There's nothing to be ashamed about crying over a loss. I lost my brother in a car accident and I cry about it all the time. I know what it feels like.

@nesto200

2 жыл бұрын

You ok? Hope your doing ok

@spongederp160

2 жыл бұрын

Lost my grandmother last year. It hurts.😔

@Kubz0n

2 жыл бұрын

@@spongederp160 me too 😔it hurts

@spongederp160

2 жыл бұрын

@@Kubz0n I'm sorry for your loss

@marusampath

2 жыл бұрын

Everyone sorry for your loss hope your doping well

Tom: "Being glued to a screen increases your suffering" Me glued to this video: 👁👄👁

@Rae.Y2k

2 жыл бұрын

FRRR

@devadking

2 жыл бұрын

*confused dog noises*

@maricelbriones6396

2 жыл бұрын

👁👄👁

@CLuB_Z

2 жыл бұрын

Suffering 100

@Editorfromthebasement

2 жыл бұрын

complete facts

I was almost about to cry when you cried while talking about your memory with your grandma. It’s not embarrassing, you showed your emotions like that is incredible. I don’t know how it feels, because i never stayed a long time with my grandma, and i barely know her much. But, to those who loved theirs, im sorry for your loss. I

@ScarletSheldon-pr3iq

4 ай бұрын

i balled my eyes out before he elaborated more.-0.

@gameboyplayzyt

2 ай бұрын

bro its the exact same thing that happened to me but with my brother...

@TheodoreLetsPlay-AllGames

2 ай бұрын

Dude why am I actually crying 🤧😢😢

@MantoHazra

Ай бұрын

I WAS ALREADY GONNA CRY WHEN I SAW HIM CRYING BUT I DIDN'T CRY & YOUR COMMENT MADE ME CRY

@MirwaisGaming342

Ай бұрын

My grandma isn't dead

loved how brave and genuine you are, there’s nothing to be embarrassed about 🍃

Respect for showing that crying is actually okay. Even as a man.

@Jonathan-qf2ow

2 жыл бұрын

He's still a boy

@craftingtablegaming6311

2 жыл бұрын

It’s about the mentality, Jonathan. An adult is 18 years old. A man is someone who can act like a mature guy.

@Jonathan-qf2ow

2 жыл бұрын

@@craftingtablegaming6311 if we're going by mentality then he is definitely still a boy

@calgoulden8223

2 жыл бұрын

@@Jonathan-qf2ow why?

@Jonathan-qf2ow

2 жыл бұрын

@@calgoulden8223 did you grow up without a father? Do i really have to point out how this guy is pretty childish?

Ryan can literally make floating in a pool entertaining lol. He has some of the best storytelling on the platform.

@DefeaterMann

2 жыл бұрын

READ MY NAME! !!!!!!

@KC.801

2 жыл бұрын

@26 Mic no

@Katter_.

2 жыл бұрын

@thegoodyeast even if your a bot, i agree.

@hilohalo4100

2 жыл бұрын

jake paul is supposed to be a boxer and he just bein weird smh

@KC.801

2 жыл бұрын

@@hilohalo4100 bruh what are you talking about

Ngl I started crying and now I can’t stop, Ryan is the sweetest most beautiful and amazing person on KZread.and I’m grateful to see that KZread still has its sweet hearts.we love you Ryan and rest in peace for your grandma you’re the best

You did amazing!!! I love how much you get to learn by doing all of these videos. In turn you teach us so much ❤ Thank you for your vulnerability!!

When he cried over his grandma, I cried too. No weakness or embarrassment there. Strength. Strength and love.

@-Katetastrophe-

2 жыл бұрын

I did too, at 5:43, as soon as his face fell, I cried for him, I'm not sure why it hit me so hard, I felt so deeply for him

@itzjason3251

2 жыл бұрын

A strong person can cry because they're being strong too long

@MrsCutieeCake

2 жыл бұрын

I thought he cried because he got water in his eyes. But yeah, that honestly makes sense and it was sweet to watch.

@seosan9708

2 жыл бұрын

I cried too cause I was also like that with my grandma when I was a kid. She's now gone, just a month after my other lovely grandma passed away last year. Still hurts..

@phoenixgirl70

2 жыл бұрын

Yes we’ve really got to stop raising boys or being influenced by someone else that it’s weak or embarrassing to show any emotion besides love and anger. Even guys still rip on other guys who express or talk about caring for their partner etc. It’s a terrible way to live. We’re all human beings and this gender traits shit enforced is man made. “Women are caretakers” yeah because for so long they had no control over their reproductive system they gave birth to a large amount of children. I thought it was beautiful. A memory of the woman who stepped up and raised him. She may have passed away. The psychological toll of not letting certain feelings show, I can’t imagine. I think the results are pretty clear with some men and usually people get hurt or unalived. It’s so sad, it’s gotta stop.

dude I almost teared up when you were talking about your grandmother. that’s such a warm memory, you don’t have to feel embarrassed of it.

@moodisa

2 жыл бұрын

Almost? Your a stronger person than me lol

@Bacon00024

2 жыл бұрын

@@moodisa I felt nothing

@patrickblake123

2 жыл бұрын

*I* teared up when he started crying

@Yeezus_2

2 жыл бұрын

@@victoriajohnson279 what, why tho

@Dollsstrangecorner

2 жыл бұрын

@@victoriajohnson279 What do you mean by that?

ryan got me crying with him.

That wasn’t embarrassing at all. That was absolutely beautiful Ryan.

