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@LVKZLevTov

4 жыл бұрын

ApplyGodsWord.com/Mark Ballenger It just happened that I saw this video while in a state of 3months break up today.. I was actually the one being left.. I have an almost 6years boyfriend.. He is a Man who is very supportive, Loving, Kind and every woman wanted for.. Like he really does spoils me to the core.. Only that he is very sensitive.. He does not usually get upset at me coz he often understanding.. but just last February we had a heated misunderstanding about someone either his friend kept ending up my call for a lot of times.. I might have provoked him telling to not let those friends of him visit for two weeks coz I want respect in our relationship coz in the first place they have no right to end the call.. They can tell him or either silent the phone if they were annoyed but not in a way they will kept ending it and no one says they does.. but Actually his youngest brother doesn’t like me like he is really showing me I am unwanted even his foster Sister that even told me that that she is glad that her brother left me for years of her waiting and so I cannot play on their brother.. My boyfriend is 11years older than I am.. He is very open with his family even our couple problems.. but me I preferred not telling anyone and kept it to myself.. I know I was never been good and took him for granted sometimes.. But during my frustration before years ago from my work problem which is a kind of hard to solved he was there for me to always comfort me and shows Love and says everything gonna be alright and will past and We does prayed for it.. for more than a year of being stressed from it.. even it is very inconvenient time for him if I was on my anxiety attack.. as long as he is available he will answer me even middle of the night.. (please take note am in the Phil and he is an American) he always make himself available to show me cares.. I was always thankful to God of having him.. Though I know some member of his family doesn’t like me in a way of I really don’t know exactly.. Also kind of coincidence that same the day he left me,later that day I received a confirmation that the person engaged with my work problem passed away from cardiac arrest and I talked to God that Lord I asked You to softened the heart of that client and provide him so to settle the damages that took about million of money (that’s why I got anxiety for more than a year) but I won’t question You if this is the way it happened that You have to take his life but take good care of the family he left. I wasn’t able to have a chance to show how Thankful I am to My Ex Boyfriend of how all he says happened that it will all end up and I will be happy again.. but how can I be happy if he is gone.. We are really Like Best of Friends.. Everything was almost perfect.. I was actually joining church ministry and bible group during weekend before covid.. Then we always have weekly verses to memorize and he is always the one excited to asked me what’s new and I should memorize it.. we actually on videocall for now.. on his way to work while he is driving he calls me while I am home from work and about to rest.. He will correct me and at times smiled when I got wrong on some words on the verses.. Then he will memorized it too perfectly.. He is always happy for me.. Then he kept telling me he will never leave me no matter how hard the situation is even on our hardship.. I was hurt when he broke up with me.. I was praying for my heart and God gives me comfort and peace until the day came his foster sister told me that way.. that My whole flesh was moving that My fingers were moving and I cried out that day.. and it gives me more hurt when I can see no one and I have no company in our condo due to some do not have work anymore.. I just cried to God and it hurts me at some point when my family called me and kept worrying about my Ex in the USA of how he is now in this pandemic.. But I cannot say we are over.. I don’t know why.. Right now I can feel God giving me so much peace and comfort.. but why does I still have so much hope and kept praying for Our reconciliation? Why do I still believe though I cannot see any progress? But on the song I was listening it states “I Live by Faith and Not by Sight” I am not that hurt anymore but I have a Strong faith we are getting back and I don’t know why.. I also realized a lot of things I wasn’t able to show him.. and since I know his facebook and password when I tried to open it.. He is not talking to anyone either and I read his old chat to my closed friend telling all he felt about getting in pain or exhausted at work and telling my friend not to tell me coz I might worry.. that hurts me.. coz why he does not tell me.. but just tell me happy thoughts.. I also felt guilty and I felt so much more bad knowing I had hurt him in a way of not my intention because of that misunderstanding and I get to his core of sensitivity.. Is it bad if I kept praying for healing and restoration of our relationship? (Please also take note he deleted our entire conversation and blocked me; coz I can access on his facebook) I was planning to email him to tell him everything of how sorry I am and everything I want him to know.. But I felt not ready right and praying for the perfect time too to messaged him.. The right time he is interested to hear from me and I pray how am gonna approach him Godly.. but I don’t want to rush until I hear God saying I should.. Please help me in Prayers Mr. Mark and how am gonna do? I care for him and how he is feeling right now and if he is safe.. Thank you and GOD BLESS!

@alphasuperior100

4 жыл бұрын

Something about you is unmanly.

@LVKZLevTov

4 жыл бұрын

@@alphasuperior100 what?

@joveeviernes673

4 жыл бұрын

I wanna e-mail you

@LVKZLevTov

4 жыл бұрын

@@joveeviernes673 who?

I am a Muslim, but I feel blessed by that God is talking to me through good Christians like you. Thank you.. My love and belief in Jesus Christ grows more and more everyday.

@madisonlevin7682

4 жыл бұрын

that’s fantastic Arshad! I pray you get to learn more and grow closer to Jesus through Christians like Mark ♥️

@chaucerparks5941

4 жыл бұрын

ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC...👏👍👍..✌💨🏃

@maddsurvival212

4 жыл бұрын

God bless you Arshad!!

@melodichomage1832

4 жыл бұрын

Praise Jesus! I pray that He will reveal Himself more and more to you. Jesus is A Beautiful, Loving Savior. He longs to be closer with you. Thank you so much for opening your heart to him. I will keep you in my prayers. Love and blessings to you! 😇✝️🙏

@DanaeLaurenTolbert1

4 жыл бұрын

💕💕🙏🙏🙏

Whoever is reading God is with you trust in Him even when you dont see results. He knows what's best for you. I pray for those who are struggling, sick and troubled to be healed and set free

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

God bless!

@deborahnapoleao8561

4 жыл бұрын

Amém 🧡

@Thesingingnews_anchor

4 жыл бұрын

Amen! Thank you for the prayer and encouragement.

@michellemann6362

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you, Amen 🙏

@crosscrown2041

4 жыл бұрын

Amen

Glow sticks only shine when you break them. Sometimes God has to break us in order for us to shine.

@GodGirlP

4 жыл бұрын

This is Good! Is this your quote?

@Tauri1143

4 жыл бұрын

Ziviquelk yes

@qdllc

4 жыл бұрын

Not just break but violently shake...

@DivyaRaviraj

4 жыл бұрын

Love this perspective never thought of this before

@maggietherese419

4 жыл бұрын

I love that! God only gives us struggles that He knows that we can handle and come back stronger from. And it's so important to realize that He is always with us through everything. 😊

Crazy how quickly God can show you he’s listening.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

Amen!

