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@jannie4303

2 жыл бұрын

Only for fans over 18 years old onnanoko.tokyo/KARARE 💜 mañas no se la Megan: "Hotter" Hopi: "Sweeter" Joonie: "Cooler" Yoongi: "Butter Asi con toy y sus mañas no se la lease que escriba bien mamon hay nomas pa ra reirse un rato y no estar triste y estresado.por la vida dura que se vive hoy . Köz karaş: ''Taŋ kaldım'' Erinder: ''Sezimdüü'' Jılmayuu: ''Tattuuraak'' Dene: ''Muzdak'' Jizn, kak krasivaya melodiya, tolko pesni pereputalis. Aç köz arstan Bul ukmuştuuday ısık kün bolçu, jana arstan abdan açka bolgon. Uyunan çıgıp, tigi jer-jerdi izdedi. Al kiçinekey koyondu gana taba algan. Al bir az oylonboy koyondu karmadı. ''Bul koyon menin kursagımdı toyguza albayt'' dep oylodu arstan. Arstan koyondu öltüröyün dep jatkanda, bir kiyik tigi tarapka çurkadı. Arstan aç köz bolup kaldı. Kiçine koyondu emes, çoŋ kiyikti jegen jakşı dep oylodu.#垃圾 Son unos de los mejores conciertos , no puede ir pero de tan solo verlos desde pantalla, se que estuvo sorprendente 💗❤️💌💘

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks to the whole team 🙌 proffesional throughout and enjoyed my visit with you guys xx

2 жыл бұрын

@@pablodavies414 Thanks again Lee for sharing the link to our great chat.

@coraramage9100

2 жыл бұрын

Glad he's back on track and found some semblance of peace. We all make bad decisions and make make mistakes and the guilt we carry can crucify us. It's good to see he turned his life around. Good for you Lee ❤️

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

@@coraramage9100 cora my dear ♥

You made a mistake and you paid for it dearly, clearly. Yet you are here with full transparency and honesty. I truly wish you the best in life.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thankyou xxx

@Hassaan911

2 жыл бұрын

@@pablodavies414 I am glad to hear back from you. Following your channel too. Wish you enable comments for you to hear from your fans. Nevertheless, I genuinely wish you the best as clearly you are a genuine person who deserves the best to come.

@nobodyshero200

2 жыл бұрын

Great comment.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

@@Hassaan911 I am going to tey put more content on soon but I don't know how to enable the comments ?

@imaner76

2 жыл бұрын

@@pablodavies414 Hassan kindly says you "made a mistake". Between you me and the bars, you made a lot of mistakes. And you compounded them. Then repeated them. But when it mattered, you did man up. I may be reaching, but the shared pad thing was at D cat? If so, that left you open. Hard call. Right call. The Prison service needs training help. You have experience that can and would help. You may just fit in. Make them tell you no. PS: From an ex con.

he made no excuses. i gotta respect that

@josiffexplosiff1

Жыл бұрын

I mean when your caught being a POS red-handed you kind of got a cop to it or else you look even worse. He’s still a POS don’t forget that part…..

@purplebirdm1258

Жыл бұрын

right @@josiffexplosiff1 just like hitler he made no excuses so “i gotta respect that”🤣

@SnailHatan

11 ай бұрын

Yeah, no. You don’t gotta respect scum for admitting they’re scum.

@adamisAswsomeish

10 ай бұрын

​​​​@@SnailHatan@purplebirdm1258 Yeah but Hitler didn't admit to any of his faults, he just killed himself. As much this guy Is a POS it doesn't change the fact he is brave enough to tell us exactly what happened and how he fucked up. He doesn't even asking for sympathy.

@WhoShortsVids

3 ай бұрын

lol

Guy had no phone credit to call his dad, but can arrange for 400 pound outside for a phone. That should be a huge red flag. Glad he's turned his life around now. Hope he continues doing well.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Trying ny best x thankyou

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

@@aislingsibeallyons3416 he actually was

@vince7207

Жыл бұрын

yeh it's not like he can just pop down the shop and get a £10 top up😂

@iainduncan0303

Жыл бұрын

Do you not get to use a phone in prison? Like a 5 minute call a day? Have american prison films lied to me all this time?

@iainduncan0303

Жыл бұрын

@Ahmed A2 so he should of just told the guy to wait for his scheduled phone call in retrospect

Currently a Prison Officer in Australia. I agree, the training isn't enough, and Corrections has changed. A lot of people are entering the career that shouldn't be

@David_brent

Жыл бұрын

Do you also agree you are all corrupt?

@moistpineapples4486

Жыл бұрын

@@David_brent Like anything, there is always the bad with the good. I work with some fantastic people, but I also work with some dogs

@David_brent

Жыл бұрын

@@moistpineapples4486 na you are all corrupt, i seen it first hand

@moistpineapples4486

Жыл бұрын

@Jordan Belfort Why ask a question if you already have your own opinion mapped out? I don't know what side you are coming from (prisoner or prison officer), but I doubt you have witnessed ever single gaol, and every single prison officer conduct themselves. I, for one, am not corrupt, and find the individuals that are disgusting.

@isaacgraff8288

Жыл бұрын

Respect. We get too many trainings that are most easily described as 'death by powerpoint'.

I feel HMP should hire guys like this to talk from the heart to trainee prison officers. Even if it’s just on a consultant basis. Imagine starting out in this career and sitting in a room with this guy telling his story from the heart. I think it would be enough to prevent at least some folks from making the wrong choices. Anyway, as many have said before me, I wish him only the best going forward. He’s paid the price. Don’t let life break you bud. Edit: I originally commented while still watching. Glad to hear HMP have actually approached him.

