“I’m gay….I unfortunately like men” I FELT THAT 😂

@mnlmcr393

3 күн бұрын

@@garrettbullington4633 me too!

@nomadicnathan

2 күн бұрын

@@garrettbullington4633 SAAAAME hahahahaha

I’m ready for the next chapter in life ❤

@Hashtag_Leo

3 күн бұрын

@@RyanASMR you’re such a beautiful soul. So happy that you get to live your life authentically and unapologetically. Blessings. ❤️

@samoht878

3 күн бұрын

@@RyanASMR man im so glad i discovered your channel... thanks for sharing your story, totally relatable.

@scared2Hurt

3 күн бұрын

🖤

@nomadicnathan

2 күн бұрын

Congratulations for all of this. So happy for you - glad you’ve found your one-in-a-million!

@seashore2768

Күн бұрын

You go for it 🎉

zero hate in the comments is someting i never thought i would see, but it warms my heart to see

Nice. I'm glad you made a video coming out. And don't feel uncomfortable needing to share. People have a right over their privacy so you don't have to worry about otherwise.

seeing your face light up while talking bout your bf, truly made me so happy for you

So proud of you Ryan! Keep being the amazing, inspirational person you are 💙

hey ryan, i’m usually a quiet commenter but i felt the need to say something after watching this video. i really admire how you can articulate your feelings and be vulnerable on the internet with millions of people. your story touched my heart because all though i’ve never been in a similar situation, i know people who have and it’s never an easy thing to deal with parents like that and i’ve seen the emotional & physical distress it can put someone. and I’m so sorry for all the obstacles in life that you’ve gone through and things that you don’t talk about on the internet and keep to yourself. im a very empathetic and sentimental person so i truly do feel for you and hearing your story touched my heart in the best way possible. im happy you’re healing and finding yourself & going out into nature and doing things that YOU love. even though you don’t know me, or even your supports personally, we’re all proud of you & excited for this new journey of yours. we support and love you ryan❤️

This man’s smile is infectious and cute 💗

This is gargle from tiktok! Love hearing that you're becoming more comfortable being you. My partner and I are so happy together and I know you're not looking for a partner, but if you ever find someone that makes you happy then I'm so happy you have a better community that can help you understand what a good relationship can be like 🤗 Your support system is only growing from here and you're living the dream 🤩keep it up

💗💗💗I’m so proud of you , I’m very emotional person so this made me cry

I STILL LOVE YOU AND YOUR ASMR 🗣️🔥🔥🔥

I’m happy for this new boo chapter in your life Ryan ! It takes courage to isolate yourself from everyone for years but with that you discovered true happiness within yourself. Thank you for being authentically you 💜

as a lesbian this made me really emotional i grew up similarly so i really appreciate you sharing this, thank you

don't ever say unfortunately over something that you desire you will always be human

I'm so happy for you Ryan, my 4th anniversary with my boyfriend just passed on July 3rd. We've had our ups and downs but we love each other and I'm happy to be with someone who really loves me and I wouldn't change this 4 year relationship for anything. Be free and live your truth we love you and you're not alone

I am so sorry for all the heartache you’ve gone through. But I am happy that book is closed and you have a new wonderful story beginning! OMG 🥹💖 I love this for you! I always just want to see you happy. Sending you so much love & positivity Ryan! 🫶🏻✨

Love you Ryan, been watching your content for a bit. Great job being so brave and having the courage tocome out against those horrible people! 😊❤

Thank you for being so vulnerable. So happy for you! Sending you so much love and positivity! You deserve the world! ❤

you’re a beautiful sweet soul & i never understood why horrible things happen to the sweetest people. i’m glad to see your issues in life didn’t effect the way you are as a person and didn’t change your kindness.

thank you for sharing and being vulnerable. your identity is part of you, and you deserve to live your life without hiding it. we love and accept you and i wish you so much love, peace and healing. Im so happy you met someone. please be safe, live your life to the fullest and remember you deserve to find the happiness you didn't get to have when you were younger. ❤❤ much love from someone who relates.

Just be careful- all relationships, at the beginning, seem perfect. This may not be forever. Guard your precious heart.