@crystal2940

3 жыл бұрын

Of course

@jameshogue1639

3 жыл бұрын

If it's crazy when my Lord is showing me He is listening, I'll make sure He knows I'm nutty excited in anticipation for answering my prayers. Thankyou Jesus!

@chanelle.n

3 жыл бұрын

Absolutely agree. God is faithful.

@marilynking527

3 жыл бұрын

So true!!

Sometimes you can't move on because you really don't know what you want.

@stellaonos9664

2 жыл бұрын

Moving on is not not d problem.when moving on do u know d intentions and motive if it will b worse than d former

I literally have been crying and missing my ex so much over the last few weeks. Reliving past memories. It has been so painful and I have been begging God to help me. This video was for me. Thank you!

@wachiraofficial7619

4 жыл бұрын

You are Victorious through Christ who strengthens you...

@ydolemvlog5410

4 жыл бұрын

I feel you.. Just keep praying and keep moving forward

@jenifferperalta9428

4 жыл бұрын

Same here sister. Psalm 147:3 “He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.” The Good News: No matter the source of your heartbreak, God can repair your wounds.

@melindaveress569

3 жыл бұрын

I feel the same way about my ex sis. It's a kind of pain I've never endured before and I'm 48 years old.

@AdrieSmallz

3 жыл бұрын

I feel your pain! I have been currently fighting through this myself, and I pray and trust in him each and everyday as this has been so painful.

This was for me. I can not let go, and it’s been two years. It hurts so badly. Thank you.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

I'm so glad you found this helpful, God bless!

@conservativehippie9736

4 жыл бұрын

I completely understand...1.7 yrs for me....thru the yrs...its always been cuz its not over...anymore...idk...🙏😔

@mowa3942

4 жыл бұрын

Here. 🤚🏼. You're not alone.

@angelflower176

4 жыл бұрын

Ure not alone Blair❤️

@RM3MB3R

4 жыл бұрын

Definitely not alone. 4 years.

1. The Lord may not be allowing you to move on from someone in your past because you and God still have work to do in your heart. 2. If you two had sexual interactions, you could still feel connected to this person because you have not broken those sinful bonds with the cross of Christ. 3. You could be struggling to move on from someone in your past because you are not ready to work up the energy again to meet someone new. 4. You could be struggling to move on from someone in your past because you are doubting the healing God has already provided you.

@paulokello5981

4 жыл бұрын

You the real MVP, thank you

@alonalauw

3 жыл бұрын

Thank u

@amink9569

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you

@MercedesBification

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks

@bkbeya77711

3 жыл бұрын

Thank u

According to proverbs 13:12 false hope leads to sick heart...but put all the faith on god he definately gives a good marriage...

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

Hope God will result in a great relationship with God :)

@misstapia7877

4 жыл бұрын

Thanks for this motivational message. I trust God's will and plan.

@Yadenadamma

4 жыл бұрын

🙏🏾

@rintharlarumthao9855

3 жыл бұрын

Absolutely true

For many people, it’s boredom. The new hasn’t come in, and we desire love. What do we do? We start to reflect on the last romance.

@dawnwilliams5609

4 жыл бұрын

I agreed and ill add ...we need to put all that energy on loving ourselves and others. Let go and move on...7 months post breakup...im getting better

@wari998

3 жыл бұрын

That's true

@jameshogue1639

3 жыл бұрын

" An intelligent person is never bored "

@Bashirah14

3 жыл бұрын

super fact

It’s almost going to be one year since my break up ...he left me and our unborn baby 👶 I’m Due in 1 month !! surprisingly I’ve done very well thanks to our Lord ! I was falling into depression when I said wait a minute God is on my side! I gave him all my sadness and pain and he healed me quite a lot but I know I’m not fully healed I think because part of me misses him ,wants him back & couldn’t stand to see him with someone else ..but I love God and myself more and I know God has better things in store for me 😏 pray for my son Santiago Matias on the way 🤰

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

Congrats on your baby! God is good!

@dalejones4169

4 жыл бұрын

Prayers go out to you Beautiful😇🙏

@hilaryantwi9523

4 жыл бұрын

Awww dear I pray for God to bless you and your baby boy, give you spiritual guidance and warm your heart.🙏🏾 God will make a way dear do not worry. You are blessed and highly favoured.

@R2C2__

4 жыл бұрын

May God bless you and your baby boy. ❤️ You can do anything through Christ mamas. Keep your head up.

@messianichebrewshawnkawcak1550

4 жыл бұрын

Thanks for choosing life, praying for you.

I have 100% let go! I pray all of you can move on! Gods got you! This is great to listen to and understand it! There is no time frame...take your time! Took me two years! (5 years later) hugs to you all!

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing

@raemin-laanmcneil8449

3 жыл бұрын

❤❤❤

What ever evil ANYONE has done meant to harm me..God will turn it around for my good in Jesus name. Amen 🙏

@raemin-laanmcneil8449

3 жыл бұрын

Amen

This is so true. I used to date someone many years ago when I was in my late twenties. We were together off and on seven years, but eventually it didn't work out. He died a couple years ago I found out, and even though the relationship was a premarital involved relationship (which I regret and asked forgiveness for), a part of me died with him. It's like I can't get him totally out of my heart. I know it's in the past, but in a way I miss him. I would appreciate prayers that I will get past it to where I can move on for good. Thank you.

5th possible reason: they are a narcissist and you are an empathetic person. Narcissists project all their feelings on you and love bomb you. As an empathic person, you will unfortunately be used for this exactly and if you have no idea about true NPD’s and are not strong enough. You start questioning your worth, your value, why he/she didn’t love you back the way you loved them. Because they are not capable of love. I appreciate the concept of God’s guidance, and in that notion. God was teaching you a lesson to learn to be less or no longer co-dependent. Unfortunately if you have no idea about narcissists, you can feel so hurt and so devastated, because you don’t know the truth. Narcissists are very manipulative and fully capable of making someone “think” they are in love with that person. But it was always the idea. Falling in love with Dr Jekyll and Hyde...waiting for Jekyll to come back. He/she won’t come back, because he/she is not even a real person. It’s a made up persona. Thank you

@ErikisOfficial

4 жыл бұрын

I know so much about NPd it's sickening. Been no contact for like 2 months. She told my sister she had an abortion. She told me this past weekend. Not sure how true it is but I feel like she said that because I ignored her and never reached out. I feel like she's picking at me through my sister. Why tell my sister something like that even if it is a secret. Big ticket stuff like that never "stays" a secret. Hoover by proxy. Maybe I was supposed to reach out and react

@mish7487

4 жыл бұрын

For real about the narcissistic person

@amandalouw2295

4 жыл бұрын

Got it🙌

@_d295

4 жыл бұрын

I think this is my current issue. Pretty much nailed it on the head.

