emotional pain is the worst kind of suffering

@ronforeman2556

3 жыл бұрын

"The greatest evil is physical pain"--St. Augustine My heart still bleeds for Chester, and "Breaking the Habit" penetrates to the depths of my being as no other song. In life and death, he gave everything he had. I understand the emotional pain from which he suffered, and the confusion that sort of pain creates in the mind, but PHYSICAL PAIN is much worse. For the past two decades I've been coping with the "exquisite" pain of Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy, which sets the bar on the McGill Pain Scale. There's no effective treatment, no cure, no relief, no "good days," no hope.

@A_Dopamine_Molecule

2 жыл бұрын

Invisible pain is just seen as laziness or cringe to those who don't know...

3:46 man he really wants the world to hear his pain so meaningful. Very powerful.

3:20 He looked really depressed I didn't think that was acting or something like that I could feel it.

@eliteiel9747

3 ай бұрын

Standing in front of an arena with like 20'000 people in it, you'd imagine all you would feel is excitement, he just looks exhausted and showing that level of depression in front of many people is usually a last straw call for help for people with depression...

you don't take it seriously until it happens

@whenugetacallthatyoexwentt8502

5 жыл бұрын

I think that people like you are making it worse, don't get me wrong though I don't mean to offend anyone but I think as more suicides are featured on the news, and as more people keep saying ''people don't care until the person's gone'', the message that suicide is a solution for problems and a way to make people care is just becoming engrained in minds. Kids are beginning to think ''oh well, look at the love this celebrity is getting now after he's dead, I want that love now but no one cares, maybe if I kill myself people will love me'' but they don't realize that they are not worldwide known and they won't be here to know that. Now if you tell kids that they gotta fight now, and that they ain't a celebrity and most people will probably move on from their death, the suicide rate would definitely drop down because suicide is a way to let people know what they've done to them or what they should have known about them when still alive, you gotta let them know what you're trying to say when you're still alive man!

@samadishkadam3033

4 жыл бұрын

@@whenugetacallthatyoexwentt8502 that works only case of normal people, but those with irrational fear can't help stuff. Yes I agree that most of kids would call their minor fears and failures as depression here and that is wrong. But those with irrational fear would find a way to bring themselves down even if they conquer the world they wouldn't trust anyone easily to seek. For some it's just not easy as you normal people think and just hope u don't find a reason to know why.

@Markdavis-34gf

4 жыл бұрын

It's ALWAYS like that, that's the true

@eliteiel9747

3 ай бұрын

Cause you don't know what you've got... Until it's gone :(

From 3:26 on. Listening to that crowd sing gives me goosebumps, but it's got to remain one of the saddest things I've ever seen in a concert. Please god, give this man back.

@sammitchell3657

5 жыл бұрын

It's a shame. He sounded off for sure. Acted different than other performances. That stand at the end. Chilling. I don't know where he's at, we don't know as humans but I hope and pray that he is at peace. It's sad to see some one go through so much and in this you can hear it. Rest in peace Chester.

@elinaelias2856

4 жыл бұрын

Yes 😭🙏

@eliteiel9747

2 жыл бұрын

@@sammitchell3657 He had done that stand before, but not for that long

@diegooliveira7940

2 жыл бұрын

Still cant believe that u left alone

The gesture at 2:44 is so sad, and unfortunately so real of how he felt.

The fact that he pretended to shoot himself after singing "to show you what I mean," is eerie... 💔😭

@ameeramehyar6373

5 жыл бұрын

Time??

@Jowana028

5 жыл бұрын

2:43

@d3ad.4gain

4 жыл бұрын

😭😭😭😭😭

@andreneves33

4 жыл бұрын

it caught my attention right away..he was in his head the hole show...the bad place as he recalled in one of his interviews late february 2017..

@joshspivey5879

4 жыл бұрын

Alex I saw the same thing and literally GOT THE CHILLS!! And yes you used the correct word “EERIE” for SURE!!

