Vivian I have been following you since heartless curls days (I’m a silent viewer) and your growth is SO inspiring. Being able to witness you go from living with your parents to getting your first apartment, your first house, relationships and break ups, going through all the ups and downs…it really is such an inspiration and such a beautiful transformation. SO PROUD of you for manifesting your happiness. I really needed to hear that diary entry. And you truly deserve all of this 💕

@viviannnv

Жыл бұрын

your comment literally gave me chills 🥹🫶 i think back to how much has happened since i started this channel over ten years ago but hearing you say it really hit me. thank you so much for continuing to support me through all these moments and changes. it’s truly an honor to know this so thank you so much 🥹🥰🥰

@kagyihe

Жыл бұрын

Same!

@gracehaymond

Жыл бұрын

this!!

“When you focus on the good the good gets better” whoa. That really just gave me the push and inspiration I needed. I’m so proud of you for being so open and transparent about your journey you’ve truly helped so many while healing yourself. Always rooting for you 💛

@viviannnv

Жыл бұрын

Vivian V 0 seconds ago you're so sweet, thanks for taking the time to watch! rooting for YOU! 🥰

I saw Priyanka share a post that says “maturity is when you stop posting everything that happens in your life on social media.” So, whether it’s good or bad, you do not have to explain yourself. I do love love love your travel photos. I hope you continue to grow and continue to do what’s good for your health mentally and physically.

@viviannnv

Жыл бұрын

love that quote so much. thank youuuu ahhh!! 🥰🥰

@chezkalatayan3204

Жыл бұрын

Wow this.

Oh man girl I feel you. When I was 25, my bf of 5 years and I broke up. And we were a Covid breakup so that was tough… that same year I finally moved out of my parents, got myself out of 15k debt and truly processed the break up alone. And really had to think about what truly makes me happy. I’m turning 28 this month and I am the best I’ve been, ever. And I just can’t wait to see where life takes me from here. Wishing you the best 🤍

@milana2020

Жыл бұрын

Im assuming you went to college… is it worth it?

@gc377

Жыл бұрын

@@milana2020 it would have been more worth it if I didn’t owe 16k 🙃 haha due to recent news I’ll only owe 6k 🥲

Why do I feel like this is the true you coming out? Like I saw little lights before, but this is you glowing at your truest & fullest self. Love you so much Viv, you’ve always been such a down to earth, humble being. I’m glad I found you years ago and see how far you’ve come. I’m so proud of you. xoxo

@viviannnv

Жыл бұрын

awwww. girl this is so heartwarming to hear. seriously so touched, thank you for taking the time to watch and leave such a thoughtful sentiment, means the world to me 🥰

Hi Vivian, I’m so happy to hear a little bit about your season of growth! It’s amazing and wonderful. I’ve been a follower since 2014. I also had quite a 2020-2022 season. I childhood best friend/ sister to me broke up with me, i had a lot of therapy, trigger awareness, and growth. I’m so happy we’re both manifesting what we deserve!

Girl you're GLOWING and just sooo inspiring. So happy you're happy!

good on you for reflecting and taking action sooner rather than later. it's not an easy thing to leave habits and people behind, and some people never have the courage or take the accountability for themselves to ever do it. thanks for sharing viv

i went through the same thing last summer, finally breaking up w my ex and focusing on myself and learning so much more about myself. Everything i wanted came to me in the fall, i worked and allowed to open myself more, mentally and physically. i’ve been a sub for so long i mean from the start and seeing you right now you’re glowing and i love your diary post on instagram. it helped me to start writing in a diary and just talk about my life. you’re one my inspirations to start taking on life!

Oh my gosh. I loved this video because i have currently searched for myself by myself and it felt very lonely but VERY liberating. Turned 26 last month and I can’t believe how much i have out missed on life bc of how much a homebody I was. Thank you for sharing this video and your thoughts 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

change is unnerving, sudden, uncomfortable but a must for growth🥰🥰🥰

Girl this video inspired me. I love you viv, I’m so happy for you and cant wait for what’s to come!!

