I Wrote A Song About Feeling Worthless & Insecure
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Song Name: Gremlin - Talking To The Stars
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Lyrics:
You don’t know how low I’ve got
But just look at the home I bought
Always tryna show other people that I’m more than enough even though I’m about to blow my top
Working everyday tryna hold my spot
Got a lot of women sayin oh my God
Cause I’m riding round the city in a brand new Beamer tryna be somebody that I know I’m not
Even went and bought a couple gold chains
To show all the people I don’t know I’m not a no name
And the love of my life wants me in the slow lane looked her in the face said no way
Fuck settling down I never knew how, man I been living life like I don’t age
All the parties have cocaine I’m doing my best not to go back to my old ways
But I been up for so long that it feels like it’s still the same day
Hate being a lone so I party with the people who feel the same way
Too many drinks now the whole room spinnin
I don’t even know if I’m with one or two women
Feels like my heart beats every few minutes
I think it’s my hearts way of saying are you finished? Or are you finished?!
Let me be real with you I don’t think I love myself
I only feel like I’m enough when I’m someone to somebody else
Killing myself just to prove I have purpose
I’ll show the receipts & the proof that I purchased
I’ll do anything so the truth doesn’t surface
That I’m doing the most cause I truly feel worthless
Damn, And honestly, that’s an epiphany, if I ever heard one
But ima take another drink because everybody here keeps saying I deserve one
& she just put a drug in my mouth same one that she’s putting onto her tounge
I’m putting it in song cause I don’t want you to make the mistakes I don’t learn from
I talk to the stars hoping there’s one maybe I might reach
When I finally do I just hope that it Guides me to find my peace
I wanna know why I was put on this earth for
And as an artist why the fuck do I hurt more?
& will I miss this life when I’m gone?
Or will I feel like I finally belong?
looking back at my life I feel like it’s all I ever wanted
But after getting so many cold shoulders you turn cold hearted
& I’m Ice cold now like I’m sub zero
I don’t want you to see me as some hero
Cause I’m just putting my flaws in the open
To show you you’re not the only one broken
Пікірлер: 901
Hope you guys enjoy my last song of the year!! Please be sure to LIKE/COMMENT on the video & let's blow it up before the year ends!
@marissaduarte3409
2 жыл бұрын
you knoe it much love gotta always support ❤️
@Max_parallax
2 жыл бұрын
not even out yet and i already dropped my like cause we all know this gonna slap
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
@@marissaduarte3409 appreciate you
@JPEACE1966
2 жыл бұрын
This going to be the best
@Littlekerce
2 жыл бұрын
This is amazing!
"Putting my flaws in the open to show you, your not the only one broken" - That is the power of music and expression right there
@jamesdickinson6971
2 жыл бұрын
Yeah very well said I like that comment
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
🙏
@gloriawilliams1953
2 жыл бұрын
Forreal it helps to know we aren't crazy and that others feel like this as well
@HarmonicPolyphonic
2 жыл бұрын
@@gloriawilliams1953 100%
@eddiewilcox4510
2 жыл бұрын
Loved this part
"I talk to the stars hoping there's one maybe I might reach, when I finally do I just hope that it guides me to find my peace"... this is so deep..
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
🥺🙏
@xx.eveyy.3166
2 жыл бұрын
I felt this 😞
You’re leveling up man. This sound feels so familiar but fresh. Excited to hear what 2022 has to bring ❤️
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
My brother! Thank you man! Definitely hope to do another collab with you in 2022!
@madisonm5834
2 жыл бұрын
YES collab again please
"WILL I MISS THIS LIFE WHEN IM GONE OR WILL I FINALLY FEEL LIKE I BELONG"🔥 I FELT THAT!
Gremlin I know you won't see this but your music has helped me through some rough times in the past and I love your music
@taniapothana9540
2 жыл бұрын
Me too Fren. I woke up this morning feeling a bit lost & love me for me was in my feed & it reminded me that I'm just me. If They can't love me for me there's no point is there. It gave me strength to believe in myself when others make it hard to. I think he's Secretly an Ångel LOL. 😊💖
@aaronquinn8365
2 жыл бұрын
Look lad he may not see this but those who read the comments do we are all a family just and all are feeling the same in some sorta way he's helped alot of people and that's going to be his biggest legacy
why only seconds into the song i'm already tearing up 😢😢 this shit hits HOME HARD BEING A SURVIVOR FROM DOMESTIC VIOLENCE PTSD STILL HITS HARD AF FROM TIME TO TIME WHEN IT WANTS TOO MORE SO WHEN YOUR STILL TRYNA DO BETTER! now being a mom i try my hardest to be the best i can day & day out. BAD ASS 🔥🔥🔥 SONG OF 2021
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
So glad you made it out of that situation ❤️ nothing but love
@kween_unique28
2 жыл бұрын
@@Gremlinmusic24 THANK YOU FOR THE LOVE 🤗🤗 not just that made it out twice from 2 different relationships as mom you don't want your lil girl thinking it's a NEW NORM to stay in situations like those! nothing but support & love 💯💯💟💟💟
for all those who feel insecure and worthless and all above, you're not alone. other people feel the same but just realise, you're wanted
Congratulations brother FOREVER BROKEN PEOPLE FAMILY
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
Much love homie!!