This song is not his best live performance but the most painful. He is so tired and he shows his emotions. It breaks my heart. :( The silence and the deepest breath is make me cry. Miss you so much my legend. :(

@Imaroster

Жыл бұрын

This song needs very good breath support or is complicated. His other songs were very good in this live

@eliteiel9747

11 ай бұрын

I always loved breaking the habit live performances. But yeah lmaroster is right this song requires a lot of power and extremely good breath support and technique. Ive covered a couple of theyre songs this is one of the harder ones. Especially if youre voice isnt naturally high pitched

@49ers_red_and_gold2

Ай бұрын

Drugs are bad!

3:46 oh shit this acapella was so beautfiul I instantly teared up.. I feel your pain Chester..

It’s been two years already, we love and miss you Chester❤️

@eliteiel9747

3 жыл бұрын

Its been 4 now 😢

@samsaunders9487

Жыл бұрын

Six years now.

0:56 the way he says why I have to scream 😭😭 omg we lost him to soon

How can anyone dislike this?

He did A capella outro in this one... Chester didn't sing Acapella outro during One more Light tour era. But he did in this concert. I think Chester made up his mind before this show..

@romaingrognuz3657

2 жыл бұрын

He did also sing the bridge of In the End for the first time since a looong time at this show

It's like hes been planning his death before this show. He sounds so emotional and tired

@annagamer4310

4 жыл бұрын

he's gone forever 🙏🙏😭💔

He was so tired😢💔

We didn't deserve this angel 😥 He broke my heart but I hope he's at peace

Both first and last performance of BTH were emotional. It's noticeable throughout this show that Chester was hurting.

Him just standing there at the end was heartbreaking. That man was beyond hurting. He was totally empty, exhausted, and lost. 😰

@laurieherman4159

8 ай бұрын

It definitely made me cry

@tanjalederer389

4 ай бұрын

I braked down in tears when I saw this video 😢😢😢 can feel his pain 😭😭😭😭 please someone says that everything is going to be ok soon, I miss him so much these days 😭😭😭💔

He just does not sound like himself here. God I miss him so much!

Whoever is listening in 2024. May u find peace and love.

@ckoaz

3 ай бұрын

you too ❤

@javzzzy

2 ай бұрын

Than😢 you crying here

At his scream you can hear his pain, suffering , sadness...dude i miss Chester Bennington so much...💔💭

So sad that Chester is gone forever

3:15 you can't hear the screams through your ears but only your soul

it's fucking impossible for me to watch this without sobbing I miss you so fucking much, Chester. Words cannot even describe.

I keep coming back to this video. It is just so perfect to me, the lights, his voice, the ending. It has it all for me, also knowing it was his last concert ever makes it more powerful. Rest in peace Chester Bennington

3:26 oh my goodness I cant. The way he stands there with his head down, makes me want to come up to him and give him a hug

Chester is a legend!!! RIP 🙏🏽💪

Is it just me or in Chester's last concert he sounds kinda tired and sickly?

@ye7170

6 жыл бұрын

It looked like he was hesitating to sing...

@enchantedojou8491

6 жыл бұрын

I think it was a masterpiece

@SociallyAwkwardGirl_OG

6 жыл бұрын

sounds like he was straining too much

@sevenwonders2083

6 жыл бұрын

he look hurting a lot :(

@KevynKing

6 жыл бұрын

The UK tour had no opening band so LP played an extended set every show, just over 2 hours each. this was an hour into the set.

3:34 ganas de abrazarlo , solo el sabía el dolor que sentía ,la depresión se le notaba y aún así sin mucho potencial de voz se lució en este concierto, te extrañamos Chester fuiste un ángel que cantaba como demonio, no hay otro igual

We miss you Chester!

I do understand Chester was under ALOT of Stress!! BUT DUDES AND DUDETTES THIS MAN WILL NEVER LOSE HIS VOICE OR HIS SCREAM!! This was wonderfully Arranged and well played and very well Sung!! No band plays their songs EXACTLY like the studio versions, if Chester wants to SCREAM HE WILL, if he doesn’t scream then it was in the moment he wanted it sing it instead of scream it! CAPEESH 👌

So much emotion. You can feel the pain. Especially that last part, at the end... It really felt like a call for help. He still felt trapped after all those years. I wonder what it is that was tormenting him inside like that. Rest in peace...

