I share my story with you in hopes that you don't feel so alone when you go through tough times.. Please be sure to share this with everyone you know and let's make the world hear us! Also, I'll leave the lyrics below for you. #BrokenPeople [Verse 1: Gremlin] Heart broken and I'm starin at the moon light/ Nothings helping so I'm hopin that this vew might/ I dont wanna sink into it tonight/ So I crack a brew cause that's just what I have to do to get my mood right/ I dont understand who I'm even becomin/ Dont know why my demons are always getting summoned/ Man they make it so hard, for me to let love in/ Dont know what I run from, but I keep on runnin/ Wish that I could slow down but I've never known how/ If you give me your heart it's gonna get thrown out/ I stayed in the darkness even when I found light/ Fuckin hate this bottle so I break it on the ground like/ like [Hook x2: Gremlin] Why do I drink till I'm numb? Why do I smoke till it's done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more [Verse 2: Gremlin] Feels like I dont fit in with society/ They may not like who I am but I am me/ I dont talk ever talk I'm sitting quietly/ But my head is loud dont know how to settle down all the anxiety/ I have always felt like I dont belong here/ It's been a long year, it's been a long life/ Sick of everybody sayin its gonna be alright/ Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night/ Everyone is who the fuck I need to stay away from/ I dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb I know that it's not right, needa get my mind right/ But for now I'm drunk, high & crying to the sky like/ like [Hook x2: Gremlin] Why do I drink till I'm numb? Why do I smoke till it's done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more [Verse 3: Gremlin] I dont wanna be like this forever though/ I hold onto a lot of shit I need to let it go/ But it's harder than I'd like to show/ I make the small things seem bigger like I'm lookin through a microscope/ Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls/ Needa be relentless if I wanna build a new world/ I know that I can change every day I am praying/ Cause I dont wanna be a 80 year old man sayin/ sayin [Hook x2: Gremlin] Why do I drink till I'm numb? Why do I smoke till it's done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more

@wendicopenhaver8550

4 жыл бұрын

I'm going through a really hard time right now. I have bipolar disorder and right now my depression and anxiety is higher than ever. Thank you for making this song. It couldn't have come at a better time.

@yvonnelavato1096

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you...

@tristesacerezo4307

4 жыл бұрын

Love it!!! 💛 Perfect timing when I'm currently going through both 💔 #Gremlinthebest! #smokedablunttothis!! 💛 #IREALLYLOVEDIT

@tufftony6604

4 жыл бұрын

I need to get me one of those shirts bro

@Gremlinmusic24

4 жыл бұрын

@@wendicopenhaver8550 hope it helped! I know youll get through it.

“Sick of everyone saying ‘its gonna be alright’ little do they know I had tears dropping all night.” I felt that. Hard. 👏🏼🖤😭

@Behappy-cl9ce

4 жыл бұрын

Yesss

@patrickmintash1925

4 жыл бұрын

yea fr everyone says that but will it really

@renjun.supremacy2948

4 жыл бұрын

same lol welp im very young ._. but i did feel it hard

@silentgunner5592

4 жыл бұрын

Yup 4:15 a.m. tears rolling and wake up with a smile

@stevendubose9045

4 жыл бұрын

Same😔😔

50 days clean and sober. I needed this Brother. God bless

@Gremlinmusic24

4 жыл бұрын

so awesome! Happy to hear that!!

@alexstaggs9170

4 жыл бұрын

Good job! You got this ik idk you but I am proud.

@sandytorreslifelessons4155

4 жыл бұрын

Keep it up! You can!

@rafaels.2141

4 жыл бұрын

Christopher Stolfi bro keep it up That’s awesome!

@biancamorrone1341

4 жыл бұрын

proud of u❤️

Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

@steceymorgan814

8 ай бұрын

Does anyone know any good source to get them? I put so much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels, would love to give shrooms a try.

@elizabethwilliams6651

8 ай бұрын

Yes, dr.sporesss

@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU

8 ай бұрын

Dr.sporesss is the best, he's been my go to for anything psychedelics.

@twinfred3160

8 ай бұрын

Is he on instagram?

@elizabethwilliams6651

8 ай бұрын

Yes he is. dr.sporesss

“Everyone is who I need to stay away from” Dang. I felt that.