@caitlinshields4828

2 жыл бұрын

That’d be so helpful

@charlottewilliams574

2 жыл бұрын

Excellent suggestion!!!

@josephfarrell504

2 жыл бұрын

He said at the end he was working with the prison service to train new officers, its a great idea

@LukeSkinner84

2 жыл бұрын

Exactly 💯 %

@t.s8141

Жыл бұрын

A Dealer who gets Beaten up by police(nothing new) paid the price too ? He didnt hurt anyone and got hurt from guys who should protect him cause he is a human with right. This dude gets jail This dude i wamt to see in cell he is coruppt. Evry one is like he is an officer he cant be bad.. they are the badst ik and he should spend 10 years in prison like evryone else there too.

I have so much respect for this guy, it must be such a hard job to do, you can see hes deeply ashamed of what he's done.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Xx take care and thanks

@hateclub

2 жыл бұрын

@@pablodavies414 Your interview was great. I think it shows well how anyone can end up committing major crimes even when they had no plan to. Good luck with everything in future. Your video of giving a dog some Bernard Matthews turkey slices was hilarious

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

@@hateclub ha ha chesrs xx

@LeatherCladVegan

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah, or you could, like, *not* be corrupt in the first place.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

@@LeatherCladVegan absolutely . Becareful up there

Done your time and rebuilding your future respect to you! I hope you find peace now and live a fulfilled life 👊🏻

@pablodavies414

Жыл бұрын

Thankyou x

My dad was a prison guard for 23 years. He said that everyone has a price. Don’t let it be cheap he figured. If you want one gram of pot. He needs enough money to leave the country and live on the money forever. So that gram would cost you 150 million dollars. That should be enough.

The whole process has affected this bloke deeply , emotionally , mentally and physically. All for a few quid. I can see the regret in him , time has been served hope you can rebuild a life for yourself.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thankyou and hopefully 🙏 getting there, x take care

@porkdread2950

2 жыл бұрын

💯💯💯💯💯

@bigperm2476

2 жыл бұрын

Ffs hahahaha

@somebawldy3789

2 жыл бұрын

YEAH hes the victim No wonder rape suspects get away with it Suspect

@t.s8141

Жыл бұрын

I dont see it he sufferd from kokain stress for smuggling and drinking great guy . I can lie like him why he should regret this he. Lol he needs 6 years plus every black man in germnay know his prison stress for not having a train ticket Also he had his benefits cause he was an ex officer fuck him and fuck thia justoce system

Glad he found redemption after all the challenges. Real life challenges 😔. Hope his story can help others.

@jannie4303

2 жыл бұрын

Only for fans over 18 years old onnanoko.tokyo/KARARE 💜 mañas no se la Megan: "Hotter" Hopi: "Sweeter" Joonie: "Cooler" Yoongi: "Butter Asi con toy y sus mañas no se la lease que escriba bien mamon hay nomas pa ra reirse un rato y no estar triste y estresado.por la vida dura que se vive hoy . Köz karaş: ''Taŋ kaldım'' Erinder: ''Sezimdüü'' Jılmayuu: ''Tattuuraak'' Dene: ''Muzdak'' Jizn, kak krasivaya melodiya, tolko pesni pereputalis. Aç köz arstan Bul ukmuştuuday ısık kün bolçu, jana arstan abdan açka bolgon. Uyunan çıgıp, tigi jer-jerdi izdedi. Al kiçinekey koyondu gana taba algan. Al bir az oylonboy koyondu karmadı. ''Bul koyon menin kursagımdı toyguza albayt'' dep oylodu arstan. Arstan koyondu öltüröyün dep jatkanda, bir kiyik tigi tarapka çurkadı. Arstan aç köz bolup kaldı. Kiçine koyondu emes, çoŋ kiyikti jegen jakşı dep oylodu.#垃圾 Son unos de los mejores conciertos , no puede ir pero de tan solo verlos desde pantalla, se que estuvo sorprendente 💗❤️💌💘

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Me too ✋ x

@OfficialKT__

2 жыл бұрын

@@pablodavies414 good story mate can tell Your a good man I’ve done time inside I’m only 19 I went to Lancaster farms for 5 months for a family innocent, I lost my temper and things, happen but no I work have a nice girlfriend and have a baby 👶 on the way and now just looking forward to my future, hoping to be self employed as I have convictions

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

@@OfficialKT__ you will do pal and that's the best way to go for limitless opportunity still lots of prejudice towards convictions. All the best pal 👍

@JA-rk9cg

2 жыл бұрын

@@OfficialKT__ Good man, love to hear that. Keep up the good work. That’s a success story.

I was an officer for a year. The best thing i did was leaving. The training was as he said powerpoint production and nothing really on conveying contraband other than its your own morals that will stop you doing it and the threat of 10 years. The officers i worked with were so self centred and in their little cliques that its no surprise that some officers would do this.

@superslagonjuice

5 ай бұрын

(Ignore my name sorry) I did a small stint of 2 weeks in Durham prison for a drink driving (failed probation, charity work hours of all things 🤦‍♂️) - is it impossible to apply to be a prison officer with this on your record? Thanks a lot B

@pablodavies414

4 ай бұрын

Cheers Kyle for backing up my view 👍

surprised they did not place him in protective custody during his sentence. could've gone wrong on soooo many levels.

