤ I hope you keep your beautiful head up forever and keep doing big things! 🫶🏼💖👍🏼🙌🏼
Your growth is so inspiring! Pretty different situation, but I haven't been able to do anything but work on myself, feed my animals and survive for the last 3 months, but I'm finally starting a new job next Monday. Every time you post it reminds me that other people are people too, and time for healing is ok. And isopods are adorable, fuck the haters! Can't wait to see more animal updates ❤
@ryanm7249
Жыл бұрын
Best of luck with your new job.
@brynleighmiller8661
Жыл бұрын
@@ryanm7249 Thank you!
@torypayne4716
Жыл бұрын
Heck yeah! Sending good vibes & positivity your way! & Good luck with your new job. (Not that you need it, you got this!) 😀
I relate to feeling the guilt of getting new animals when you had to rehome ones before. But it was for both their sake and yours. My family had to rehome one of our dogs when we initially thought having 2 would be fine. But they drove each other crazy and they would lash out at us. But now they are both thriving in separate homes and are living happy & full lives. I hope you can look back and see that you did what you had to and that you’ve come a very long way. We’re proud of you 🥺🫶🏻
@bodhithomasina4991
Жыл бұрын
As long as you went in w/the intention, means & love to give them a forever home (it’s kind of like ppl in ur life - not all of them are meant to last forever lol)… but the more you have or even if it’s not much… life happens. Sometimes animals aren’t a good fit or we aren’t able to give them their best life or enough attention.. or if you have too many that they are neglected & don’t get enough attention I think as long as you find a better home for that animal it’s okay. I’ve been through the same thing & the guilt & shame & sadness & feeling like a horrible person who failed.. but I kinda think of them upgrading. Like I make sure they are going to a new home & their setup & everything is upgraded & that person knows all about them & I know can provide a good forever home & usually they are the star of their attention. I always give them as much stuff for them as possible bc I want them to have a better life & I feel so bad… but usually those ppl will update me with videos & photos & when they are in a really good home in an amazing massive setup & getting tons of love & attention & adequate care then it makes me feel better. You’re not just dumping the animals or letting them loose on the streets to fend for themselves or ignoring their needs until they die or give them to a rando on CL that doesn’t know anything about that animal… so I think sometimes it just happens. And we still keep them in our hearts & we learn from those experiences. Life fluxuates & sometimes you can handle more animals than other times & sometimes the animals just aren’t a good fit. They upgraded to a home you found for them & then eventually you can open your heart & home to have a good home for future babies. I feel like people who care that much & feel all the sadnes & bad feelings to rehome but know it’s better for the animal are good pet owners… & the more I get into the exotic world like more rare it is. So I def. get the guilt… but if you can think of it as an animal you loved, you tried your best & it makes sense that not all will be perfect fits or are in your life for a period of time. I’ve struggled with that guilt & sadness too… but seems like you went in knowing & tried & it’s really hard sometimes to think about what’s best for the animal & how they can live their best life… sadly sometimes it’s not with us & there is a better fit somewhere else. Being able to put their needs first & find them a better home & heal or get whatever together… sometimes life happens when you are able to add or have more. Just more animals that actually go to good forever homes. I’ve had to think of the ones I’ve rehomed kinda like friendships that end & try to focus on the positive when they were in your life, learning something & then forgiving & opening you’re heart again!! You sound like an awesome pet owner & I know how bad that feels so I’m so sry that happened & guilt is the worst so I hope you are able to let that go! From one animal owner to another you def. seem like one of the good ones!! 😊 Thanks for sharing… that guilt & sadness & making that decision sucks. No one in my life gets the animals or cares so it’s lonely feeling like you’re the only one in that experience! I bet there are more of us than you think & hopefully this helps ppl like us to forgive & heal & be better! ☺️
@Aethuviel
8 ай бұрын
It's especially huge if you've ever been around forums or social media. People make it seem like you must NEVER EVER REHOME AN ANIMAL FOR ANY REASON, because it's apparently a life-shattering trauma for the animal, and if you do, you must never get one of that species again. I'm trying hard to get rid of this mindset, because I had parrots I couldn't keep in my early life (age 15-21 is not a good time to have cockatoos and macaws), but I want to have them later, when I'm 40 or so and with a permanent dwelling.
