Moving (Vlog.20)
a song to commemorate my move, "grow" : • Grow - Conan Gray (Off...
a sporatic collection of my experience moving from texas to california.
i miss my home. i miss the way the mornings are dead silent. how if i ever felt overwhelmed i could drive 10 minutes and be in the middle of an endless field. i miss my friends. but, this feels so right. i've never been so certain of something in my life. i belong in california, but my heart will always hold texas so dearly.
thank you for watching, i've missed y'all so much
hope you are well,
-conan
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bloom - with u' (soundcloud)
i held you so close i forgot the world - sweetbn_ (soundcloud)
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Why am I emotional, I don't live there.
@esmee7167
6 жыл бұрын
Lana Moore for reaalll
@jessw.6250
6 жыл бұрын
Lana Moore same!!!
@vicm8750
6 жыл бұрын
bro me too
@cl03cl
6 жыл бұрын
same
@athanasia222
6 жыл бұрын
Lana Moore 900th like 😏
*conan takes one thing off this wall* Me; cRiEs iNtERnaLLy
@lilvi5656
6 жыл бұрын
me: *floods room with tears*
@antifragiIed
6 жыл бұрын
ME WTF
I am from 2020, just came here to tell you you’re gonna be huge, but still humble and adorable.
@lynnly2406
4 жыл бұрын
Lucario Nat im so proud of him
@rhianna5547
3 жыл бұрын
Six months later and look at where he is at now he’s very successful now 🥺
@venarianti86
3 жыл бұрын
and now he is ❤
@heidimcglynn2237
3 жыл бұрын
@@venarianti86 ikr🥺🥺
@lilyisonyt
3 жыл бұрын
@@rhianna5547 2 months later and he has his first collaboration with lauv
I love you and I am sooo happy I've been so busy I finally got to watch this and I'm in the lab sTIRRING a POT OF CLOTH I love you
your thumbnails are the best tbh
Moving is a lot easier than moving on.
@crocodilesocks8982
6 жыл бұрын
Aldrich 54321 deep
@lggprivat
6 жыл бұрын
Even the comment section is sad too lol
@ednasalinas804
6 жыл бұрын
Shit fam, that fucked me up
@lorinna2198
6 жыл бұрын
Damn... Thats some deep words
@mankosdream6138
6 жыл бұрын
this comment is so beautiful thank you.
your videos are pure art i am shook
@rameneater5620
6 жыл бұрын
shooketh
@jessw.6250
6 жыл бұрын
Devin Sumer ikr
@dale17
6 жыл бұрын
I see you everywhere and in low-key thought your icon is Katy Perry
love your editing style! so poetic
@hemisharidhi502
3 жыл бұрын
Now she is smaller than him 🤣
@bobalover298
3 жыл бұрын
Omg cloe ???is that you ? Really love your videos
does anyone else wish they were taking classes with conan at UCLA???
@aryoura
6 жыл бұрын
yes yes yes
@filmsbyjacob5082
6 жыл бұрын
OMG HI KAITO I WATCH YOUR VIDEOS LOL
@aryoura
6 жыл бұрын
Kaito Ran OMG I JUST REALIZED IT WAS KAITO AKXJSJSJF
@carolinemayer5418
6 жыл бұрын
HI KAITO!! You are adorable
@elris452
6 жыл бұрын
Kaito Ran same i love your videos btw ;-)
These colors. You were born for California.
Who's here after kid krow being released, our baby is all grown up now😊😭
@heyitsmoi7371
3 жыл бұрын
It’s sad that he doesn’t make vlogs or anything like this anymore, and I feel guilty saying that because he’s living out his dream, but I miss him so much
@camhersly
2 жыл бұрын
Same, I miss the ash and cone cooking show :(
@thatonegirljayna
2 жыл бұрын
@@camhersly me too😭
@acertifiedhuman448
4 ай бұрын
Now Found Heaven is coming out in 2 months😭😭
my dad works at UCLA, I am sometimes on campus, operation: meet Conan -but not in a creepy way, I won't look for you, but if I ever see you I will say hi.