“Don’t judge me for this” Ryan I used to do the same thing, it’s hard thinking about someone you love completely gone. We’re here for you!

@enderdude5000

2 жыл бұрын

E

@dart8198

2 жыл бұрын

ENDER DUDE fr

@DoorTo57

2 жыл бұрын

I was the 420 like. And also yeah 👍

@theweirdyt8903

2 жыл бұрын

Yes :)

@lupddup

2 жыл бұрын

🧠 it hurts there

5:43 NOT embarrassing. This is a beautiful moment of sentiment and vulnerability. Thank you for keeping this in the video.

@bluntforcetrauma8240

2 жыл бұрын

ong

@artsyair5400

2 жыл бұрын

what happened?

@bluntforcetrauma8240

2 жыл бұрын

@@artsyair5400 he cried

@artsyair5400

2 жыл бұрын

@@bluntforcetrauma8240 oh ty i was so confused 💗

@robertl9086

2 жыл бұрын

Wow crazy how your mind can do that to you. that is amazing and so brave for you to share that with everyone

It’s not embarrassing, it was needed. It's a good thing to let these emotions come up and out. Thank you for sharing this experience! I want to try one of those sens dep tanks myself some day.

"I don't have an ex" Man is so perfect and genuine he's only had one relationship that has held like super glue you are an inspiration in many ways. I look forward to the day your video brings you to Wisconsin totally hit me up I'll show you the best and worst spots for everything.

Ryan, that moment was amazing, not embarrassing. We as men must embrace that we, too, can and should feel without shame. It was great to see you visit such a distant memory through a genuine experience.

@xDeadlyWarriorX

2 жыл бұрын

Yes. That was beautiful.

@Yours707

2 жыл бұрын

Yes

@dawizard5275

2 жыл бұрын

2 weeks ago???????????????

@cutetubeonscratch5190

2 жыл бұрын

I support him!

@bambampewpew32

2 жыл бұрын

so relatable too but actually I can totally understand randomly remembering something so long ago but fondly

I love how you trust us to talk to us about your memory about your grandmother. It's obvious that she meant alot to you. You don't have to be embarrassed, we all have that one person who has had a huge impact in our lives.

@MikezDoesThat

2 жыл бұрын

👍

@l3arner

2 жыл бұрын

😭😭😭😭

@jade_carp

2 жыл бұрын

Lol

@ravaellanimations3314

2 жыл бұрын

@☺ χσχσ кєαg ☺ Im so sorry for your loss Losing a family member might take forever to get off your mind i wish you the best of luck for your future.

@DefeaterMann

2 жыл бұрын

READ MY NAME!!!! !!!

This went from cheery and sweet to sad and a bit creepy so quickly

Ryan, you did a great job on that visual. I loved it

Honestly this sounds so relaxing. No noise, no visual, no gravity. Only issue is I would get bored rather quickly with no way to write down what goes down in my head and likely would sleep through most of it.

@X-26YT

2 жыл бұрын

samw

@AmySkribble

2 жыл бұрын

I'd lose my mind. I'm already schizophrenic. I feel this would worsen it.

@xd_Unravel

2 жыл бұрын

this is exactly what my thought process was

@astropheluwu

2 жыл бұрын

I absolutely need some sort of music, being inside my brain just kinda scares me, but I would love this place, I’d probably just daydream the entire time though lmao

@VenTGM09

2 жыл бұрын

you're not gonna know where you are at all.

It’s not embarrassing it’s beautiful. and the fact that you kept it in the video shows how brave you are, and now you have motivated me to try this for my self to connect with my memories both good and bad

@Thawhid

2 жыл бұрын

I'm definitely doing this, on my bucket list. I already have an issue with overthinking so going through this outdated possibly stop it or if not it'll still be an experience. My guess is its expensive tho so InshaAllah I still get the chance

@Thawhid

2 жыл бұрын

could*

@Masemase2410

2 жыл бұрын

Yep I just have a pool in my house and am and expert scientist who went to Harvard and was the A+ Student in everything

@CIoudy_music

2 жыл бұрын

Pppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp

@nolanfrazier3482

2 жыл бұрын

Lol not really that Brave, he wasn't kicking in doors in Iraq.

I feel you with the story of your grandmother and you when you were younger, you’re lucky you had her even through your childhood, I lost mine at age 8, then just a few months ago, my second grandmother passed away from a blood clot. Memories of your past always exist not matter what happens to them.

i actually felt rlly bad 4 u when u were crying and i felt like crying too no need to feel ashamed about ur emotions! Great content as always :) Keep it up ❤

The beautiful story of your grandma touches me. No need to be embarrassed for the tears. It shows the human side.

@littlefloss._.

Жыл бұрын

1st reply with 400 likes ee

@bababooeygamingreal7042

Жыл бұрын

2nd reply with 1k likes :)))

@llucythedoggo

Жыл бұрын

Third reply with 1.4k likes

@justananimationguy4870

Жыл бұрын

4th reply with 1.5k likes ee

@guestymouseryshadowssuffer1890

Жыл бұрын

5th Reply with 2.5k

I love how ryan managed to made us feel like we're watching a documentary but in youtube style !

@salikaikram1575

2 жыл бұрын

Lmao I agree

@Guardian_Guy

2 жыл бұрын

If I was in a special tub thingy like that I would want no gravity and hot steamy water.

@Guardian_Guy

2 жыл бұрын

Feel like paradise

@lilacandstitch1852

2 жыл бұрын

It's not embarrassing to cry it's amazing

@Guardian_Guy

2 жыл бұрын

None of us even said the word cry

I lost my grandma too, I feel u man, it ain’t embarrassing, it’s happy to have someone to have the same feeling as me. Sometimes we will have to move on.

