I Sold/Gave Away (almost) Everything I Owned.

I couldn't leave my apartment without sharing a few more confessions with all of you! Thank you for growing with me and being patient with me. I know that making a decision to let go of everything and move on during a time like this might seem crazy, but I promise I have done everything to keep myself and those around me as safe as possible. I hope you enjoy this video and I'm excited to share this next chapter of my life with all of you (very soon)!
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  • @damondominique
    @damondominique3 жыл бұрын

    Did we both just not focus our cameras for these videos or what?

  • @JustinDykstra

    @JustinDykstra

    3 жыл бұрын

    Damon Dominique 😹

  • @wearilive
    @wearilive3 жыл бұрын

    All of the success is coming to you!!!!!! i can feel it

  • @damondominique
    @damondominique3 жыл бұрын

    FIRST

  • @MisakoEnvela

    @MisakoEnvela

    3 жыл бұрын

    HAHA it only took me 2 decades to get it uploaded!

  • @reinarose802
    @reinarose8023 жыл бұрын

    "If you’re hesitant and you’re not 100% sure if that’s an investment you want to make, you lose nothing from taking a year off to think about it" definitely needed to hear that. thank you!

  • @kadijanyambi
    @kadijanyambi3 жыл бұрын

    I let go of everything (including my apartment and job) about 2 months to pursue my business full-time and live life. 2 months in and no more depression, new-found freedom, and my business is thriving. Attachment is the root of all suffering. Let go and you will be free 🕊

  • @LifeinLithuania
    @LifeinLithuania3 жыл бұрын

    girl I can't wait to see you on red wine talks

  • @LifeinLithuania

    @LifeinLithuania

    3 жыл бұрын

    thank you for the always-thoughtful content, misako! ♥

  • @Hanika3Does

    @Hanika3Does

    3 жыл бұрын

    omg i've been waiting for that episode for a minute

  • @NoaJasmine
    @NoaJasmine3 жыл бұрын

    yes i regret how much money i wasted on college because i didn't get anything out of it. i didn't study what i was passionate about and came out of feeling more lost than ever

  • @reinarose802

    @reinarose802

    3 жыл бұрын

    omg that’s exactly how I feel right now 😭

  • @tretren1468

    @tretren1468

    3 жыл бұрын

    Me. Just graduated and still don’t have a clearer picture on what I wanna do. Just with debt now lol

  • @saralyguerrero8091
    @saralyguerrero80913 жыл бұрын

    Loved this! I think it’s so weird that as 18 year olds we were told we had to make such a huge financial decision. Like bruh. I’ve been a kid my whole life, making minimum wage, and now you just expect me to hand over $100,000 like that? AS IF I EVEN HAD THAT $$

  • @LifeinLithuania

    @LifeinLithuania

    3 жыл бұрын

    yes!!! it shouldn't be legal for teenagers to take out such big loans. now i'm in my later 20s regretting it so hard

  • @Giacomo.Q
    @Giacomo.Q3 жыл бұрын

    Why is it that everything seems a lot more chill and better when I watch your videos

  • @15.johnsonangel
    @15.johnsonangel3 жыл бұрын

    1. Your skin is glowing 😍✨✨ 2. I'm one of those folks that gets joy from your videos. Thank you for showing up 🙏🏿💕

  • @kikiyweathers
    @kikiyweathers3 жыл бұрын

    Yes, yes, yes. I knew in my heart I wanted to write: movies, tv, books--and I did that in the most scrappy way possible. I wanted to go to USC film school, but was scared of the student loans. Guess what? Got those anyway. Fortunately for me, but unfortunately for my writing career, I had a baby, and needed to support him, so I gave up on writing. Instead, I went the college route, and I have the student loans to prove it. Go after your dreams with everything you have--you have youth on your side NOW, when you don't have the burdens of life: bills, bills, bills. No matter how hard, keep pushing. If you need ANYTHING, if I have it, you got it. Love you, Auntie

  • @15.johnsonangel
    @15.johnsonangel3 жыл бұрын

    "The confidence to make money in a way that feels true to me" YES! ✨💕✨🙌🏿 The world is full of ways to distract you or pull you down from that. Thank you for sharing this. Sending you love Queen 😍

  • @Ariana_Tahor
    @Ariana_Tahor3 жыл бұрын

    Here after Damon’s video. Love yaaallll

  • @MrLakers92
    @MrLakers923 жыл бұрын

    Uh uh when that trash can flipped open like that 👁👄👁

  • @MisakoEnvela

    @MisakoEnvela

    3 жыл бұрын

    sabrina nope HAHAHA the lid is broken so it doesn’t stay closed 🤣🤣🤣but I didn’t even notice when it happened while filming...that is tooooo funny 🤣

  • @saralyguerrero8091

    @saralyguerrero8091

    3 жыл бұрын

    Same!!!