@lm3729

4 жыл бұрын

@@_d295 here kzread.info/dash/bejne/haN4ytFtn7TUeqw.html this will open you up to more videos discussing this. Knowing about it actually makes you not only identify all of it, but helps you let go and heal

God works in mysterious ways.

The timing of this video is scary accurate as I just got out of an 8 year relationship and having issues moving on. God bless you for posting this.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

I'm so glad this was timely for you! All glory to God!

@krissiabonita1782

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah right!

@oneoutoftheninety-nine.3314

4 жыл бұрын

For me,too! Other videos, too! 👀👀

@gggsonysony6444

4 жыл бұрын

Me too...

@festuser2

4 жыл бұрын

Itts crazy your posting that every time I start questioning and thinking about things, his channel pops up on my recommended list, I am subscribed but his channel hasn't popped up for few weeks, and it has the last three days and the craziest part is the subject I'm thinking about is what his video is about. Your not alone brother God Bless You

Number one was for me.we broke up so badly,he left for ayear .I couldn't get off him....i thank God who gave me courage to walk through that year while focusing on God alone,the holy Spirit was beside me,we used to share the matter with the holy spirit,I realized my mistakes and I asked for God's forgiveness and restoration. I leant to love him and forgive him too the hard way in my heart not allowing my pain of brokenness and the tears that fell each day from my eyes to follow him.God understands us so clearly just sitting down talking to him from down in my heart everything,for about 3months I got delivered from the brokenness after that year he came back asking for forgiveness too.yet me I had already forgiven him and I took him back.we were ok but he was not achristian yet me I had rededicated my life to Christ ,I explained to him all about Christ and after a year as we were planning to get married I was uncomfortable with his not being saved and I was getting off from God,well I felt it inside me that God was calling me out of the relationship thru dreams and scriptures. It took me some good time on deciding but I was left with no option I couldn't leave God for him I choose to leave him and I follow my creator. My heart got fully recovered when he came back and we talked about what had led to our braking up last time after settling the issues everyone become ok again with each other. We decided to separate coz there was no way I could leave my salvation for him and he also he wasn't ready to cross to the salvation side.well I say we aparted peaceful,contented though feeling hurt then but as time unfolds i see the beauty of God.i don't know for him i promised myself to always pray for him and his family so see the light that Christ Jesus brought to the earth so they can also be saved by His grace. And these videos are helpful thank you. Whoever is going thru brokenness over relationships I encourage you to focus on God and his word alone,tell him how you feel cry when you feel it.i have been there I understand the state don't focus on the negativity people provide. Focus on Jesus the healer ,restorer and he knows us,he sees us he understands. If he/she is gone God has the best person for you better than the one left. Jeremiah 29:11-12. Isaiah 50:1-2,forgive if incase your still holding a grudge somewhere in your heart and the Lord's hand will reach you and heal you. Isaiah 43:16-19.this is the hardest truth in the brokenhearted times. Yet it's the truth.

I know I'm not fully healed - this morning I threw my devotional across the room when I read today's message since I disagreed with what I resd. I don't see how God can do anything good with all the garbage I was put through. I want to move on, I want to meet someone better and leave my past in the past and truly be free. Days like today remind me that I'm not fully healed yet. Thank you Maestro Mark. I'm signing up for your course :)

@oneoutoftheninety-nine.3314

4 жыл бұрын

I woke up crying and hurt this morning, too. But I am doing very well over all. I'm not completely healed. But I have been repenting of my sins. Even ones from a while back. And every time I have been received healing little by little. I'm learning to love my self. As a christian I know that we weren't equally yoked. I decided that I want to follow God. I'm a recovering addict and alcholic. I used to sleep under bridges and prostitute. I also wondered why me?? But today I am victorious by the grace of God. I renounced all the lies and works of the devil in my life and I am living again! I've been praying, fasting and reading my bible! If God cared enough to save a wretch like me then he can do it for you! Give yourself a break and time to heal. I pray that God will lighten your load. The devil is a liar. God has plans of a hope and a future for you. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Dont give in to the ways of the devil any more. Humble yourself and repent, then God will heal you! In Jesus' name!!

@Save.the.legends

4 жыл бұрын

@@oneoutoftheninety-nine.3314 wow. That's a powerful testimony you got there. Thank your for sharing your story and for your encouraging words. Jesus loves you, and I know he loves me too. Life is just so hard sometimes. You have a beautiful heart.

@Angel-bf1ot

4 жыл бұрын

God uses it all. & all thing work together for the good of those whole love the last rd. He’s got you , he knows what you’re going through. Keep pressing in and ask him what he’s trying to say/ show you in this season

@Angel-bf1ot

4 жыл бұрын

Who love the lord *** romans 8:28

@oneoutoftheninety-nine.3314

4 жыл бұрын

@@Save.the.legends a few things that help me besides God and prayer are learning to enjoy today. Forgive yesterday. Know that God has a plan for tomorrow. Get bad people out of your life. Force yourself to be humble and ask God for help in all things. It can take weeks, months or years but God will heal you. I pray that you find peace and purpose in your life. Practice doing Gods work and then he will give you the desires of your heart.

Couldn’t it be that “ What God has put together, let no man separate”...

@jayjohnson8464

4 жыл бұрын

Amen

@natieshacharles8654

3 жыл бұрын

Amen

@carribgirl007

3 жыл бұрын

Most of the time God did not put it together.. people have fears about being alone.some people are being abused by the one they are with but can't moved on because of trauma bonding They have childhood traumas, and it has nothing to do with God

@starblossom1370

3 жыл бұрын

@@carribgirl007 so true. Not all marriages are ordained by God. Some times humans put ourselves into mess..

@ladennayoung2939

3 жыл бұрын

No! If there is some reason that you all are not together. More then likely it have to do with you holding on to false hope or something.

There's only one eternal constant which is the love of God. All things will pass away. But God's love will never pass away.

@TwinkleKhanna291

4 жыл бұрын

AMEN

My boyfriend of 7 years passed away on November 30, 2019. It’s been 7 months. I miss him terribly. I still love him. This may be a different type of loss but some days I can’t seem to go on with out him. The pain of his loss is too real and the loneliness kills, he was my entire life. I don’t know what I believe anymore. I’m very lost and sometimes still in denial with what’s going on in my life but I know with strong faith in God, one day I will find peace of heart

@gegeblessed7456

4 жыл бұрын

I pray that God heals your broken heart right now, by the blood of his son Jesus. Amen. God bless you dear.

