i promise to not end my life

Музыка

i promise

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  • @TDruzhok
    @TDruzhok6 ай бұрын

    Not going to trauma dump in the comments, so let’s just say YT has some oddly specific timing

  • @icantpursuewhatimtrulypass7335

    @icantpursuewhatimtrulypass7335

    Ай бұрын

    🫂🫂🫂

  • @salmonellasam2755

    @salmonellasam2755

    Ай бұрын

    Couldn’t agree more, hope you’re still here

  • @SpedBoy29

    @SpedBoy29

    27 күн бұрын

    all love

  • @888._ElI

    @888._ElI

    20 күн бұрын

    Nah. Fr

  • @NuisanceDM

    @NuisanceDM

    19 күн бұрын

    I ain’t gotta know but I’m rooting for you buddy. So much still to see.

  • @buira9482
    @buira948210 ай бұрын

    KZread keeps recommending me random music with less than 200 views and this popped up. Awesome stuff, I hope you get more listeners!

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

    THANK YOU I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY!!! IM GLAD YOU ENJOYED IT!!!

  • @halguy5745

    @halguy5745

    8 ай бұрын

    youtube music recommendation algorithm is surprisingly good. maybe even the best

  • @josiahanderson9057

    @josiahanderson9057

    6 ай бұрын

    Dude me too and I keep finding lots of rad songs

  • @F12F12

    @F12F12

    6 ай бұрын

  • @dellarae

    @dellarae

    6 ай бұрын

    Saaammmeee like last couple months! Not a bad thing just so random

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial
    @JoshuaMaryOfficial10 ай бұрын

    I LOVE YOU GUYS YOU MAKE ME SO HAPPY .

  • @deadus2884

    @deadus2884

    8 ай бұрын

    Thank you for this song, my friend. It's truly something

  • @ezraking9245

    @ezraking9245

    21 күн бұрын

    Legend 🏆✅

  • @calskywalker95

    @calskywalker95

    6 күн бұрын

    I think it’s you who makes us happy, that’s why we’re here!😊

  • @fallenangelcrimson
    @fallenangelcrimsonАй бұрын

    one’s own disconnection from themselves… i look at the child in the picture that i don’t remember being… there’s no real oneself… just several different characters we live as…

  • @w4v2

    @w4v2

    Ай бұрын

    what character are you?

  • @oightKoreraAreEditable

    @oightKoreraAreEditable

    20 күн бұрын

    @@w4v2 A good starter question

  • @wheezerAOTY
    @wheezerAOTY9 күн бұрын

    i have no idea why this is in my recommended feed, but the second i saw it, i knew i had to listen to it. this is beautiful. good job man

  • @edshmo9429
    @edshmo94297 ай бұрын

    I made it out of the frying pan and into the freezer. That really hits hard.

  • @crustycrustacean5267

    @crustycrustacean5267

    6 ай бұрын

    final fantasy quotes just like that

  • @ladylordeve
    @ladylordeveАй бұрын

    It's going to be two months since soon and I still have to say this to myself everyday, having this to listen today made it all a bit more conforting

  • @geckogaming3658

    @geckogaming3658

    26 күн бұрын

    💜glad you stayed

  • @Ibrahim-df1df
    @Ibrahim-df1dfАй бұрын

    I’ve seen that kid in a nightmare. This song is tragically good.

  • @soldierman3828

    @soldierman3828

    Ай бұрын

    nightmare? fr? hes my pluh he chill, ion why he do that

  • @dylansmith1756

    @dylansmith1756

    Ай бұрын

    he's also been in my nightmares

  • @orbismworldbuilding8428
    @orbismworldbuilding84287 ай бұрын

    This is a very touching music Someone else said its like a hug, i describe it as warm. Not about positivity, but genuine and good. Like medicine, its cough syrup. Thank you for this song

  • @houdinislove2492

    @houdinislove2492

    7 күн бұрын

    Howni felt with current joy with warm jets

  • @obsidianvamp
    @obsidianvamp10 ай бұрын

    This song was my introduction to you, & let me tell you, it’s absolutely phenomenal. I just listened to everything you have uploaded right now & I’m absolutely ecstatic to see what you release next. Bravo!