Me and my granddaughter were watching this video and we can totally relate to your grandmaa experience. 😅 Sienna is my granddaughter’s name and we love your videos. God bless. ❤️

The memory with your grandmother is really special-don’t be embarrassed over shed tears. She obviously means a great deal to you. Thank you for choosing to share that moment with us. Edit: It’s really encouraging to see so many other people who have hearts for their families (and for humanity in general). I hope this conversation (minus the bots) has encouraged some of you as well!

@smilestud8188

2 жыл бұрын

I feel his pain though...

@tacodogg9473

2 жыл бұрын

It’s so sad

@DefeaterMann

2 жыл бұрын

READ MY NAME! !!!!!!

@DefeaterMann

2 жыл бұрын

READ MY NAME! !!!!!!

@DefeaterMann

2 жыл бұрын

READ MY NAME! !!!!!!

That wasn't embarrassing that was amazing

@T.Ttt.tT.t.TT..Tt.t.TtT.T..T.t

2 жыл бұрын

Jon Denton

@coastercraziness

2 жыл бұрын

JOOOOOON

@Francis_forever.2000

2 жыл бұрын

ahhhhhhhhhhhhAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

@bravehen8676

2 жыл бұрын

It was a wholesome moment of rememberence

@luka...1879

2 жыл бұрын

Ur here!?!?!?

When you see Ryan happy and just having a good time, you know it’s gonna be a normal day But once you see Ryan crying…… Oh yeah….. That’s when you should cry too…

I almost cried when you told me about how your grandma raised you and how you miss her I could really feel your pain and love for her

Dude, don't be embarrased. That was perfectly normal and incredibly heartwarming. If i'll be honest i'm tearing up myself, heheh.

@studdie1347

2 жыл бұрын

nice pfp

@studdie1347

2 жыл бұрын

name looks xbox generated too W xd

@JaiDoesVideos

2 жыл бұрын

Oml your pfp and username gives me nostalgia of when I used to play on my Xbox 360 when I was little.

@DeletedDevilDeletedAngel

2 жыл бұрын

@@JaiDoesVideos same

@calebwaszaj44

2 жыл бұрын

omg i feel so honored to be ur 1000th like lol

No need to feel embarrassed about your emotions Ryan. We all have people we miss 👊

@Ouch_Mypaws..

11 ай бұрын

yup 👍

@micah407

11 ай бұрын

Same but my moms mom and my sister

@VeerainsaiChada

10 ай бұрын

In my case my younger sis

@kylie_spamzzz8824

9 ай бұрын

@@VeerainsaiChadaI’m sorry to hear that

@kylie_spamzzz8824

9 ай бұрын

@@micah407I’m sorry to hear that

That memory was soooo wholesome and I can totally relate to that stillness. It’s so awesome that this experience evoked that memory. Not embarrassing at all!

Im so sorry for your loss dude, there is nothing wrong eith being sad about losing a loved one, like im still sad about my dad who died 4 years ago and i almost cried when i heard you getting upset About her not being there for you😭😭😭😭

@elin_

23 сағат бұрын

I'm still sad about my mom, and that was 6 years ago.. It's easier to deal with now, yes.. but the grief will never go away. I'm sorry for your loss.

this feels like a literal documentary, insane work ryan!

@the3fellas753

2 жыл бұрын

Dude you’re a bot

@Shredder55_Official

2 жыл бұрын

Bot

@omen

2 жыл бұрын

@@Shredder55_Official just not a bot lol

@omen

2 жыл бұрын

@@the3fellas753 just not

@Ayman-su4vs

2 жыл бұрын

@@omen hmmmm sounds like something a bot would say🧐

Man that's not embarrassing, it's relatable. I lost my grandmother about 3 months ago and memories are really all I have. Being able to tap into them and experience moments with loved ones who are gone is a gift.

@SamMito28

Жыл бұрын

I'm sorry for your loss

@kaylamullins2410

Жыл бұрын

Me too😭😭😭

@kaylamullins2410

Жыл бұрын

May all our grandma's rest in peace 🕊️☮️💗🥺

@SamMito28

Жыл бұрын

@@kaylamullins2410 amen 🙏❤️

@lucindasims1424

Жыл бұрын

I lost my dad I don’t know my mom my grandpa died I live with my grandma

We can cry dude ❤ Loss is something that does that.

There’s no need to be embarrassed. Everyone always has a flood of memories and breakdowns sometimes. When I was younger my mom would take me to my grandparents house for the summers. I use to play with them all the time. Me and my brother would play with toys outside and run around in their grass instead of just watching television. Imagination was just our thing. When we had school my grandma would be waiting for me to get off the bus. The bus didn’t go to our road. I would sneak up to my grandpa. He was usually in his room when I git back from school. When he was sleeping I would draw on the floor and go, “boo!” and pop out of no where. When he was watching TV I would do the same thing but sneak around his wheel chair. One day when I got back he wasn’t there. Turns out that he had to stay in the hospital. My mom wouldn’t come home until late at night when we were all sleeping because she would be in hospital looking out for him. One day we headed towards a church I had never been too. And that’s when I saw him laying down. That was when I understood what “our time” was. It heart-broke me. I didn’t show up to school for 2 weeks. We would always sing songs, dance, wait for the ice cream man outside. He was one of the best singers I have ever heard, he was also really good at guitar. We have a picture of him in our living room. What’s funny is that even though we have that picture of him, I’m the only person in our house that has a unique picture of him in my room. My mom tells me how he visits her in her dreams. The time he visited me a couple of months agoI was overwhelmed with tears to speak, he told me “don’t cry Bonita.” He died when I was six but I still feel him watching over me. Still memories are hard but you should never be embarrassed. It’s a part of life that we all just have to except. Don’t feel bad

This is quality content. Even if he is trying to joke around or anything, he is making us laugh even when he is scared. This man deserves an award.