@Annie_in_ky

3 жыл бұрын

Go through the grieving process. It sucks but know that God will be with you, give Him your hurt, the pain and you will make it. My husband has been gone four years now so I know the pain. God bless!

@h.m.d5264

3 жыл бұрын

May he Rest In Peace and may God heal your heart. Xoxo

@evaquaye7127

3 жыл бұрын

Sorry for your loss but be rest assured that God is with you

@rashedajcollins

3 жыл бұрын

Prayers for you.

Well.. I broke down sobbing last night for this very reason. Been a little over a year since the break-up and thought I was doing fine until that. Through my tears I was asking God to remove him from my thoughts since memories of him have been popping up again lately. Then this video pops up in my feed today..

@thatboyruut2169

4 жыл бұрын

A B I feel your pain

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

So glad this was helpful to you!

😢😞😢😞 so anointed to teach on relationships. It is truly a blessing and refreshing. A lot of pastor's don't see the importance of teaching on this subject matter.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

Yes, I see this as a complimentary ministry to those churches who don't focus on singles and relationships :)

Another timely message! Sometimes in a relationship the two people are at different levels of moving on. And different levels of healing. And with the "isolation" going on, G-D uses that distance to further the healing process. So both people can learn to trust each other, but more importantly, trust G-D more. And HIS timing. I have been struggling with this myself, but maybe it's not just me in this equation. 🤣🙏💕

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

God bless!

@lordschannel.

4 жыл бұрын

Exactly the same in my life is happening. Amen. God bless you for the Wisdom & understanding of God.

i was just thinking of her no longer than a minute ago while i kept scrolling on my subscription feed and saw this.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

So glad this was timely!

@faithbravo5919

3 жыл бұрын

Samec here too i was thinking of him now and i saw this while scrolling. ..Thank you God for this.

LORD Please Bless our body, mind spirit & soul. Help LORD push us over & through. Give us all the strength we need open up doors for us heal what's broken in our life's & forgive us for all of our sins knowing & unknowing.💙💙💙🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

Please pray for me, my husband left me almost two years ago and it’s been very difficult letting go. I’ve been willing to reconcile our marriage this entire time, but our divorce is being finalized soon. I accept that God did not allow that to happen for a reason.

@Thesingingnews_anchor

4 жыл бұрын

You will be in my prayers Mariana . I’m sorry that you’re going through this but I’m excited to see where God is taking you and excited for you to fulfill the purpose that God has given you . It will be hard but I know Jesus can heal you !

@oneoutoftheninety-nine.3314

4 жыл бұрын

Lord if it is in good favor for this woman let her husband repent and come back. May you keep her in peace and heal her heart. Protect your children from harm and let them have wisdom of your will for them! In Jesus' name!

@PolishBehemoth

4 жыл бұрын

In the name of Jesus he will experience Some horrible catastrophe will happen to him for this.

@IsabelDiane

4 жыл бұрын

Sending prayers Mariana! God knows your path and he will protect you and your family no matter what! I believe he can save your marriage if it’s his will! Christ can do all things and He’s always looking out for us ❤️ don’t give up hope ❤️ and always trust in him ❤️

@oneoutoftheninety-nine.3314

4 жыл бұрын

@@PolishBehemoth no. Do not say bad to those who have persecuted or used us but pray for them says the Lord.

This is so true ! I couldnt move on 3 years because i didnt let myself heal after that .. I healed it took me few good months now I am free

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

Amen, thank you for sharing

wow last night I was asking God to please reveal to me why he was still constantly on my mind. thank you.

I can't move on to someone i love before and until now I love Him even i prayed to God that take away my feelings to dis person if he is not God's will.

This video was most helpful I literally woke up asking God why I can’t get over this person I found my answer here as I always do bless you thank you

Wow, I was literally going through my old diary about my ex from last year and it hurt to read the stuff I would write on their about him and how I fell for him and yet he still didn’t treat my right and I was confused onto why I still felt those feelings and I spoke to God about it I think. And now this video came out the exact same day it happened.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

So glad this video was timely for you!

This message is extremely relevant to my life. The second point is the major one for me. Although I have confessed my sins and repented, I still feel like in a vicious cycle. I'm honestly at the verge of just giving up. I feel spiritually and emotionally exhausted for someone who doesn't care about me.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

So glad this was relevant for you!

@naz-nazneen886

4 жыл бұрын

Yazmin M The devil wants you to feel defeated. Keep praying & play worship music.

I love seeing when you post!! Thank you Mark! God bless you!

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

So glad you are enjoying the content!

This hit me like a rock! Being single for 4 years after majorly being hurt and used I honestly felt like I wasn't ready to date. I don't trust anyone any more and getting hurt again would be to much. But I wasn't trusting God that He hasn't let me heal. This open my eyes. Thank you!

@The_Revealer_7

2 жыл бұрын

Trust is essential in any relationship. Think about that. Beautiful photo at your profile, a dream place to live.

Going thru separation after 9 years together. It’s way harder than I ever thought Im struggling a lot.

@simpled3326

2 жыл бұрын

15 year for me and he has tried to destroy me.

They had a woman, who I was very in love with, I treated her with the upmost respect as if she was my wife, and then she betrayed me by sleeping with one of my friends, and then told me, "Why should you be mad?", We are only friends, but she texted me everyday Good Morning, and she texted me every night, Goodnight😔, I'm so heartbroken 💔

@charles3964

4 жыл бұрын

💔 I feel you, sending prayers up🙏 I fell into that trap plenty of times brother. For me, God was showing how much he Loves me beyond any woman. I realized how much I idolized a relationship and how inaccurate of a view I had of my worth as a man seeking validation from a woman. The Lord patiently corrected and guided me in the healing process. It takes time and it does hurt 😓 but it does get better! Our Lord is a Good Shepherd, listen to his voice! Peace. 💪💔👍🏻

@walkbyHislight

4 жыл бұрын

Dale Jones - sorry to hear that. Praying for you. Greetings in the AM/PM like that don't speak friendship only to me. May God heal your heart and help you to guard your heart with the right relationship for you.

@dalejones4169

4 жыл бұрын

@@walkbyHislight Thanks Beth😇

@walkbyHislight

4 жыл бұрын

@@dalejones4169 - no problem brother in Christ.

I love how these videos pop up in my notifications at the right moment. They especially appear when I have been avoiding something that has been floating around in my heart. Thank you for these videos 😊

WHY did this just come in on time 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

All glory to God!

Amen brother! He is able to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

Yes indeed!

I prayed a prayer last night related to this message and woke up to this video! Amen I received it!

