I have taken ANTI-DEPRESSANTS for my depression and also had a relapse after a BREAKUP. My Story!!!
In this video, I talk about my life till now. How I have taken anti-depressants as a kid. How I had 4 seizures as a side-effect of the drugs and how I was able to recover my life.
I talk about my breakup and how I suffered a relapse in which I almost ended my life. It all led me to turn inward and spark the secret of being happy and peaceful from within.
My search for a Guru who would be the torch in my hand and light my path.
I was blessed to find Sadhguru and do the Inner engineering program which transformed my life.
Connect with me on Discord: / discord
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I suffered severe depression and mental disorder 18 years ago as a teenage after losing my dad. Got diagnosed with ADHD. Was actually addicted to cigarettes. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
@laurj09
Ай бұрын
Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here.
@DarlingtonFrancis
Ай бұрын
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Australia. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.
@nicholda436
Ай бұрын
I would like to know from those who have solved PTSD and anxiety, if they have solved it definitively and how to understand what quantity of psilocybin to take and when, for how long. And can you really heal without having an addiction? Thanks to everyone for helping me understand, I want to understand if it's something that can help me solve the problem (I have c-ptsd)
@DarlingtonFrancis
Ай бұрын
From my experience it really works excellently! It doesnt even need to be a full hit. With potent shrooms 2-3 small ones will still make a clear difference. It will be a few hour cost rumbling moment around rest time, but afterwards its just calm and you feel amazing and gain your freedom. Psilocybin is different dudes, its the only "treatment" I would recommend to someone who genuinely wants to get better. There is no addiction, withdrawal, or negative side effects. It's just pure healing., far more effective than any anti-depressant. You can thank me later
@SharonFalcon-fj7nb
Ай бұрын
Yes! He ships discreetly got mine shipped here in Luxembourg
Those who suffered from depression can only understand his words, many people don't know difference between depression, sadness and madness.
@sreeramgt5120
5 жыл бұрын
I also suffered heavy depression. ..which lasted for many years.....until i was compassionately initiated by Sadguru mahayogi himself......guiding me ,counselling me. ......finally on Maha Shivratri 2017.....i was thrown beyond any kind of compulsive patterns.... ... Now experiencing different kind of peace and stability..... Alsways breathing through both the nostrils...... A very light and exciting feeling.... No need for sukha kriya for me now....!!
@sreeramgt5120
5 жыл бұрын
Cure for depression through anti depressiont pills is myth.....you need to continuously take them to maintain the relief for certain ease..... But they are not the solution at all.....!!..they just act like pain killers but actual problem remains as it is....!!..those pills actually slowdown the thought process and brains activity....so that you can have some divert actions.......long term intake of antidepressants are very bad like narcotics.
@MasterPredator93
5 жыл бұрын
@@sreeramgt5120 Astonishing.. so you met him and had personal time with him? Does he has time to go face to face?
@raghuram9481
4 жыл бұрын
Ya some people give me motivational speech and I said bro my brain chemical is imbalance..
@bhagyalakshmi7408
4 жыл бұрын
Exactly.
I am 66 years old... I got huge inspiration from you.... Stay blessed my son... God has great plans for you...
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Arsh Namaskaram Sir 😇🙏🏾. All the love to you
@renjithbsrenjithbs2223
5 жыл бұрын
Wow....
@ajithcpurushothaman4650
5 жыл бұрын
Vaisakh Sabu : Just quote ur email or any contact if u are comfortable for a talk ..I really need some suggestions from u
@arunakuchhadia753
3 жыл бұрын
@@vaisu90 Hi I love your took bet depression and pain I know now badly care about people they love it all about money people how have depression and Lost someone they life my family don’t want to now want can i do need to go somewhere safe now halp or took about it but you are good parson god bless you all 🙏🌹
@tejveersingh488
3 жыл бұрын
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The person who has never been in depression will never ever understand what this dude is saying. I salute this young warrior who is giving hope to us.
Mental suffering is the worst kind of suffering one can have. Glad that you found a way out finally through Sadhguru.
@sriharsha7129
3 жыл бұрын
Yes i can feal you
@a1.bandzzz626
3 жыл бұрын
Could you post a reply I am in England, Malayalee, I watch your vids. Thank you Sudhasreekanth123@outlook.com
The world has enough of successful people. The world needs more of healers and peacemakers. ❤
Thank you for sharing your struggles with depression and anxiety. There are many that can relate. Takes a lot of courage to share your story.
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Namaskaram akka 😇🙏🏾 All the love
I went to school with Vaisakh in Qatar. In fact we were in the same class and I witnessed the things he mentioned in the beginning of the video, the exam fear, his cousin and his general behavior. Despite that, he was one of the best students in the class! I lost touch and track with him in high school and only recently came across his videos. If you're reading this Vaisakh, I'm really really happy for you and am glad you have found your way through your problems. There are a lot of things I can relate to in this video and I can tell that the peace and happiness you are experiencing is genuine. And even if they don't say it, I'm certain your parents and your entire family are proud of you. I wish you the best in all you future work. And you have the best 'job' in the world, you're making it a better place 😊
@vaisu90
3 жыл бұрын
Nestaaaaaaa brohhhhhhhhhhhh. 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍. Its Covid but still here are my HUGSSS AND KISSESSSSSS. I miss ya brooo. Thankyou for taking the time out to drop me a message man. I always used to love you style of wearing Nike caps and had bought one myself at that time. Good old days. 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
@JELmatt
3 жыл бұрын
Which school bro?
