IV OF SPADES - I Would Rather Live Alone (Maybe I'm Not Who I'm Today)
The official audio for IV OF SPADES' "I Would Rather Live Alone (I'm Not Who I'm Today)" from the new album 'CLAPCLAPCLAP!' - available now
LYRICS:
I would rather live alone
Without you
You saved all my raging thoughts
But you torn my heart
I didn’t ask for this
You’re my favorite pain
That could make me feel again
I can feel over my skin
The whisper
Of your loving scars within
But you ripped my heart
I always wanted this
But you always had my heart
I just don’t want to be part of your life
I’ll never be the same
I’m not who I’m today
So please just break my heart
Don’t break my heart
I have no chance to
Be someone you’ll hold on to
My veins are failing
My mind is degrading
‘Cause my soul is fading to the sea
‘Cause maybe
I’m not who I’m today
I would rather live alone…
I would rather live alone…
I can’t do this all alone
Пікірлер: 1 200
PETITION FOR IVOS TO DROP AN EXTENDED VERSION OF THIS SONG
@davinbrian6381
5 жыл бұрын
blackpink trash TRUE
@rickyluague2612
5 жыл бұрын
yan po ang full version ito
@mikey.quirante
5 жыл бұрын
nope
@MariaStephanieOsila
5 жыл бұрын
Please yes
@mikey.quirante
5 жыл бұрын
@@MariaStephanieOsila please no
"you're my favorite pain that could make me feel again" oOOOOOHHHHHHH
@skimojii480
5 жыл бұрын
nahurt ako huhuhmhmhmh
@zenosallen
5 жыл бұрын
I felt that
@cesarmontesa8407
3 жыл бұрын
GooooOooOoooOon
Why does this have to be the shortest song off the album?!?!?!?!
@fullmetalshinobi745
5 жыл бұрын
Kasi short din yung cancer by MCR
@krupsed1068
5 жыл бұрын
oo nga eh, sad
@allenpaulreyes730
5 жыл бұрын
May mas maiksi pa jan, pero buo pa sila jan. "Isang pag-ibig"
@yoursaneharley_11
4 жыл бұрын
I have the same question too.
@Rubwig
2 жыл бұрын
Cus yes
The Story involves about someone who is confused He wanted to leave the girl but he can't because he wanted to stay and leave at the same time, He's stuck being really confused and depressed (can be seen at the part "Cause my soul is fading to the sea" and also "Cause maybe im not who im today" and some parts "So please just break my heart, dont break my heart") he doesn't know where to go. He also said that He's her favorite pain that made her feel again ( talk about anxiety and depression ), at the last part "I would rather live alone... I cant do this all alone." is also where He chose to do nothing rather than leaving her. just a base of my Story, this is actually made by me so opinions are cool.
@kenrobles1044
Жыл бұрын
Accurate com
@neonja6947
Жыл бұрын
thats.. actually... true..
@bynbyn9928
Жыл бұрын
wow
Zild: receives an award in gerard ways revenge era suit Next day: drops a song with mcr vibes Zild is emo...
@hanssacramento8314
5 жыл бұрын
Emo Shrek True,Like You Hahahaha
@intentionalposts
5 жыл бұрын
This sounds so thematically as beautiful as Cancer.
@syndig
5 жыл бұрын
mcr vibes, specifically i dont love you
@sebsebsebbbb8390
5 жыл бұрын
playor I feel both I dont kove you and cancer
@seignee
5 жыл бұрын
ksksksks I thought I was the only one that feels the mcr vibes
feel the vibe of MCR's - Cancer
@alyssa5903
3 жыл бұрын
Yeaaahhh!!!
I would rather live alone Without you You saved all my raging thoughts But you torn my heart I didn't ask for this You're my favorite pain That could make me feel again I can feel over my skin The whisper Of your loving scars within But you ripped my heart I always wanted this But you always had my heart I just don't want to be part of your life I'll never be the same I'm not who I'm today So please just break my heart Don't break my heart I have no chance to Be someone you'll hold on to My veins are failing My mind is degrading 'Cause my soul is fading to the sea 'Cause maybe I'm not who I'm today I would rather live alone... I would rather live alone... I can't do this all alone
@jeanrhea7872
3 жыл бұрын
♡
01:06 with these lyrics: "if you say goodbye today, i'd ask you to be true" IT FITS SO MUCH WTF
During this time, Me and my girlfriend are discussing about breaking up. It's been 2years of toxic relationship. And I'm here just to listen to the words "You're my favorite pain that could make me feel again" and "Break my heart, Don't break my heart". I'mma comeback to this comment and tell you guys happened. Edit: We broke up today.