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

Amen!

Three and four really spoke to me and there definitely is a comfort in staying "wounded". In a sense, as I've learned at least, it's a way to victimize yourself because of fear. I didn't know I needed this. Thank you again Mark.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

So glad you found this helpful!

Alot of work that God still needs to do in my heart, cause i been through so much and then when i think I’m ok I go back to feel pain, is like when you go in retrospection 🙂💙 or retroversion

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

Yes, it's a journey for sure. Many people think it's a straight shot up and up but there are highs and lows in the journey.

I will get over him fully. Thank you Jesus for complete restoration to my Brother and Sister’s mindset’s. As well as my own ! Don’t be led by your emotions. Read in your Bible and work out ; Meditate on the word. Get healthy again babes ❤️ If God is for us then who can ever be against us 💪🏼 I highly recommend the book of Romans and Job👑

Spot on! Wonderful video Mark! This video spoke volumes to me and I feel encouraged to open up my heart once again to love. I have been living with my heart paralyzed for the last 11 years and it is beyond time for me to open my heart again. But I have been terrified to do so and have allowed myself to become enslaved to the hurts of my past. Thank you for these videos, they are very informative and encouraging. May God continue to bless and enlarge your ministry!

Ooh my GOD! This is specifically for me,I literally injured my other ankle while helping out at church and I have been trying to go back to working out. Trying to rush the healing! i felt this. Thank you for this message. I caught it.

Really needed this. Healing from a previous perceived and deep one sided relationship that didn’t really realize I needed that deep level of healing from til seeing this video.

Very very timely video. Was struggling with this literally last night and had a dream about my ex calling me to hangout. I definitely was asking "Why Lord?" But thank God for this timely posting. Thank you much.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

Glad it was helpful!

Great video. I believe i am healed from 8 months no contact with my ex narc. Yes. I only now realize that i was in the process of healing from another friendship with my church friend when i met him- ex narc last Easter. Praise god for this tealization. Amen!!

Wow Mark!! I had a dream last night about this woman I really really liked and went back to sleep and dreamed again, by the afternoon I found myself having to go to her pet shop and it clicked and I was so surprised. My goodness, this lady was very very kind to me when I met her again, I got confused because she was super nice and playful but then I prayed and your video of a player showed up. She is a very subtle player always receiving but not giving, only happy when I was being useful to her and lacked consistent interest on me. It was so confusing because she was treating me with such kindness and asking me to show up more times, that she was happy to see me, was playful and smiling, told me she'd tell others about me going there. So subtle!! Wow! God bless you Mark! And now this, It is clear that God allowed me to go through it today so I'd understand what she really is, heal from how she used to treat me on the past and would guard my heart cause I became overwhelmingly attracted.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

So glad you found this video helpful! God bless as you follow the Lord!

I just got done talking to my mentor Pastor Scott about how im always running away from my past and people in my life that have a broken relationship this video just came on an hour after that conversation. I hear you God Loud and clear. It's time to get healing from my past 😭

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

Amen, so glad this was timely!

@lauriescott2308

4 жыл бұрын

Ask God to release you from this relationship. God has something BETTER for you! Keep praying...🙏

Goodness, this is timely. Have you been reading my texts? Lol. AGW, you're like Google and FB, but I enjoy your content so much more. #Runner4Christ

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

lol! So glad this was relevant for you!

Thank you so much for this video! Just what I needed! I love all the videos you have posted about healing from past relationships. A breakup is one of the most complicated issues that we can faced in a relationship and we need a lot of help when we are dealing with it.

God bless you pastor, you are doing God's work.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

So glad you are enjoying the channel! God bless you too!

@revenant8989

4 жыл бұрын

@@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger Amen

@ladennayoung2939

4 жыл бұрын

Yes he really is.

3 and 4 are so true. After I trusted God and let go, because I was convinced he was the guy for me, I broke all energy and God presented me immediately my future husband. That fast!

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

God bless!

Thank you for this video, spoke to me on SO many levels ✌🏽

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

You're so welcome!

Oh wow!!! This message was on point. I didn’t allow myself to from the mental/emotional abuse...speechless...

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

God bless as you follow the Lord in the healing process!

Mark, you are like a prophet! That's exactly what is going on in my life God Bless you!

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

I'm so glad the Lord used this to speak to you!

God bless you. As usual I needed this in Jesus name. Lord deliver me. Cause all I seem to do is hurt me/hurt me. Lord deliver me. Cause all I seem to do is hurt me/hurt me.

@dmae93

4 жыл бұрын

This is my go to song in my healing process! Love this❤

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

So glad this was timely for you! All glory to God!

This is for me.I can’t move on 8yrs now since 2011

@aze7324

4 жыл бұрын

Stephen Brown aww

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

Keep seeking the Lord and obeying him! God is good!

@babiulilate4754

4 жыл бұрын

You can do all things through Christ who strengthens you. Speak the word of God into your life, its a sword that cuts down to the marrow.

@cbatt327

4 жыл бұрын

Go online and find the prayers on breaking soul ties and pray til you get your breakthrough 2Samuel 5:20

I keep repeating the same mistakes and choosing the wrong partners. What you are saying is so true we need to confess our sins and ask for forgiveness and forgive ourselves and live a more fruitful life.

#4 really spoke to me. I went through so much heart ache over missing my ex the last year, that sometimes even tho I’ve found a new relationship with a really nice guy now for about a year with him, sometimes I still feel sad and loss from my previous relationship. I miss having a Godly relationship. My new partner is a sweetheart but he’s not a Christian. He loves me, my family loves him, and I love him too, but he doesn’t love God. And it’s just left me with a feeling that I’m missing something. In this relationship I’ve felt myself straying from God and taking up bad habits. I just don’t know what to do. At first I thought since he was such a kind person and sweet boyfriend, that God brought him. But almost a year later and I’m seeing myself and our relationship I can’t help but feel some shame and think “God wouldnt want this”. I don’t know what to do. Some might just say to leave him but I know that’ll break his heart and it feels so wrong to hurt such a sweet guy who gets along so well with my family

You always on time! I really need to hear this right now haha

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

I'm so glad this was timely for you!

This is exactly how I'm feeling!

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

So glad this video was relevant to you :)

@TheRedHood1981

4 жыл бұрын

@@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger This was at the right time to.

I’m so happy I found this guy!! His videos help me out so much through this single season im in after various of heart breaks & still healing

@marcelwilliams1736

3 жыл бұрын

God please provide Crystalina with your protection and direction

This video showed up in a perfect time I am still trying to heal from a five year relationship. This social distancing is really forcing me to face how I am really feeling. I have been avoiding the pain for months by trying to stay busy.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

Amen, it's so important to use these trials to seek the Lord!