I'm so glad to see you back!!! I'm so proud of you!!! I'm glad you're able to get yourself back out there, you're making so much progress even after everything that's happened. I know that this is a bit of a rant, but it's nice to see you back. I watched your channel since I was in grade school, so it brings me a lot of comfort to know that you're back on your feet! Sorry again for rambling 😅
@epicx1038
Жыл бұрын
What happened to her ?
@jocelynsandoval9385
Жыл бұрын
@@epicx1038 she has a recent video she posted about it on her channel if you're interested
@epicx1038
Жыл бұрын
@@jocelynsandoval9385 yeah was watching it, did not realize she uploaded it
I loved hearing you talk about pacing adoptions more and focusing on rescues in the future! That seems like such a healthy outlook at animal adoption (obviously not that there’s anything wrong with breeders). It’s fantastic seeing you look so healthy and passionate about animals again❤
Hi! Always good to see you back! I love the new rescue orientation. Your knowledge and careful attention will be such a relief to any animals you take in as rescues.
Aside from how personal and relative you are the thing I love about your content is the moments you capture of these animals. Every time you somehow capture the cutest moments on an animal I wouldn’t have even looked twice at. Your filming and teaching allows me to see these animals in a different light and I really appreciate that about you.
Great that you’re doing much better! Glad you’re back ❤ x
I'm so glad that your back and that you're taking it one day at a time. Just remember take it one day at a time, hun! Looking forward to more videos.
I’m so proud of you! You’ve come such a long way and you’ve improved so much, healing is always allowed to take its own pace, and you needed your time and I’m glad you pushed through it all!
I love the montage of all the animals at the expo and the chill music! Great way to start my morning 🥰 I’m really proud of you Taylor. It’s scary stepping back out there and starting over. I’ve been following you for a long time and I can relate to so much of what you’ve gone through, and I can’t imagine how hard it is going through that in the public eye. Sending lots of love and positivity for your continued healing ❤
It's good to see you post. I'm glad you're getting better. Thanks for taking us along on your journey.
I always enjoy your videos, I’m glad you’re returning. Your videos have always been so fun
this is the most authentic i’ve ever seen you 🖤 your progress and growth is absolutely amazing and i’m so happy you’re in a good place
I’m so glad to see you back. I’ve been following your story since 2017. I hope you continue to grow and heal. 💕💕
So sorry about the hair! You make a great point though it happens to everyone and it’s not like you don’t know what you’re doing. Shit happens. As always, happy to hear from you. Awesome that you went to an expo, crazy how much changes in just 5 years or so
Hey Taylor 🤎 we love you ! So glad to see you’re healing and doing better I wish you the best
I’m so happy you’re back and doing well ❤ we missed you I’m so proud of how far you’ve come
It's actually so comforting to see that you're getting better
I'm so happy to see you slowly getting better with everything, having been watching you many years ago, I'm glad more things are looking up!
SO happy you’re back and doing well love you vids and hope your better than ever 💃🏾
It's so good to see you thriving. We missed you 🥹
Its good to see a video from you! I am happy for your recovery & growth
I really missed your videos, so glad to see you back and thanks for making these videos for us! Looking forward to seeing more and seeing updates on all your animals :)
I am so, so proud of you. Not many people who get stuck in a situation like yours are able to get themselves out, especially relatively quickly as you did. From what little we know of your family, it sounds like they really love and care about you and that makes me really happy. I'm looking forward to more content from you! You could make videos about almost anything and I bet they'd be interesting :)
Loved this Video Taylor! So good to see you doing so well! We love you! 💕
You are so strong ❤. Also you're looking better than ever, we can all tell that you're doing so much better and we are all so proud of you :)
I’m so happy to see you back! I always loved your content for years now and came back every other month to see if you reposted something! You were so very courageous in sharing your personal life! It’s so wonderful you’re better but even if it doesn’t work out as you expected and you have a setback please know we’ll still be here for you! Sending all the good vibes towards you!
