Thank you for these videos. They are helping me alot. Please make more videos when u get a chance.

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Your channel just popped up in my feed. I'm so surprised it didn't show up sooner since I've searched for this topic before! So glad to find you!

@birthofabadssmychildhoodse6637

3 жыл бұрын

I just added to the descriptions of my videos, so that may be why. I'm glad you found me too. Helping others keeps me going.

You are one of the strongest people that I have ever met

Thank You again! I'm sorry you had to go thru what you went thru! Your video is helping me so much already & I'm only on the 2nd one! I wish you had more! So much more to say, just know I appreciate you so much!

@birthofabadssmychildhoodse6637

3 жыл бұрын

Hey, thanks so much. I'm doing okay. The grieving process finally took hold for me in early fall in 2019 and I've had to focus on getting back on my feet. I'd love to know what topics would be helpful to you. I will talk about grief in my next video. Feeling my grief and sadness has brought me to a much better place and it has allowed me to feel aspects of joy I haven't felt in a long time, and some cases, ever. I am glad I could help you in your journey. It is hard to put it all out there, but when I hear others say it helps, that helps me heal. I wish you all of the best in your healing.

Hi Pam It’s been almost two years since my horrifying flashback...and I’m still struggling to believe this..... acceptance maybe? I keep rehearsing that maybe I did something wrong to conjure up these horrible feeling..... I’m not sure what I’m trying to say but did it take you a long time to accept this? It’d very confusing and traumatic.

@birthofabadssmychildhoodse6637

3 жыл бұрын

Scott, I'm so sorry. I understand what you are saying. It has been 5 years for me and there's so much evidence it happened, but once in a while, I still go into denial and I still want to believe my therapist somehow convinced me of this thing that isn't real. Feeling my grief (which took about 3 years and lasted for 8 months or so) has helped me move along in acceptance. What helps me is accepting when I need to deny what happened. You struggle to believe because you don't want to believe. That's okay. You can find peace in exactly where you are.

I've watched many of your videos. I want to ask... are you in a relationship?