Love how genuine your content is

100% support! 🤗💜❤️🌸 Glad you are in Seattle! Happy to hear about your further adventures!!

RYAN IM SCREAMING IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU OMGGGGGGG SENDING YOU ALL THE LOVE AND CELEBRATION!!! IM PROUD OF YOU!!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤

I’m literally crying right now, Ryan. I am so happy for you and to finally see you this happy makes me smile. 😊 I wish you all the best and can’t wait to see your next chapter! ❤️

Unfortunately like men 😭 felt that. proud of u love u n____n

You touched me so much with your story...I am happy for you (and your BF) cause you are magical and you deserve everything happening right now. Thank you for being (more) authentic with us....We love you MORE. (btw, I was expecting your bf would come out from your car's luggages as a surprise for us 😜)

Ive never heard of you, but 7 minutes in im so glad ur free.

Happy for you and will continue to watch you as you go through this journey 💪🏽 you’re a wonderful human Ryan 😁

i am normally a quiet watcher so don’t really comment but wanted to say again : you are such an inspiration for so many out there like me who are in similar situations you were / are in, and the fact you have found someone shows it is possible, and we should give up. i can’t wait for the boyfriend reveal, and it would be so cool to hear how you started talking on the beach etc!! :)

Good for you, Ryan!! Sending hugs & love & hoping all good things come your way ❤

happy for u king 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

ILY sir💜 stay safe and loving this romantic gay era beginning💪

This wasnt the video i expect to see today i honest firstly thought this was click bait. But after watching this video and understanding your story more. Im happy for you and excited to see where you journey goes next.

We love your Ryan! You are such an amazing human. Can’t wait to see how your life unfolds. Wish you both nothing but the best ❤

Thank you for sharing your story!!!! I can’t wait to witness your future of love!!!!

Heck yeah Ryan! Welcome to your new chapter in life. I’ll be here supporting you as always.💞

This was so beautiful to watch your excitement and new comfortability with your self!! and I can’t wait for this next chapter of content! Goodluck to you Ryan! And I can’t wait to watch🤗🥹

Thank you for sharing your story … it’s very moving and your strength shines through

been watching since 2022 and have always loved ur vids. Congrats for having the courage to make this. Keep up the great content

I’m so happy to see this! Congrats on the new chapter. When I came out, I remember someone told me, “those who mind don’t matter and those who matter won’t mind”! Cheers to you being your authentic self!

I’m so happy for you and i cannot wait to follow this next chapter! ❤

The first part was so heartbreaking, but the second was so incredibly heartwarming

He's a really lucky guy to have you! ❤ I'm thrilled to see what this new chapter has prepared for you! 🎉 I celebrate your new life. Here's a big hug for the 10 year old Ryan from the 10 year old me, both kids seeking validation finally finding it!

I've been following your journey for a while now and, as a member of the lgbt community, this video broke my heart at the beginning so much. It's so unfair that gay people have to fear being themselves for no other reason than hatred. Like you said, you're Ryan. And Ryan happens to be gay, which literally doesn't change anything. You just like men, and that doesn't define who you are, it's just one of the many things that make you, you. But you're a tough guy, you've been through a lot and you're taking the right steps to being free and being yourself, and I'm so proud of your journey and all your hard work. Being yourself and being free is the most rewarding thing in the world. And as the video progressed, I was filled with so much happiness hearing you talk about your new partner. The way your eyes brighten is so heartwarming, you truly deserve the best. Love is something so wonderful and I'm so happy you get to finally experience that, you deserve it. Enjoy it and congratulations on gathering the courage to come out and not let fear and other people's hate dictate your life. You're a champion, enjoy this new stage of your life! Sending lots of love to you.