@sock5484
4 жыл бұрын
hope ur doing ok bro
@dew9683
4 жыл бұрын
Ey!! I came here as well because my girlfriend broke up with me. It has been 2 weeks since we broke up. Hope we'll both be okay. ;)
@lowiji7715
4 жыл бұрын
what's up with couples breaking during this quarantine? she broke up with me just last last month, but even though a month has passed since then. it still hurts. hope we all get by.
@anaisacosta5239
3 жыл бұрын
you gonna be ok i whish you all the love
@kenrncsvlls662
3 жыл бұрын
:(((((
Napanood ko s isang interview nila kung saan tinanong si zild about sa " ano iyong song na sana siya ang nag compose?", ang sagot nya ay "cancer" by mcr kaya i think this song is inspired by it
this music is one of underrated songs yet so beautiful :
IVOS plwease Continue Making Awesome Songs , (skl) this Band Helped me Recover from Both emotional and physical pain...
Extended version please, ugh
@gappity
5 жыл бұрын
Yes pleeaaseeee
@seignee
5 жыл бұрын
penoi maymays 9999
@knnthrssl
5 жыл бұрын
Idol!!
@woahaha9150
3 жыл бұрын
Bakit may ugh dejoke
‘You're my favorite pain, That could make me feel again...’
It's been a long time since I played this, it literally bring back many unburied memories. Yung ikaw nalang ang nakakaalala. Cancer and this, is both my favorite song halos ito na pinapatugtog ko everyday but since you left I never play this again. Kapag naririnig ko to sa mga malls umaalis ako eh hahaha. Sino ba namang hindi malulungkot? April 4 2019 to June 2020
People are still sleeping on this soooong!
I'm 13 years old and I know how to play this song on piano. I really love this vibe... very sentimental
@thetideft.thevamps
4 жыл бұрын
Post it please
"your my favorite pain that could make me feel again". Damn, it hits different now
Mcr is the reason why i loved old bands and this IVOS is now the reason why i love OPM now, thAnkz for saving my boring life!!
'Cause my soul is fading to the sea' that tone and fade is catchy
YOU'RE MY FAVORITE PAIN THAT COULD MAKE ME FEEL AGAIN PERIODT
You guys performed this last night in your first leg of the tour here in Iloilo City. You talked about your dreams and how we would eventually reach our dreams too, just like you guys did. It was a special moment that I'll never forget. Thank you for your music. Thank you for being here, for existing. Come back soon! Iloilo would love to have you again. 💓
I love this song 😭😭😭😭😭
i will never not come back to this song
This is my favorite sa lahat ng nirelease today. Kudos!!
ANG GANDA LAHAT NG SONGS NG IVOS HUYU BAT NGAYON KO LANG TO NAGUSTUHAN 🤧💖💖
When you just want to leave and thinking I can do this, I can have peace and he will too but still can't do it because you really love that person so you still push it and hoping it will still get better.
solid talaga ‘tong album nila na CLAPCLAPCLAP! halos lahat ng tracks ang sarap ulit-ulitin eh. bagay na bagay pakinggan tuwing gabi lalo na sa road trips. mood setter. been listening since its release. ❤❤❤ when kaya comeback?
My brother recommend this song to me and Im really thankful 'cause I freaking love it!
This needs an extended version. *Periodt.*
favourite song ko to sa clapclapclap album. gusto ko rin yung suggestion ng iba na pahabain itong song pero kung titignan mo parang ginawa talaga yang kanta na ganyan kaikli.
Oh my gosh,i feel like im listening to Queens.I so much love, love love this.
I NEED MORE SONGS LIKE THIS FROM THEMMM
@thetideft.thevamps
4 жыл бұрын
Sisss may know who's that on your icon
This song just send chills to my spine
from 'youre not my energy' to 'i would rather live alone' nice one IV of Spades!
This is good when its rain with coffee,or when im sad: IVOS music saves me from sadness..
Acabo de descubrir esta banda hace como 2 días y estoy escuchando todas sus canciones,. Realmente son un gran banda
@mgandaako6621
2 жыл бұрын
They already disband 🥺😔
@roughhbijazz
2 жыл бұрын
@@mgandaako6621 they didn't disband yet, they're still on hiatus. and each of them have their own songs for now
Parang MCR ang datingan nito.
@goldenrose5207
5 жыл бұрын
Cancer!!! yun agad pumasok sa isip ko hahahaha
@joshuajamesbalugo5669
5 жыл бұрын
Well, Zild is a big fan of MCR
@jacobfreud1303
5 жыл бұрын
Oo cancer nga. Yung concert nila tinugtog nila yan nag comment ako katunog ng cancer
@chado.9585
5 жыл бұрын
Sabi na e ahhaa akala ko ako lang e
@iambeagranada
5 жыл бұрын
Tama! OMG...