@SpikioMegvatron

3 ай бұрын

My current situation staying away from everyone

“Talk to your parents about it” I don’t wanna tell the woman who gave me this life that i don’t want it anymore

@gabbypollard8795

4 жыл бұрын

How would I even do it is the question

@alejandromontoya701

4 жыл бұрын

Doingitwithnay that’s the thing

@jacksonmicheals3654

4 жыл бұрын

Same. She’s the reason why I’m the way I am

@Arasie_Saros

4 жыл бұрын

If you need someone to talk to, there are some people on Instagram that have support groups. And if you need someone to talk to, I'm here. 💜

@acid1775

4 жыл бұрын

I have anxiety and i never tell anyone about my feelings but my best freind cause i only feel myself around her

1. I cried 2. This song is fire 3. You spoke my depression and anxiety 4. I love this song Thanks for this video!!

@blankblank897

4 жыл бұрын

Same it's crazy asf

@seangsovanthado3789

4 жыл бұрын

same as you

@ricknear2096

4 жыл бұрын

Yow it is my first time to love rap Its because of you dude ,I hope I got youre attention #from the philippines Subscribing for more of your music

@chrislawrence7573

4 жыл бұрын

He spoke my depression and anxiety

I know people always say they can relate, or it sounds like you're telling there story...but damn. I could have co-wrote this. ❤

Anyone battling depression or anxiety, read the comments on this song, you’re not alone 💯

@joycasey4503

2 жыл бұрын

I feel the same we need help that's all not hate or haters

@shelbyalice7840

Жыл бұрын

I feel this song

@Vampirewitch-ss2xf

10 ай бұрын

I feel this cuz I have both boarder line anxiety and depression

@Vampirewitch-ss2xf

10 ай бұрын

On top of anger issues, PTSD,odd,slow learning disability and mentally younger than my physical age, impulsive discord,ADHD.

@Vampirewitch-ss2xf

10 ай бұрын

Bonus sensory issues. Questionably OCD

He reminds me of NF. He's definitely going to blow up.

@sarahhussain1381

4 жыл бұрын

Nathan same I was like that

@arantxaperez1442

4 жыл бұрын

Glad to see more people know NF

@phyberthua5080

4 жыл бұрын

@Nathan true

@Gremlinmusic24

4 жыл бұрын

Much love

@mattmusicloretto9574

4 жыл бұрын

NF don't cuss. Be better if gremlin didn't cuss.

"Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night" 😭, some people have no clue what happens behind closed doors and you're by yourself. It's nice to have someone to relate to.

I'm an old guy of 61 and I have to say these words are profound and must be spoken out of experience. Keep it up, young man. Your work is inspiring to us all...Peace

''I dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb'' frl tho 😭✋

“I don’t want to feel shit, I just want to stay numb”🥺🥺🥺

@Gremlinmusic24

4 жыл бұрын

💔

@anaamaya2929

4 жыл бұрын

Kayy Designs right.

@texasstar4544

4 жыл бұрын

Facts

When he said "I dont feel like I fit in with society" I felt that

@Lumine_Dreamweaver

4 жыл бұрын

I did too, hard.

@Gremlinmusic24

4 жыл бұрын

🙏

@jazzalderete7680

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@Audiotech05

4 жыл бұрын

Truth 💯

@dominicmcdonald1907

4 жыл бұрын

Relatable

"Why do I drink till I'm numb, why do I smoke till its done, till I dont feel anything no more, I don't feel anything no more." Never heard truer and more relatable words

I'm a musician and heavy rap critic and I just don't know if anyone has ever hit the nail on the head for so many people soooo underrated

@dominikdavisscheidegger3855

3 жыл бұрын

I agree

@beki2958

3 жыл бұрын

Maybe you should feel how some of us feel before you just say something like that why dont you feel the pain some people feel. Now days its some "wanna be rap" dont talk about other peoples music if you don't know the meaning behind it. You dont know the pain..And too the people im not meaning bad things..

@vaporz7282

3 жыл бұрын

@@beki2958 he was complimenting Gremlin and his song. Giving him props. You just interpreted the "underrated" incorrectly.

@stephenwrobel4282

3 жыл бұрын

@@beki2958 yeah. He's saying the song is underrated because more people should be listening and it should be more mainstream. Nothing bad 👍🏼🤙🏼

@og7890

3 жыл бұрын

This song hits hard period

This will be the best medicine to the people with depression and anxiety

@audreycarville5744

4 жыл бұрын

Honestly this song speaks to me !!

@MrVIKILEAKS

4 жыл бұрын

Yes

@thecheese7516

4 жыл бұрын

Riiiightttttttt

This is absolutely deep. A lot of broken people feel this... including me ... thanks I needed this. We’re not alone for sure.

@Gremlinmusic24

4 жыл бұрын

Much love brother

@artcruz5603

4 жыл бұрын

I lost my mom yesterday i can't stop saying crying 😭🥺😔

@FH_83_02

4 жыл бұрын

@@artcruz5603 I'm sorry for your loss.

