It was so interesting to me you said "let's see what he says" about yourself!

@bluejaywayx

4 жыл бұрын

I thought the same

@lone-welf

4 жыл бұрын

i noticed that!!! definitely something that needs to be researched. made me kinda sad :(

@yaitsme51526

4 жыл бұрын

Maybe because she’s referring to her past self as what she identified as at the time

@bluejaywayx

4 жыл бұрын

@@yaitsme51526 yeah, that's it

@whitestrokes

4 жыл бұрын

Because that person is clearly not who she really is. Another big red flag is dragging herself for how she used to laugh as a guy, because at the end of the day not all men have deep voices and a lot of men laugh in high pitched way too nbd, so the fact that she kept doing a deep fake laugh as a guy trying to sound a particular way instead of just being herself means that the whole time she was a guy she was playing a role rather than being authentic, which is something she mentions herself in the very first video that she always felt inauthentic no matter how much she 'passed'. Those were all red flags that she's not actually trans and that she was trying to be something she's not rather than becoming her true self.

I'm a lesbian Women who was struggling with gender identity since my childhood. But you're videos helped me a lot to find that womanhood isn't not that bad and I'm not really transgender. You're very brave and good looking young Lady. And I never met someone in person or viral in this age who's so reflected

“ I did look hot though” I’d have to agree with you, that is a very factual statement.

Fourteen minutes of Elle being turned on by past Elle!

@Rachel-yq1gq

4 жыл бұрын

OH MY GOD

@jakob716

4 жыл бұрын

Indeed. Can relate to that in a way though, just for me that happens when I look at my current self

@liablau

4 жыл бұрын

@@jakob716 Iconic

i’m a simp for elle

The changes in your voice are caused by a combination of factors: psychological (as mentioned by you in the video), but also physiological, because the loss of male-levels of testosterone cause a slight thinning of the vocal folds, which translates to an increase in the F0 baseline vibration frequency. This phenomenon also occurs in most genetic males past 70, btw, usually accompanied by a decrease in the actual muscle layer (ergo, presbyphonia). But I would say that the most impactful factors are psychological. You sound great in all your voices, so there’s nothing to worry about, imo. 👍🏻

@1x93cm

4 жыл бұрын

Thats what happens when you get the "Herbert" voice.

i can definitely tell a difference in your voice. and btw - your hair is looking beautiful today.

I’m so honored to have received every single one of these monstrosities

@ellepalmer

4 жыл бұрын

LMFAOOOO wow. can’t believe you’ve stuck around after all that

Girl, you are hella gorgeous! You were pretty then and you're pretty now. I know with all the changes you've gone through, that might be hard to see on a conscious level, but (at least in my opinion) you have nothing to worry about!

Your voice seems much lighter. You also look very feminine right now. 💕💞✌

Lol. I am SO GLAD I didn't go through adolescence in the age of the smartphone. No way I could look back at a fully documented teenage me and survive the cringe. Gen Z is tough af

“Yeah, i’m getting to the point where i’m like ‘this is me’, *sings* this is real, this is me. Yeah. Then I detransitioned.” THIS HAS ME ON THE FLOORRRR!! BAHAHHA!! 6:30

I can see you struggling to get your current voice down. I remember back when you did blaires video and your first one that your voice is one of your biggest insecurities. Let me tell you there is a serious difference.

You have such a calming open genuine energy 🖤

The guy in the first day of college video could be your brother, haha.

14 minutes of Elle simping for herself

As far as not looking like your pre-transition self, keep in mind that almost no one looks like they did at that age. Usually really young teens have a “baby face” my face has changed even in the last 5 years (20-25yrs).

So fun to watch! And WOW your voice was deep!! You look like your own twin sister compared to one year ago, kind of similar but definitely not the same. And honestly I think you are much prettier now.

The "this is me, this is real... Yeah and then I detransitioned" thing. Hilarious 😂😂😂

Omg your hair is so cute I can’t 😍 are the curls natural if so I’m even more jealous- I just have boring straight hair lol. I can’t pull off the long hair either Also your voice is fine, I’m a cisgender woman who has never transitioned because I have never felt trans and I have a deep voice naturally and some people on voice calls think I’m male 😔 but some people say I sound normal so idk 🤷🏻‍♀️

@vickyrose2239

4 жыл бұрын

That's her natural hair texture, gorgeous isn't it? 💞 also wanted to say: deep female voices are hella hot! Be proud, and don't overthink it 💗

Elle, comparison is the thief of joy! Try to remember that. You are beautiful, your voice is fine, and you are healthy. Dont be so hard on yourself!