@TheKwStAsLp

3 жыл бұрын

there is a video with him explaining his situation.. im facing the same problem since i was 13.(im 28 now) ofc each person deals with his problems differently and to each person his problem seems huge to overcome. I hope people raise awareness over deep depression

Not crying.... 🙃 My eyes are just sweating... 🙂 Miss you❤️

Chester sings like an Angel and screams like a demon. R.I.P Chester

Idk if it's me overthinking but towards the end of his scream 3:04 it sounds like his demon's were laughing :( R.I.P legend

@danielgibeault8060

3 жыл бұрын

Creepy and disturbing

Dear Chester, Your voice touches my heart so deeply. God bless you in heaven 💗💗💗

Missing this angel 🕊

This is probably on the the 5 best songs of all time. Gives me goosebumps and lets my eye drop a tear every single time. Thank you Linkin Park for being such an important part of my life.

You can tell it’s deep in this vid. Bless his soul what a legend. ❤️❤️

One of the most scariest foreshadowings from bands A7x- the revs last lyrics were "slowly slips away" Linkin park- Chester standing completely still almost showing how he would die 3:21

I Feel Chester Bennington Pain Miss U Chester 😭😭😓😫😫😭😓😭😰😓😓😓😰

He was definetly not right during this show.

@Markdavis-34gf

4 жыл бұрын

Of course he wasnt it was his last one, you can see he was tired he already couldn't take it anymore

@FWDSUXARSE

Жыл бұрын

I could hear it in the last 15 seconds of that performance especially but saw it during the entire performance. Sometimes when I'm at my worst mentally I tend to sing the more heartfelt way even though I feel way off, this guy poured his heart into this and no one realized just how spent he was emotionally and how the demons in his head overcame him. It's so damn tragic.

Apart form everything that is amazing and heartbreaking about this performance I just noticed he changed the lyrics from "Or why I have to scream" to "Or why I HAD to scream" at the end ( 3:46 ) He Knew. ;(

You can see how psychically and emotionally tired he is at the end of the song.

Forever shall you be a legend in our hearts, Chester. May your soul have found peace inbetween all of your struggles that we fans were never aware of. Even after three years, we still thank you for being a huge part of our childhood and helping us through our darkest times even if we couldn't help you through yours...all the way until the end. Long live your legacy, sir! Because we're still here, remembering all of your greatness!

RIP 🥰Live war er unschlagbar

THE GREAT CHESTER BENNINGTON.. WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. PRAYING FOR YOUR FAMILY 🙏

Yes SO MENTALLY TIRED BUT THERE'S NO OTHER LIKE CHESTER HE WAS A TRUE ORIGINAL NEVER ANOTHER😢❤✝️✝️✝️

Ya estaba con la depresión hasta arriba . Grande Chester , descansa en paz

3:37 that's creepy Almost looks like he's hanging

@conny53

2 жыл бұрын

😞

Damn am I the only one to see Chester put a gun to his head at 2:44? Also noticed him to be in a stance at 3:24, the same stance he died in! He showed signs! So sad! 😢

@ebros2898

3 жыл бұрын

He did that a lot b4 with given up but the timing of this was horrible

Chester tired too much 😭💔🙏🙏

The acapella is so sad :(

His Sui s9ng and I don't care what anyone says, nobody could have stopped it. Love you LP

3:40 Mike: omg his wings. Chester: i got too do it.

@NikkiBrown75official

5 жыл бұрын

4:27 chester's last bow and thank you

This is the last Linkin Park's performance we'll ever see of this song

at 2:45 he actually shoots himself. :(

@yacinebelkhiri92

4 жыл бұрын

Yes true and sad messages :(

@TheHopson

4 жыл бұрын

Bet you missed the part we’re he is simulating his death @ 3:24? Once you see it, you can’t unsee it!

@999nero

3 жыл бұрын

@@TheHopson fuck...i have no words😭💔

@smmaistheway

3 жыл бұрын

He's done that when he performed "given up" live also...

Si hubiéramos podido leer tus ojos ....... Te extrañamos Chazzy 😪❤️

2020 still miss u Chester

I Miss you so much, every day, every time i listen to Music. I love you Chazzy

Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside, I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity To show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit (Tonight) Hang on a second Take these lights off Now one, two Go ahead, put those up Here we go

RIP Chester.