@roxensoul8680

2 жыл бұрын

Give this man a FAT cookie.

@ignitice

2 жыл бұрын

@SimilarSouls he would deserve it for sure!

@sharifullahmohseni9851

2 жыл бұрын

I'm 1k like

@ignitice

2 жыл бұрын

Lets go! Thanks @Sharifullah Mohseni and everyone who got me to 1K likes!

@seekhimwithallyourheartand3358

2 жыл бұрын

Repent to Jesus Christ ““For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the Lord. “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.” ‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭55:8-9‬ ‭NIV‬‬ Jg

Nobody should make fun of you for having emotional nostalgia sometimes it's unavoidable

@mrducky2941

Жыл бұрын

true

@XD_yt4453

Жыл бұрын

unavoidable for everyone except me

@Wrinkledwaterbottle

Жыл бұрын

@@XD_yt4453 ooooo you’re so different

@user-bk2gn4do6y

Жыл бұрын

@@XD_yt4453 so quirky

@comicarts1667

Жыл бұрын

True

Dude I'm sorry about your grandma I felt that before❤

WOW RYAN! NICE JOB! I LOVE UR EDITING! :D

Can we please normalize not being embarrassed about tears? That was such a beautiful memory you shared with us and I love the direction your content is going. Absolutely top tier. Edit: Seems a lot of people are finding humour in the "normalize" term, we get it💀 but the fact that there are also replies with people stating that they're not comfortable crying proves my point lol. We're not obligated to share how we're feeling but trust me, letting go and crying every once in a while can make you feel so much lighter. I think if we try as a collective to be less judgemental of people around us who cry (especially men), you'll find it easier to comfortably grieve or laugh or reminisce with tears. Watch a video of cute puppies, or soldiers coming home, or a sappy movie every now and then if you find it hard to let it out. Try and find time even if it's for 5 minutes to scream into a pillow or bawl your eyes out😂, don't be too hard on yourself, you're loved. It's going to be ok. ❤️

@PrinceofPeaceisKingofKings

2 жыл бұрын

exactly👍🏻

@42o45

2 жыл бұрын

@@godly_red fortnite x Twitter virgin

@edsheeransleftball

2 жыл бұрын

YES SERIOUSLY MEN ARE ALLOWED TO CRY TOO

@theshellcollector

2 жыл бұрын

I get embarrassed about crying bc every time I cry it’s ugly crying

@Homestuckfan413

2 жыл бұрын

@@godly_red W Ryan L you L life L existence

That memory of his grandma made me feel such pure and innocent things I haven't felt since my own childhood. Crying is the most normal thing, man! It's what it means to be human!

@jcw4632

Жыл бұрын

@Check my about page link Bruh I get you’re a bot but pick any other comment except for one talking about a dead grandmother piece of f**k

@Redman9000

Жыл бұрын

@Check my about page link I can’t read

@Beluga-df8kr

Жыл бұрын

@@Redman9000 same, that’s why I can’t write

@kitsu._.

Жыл бұрын

@@Beluga-df8kr and i cant type

@elmolovesyou2320

Жыл бұрын

@@kitsu._. how does this app work

Hey man, don't feel bad because you cried. Everybody cries. Showing emotion is strength, not weakness. I'm sorry about your grandma. I remember when my uncle died, I thought it was my fault, that if I had just talked to him more often he wouldn't have had that heart attack.

5:44 It's okay Ryan. Everyone cries. No one can stay strong forever. I could have cry when just right when there is no light. Your stonger than me. Good job Ryan.

Watching him progressively get sadder and try to fight it then just breaking down was so sad to watch

@yanetlerebours6695

Жыл бұрын

You’re very soft alexis garcia

@Taha_A

Жыл бұрын

@@yanetlerebours6695your name is ironic

@Wrinkledwaterbottle

Жыл бұрын

@@yanetlerebours6695 who asked

@himaririku5289

Жыл бұрын

@@Taha_A why

@Taha_A

Жыл бұрын

@@himaririku5289 his name says superhero yet he is basically being the opposite.

I honestly would love to try something like this. Just absolutely disconnected from the physical world, feeling like I’m literally inside of my own thoughts

@saegetek1268

2 жыл бұрын

You can acually do this, its called meditation ;)

@blizzard9397

2 жыл бұрын

@@saegetek1268 I feel like this will have a bigger impact on you. Just letting your body go, not caring about anything, and just going over old memories

@no.8443

2 жыл бұрын

Same

@no.8443

2 жыл бұрын

But I think I would be scared being alone

@weezo123

2 жыл бұрын

Death:

That was absolutely beautiful ❤

It’s ok you don’t have to be embarrassed we are all with you

Right I’m just gonna flat out say this. Ryan you say “don’t judge me” but no we won’t because there is no issue in bringing back memories from the past and being upset about it, society has made it so men shouldn’t cry or show emotions, but you can! We should all be able to show and express our emotions freely without being embarrassed. 🥰

@duckdudeyt

2 жыл бұрын

thats soo true

@elhacker8775

2 жыл бұрын

That is true

@mr.penguin0204

2 жыл бұрын

YOUR SPITTING OUT FACTS

@neptune_darkk3100

2 жыл бұрын

That’s true I feel like I can’t express myself just because of my gender

@dimaggiophilip7223

2 жыл бұрын

666 likes🤣🤣

Do not be embarrassed at all about your memory! That was beautiful! Your emotions were so raw! It made me stop and think about my grandparents who practically raised me as well! It’s a lot of feelings !