@rickywilliams5787
2 жыл бұрын
Always brother
Man… I felt exactly what you were saying in this song about 3 months ago.. and now I have a girlfriend that takes care of me and loves me for who I am and is real with me instead of girls that just play me and use me for my money.. I truly appreciate you Grem, and I hope you keep being the amazing dude you are and keep the amazing music coming 🥺🔥
@dylands1916
2 жыл бұрын
Same here !!!!!
Listened to this song repeatedly that i lost count and i don’t say much but that song hits hard there’s some wounds that are so deep that it will take a lifetime to fix but all we can do is heal at our own pace👍🙏
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
Hell yeah thank you homie!
Excited to see this one and to relate 100%.
That was A great song. I can relate to the song. Nice job Gremlin.
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for the love ❤️
@jessicaslater5192
2 жыл бұрын
You are more then welcome. I love your music, and my two daughters love it also they are 6 and 10. I have all your music download on my phone.
In A World Gone Mad... Your Music Takes Me Somewhere else. I'm grateful for You. Shine Bright SuperStar🌟
Listened to it 3 times already bro and more to come b4 the night.... much love and respect and keep doing what you doing its helping and having a big impact on some of us that watch your videos old and new daily...
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
thank you so much homie, nothing but love!
This is even better than I thought it'd be. Love this so much.
@gremlin this song is amazing, I love it. I can relate way to much and it's soo good man. Keep up that amazing job and hope to hear more
I know it’s gonna be fire. That’s what you do, bro. Being dope and bringing hope. Let’s go! 🎙✔️💯🙏👊🔥🔥🔥
"Will I miss this life when I'm gone or will I finally feel like I belong". Shit made cry.
Man this hit hard, I can relate to allot in this song. For anyone who feels like this your not alone and your loved ❤️
Wow this guy. Been listening to gremlin for years. So underrated. This guy needs the world to hear this stuff. So many people will relate So many people will find hope in his lyrics
This song is 🔥🔥🔥. I totally can relate. Thank you for always sharing
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate the love ❤️
I can't wait to hear this song. I can relate to all your songs. It's like my life in a song. I always feel worthless.
Holy shiiiiiiiiiit.. This song is fire... The words literally scorched the fear in me of thinking I alone have those thoughts the words portray.. I love the complexity of words and how you can either use it to destroy or build.. and you my friend.. your songs and lyrics break and rebuild... so that pain and misery no longer have power over the new perspective of LIFE the songs grant you to see. Thank you for who you are @Gremlin, All the best to the New Year ahead.
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for the awesome feedback brother!! Really appreciate this
By far this song is now my personal favorite of yours, I felt 100%of these lyrics. Especially since I'm an artist as well, it definitely feels like I go though a lot more than what other people do. And by creating I just hope to turn my own chaos into art so that someone can benefit from the suffering I endure. My mentor for tattooing and most other things I learned taught me this, "if one is to suffer, they should do so beautifully and make something lovely from it?"
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this! Took a screenshot of that last part, what an amazing quote
I just started listening to your songs recently. But your songs just hit me on another level they perfectly explain how I feel... almost every song I listened to made me lose some tears... It also gives me the strength to get back up and start fighting again.. so keep up the good work! ❤️
Love your music& a lot hits my heart& soul! Thank you for your music
that's exactly how I feel right now and I have a lot of sadness in me.. this song is gonna be great I can tell
"Hate being alone so I party with people who feel the same way" it's crazy how much i relate to you and your music. My spotify's most listened to song of the year is actually your song called "Runnin". Thank you for saving me Gremlin
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
Oh no way! Hell yeah homie really appreciate the support 🙏
@TheeeDanielR
2 жыл бұрын
Love this
This hits true for me. I want to be liked so badly that I'm willing to compromise my character to be accepted. Thanks for the songs helping this broken person become a better man. I write songs her and there but I've also been writing poetry: Need. Don't you know I need it so badly? It's new and it's glow reminds me.. Reminds me of everything I don't have. Dreams of the white picket fences, blinding diamonds, and cars that glisten. I worship these like my idols. If only... But this broken boy in a man's body is trailer trash. Are they right? probably. He's just like his father. A generational curse. I play the part so well you would swear it's rehearsed. Handcuffed to the bed that I choose to lay in. But I'm the jailer. I hold the keys to many prisons. I lock the doors behind me as soon as I enter. But who put me in this box? I scream.. I shout.. My ring full of keys jingles about. Oh child..please Break out.