@silh8686
4 жыл бұрын
did you ever meet him?
@kahne5795
4 жыл бұрын
Did you ever meet him???
@blank6430
4 жыл бұрын
DID U EVER MEET HIMM??
@tristank2833
4 жыл бұрын
peach.y milk I never once even saw the floof
@blank6430
4 жыл бұрын
@@tristank2833 omg thats so sad
you can really tell that cone has so much passion for what he does n that makes me happy 💛 his hard work and effort really pays off
@rejhjosephcaguiat7211
6 жыл бұрын
Jallabee honestly so true
@idkhayam5234
6 жыл бұрын
Jallabee I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS OMG
@__nicoleerin
6 жыл бұрын
Jallabee WOW HI IVE SEEN YOUR VIDEOS AND YOURE COOL, and yes i completely agree
@johnnydy7885
6 жыл бұрын
KSDJSJEJXJDNDBDDBD BITCH LUV U AND TOTALLY AGREE
i'm moving out on saturday and this made me even more emotional I'M CRYING
@BuketsBlog
6 жыл бұрын
You are the sweetest angel thank you!!
@aevi___
6 жыл бұрын
i'm moving out on saturday too! wishing you good luck and i hope conan is helping you as much as he's helping me through this!
@BuketsBlog
6 жыл бұрын
Omgg good luck to you too!!! Sending you loads of love 💕💕
@wilmon
6 жыл бұрын
me too aaah
@aliyaa3874
6 жыл бұрын
I LOVE U
"i'm crying but i have moisturizer on and i don't want to rub my tears all over my face" conan gray sir, you are a constant mood
I'm crying ~in a cool way~
@mariaeden2086
6 жыл бұрын
danae 😂😂Harry Styles
@sonjajuric2982
5 жыл бұрын
Harry boo? Is that you?
My eyes are sweating!! NOOOOOOO
@ptxvogue
6 жыл бұрын
😢😢
@jk-vc2zh
6 жыл бұрын
same
At the end of the video I think your coffee was trying to grow hair as awesomely fluffy as yours. Seriously though: you should be so so proud of yourself Conan. I've been a subscriber since relatively early days and to see you Grow, well, it's been a wonderful, colourful, snazzy journey. You have made so many people happy through your creativity. Thank you for being you. This nerdy British girl wants to have a cup of tea with you and thank you in person. Maybe one day, eh? If you like Adventure Time, then we'd get on like a house on fire lolol.
*the other side starts playing at the end* brb crying
i wanted to start crying when they said their goodbyes because it made me feel like i was doing it
@userje4702
4 жыл бұрын
same
*waited until i took my makeup off to watch this because i knew there would be tears* 1 minute in and i was right
CONAN I DID NOT ASK FOR EMOTIONS!!!!
@jesslu1966
6 жыл бұрын
Phandom member #1 well, he always have that in his video ;()
@kengkongumapi7016
6 жыл бұрын
Phandom member #1 I saw your comment at an insider video and i believe you said you were from malaysia and you ara happy that people are recognizing your country's delicacies
@myyumyyu
6 жыл бұрын
KengKong Umapi yup that's me!
@katiesaysrawer
6 жыл бұрын
If you clicked on a Cone video you're asking for emotions
@aidanzoldyk849
5 жыл бұрын
*IFKR!*
And here we are 5 years later with an EP, 2 albums and currently on a world tour, I couldn't feel more proud Conan, gosh I'm crying again
I went to John Incredible s Pizza (kinda like Dave and busters) and I heard Grow come out the speakers and I was SHOOK
*tightens hug* I SWEAR TO GOD CONAN STOP BEING ALL CUTE WITH YOUR FREINDS IM GOING TO CRy sTop
Cutest human oml😭
When he showed the box that said Conan’s childhood I started crying so hard and then when he said bye to his friends that made me cry even more
i remember watching this 2 years ago and crying. 2 years later, i’m crying again
YES IM HAPPY
@yeseniahernandez7263
6 жыл бұрын
Jallabee Ayyyeee i watch your videos too!!