  • @blossom-yw8fe

    @blossom-yw8fe

    3 жыл бұрын

    i was like.. yo wtf.. is that supposed to happen?

  • @MrLakers92

    @MrLakers92

    3 жыл бұрын

    Misako Envela 🤎🤎sending you all of the love! We love an engaged queen

  • @annastayziaa
    @annastayziaa3 жыл бұрын

    this is such a beautiful video. the love life reflections really hit deep for me too. I resonate with your answers so much. misako, THANK YOU so much for your videos. you've been inspiring me tremendously! :') thank you thank youuu!!

  • @gabbyrerra
    @gabbyrerra3 жыл бұрын

    "the person in love ive treated the worst in love is myself" girlllll that hit different and I can relate!

  • @DAGuy726
    @DAGuy7263 жыл бұрын

    perfect time to click over from damons

  • @sarahjaneyun
    @sarahjaneyun3 жыл бұрын

    Kinda hoping she goes to Paris to live close to Damon 🤞🏻

  • @hawwaamaryam

    @hawwaamaryam

    3 жыл бұрын

    Ikr! I always rewatch the old videos of them in Paris together on the damonandjo channel

  • @Sammy-nj3io
    @Sammy-nj3io3 жыл бұрын

    I felt you released something by the end of the video. Thank you for sharing your change and growth. You and other black women who are brave enough to share their stories and try something new, you have all given me the courage to do the same. I am going to take the unbeaten path this fall and I'm looking forward to what's to come.

  • @zionghirmai7686
    @zionghirmai76862 жыл бұрын

    I was not ready for the cards to ask such questions. I feel like you really spoke from your whole heartspace here. so transparent and brave and you took your time which tells me that you wanted to make sure you spoke with intention and not just b/c you were recording yourself. thank you for your openness and honesty. I'm glad I found your channel.

  • @l0verofmusic
    @l0verofmusic3 жыл бұрын

    This was such a fun video! You should try the card game we’re not really strangers- it’s super similar

  • @MisakoEnvela

    @MisakoEnvela

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for taking the time to watch!! ❤️Ohhh yes, I've seen their beautiful Instagram account. I will have to check out the card game as well...thank you for the recommendation!

  • @neluthecurious8389

    @neluthecurious8389

    3 жыл бұрын

    Oh I follow them on insta actually!

  • @naydelinemejia879
    @naydelinemejia8793 жыл бұрын

    This is the first video I am watching from your channel, and wow I love your energy so much! Will definitely continue to watch :)

  • @MisakoEnvela

    @MisakoEnvela

    3 жыл бұрын

    Hi Naydeline!! Thank you for taking the time to watch and for your kind words!! 💛🙏🏽 I appreciate you and yayyy! 🤗🤗🤗

  • @dayrodriguez9619
    @dayrodriguez96193 жыл бұрын

    i related to a lot of your responses to the questions in this video, and i kinda just broke down by the 18 minute mark and started crying. lol. i love u so much and your thoughtfulness. you're a beautiful soul.

  • @pianadarkk
    @pianadarkk3 жыл бұрын

    You strike me as an INFP! :) Thank you for being in this space

  • @VSandTaylorSwiftLove

    @VSandTaylorSwiftLove

    3 жыл бұрын

    I'm an INFP and definitely see a lot of myself in Misako!

  • @aaronmitchell7618

    @aaronmitchell7618

    3 жыл бұрын

    Wow was about to make a similar comment. She definitely vibes like an INFP.

  • @hollaatthekid1796
    @hollaatthekid17963 жыл бұрын

    You are new to me and that is exciting! A new face and voice, a refreshingly level headed perspective and someone who is not just talking about it but doing it, way to go! And so excited to watch you in the future!

  • @miralatik2400
    @miralatik24003 жыл бұрын

    My soul needed this video ,thank youuu and proud of u ✨

  • @hazel9549
    @hazel95493 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for opening up to us :) You inspired me to clean out my closet, which has been on my to do list since March. Hmm my guess is you're moving to Paris! Can't wait for the next vid!!