#CHESTERFOREVER

esta canción es muy liberadora, chester se nota agotado y con mucho dolor interno, quizas estaba pasando por un momento intenso de su vida y cantando cómo si se estuviece vaciando de tantas emociones juntas... pienso sobre las teorías de la causa de su muerte y de chris, y con respeto a las distintas opiniones, pienso que quizás se había enterado que estaba en peligro, más de lo que su mente le afectaba esa impotencia le podría haber estado absorviendo. Según su familia él estaba pasando por buenos tiempos, además de seguir enfrentando su depresión. Que descanse en Paz grande e inspirador Chester❤️

Love so much chester.. 🥲😘

He screamed his pain, they cheered

Amazing.

Happy Birthday Chester ❤️🇮🇳

At 3:24 it looks like hes hanging. Not sure if intentional or not. Very sad. Still gives me goosebumps everytime I watch these last shows from the tour.

@TheHopson

4 жыл бұрын

Andrew Arellano I just posted the same thing, the way he shook the mic right before was him fighting for his last breathe, than he simulates hanging perfectly! Definitely told a story that no one at that time knew.

@eliteiel9747

11 ай бұрын

Yeah i think he was enacting hanging... its just so sad to see. In this video the way he dropped really looked even more like hanging kzread.info9f3qL7pR52Q , but this last performance still hits harder, i cant even imagine what was going through this poor mans mind whilst he was just hanging like that for 20 seconds, its really depressing and sad to watch.

almost three years 💔

Wish they would at least sell this concert for our media device's . Linkin park did have this out full concert till he passed now just scraps of footage

Poor guy.... Sounds extremely broken in this. 😥😥

He took his final breathe on that stage that night 😥 Completely defeated and finished

@JomarsYT

Жыл бұрын

na, he was just tired, the acapella of numb in karpool karaoke literally days before his end was literally the same as numb in studio ver.

Miss You Chester 😔😔💔💔

Si hubiecemos podido quitarte tanto dolor etc.y q no acabarás con tu vida....ojalá tengas la Paz que tanto buscaste ...💋💋💋💋💔💔💔💔💔💔🥺🥺🥺🥺♥️♥️♥️🥺💔🥺♥️🥺💔🥺♥️🥺💔😥😥😥

Chester Had Given Up On Life In This U Can See His Soul😰😓😭😫

@cherylmcewan8836

2 жыл бұрын

Love & Miss U Chester 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔

@cherylmcewan8836

2 жыл бұрын

Always In My Soul Feel What U Felt😭😓😫💔😰😭😓😫Pain Depression 😭😓😫😰💔💔💔

u fn rock brother r.i.p bro

This man left our world too soon. The world was a better place with Chester in it. He could relate to everyone in the world. Pain is pain no matter where it comes from. Stress is stress no matter where it comes from. Shame is shame no matter where it comes from. We all understood that better when he was here. Godspeed Chester. We all miss you. 💪⚔️🔥👑

A legend...

Look at voice 😭😭😭😭😭😭

RIP. Chester...

From thst time we can never listen breaking thr habit by chester voice

I had the whole video once upon a time. But can't find it anywhere anymore this the only clip

LP wrote the soundtrack of my life way before I started going through crazy stiff

Theres this weird eerie emptyness to all of the songs performed on this concert

The really sad thing is that he sang “Never be alright” and that’s basically how it all turned out, he never got around to being okay. And he was an amazing singer. RIP Chester

I felt he looked alone there...

He was literally screaming for help and nobody noticed it.

💔

te extraño Chester :,v

he decided

Hoje eu te entendo Chester

Last…. Best….

@PretentiousStuff

Жыл бұрын

да.

He can definitely hear the emotional struggle in the song, but I wonder if he was also experiencing vocal issues. This was still the best performance of the song: kzread.info/dash/bejne/lWugzNagf9S5ZZc.html

@gsusfrk333

6 жыл бұрын

But you can hear the difference.

After 4 years

👍😢😢😢😢😢

This was on 6th July as far as I remember

Omggggggg

its so painfull

Please Ches come back.