I needed this, I truly did. You inspire me Vivian, I can see your inner glow coming out in a different manner ✨️

Love to see you growing and putting yourself first! It’s not easy but seeing how happy you are makes me want to try for myself 🥰💗 can’t wait for new vlogs

Love this , thank you for being so raw and vulnerable and expressing everything you feel so fluidly . It’s nice to relate and know this is something everyone deals with in life ,in many ways , ends and new beginnings . It’s the beauty of life

I LOVED this. I am also on a self-growth journey since i feel like my late teens weren’t how i exactly wanted it. 21 and ready for growth and change. It hurts to let go off some people but it’s for the better. i am proud of you Vivian and this was very inspiring

I have never felt more inspired to be my own best self until seeing your diary entry in the beginning and just seeing how you’ve embodied so much positivity and happiness🤍✨you are glowing and so beautiful (inside and out✨) love you so much! You are a goddess!

I can really relate to your journey. This year has been the biggest growth for me. I’ve made so much progress in my mental health and never felt more like myself. Let’s keep going viv!💕

I've been watching your videos for 7+ years and it is so stunning to see you grow so much the way you have. you are glowing🫶🏻

Viv, you are GLOWING! 🥺✨💗 It warms my heart so much to see how much you have grown and choosing yourself. Thank you for sharing your story and showing your raw, vulnerable self. After my break up last summer, I also have been focusing on myself, my (spiritual) growth and healing from things I don’t talk about. This makes me think there is always light at the end of the tunnel and anything we’ve dreamt of will defenitely come in our lives.

So happy for you..wow you're glowing Vivian. Your intro was spot on and gave me so much motivation and hope. "Change is inevitable, growth is optional".."When you focus on the good, the good gets better".."switch your mindset from why is happening to me to what is this trying to teach me". Yes yes yes I needed this push. Thank you!

This made me tear up…I’m going through the same thing right now and this gave me so much motivation to not give up. So happy for your growth ♥

Viv, you uploaded this video with perfect timing! A lot of the things that you spoke about have resonated with me so much. I have also been going through such big life changes. It is true, you can’t grow without changing the situations that you’re in. The journey back to yourself is such a rewarding journey, but like everything, it won’t be easy. You have to put in the work and effort to make a difference. I loved that you decided to give us an update, I love seeing how much growth you’ve been doing. I wish you all the good vibes! Love you and your videos and I’m so glad you’ll be posting more. ❤️💕

omg - waited forever for this. Aw, so happy you’re in a good place. This gave me so much to think about. You’re gonna help so many people with this video. 💗 .. I want to grow flowers and not weeds. Five years goes by too fast. I really just noticed that this year.. at 27.

“You are far too smart to be the only thing standing in your own way” - Jennifer Freeman I’m so happy to hear the growth in your thinking. You sound like you broke free of the chains ⛓ holding you down. I have been following you on IG and YT for years. I can not wait to see you post more and for the vlogs coming up. I’m also so happy that you see the beauty of Seattle. I live in East Washington and love traveling to downtown Seattle 😍 I’m so happy to see how you’ll decorate your new apartment overseeing the ocean. I’m so happy for you!! Love Lily

Thankful for this Vivian. I believe in privacy too. I went through a breakup too and it was so damn hard especially if people knew your business and did not respect it at all. Especially gossiping hurts like hell. Your video just made me cry bc I realize I’ve been repressing a lot of my healing so now I will try and shift the focus back to myself. Everyone’s healing journey is different. It’s important to keep moving forward.

I've been a viewer for yearssss. Change is amazing, you're glowing different. So happy for you!!!