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

    AW OH MY GOSH THANK YOU IM SO GRATEFUL AND HAPPY THAT YOU ENJOYED THIS AND CHECKED OUT EVERYTHING. THERE IS MORE TO COME!!!

  • @mysteriousman3531
    @mysteriousman3531Ай бұрын

    I absolutely love it when videos have a small bit of voice audio. This is an amazing video. Keep up the good work

  • @ChristinaFromYoutube
    @ChristinaFromYoutube11 күн бұрын

    At 2:30 when the feedback and percussion stops it has the effect of "wait, come back! Don't go!" That's such an interesting feeling to be able to replicate in music!!

  • @wheezerAOTY

    @wheezerAOTY

    5 күн бұрын

    oh that's cool! i never noticed that

  • @chrisshick9480
    @chrisshick94807 ай бұрын

    Perfect wake up music when you get fired from your job 4 days before Thanksgiving ...🖤

  • @tahinisauce3595

    @tahinisauce3595

    4 ай бұрын

    Hey man, I know it's been two months since you commented, but I hope you are in a better place right now. Keep being strong

  • @Anjumthefarawaystar

    @Anjumthefarawaystar

    12 күн бұрын

    Hope things are better now...❤️

  • @bm1ofamillion
    @bm1ofamillion6 ай бұрын

    This has a really neat sound, and a nice touch to sample FFX. Probably my favorite game of all time :)

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    6 ай бұрын

    It’s one of my favs too

  • @russianpatriot5465
    @russianpatriot54658 күн бұрын

    this sent shivers down my spine

  • @saai4life
    @saai4life7 күн бұрын

    Here before this blows up everywhere and becomes that one song everyone uses in an emotional video

  • @2fayeLa
    @2fayeLaКүн бұрын

    This made me feel something I haven't felt in a little while. It's feels better.

  • @deadus2884
    @deadus288410 ай бұрын

    That is one of the best things i heard in a long time. It made me feel widest range of emotions most of which i cant even understand Wow, just wow You've touched something unfamilliar in me. Thank you

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

    ur gonna make me cry that’s so sweet of you to say. im glad you enjoyed it and im glad the music was able to touch you in that way. that makes me really happy :)) thank you for your kind words and support much love to you

  • @limbothebiggay1709
    @limbothebiggay17097 ай бұрын

    I just stumbled upon this at 2am and I am confused but its strangely soothing.

  • @armandovelasquez361
    @armandovelasquez3616 ай бұрын

    THE ALGORYTM BLESSED ME WITH THIS GOLD, INSTA LIKE

  • @tahinisauce3595
    @tahinisauce359510 ай бұрын

    This feels very comforting. Like a hug. Great work!

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

    thank you, i think i need a hug after all these nice comments i love it have a nice day .

  • @tahinisauce3595

    @tahinisauce3595

    10 ай бұрын

    @@JoshuaMaryOfficial virtual hug coming your way!

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

    @@tahinisauce3595 I LOVE YOU

  • @sjsjaushw
    @sjsjaushw8 ай бұрын

    it’s only been 3 weeks since i first listened to this but i keep coming back. beautiful song, thank you for putting this out here.

  • @dahsarepop6700
    @dahsarepop670012 күн бұрын

    Well, I guess I won't end my life.

  • @ChristinaFromYoutube
    @ChristinaFromYoutube12 күн бұрын

    A hug from you. Thank you ❤

  • @dreamyfauna
    @dreamyfaunaАй бұрын

    Who needs therapy when final fantasy x and music like this exists?