@EMiitchell

4 жыл бұрын

Gremlin like wise bro.

You wrote this 4 years ago and i came across it because at this point in my life im at the bottom of the barrel but im gonna keep moving and not let the devil win..because God got me no he got Us ..thanks it helped me alot just now

28, started using heavy drugs to escape reality and everyone keeps thinking it changed me, drugs didn't change me what I went through did, all I went through in just the last 3 years changed me more than anything

You speak the unspoken words of us broken people ❤️ Never stop writing music. You are our voice.

@Gremlinmusic24

4 жыл бұрын

Never ❤️

Who ever didn’t like this song and left a “👎🏻” y’all tripping he’s the best if you don’t like it just leave don’t leave hate 🙄 that’s really sick

@Gremlinmusic24

4 жыл бұрын

agreed

@stevenvialpando8365

4 жыл бұрын

@@Gremlinmusic24 for real

@marybethsmith2124

4 жыл бұрын

Agree 1000% Gremlin is the real deal and is by far my favorite artist💯 Speaks nothing but real life everyday struggles. Like always this was pure 🔥🔥🔥

@ShayNashiv

4 жыл бұрын

So right but many got used to bad shit and dont press the right buttons no more...

@LoneKingMuzik

4 жыл бұрын

True

Dude... Get out of my head. My life is torture with anxiety and u nailed it. U gained a new subscriber. Ty

I Just kept overdosisng myself. I legit died and came back . But is it weird that those 2 minutes i was gone were probably the best 2 minutes of my life.

@linarodriguez812

3 жыл бұрын

Feel

@jennifermusick3077

3 жыл бұрын

That's probably the most saddest thing I ever heard...

@jord6658

3 жыл бұрын

I told myself that for so long,

I pray for my friend who is going through depression and anxiety as she was diagnosed bearly this week 🙏

@stevenvialpando8365

4 жыл бұрын

*Barely*

@stevenvialpando8365

4 жыл бұрын

I hope your friend gets better

@gloriaramos6443

4 жыл бұрын

Sorry to hear about your friend. May our heavenly father heal her and bless her with a good life

@clintonwansink3052

4 жыл бұрын

Believe in God he will lead her to the right way my friend didn't believe in god and tried to kill her self and then i prayed for her and talked to her prayed and now she is the most powerful girl i ever met God bless everything will get better just BELIEVE !

@isisteaukura1475

4 жыл бұрын

Tell her to start a spirtual journey

This hits hard cause it's true Gremlin keep the songs coming we need more people like you

Yo as a rapper and a rocker who struggles with multiple forms of depression, you just gave me my life story without even knowing me. Man, you just spit a direct line to my soul bro. You ain't just killin it, you as real as they come. Stay real homie. I'm a fan.

2024 and I barely found this man. Thank you Yeshua!

“Feels like I don’t fit in with Society They may not like who I am but I am Me I don’t ever talk I’m sitting Quietly But my head is loud don’t know how to settle down all the Anxiety”

@norru12

4 жыл бұрын

same🎧💜✔

@ashleygarcia4443

4 жыл бұрын

Aaron LorenzenZAaron sane ❤️😭

@lisab116

4 жыл бұрын

That part got me

"Don't even know why my Demons keep getting summoned!!!!" I feel that big time!!!!

This song is so relatable. Anxiety sucks been dealing with social anxiety for years & cannot control it.

@stevencampos1249

Жыл бұрын

Me to

Bro the line “I don’t want to be an 80 year old man saying” should make all of us reflect on who we are. We can only become a different person by changing the path we are on right now. If we don’t change, we will be who we are today 60 years from now 💯

The only thing that gets me from taking my own life at this moment is this song

@narcisozamorajr.9007

4 жыл бұрын

Know that there are people that are willing to offer their support. You don't have to through this alone. I'm hear if you need someone to talk to or just to vent. I at times feel the same way. Feeling trapped in my mind with no way out.

@CraftYourBukkit

4 жыл бұрын

Remember you are one of a kind, there's no one like you. You're special and that's what makes you amazing. Everyone has their flaws, but those are the reason you are living. It's your purpose to make the best out of what you have and keep pushing yourself to your best, so you become a better person. I know you're going through rough times and it's probably been way too long since you've felt good, but it'll come. And when it will come, it will come big. Stay strong and keep in touch with people. Don't try to do this on your own. There are so many people who would help you fight your demons. I hope you're feeling better soon.