@ghost-cat420
6 жыл бұрын
+i hate spiders but new things are great,,, as are spiders >:-0
@ghost-cat420
6 жыл бұрын
+i hate spiders don't worry you'll get to see a whole new room and it's new decorations
@1800bunnyswirl
6 жыл бұрын
i just subbed to you yesterday :D
@joyitadarling5815
6 жыл бұрын
I literally came to comment this, I'm so happy he has so much support too :)
THIS VLOG WAS SO UNEXPECTED OMG🍂 I'M SO HAPPY 🌙
@ptxvogue
6 жыл бұрын
Ily conan!!!!
When I come back at this videos, I feel so BUT SO proud of Conan bc of the success he's having now, how hard was and how much effort he put in all of this. He literally build everything that now has and It's fucking amazing
When cone said bye to Ashley and his other friend I started sobbing
WE HAVE THE SAME WATER BOTTLE WHY DOES THAT MAKE ME SO HAPPY
@lidamaria9858
6 жыл бұрын
Sofia Gonzalez where did u get it!?
@SofiaGonzalez-hb8jn
6 жыл бұрын
Lida Maria they're called s'well bottles they're so cute n pretty www.swellbottle.com/bottles
what is this salty liquid coming out of my eyes
@naomiolutayo
6 жыл бұрын
Ivy Gardens gravy
@withlovesamiira
6 жыл бұрын
Ivy Gardens gravy
@Leo-kf2wd
6 жыл бұрын
thanks you two, was really confused but now I don't have to feel weird about eating it!
@Sunnipoo
6 жыл бұрын
Ivy Gardens soy sauce ?
@nicole371
6 жыл бұрын
soy sauce probably idk
Ahh this is so genuine and happy to watch!! I'm so excited for u, you're going to make great memories at UCLA
This made me so happy, yet so emotional and ready for growth because I'm going to university in England (College for ya people who dont know) soon lov u conan x You are forever inspiring me to grow.
@ablob3388
6 жыл бұрын
Elisa Benaggoune we know what university means 😂
@strawberryjpeg6000
6 жыл бұрын
I just said it for those who didn't know hahaha
@anteye5199
6 жыл бұрын
Someone could be for ex. from the other side of the w0rld and then he just won't understand. chill it's not a big deal
@sheek_side
3 жыл бұрын
@@anteye5199 yep. Some countries like mine use the word college more
I CAN NOT WAIT TO SEE A CONAN GRAY AESTHETIC TINY LIL APARTMENT TOUR.
"i have moisturizer on and i don't wanna run my tears all over my face" MOOD
@ryeofoatmeal
6 жыл бұрын
Hamza Ayad thats me when I finally apply moisturiser on my face 😂 tryna avoid all those liquid lol
I miss vlogs like these, now our sweet country boy is all famous 😔 God bless and goodbye.
@brooke2601
4 жыл бұрын
amen🥺
CONAN YOU ARE HONESTLY MY BIGGEST INSPIRATION OKAY! YOUR SO HUMBLE AND CHARMING AND I JUST ADMIRE YOU! I LOVE YOU CONAN AND I WISH ONLY THE BEST FOR YOU!
aesthetically pleasing ahhh eyegasm
Honestly... this is just as beautifully emotional as the goodbye scene in toy story when Andy drives away to college
@randa9113
6 жыл бұрын
Marissa28 omg you read my mind
i remember watching this last year as a senior in high school and tearing up over the fact that my best friends will leave for college and now today i had to say goodbye to my best friend of life and i've been crying everyday leading up to this moment. i really had no idea how hard and emotional it was going to be. i came back to this video bc it comforts me seeing others going through the same thing and still be okay. i already feel lonely and miss them :'(
6 years later and this still feels like something out of a movie ❤
I never usually comment on anything but I just want you to know that I've watched you grow up into such a strong independent man! I'm literally crying watching this video but they are happy tears because you have inspired me so much to live out my dreams! You are my favourite human being because of your authenticity and ability to love the life you live. You deserve it all Conan, xoxo All the luck to your new chapter in life, and thanks for bringing us along❤️
Dude when you started crying I teared up myself...
my brain: ''ok, you have cried enough for today'' Me: * plays the video * Me in 0:46 : * already sobbing *
@mateobenavidez1985
4 жыл бұрын
Sara Figueroa TU OTRA VEZ AJAJAJAJ
i cried listening to him say goodbye to his friends omg
I'm so excited for this vlog and the beginning is already making me want to cry!