Thank you! I’ve been struggling with getting over my best friend and I honestly don’t even know how to move on.. she’s the best thing in my life and I don’t even know how she is or if she still feels the same way about me

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

This may help: kzread.info/dash/bejne/m6aasdtrnri2ldI.html

This definitely was beneficial to me and actually helped me to see what stage I'm in, I can't financially afford your classes, but I do listen to your topics you talk about and I find them very insightful. Thank you Mark 😊, God Bless.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

So glad the channel has been helpful! I will always offer most of my content for free so no worries :)

@shawnd7742

4 жыл бұрын

@@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger Thank You 🙏

Wow the timing of your video always amazes me. Thank you Lord for showing ur love and caring even through a KZread Channel. You surely are so good to me.

This video is like a blessing for me everytime. Yesterday I went through a very had past memory although it's been more than a year but still I feel like there is a string and today from your video, I got a clear picture of myself. Thank you so much blessed to subscribed your channel, Beacuse you always hit on right time. God bless you 🙏

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

So glad this was timely! God bless!

I know I've posted this before and I apologize for this being really long but this is very timely for me. I've been constantly struggling with a lot of depression, regret/remorse, self-hatred, social isolation, anxiety, and loneliness. You see when I was in 9th grade I started talking to this one girl from my church. (We both grew up in the church but we never really talked to eachother) Let's call her Alyssa. (That's not actually her real name, but to protect her identity let's just call her Alyssa). I remember the day we met (more like officially started talking) like it was yesterday. I remember where I was, what I was doing, the sweater I was wearing. It was at a social event at one of our youth pastors house. All the boys went outside to go play football, but I stayed inside with all the girls since it was cold out and I was a wussy lol. I was just chilling on the couch stairing at the ceiling day dreaming in my own la la land. Then she comes up and sits down right next to me and started a conversation with me. (She probably just thought I was lonely). I was totally caught off guard. We started talking about stuff, like our hobbies, school, likes/dislikes...etc. We were talking for about 15 maybe 20 minutes. I had small crushes on a couple other girls at school, but there was something different about Alyssa. I never felt this way about any other girl or even her before we started talking. I loved her personality (chatty, nice, hotheaded/tough). For the next 9 months we got to know eachother more on a friendship level, and I had a huge crush on her. I really liked her. She was beautiful and I loved her personality. I asked her to go tubing with me on a youth trip to Springhill and she said yes. She also made me a red and white bracelet at another church youth event (she knew I was a red wings fan). We were not dating but I legitimately thought she was the one and that someday we would be married. I let my emotions take me over. I was 15 and I had no idea how this dating stuff worked. Alyssa was the very first girl I genuinely liked. Unfortunately, things went to hell after that. I wanted her to like me and I was too stupid to see that I was already doing all the right things. (Just being myself). I let fear and worry take me over and I started making a lot of stupid mistakes like acting all desperate and clingy, and being nervous around her. (Not just one time, but several over the course of about 3 months. The summer of 2016 to be exact). This made her not want to speak to me again. She avoided me after that. This led me to becoming really depressed and angry at myself. I also started fighting with my lifegroup friends at church. We were fighting over a lot of dumb and immature stuff. I was taking out my anger and frustrations on them. I then decided to leave the church. It felt like everything I loved had turned against me. Alyssa didn't like me at all, not even as a friend, and my own friends turned on me, my own brothers (metaphorically). For the next two and a half years I didn't pray or read the Bible. I was miserable, depressed, lonely and isolated. I felt cast out. I was angry at God for letting me get into this situation. I thought God hated me and betrayed me. Deep down I still believed in him but I was not following his Word or obeying him. I tried looking for love and acceptance in the wrong places. I became attracted to girls at school that I knew deep down were not good for me. I had a lot of trouble making friends at school. I tried to join clubs at school to make friends but I never fit in or felt accepted by my fellow classmates at school. Nothing was working out. Eventually, things got so bad for me that I tried to kill myself by slitting my wrists in March of 2019. I still have the scars on my arms. All of my problems were caused by me and me alone....out of my own stupidity and immaturity. I had no one else to blame. I was so lonely, sad, ashamed, guilty, depressed, and isolated. I then finally realized that everything went downhill for me because I was not obeying God and listening to him. I tried to do things my own way and it was a disaster. I finally turned back to God and asked him for forgiveness and that I was going to follow him from now on. I started to pray and read scripture daily. I decided to return to the church to make up with my old friends and try talking to Alyssa again. I was a lot more mature this time and in a better physical shape too. I was able to restore my friendships with my lifegroup friends. I did try to talk to Alyssa again. It actually went pretty good since it was 3 years since we last saw each other. I began to believe maybe she is the one all along but due to my stupid mistakes, God then had to find an alternative route for me. Just like Pastor Joel Osteen said (paraphrasing): God is like a gps. When we make stupid mistakes and poor decisions....etc, God simply just recalculates the route to our destiny. It may take longer now because of our mistakes but don't worry God will still get you to your destiny. Me and Alyssa got along well again and she gave me her snapchat. We started talking again in December 2019. I also found out from a mutual friend of ours that she just broke up with her boyfriend. I asked her out on a date in person for Valentines Day this year and she actually said yes. She sounded very enthusiastic too. She was not stuttering or making long pauses. (She's very chatty so it is not hard to keep a conversation flowing with her). After that she ghosted me and blocked me on snapchat and I have not heard from her since. I did not say anything rude or inappropriate and I was not even talking to her much on snapchat. I only started a couple conversations with her by replying to her story. I guess she did that because I showed romantic interest. I've been really confused, depressed and heartbroken (again). I don't why God even bothered to bring Alyssa into my life in the first place all those years ago. I never asked her to come up to me that day. I never cared for her up until that point. This girl caused me so much pain over the last few years and I don't know how to handle it. I won't be able to just simply avoid her either because she is from my church and I have not met another girl that could overtake my feelings for Alyssa. I'm having a real hard time letting go. I constantly wonder why God allowed this to happen to me. I missed a lot of fun times and events at church because of the pain. Church feels painful to go to for me, since it is always associated with her. I also grew up in that church my whole life. I can't just simply leave and find another church. Not aa day goes by where I don't remember the good times with her in 9th grade and the stupid mistakes I made. i wish I could go back in time and fix it all. I wish I wasn't so foolish, immature, and stupid. I wish I knew then what I know now. I wish I could have changed what happened. I wish I never met her. I wish that she never came up to me that day. it is far better to not love someone at all, then to love someone you know you can"t be with. And it is because I love her that I wish I never met her. Just thinking of her brings me pain. It feels like I got rejected by the right person. I wish God would just wipe this girls existence from my memory.