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    Ай бұрын

    😂

  • @dreamyfauna

    @dreamyfauna

    Ай бұрын

    @@JoshuaMaryOfficial It's beautiful ❤

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    Ай бұрын

    @@dreamyfauna thank you 🙏❤️

  • @caylemsepeda4845
    @caylemsepeda48458 ай бұрын

    Sharing this on my Tumblr to feel something

  • @chip00p
    @chip00p9 ай бұрын

    I keep coming back to this, it's fantastic

  • @eb6700
    @eb67008 ай бұрын

    This shit evokes feelings I try to repress. My mom got admitted to a hospital for her depression and I know I’ll never experience what she’s going through but I can’t help but think that if I was healthy and didn’t have stuff wrong with me that made her worry maybe she’d be alright. Fuck depression, your music is top notch though👌

  • @tahinisauce3595

    @tahinisauce3595

    7 ай бұрын

    Hey man, sending lots of love to you and your mom. Times are hard, but hopefully it will get better at the end

  • @eb6700

    @eb6700

    7 ай бұрын

    @@tahinisauce3595 thank you man I definitely appreciate it🤛

  • @restlessparadox1953

    @restlessparadox1953

    18 күн бұрын

    i hope u know this wasnt ur fault man. i hope u made it through and things got at least a little better, i hope there is love in ur life and u can *both* get the support u need. all the love to u and ur mom, still.

  • @Apathyqt
    @ApathyqtАй бұрын

    goose bumps my friend., the feeling this gives. MUSIC IS CRAZY

  • @MamaNeedsaDeanBlunt
    @MamaNeedsaDeanBlunt6 ай бұрын

    Just discovered your work! This is my first song of yours I’m listening to and I love it so much, really reminds me of Sign Crushes Motorist! I can’t wait to hear what else you create🙏😋

  • @tabithasanders8131
    @tabithasanders8131Ай бұрын

    The exact song I needed at this point in time -- thank you.

  • @user-rh8zq8sd6t
    @user-rh8zq8sd6t7 ай бұрын

    Elegant in a semicatacl6smic clysmic tenor❤the vibes redunculus....😂

  • @joydividing
    @joydividing26 күн бұрын

    Thank you, KZread for recommending me this. Great song, love the spoken word/sampled audio and the static.

  • @Mister_Feelgood
    @Mister_Feelgood10 ай бұрын

    This song makes my soul vibrate. Not sure if it makes sense, but still. Great job chief

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

    IT MAKES MY SOUL VIBRATE TOO THANK YOU HAVE AN AMAZING DAY!!! DONT WORRY IT MAKES SENSE I TOTALLY GET IT THATS THE VIBE I WENT FOR LOL

  • @TheLostHustler
    @TheLostHustler24 күн бұрын

    Nice and meditative

  • @welayinthorns747
    @welayinthorns74727 күн бұрын

    The timing of this is unreal. Cant wait to listen to more of your music. God bless 🖤

  • @MagicMason1000
    @MagicMason100010 ай бұрын

    I didn't know what to expect going into this, but I liked it way more than I expected! Will listen to more of your stuff :)

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

    THANK YOU SO MUCH HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

  • @NoahGKH
    @NoahGKH7 ай бұрын

    This is truly amazing, I wasn't sure what to expect listening to it but I'm not disappointed keep it up dude!

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    7 ай бұрын

    Ty dude new stuff coming soon

  • @sierrahs.2306
    @sierrahs.2306Ай бұрын

    This is actually amazing, keep it up ❤

  • @theefine2439
    @theefine24395 ай бұрын

    surely there must be more to this amazing piece of art..

  • @LuckyHamburger
    @LuckyHamburger9 ай бұрын

    This is beautiful.

  • @atikaiakakaikak
    @atikaiakakaikak9 ай бұрын

    Nice song

  • @owlxp5270
    @owlxp52708 ай бұрын

    why is this so good omg

  • @PseudoWounds
    @PseudoWounds6 ай бұрын

    Great stuff!

  • @raayarhyiun
    @raayarhyiun5 ай бұрын

    This is so strange yet good, the voice also sounds like Hwei in english dabbing haha

  • @catjammy1099

    @catjammy1099

    4 ай бұрын

    The vocal part is from Tidus in Final Fantasy 10! :D

  • @maxfrezen-latynin4226
    @maxfrezen-latynin42266 ай бұрын

    I shivered a lot at 0:06 seconds. That really tells the story I think. Stay blessed

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    6 ай бұрын

    God bless you

  • @weslatind22
    @weslatind226 ай бұрын

    Okay.. my ears love this! Ty

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    6 ай бұрын

    Yw!