YEEES I CAN SLEEP IN PEACE NOW 💕 WE'RE PROUD OF YOU CONAN
@whowantssomemate2282
6 жыл бұрын
Armys everywhere omo
@lolapena2147
6 жыл бұрын
Namjoooooonnn
"I´m crying, but I don´t want to ruin my moisturizer" me in a sentence. Super proud of you Con!
It’s crazy knowing that this lil boi has a whole album and many singles out and now he’s big and has 4.1 million subscribers and idk how many million views on his music videos Wel done Conan I’m proud of you You worked so hard for this god bless you
WHEN THE PICTURES CAME DOWN I DIED
@shirino2001
6 жыл бұрын
Holy heck same 😭
I mean im sobbing but it's chill
hey, this is me from 2020. cone, you're going to live your dream. you're gonna release an AMAZING album. you're gonna go on tour. you're gonna make it. you're gonna save my life. i love you conan. ❤️
2022 and here to say this nostalgia ia a SUPERACHE 🌹
Conan, you are doing amazing sweetie.
*ad betweens the dusk/dawn* well played Mr.Gray.
@ellieyoung8389
6 жыл бұрын
Gemsiey gotta hate zayn for copying Conan 🙄😂
@kokonut9672
6 жыл бұрын
Gemsiey I never got any.
watching this in 2022 two days after i got my move in date for college and sobbing.
God I'm so emotional rn.. You are such an amazing and cute person! You deserve the world Conan! I wish you the best of luck~
he went crazy real quick at the end 😂
I stopped my ASMR for this. That is how much I love Cone and more... *btw have a happy day/night to anyone reading this*
coming from 2023, this is so sweet. you did it conan
My friend reminds me of him so I feel incredibly lucky to have someone like him
This makes me really emotional
i've been waiting to be blessed with his videos.
I’m watching this in my phone and watching the little league video on my tv.. IM FUCKING SOBBING BYE
@stardolphin783
2 жыл бұрын
Im feeling a SUPERACHE AAAAHHH ❤🌹
coming back to this after all the success of your music is so crazy. loved watching you grow Conan :'))
@KendraleeeMendoza
4 жыл бұрын
Rita T sameee🥺
I was crying during the goodbyes for the friends😭
Yay Conan is back. But I'm sad that he's leaving Texas 😔 we love you ❤️
"im just so grateful and i cant express- and now im crying oh stop it" me too baby me too
this video is so strange because this very feeling of bittersweetness will be my reality in about a year in a half when I leave for college as well. Watching you move across the country and grow as a person has been crazy for me because I feel like I am watching... myself (or at least what I want for myself).... through you. Hopefully I will be able to handle this transition as well as you because creating a new chapter in my life is such a big, scary step. Thank you for your inspiration, cone. Love from Texas 💕
So an emotional vlog made me cry twice.
why am I tearing up? it's not even my room.
Conan has the sweetest friends in the world! I love ur friends 🥰
grow has always been my favourite conan song, it’s just like so amazing. i can’t believe it was released like straight after he moved that must’ve been stressful
Conan Gray, wow, you are just a role model, i can't explain how much i look up to you and how your life has been. You just never give up and keep living the life like your one step away from being on the edge and i just think that you following your dreams is amazing and your song Grow. It just has so much meaning into it and I am so proud of you and your song. I will always look up to you. Best wishes!
The outro made me realize you've now officially made it to the other side! ♡ Hope you have as much laughs as you possibly can in LA, and that UCLA is everything you hoped for and more! ♡
Crazy how different Conan was 3 years ago. I’m glad I’ve been here for the ride.🙂
Seeing Conan grow is such an emotional experience and I really love it
MY HEART
oml you're so cute and pure i can't!!! U have done so much at only 18 and you inspire me to be hopefully as successful as you at that age.