@Lolcat1

2 жыл бұрын

@26 Mic Get some help

@majdhasproblems2308

2 жыл бұрын

He has no grandparents yet

@breadguy3993

2 жыл бұрын

when i was born only grandpa was alive and hes in another country

@Nite.Z.

2 жыл бұрын

@@majdhasproblems2308 no he had a grandma but not a grandpa

@majdhasproblems2308

2 жыл бұрын

@@Nite.Z. gud to know

BRO the grandma part,you don't know my feelings even if I think someone from my family is dead I burst out into tears

there’s nothing embarrassing about being human, ryan. ❤

you shouldn’t be embarrassed to show us your emotions, you’re human too and we totally understand that you have experiences and memories of your own! thank you for telling us about your grandma and your moment with her

@croutons9590

2 жыл бұрын

What if I’m not human 🤨

@xcmmm

2 жыл бұрын

@@croutons9590 What if bird

@wans2883

2 жыл бұрын

@@xcmmm what if im the monsteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer

@xcmmm

2 жыл бұрын

@@wans2883 what if we dinosaurrrRrrRrrRtTTrTrRrrR

@AggeAnimations

2 жыл бұрын

@@croutons9590 What if me MONKE 🦧

As someone who has trouble with sensory overload, this looks like heaven (currently sitting in a dark room with noise-canceling headphones on so that I can't hear anything but my own heartbeat). But it also looks like straight up torture because any sort of stagnation causes me anxiety. I'm just now realizing I might have some issues.

@gkiita

2 жыл бұрын

i feel the same way

@KyKyKooks

2 жыл бұрын

Same

@jjju3

2 жыл бұрын

hey bestie it is just slightly possible you have adhd or autism lmfao

@daniraekay

2 жыл бұрын

Wanna hear nothing, do nothing, think nothing, see nothing, peace for three hours, a dream!...but it's unfamiliar btw, new territory, sooo do yaaa thooo? Hashtag-relatable

@worldTM_

2 жыл бұрын

cope

as a retail worker it would be nice to hear nothing! No complaining, no drama, no beep beep beep, no exptations, just relaxing! I wish I could afford something like this. I've been learning outside of work just to deal with work. Thanks for coming to my ted talk

That made my eyes tear up when you were talking about your grandma😢 I'm sad now😢😢😢

I really want to try this now... Looks oddly relaxing

@Mereaux

2 жыл бұрын

Stop

@volshebnik8976

2 жыл бұрын

*RYAN TRAHAN IS GARBAGE!!!* *MY CONTENT IS WAY BETTER!* ' :

@Mereaux

2 жыл бұрын

ok

@volshebnik8976

2 жыл бұрын

*RYAN TRAHAN IS GARBAGE!!!* *MY CONTENT IS WAY BETTER!* ' :

@Klinton12

2 жыл бұрын

Ryan is my inspiration, my parents said if I get 60k subscribers they'd definitely by me a better camera for recording... Please I'm literally begging you Guy's...

I was watching this with my family and when you started talking about your grandmother, we all fell silent. Just listening to your words. Thinking about our own grandma, and how we would fair if we were to do this ourselves. Great content dude!

@oliviagrinter9018

2 жыл бұрын

Ok

@firefox2462

2 жыл бұрын

Delicious?

@xevss_

2 жыл бұрын

800 likes awesome dude

@cocob0l0

2 жыл бұрын

@@xevss_ Hey thanks man!

@jeremiahfurtick5387

2 жыл бұрын

L+ratio+bozo+Mid💀💀💀

there is nothing wrong with crying because of moment you miss or cant experience anymore ryan. we love you and you did a great job ❤

2:16 GREAT JOB RYAN U DID BEST ANIMATION I EVER SAW

Naw man, nothing to be ashamed of. Glad you were able to remember something that was formative in your life. I'm sure if I did this I would be sobbing remembering crazy shit my Mom and I did, or my friends who took their lives. We all have things we need to process. No shame, thank you for sharing this.

@hughson9229

2 жыл бұрын

"Crazy shit my mom and i did, My friends who took their lives" 😟

@callistoarmy5576

2 жыл бұрын

Because I'm not famous like other singers that's why no one see my music videos. Pls see once and then decide ❤️..,,,,,

@daley5186

2 жыл бұрын

@@callistoarmy5576 actually shut up

@markdeming1903

2 жыл бұрын

I'M HIRING RYAN TRAHANBY GIVING HIM MY EXCLUSIVE MANUSCRIPT. YOU LIKE HIM AND WATCH HIM. IT'S GONNA TAKE TIME. ENCOURAGE HIM TO RESPOND TO ME. TELL HIM I'M SERIOUS AND I WANT TO SEND IT OVER TEXT AND THEN EMAIL AND DO IT.

@maxread5234

2 жыл бұрын

Oh I hope you're okay Bro, keep strong, but it'd okay to cry. Love You bro 🙏

It’s so sad that the world has recognized crying as “embarrassing”! Ryan, never feel embarrassed about feeling that way! 💗

@rigomurillo553

Жыл бұрын

tru

@saraquick7769

Жыл бұрын

true

@FMCLIPSXEDITS

Жыл бұрын

😔 Yes it’s so sad.