  • @andrade2129
    @andrade21297 ай бұрын

    Strange and noisy. Love it

  • @LavekGaming
    @LavekGaming10 ай бұрын

    When the V2K frequency manipulation hits tough and the matrix is trying to send you a confirmation message that some people are demons in human form. Great work 😌

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

    thank youuuuuuuu

  • @caylemsepeda4845

    @caylemsepeda4845

    8 ай бұрын

    Elaborate more please

  • @jshsjsnsk

    @jshsjsnsk

    8 ай бұрын

    yes pls elaborate we want ANSWERS

  • @peregrinecovington4138
    @peregrinecovington41386 ай бұрын

    Really good, keep making music

  • @hannahmayz
    @hannahmayz13 күн бұрын

    Bravo ❤

  • @Smiley_Fruitcake
    @Smiley_Fruitcake7 ай бұрын

    absolute gold right here

  • @mothersofcain
    @mothersofcain10 ай бұрын

    this just popped up on my yt, it's amazing, reminds me of opn. keep up the good work! :D

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

    THANK YOU SO MUCH AAAAAA

  • @alpheratzand710
    @alpheratzand7109 күн бұрын

    the timing is a bit too specific

  • @SweetArmadillo361
    @SweetArmadillo3618 ай бұрын

    This song would make a killer sample.

  • @ladydianaera
    @ladydianaera18 күн бұрын

    love it!

  • @leithtessman7642
    @leithtessman76426 ай бұрын

    this sounds like analog horror but as a song

  • @yeetyeetonthestreet-colinm1186
    @yeetyeetonthestreet-colinm11867 күн бұрын

    Wow..

  • @priestofcrab4043
    @priestofcrab40436 ай бұрын

    This is very interesting, very intimate. I feel like it'll touch a lot of people. Sadly, it doesn't quite sit with me even though I enjoy it somewhat. Don't give up skeleton!

  • @subhapradosh1384
    @subhapradosh13849 күн бұрын

    Me too

  • @eduardohernandezdelacruz3515
    @eduardohernandezdelacruz35156 ай бұрын

    Wow the name of the creator, and music name's really, really slaps my soul.

  • @lilelfie
    @lilelfie18 күн бұрын

    love the ffx sample

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    18 күн бұрын

    It's one of my fav games

  • @hunterkrause641
    @hunterkrause6416 ай бұрын

    Is there anywhere I can use a part of this as a sample to some fairy edm drop that makes everyone cry happy tears?

  • @acronym.4328
    @acronym.4328Ай бұрын

    The moment I found this video and saw the thumbnail my immediate thought was the kid kinda looks like a young AVGN. The song is great too, quite somber but charming.

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    12 күн бұрын

    I do??????

  • @acronym.4328

    @acronym.4328

    12 күн бұрын

    @@JoshuaMaryOfficial If you just look at AVGN for a tiny bit, you'll see the similarities. It's not a bad thing though, I just wanted to point that out because I can see it somehow lol

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    12 күн бұрын

    @@acronym.4328 nah you’re good bro I think it’s funny!

  • @acronym.4328

    @acronym.4328

    12 күн бұрын

    @@JoshuaMaryOfficial I'm glad, swell work on the song here btw :)

  • @timmeadows970
    @timmeadows9707 ай бұрын

    Haunting....

  • @flamegamer3424
    @flamegamer342410 ай бұрын

    This is dope. 👍

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

    THANKS BRO

  • @edwardkelber8878
    @edwardkelber88786 ай бұрын

    It was good man I liked the song. Thanks.

  • @Superficial_Intelligence
    @Superficial_Intelligence10 ай бұрын

    I have no idea what I just listened to. Though I quite enjoyed this... Whatever kind of music this is XD

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

    tbh i dont know either, my other stuff is like experimental noisy electronic hip hop but this is more of an electronic direction. but thank you!

  • @Superficial_Intelligence

    @Superficial_Intelligence

    10 ай бұрын

    @@JoshuaMaryOfficial Yeah I could tell, I checked out all your other stuff and I'm excited to hear what else you come up with!

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

    @@Superficial_Intelligence thanks dude!