When the music started, I thought of MCR. Alam ko iba ang IVOS, pero nung naisip ko yung MCR eh napawow ako. Na talagang kaya ng IVOS na sumabay sa mga sikat na mga banda, na pang international ang dating. From feels nung lyrics, at yung ganda ng buong kanta. Tunay na napaka galing ng IVOS 😍
this song breaks my heart.
It's been 3 years since I listened to this song and daaaaaaamn it really hits different now :
I WOULD RATHER LIVE ALONE (I'M NOT WHO I'M TODAY) Badjao: Yan yung last song na ni-record. Zild: Ah, oo nga! Kasi hindi naman song yung 'CLAPCLAPCLAP!' Badjao: Pinarinig 'to ni Zild samin, patapos na. Nag-rerecord ng isang song. May pinarinig si Zild na idea. Zild: Sinend ko na kay Kuya Bri ulit yan. “Kuya, baka may mapakinggan ka na okay dito sa mga ito.” Di ko din siya maintdihan eh, yung ugali ng kanta. Kasi sinasabi nya “break my heart” pero “don’t break my heart” More of yung pain yung gusto mo, ayaw mo maramdaman pero yun yung gusto mo kasi yun lang yung nakakapagparamdam sa'yo ng something. Parang na-adik ka sa pain na yun. Since wala kang nararamdaman, nakakaramdam ka lang sa pain. Kaya aantayin mo lang lagi dumating. Medyo inspired din siya ng mga year 2000 songs - My Chemical Romance, Jet. Badjao: Eto din yung pinakamabilis. Zild: 30 minutes lang yata yung drums niyan!
"but you have always my heart" that line tanginuuuuu
you can totally hear their music influences in this song and it's amazing
Like mo to kung paulit ulit mong pinapatugtog to
I'm convinced that IVOS is the PH answer to The Beatles.
@justarandomcatontheinterne5740
5 жыл бұрын
kompyuter 2003 Eraserheads
@endenverted9237
5 жыл бұрын
@@justarandomcatontheinterne5740 twenty one pilots my chemical romance at panic! at the disco!
@Jokoy08
5 жыл бұрын
Lol...are u insane
@jeruisaaccabatay216
5 жыл бұрын
Malayong malayo pa haha
@sarahfull06
5 жыл бұрын
hindi naman nila kailangan maging kagaya ng the beatles, kelan ba kayo titigil?
Another sweet melody!!!!!..... I'm just falling in love with everything about this...!!!!!!
this song makes me want to cry on what im facing right now.
the hardest part of this is leaving you. but don't worry boys, we never, like ever, will. more power to y'all!!!
aaaa just did a keyboard cover of this song huhu and it's been a year, but I'm still obsessed with this one huhu more of this pls. I love you all!
OOOOOH YEAAAAAH! happy 10th anniversary, spades! sobra ko kayong mahal, hanggang sa hukay mamahalin ko pa rin kayong lahat! ♠️ 5.15.24
"if you say goodbye today, I'd ask you to be true"
Love the part na may echo/bending voice. At background choir. The way the piano turns to the guitar. Sarap pakinggan ng drums
if you say goodbye today i'd ask you to be true 'cause the hardest part of this is leaving you 🤣
@yeshuaalbarico7152
5 жыл бұрын
Lmaooo
@artlisboa1753
5 жыл бұрын
Hahahaha
@endenverted9237
5 жыл бұрын
Cancer 😂
@zidanejavier5290
5 жыл бұрын
HAHAHAHAHAHA
@dyansumande4170
5 жыл бұрын
The first time I've heard this Cancer instantly popped into mind hahahahaha \m/
this song deserves more appreciation!!!!
I LOVE THIS ALBUM FOR having different genres of music in this album that gets different types of people liking there music
CLAPCLAPLAP! Name ng album. Nakalagay naman sure na talaga.
@selene5.21
5 жыл бұрын
HUHU MERON NA BA SA YT UNG CLAPCLAPCLAP ?? Song itself.
@doren.4228
5 жыл бұрын
Xi Lin yun yung name ng Album
@selene5.21
5 жыл бұрын
@@doren.4228 hmmmm dami kasi nagsasabi na may song din na CLAPCLAPCLAP... pati ung The Novel of my Mind, wala pa.