I'm so proud of you. I'm so sorry you are going thru all this but you should just focus on you. Who cares what others think. You're a great person ❤️ hugs

I am so proud of you. You are an amazing guy and content creator. I always love seeing your awesome videos. Welcome to the community 🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍

proud of u man you’ve come a long way ❤

OH. MY. GOD. i am SO happy you are welcoming people into your life again! that video where you read a letter to your mother got me so worried you'd close yourself to the world but look at you now! i wish you both a happy and wholesome journey, there might be scary and hateful people around but we are STRONG 💜💙💚💛🧡❤

I do know how that story goes. Glad you’re on this side of all that. I feel way better about crushing on you the last 2 years now. Nothin was your fault. Your only job now is to become happy. And if your path should take you through Idaho……. Seriously. My sofa is available.

omg i can’t believe i am seeing this!!! i am also gay, and am so amazed that you are glad to say this and am looking forward to the time when i can do this too, as i am also struggling through tough environments at home. i will listen too you in terms of liking straight friends, not sure i can deliver that promise though XD i’m so proud of you ryan, you’re amazing and i hope you know this :D

Love you even more because you’re happier on the other side of this conversation! Wishing you nothing but love and incredible happiness!!!

Ong I love this for you!!! You deserve the best!

So so so happy for you Ryan ❤ I cried happy tears for you. I’ve enjoyed your journey so much and I can’t wait what is to come for you and your love 🫶🏽

Every person is different and has feelings. Just because they are not straight does not mean that they are a weird and horrible people. They just have different feelings that`s all. We have to accept them as they are and help them when they need it. The people that don`t understand it and just make fun of them are just not raised right. Everyone from my class is the same, people that just make fun of those who just have different feelings. Every new person coming into this world we have to love them and teach them to be a good person and understand everyone`s feelings. Thank you Ryan for this message. I hope the rest of your life will be wonderful and appealing. And don`t be embarrassed, be your self so you and your boyfriend can have a good life. For those who don`t understand and might be mad at him put your self in his situation and see how you feel. And for the parents of Ryan you are people that do not have good souls and didn`t deserve to have this compassionate and understanding person. See you in the future Ryan. Shoop Doop Out. 💗

I will support you no matter what keep up the good work Ryan

Very happy for you and wishing you only love and happiness going forward! ❤️❤️❤️

Sending you so much love! I’m sorry you went through so much but I’m so happy and proud of you for creating such a safe space where you can let everything out and sort of help process it all for you! Happy coming out, breath, and now live your best life ♥️🏳️‍🌈

SO HAPPY FOR YOU CONGRATULATIONS ON COMING OUT (: I came across your video "My Last Message To My Abusive Mother" when it came out, and resonated with it greatly as someone who was also born into a dysfunctional and abusive home with narcissistic parents. Seeing you become the person you are has been so beautiful and inspiring. I hope someday I can achieve that progression. Keep living your best life. Much love and well wishes. Thank you for sharing these stories with us. They have an incredible impact ❤

So happy for you 💓 I also came out later in life and also struggle with depression ! I've also struggled with my parents so I resinate with you and your story ....thank you ryan for sharing and you will be complete one day

Wishing you both so much happiness! 💕

Ryan, I’m so proud of you! I’ve been watching you on tiktok since your asmr days and I’ve always loved your authenticity and the way you stay true to yourself. I have a very similar upbringing to yours and I love that you’re willing to share your story with others, it definitely gives me some hope that the future is always brighter. I’m so happy that you’re happy- it’s really refreshing to see!! 💜💜

So happy for you Ryan! Wish you all the best, Can't wait to see where your life leads you to next! ❤ This video just made me wish I could just give you a hug and say everything is going to be OK. ❤❤❤❤ Matthew. xXx

So happy for you ❤️😃 You deserve love 🫶👬🌈 Respect for coming out 🙏❤️

Can’t wait to meet him! He sounds amazing! You deserve love and companionship! Congrats!🎉❤

@RyanASMR

3 күн бұрын

Thank you so much!!

You are an amazing person! I wish you so much love and happiness in your next adventures!!

i looked thru the comments to make sure nobody’s ruining this amazing moment and I somehow see none. people can tell how good of a person you are, we’re all so happy your finding and loving yourself

May you continue your journey and loving yourself! You will always have love and support here ❤

U deserve all the happiness darling I am so happy u found someone to enjoy this world with ❤️

im so happy for you this is so beautiful ahhhh omg 💪💪💞💞

YESSS so happy for this new chapter

I absolutely love this for you. Ryan, you are loved exactly how you are.