@daughterofzion8305

4 жыл бұрын

God has a plan for you All things work together for your good. Something good will work out This situation will make you more wiser, discerning aswell God will use this to help you and others. When lead to pray for Alyssa let God's will be done,ask the Holy Spirit to help her in every area of her life Let your prayers be Holy Spirit lead God may show You things she is going through, family etc Maybe she is struggling with Prayers and reading the word of God. Let God speak in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth amen

@emmadavidson8609

4 жыл бұрын

ChiefOnALeaf wow! That has been quite a journey, and sometimes things that we go through doesn’t make sure at the time. God really has your back and wants you to heal from the hurt and frustration just like Mike said but you have to allow God to come into your heart. I recommend that you find a good therapist/ counsellor (if you can afford it) who can help you acknowledge and accept your emotions. I personally struggled with similar feelings like you and have started counselling and it has honestly been life changing. I’ll be keeping you in my prayers but always remember God wants to use this painful part of your life to bring healing and wholeness to others. 🙏🙏

@brittbritt997

4 жыл бұрын

ChiefOnALeaf forgive yourself for your mistakes. That is apart of the healing process. If you don’t forgive yourself the enemy can always rub what you did in your face to make you feel shame. I had to learn that myself so just passing on some knowledge to you brother. Be blessed. Stay in God’s presence. He’ll reveal to you why it didn’t work. Ask him to help your character. Get to the root of why you get clingy. Spend time with God in your singleness to know God more and for him to hold a mirror up to you. He will show you your flaws and will lovingly correct you. Let him heal you and prepare you for the wife he has for you. Be encouraged. 💖✨

Whenever I am praying, I try to stop and listen for God's response. I never hear his still small voice answer me while praying, so at the end I would say "Ok Lord I didn't hear you audibly but please speak to me some other way". He has answered me this morning by using you and this video. I have been asking for his help also to move on. However, there are times when I feel like I have gotten over, only to have this person resurface. It's a struggle but God's knows best. I always knew that there is a lesson for me to learn from it, but I couldn't understand why it was so difficult for me to move on. Thank God for you and thank you for allowing the Lord to use you to be his servant in this fashion.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

So glad this was helpful!

I do get lonely sometimes, but have always believed God wants me to be single :)

Exactly what I needed to hear. But I already know that I'm not completely healed. I actually woke up crying because of the hurt I felt. I am doing very well, but still need time. I definetly don't t want to begin a relationship untill I am healed. I just ask God to let me enjoy the time I have now. One day at a time!

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

Amen, it's a journey

God is telling me I can’t move on because I’m an idiot

@carlossantana9738

3 жыл бұрын

Hey what's your name

@shooklizard9039

3 жыл бұрын

Samee

@Dee1nOnly92

3 жыл бұрын

Me too

@ladennayoung2939

3 жыл бұрын

Not an idiot. Just a human with feelings.

@ladennayoung2939

3 жыл бұрын

People want to love and to be loved that is natural. We just need to learn how to have healthy relationships.

I’m here because I still can’t move on. It’s been 2 years already.

Thank you. Just as I was praying about this very situation, this is the first thing I see. Thank you Angel

I’ve been thinking about my past relationship for a while now and this was given to me from God so thank you for making this :)

Interesting discussion. However, this is where I am in my life at this time: "James 1:2-4 (KJV) 2 My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations; 3 Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience. 4 But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing." I'm at this point I "want nothing." Why? Because I understand everything this side of eternity is temporary anyway. We're just passing through this life on our spiritual journey to the next plateau of our eternal home. Therefore, ANYTHING this side of eternity is eventually going to pass away. I am a Psychologist and a Behavior Therapist by profession. I see many people get up in arms about money, people, possessions, relationships, marriage, socioeconomic status, etc. And I look at them and think: Why are they allowing themselves to go through so much agony and anguish regarding things that are temporary in this life, when eternity is a lot longer than our mere on average lifespan of just 75 years? None of what you see here in the physical realm is going to last forever. Nothing! So, why do people put themselves through so much mental anguish and torment attaching themselves mentally and so desperately to what is for all intents and purposes temporary, and behave as if what happens this side of existence is going to last forever? There's freedom in seeing things as they truly are instead of deluding oneself that anything this side of eternity will somehow fill the void, and satisfy the longing of the eternal soul. Because it will not. Don't misunderstand. I'm not berating marriage, having a family, and having healthy relationships. What I am saying is whatever your heart's longing is this side of eternity is indeed temporary and therefore will pass away. Then what? So, "... let patience have her perfect work, that you may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing."

@naz-nazneen886

4 жыл бұрын

DIDUKNOW7777 Wow, I really appreciate this reminder, but in the way you presented it, is helping me. I have been trying so hard not to think about the family members & person, who recently hurt & betrayed me. Trying so hard not to replay those scenarios.

@DIDUKNOW7777

4 жыл бұрын

@@naz-nazneen886 Put your complete trust in the one who loves you the most who cannot lie about his promises in his word. Put God first in all things. People are fallible. God is perfect. Forgive those who have wronged you. See them for who and what they are. Forgive and move on. God will bless you. No worries, only peace.

@naz-nazneen886

4 жыл бұрын

DIDUKNOW7777 Amen & thank you!

@shayalynn

4 жыл бұрын

Love this! I view things just like you even before I became a Christian, and I always thought I was like an alien in this world. Every time I expressed those thoughts, people around me would look at me at really strangely and would tell me that I might suffer from depression and to try and be more positive. A few days ago I did a research report over depressive realism for my psych class, and I thought it was really interesting how findings show people with "depression" often have more accurate judgement and perception when viewing things in life. It made me think, what if being a depressive realist is not a bad thing at all. I know that I have thought like that for years, and I always blamed it on having depression, but in reality, it wasn't necessary negative thoughts and perceptions. Someone else who doesn't see what I see may think that it is "pessimism" for believing that the things around us don't really matter. They put their values on the things of this world so what can we expect if we say something different. What's the point of laboring so hard for things if in the end, it makes me miserable and it will pass away. What did I even achieve? The book of Ecclesiastes was a book that I could extremely relate to. A realist looks at both the positive and negative, with no bias, no deception. You see reality as it actually is, one who accepts and deals with things as they really are, and I believe this is wisdom, a gift from God. Because in it, you can rest and know there's a better future ahead. What screws us up most in life is the picture in our head of how it is supposed to be. Realists have a firm grip on reality and can see things for what they are, not what they are told they are. Realists have their own views and do not fall victim to propaganda, misconception, or titles. An optimist, which is usually what this society only accepts as the right way of thinking sees only the positive and is blind to the negative. A pessimist only sees the negative and is blind to the positive, but a realist - has the ability to see both and is fine with it because reality is grounded on the truth that comes from God.