@ethan360twist4

Жыл бұрын

Right

@zackcarllacap9928

Жыл бұрын

I mean crying its always embarrassing for me cause my friends might think im a crybaby

WOW NICE JOB RYAN THAT VISUAL WAS GREAT

That grandma part... I'm actually crying it's not embarrassing I feel you

5:50 Not at all embarrassing, bro. This world we've built, with all of its sound/light pollution, has majorly disconnected us from what's actually going on inside of us. We are rarely in-touch with our authentic and internal selves, which is why you feel embarrassment for crying in the first place. This is a beautiful moment and I really hope you have a million more authentic moments like this to connect with the deeper parts of yourself.

@llamaglitter

2 жыл бұрын

I loved this take on that moment! Thanks for sharing

@DefeaterMann

2 жыл бұрын

READ MY NAME!!!!! !!!!!!

@Unity_05

2 жыл бұрын

Nah

@haiguys2601

2 жыл бұрын

did he do susu aka pee in tub and salt

@UpkiXD

2 жыл бұрын

@@haiguys2601 wtf

When he talked about his grandma.. I literally started to tears up a bit. Im very scared to loose my grandmother, I love her so much bc she always loved me and helped me...

@alexstuarttt

2 жыл бұрын

Same bro same

@escapetherace1943

2 жыл бұрын

mine died last year I didn't expect to cry from this video like, at all life goes on though God bless you guys

@luna-san9974

2 жыл бұрын

@@escapetherace1943 im very very sorry for you then :/ all my love 🕊️

@errorsant2054

2 жыл бұрын

i wish i had mine:(

@VizakMC

2 жыл бұрын

same, and my grandma is pretty close to dying of age

Ryan is one of my favorite KZreadrs keep it up you make amazing content

Ryan don’t feel embarrassed I’m impressed bc I can’t even tell my secrets bc I’m always embarrassed and nervous u just conquered my biggest fear ❤❤❤❤

That was really thought provoking Ryan, extremely interesting to see how you reacted to your senses being taken away. I bet it could be a really good memory trigger for people, don’t be embarrassed about which ones come up and how you feel about them, the story about your grandma was really powerful. I would love to try this - but I worry about how I would react to it, I think my anxiety might get too bad unfortunately! surely!

@bootymuncher7649

2 жыл бұрын

why did you repost a comment???

@aetimes2

2 жыл бұрын

@@bootymuncher7649 KZread sometimes glitches where it says it hasn't posted a comment but it actually has

@youssefomar6254

2 жыл бұрын

Damn stolen

@seekhimwithallyourheartand3358

2 жыл бұрын

Repent to Jesus Christ ““For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the Lord. “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.” ‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭55:8-9‬ ‭NIV‬‬ U

@atp8108

2 жыл бұрын

@@seekhimwithallyourheartand3358 Stop it. Get some help.

It's alright man I cry over my grandma and she's not even dead yet it's just the thought of it that makes me cry it's okay we understand what it's like you don't have to be embarrassed or ashamed of it

@Narble_is_unavailable

Жыл бұрын

I know. Sometimes I think of my grandad dying, and I break down. I dread the day… 😢

@dan-qi6ed

Жыл бұрын

Think the same and i cant even get sad in the slightest even for someone i like so much

@flor-2671

Жыл бұрын

Same 😢

@Raptor_N

Жыл бұрын

I think about it more than I like to admit, and I always get so worried about it, and Ryan’s memory made me tear up

@Banksplayz

Жыл бұрын

Its a scary thought

When you cried it made me think about my aunt who suddenly got dizzy and died by a drug overdose(medication). I cried along with you.

it is not shame cry for memory of loved one!!!!!!

This. This is science. Not boring science, but practical science. *And he's testing it out with himself* That's worth to see

@christopheryazbeck3035

2 жыл бұрын

IM NOT HERE FOE SC IENCE

@rammycanales3784

2 жыл бұрын

There is no boring science.

@rammycanales3784

2 жыл бұрын

There is also no unpractical science.

@MacElMasMancoDeTodos

2 жыл бұрын

@@rammycanales3784 Yeah, it was pretty funny and interesting learning all variants of polynomial equations that I never used before, not even in university learning aero-spacial Engineering. I know they teach us things to help us understand the rest, but you need to admit that the 1800's educational system still being the same with more content, and so there's boring science, as there's boring videogames and even boring hobbies, just created to systematically dose the "Things you should know" into our brains to vomit it afterwards in an exam. I love science, man, don't think I'm a Karen or something explaining why the Earth is flat and scientists are unreliable people trying to kill you, just saying that as everything in this universe is imperfect, science CAN be boring. =D

@rammycanales3784

2 жыл бұрын

@@MacElMasMancoDeTodos I actually kind of think the same. More often than not, schools are very shitty at teaching the basics, and then kids become hesitant to continue STEM stuff. Yet, you are saying Science by itself is boring in your first comment, which is different from THE WAY SCIENCE IS THAUGHT IN SCHOOL is boring. Although, I argue for me any science concept is automatically not boring, but yeah, I get that for a majority of people this is not the same. I am just picking up to the fact that no science concept is inherently boring.