@mydogeatspuke

Жыл бұрын

Why would they need to protect a bent screw? He was their mate, smuggling in all kinds of illegal things for them. His time inside will have been very safe and comfortable with the other inmates.

@Toto-95

Жыл бұрын

13:17 he litteraly explains it

@36kfr63

Жыл бұрын

he was on the VP wing. trust me he would get killed otherwise, so would the ex police man he was padded up with. They dont put ex police on standard wing.

@mydogeatspuke

Жыл бұрын

@@36kfr63 he wasn't police. And he didn't need protection. He was mates with the inmates.

@36kfr63

Жыл бұрын

@@mydogeatspuke it says he was padded up with a policeman.. police don't go on general population. He was on nonce wing.

Great interview and incredible story, hope all works out for the guy.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Cheers bud x

@KOKINGWAYNE

2 жыл бұрын

One of the best. 👊🏿

@callumdavidson2181

2 жыл бұрын

Hope he gets the book thrown at him abuse of power is what fucks this county he should never have a job again

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

@@callumdavidson2181 the book thrown at me ? It was 2009 pal did 4 years . Catch up

@callumdavidson2181

2 жыл бұрын

@@pablodavies414 got off with a slap on the wrist at best

£42k in cash for a years work, would take him 5 years to earn that money legitimately so you can see why his head turned.

@blazer666del

7 ай бұрын

you can easily earn 42k in a year as a prison officer.. plenty of overtime and wage is 34k for 37 hours

@nickg1932

7 ай бұрын

@@blazer666del we’re talking tax free cash in hand no bills to pay. £42k cash in hand bro…that would take years to save that money

@evilbee94

Ай бұрын

@@blazer666delprison officer salaries have skyrocketed in recent years, he said the starting salary was 18k when he was working there

Damn bro. I’ve been to prison and know and inmates are incredibly manipulative. I’m not saying you’re not culpable but you’re a victim of them too. Glad to see you made the best of it. You’re a dope person

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Cheers Scott my mate x 👍

@Noise_floorxx

2 жыл бұрын

Its insane. They are so so manipulative. I worked in a kitchen and there was so much competition to see who could make me fold first. Sex, drugs, phones, outside contact. Luckily another inmate let me know they had a bet, plus multiple family members have been in for 20 plus years, (aaand my type of guy is more of an acoustic guitar player so i don't really have an attraction to any of them) That didn't surprise me but what surprised me was how well they knew me despite the fact that I tried to be the same with all of them. If i had a bad day, they knew no matter how bad I tried to act like i was okay, they that i was upset. THAT creeped me out.

@kostantinosalexandrostsaou3533

2 жыл бұрын

@@Noise_floorxx It’s exactly that. They know when you are on your lows and you need help/attention/affection and they will most likely use that for their own gains. They will make you feel important, exceptional. Hopefully you managed to not fall in their traps. Can’t say the same for a lot of people unfortunately.

@jtbro2574

Жыл бұрын

Gee literally

@mydogeatspuke

Жыл бұрын

In what way is being asked twice to break the law for money and deciding "yeah, why not" being manipulated? He got away with it the first time, so he did it again. That's what criminals do. He's no better than any of them. He's not a victim of anything but his own hubris.

I really respect all the interview subjects for sharing their experiences, it takes a lot to open up and talk candidly like that knowing that millions will see it. I think this series is helping with showing different perspectives which encourages less judgement

Wow, you went through some tough sh*t and came out the other side self aware and ethically/morally strengthened. Though I don't know you, I am proud of (and inspired by) you, Lee.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks Richard appreciate this mate 👍

@prodbykaji

2 жыл бұрын

@@pablodavies414 youre a legend mate so glad you’re getting back on track

@realstoriesuk89

2 жыл бұрын

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@tigerrrrrrrr6586

2 жыл бұрын

@@pablodavies414 the lad from south Wales says u approached him initially when u were already using cocaine and buying from one mate dad how u are still trying to act as if the lad approached u..come on Lee davies

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

@@tigerrrrrrrr6586 lad from South Wales... in Lancaster jail . You been eating too many wine gums pal . Liverpool isn't Cardiff is if sugar

I actually like this lad. Respect and honest about his intentions. You can tell he has a good heart. It happens in the prison system AND out, more than you think. Officers who are vulnerable get manipulated and the money draws them in and it gets to a vicious cycle. He made a mistake, he admitted to it and yes he has paid the price for it. I hope his future is bright and I wish nothing but the best for him! I hope he gets back to a fulfilling life! Some people don't deserve a second chance but I do believe he does. All the best

@t.s8141

Жыл бұрын

I know officer they do it with herat mana know what to do hi is NOT a victim he is the one who picks HIS victim umder hundreds of locked up young humans they get tortured not only for murder there are dealer smuggler usw lad they never hurt some one

@leehorst

Жыл бұрын

@xxpatricklauxx I don't even fault the man. These people don't get paid enough for the job they do. Imagine spending half your waking hours around the people we have decided need to be locked up. It's got to warp your mind somewhat.

@daddypig.5796

Жыл бұрын

@@t.s8141 Probably the scrappiest comment I’ve ever read. Sort your writing skills out. You’re making it a challenge just to read the comment section. Heard enough from you anyway, attaching yourself to everybody’s reply to offer nothing but negativity. Stfu.

@Schleimkeim19

Жыл бұрын

He got caught and punished and only seems to be be sorry for himself. What the fuck are you on about?