I teared up a bit watching this vid we’ve missed u! can’t wait to see more of u VIVV ❤️❤️!!

ahh i remember reading that journal entry on your ig! that montage was such a beautiful way to start this video. i’ve been here since 2013 and i have to say, this is the happiest i’ve ever seen you. i’m so happy for you viv! you’re glowing and thriving and i cannot wait to see all the vlogs leading up to this version of you. i’m so proud of you!! xx ❤️

I’m so glad to see you glow and so so happy!! I’ve been watching your videos for so long and You’re beautiful inside and out! I’m excited to continue to watch your healing journey and just simply living your best life!🤩🥰 That’s awesome!! 🥳💕

we're here for you girl. love that you're doing better ❤

I've been here since a really long time. I know how changes makes the difference, I'm soo happy for you viv. Look you beautiful, happy, cheerful, positive that's what matters. I hope you gets what's you deserve. Sending lots of love & hugs💗

Yesss Girl! I am so happy for you, been following you since high school, and the YOU is finally coming back I can feel it! Send LOVEs

Been watching you for years now and you have no idea how much you helped me. I’m proud of what you’ve become and continue to be an inspiration to many of us. Loveyou V! ❤️

we have missed you girl! Glad to know that you're doing great. as inspiring as always

Just know this brought me so much calmness, I’ve watched it yesterday morning and today again.

She’s back! ❤️✨

This is a celebration of your timeline. And for the fact that you're in a good place. Thank you for being you. I've loved you from the very beginning of your channel, and nothing's more joyful here than to see how far you've come. Continue this and live a fruitful journey ahead, V ❤

You’re very inspiring and a loving and kind soul. I honestly felt like you didn’t need to make a clarification for people who aren’t putting themselves in your shoes. Focus on you and I’m hoping your healing journey is going better than before. I’m glad you’re enjoying what you always want and living the best life. I’m hoping you find your own little space for growth. Much love and support! 🫶🤍

happy to see you happy!! ✨💐 you deserve it

Hi Vivian. So glad you posted. I’ve followed you for a long time. I’m glad you are moving on in your life. I love the ocean as well. Take heart dear one. All will work out. I share your vlogs with my granddaughter who is turning 16 soon. Can’t wait to hear about your travels. Hugs!😀👍🏽🙌🏽❤️

Thank you for sharing your story. It´s was many times I took myself reflecting over my life and my thought during the video. I also love the way you told your open dairy post in the beginning. It inspired me so much. Be kind and take care of yourself

So glad you posted this right now because I really needed it. I have so many wonderful things going on right now, but have been so detached and negative. This video and your words have helped me refocus on the positive things I have going on

I'm so happy for you Vivian!! Wishing you all the best! I'll be waiting to see more of your vlogs impatiently. You're the only vlogger that I still keep following more closely. What you're saying always resonates so much with me. Love you!!! xoxo

This video is so relatable, glad you’re doing better now and in a better place ❤️✨ Break ups are life altering and take time to heal from, ignore the haters 💪🏼

I loveeee how real & raw this is. SO BEAUTIFUL OMGGG

i missed you a lot. ive been following you for a while and i know how humble, authentic and caring you are. im glad you didnt feel the need to post but i wanted to know that you're okay and how your life has been going cuz i care. love you viv♡

I’m so glad you’re chasing after the life you’ve always wanted ❤️

I have followed you since you've started your KZread videos. So proud of your growth! Thank you for sharing bits and pieces of your life with us.

I'm so happy for you!!!! I've watched you forever. Missed your videos. I'm happy you're happy and back to filming

I've been watching you for years, I've seen you grown as a content creator and as a person based on your vlogs. I am so proud of how far you've come. Thank you for sharing this. This is my favorite video of you thus far. We love you, Viv. You inspire us. 🤍

I’ve been watching you since heartless waves and curls videos. And I can’t believe how many years has it been since I’ve been with your channel haha. You’re really an inspiration to a lot of people and this video editing was like a movie 🎥 I love and wish you all the best in your journey. 💕

honestly miss you

Woeee I looovveee your poetry!! I know it was a journal entry yet you captivated so much emotion and inner reflection. So perfect