When I went to prison on my first go around, they have a place called, " the box" which is basically the "hole" or solitaire confinement. It's horrible little messed up cell. The brick walls, no window, a big intimidating metal door, a metal framed bed bolted to the ground, a metal toilet with a sink on it. One light on the ceiling that stays on all day, all night. I was sent to the box the first time for a fight, that actually never really happened, with someone that I didn't even know, it's too long of a story but there I was in the cell next to his in the box and the only way to speak to each other was through a heating vent on the ground that ran through both of our cells. We would talk, because other than writing or reading that was the only thing to do. We talked for hours, for days, then weeks, we got pretty close without even ever seeing each other. The box will do something to weird to your mind. The first few days are probably the worst. Time is slow, the light will give you a headache and you'll spend a lot of time just walking back and forth but something happens to a lot of people in there after awhile, time starts passing. You forget all about it and it just kinda speeds up without you noticing it, at this point of being in there, what the hell is time anyways? It doesn't matter. You'll forget what day it is. Then forget the date all together and sometimes when your up really late talking you'll go to bed late, or early depending on how long you talked and then there goes your normal sleeping cycle and if it wasn't for the kind of shit food your getting you wouldn't know if it was day or night and usually at this point you couldn't give less of a fuck. When I said that the box does weird shit to your head I meant that it really twists your shit up because before they we're going to put me back in general population I decided I was just going to refuse. I was going to stay in that little cell for as long as I could or until I paroled and that's what I did. I spent three years in that box. Obviously my neighbor left and over the next few years many came and left and I enjoyed talking to them, getting to know them, getting close to a human with just conversation knowing that I would most likely never see them again, that was a special feeling. I liked the books I read and I got really good at drawing. Increased my drawing skills up to portrait level using covers of books and the occasional magazine. That cell changed me in more ways to count. Some good things and some not. Sorry for rambling it's just that this video reminded me of my little cell in the box.

@lordeddardstark9124

2 жыл бұрын

Woah man... Glad to see you got through all that.

@spyro2608

2 жыл бұрын

Very interesting story 🙏

@RemoveHandles750

2 жыл бұрын

What’d you go for? To jail I mean

@mistercowboy202

2 жыл бұрын

@@RemoveHandles750 back when I was a teenager and pot was illegal I got into a lot of legal trouble because I smoked, I spent almost my entire teenage years in a home for boys. A boys home which was a lot more like its own neighborhood for delinquent children, at age sixteen they didn't know what to do with me since I had spent so much time there that pretty much all of my family either hadn't cared or washed there hands of me so they put me in a studio apartment in a much larger city than I've ever lived in at the point and I had grown up in the backwoods till then so it was quite the culture shock to me and I was only 16, enrolled in a school but no way to pay for anything so that's when my adult criminal career began. I went to prison the first time at 17 for home invasions and a safe breaking with a whole slew of misdemeanors. I don't ever want to blame that boys home for my actions but I've always found it quite ironic that they spent years working on my "delinquency" of being a pothead that when they finally washed their hands of me they decided to drop me off in a city, with absolutely no resources and something I couldn't even pay for.

@RemoveHandles750

2 жыл бұрын

@@mistercowboy202 well, hope you’re doing better now, be safe out there man

The grandma part hits more than ever for me now, I lost mine recently but I had to stay busy and one day on the bus home from school I just broke down and started to cry a bit, it was dumb

I lost my grandpa and Cried 😢 sooo it’s. Not embarrassing and I cried to when you talked about your grandma hope she is in peace

That was really thought provoking Ryan, extremely interesting to see how you reacted to your senses being taken away. I bet it could be a really good memory trigger for people, don’t be embarrassed about which ones come up and how you feel about them, the story about your grandma was really powerful. I would love to try this - but I worry about how I would react to it, I think my anxiety might get too bad unfortunately!

@codbus7651

2 жыл бұрын

I would be unable to breathe if i did that ): Seems cool though but not being able to hear, see and experience gravity would choke me

@puikwanchan6369

2 жыл бұрын

The fact that I was hallucinating strings in there too is creepy

@DefeaterMann

2 жыл бұрын

READ MY NAME!!!! !!!

no where near embarrassing, i lost my grandma 5 years ago and still cry about it, we r all here with you

@rosie_cozyy

Жыл бұрын

🥰

@rabidanimal233

Жыл бұрын

i lost my mom a month ago, still miss her

@yanetlerebours6695

Жыл бұрын

You’re very soft Charlene Choy

@janellafernandez6476

Жыл бұрын

Rest In Peace.

@camsclip

Жыл бұрын

@@rabidanimal233 I’m so sorry

It’s ok bro we all get sad at times and it’s fine you don’t need to feel embarrassed

That was TOTALLY NOT embarassing. It's great that U shared that memory with your viewers :)

I had never heard of this before, it looks so scary, I would 100% freak out after 15min, can't imagine doing 3 hours lol. I have to try this one day and conquer some fears. Nice video Ryan, and don't be ashamed that you cryed.

@Roseatta22

2 жыл бұрын

Not to be that person but cried

@hamburber1683

2 жыл бұрын

I guess you haven't seen √π√$ @ππ√$

@hamburber1683

2 жыл бұрын

@Don't read profile photo ok I wont

@_lc

2 жыл бұрын

@26 Mic bro hrs not u

@gloomy_gal

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah I would love to do that it would be so scary though.

Ryan, my guy it's totally fine to cry and let out your emotions out ! It's not embarrassing that you cried on camera. Just stay positive ! Live in the moment !

@DefeaterMann

2 жыл бұрын

READ MY NAME! !!!!!!

@Llama_RL

2 жыл бұрын

Stop bot

@sylvieonyoutube.

2 жыл бұрын

@@Llama_RL I'm not a bot !