  • @dandibambi
    @dandibambi3 жыл бұрын

    you are absolutely stunning inside and out!! this is such a thoughtful and poetic video. our memories are often attached to our material things and spaces and when we grow out of them, it's much easier to gain closure when we actually give ourselves the time to reflect like what you're doing in this video!! I just came from Damon's channel and immediately subscribed - you're absolutely going to blow up

  • @AmoyaShante
    @AmoyaShante3 жыл бұрын

    Yaaaass!!! I found you from Damon's channel and I already love you!

  • @jnward255
    @jnward2553 жыл бұрын

    This is an amazing video! Thank you for doing this 🙏

  • @barrittreynolds4537
    @barrittreynolds45373 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for making this video! I love and apreciate your authenticity and thoughtful words. Also you are glowing!!

  • @cornpoe
    @cornpoe3 жыл бұрын

    You are such a breath of fresh air! I wish you the very best on your adventure!

  • @imanimoore2155
    @imanimoore21553 жыл бұрын

    Excited to see what this next chapter holds for you!! I always look forward to watching your videos. much love xo

  • @emmaleadora
    @emmaleadora3 жыл бұрын

    thank you for sharing

  • @whoopi5257
    @whoopi52573 жыл бұрын

    Amazing - thanks for sharing

  • @theofficialkaa
    @theofficialkaa3 жыл бұрын

    The way both you and Damon both inspire me is unparalleled!! I loved this video so much!!

  • @Seuhues
    @Seuhues3 жыл бұрын

    The last question!! Damn, it touched me so bad (in a good way). Thank you for taking the time to spread some love here and thanks for not giving up on your dreams. Keep it up! 💕

  • @patriciaurias3838
    @patriciaurias38383 жыл бұрын

    I enjoyed your video and appreciate all your honesty! 😊

  • @ForeverEclectic
    @ForeverEclectic3 жыл бұрын

    I've never seen your channel pop up before....so glad I clicked:) Your honesty and willingness to go so deep is refreshing.....new subscriber👍

  • @theanthy
    @theanthy3 жыл бұрын

    Raw and beautiful video. Grateful for you sharing your thought and hopes. Wishing you the best

  • @josephinetheflower5629
    @josephinetheflower56293 жыл бұрын

    thank you for getting deep and honest and real and sharing yourself with us

  • @shelovesplants
    @shelovesplants3 жыл бұрын

    i am SO excited to see what you do next!! Great thingssssss

  • @antonettedewar7151
    @antonettedewar71513 жыл бұрын

    Dang she really took it there! Shoot Misako! Now I'm looking at all my stuff sideways haha thank you for pushing yourself to be so open with us. I love the simplicity of you cleaning and talking. Amazing. You are doing great.

  • @SailorVenusJupiter
    @SailorVenusJupiter3 жыл бұрын

    Wow I needed to hear the first part of the video. I’ve been dreaming of becoming an optometrist my whole life but after my bachelors I just couldn’t take the plunge into grad school. I’m still figuring out life which I thought I would have figured out by now but it feels nice for someone to say it’s okay. I knew I wanted to travel my whole life so I’m planning my move to South Korea. Thank you Misako! I’ve also really identified with the whole people pleaser aspect of your personality since I’m the same way but I’m changing my ways. You’ve gained a subscriber hehe

  • @mohummus3235
    @mohummus32353 жыл бұрын

    New subscriber! Feels like I'm listening to my close friend talk. Sending love!

  • @lacyelaine3919
    @lacyelaine39193 жыл бұрын

    This is such a beautiful project. I believe I can relate to the feelings you feel towards these questions. I hope to find the courage to follow my true path🤙🏽

  • @alexjohnson9565
    @alexjohnson95653 жыл бұрын

    Hey what a wonderful uncovering of your soul you have revealed. Thank God for a life like yours.

  • @Katbing
    @Katbing3 жыл бұрын

    I resonate with your story so much. I almost answered your questions for you. Same! Thank you for your truth. 💖

  • @cynthiatang1680
    @cynthiatang16803 жыл бұрын

    I can totally relate to you on trying to make myself more attractive for someone else. Just like you, I didn't do anything crazy, but there are certain things I wouldn't do if I wasn't trying to impress the person. Now I know that it doesn't work, and it's just best for me to be myself!