@joannaly5246

4 жыл бұрын

You are special ♥️

@cheyennemartin2211

4 жыл бұрын

I'm not going to give you a long drawn out message about this or that, all I'm going to say is I love you. I don't even know you but I love you and if you need to vent about shit going on in your head, in your heart, or in your life, then I'm always here to listen. You can reply to this comment or if you don't want it to be publicly posted then you can message me on Instagram @c.m.art_official anytime. 🖤

@cynthiag9193

4 жыл бұрын

GOD DOESN’T GIVE THE HARDEST BATTLES TO HIS TOUGHEST SOLDIERS, HE CREATES THE TOUGHEST SOLDIERS THROUGH LIFE’S HARDEST BATTLES! Stay strong! I’ve been there myself many many times, but every battle/hardship made me stronger without even realizing it. Keep your head up no matter what other people say or think about you. Just know you are loved!❤️

Ive never found an artist who speaks to my soul like gremlin does. It has the exact effect he’s looking for. Knowing someone feels the same emotions is really reassuring when Im stressed.

@sammozafari

2 жыл бұрын

Check out NF

'Good music doesn't come from the mind it comes from the soul' ~Juice

Wow, this hits me hard.... I'm deionized with anxiety, depression, dyslexia, ADHD, and bipolar. I'm only 11, but that doesn't matter what matters is that I am beating it. I am stronger than it. So as everyone that has any deionized.

@nicholas3620

3 жыл бұрын

That’s nice to hear, keep it up.

@rustyvr1656

3 жыл бұрын

Idk thank you so much, I have been working on life, hard work pays oof

Thank you for this song. Most people take anxiety as a joke not knowing the demons we're going up against.

Please Gremlin should quit hiding his abilities on KZread. He should go sign to a record label.

@Gremlinmusic24

4 жыл бұрын

We will get there brother

@clintonwansink3052

4 жыл бұрын

Feeling you gremlin love you bro god bless

@Ben-rr3gr

4 жыл бұрын

@@Gremlinmusic24 Keep it about the music, you have a lot of time, let the talent shine and the process will work for itself

@tdub2399

4 жыл бұрын

Don't sign shit keep doing u and u will make it on ur own!!!

@sassyleo7821

4 жыл бұрын

Your music is real! You remind me of my son. When my son was 13 he asked me for a DJ set and he had been doing music since 3 rd grade. I believed in him and encouraged him to do what he loves. I bought him that set and he never looked back. Today at age 24 he DJs at some of popular clubs downtown in Denver! He makes music that people love to hear. His concerts get sold out every time! I see you in the future becoming this huge talented rap artist! I’ll be looking for that album!

THIS IS HOW MY DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY AND IT SUCKS I WISH IT CAN STOP AND THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME SEE THAT I AM NOT THE ONLY PERSON DEALING WITH IT

"Don't know what I run from, but I keep on running" gave me chills.

"why do i drink till im numb" i felt that hard

@juanyo5647

4 жыл бұрын

Chance Donald I felt that hard!! 🙏🏾

@dlara1986dl

4 жыл бұрын

Stay strong ya'll🙏

Thank you so much Gremlin for doing this, the song described my whole personality, after thousands of comments in this video I now feel not alone.

A song like this is a hidden treasure that had has saved my life. Living with anxiety and depression has been a struggle that never loses strength. So its honestly this type of music that can save the world. Please don't let let your voice fade. You've saved more lifes that you could imagine. You are an angel among mortals. Keep it up!

"I stayed in the darkness even when I found light."

@stacyovington6127

4 жыл бұрын

I relate so much

@christinafrazer4752

4 жыл бұрын

The dark feels safer. As in if it’s too dark for me to see you, you won’t see me

@2.....................

4 жыл бұрын

Stacy Ovington true

@DE_shen

4 жыл бұрын

Cus sometimes it burns

@candc101

4 жыл бұрын

Same

Gremlin Don’t stop this. It doesn’t matter whether rich or poor. Stand left or right or somewhere in between. Grew up on either side of the railroad tracks, Was handed everything in life, or had to fight to survive since you were a small but unfairly forced into childhood maturity human being. Black, white, Christian or Jew. Hispanic, middle eastern Muslim or Hindu. Struggles come in all forms. I don’t know your story exactly, but you have chosen to overcome. We all can. Currently my struggles are real. For myself and my 4 year old daughter. Every day that goes by I just want it to be fixed or be over. But I know as long as I fight I will win in the end. Not only will I give my daughter the life she deserves, but I will help guide others to have the lives they deserve. No matter the bad decisions we make and the holes we dig ourselves in, they will always be a light at the end of the tunnel. We just have to run to it. Even if it takes our whole lives. Failure is not an option. I will get out of this motel. I will put my child through the very best school possible. I will be successful in my view and I will leave a legacy that the people dear to me will be proud of. Rock bottom isn’t the end. There is still a way up, and I can still be buried further. The choice is mine. Poor people have it, rich people want it. If you eat it, you may die. What is it? The answer is... nothing... Even homeless and without work, the world is yours. You can never have nothing. Take every opportunity that may help you thrive and attempt to dismiss every opportunity that will pull you down. Just my thoughts from this emotional masterpiece of a song. Thank you Gremlin, for showing the world we are the same, just wanting something more, even if it feels impossible.