  • @halkyen
    @halkyen10 ай бұрын

    Honestly, stunning. I fucken love it

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

    thank you

  • @halkyen

    @halkyen

    10 ай бұрын

    @@JoshuaMaryOfficial I honestly believe with your skill here if you manage to bring your music to the score of some movie you will blow up massively, best of luck, will be following you from here on out

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

    @@halkyen thank you >.<

  • @maybeonmay
    @maybeonmay3 күн бұрын

    what a perfect timing yt algorithm is really onto something

  • @tomatetoo2624
    @tomatetoo262410 ай бұрын

    I love the cracky sounds

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

    its a plugin called DAW LP by Klevgrand!!!

  • @rippog5449
    @rippog54494 ай бұрын

    Watched this go from a few hundred views to thousands, I can’t stop coming back it’s a new safe space

  • @FwonTao
    @FwonTao4 ай бұрын

    I need lyrics

  • @deathsinger1192
    @deathsinger119214 күн бұрын

    I did too, wise move

  • @oleksandrbezkorovainyi
    @oleksandrbezkorovainyi6 ай бұрын

    good stuff

  • @RosesAreOverrated
    @RosesAreOverrated6 ай бұрын

    Literally me !!

  • @enor69420
    @enor69420Ай бұрын

    when the youtube algorithm understands you more than your family and friends

  • @cluelesscardgamer
    @cluelesscardgamer10 ай бұрын

    Very nice

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

    TY!!!

  • @Lenn-ee4cy
    @Lenn-ee4cy21 күн бұрын

    Idk what this is but i ain't complaining

  • @cloobr353
    @cloobr353Ай бұрын

    i love thia so muchfde

  • @currently_online
    @currently_online9 ай бұрын

    life is all about people having thoughts and making things and people then listening to these things and having thouths themselfs then in turn making things and so on and so on

  • @harrisonbrand8985
    @harrisonbrand898510 ай бұрын

    i’m so full of joy :D hah

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

  • @thegeminiclub
    @thegeminiclub7 ай бұрын

    Lele I get thoughts like that when I’ve had too many drugs

  • @user-nm8mt8vb3c
    @user-nm8mt8vb3cАй бұрын

    I do not, and have spent so long dying that I forgot to live. Now it is far too late and everything beautiful has died and nothing is fun anymore

  • @ca_ax1
    @ca_ax1Ай бұрын

    Bro this is amazing 🙌🫡

  • @Ollie4life.7
    @Ollie4life.7Ай бұрын

    ygss I finally found a banger BUTTT lowk wanna gate keep it

  • @ThatHippyDuck
    @ThatHippyDuck8 ай бұрын

    TIDUS?!

  • @hybrix
    @hybrix6 ай бұрын

    The algorithm provides

  • @nathanr5737
    @nathanr5737Ай бұрын

    good shi.

  • @4neeeee
    @4neeeee6 ай бұрын

    nice

  • @rickyscott748
    @rickyscott74816 күн бұрын

    FFX 👍

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    7 күн бұрын

    YES

  • @RunYouWont
    @RunYouWont10 ай бұрын

    lovely

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    10 ай бұрын

    thank youuuuu

  • @brainc0la-_-
    @brainc0la-_-Ай бұрын

    same

  • @mrdogeguy7299
    @mrdogeguy72997 ай бұрын

    What even is this? Well all I know is that this is amazing, still tho, is this just something ur doing for fun or is this some kind of horror series?

  • @Surps51
    @Surps51Ай бұрын

    Looks like Cody Rhoades

  • @yezz-_-3570
    @yezz-_-35706 ай бұрын

    i wish i could say the same....

  • @BigSmoke-dp4yh
    @BigSmoke-dp4yh26 күн бұрын

    idk wtf youtube has been recomending me but i aint complainin

  • @MegaBubble
    @MegaBubble4 күн бұрын

    *not to end :3

  • @paulocarbone64
    @paulocarbone646 ай бұрын

    ❤❤

  • @MrBeam112
    @MrBeam1127 ай бұрын

    liked the ff10 sample :-)

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    7 ай бұрын

    Ty it’s one of my fav games

  • @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    @JoshuaMaryOfficial

    7 ай бұрын

    I thought it fit the song very well