I sobbed while watching this. I am in the middle of going through something very similar and trying to find myself again. This was extremely helpful, thank you so much. You have no idea what this did for me ❤️

Thank you Viv 💞💞💞💞💞 I am really touched and grateful for you!

you are such an old soul viv, thanks for sharing this with us 💞

So happy for the growth and change and the person that you’re becoming. You’ve really shed light on the importance of putting yourself forward and seeing that coming from an influencer is incredible. I do want to point out that not everyone has the luxury of doing all the things that you did like traveling, selling your house, moving, etc. so while putting yourself first is extremely important changes do not always come from these extravagant things. While you did not explicitly say that, I think it is important to point out that if you’re struggling don’t think you have to change your life like this to become a new you.

@khalilahd.

Жыл бұрын

Couldn’t agree more. I’ve watched her videos for awhile now and I’ve always appreciated how open and transparent she is about stuff like this. So proud of her 💜

So happy to know that you’re doing well and taking good care of yourself! ❤️

I LOVED this video. First off, you are glowing and radiating with health and happiness. I have been going through a similar journey as you, feeling such a long slump and not sure if true happiness is possible. I have kept myself in a cycle of bad thoughts and bad habits because I was feeling complacent even with all the big life changes that was occurring. Thank you for this vulnerable video and opening up to us. I watched the whole thing and I am left feeling very inspired and excited to see you on your adventures.

So happy to see you back and it a great place 💖🥹 happy for all of your growth!

I love that you’ve always been so raw and genuine about your feelings and perspective on life. I can really feel the happiness exuding from you through this video. I couldn’t be more proud and happy for you Viv 🥹 you’ve really come a long way and I’m so grateful to be a part of your journey. Thank you for everything. Sending you lots of love and many years of happiness! 💗💗

I don’t typically watch your videos but I think I followed you when I moved to seattle and lemme just say I’m glad I did. This video is exactly what I needed and felt drawn to watching it randomly. Thank ya!

You have no idea how much you inspired me to change my mindset and thinking. Welcome back ❤️❤️

I’m going through it right now. Thank you for this ❤️

I clicked soooo FAST!! We've missed you!! 😍❤

"Dont ask why is this happening to me. Ask what is it trying to teach me" I LOVE THAT! Really helped me to put things into perspective. Thank you

The vulnerability is strong here, the growth is real. Very proud of you Viv ♥️

Hi Vivian, I’ve never commented on your videos before but I’ve been following you for a long time now. I was really fortunate to actually meet you in person the ave and I still have the pictures we took together. A lot of things you said resonated with me, like when you were in the bathtub and towards the end of the video. I’ve been going through so much for the past two years and I’m still at my lows right now and I’m glad to see you how much you have transformed and changed and I believe one day I’ll be happier and get to where you are too.

you have no idea how helpful and uplifting this was to me. Thank you!

You look soooo much happier ! I didn’t see this side of you in your last relationship, The best thing in life is when you need change and go and get it: I always say your not a tree you allowed to move and grow.

Small progress is also progress! You're doing great Vivian. Recovering from a breakup is a LONG journey.

I’ve been a subscriber for a few years now, even though you haven’t been posting on YT much I can tell you that your handful of posts on IG the last few months have seemed so much more like you’re becoming comfortable with yourself, loving yourself & not being afraid to express that ❤️ it’s definitely a journey that never ends! If you ever need a friend in the Seattle-Tacoma area let me know!