This song is absolutely life changing, I played this song to my dad and he just started to cry and hug me Cause he has no idea what to do with me being an alcoholic and smoker and prescribed alprazolam and when you use drugs you lose control of your frontal cortex and then you just drink and drink and drink and then it’s only emotions that come out , big respect This song means a lot to me

I wish I heard this 2 year ago. In and out of rehab to stop the pain I was going through. This song just made the tears stop. Thank you so much

I'm a 49 year old man. I'm homeless. Oh my god those words, I can relate to some of it, especially not fitting in with society, it's like I don't exist. I have tears rolling down my face as I type this and my throat is all tight. I don't drink or smoke or do drugs, nothing like that but yeah, tough words to hear.

@lanabogdanova9672

4 жыл бұрын

chilliman07 sometimes the truth hurts and sometimes you have to except it for what it is You will be alright

@alejandromontoya701

4 жыл бұрын

Stay strong you’ll make it one day I wish I could help you but I can’t drive and I don’t have money 😔

@grammaroffherrockerreacts1122

4 жыл бұрын

Good luck to you sir!❤❤🕇🕇💯💯

@Kai-mx3tw

4 жыл бұрын

Hey man are you ok

@hollyc6425

4 жыл бұрын

❤️

“I don’t want to be an 80 year old man saying, saying why do I drink until I’m num” man I feel u I have severe anxiety keep it up man

My boyfriend and I are both into music. Hes the rapper though not me. But my words can not describe to you how much this means to me. Bro I shed tears as I write this. You saved my life. I mean that 💯. For that I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

I just wanted to say thank you Gremlin. You are not alone.

I just wanna wear my headphone put this song on a repeat and walk to nowhere till i'm numb i don't wanna look back till i'm done.

@rachelsmith9089

4 жыл бұрын

❤

@thetreadmill4043

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@rylee1497

4 жыл бұрын

i feel this fr

@TheMusicRecordingNetwork

4 жыл бұрын

Man this sound like a song by itself

@punnish3rgaming27

4 жыл бұрын

Same feeling

"I have always Felt Like, I don't Belong Here." That Hit me Hard. and That Is Me Too.

Your lyrics are right on it, I’m tired of people thinking that we hurt of like trying to get attention….you have said exactly what I feel…. THANK YOU

As someone who deals with ptsd I feel this so much. Thank you. This song has helped me express the truth of what I deal with.

im 13 years old and i'm fighting so hard while the people around me keep on putting pressure on me .

@aquaflow1264

3 жыл бұрын

I just turned 40 and life doesn’t get easier U gota fight to live anthr day I pray I die every day smh I’m going thru serious depression ovr a break up in March2020

@shubham.pandey

3 жыл бұрын

Remember life=struggle+happiness

@brunobrunosjourney9944

3 жыл бұрын

I’ve been that age feeling that same way. I’m 42 now. I’m here to tell you the journey is long but it’s worth it in the end. Hold on tight to the people who truly care about you.

@the_holly_cells3729

3 жыл бұрын

@@brunobrunosjourney9944 you'r so right, but the things we don't all have this chance (having someone who cares), God dam It's hard I'm 17, now and being almost major will not help me. (Hypocrisis mode activited : ) Stay strong little fellow it's gonna be fine, I believe you gonna make it until you find a purpose in life !!

@ivaninfante9828

3 жыл бұрын

I just want to say that our differences are what make us unique and seperate us from the rest were human and have souls of our own even some one whos been through something similar will not fully understand and cant appreciate you for who you are. Love you and be the best you. Life os tough trust me. But the day people see you coincidently be you for some reason they'll want to be you. So no matter how you slice it this is one fd up place. Even if it doesnt seem like it just find one rhing each day that makes you happy and something that you can feel grateful for. Weather you believe it or not there are people out there who respect and have compassion for you. God loves you and I only speak from experience

My oldest son told me about this kid that's how I started listening to him I myself am going on 10 yrs Clean from meth .I was a addict for 17 yrs .It took for my lady to leave me and take my kids to open my eyes , long story short now they all live with me again . I drink my beers but that's it, I did it cold turkey 10 years ago never touched it again....Gracias...for ur music GREMLIN 👍

@Gremlinmusic24

4 жыл бұрын

thats amazing!! Very happy for you and your family!