@NoneMechanic101
2 жыл бұрын
Nice
My best friend introduced your music to me and oh my fuck!!!! You have touched my soul so much deeper than anyone else. Its almost as if you and i live the same life! Thank you for being you and for being in my opinion one of the realest out there!!!!! 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
I lost my words when it's about describing the emotions or memories i go through thanks to your songs with deep lyrics like that. I'm not that much into rap but you're bringing a fresh wind of what rap was back in the 90s from my point of view. I wish you to be reward for that incredible work of yours. Give him the crown that this king deserve being the most inspirationnal and real talk rapper since nowadays. Peace to you Gremlin and i can't wait your next songs of 2022.
As always, you never disappoint! Great job! Way to end the year with another hit! Keep up the great work! 👍
another one !! 🔥🙏🏼💯 brother this is a great song you never disappoint. God Bless 🙏🏼
I love all your songs you will reach a long way. Please don't stop 💕💕
I’ve probably streamed this song too many times to count, I can’t get over how much I resonate to most of you music but this one right here hits differently. I cannot stress how excited I am to see how 2022 turns out for you!! You are an extremely talented lyricist and artist. I hope this year is one that you’ll never forget ❤️
Love it bro. Keep stayin on that straight and narrow; remember where you came from and the impact you’ve had on your family. (Sayin this to my self too, it gets real out there!)
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate that homie
exited for this one !!! first song from the new album!! FIREE🔥🔥🔥
I swear your words are speaking to me this song is my ultimate favorite feeling worthless is all ive been going through for the last 2 years it sux but listening to you and your music does put me at ease and im so grateful for you!!
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
I feel this’
Your music helps a lot of people feel comfort in the fact that someone else feels the same too. You are far from worthless. Even the people in the gutter can still see the stars :)
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this ❤️
Damn you guys outdid yourself with this whole thing. The visuals and lyrics on point like always. Loss of words on this. Priceless!! Thank you for giving us your poetry. An sharing with us your life stories.
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you my brother
Really love your music 🔥🔥🔥💯
Never felt connected to a song like this before... damn if everything in this isnt fucking relatable. God bless and thank you for this..
Cant wait
I've heard many songs on life but this one really hit me hard bro. Wow. Wow. Wow... I NEEDED THIS 🙏🏻🔥😔
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you homie 🙏
We all know this is gonna be fire,relatable and real best believe I’ll be here when it drops🔥
Wow, I’m speech less. This is the best song of the year!!!! Real music we all can relate to
Aww hugs and hope u feel happier and u are worthy u help others with ur music and probably alot more behind closed doors . 💖 this music is amazing 👏
That was amazing, you did an amazing job on that song, that’s exactly how I feel.
Dammmmm I GOT THE CHILLS WITH THIS SONG 🎵 LOVE IT
You said you wonder what’s the purpose of you in this life but you clearly know by heart you are here to change peoples lives by your words and through your songs & messages. You hope you might reach a star and find peace, yet you are my peace and so many other fans peace. I been doing so much healing this year and been completely alone that I’ve grown, matured and healed & still love your message through your songs. Your heart isn’t cold, you use it for self mechanism, We love you !💕
Can't wait 🤗💗🎼💗🤗
I seriously talk to stars when I feel lonely 😔.. This song is related to my life💔.. Love and respect from North East India . I do love your music bro
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
Same 😭
@lhunminchonkhongsai8747
2 жыл бұрын
Iam really thankful for the Reply..
I love it so so so much !!! Thank you for that masterpiece !!!💜💜💜💜🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻I can relate soo much ! Thank you ! You’re amazing ! Pls keep going💜you give me so much strength with your songs !👉🏻👈🏻🥺💜
I love this song gremlin your being so truthful in it
So good!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥 Thank you for continuing to be transparent. You are helping so many people. Much love!
Already know it’s gonna be fire🔥
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
100%
Great song! Keep it up 👍
Gremlin you're a genius. . Your lyrics hit MY SOUL .. thank you so much for never giving up ! Yess this is definitely going to blow up!!!! 🎶💯🙏💕
O my heart 💜 keep speaking to those stars to find that peace this is beautiful
OMG ONE OF MY FAVORITES😮
Too hyped
@FixItFrench
2 жыл бұрын
Fire as expected!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Still got it and still listening. From so low those that survive gain such strength and a sense of purpose. That doesn't mean you're fixed, just stronger than you were before. You have taken what would have completely obliterated some and channeled it to make others aware and while you may not be given the recognition you deserve by those that steer the wheel, your unselfish gift has helped more people than you know and it will come back to you. Maybe not in the way you thought but in the way you need. Hang in there and stay strong!