@laurab1105

Жыл бұрын

@@Threemore650 every country has corrupt prison officers. They have been known to rape (prison officers having sex with an inmate is legally rape) inmates, mistreat them and do terrible things. "Can't do the time; don't do the crime" that doesn't mean that inmates should be treated inhumanely. British prisons can be very tough. Many inmates are locked up for 23 hours of the day. Britain’s prison record is currently, like its public health record, among the worst of any country in Europe.

The honesty and clarity we are witnessing in these conversations is healing us.

@weakest_baki_enjoyer9872

Жыл бұрын

Fax

@OliHandy2008

Жыл бұрын

tru

Great interview. Good for you Lee. All the best to you.

@pablodavies414

22 күн бұрын

Cheers bud you too

Seems like a genuine bloke, a complete open book Respect to the bloke for his complete honesty

can tell how much he regrets this, seems like such a nice guy and really hope he gets where he wants to be in life.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thankyou zx have a great week . Appreciate it 🙏

@mugnuz

Жыл бұрын

Hm yeh maybe he changed and its not the worst. But cheating on your girlfriend still sucks and shows a lack of character

@mariec6056

Жыл бұрын

He really does it would be so easy for anybody to say yeah go on

I admire that guy for getting through all of this and now standing strong and getting his life back together. Dont ever give up guys!

This guy is my best mate. He lives in Lancaster, United Kingdom, he gave up being a prison officer and became an electrician, gave that up and then he became a bus driver and now he's gone back being an electrician.

@Liam021

14 күн бұрын

Your best mate & you’re giving out personal info about him knowing the type of stuff he used to do💀

Can you imagine how hard it must be for a ex officer prison or police to get locked up I’d be paranoid as hell he’s great lad he’s made something from his mistake

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Cheers d d x take care bud

@dalecooper8336

2 жыл бұрын

It's his own fault he was locked up he's a scum bag!

@hectorhector7418

2 жыл бұрын

Well they got brain they know what they doing risk etc !!! Money talks everywhere !!!!

@Brecconable

Жыл бұрын

If a bent screw or plod knows how to smuggle contraband in or out and gets banged up, a firm will pay good cash or favours to obtain that knowledge.

@Savingdea

Жыл бұрын

The services should offer this man employment because he is a great speaker and really makes you think about consequences of actions.

Hee seems like such a good soul, I hope everything turns out well for him

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thankyou davina x

@bobmiller7502

2 жыл бұрын

good soul?? greedy rat scumbag, what about all the lives ruined by his drugs he brought in,, wake up hes NOT A VICTUM its just spin, bringing drugs into people who are already vulnerable, i wonder how many people got slashed of worse over his drugs dont feel sorry 4 this rat it was his choice no one else

@Savingdea

Жыл бұрын

He really does deserve employment with HMP as a person who has experienced both sides of the house. He has learned his lesson and could prevent plenty more staff from learning the hard way.

one of the most beautiful interviews I've ever seen, best of luck to you. best of luck to anyone who sees this and is institutionalized by any system

No matter what took place in the past and regardless of any hiccups made along the way, always know that you are a truly respectable human being, Lee. May your future consist of success and inner peace.

That was a hard watch. You can actually see the guilt from how he holds himself. Hope he's turned a corner and it gets better for him. Should put stuff in the past.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thankyou x

I have watched all of lee,s podcasts and interviews because my son is a senior prison officer who has a stressful job i watched the interviews with a open mind and admired lee,s openess and honesty and he says doing these podcasts if one person learns from his mistakes they are worth doing.I have had communication with lee and he is a genuinely a nice guy who made a big mistake.so respect to him.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Big man xxx long time no hear. Thankyou again mate for the support. Happy new year btw . Much love kev

@MoAli-wm4of

2 жыл бұрын

Ask him how he feels that New York city and state corrections officers with four years on the job and work fifty hours end up making roughly 110k before tax ... Versus HMP corrections officers going up to 26-27k roughly after a year or couple yrs? UK prisons aren't 5x less dangerous or stressful but get five times less compensation ? Genuinely curious ... Keeping aside higher cost of living etc in NY, and currency exchange etc ...

@briandam8126

2 жыл бұрын

@@jannie4303 + Stop being a bum and get a real job ya 304

@reevs2153

2 жыл бұрын

@@MoAli-wm4of I think that has a lot to do with the strength of the screws Union over there, the police union is huge in new York aswel

@MoAli-wm4of

2 жыл бұрын

@@reevs2153 Are unions common/strong over in the UK? I didn't think they were as I've never hesrd much coming from any particular UK based union, regardless of industry whereas im sure you've heard many stories of US unions from Jimmy Hoffas days thru to Detroit auto unions getting people 30-45 USD an hour on factory floor and nowadays Amazon fighting unions every step of the way .. there is a huge Union culture in the US and many people will live and die by their union membership, its often passed down as tradition thru the generatioms .. tho it's prob not what it was even ten years ago ...

Watching Lee on The Real Porridge Podcast totally changed my mind about trying to become a prison officer. I’d already failed the role play part of the assessments twice but after listening to Lee’s story I’m glad I didn’t pass in all honesty. I think I’m well out of it.

Hardest part of hard time is when it's over. Because it is never over: prison follows you back into society and becomes an ever-present shadow lurking under your feet. How incredibly difficult it must be to find a way back to hopefulness and self-acceptance...