@knight2170
5 жыл бұрын
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
@shawngonzales4306
5 жыл бұрын
+Xi Lin literal ma clap 'yung clapclapclap! tapos 'yung the novel, instrumental/synth na parang transition
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving youuu! Ayy. Iba pala 'to. HAHAHAHAHAHA
@roorsikret3598
5 жыл бұрын
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH yan narin nakakanta ko
@Reiz13R
5 жыл бұрын
@@roorsikret3598 HAHAHAHAHA mabuhay ang mga cancer
@ezriportales4813
4 жыл бұрын
yeyeye ito nga yon hahaha loved that song
@Mira-pk9zz
4 жыл бұрын
Same thoughts hahahahaa
@GabBalacy
3 жыл бұрын
I remember hearing Zild talk about Cancer as a song from MCR na gustong gusto nya in an interview. I came here for this comment HAHA!
sa lahat talaga dito talaga ako nahook yung alam nyo yun, yung dito talaga ako pinaka goosebumps basta di ko alam nafifeel ko non nung narinig ko 'to
giving me QUEEN vibes huhu
This is my favorite track in the album. Idkkkk
Isang masterpiece na underrated!!
Yung kanta nato tumambay sa tenga ko paulit ulit kumakanta sa tenga ko lalo na kapag nagiisa ako
IVOS finna be the MCR, TØP, and somewhat Green Day of the Philippines and I love it.
presenting.. our pride
My veins are failing My mind is degrading 'Cause my soul is fading to the sea 'Cause the hardest part of this Is leaving you
@alyssa5903
3 жыл бұрын
AaaaAa mash-up of these songs would be a killer💕
This is exactly what I am feeling right now. Thank you IVOS
Ang lungkot nang kantang to pero langya eto pa rin pinaka paborito ko. EXTENDED VERSION PLSSSSS
Ganda ganda ng kantang to ❤️ You’re my favorite pain that could make me feel again. but you always have my heaaarrtt 😭❤️❤️
This song make my depression have depression
Come Inside of My Heart, Captivated and this. Bakit ngayon ko lang kayo napakinggan huhuhuhu bakit wala pa akong jowa
They are so damn AMAZING.. OPM's not dead... clap clap clap to these three talents!!!!
I love all the songs. keep making quality music!
MCR Vibes
@edwardcarabeo3677
5 жыл бұрын
Parang Cancer by MCR
this deserves a million views too
ang lupit. malayu pa mararating mo idol ivos. isa kang world class.
MCR comeback is real ♥️♥️.
May 1, 2019 Still waiting for extended version and mv 👇
@appleshaketoo8063
5 жыл бұрын
Same here bud
@aldenrobelldeloyola1502
5 жыл бұрын
Yes pls. A very underrated song in clap3x.
this pierced my heart in 500 different angles
2021 na.... but still..I keep listening to this masterpiece! ♠️
"You're my favorite pain That could make me feel again" WHOAAAAH GRABE ATAKE PAR
EXTENDED VERSION FOR THISSSS❗❗❗❗
this describes my past relationship. kaya pala ive been singing it through all along
I really like how there is conflict i the lyrics. ganyan kasi tayo minsan pag inlab. relatable.
Random stranger:i want a song that like a mcr vibes IV of spades: SAY NO MORE FAM
Nung una kong narinig to naalala ko yung Cancer by My Chemical Romance?
First time ko atang makakabili ng album. I knew it from the start that IVOS will not dissapointed me. Keep up the good work guys. Love From Pasig City. 😃
MY SONG WHEN I'M DEPRESSED OR SAD AND THANK YOU FOR IVOS BCUZ THIS HAS BECOME MY MEDICINE WHEN I'M SAD OR DEPRESSED
Masterpiece 🔥
Suck to those kids who called this "Pang Matanda"
Ganda nitong song na to. Sana dinalwa manlang repeat yung chorus nabitin kase ako
all time fav
SOBRANG GANDA. MY HEART IS SO HAPPY UWU
Yung bira ng lead, rhythm bass parang sinaniban ni Frank Iero, Ray Toro at Mikey Way
I wont ask for an extended version. This one is perfect as it is.
kainis talaga. ang ikli lang huhu. pinaka-fave palagi. < 33
Nang wawarshock ka talaga Ivos ano?🙄🤣megad But you torn my heart i didn't ask for this.You're my favorite pain that could maks me feel againnn shutaaa tagos lahat yung lyricsssss
Napaka ganda ng kanta na'to. Punyeta.
missing this band sm 😭
@Jonolva_PS
Жыл бұрын
Same, one of the best band
YES BIJ, I HATE THE FACT THE THIS SONG NEEDS TO BE END. LIKE HELL I WANT MORE! HUHUHU IM INLOVE WITH THIS-