@jessicachurch3850

4 жыл бұрын

Aveganueve I give you major props because my stepdad has been an addict to meth going on 8 years and my mom won’t fucking leave him... he needs a HUGE eye opener cause I don’t think he will ever stop and it’s hurting all of us kids :/

@Nvrpro888

4 жыл бұрын

jessica church Sorry for your situation :(

@74bigv

4 жыл бұрын

@@jessicachurch3850 I'm so sorry that you're in that situation ,your mom needs to realize that her kids are her number one priority ,she needs to put her foot down and tell him either you get clean or we walk

@jessicachurch3850

4 жыл бұрын

Aveganueve yeah I know I’ve tried telling her that but her thing is if she kicks him out he WILL be homeless and he will go off the rails and she doesn’t want my 2 younger siblings going w out him because they adore him and look up to him.

This song hit me hard so many people are depressed and are scared of what to say thanks gremlin u help me get through even my darkest moments

"I stayed in the darkness even when i found light"💔💜

I have been dealing with so much within and I can NOT thank you enough for this song. To know I'm not alone brings a little peace. 🌻

This helped me so so so so much because i have depression and anxiety

You know what; 90% of this new f'd up world is depressed, pissed off, anger, gossip, addiction. etc. Thanks for sharing

Your music always hits the spot... I don't even understand what's wrong with me...... A few hours ago everything was just fine and now I'm sitting on my couch and just break down... But your music always helps me... So again... Thank you 🙏

"Sick of everybody saying its gonna be alright." "Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night." MAN!!! that right their hit home and got me in my feels!! Love your channel my dude!! Thank you for this depression is tough cuz some ppl dont understand but hearing your song helps me 💙💙

@shannonwhisman7966

2 жыл бұрын

I know this

I can relate to this song about the crap going on in my life being homeless

@luigilsperu

4 жыл бұрын

Jason Gammie You can change that, it’s up to You.

@jasongammie6985

4 жыл бұрын

@@luigilsperu I'm working with an organization to help me get off the street it will take time God is on my side

@jasongammie6985

4 жыл бұрын

@Unayah Vanhamme I will pray for you

@audreygrandchamp392

4 жыл бұрын

Hang in there Jason I know it's hard I've been homeless with my little boy for two years now and shit keeps hitting me one thing after another but we gotta hold our heads high and keep going.

@Gremlinmusic24

4 жыл бұрын

Hang in there brother

I rarely comment on things like this. But honestly me myself I have been going through some tough issues. Dealt with problems I feel I can't over come or push to get through. But listening to this song along with many others. Gives me a push to better myself and do what's better for me and son. Single dad living day by day wondering. Thank you God bless

This song is so deep! I can feel the pain of where it comes from.

This hit me hard in the feels. This is how I have felt since losing my son in May. #RIPNoah

@taelorandjazz7102

3 жыл бұрын

Erica McAdams God Bless And God Loves You, You will See Your Son Again Just Seek God✝️🙌🏾❤️🙏🏽

@Mommy2anAngelbaby

2 жыл бұрын

I understand your pain 💔 so sorry for your loss as well.

@Eliitheone

2 жыл бұрын

God bless hope you feeling way better🙏🏽🙏🏽

@dawnw4968

2 жыл бұрын

I’m sorry for your loss I hope it get a better.

@user-ek2ms4om7p

2 жыл бұрын

@@taelorandjazz7102 STOP. I'm so tired of this "God loves you" 😒 i'm born Again Christian and i defend GOD JESUS almost every day, but HE do NOT give a Fuc. for HIS elect sheep😔😞, imagine how He will threat unbelievers...😳😟 YHWH YESHUA is a KILLER, bring CURSES to 3 and 4 generations, bring FAMINE, bring POVERTY...etc... It is all in HIS Word - the Bible🧐 JESUS is more EVIL than the demons 😞 Even the demons are Trembling before Him and His Name😳 Worst: Humans/more Worst: fallen angels/the WORST: the LORD👎 I will curse my Savior in the Eternity every day, no joy after living in this Satanic world👎😔😞🤬🤬 WHY YOU HATE US SO MUCH O LORD JESUS???????💔😞😫😢😢😟😔 Send me to the Hell i do Not fear this place the Earth is WORST, BUT HEAL my mom - Your daughter immediately 🥺😡 F.ck YOU JESUS.👎💔😞😭

i can just feel this guy if like we share a story that we are telling each other....