So much respect for you Lee. You learnt from your mistakes, that's what life's about. Continue to be honest with yourself bro 🙏🏾💯

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Cheers mate x 👍 take care

This is very close to home for me as I found myself in the same situation last year. No one will ever understand how stressful working the landings are unless you actually do it. Any other issues in life you have while working as a screw get magnified and snowball into something worse. I did my time too and regret everything I did but it gave me a whole life lesson and I’ve come out better from the other side. Respect Lee for speaking out and redemption will come. “None but ourselves can free our minds.” 🙏🏼

@billg7205

2 жыл бұрын

He's a good guy who started out just trying to help people, and seems to want to help people. I don't know about in the UK, but it makes you wonder about the types who actually do stick with the job over time. I know here in the US I haven't heard the greatest reports. I imagine a total thug might be able do deal with it over time, but not necessarily the type of person that would help anyone else on the inside.

@OsamaBinBombin

2 жыл бұрын

Horses 🐎 make awesome money

@notme1345

2 жыл бұрын

Been to prison couldn't work in one.. ironically screws spend more time in prison than most prisoners!

@debodevil6974

2 жыл бұрын

Not another screw on the take on here? Respect??? Wot for? You'd think you'd want keep them kind of things to ya self. How anyone can have any sympathy for ya is crazy. No one made ya be a screw n to be truthful ya got be a sick individual to leave ya family for 8-10 hours a day n sometimes 7 days a week to lock another human in cell n then think u goin get job satisfaction. Was u bullied as a child? Or did u jus like working around lots of men?

@Billy.Nomates

2 жыл бұрын

@@debodevil6974 someone has to do it,I think most prisoners would be grateful for decent officers imo

What an amazing transformation. Well done for this.

LADbible ( although i dont understand the name) is one of the absolutely best Channels on YT. Each one takes you on a journey through someones life like you with them. Fascinating!!!

That was one of the hardest choices to walk away from ”will you do this for me?” you acknowledged your mistake. Thats hard

U can hear the pain in this man voice..

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Cheers bud . 👍 onwards and upwards

@MoAli-wm4of

2 жыл бұрын

I just heard indigestion in his voice personally ... But I hear what your getting at ...

He's spot on with the emotions you experience while in prison and life afterwards. I did 3 years and it's crazy how much I experienced the exact same feelings as him. Mentally I was strong while incarcerated, but upon release, I collapsed. I'm trying to get back to where I was right now. It's overwhelming to put it mildly. Only been out for 2 years and honestly some days I feel like attempting to take my life again. Damn.

@dannyball9844

Жыл бұрын

I wish you all the best in the future pal. We're all human and bad things happen in life. There are always good days to come so stay strong and as time passes... It won't be easier but you'll be able to handle it better. 👍

@sloane4836

Жыл бұрын

hi, I hope you are getting some help to support you through this and I'm sorry it is happening.

@appleorange5096

Жыл бұрын

Keep Strong for yourself nobody else

@dannyball9844

Жыл бұрын

Happy New Year fellow! I hope you're keeping well and I hope this year brings you good fortune 🤞 Keep a keen eye out for new doors that can open. There will be plenty. Like most of us it's going to be a hard start but spring is around the corner 🙂👍

@deeppurple883

4 ай бұрын

Yours is probably no different than his experience, why not give him a call. Start a group that might be the start of something better going forward. Suicide is a way out but it's final if your lucky. You could be left a cabbage in a hospital bed if not successful. Imagine the only thing working is your mind and you have thirty years of that ahead of you with no way out. Trapped in your guilty mind rewinding day after day. So easy it can happen, that's the gamble with suicide. Listen learn avoid. Good luck. 👊☘️

People like this are needed within the prison service as a reminder to new and existing officers that smuggling contraband is not worth the risk and also as a reminder as to what the consequences are. Having insight to situations like this would assist prisons in developing protocols to prevent putting prison officers at risk.

@Savingdea

Жыл бұрын

He would be great for inductors training cos he really hits it home.

One of the most interesting true stories I have watched, hang in there Lee and thank you for your bravery in sharing your story.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks Antonio x

I find this man so touching. It's so important that he spoke out, we are only human and all are ashamed of something.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thankyou xxx appreciate this

His pain, shame & regret is so obvious. I think he's clearly a good person who just made a very big mistake & ended up in a horrific spot he couldn't dig himself out of & for that he's paid his dues. I truly hope things are better for him now & he's doing ok

Really appreciate his transparency and claiming responsibility for what was done. Powerful story!

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Cheers jake x

I feel sorry for him. He did bad but we all make mistakes. It must feel really sad having regretted a mistake and not being able to move on

@pablodavies414

Жыл бұрын

Getting there now.x Thank-you. Hope.you are well

@BDSJ222

Жыл бұрын

That’s not a mistake like… oh I stole a pack of gum… that’s committing felonies for over a year.. not a mistake

@OliHandy2008

Жыл бұрын

@@BDSJ222 He got addicted, that was his 1 mistake.

Anybody is capable of making a bad decision in our lives, hes a great lad and a friend. Well done for sharing Lee, say hello to your folks.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Jack b x get your bum up here for.a cuppa they have been through mayhem in the past few years and would love to see your face x honestly jb it's been a rough one for them xxxxxxxx miss you

@sleepwalker6825

3 ай бұрын

" A bad decision ?" He made 100 plus bad decisions .. No Respect for this bloke at all .. He knew what He was Doing from the off and Continued doing it ..

Wow what an amazingly humble and redeemed guy, takes a real bloke to admit mistakes. By far the best interview I've seen on here. Good luck with the rest of your life.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Cheers 🍻 take care and thanks for the kindness x

Thank you Sir for sharing your story. Every person deserves forgiveness after admitting truth.