So happy for you and so proud of you for sharing your story ❤❤❤❤

liking this before watching bc I love your journey and am so proud of everything you've accomplished. keep doing what you're doing ryan!!

Hey Ryan! You look so happy! Wish you the best with this new chapter in your life 😊

So proud of you Ryan. I’ve loved following your journey and you deserve this love and happiness more than anyone. Keep making amazing content and being yourself ❤

stop i actually love you so much you are such a bright light in this world

Congrats 🎉you’re freeeeeeeeee now and I’m excited to follow u around wishing u all the best 🫶🏼 we love you me and my mom watch u ❤

I genuinely wish you all the best, you deserve genuine love with someone. ❤

So proud of you Ryan ❤️ lots of love and blessings to you!! You deserve the world and more ❤ New beginning and I support you 🥰😊🫶🏼

Thank you for sharing your story.

Everyone deals with things differently. I’m glad you are finding a path. Therapy and reading will help and to start to trust people is important. I wish you all the best and a look forward to see you grow. ❤

Thanks for coming out. I'm sorry that you've had a rough life. I hope you meet people who will accept you. Hugs

Hi Ryan, I was a shy, sensitive, in the closet teenager in the 80’s and it was unpleasant so I can empathize. Congrats on coming out, that takes a lot of courage. You are enough so remember to be kind to yourself. Best of luck in everything you do and looking forward to more relaxing ASMR adventure videos.

Very proud of you! Enjoy this new chapter

I’m so proud and happy for this next chapter for you Ryan! ❤I’m sure this was so hard for you, that’s why I’m still in the closet. Keep your head up push on. Much love! 💞

💗 i am so happy for you, i pray for happiness for you always. you always be yourself. there will always be haters, but to hell with them. my 34 yr old son is gay, i support him 100 percent

Hey, Ryan i’ve been watching for a long time and i’m sorry you had to go through your past but you’re very strong for pushing and getting through making this video love you man.❤❤

IM SO PROUD OF YOU im literally almost silent on this channel but so so proud of you for protecting your peace 🫶🏻 i just did the overnight 16 mile suicide walk in boston and i walked for people like you who i am so so proud of for being brave in this scary world

I am so happy that youre brave to tell your story. Be who you are no matter what anyone else thinks. Stay positive and good things will happen! 😎😀🌈

love is so beautiful i get what you’re saying i wish you the best ryan thank you for coming out to us

So happy for you, never stop being yourself !! And be proud of who you are

You should be so proud of yourself for opening up to the world. You are such an amazing person.

We’re rooting for you 🫶🏾

I mean this in the best way - I think we all knew, or at least I did, and we all loved you ANYWAY! ❤ so happy that you are HAPPY! ❤ couldn’t think of anyone else more deserving!

So happy for you Ryan, I’ve watched your videos for a while and you have such a great positive vibe and I’m so happy you’ve made this video and are feeling more comfortable being yourself, as a lesbian I can relate to so much of this and it can be so hard to stay positive sometimes but I’m so happy for you!!! Wishing you the best on your new adventure❤️❤️❤️❤️

Oh Ryan, made me so happy to watch this! So happy for you to meet him.. that’s amazing 🤩 ❤😘😘🤗🤗

I am so happy that you found someone Ryan! You deserve it! Life is short and it’s time for you to live it to the fullest, lots of adventures ahead. I’m super excited to see future content with you and your significant other. 😁❤

So glad to see you being comfortable sharing this part of you and proud of it. Lots of love for you here Ryan!

Our strength, our authenticity and our humanity grow as we grow in our capacity to love, to feel fearlessly and without external constraint, to know ourselves and to experience joy. Love is the door waiting to be opened: It opens onto abundant life. Sexuality, which belongs to the deepest core of ourselves, is the key to that door. Loving and being loved, tenderness and desire are the language of happiness. Happiness is the greatest expression of justice: Happiness -- attained with the totality of our authentic self -- heals the injustices suffered. You, Ryan, deserve happiness. It's an ongoing, life-long process. It makes life precious. We are the story we create for ourselves. Your being gay is a gift. Celebrate.