@DIDUKNOW7777

4 жыл бұрын

@@shayalynn I believe self-delusion is the root cause of many illnesses both psychological and biological. Thanks for sharing your thoughts. And remember to disregard labels. A person who sees life for what it really is is neither "depressed" nor "delusional" but is a realist. Nothing more.

I recently broke up with my non-christian boyfriend (3 months ago) and it’s been really hard letting him go and everything is reminding me of him, but I’m just praying and telling God my honest feelings about my ex and I’m hoping that time will heal!

@okinbaloyedamilola8405

4 жыл бұрын

I am going through that presently also and honestly Its so hard because I am so tempted to go back cos he is still asking for another chance. But he isnt christain and I cannot be unequally yoked.

@subin5363

4 жыл бұрын

@@okinbaloyedamilola8405 Girl, I feel you. I totally understand how you are feeling.. It's really hard, but always try to remember that we should have relationships that reflects Christ's love. Also, we naturally come into conflict when the other spouse/partner doesn't have the same faith and values as us.. This is also a sign from God and His Holy spirit guiding you, even though it hurts. I hope and pray that you will have the courage to stay strong in your faith in the Lord.

That last part made allot of sense. Don’t make yourself a slave again when you’re already healed and free

Wow, this video came at the right time. 🙌🏾 Going through this situation right now.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

So glad this was timely

I have dreams of a guy I like and sometime they come true or it’s like he’s telling me things I need to know during separation

I want to move on already i want to leave my.past and this came all of a sudden in youtubeee

This video finds me at a very weird time, gods messages can be hard to unravel alone, thank you for the help

Thank you, Mark for your videos. So happy that I met you now. I also believe that "everything is for good". Jesus always works with His children and everything that happened helps us to be stronger in Christ and in further relationship when it's time. You are very good Biblical Teacher! Loves a lot how you explain all the points and shows verses from Bible. Thank youuuu 😊 All the best from Russia 🇷🇺

Can I ask how you learned all of this? I actually learned this by just asking (more like pleading) with God from a very broken place to show me what love is. I was pretty clueless at that time. You would not believe what he has taught me since then! That was 2014. He has showed me through different experiences and relationships. I don't intentionally look for men to date, but somehow I end up in relationships. I feel like God is telling me I still have something to learn because I really learn so much when I'm interacting with a man during a relationship. Most recently it happened with my next door neighbor. I've never dated anyone who lived so close to me. I avoid men but I think God is saying I have more to learn and he's going to make sure I do. I have become much smarter about who I date now, due to my heavenly father's teachings and I ask lots of questions in the beginning to see if we're a potential good match. I also pray for God's guidance and he has shown me in different ways (mostly in the actions of the other person that go against what I've learned about love from God's teachings) whether or not I should pursue a relationship with that person. The neighbor was just not on the same level of understanding as I am in many areas and it helped me see that we are not a good match. He was affectionate and caring and even told me he loved me eventually, but his love was not the kind of love God has taught me about, so I didn't feel like he really loved me. I think he may have lusted and had a strong attraction and attachment to me. But I don't think he's self aware enough to realize that was actually what was going on for him. I felt a lot of times that when I tried to talk to him, he just did not understand me. He assumed a lot and would get defensive easily. He told me several times my relationship with God was coming between us and that our relationship would be perfect if I wouldn't allow that to happen. He literally told me to choose between my relationship with God and him. I can't even believe he thought I would choose him. That blows my mind. This guy had told me in the beginning he had a strong relationship with God and that he wanted to work on it and make it stronger. These are the kinds of things that made me realize this man was not right for me, and not showing me love the way I want and deserve it. I didn't feel like he valued me either. I am so grateful to God for what he has taught me and I'm learning how to love myself and understand my true value and what I deserve. I knew none of this in 2014. I think it's amazing that he has taught me all these things and all I had to do was ask!

This is so crazy... My ex gf from 2 years ago just called me yesterday. Its like god is talking to me thru your videos.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

So glad this video was timely and helpful to you!

Some of us already graduated through Christ, but we feel like it's not enough. So we end up going back school and enrolling in things that we think is best for us when God has a apprenticeship lined up already. It's like being a master chef but thinking you need to enroll in ballet classes lol

wow, such a reassurance that I am in fact ready to move on. Your previous video - ways God is showing you it's time to start dating again - was very convincing, too but I just wanted to double-check and make sure. Thank You and God bless! :)

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

So glad the videos have been helpful to you!

Amazing answers for my confused mind.

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

So glad it was helpful!

😭😭😭😭😭😭 I’m tired God won’t let me move on!!!

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

Keep following the Lord no matter what

@christinemurillo417

4 жыл бұрын

Anisah A I’ve been there...honestly, I put myself through an unnecessary process because I didn’t obey God. But if you watched this, it’s because you WANT freedom! God can work with that and He is willing! In this time being single, fall more in love with Jesus, get to know yourself more, lay your tears before Him, and He will comfort and restore you! You’re gonna move on and you’re gonna be ok. There’s 7 billion people on this planet, and God cares for you and who you will end up with :). It will come in the right timing and will be even better than what you expected. Hang on, sis 💕💕

@Theholywomenclub

4 жыл бұрын

Christine Murillo thank you sis! I appreciate it. I am in that season of singleness and it gets pretty exhausting at times but God has revealed a lot to me so far. It’s refreshing having someone else who’s been in the similar situation. 💕

@marcelwilliams1736

3 жыл бұрын

God please provide Anisah with your protection and direction

It's such a confirmation. God bless you so much. ALL GLORY TO JESUS 🙏🙏🙌🙌

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

Amen, all glory to God!

Amen there is time for everything,it took me time to forget about it but im glad i find courage to let it go and moved on thanks

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

God bless!

My dear it hurts too bad when I try to forget it can work for two days or four then it hits me back like a fresh wound

Allow God to heal u. Your boyfriend/girlfriend, wife/husband is not God. Let go and let God. God know knows what’s best for you. 🙏🏽

@ApplyGodsWordcomMarkBallenger

4 жыл бұрын

Amen, only God is worthy of worship

I am healed. The devil tempts me when I am not expecting him too.

I pray to God to move on. I pray to God to stop thinking of the person who injured me. I have moved on little by little. I pray for strength. And if I am weak again, I think positive.