I don't live there, and I'm not the one losing those friends as I go to college. Wtf am I teary
STOP!!! *I'M CRYING SO MUCH* 😭😭😭
I'm hyped to go to college. It's four years away, but when you think about it, those years will fly by. Conan's videos make me feel so happy and motivated to work hard to achieve my dreams. I know it sounds cheesy, but I wanted to say thank you, Conan. I wish you the best of luck!
@floatwiththesticks
6 жыл бұрын
coffee_and_fairylights I'm going to college next week ahhhhhhhhh!
@codyx6339
6 жыл бұрын
coffee_and_fairylights sAmE
@-scotty-6321
6 жыл бұрын
I hope you do amazingly and have a wonderful time, Jessie! You'll do great!!
I LITERALLY SPIT OUT MY GUM ONTO MY HAIR WHEN I GOT THIS NOTIFICATION
The first time that I saw this video in 2018 because I had just found Conan because of Catcreature. In 2018 I was about to go to high school and now I am about to go into my final year of high school. College is still a year away for me but man this video is making me cry, both my life and Conan his life have changed so much. Anyway, I don't think Conan will ever see this but thank you Conan for being who you are and thank you for leaving your old videos up so I can rewatch them whenever I want to.
Even tho it's 2020 and this was a while ago but I still cried seeing him say goodbye 😂🤍😭 :(((
@basmahhh4802
3 жыл бұрын
watching this again, currently sobbing
@nikiandgabifan4164
3 жыл бұрын
Same
The part where you said goodbye to your friends was the most heart warming/breaking thing ever, I wish someone will care about me that much that they tell me they love me because I have no friends and my family hates me, but you gave me a hope that one day I will have someone that will care and at least say I love you because at this point I'm certain that I'm unlovable um and it's really something I need to keep living and not do something stupid like ending my life when I'm only flipping 13, love you Conan follow your dreams and keep bringing great souls into your life you deserve it ❤️
@jadyn5727
6 жыл бұрын
trash af ahh that part almost made me cry. also i'm sure that you're not unlovable and i truly hope that you have a good life and find people who will support you
@trashaf2416
6 жыл бұрын
jadyn laila thank you so much you are such a sweetheart ❤️❤️❤️
@jadyn5727
6 жыл бұрын
trash af no problem love
@erin1502
6 жыл бұрын
biiitch im ur friend now lol
@floatwiththesticks
6 жыл бұрын
I don't know whether you believe in God or not but I really do feel like I need to say that He loves you so very much 💛 (sorry if this made me you feel uncomfortable... hope you have a lovely day)
Me: *is sick* Me: *wakes up from nap* Me: *sees vlog* Me: *immediately watches vlog* Me: *instantly energized* You make people's days brighter. Thanks
@naomiolutayo
6 жыл бұрын
Ethan J yeah he really does
I can’t stop watching Conan’s videos bc he is such an inspiration to everyone💖💖✨
i'm excited for you conan! starting a new life on your own and going to college. it must feel stupidly strange and scary. but, it feels amazing knowing just how free you are.
YES IM HERE IM LIVING FOR THIS
my heart omg!! it's like i've been watching conan since he was a fetus in his bedroom and now he's moving onto bigger things :') it's so awesome seeing him do grown up things!
youtube should make other thumbs up such as: I LOVE THIS
me watching old vlogs knowing he made it :')
awwwwww Conan babe I'm so proud of you, you deserve all the love the world can give you
13:48 ya boi got swol
@crystalgrapes5618
6 жыл бұрын
Nisio Keynn LFMAKFKAKEK
It’s 2024 and i am a hugeee conehead and I’m crying just re watching old Conan videos and I’m just sooo proud of him and he literally deserves everything he has and more
Everytime I watch this video I get so emotional! You’re amazing conan, look how far you’ve come! You’re my idol, LOVE YAAAA💕