Your voice sounds so much more feminine, it really sounds female. Told ya! It's going to change a lot.

Watching you with your male friends makes me so envious. I have literally never never ever had a real male friend because every single one has wanted to sleep with me. I've always wanted to just have a genuine friendship with a man.

I can't believe I'm saying this lol but as a straight-ish guy I would definitely go gay for guy Elle, must be the beard and perfect hair. Oh yeah you were really hot, it's weird cause I feel like you were the kind of the guy I wish I could be now lol.

@thpisland2423

4 жыл бұрын

Sienna Waters that’s an interesting take, but I suppose you’re sort of right about it in a way I can’t explain because if guy Elle was cis I don’t know if I’d feel as attracted, though the beard and hair is pretty hot.

@altnarrative

4 жыл бұрын

You should get into Dr Joseph nicolosi. His theory goes a way to describe your attraction to the “male” other that you wish you could be.

It’s crazy that that’s the same person! You’ve changed so much!❤️ also you literally fit both roles so well. You’re one of those people who could pull off anything like you could be bald or wear a trash bag and you’d still work it

As someone who's struggling with their sexual orientation Elle really confuses me. I find her attractive as a man and as a woman. Help!!!

@wolfzmusic9706

4 жыл бұрын

it’s ok to be confused

@syfekai654

4 жыл бұрын

You're probably just bi

@MargauxNeedler

4 жыл бұрын

Attraction to certain qualities in both genders is more common than talked about

love watching ur videos, as someone who also used to identify as ftm u have rlly helped me come to terms w everything.

elle i love how you can laugh at yourself despite being frustrated about the choices you made, shows you have a lot of strenght ! keep going!

I like how you commented on your laugh 😂 It’s better than mine, honestly if I find something funny I bring my head back and ROAR loudly with laughter, I mean LOUDLY!

Hi, I'm a trans guy and I just wanted to say that I really appreciate you sharing your experiences with detransitioning. I think that it's so important to talk about detransitioning and I'm really sorry you've had to endure so much and that you're still processing so much. My opinion is not super like important but I think you're a very beautiful girl and I hope things keep getting better for you. I'm glad that I've found your channel because I want to understand different experiences with transitioning and detransitioning.

Your skin is glowing ✨

I watch a lot of videos on mute with captions, and WOW! You're voice has changed SO much! And I love your hair today. So pretty. I wish my wavy hair would behave.

Told ya it'd come back some on its own. ;) As for your voice on T, hell, I wish I had that voice! I'd have that late night radio gig I've been dreaming of in the bag!

I love the way you are wearing your bangs in this video!! I would like to see a professional doing your hair and makeup 😍

This was the best video, I actually had to watch twice 😁. Your voice was a lot deeper when you were actually on T. You’re gorgeous as both a man and a woman 😊.

So mad how well she passed as a man. Those are goals.

GORL your voice was soooooo deep as a dude holy shit. I’ve only followed you since I saw your interview with Blair. Also love your songs 💕

Thanks for how candid and honest and beautiful a person you are and sharing it with us Elle!💜

Your face anatomy is amazing. You're like so symmetrical everything looks good on you 💕

"Let's see what he says" that got me. And your voice is really changing. It was really noticeable that you were trying hard to replicate your deep voice.

How brave of you, to put it all out in the open! I think you're going to help more people then you realize. I'm born as a woman and identifying as a woman. However, your posts make me think of staying more true to myself. Just as a person. Thank you!

Your cheekbones girl!!! You glowing!!!

girl you are GLOWING today so PRETTY yes QUEEN

Wow your voice changed so much! That march 2019 clip was like a completely different person and you cannot really do that now even when trying. That is so bizare but so awesome! Bodies are fascinating.

Hello BELLA! I’m 30 Italian & live in Canada lol i jst absolutely ADORE you & listening to you calms my anxiety a bit my meds don’t even work ! Thank you!

Ok your voice is getting higher!! It really is!

Just wanna say your first video is what finally made me admit I need to detransition and your channel has helped me a lot since then just having someone to relate to ur a vibe lol so thank you

Just looking at the thumbnail, haven't watched the video yet, and I'm like "DAYYUUUMMM GUUURRRLLL yo hair is on point!" 😉❤️

I have watched your videos for almost a year. You have changed so much. Also you are a pretty girl.