Hey Taylor. I’m super glad to see you’ve improved so much from where you’ve been, including recognizing thought patterns and behaviors that could improve. It takes a lot of work and is not easy. I’ve been struggling with depression pretty bad for the last 3 years - I’ve been hospitalized twice and I was definitely in a really low place where I could not function to properly care for myself for a while. Only within the last 6~ months have things made a big improvement and I’m not even all the way okay yet. Mental health is a bitch, and it’s great you’re being more mindful and responsible with your decisions. Really proud of you. I’ve been here since 2015/2016 so seeing you improve as a person is really great to see. Keep up on improving yourself for you! You got this fam.
I will always remember the first video I watched of you feeding your animals and since then I haven't stopped watching. It was heartbreaking to see you go through all that you have and i just want you to know I never lost hope in you. And i just want you to know your contents are still very much loved and relevant, and you will always be in my prayer. God loves you and i love you and your animals too(can't forget them). Bless you. And may God be with you always. ❤🙏
Hey Taylor, glad to see you in good health. Keep busy, keep looking forward, never look back, and before you know it 10 years will pass.
Taylor I just want you to know how much I look forward to seeing your videos. I love how open and honest you are…❤ peace ☮️ and love I truly hope and pray you find happiness and peace.❤
Thank you for being honest and raw with us, it's nice to see ur face back on the platform again. Everything happens for a reason. Hopefully sooner then u think ur knew mindset of growth will show u results! ur moving in a positive direction!
This made me cry, I'm so glad I get to see your videos again ❤️
im so so so so happy to see you post again. seriously brings a lot of joy into my day, genuinely. sending you all my love and support
I haven’t watched a video of yours in years and this one reminded me of how much joy your channel used to give me. Keep doing you sis your doing amazing 😘😘
You've always been such a genuine person. Stay strong, life is as hard as it is beautiful.
So excited and happy when I see a new video pop up from you!!!
I have an earlier comment. I am 57 and struggle with alchohol. Been to rehab, which I want again. You are very smart and have genuine charisma. You will be fine, and I love that you want to focus on rescues. I wish I had your smarts and humilty at your age. Humility is the most undervalued virtue today.
glad you are doing well❤️ keep up the good work, you’re so strong!!!
So happy for your healing journey 💜✨️
I don't enjoy a lot of youtubers that I watched back in the day but man, I was so happy how this felt like one of your old videos and was still entertained throughout it. Keep on posting
Hi Taylor, Good seeing you. Please take care of your health!!!
Really impressed how you didn't let _the hair thing_ overpower you. You still made a video *and posted it* yay!
Love the shade of green you're wearing! It's a really great sort of spring colour, it suits you super great!
SO CRAZY! I was literally just thinking about you a couple hours ago and now I see this! Glad you’re doing better girl. ❤
Its so wonderful to see you so great and being sensible to keep yourself happy/pacing yourself. I know the house is probably not where you want to be forever but it seems like the environment is good for you ❤
So happy to see you back!!! I loved the tour of the expo and seeing all those beautiful animals. My favorite was the frogs. Glad you’re starting to get your passion back ❤
I'm just so proud of you Taylor. It's so nice to have you back!! And seeing you upload always brings a smile to mah face. Glad you're doing so much better, and personally. I don't think the hair is that bad.
My friend group and I have been watching your vids for a few years now and even though we came for the animal content we stayed for you Taylor Your story and personality are both entertaining and inspirational!
So happy to see you back…. Your beautiful and I’m glad you took ALL THE TIME YOU NEEDED….. to be able to share like you do is just amazing I’m a very private person….I could never have a KZread channel but anyway I’m so glad to see you back
I’ve been watching you for about 6 years and it makes me so happy to see you happy ❤️😖
Beanies and bangs with wigs will make working with them so much easier. You don’t have to worry about the hard front being visible that way. Hope this helps 🖤
Hey Taylor! I’ve been watching your content since my early teens and have always loved your content, you are the reason I got my crested gecko and my orchid mantis, and dyed my hair rose gold for a while from the mantis video :) I’m glad you’re getting better and hope your hair makes a speedy recovery! Thank you for the content, please put yourself first and do what’s right for you! X
Yay❤ Taylor I missed your content! I’m so excited for you and happy for you.
you're doing great Taylor! i've been loving your new content for real! loved your eye look
It great to see you back not seen a notification from you in like a year 😮
I know this is very late but it's awesome to see that you're doing so much better and that you actually wanna think things out before you do something now, I can't wait to see how much more you improve and grow. Please upload again sometime and don't rush yourself. Keep looking towards the sky.