It's brave to post something like this! Very proud of you! Keep growing! ♥

first time watching this and stumbled upon your channel. i’m in a rough patch with my partner at the moment and this really helped. i’ve lost myself along the way and i don’t even know who i am anymore. my values, my likes, my dislikes, my strengths, my other attributes.. i want to find myself again. i want to love myself and put myself first. take care of myself first and foremost. thanks for the timely reminder 🧡

I’ve loved you then and I love you now ❤️ thank you for inspiring us to change our perspective for a better lifestyle ❤️❤️ excited to see what’s to come for us 😇

I’m happy for you, babe. So happy that you’ve been putting yourself first. That’s what we all neglect to do and don’t realize how much we put others first but never ourselves… But I’m so excited for you and what life brings for you ✨ Btw, you’re glowing 😍😍😍

Thank you for your time and your inspiring words. I’m 26, and the moment I shifted my thoughts and started putting myself first, everything started to make more sense. Of course I still deal with anxiety, and depression, but like you said, there are more sunsets now. There is so much good to be seen and to focus on. Not that it matters, but I am proud of you, of all of us for finding ourselves in this hard time. You’re amazing, and again thank you for sharing your story and your life with us 💕

welcome back vivian, we’ve missed you 🌸🌿

affirmations are great. thats great!! you are doing your best life that is all that matters

I love this..love this for you☺️! Needed a video/audio like this. Beautifully made.Been on a new journey with myself as well.

This made me tear.. But happy tears. I’ve been watching glimpses of your life throughout these years, but now I feel that I’m watching the raw and genuine version of you that’s been waiting to blossom. Personally, I’m very encouraged by these words. Love this so much!

I appreciate this a lot. I'm going through a break-up right now and this is exactly what I needed to hear. I feel broken but I know I did the right thing and this was so motivating.

What a beautiful video! I definitely understand where you’re coming from and how you feel. Thank you for sharing :) 🤍

I need to to hear this, I lost my kitty recently. He was like my child, I worked to feed both of us now it feels empty. Went through a breakup, losing several family members over the past year and yet my cat gave me peace and comfort, it's crazy how a pet changes our world. Still sad 😔 You have always given me inspirations and aspirations!

I missed you💜happiness looks good on you😍

This is a pleasant, refreshing video. Honestly I’ve never really followed you although you were always on my feed and knew who you were, you seem way more down to earth and real here. Like you’re not trying too hard to be something here, just you. That resonates way more with me and a lot of other people. It’s refreshing. I hope you continue to grow in this way!! P.S. def staay off birth control and just journal your ovulation cycles, been off birth control for years now and I feel much more clarity physically, emotionally, physically. All around happier. That stuff can be poison. Xoxo

I needed to see and hear this at this point in my life. Thank you.

I love your videos. Thank you for your honesty

So happy for you 💓

so happy for you 🤍

two words: Your. Energy. Your energy in this one feels so low to the ground and in tune with YOU. Your feelings, your thoughts.. I am so grateful this video is uploaded at a time where my heart is yearning for a signal to change. Like you, this whole thing of fuck... Why can't I stop feeling this way.. This way about my life, this way about myself. This funk. Stagnating at being someone who doesn't even resonate with who you WANT to be and who you REALLY are deep down in your heart. This whole theme of putting yourself first is a big one for many of us so thank you.. Thank you for sailing the boat on this one, truly needed and truly feeling inspired after this.

seeing this from someone I admire is awesome it makes me feel not alone. xoxo

Yes have noticed that you have been depressed like hell. i was worried. It's sooo... good to see you shine again. If Relationship any relationship is getting toxic, you gotta get out of there. That step is hard but ones taken you will be able to breathe again. I cope with things for my mental health by setting some boundaries for myself. Take care girl. Looking forward on upcoming vlogs. Can't wait.😘

Thank you for that vlog, you are inspiration for me

It feels as if the fog has been lifted and the true light in you is shining again.. in a long time 🥲 welcome back you were very missed💙✨

I needed to see this. Going through lots of endings and new beginnings this past year without knowing whether or not I'm headed in the right direction. Thank you for putting this out to share, love you so much and happy to see you happy💕

Your video inspires me so much.. makes me very emotional 💗

💚 glad you are doing well love

This made me cry. I’m on the same journey. You’re beautiful