@ryanfletcher1899

2 ай бұрын

No they don’t

@pablodavies414

2 ай бұрын

Thank-you ❤

Bravo to you sir. Takes real courage to openly share your story to the world. It says a lot about you as a person your character. Life lessons are best learned from using your mistakes and turning them into triumphs❤️

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thabks Christina for your support x ❤ have a great week

Love your courage and honesty...we all make mistakes, but not all own them. Hope you're future is bright mate 🙌

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks Alan ❤❤❤

If you're seeing this lad. Keep on the good fight, you're not a bad person. You've got a purpose and you've always deserved your life.

Brave man telling the truth. TOTAL RESPECT LEE 💯👏👏👏👏

Brave story and truly appreciate how candid he was with his answers. Hope this was therapeutic for him and helps others.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Chewrs John as long as someone learns I'm.happy. x

Love the honesty and Lee seems like a guy who really has learned his lesson! Hoping for a brighter future for him

@pablodavies414

Жыл бұрын

Appreciate your time and support x

I'm a ex prisoner and I asked to use the phone due to a family emergency and the guards let me use that phone .. I secretly sent a message to the prison governor saying he had great staff that should be commended for letting me know due to emergency... Not all people in prison are scum

@residentelect

Жыл бұрын

Some good lads in clink who've simply made a bad decision, often when they're at their lowest and vulnerable, or their mental health has affected their judgment. Have a CAT A on my patch (NHS paramedic) which we're back and forth too quite regularly. About five years ago responded there due to an officer who'd been stabbed/slashed in the face and throat. He only survived because four other lads on the wing tackled the kid with the blade, dragging him off the officer and pinning him down till other staff responded. They undoubtedly saved his life, and that's something "scum" would never do. Just goes to show even in prison people still want to do the right thing. Hope you made it out the other side unscathed and got your life back on track mate 👍

@Trajan2401

Жыл бұрын

I've been in prison many times mainly for drug charges and have to say many inmates are really nice guys they often have a lot of charisma too they just like me made the wrong decision but doesn't mean we are bad people most of my friends are criminals I find them more fun to be around than straight people who I often find are quite boring and serious.

Saw CO'S bring phones, drugs, saw inmates pay guards to pop child molesters cells at night, most of them had no remorse. As a former inmate its nice seeing someone who actually regrets doing it

@TeamRCsubtome

2 жыл бұрын

Let them pop child molesters though lol

@jessedevilbiss8436

2 жыл бұрын

Same. We had COs bringing in stuff too. It happens

@amp4105

2 жыл бұрын

why would you list the opening of chomos cells on this as if thats bad thing unless you're one yourself

@wentoneisendon6502

2 жыл бұрын

@@amp4105 that is not justice

@GM-wp1pt

2 жыл бұрын

@wenton neithered the special treatment they get you nonce

So happy that u are doing good Lee, all the best mate. Really enjoyed your time with Sam watched all the chats. U are are an amazing person brother. 👍🇺🇲🗽🇬🇧👍

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Much love and really appreciate the thoughts and love ❤ take care

As a prison officer in the UK I honestly don't understand how somebody could smuggle stuff in, especially drugs know that other officer would have to deal with the aftermath of that. I've been asked numerous times by prisoners to bring stuff in but I've never even considered it. However I am glad he has found redemption and learnt a lesson from it!

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks Nicole.... its a job which puts you in a lions den daily as you well know

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

There by the grace of God my training said ..... 🙌 I wish you well .

@coathangermidwife

2 жыл бұрын

Be honest miss, are you having or have ever had an affair with an inmate??

@TheSurrealWolf

2 жыл бұрын

@@coathangermidwife weirdo

@FlxgShip

2 жыл бұрын

i'll give u 4k to smuggle me something mate

This just broke my heart, I've had problems with drink for years because of childhood trauma, you can't tell anyone, it's just a comfort..

its so interesting to hear him recall what happened to him, and i respect him for sharing his story. it doesn't come as a shock to me that there is little to no support for prison staff and those working front line, it's something I've investigated in academic writing too but never heard recounts of it. so, thank you for sharing this, i wish this guy the best.

@pablodavies414

Жыл бұрын

Thankyou Jamie. X hope you are well.. if your type lee davies and shaun attwood into yourube the full story is on . If its of your interest

I hope you find happiness mate , everyone makes mistakes just keep moving forward

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Cheers Dean . X

absolutely astonishing story hope everything goes well for him in the future god willing ❤️🤞🏽

The money for a prision officer is the UK is awful. Starting at 20k topping out at 31K. For the work you have to do and the people you have to deal with and the situations you have to take care of - It is simply a disgrace and the govt should be ashamed of themselves - “the degree of civilization in a society can be judged by entering its prisons.”

@pablodavies414

Жыл бұрын

Totally agree and it's onky recently gone back up from 18k to 25. Pitiful

@EB12581

Жыл бұрын

No prison officers earn over £ 30.000 per year plus overtime if you want.

@pablodavies414

Жыл бұрын

@@EB12581 only recently. Past 8 years it was 18k to 25

@bigricky5742

2 ай бұрын

It’s 100+k in Australia. And u get 3 x 12 hour shifts a week. That’s the contract + overtime if the facility requires.

Everyone wants out of jail and eventually an inmate will snitch on a dirty officer in the hopes of getting out or reducing their sentence. It will NEVER last

this was brilliant, and some what inspiring given his openness, thank you very much for sharing and I hope the world gives you the redemption you want.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thankyou and onwards and upwards x take care and many thanks for your time

Thank you for sharing your story Lee. I have sunk my teeth into this and found that alot of what you have said really hits home. I.e the drugs and wanting to end it all. Keep with the positive attitude and you will be where you desire to be.