I love seeing videos from Taylor, and I love seeing the people in the comments to find Solace through her journey and a safe place to express their own journeys here in the comments. This feels like a sage space ❤
@crashton999
Жыл бұрын
Safe**
so glad to see you back💕
I’m happy with any content you put out. 👏👏 I’m glad your feeling better.
I’m so happy to see you back and in a good place. I’ve been keeping up with your journey for forever. Back when you first got your forest match stick tattoo.. right? I’m just so glad to see you thriving better than before and I truly am cheering you on the whole way xxx
Taylor, I love you! You look great and its so good to see you making videos, no matter about what or when xx
I have missed you so much and i am so proud of you coming back nice to see you g Again ❤
Im so happy for your progress on your mental health journey Im very proud of you and wait to see what the future holds. Also excited to see the new baby.
proud to see the consistency missed you sm!
Hello beautiful🥰 I always love seeing new videos of yours pop up. You are getting so much more comfortable being in front of a camera again, I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!!!! Keep up the good work sweet girl, we all love you so so much❤
HEYYY, Glad to see you're back ❤❤❤
So happy to see you healthy love!
Welcome back. Long journey but wow you are doing it so well.
Aaaaaahh I'm so proud of your growth! Hope you are doing well! ❤️
Yay Taylor, take your time. Love the progress, slow and steady wins the race
im so glad more people are talking about this. thank you so much. i used to watch videos like this when i was 18 and before i know it i had a mini zoo. im 23 now and know that i have ADHD and can be extremely impulsive - im now down to my last 6 critters and anything bought in is planned months in advance. its so much freer now and better on my MH. i feel like alot of youtubers dont address MH, addiction and impulsivity when it comes to animal husbandry
Loved this video Taylor!! Thanks for posting lovely 💗💗💗
I’ve been watching ur videos since before 2019 and so much has happened since then but your progress is amazing and I’m so happy your mental health is doing better😊. We love youuuu💕💕
She looks beautiful!! Sobriety is hard and I’m proud of her journey and where it’s gotten her so far because she’s looking great!! Always has been, so pretty glad to see you posting again !!
TAYLORRRR I WATCHED YOU FOR YEARS AND THEN NOW I SEE YOU ARE BACK AND I AM SO HAPPY
One of the first youtubers I followed more often. Love to see you healthy and back at it.
I love seeing you again healthy Taylor, hope you keep improving and wish you to had Toast back. My best wishes
Happy to see you back one of the only reasons I go onto KZread is to check if you uploaded and I’m glad your back and I hope your feeling alright
I've never clicked on a video this quick. Glad to have you back, queen🎉
I’m so glad your back! God bless
I love your videos, I’m so happy to see u posting again
I'm glad you got a new pet, and that you're feeling like you're doing better right now! You've fought really hard and you deserve some happiness
welcome back 🫶💕
Hey boo! Happy to see you again!!!
I worked the one at the Lonestar Convention Center a while back. I was truly shocked at the amount of ball python morphs and crested geckos. I ended up taking home a beautiful Sulcata baby. I'm so glad you went. They are so relaxing to me!
Happy to know you’re doing well💜
YESSS ANOTHER VIDEO!!! keep going strong love ❤
I’ve been watching you every so often sense I was in elementary school. I’ll always wish you the best ❤
Happy to hear you are feeling better.
You are my childhood so great to see you uploading again ❤
Your growth is showing girl!!!! So happy for u and your sobriety and mental health!!
It’s nice to see you again ❤
Oh snap, two vids in a row. Very excited! ❤️
Thank you so much for posting Tay 💛