I'm so proud of you Elle

1) you remind me of misty day from ahs s3. Like not strikingly but that is who you kinda sorta look like rn and i live for it and 2) I hope these "oof ouch my past" videos are cathartic for you and not just purely self deprecating. I have admiration for all of you, including past you as someone who is also detrans. Ily ❤️

elle ur amazing n beautiful (inside n out) i love watching ur vidssss 😭 also i really like how your hair looks kinda wavier now.. it's cute!!

Just found this channel, but I think you're super pretty and you're glowing in this video! 😊

Well you were going through puberty and having the moustache is a VERY big part of that. Keep staying positive on your journey. Girl you ROCK!!! 🤩

Girl, your hair is fire 🔥😍👌🏼

Bitch Im QUICKKKKK Edit: omg THAT OLD VOICEEEEE! your voice has changed SO SO SO much! I know that your voice is something you are deeply insecure about, but always remember how far you have come! And you have so much more to look forward to as well! I hope you are feeling better with your mental health and seeking treatment for your depression and anxiety specially in this rough times ♥️

I must say that I love your voice It's distinct in a REALLY good way ❤❤❤

Your hair is so pretty omg

holy shit, the thing you said about your laugh is EXACTLY the same way I would laugh and use that bottom of my throat. I still do it and it always makes me like wtf.

Jesus Christ... you are glowing girl! ❤️❤️❤️

I had a lot of fun! Thank you :)

Your hair is so pretty ✨

your hair looks so cute!!

It just takes time. You're looking really healthier. and it will get there ❤

Yo your boy voice was really cute!! But I'm so glad for you that it's changing!!

Wow your hair looks absolutely stunning ❤️❤️ Funny video!!

You are amazing you blow my mind happy 2022 :D

I love watching you're videos Elle!

BABE U ARE SO PRETTY NOW SHUSH

Bro I have such a friend crush on you like I wanna be your friend so bad 🤣🤣 you are so wonderful. Thanks for all the videos you make. Always love listening to you!

You are so pretty! You're glowing ❤️

You are a riot!! I love your videos.

Does it ever feel surreal looking at your old pics? Btw you’re I love your channel!! ❤️

You're looking more and more feminine with every upload ❤️🌈 also, I love your hair, you always leave it natural

you’re so pretty 💞

You are so beautiful now! Whatever you want in life, GO get it Elle!!!

wavy hair looks so pretty on you!!

I came across your channel like ~2 months ago but I can't believe that this is the same person talking to us. It's like watching videos of you and 2 or 3 of your brothers. And no, your voice does not sound the same 😅

Your hair is looking really good.

Your hair is CUTE like that 🙌🏼

Wow I’m shocked by how much your voice has changed since then. It’s so much higher.

you are really shining, with your smile, i love it

Love you Elle!

hah ur amazing and insightful and just doing SUCH A GREAT JOB OF TELLING YOUR STORY.

Elle I love how real you are

i love that you are able to laugh about your past

Elle your amazing on all levels, everything about you is perfect in my eyes. You have no flaws and that makes you extremely special. I'll admit I don't know your preference guys or girls and I hope I don't offend you but any guy in this world would be extremely extremely lucky to have such amazing wonderful special woman in there life, your heart and soul and personality matches your beauty!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dude, when she laughed at her moustache, I almost cried out laughing.😂

Looking radiant Elle💓

Love your hair looks super cute like this!

You're such a natural beauty and your eyes are beautiful. Dabble in makeup 😍

You mocking your own laughter cracked me up lol

Love this hairstyle on you!

it looks so similar but so different and all my brain can think it "siblings?!"

Hey Elle! First of all, love your content. I was wondering if you could do a video on bottom growth? If it’s not too uncomfortable lol. But I heard that’s irreversible too.. if you wouldn’t mind sharing your experience :) ty!

Gender really is amazing F2M2F, M2F (me), etc. The subtle differences make the biggest differences. Looking at my past male videos I noticed how much my voice has changed. Even though you are detransitioning, this reminds me of looking back at my past vids lol.

Your voice can pass as feminine now, speaking to you on the street I wouldn’t notice anything different. You’re also looking amazing!! Glad to see you’re getting back to your true self :)

Elle you have a beautiful smile that lights up a room! You are very pretty! 💖

Are you wearing makeup Elle? Your face looks like it’s glowing. You’re beautiful 😍

You’re so mature❤️