What a touching story and love the awareness about the lack of help for those prison guards. Mental health more than anything is always at risk for these gentlemen. Wish this handsome lad the best.

@pablodavies414

Жыл бұрын

Thank-you x

Super insightful life experience, so glad you guys document these life stories and lessons.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

No worries shaun . Thabks for messaging x

Very powerful seeing this guy lay it all out like this, humble himself and hold his head up high!!

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Cheers Ross x

Poor man, you can see he is still struggling with some of the past. Hopefully he gets the help he needs and has lots of happiness go his way.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Not too bad now to be fair . Was very ill on the day if filming with sinusitis but had committed to filming. Thanks ❤

@markunknown6507

2 жыл бұрын

@@pablodavies414 nooooooo way!!!! Wow, I can’t believe you replied to me. I figured since you had a past alcoholism and had a very flush red face. You might have still been dealing with some demons. That was wrong, I jumped the gun. I’ll definitely fix that comment. Thank you for commenting. I’m glad you’re doing better. I’m sure it was a very very difficult situation. I was a heroin addict and I’ve been clean for 7 years but I still can’t get over some of the things I’ve done. All the power to you brother. They should hire you as a speaker for prisons. I think you would be able to help many people

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

@@markunknown6507 cheers bud appreciate that and for your kind words I was struggling that day pal and the lights were intense as well as being slightly nervous but as long as it stops someone from doing similar I'm happy x . Take care mate stay strong

Have to commend you for coming clean on it all. Absolutely brilliant you have turned yourself around, I hope you do good into the future and the job training sounds like a brilliant thing to help those that may one day find themselves in your position..... Pointless showing a slide show or reading a book, sometimes having the one with real world experience and an actual insight into the going on's of inside. Brilliant piece, very informative. Thank you.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thankyou and I thank you for seeing the good snd positives within a bad situation. X have a great week

I can respect a man who does his time like a man and doesn't stay in PC the whole time.

It makes me so sad when ex prisoners try to better themselves and people just close doors in their face, second third fourth chances have to be worth something

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

I agree totally it all just feeds the system of the crown .. money making wheels need to turn mecen if its crime . X

@voetbal12

Жыл бұрын

He had 100 chances. He then got caught. He then shoved cocaine up his nose.

@amybeelicious

Жыл бұрын

Agreed it leads them to just go back to crime. Where I live you might as well have killed someone because if you have any record you're not getting a job or house.

We grow through what we been through.... it takes courage to talk about your story to the whole world...well done 👍 .. SAS are you tough enough next? Good therapy 👍

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Live that programme and always shout at the TV and contestants I would be lying if I said I hadn't considered it mate x

Truly amazing interview...I wish Lee all the best for his future, please move forward with zest and hope..

@pablodavies414

Жыл бұрын

Thankyou pal x

These are eye opening life experiences. Love watching videos like these

@pablodavies414

Жыл бұрын

Thankyou x

True respect for such honesty in reflection ❤️ I wish you the very best for the rest of your life ❤️

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks sam x

It takes a huge amount of courage to talk so openly about things we've done that we feel ashamed of. And this guy holds his hands right up and admits it was all his fault. Not trying to blame anyone else or point fingers. He's using his shame to hopefully improve the coaching prison officers get. Can't help but feel like good things are coming his way. Good luck to you, sir.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thankyou Emily my dear for your message 😘 . Fingers crossed it stops someone from making the silky mistake I did . Xx lee

@EmleeLikesTurtles

2 жыл бұрын

You are most welcome, darling. We all make mistakes, but not all of us choose to use them to help others. That speaks volumes. Even just speaking so openly and with vulnerability, as a man, you are giving an incredible message to other young men, not just prison officers. Feeling shame is okay. Owning your mistakes is okay. Asking for help and forgiveness is okay. Your openness here will go further than you realise. Xx best of luck to you.

@Savingdea

Жыл бұрын

He deserves loads of respect and seems like a decent person.

@Savingdea

Жыл бұрын

He is a great public speaker

I've been watching a lot in the last couple days, and so far I'm impressed. ❤❤❤

Keep going dude!!! You got this .

What an amazing story, I'm happy you're alive, and I hope you find what you're looking for. All the best from Australia 🇦🇺🇦🇺💙💙

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thankyou ,xxx have a great weekend

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2 жыл бұрын

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@sinewriter

2 жыл бұрын

@@pablodavies414 you too brother, and remember you are loved!

Wow this story is incredible. Thank you for sharing this. I have a lot of respect for you for your honesty. You’ve suffered the consequences, and learned a great deal from this since then. Though some of it in my opinion is justified, it was morally wrong to do but you grew from it. Well done, Sir

I saw people at the Post Office get fired for stealing stuff that wasnt that valuable. So they trade a good job with excellent insurance and a pension for practically worthless items.