It made me cry 😢 dam I'm sobbing gremlin sorry emotions man I feel it.
Keep going homie love ya 💯 ❤❤
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
Love ya too!
Im so proud of you!
This one touched my soul. Thank you for what you do. Truly blessed!
That's right way to keep it real song hits prayers for you as well 🙏 🙌
This song is really good. If you added a singer for a hook it would be platinum! Keep it up, love hearing real lyrics with meaning!
Absolutely luv this song my guy gremlin wish to me you one day we have a lot of stuff in common I here my voice thru your lyrics😕💫
Can I just tell you again how much your music just Hits my soul and I am a recovering addict of 3 years now and I'm in a horrible relationship in every single one of your songs easier for me to walk away and I want to thank you for that because it made me see things in a different light like I don't deserve what he's doing to me and how he's been treating me and how I treat myself. So thank you for being you and giving me a new life 😍🥰
Yeh mad can't wait liked it allready keep on the broken people this is type of music I wanna write my after this is real talk one of the reason and problematic yous are the reason I picked up a pen to a note pad stay on the grind gremlin really love Ur music
NOT DISSAPOINTED 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Hey that looks like the salt flats!! Lol
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
It is! 😁
@thesaltypainter2822
2 жыл бұрын
@@Gremlinmusic24 hopefully you do a show in SLC soon..
Gremlin... *Hugs* those of us going through these things understand each other so much. You have really good flow. Don't stop going for your dreams.
I don't care what you or anyone says! You're my personal hero. Both me and my Bro agree on one thing in our lives, and that is you deserve more recognition.
Definitely one of my favorite songs! Keep it up!
So fire and smooth as always!! Keep going man!! I'm inspired by the this song
WOOOWWWW GREM!! This song ROCKED my core!! I love your openness, raw and uncut! Prayers for you man! Pray you lift up and keep rising! You ARE someone to everyone here right now looking for a lead to follow and thats you!
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
thank you so much!! Really appreciate that
In a world I'm around people I've known my whole life I know I'm loved but still they cannot even begin to comprehend what lays dormant beneath. Your lyrics reminds me there are ppl out there that feel just like I do. I never one to be emotional but your lyrics really made me cry I'm just glad no one was around to witness it
Bro this is a banger my favorite so far I’ve been listening to this for 5 hours straight I really appreciate you your music was there for all of us when we needed it the most love ya brotha
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
You a real one! Thank you buddy 🙏
Love this song.
got this one on repeat!
Mah man just keeps on proving he's the Messiah of Broken people💔
Another very relatable song Gremlin, can't wait to see and hear the next song man
Man, I really appreciate you for creating this and sharing with the world. I really needed it tonight and your words spoke to me, thank you.
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
Pleasure is all mine brother
Thank YOU! A late Mery Christmas to you and yours! These days between Christmas & New Year is even better with your new tune! ;) It's true,sooo hard to be "Real" instead of some other one WE always feel is wrong & MAN you put it in a song! Great ONE! Liked the sound and your flow is avesome, like alvays! Take care, stay safe & continue the journey with more lovely inspiration, to us all - Broken People! Again....HAPPY NEW YEAR! ###SideNote: Thx for the Merch (On it's way here in Sweden now!)###
This song is a sad song but this song makes me strong with I go Through Tough times
Absolutely love this! ❤❤❤ Love the imagery in the video...wow 🔥
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
thank you !! worked hard on it :]
Amazing! Each song released gets better and better! Keep doing what your doing Gremlin!!!
Putting my flaws out in the open to show you you're not the only one broken....that hit hard
Going through this right now. Thanks for sharing this bro
Can’t get enough of this song!! ❣️
That last line right there! Damn, chills
I've been listening to you music for the last 2 years and I feel this is the best song you've done that anyone can relate to. I've listened to it almost on repeat since I first heard it
@TheeeDanielR
2 жыл бұрын
Sameeeee
@hoaidang7618
2 жыл бұрын
do you guys have any recommend artirsts related to his vibes? kind of into his music lately
Wow. You amaze me more and more every time!! ❤️ much love
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate you ❤️ hope you’re well
Yo songs keeps speaking to my spirit and this one its taking my soul away bro
Been watching Mark for years & will continue to here from 🇬🇧
@Gremlinmusic24
2 жыл бұрын
You a real one ☝️
thank you for making my life better i relate to your songs as i was struggling with mental health two thanks to you and my fiance i manage to get through it all
Your music speaks to me!!