I can’t even cry, I feel in such pain with depression and fear and my thoughts

@moulee7448

2 ай бұрын

😢 🫂

I don’t know how I will be able to work a job with OCD. I have zero energy.

@amy-janequinton3193

2 ай бұрын

It’s very tough. Take care of yourself the best you can. Do you have a job now?

@MegaSaanch

2 ай бұрын

@@amy-janequinton3193 Yes, I have a job offer on line. When I got it I was excited about it but afterwards due to OCD overwhelms (down days) I got truly hopeless especially when I saw people around me working with a lot of efficiency and expertise while I couldn’t find the energy to get out of my bed. It gives me fears that I will actually die or not have enough energy for that job or at the very least will become a laughingstock for people who will see my nitpicking and incompetence.

@MegaSaanch

2 ай бұрын

I have it on a waiting period. Till then I’m trying my best to recover because I feel zero physical or mental capacity for it

@_felicia_99

2 ай бұрын

Me too 😢

@gelpens750

2 ай бұрын

Take care of yourself as much as you can. I have a full time job right now and have a good time. It's hard sometimes, but you and everyone else with OCD can absolutely find a way to move through!!

I truly understand where your coming from and have experienced the same depths of despair which caused me to make 3 real attempts to take my own life. After one attempt when the hospital staff were stiching my wrists they were also making fun of me. I wish, just for a short time, they could have felt what it's really like to suffer with OCD. Only those that suffer with OCD really understand how devastating it can be and the huge effort we have to make just to function. We who suffer with OCD are members of a club we never asked to join but our shared experiences can be of great benefit especially at those times we are at our lowest. Thank you for sharing your story.

@justmadeit2

2 ай бұрын

It’s the worst. If you don’t mind me asking, was it caused by intrusive thoughts that you made those attempts ?

@duncanhough1284

2 ай бұрын

@@justmadeit2 Thank you for your interest. Yes it was, followed by false memories made much worse by ruminating.

@justmadeit2

2 ай бұрын

@@duncanhough1284 It’s torment. I’ve had insomnia too because I’m so tense.

@duncanhough1284

2 ай бұрын

@@justmadeit2 I am currently working very hard on reducing all rumination which is key in recovering from OCD. So far I'm getting very positive results but it's far from easy. I wish you all the best with your own endevours. All the best for now.

One thing to note about OCD is that the intrusive thoughts and themes have many ways they can be triggered. The 2 most common being an external trigger from something in your surrounding environment, or you can be daydreaming and a thought will pass by and get latched onto. When its the former you tend to regret doing the thing that triggered the thought, but either way you literally have no control over how they start.

You really posted this the day I've dropped into the depths, God I needed this today, thank you so much

Thank you, Chrissie, for fighting for all of us in this community. You have touched more lives than you could ever imagine.

Insomnia is bad too with anxiety and ocd

I’m so glad you’re still here. You and everyone else in this community gives me hope.

thank you for all that you're doing. it helps tremendously to convey the experience of so many people.

Your so Strong Woman Chrissie thanks for everything with love from me😍

been in the depths recently. great timing chrissie I can relate to the this so much!

When I am triggered badly I fall into rumination then after that depression and despair, its a hard ride sometimes. great video Chrissie.

I’ve had so many moments like the one you recalled. I can see the pain in your eyes when you reminisce. I love watching your videos. It’s been a lifeline for me. Thank you for being here for all of us. ❤

Thank you!

It's like no-one is understanding labelling me bad I don't no where to go with the suffering

As much as I would like to believe this, I don't think I can keep doing this anymore

Love ya Chrissie 🐸

Lovely Chrissie Hodges.

you are a strong bad bitch chrissie hodges😎 i love you queen

Can HOCD also be about specific people?

I have an important question! Can probably someone help me? Its really embarrassing but i get the „groinal response“ without intrusive thoughts. I am so extremely scared that i have PGAD. I don’t know if it is OCD or not.

@amy-janequinton3193

2 ай бұрын

Chrissie has a lot of videos on the groinal. Shes suffered herself and talks about triggers etc. Have you looked back at past videos?

@qqqqqqq1434

2 ай бұрын

Hi! i have groinal responses without intrusive thoughts, i have POCD and ZOCD so i get the groinal responses when i see/hear a trigger Do you know that OCD isn't about just thoughts? It can be intrusive sensations too. You are not alone. I know how it's hard to find information about groinal responses without thoughts, but it's pretty common in OCD community

@Noemissubs

2 ай бұрын

@@qqqqqqq1434 woah really? Thats such a relief to hear! Is there any way i can reach out to you? Tiktok? Instagram?

@Noemissubs

2 ай бұрын

@@amy-janequinton3193 yes but she always says it’s with sexual thoughts

@Noemissubs

2 ай бұрын

@@qqqqqqq1434 hello! Okay thats such a relief. Is there any way i can reach out to you? Tiktok? Instagram?

hey guys can hocd have intrusive feelings and emotions for eg: you feel like you have crush type feeling for same gender(it's very horrible for me while saying this)

@amy-janequinton3193

2 ай бұрын

Definitely. OCD can make you feel and believe anything. Sorry for the reassurance 😂but just take this with you moving forward.

@user-pi3gp8tc8t

2 ай бұрын

@@amy-janequinton3193 thnx, btw are u also suffer from hocd??

I know what that cloud is And don't know what happening to me

princess

Hocd is awful 😢😢

This Saturday start treatment

Is horrible