We can feel the bare truth of the new you, I've seen a few of theses videos but your the 1st one I've watched the whole way through. Thanks Lee, I'm glad you stuck around, shared your story and that your trying to make amends in your life and in your own way. :-]

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Xxxx thankyou

this is deep man. we need to properly rehabilitate people and help them to get back into genuine work and genuine life after mistakes have been made, rather than repeatedly make them community outcasts almost indefinitely... I hope he gets back onto the right path in life and wish him well for a better life going forwards

Crazy thing is that this is actually a really common thing. And it happens at almost any jail or prison there is. Inmates and officers sneak stuff in all the time and make bank bc everything's ao expensive and hard to get in jail

@t.s8141

Жыл бұрын

There are tons of and they are not a victim

@Jay22222

Жыл бұрын

Whats crazy about it? Its supply and demand and given how poorly they are paid for what theyre expected to deal with on top of the monotony then what outcome is expected? Its just a product of capatalism and more specifically, black market economics and there are lots of other factors. like he said, only having been searched less than half A dozen times in 18 months. Thinking the odds are in your favour and they might be, the first few times you do it. You dont really consider the odds of doing it hundreds of times at that point Financial trouble, a sense of lonliness, lack of excitement, etc etc. im sure are plenty of other major factors. Similar reasons to why people risk any illicit activity. I dont find it super crazy. Poorly scrutinised choices, sure. But far from crazy. You dont hear about the ones that get away with it obviously.

@eyeswideopen7777

Жыл бұрын

How do they paid

Thank you for sharing

Such an important lesson about the importance of a sound inner moral compass and self-responsibility and the unimportance of ego, instant gratification, and looking for the solutions of your troubles and low self-esteem on the outside. Thank you for sharing your story, I know it wasn't easy.

@pablodavies414

Жыл бұрын

Totally agree x thanks

my sister was a prison officer and she told me that she knew officers who were bringing in drugs phones etc she said everyone knew but turned a blind eye because without this the prisoners get out of control and who really wants another strangeways?

@mydogeatspuke

Жыл бұрын

It's disgusting. Prisoners live better than decent and honest people who work hard for a living and don't break the law. It's no wonder there are so many repeat offenders trying to get back in after release.

@johndef5075

Жыл бұрын

My wife was a guard. You have to develop a rapport with the shot callers or they can make your life miserable. Im not talking doing anything illegal but you just have to know whos really running the show.

@mydogeatspuke

Жыл бұрын

@@johndef5075 yeah but that's akin to being an actor on stage and completely understandable. When working with dangerous people, especially as an authority figure, you can't show any fear or weakness. You have to play that part. But he wasn't playing. It's who he actually is.

@alanjax7685

Жыл бұрын

@@johndef5075 agreed whos,running the shop, whos running the drugs, whos in control of the prisoners fear!

@alanjax7685

Жыл бұрын

@@mydogeatspuke its akin to whatever you think, but not the truth or the real world

Great interview, he’s made mistakes, paid for it but importantly looks to have had a look inside himself and tried to come to some sense and peace with it. All the best to you Lee. A job that does not get anywhere near the pay that it should. You’ve got a lot of life experience already to pass on.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thankyou for your support x ❤

@realstoriesuk89

2 жыл бұрын

kzread.info/dash/bejne/lX-EwbyEpNLZj7w.html wife had her husband killed for their half a million pound home

Hi Lee we all make mistakes,they don't determine who we are. Well done and thank you for your honesty. Look forward always and be your best self 🙂🇨🇮

I worked in a male cat B prison for a while, not as an officer, and drugs were rife in the prison. I walked onto one wing and the smell of cannabis smoke was eye watering! I asked one of the officers if they were going to deal with it and he said no, it keeps them calm and there's no fighting. Shortly after I left, the prison went totally no smoking for staff or prisoners, as non-smokers had been successfully sueing the govt because they had been forced to endure passive smoking. I dont know how everyone was kept quiet after that.

Your mistakes don't define who you are as a person. You can tell your a good bloke Lee, all the very best to you 👍

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thankyou x take care 🙂

Respect mate for telling your story and all the best with life, it’s always worth another go 👊🏻

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Cheers bud . Take care x

I was a prison officer for 13 years, so many times I had Cons inside asking me to bring all sorts in .. they prayed on the weak seen it happen so many times , you just had to switch off .. if i ever knew of any of my colleages that were bringing in gear .. drugs phones etc , I would have shopped them straight in ... fair play he knew it was wrong hope he has turned his life around .. people say he made a mistake because of cash .. but we had to stand together and be one , but then it is the Prison Services fault . not vetting these people ... sad times .. I left because i was beaten up badly and when A governor steped over me to make sure the prisoner was ok .. it was time to get out ..

@pablodavies414

Жыл бұрын

That my mate was also in my mindset. The abhorrent lack of support and trust aside from my own actions which are inexcusable was fascinating. I wish you the very best and I shall say now you are best away . Lee x

Fair play, Lee for your transparency, honesty and turning your life around. "Let he without sin cast the first stone!"

@pablodavies414

Жыл бұрын

Thankyou xx

Glued to listening to his story, he’s earned a subscriber in me, that interview was amazing. Glad he has managed to turn his life around, props for being so open and honest.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thankyou x the full story is on KZread mate 👍. Take care

@Ziggys93

2 жыл бұрын

@@pablodavies414 I’ve got the Fighting Trolls podcast on my watch list, watching the Shaun Atwood one as we speak. Story is truly amazing, hope everything works out well for you, your story deserves to be heard. More power to you, take care of yourself also mate.

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

@@Ziggys93 cheers bud 👍 appreciate this . Have a good one

Mate. As humans we will always make mistakes. You are not a bad person. But an incredibly honest and resilient man God bless. I hope everything works out

Just listened to this driving up to Birmimgham in the car. You certainly speak from the ❤️, tell a good story & put over a strong message. I would like to wish you all the best in life & keep the faith. Good bless to you ✅👍🏻✅

@pablodavies414

2 жыл бұрын

Thankyou . My full story is on shaun attwoods channel. Lee davies if you are interested. Thanks again for your support