  • @audreyblair8948
    @audreyblair89483 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing ❤️

  • @rileyhammon9492
    @rileyhammon94923 жыл бұрын

    Ugh your'e not even sponsoring it, but now I want to buy that game! Also need to detox some of my wardrobe and free up the space for pieces that INSPIRE me. Just came from Damon's video, both of you killed it with the questions

  • @StarryCM
    @StarryCM3 жыл бұрын

    A Misako and a Damon video on the same day? Aww yeah 🤩 Also, are you staying in LA or moving elsewhere?

  • @trinity3834
    @trinity38343 жыл бұрын

    your videos always make me feel so good and relaxed :)

  • @MisakoEnvela

    @MisakoEnvela

    3 жыл бұрын

    This made me so happy!! I'm so happy you're able to relax while watching. 💜💜💜 Thank you for taking the time to watch and leave this comment!

  • @trinity3834

    @trinity3834

    3 жыл бұрын

    Misako Envela thank you for taking time to respond 🥺

  • @Arissa4ever
    @Arissa4ever3 жыл бұрын

    Keep pushing. You are inspiring to this 31 y.o!😁❤️

  • @annabutler5389
    @annabutler53893 жыл бұрын

    Damon, Misako, and Shayna all uploaded 🤧It's a good day

  • @avp-4890
    @avp-48903 жыл бұрын

    I came here because of Damon and I'm staying because of your great personality! I love how you reflect in depth in all the questions

  • @sylviabueltel2880
    @sylviabueltel28803 жыл бұрын

    This was so peaceful to watch, you have such a beautiful mind

  • @MisakoEnvela

    @MisakoEnvela

    3 жыл бұрын

    Hi Sylvia! I am so glad you found this peaceful to watch! :) Thank you so so much for taking the time out of your day to watch and for subscribing...I appreciate you! 💜💜💜

  • @elenad.2995
    @elenad.29953 жыл бұрын

    I really love every shot in this

  • @moneyisweird7862
    @moneyisweird78623 жыл бұрын

    Sending you love from London for your fresh start!

  • @MisakoEnvela

    @MisakoEnvela

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much! Sending you lots of love right back! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @charley2836
    @charley28363 жыл бұрын

    the echoing in the empty room is so satisfying to hear ☃️

  • @allanxpress
    @allanxpress3 жыл бұрын

    You're giving off major cancer vibes and as a fellow cancer, I feel your answers so deep ❤️♋️

  • @Misshotmess333
    @Misshotmess3333 жыл бұрын

    Feeling love and inspired on the opposite side of the world. Wishing you all the best on your next chapter, Misako.

  • @angentertainment2071
    @angentertainment20713 жыл бұрын

    Enjoyed this video!! Where did you get your jumpsuit from? I love it!

  • @knandin1
    @knandin13 жыл бұрын

    you are so beautiful!! thank you for sharing misako

  • @justsmile968
    @justsmile9683 жыл бұрын

    You make me feel better when I'm down!

  • @is-a-belleee
    @is-a-belleee3 жыл бұрын

    Great video

  • @juzellloyd5081
    @juzellloyd50813 жыл бұрын

    I share your struggle with learning to let go of people when necessary....It's not an easy road but we'll get there.

  • @charlisimone4045
    @charlisimone40453 жыл бұрын

    but like where is that jumpsuit from? too freaking cute! also found your content today and totally what my soul needs

  • @Maya-nq6ko
    @Maya-nq6ko3 жыл бұрын

    yes boo you def made me a TINGE happier

  • @alyssawalton1916
    @alyssawalton19163 жыл бұрын

    Damon sent me

  • @LIFEEVERYTHINGUNDERTHESUN20
    @LIFEEVERYTHINGUNDERTHESUN203 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for being YOU🍻

  • @no.9132
    @no.91323 жыл бұрын

    I'm here!!!

  • @Captain_Jes
    @Captain_Jes3 жыл бұрын

    I haven't watched the video yet, but my lease is up in a couple of months and I plan on doing the exact same thing (as the title suggests.) And whew! Ok. Gonna watch now. Lol.

  • @gmtz4424
    @gmtz44243 жыл бұрын

    Where did you move to in Mexico? Watching your videos gives me peace

  • @madelynn-delarosa
    @madelynn-delarosa3 жыл бұрын

    ❤️❤️❤️‼️

  • @heynurserocky
    @heynurserocky3 жыл бұрын

    You are a breath of fresh air! Thank you beautiful! *New Subbie Here!