"I don't know what I run from but I keep running" "I don't feel anything no more" "feels like I don't fit in society. They may not like who I am but I am me. I don't ever talk, I sit quietly. But my head is loud... I feel like I don't belong here." Powerful!

I stumbled upon your video on KZread. every word you layed, I completely related to feeling or emotion. the title it's self got me curious.. you embrace your faults, and you say the truth with power and confidence. the first drop in the beat of the song gave me goosebumps, you killed it. I didn't think anyone would ever be as down to earth or real as Eminem in his earlier good days. your video is so simple, so real, just you spittin your lines... and absolutely crushing it.. as soon as I saw your eyes look up in the camera, I was locked on your face until the video ended. I was so curious who you were and listened to all your songs. you have this captivating gaze... you look so chill in every vid... you're like heaven, but here on earth. you're a beautiful human, and idk if the caps you wear or if it's the headphones you wear.. that makes you so beautiful in my eyes. your raps have been crossing thru my mind all week and it was enough of a feeling to write this comment to you.. I couldn't find your name online.., just shows gremlin. whoever you are, thank you for restoring my faith in humanity and men as a whole. Hope you have a good night and smile all the way through, thank you for your amazing words. they got me.

It's truly heart breaking to hear that somebody is going through the mental hell I go through. I wouldn't wish this on anyone. But thank you making me feel not alone in this journey!!!

I'm 17 years, dealing with some stuff ans i felt the lyrics i'm addicted to drugs, this reality sucks and i just wanna escape, i dont want no attention i just want some people to know that they are not alone❤

@abeeromar1388

4 жыл бұрын

You are not man I know this might sound dumb but there is a lot of people out there ready to help you out you need to seek help I am on the other side of the globe so I can’t do anything but talk so if you need anything text me on my ig : mazen.m.o.h.a.m.e.d

@mellville2136

4 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry your going through this but there is help

@sweetienmd

4 жыл бұрын

Im battling some demons myself, I hope you're doing ok! Stay strong!

@angee_p

4 жыл бұрын

I know that ull get over it one day

@OPUS_ONER

4 жыл бұрын

Your not alone

💯 Real talk! Thank you for sharing your own experiences so others can relate and not feel alone. Your music is top shelf! Much love and positive blessings.

"I had tears dropping all night" that's me most nights with my depression and anxiety I just want to drink my life away

@alaelouizi3215

2 жыл бұрын

Stay strong, shit will pass

" They may not like who I am but I am me " Dang, dude. You're so good.

@Gremlinmusic24

4 жыл бұрын

🙏

“dont know what im running from but i keep on running“ Relateble

@rach2264

3 жыл бұрын

I feel the same way I keep running but I don't know what I'm running from

I've been dealing with depression for a couple months now.. i dont know how to get through it. But little songs like these make me feel happy about myself. Its amazing how so many people like you understand my/others feelings.

I came across you're music a few days ago, I has allowed me to hold on a little bit longer with what I am feeling deep inside. All the lies, and betrayal has grown and cut so deep that I can't trust people now. Thank you for you're music!!!

This guy deserves success in the music business.. real... talented... humble... get him where he belongs...

“Feels like I don’t fit in with society ... Sick of everybody saying everything is gonna be alright little did they know I had tears dropping all night ... Everyone is who tf I need to stay away from... why do I drink till I’m numb” 🔊🔊🔊💯

Its been awhile since I listened to your music.. but it really does help me get through all the bs and shit ive been through. Thank you for your lyrics. They are so true and it helps so much. Please dont ever stop making rap music. It helps us keep going

Still one of my top 10 artists. Love his lyrics.

“The ones who feel like they don’t belong here, you are lucky I’m lucky to be apart of the “I don’t fit in group” we are more wiser then most people, because of the things we went through we see life differently and we act mature, because of the trauma, and heart break we go through..”

@Gremlinmusic24

4 жыл бұрын

✊

@gickykoki7076

4 жыл бұрын

felt that

@JorgeGonzalez-ut3pm

4 жыл бұрын

And some of us are getting help for it. Cause I'm one of them.

@sharmillajowaheer313

4 жыл бұрын

Soooo true!

@brittanygolden7227

4 жыл бұрын

Oh man that hit hard because it’s so true 🥺😭

Man this is crazy... i bet a lot of people can relate to this and are really thankful for the song.

This song hits home. Its crazy how much I can relate to this song. The past 20years.