@Temerityofficial21201

2 жыл бұрын

U don’t need to use space between letters and exclamatory mark .-.

@thehypericecube

2 жыл бұрын

@@sylvieonyoutube.he meant the comment that said “READ MY NAME!!!” Not yiu

I love your edit of salt good job

I feel u bro:(😢 when u remember The most saddest memory on ur life Its just sad bro i mean its like sad :( i feel u:( and i cry because of your story😢:(

Can we appreciate what Ryan is doing for us? The happiness, sadness, feelings, all of these emotions mixed into one video? This is the best that you have done, I love it so much

@WladylawGomulka

2 жыл бұрын

one word: money

@Sakkaz

2 жыл бұрын

@@Jonathan-yr3so 😶

We need more men like you. you got so openly vulnerable, and my heart broke when you asked me not to judge you :( its not embarassing, its human, and its stronger than anything to show these parts of ourselves, let alone to this many other people. i appreciate when men are vulnerable. i appreciate when men arent afraid to cry. i appreciate when men are brave enough to be emotional in a world where its so easy for them to bottle up their shit and not talk about it. its what differentiates boys from men. well done

@breakingames7772

2 жыл бұрын

We have to many people like that now, telling everyone every feeling every minute of every day.

@why_awesome

2 жыл бұрын

@@breakingames7772 is that a bad thing?

@why_awesome

2 жыл бұрын

@@breakingames7772 also i think you're overexagerating

@Gogetaa

2 жыл бұрын

@@breakingames7772 cry about it

@emmahollow8898

2 жыл бұрын

Stop trying to turn men into women

Im jealous. Sesory deprivation sounds perfectly amazing. Alone with your thoughts and the horror your mind can produce. I wish i could be completely secluded for hours.

Don't be embarrassed, not at all infact if anything be proud that you love your family. ❤

You know, this is one of the only challenges I would actually be willing to lose. It feels more like a reward rather than a punishment

@volshebnik6995

2 жыл бұрын

*RYAN TRAHAN IS GARBAGE!!!* *MY CONTENT IS WAY BETTER!* ' :

@hosterYT

2 жыл бұрын

@@volshebnik6995 Even if it was , literally no one cares or asked so please do something better with your life

@AnthonyRea2011

2 жыл бұрын

This guy is amazing. (I’m talking about Ryan love him) I’m subbed

@EEEEEEEE

2 жыл бұрын

‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎E‎

@DefeaterMann

2 жыл бұрын

READ MY NAME! !!!!!!

Don’t worry about needing to cry. I teared up watching this. I have OCD, so the thought of doing something like this - surrendering myself to nothing but my thoughts - sounds like a hell, I can’t imagine how you must’ve been feeling.

@neckbackcripplinganxietyattack

2 жыл бұрын

Same, I’m autistic and would definitely have a meltdown lol

@joeyrony2887

2 жыл бұрын

I'm autistic and have PTSD and OCD I would be crying for all 3 hours remembering all the trauma in my life

@stan8479

2 жыл бұрын

@Joeyrony 1 Yeah same, I have the unfortunate autism+OCD combo too. It’d be straight suffering.

@PretzelConnoisseur

2 жыл бұрын

I would start sobbing as soon as the lights turn off. My anxiety and all my phobias just rush in when I'm in a dark room.

@euclodies1719

2 жыл бұрын

Sauce pfp?

Crying isn't embarrassing when it's come to missing someone we loved most.

WOW RYAN NICE JOB!!! 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽

Crying is not embarrassing Ryan remember that. I've lost my grandma about 2 years ago and every time I think about all those memories I had with her makes me cry like a baby. Remember we're here with you!

@manthe3711

Жыл бұрын

No, it's embarrassing. It's weak, pathetic, and it would get you killed in the wild.

@luzmieadalin3684

Жыл бұрын

@@manthe3711 is he on the wild?

@manthe3711

Жыл бұрын

@@luzmieadalin3684 Not with that attitude.

@luzmieadalin3684

Жыл бұрын

@@manthe3711 with what attitude?

@yeetionary

Жыл бұрын

whenever i hear stories of people with loved ones that passed away, i always feel sad and feel grateful for the people i still have i'm one of those people as well.

Congrats... you had your first non-drug induced psychedelic experience, and in the process of the lack of input stimuli, your mind purged several emotions and thoughts that needed to come out. Some of the experiences shown here are traditionally triggered by psychedelic substances. When the mind has no input stimuli (no sight, sound and other things such as touch), it creates its own visuals based on the sum total of a person's lifetime experiences. The imagery seen can be metaphorical, with shapes, visuals and 3D & 4D space "representing different meaningful memories". This explanation is simplistic at best, but basically what is happening here. Well done on completing the challenge. It would be interesting to see your Dad go through the same experience, and see what comes out from his mental library.

@tocman5463

Жыл бұрын

To be honest I don’t understand half of the words you said but it’s looking good so yea I hope it’s good or else.

@Theukrainereal422

Жыл бұрын

“Read my name”

@advikperuka1567

Жыл бұрын

You interesting are

@strawberrybluee

Жыл бұрын

I can’t tell if this is a hate, or just a simple joke. (No hate on you tho)

@tocman5463

Жыл бұрын

@@RedNovaMedia umm yea ok even though I didn’t understand anything it’s alright I get it Kida of

Omg that presentation was so good!!

5:42 I feel you man that wasn’t embarrassing that’s how I feel about my grandma too man it’s ok

@64KLACKS_Official

Жыл бұрын

Same For Me 😭