  • @kshillingford4921
    @kshillingford49213 жыл бұрын

    I did the same when I got saved. One of the best and most liberating things you can do.

  • @hobbyphotographystudio
    @hobbyphotographystudio3 жыл бұрын

    You are so beautiful Misako!

  • @Heir2themoon
    @Heir2themoon3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your candor lol new subscriber

  • @MisakoEnvela

    @MisakoEnvela

    3 жыл бұрын

    And thank YOU so much for taking the time to watch and subscribe! :) I am so grateful for you! 💛💛💛

  • @liliwonderlandworld
    @liliwonderlandworld3 жыл бұрын

    salut Misako, je ne savais que tu avais une chaîne KZread, car c'est la première fois qu'une de tes vidéos apparaît sur ma page d'accueil. Pourtant je regarde les vidéos de Damon, dans lesquels je t'ai déjà vu, depuis longtemps.

  • @melissamohammed2294
    @melissamohammed22943 жыл бұрын

    You kno how long I looking for u. Since u was working with lilly. You finally just popped up tonight.lol but I can relate wat u saying about disrespecting yourself. I am the same way.

  • @10469
    @104693 жыл бұрын

    Well you do have two talents that stands out for sure .. you can clean and go deep @ the same time.. 😂 life is what you make of it. Take me for example, I have made misery into success. But then I paid the price for it , it cost me Solitude from my family.

  • @dianasworld3015
    @dianasworld30153 жыл бұрын

    Ok turns out we're basically the same person

  • @lucyblehar9272
    @lucyblehar92723 жыл бұрын

    i just am.... in love

  • @lisapruitt4141
    @lisapruitt41413 жыл бұрын

    Here via Damon's channel

  • @andenemery4814
    @andenemery48143 жыл бұрын

    here from Damon and I repent for not subscribing sooner!! 😍

  • @fonzycooper9135
    @fonzycooper91353 жыл бұрын

    I’m definitely going to do the same

  • @meg7221
    @meg72213 жыл бұрын

    It's good that you're acknowledging bad habits and things you can do better on, but I think you're being too hard on yourself thought wise !!

  • @johannamera4527
    @johannamera45273 жыл бұрын

    SECOND AYYYY

  • @Rose-sv2jk
    @Rose-sv2jk3 жыл бұрын

    I feel that I hate not taking about something i Know how to resolve. it has hurt alot of relationships of mine

  • @imprint2030
    @imprint20303 жыл бұрын

    Minimalist queeeen

  • @reclaimedandrested
    @reclaimedandrested3 жыл бұрын

    You’re a beautiful woman inside and out whom I’m sure can marry well! That’ll give you the resources and time you need to create.

  • @heyyyloe
    @heyyyloe3 жыл бұрын

    10:39 ahhh we said myself at the exact same time

  • @camillebelcon8811
    @camillebelcon88113 жыл бұрын

    Why am I finding vids that are coming for my neck? I do these same things in romantic relationships - now having to accept that they don't want me and this relationship will never turn into what I want it to be. When it will actually dissolve? We shall see

  • @noahdouglas702
    @noahdouglas7023 жыл бұрын

    you are a divine beaut

  • @allthemultikpopfandoms7452
    @allthemultikpopfandoms74523 жыл бұрын

    I am honestly debating moving to France also but I’m 18 and I only have $500 and I’m already in college😭

  • @tuvarawoods4552
    @tuvarawoods45523 жыл бұрын

    So,you lose nothing from taking a year off? 😳❤

  • @robertphillips6259
    @robertphillips62592 жыл бұрын

    Mais pourquoi t’as quitté la France quoi

  • @applefreak1954
    @applefreak19543 жыл бұрын

    What ghost is using your trashcan at 13:34 ?!

  • @rileyhammon9492
    @rileyhammon94923 жыл бұрын

    What camera do you use?

  • @MisakoEnvela

    @MisakoEnvela

    3 жыл бұрын

    Hi Riley! I use the Canon EOS Rebel T5i DSLR Camera with the kit lens. Got it in 2016 and it's worked really well for me! :)

  • @rileyhammon9492

    @rileyhammon9492

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@MisakoEnvela Thanks! :)