I was crying the whole time listening to this... thank you I needed to hear this

"I make the small things look bigger like I looking through a microscope" Hit me hard

@jessicachurch3850

4 жыл бұрын

FOR REAL!! I was like damnnn he’s attacking me in this song 😂😂 I love it

"Everyone is who the f*ck i need to stay away from. I dont wanna feel sh*t, i just wanna stay numb." i felt that hard😔💔

I indentify with ur all ur songs, and i just discovered you, each one touches deep within me. Please never stop writing!!

Thank u so much for coming out with this song and just letting ppl feel like their not alone I been drinking since I was a kid and was in foster care since I was 10 I have fasd (fetal alcohol syndrome disorder) and it been really hard for me the last couple of years I am 23 now and still think about wether I want this life or not and both my parents passed away sadly so I just been hating life alot and just have so much depression and anxiety so I use drinking as self mechanism to try and hide my pain inside but this song reminds me that no matter how hard u try or how much u drink u can never run away from your thoughts and drinking most days just masks the pain till the next day just hate being sober nowadays. Music is the only thing I find that helps usually wringing songs to my parents and how my life is helps me get through my pain everyday Im writing songs hope one day I can be like u man your amazing keep doing what u do ur music is incredible and so relatable

This song helps me alot through the holidays thanks gremlin

@johndixon5307

4 жыл бұрын

Gremlin hit me up

We all listening to this song should make a group on a social network. Any suggestions? Wish you guys best and only the best in your lives

@grammaroffherrockerreacts1122

4 жыл бұрын

I have a Gremlin group 💯💯

@abdulsalammohammedmahyoub7111

4 жыл бұрын

Absolutley good idea

@YoKey_Dragon3689

3 жыл бұрын

i agree

@fatimaatik944

3 жыл бұрын

Please 😔

@michaelbennett4412

3 жыл бұрын

I like that idea

Thank you for making this. This has been me for as long as I can remember. Finally got help w substance abuse ab 3yrs ago but I'm still fighting for everyday. I just keep trying, eventually shit has to turn around if I keep on. But it's so comforting to not feel like I'm not alone. I'm getting more and more exhausted everyday,...just wish someone could tap in for me for just a lil while. Anyways, just thank you sincerely.

I play this song everyday its soo good it gives me chills because it's just so relatable that's exactly how I feel and I'm sharing this song with all my family. I love it

Wow... the timing of this video is perfect. I'm sitting outside smoking, trying to numb my pain right now. This song is hella deep.

@Gremlinmusic24

4 жыл бұрын

youll get through it brother

@marc_tha_420_pyro

4 жыл бұрын

@@Gremlinmusic24 thanks man. Amazing song, btw. You're very talented. I'm sharing it everywhere I can.

You are the best rapper that relates to real life thanks so much for your inspirational songs

Lyrics: [Verse 1: Gremlin] Heart broken and I'm starin at the moon light/ Nothings helping so I'm hopin that this vew might/ I dont wanna sink into it tonight/ So I crack a brew cause that's just what I have to do to get my mood right/ I dont understand who I'm even becomin/ Dont know why my demons are always getting summoned/ Man they make it so hard, for me to let love in/ Dont know what I run from, but I keep on runnin/ Wish that I could slow down but I've never known how/ If you give me your heart it's gonna get thrown out/ I stayed in the darkness even when I found light/ Fuckin hate this bottle so I break it on the ground like/ like [Hook x2: Gremlin] Why do I drink till I'm numb? Why do I smoke till it's done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more [Verse 2: Gremlin] Feels like I dont fit in with society/ They may not like who I am but I am me/ I dont talk ever talk I'm sitting quietly/ But my head is loud dont know how to settle down all the anxiety/ I have always felt like I dont belong here/ It's been a long year, it's been a long life/ Sick of everybody sayin its gonna be alright/ Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night/ Everyone is who the fuck I need to stay away from/ I dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb I know that it's not right, needa get my mind right/ But for now I'm drunk, high & crying to the sky like/ like [Hook x2: Gremlin] Why do I drink till I'm numb? Why do I smoke till it's done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more [Verse 3: Gremlin] I dont wanna be like this forever though/ I hold onto a lot of shit I need to let it go/ But it's harder than I'd like to show/ I make the small things seem bigger like I'm lookin through a microscope/ Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls/ Needa be relentless if I wanna build a new world/ I know that I can change every day I am praying/ Cause I dont wanna be a 80 year old man sayin/ sayin [Hook x2: Gremlin] Why do I drink till I'm numb? Why do I smoke till it's done? Till I dont feel anything no more I dont feel anything no more yup whole mood

@demonsniper4974

3 жыл бұрын

Dang how long this take u

@gamer225ahaha4

3 жыл бұрын

nice copy and paste

I just had a bad day today and this music is putting me in tears cause I could relate it 😥💔