@DK-sg3oe
Жыл бұрын
@@vaisu90 vaishak can v connect if so send no
bro trust me, you give me a calm feeling, almost like when i watch sadhguru's videos :)
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Nikhil Kumar Thankyou for these awesome words anna. Love you too 😇🙏🏾
@papababy1326
2 жыл бұрын
Sadhguru is a fraud 😂😂😂
Omg anna!😢. By the end of the video i cried. Extremely heart touching. God bless you abundantly.
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Namaskaram akka 😇🙏🏾 All the love to you. Thanks for watching. Means a lot to me
depression is the great door a person can passby..once he overcome that he is not the same one..my happiness, sadness kept with myself..as sadguru told
Sharing personal stories require a lot of courage. And surely your story is going to help and encourage others to try the path of yoga.
You need some dare to make a video like that.Hats off to you !!!.Your parent's should be proud of you. This is just a transition phase. Just be passionate and totally involved in what you do. The rest will follow !!!
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Namaskaram anna 😇🙏🏾. Thankyou for messaging me
@mrinalinimusic
5 жыл бұрын
The first two sentences on this comment were so similar to mine, I got confused 😂
Anxiety, depression it's began because of comparison and judgmental about others bro u learnt from ur hardship and never give up salute to you I feel to say one thing our courage is not outside but it's our inside with our emotions , so believe on yourself and everyone is best creation of universe and nobody can you heal u if you don't want to heal urself , the best thing you have in this world is your parents they are real god🙏 only the reason of existence of life , may be you reading my comment or not my best wishes for you and your healthy life , it's long paragraph I m not written because of showing of myself , the best thing of knowing is I DO NOT KNOW 👍, stay blessed buddy🤗
It's 1 a.m right now and I'm glad this video came in my feed. I can relate to this. And you're doing a great work by posting such stuff. Thank you brother. Keep going 😊
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Awesome anna. All the love 😍😍
I feel success is if we can touch the lives of others..... If atleast one soul around is happier cause of you ,I think you are successful .....
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
All the love akka 😍😍
@nagapradeepvankayala7301
3 жыл бұрын
Excellent said madam
You are brave Bro..Anna...Vishak.... You are great that you overcame your weakness... All the best... You will surely do well, the kind of human being you are and also full of love, you will surely be loved, and you will enjoy being around on this earth... 👍👍...
Kudos to you for fighting back your depression. I had tears in my eyes , at the end listening to you. You spoke your heart out.
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Namaskaram 😇🙏🏾
Sabu cheta, it really takes a lot of courage to put yourself in a vulnerable position and open up the way you did. It is not by chance that you've gone through these challenges. Your life is to be an inspiration for many. As you said, only a person who has gone through can understand as it's real inside the mind. "Hardships make us strong. Problems give birth to wisdom. Sorrows cultivate compassion. Those who have suffered the most will become the happiest." ~ Daisaku ikeda
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Namaskaram anna 😇🙏🏾 All the love to you. These words really mean a lot to me and I can totally relate
I feel exactly the same when i see a person struggling with their mind...your video was a great motivation brother..god bless you.
Recently I had anxiety and panic attacks.its really very hard to over come it.i started yoga and meditation (Isha kriya) with in one week I started feeling very much better .just had tears listing ur story. Inspiring thank u
@vaisu90
3 жыл бұрын
Awesome anna 🤗🤗
Man you're so pure
11:40: Felt that! Stay blessed good man! Thank you!
I am in the same institute u did ur master's from.... salute to your courage and frankness..All the best for your future, you will definitely become a great psychologist.
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Hadassah Chris Thankyou for watching the video and sending me your love and grace. Namaskaram 😇🙏🏾
@sadhana6521
5 жыл бұрын
He quits that too. He is in right path. hahahaha
Man you have a lovely soul. I appreciate how sensitive you are and I love the vibe you put out in every video. Wishing you nothing but success and happiness in anything that you do❤️
I understand.. well done Bro. .. I did my course and have been meditating..
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Sri Gajen Awesomeeee anna 😇🙏🏾
Thanks for the courage to share your life story!
Bro, thank you for sharing.
Thank you Anna for this video 🙏🙏🙏
Ah this is such a nice story and you are an amzing guy! Keep up the positivity. It literally made me cry a bit when you asked your parents to accept this! You are super brave ! I am gonna take a look into sadghurus book! Thanks
awesome video mate.
Thank you so much for sharing this
You are brave anna.. I also felt i reached 'home' after I did inner engineering... My emotions and energies where also all over the place.. but by Sadhguru's grace.. I am sane.. Earlier becoming happy was a struggle.. but now happiness in inside me.. I dont have to go looking for it outside.. Thanks for the video...
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Awesome anna 😍😍😍
@thomasthomasphilp4393
2 жыл бұрын
I live abroad. I would like to do inner engineering course in Coimbatore. How much does the course cost?
@abybaby02
2 жыл бұрын
@@thomasthomasphilp4393 this link also has the residential programs.. You are in luck as they are conducting the inner engineering retreat.. Hope you are able to benefit from it..
You are amazing amazing amazing person . Hats off to you. Your parents should be very very proud of you . I think most of us are suffering but not everyone can share what is going on in ones mind. Kudos to you for making such videos.
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Namaskaram Mrinalini akka 😇🙏🏾. All the love to you
really heartfelt video! can totally relate :)
Right there, the natural co-ordination of your body and speech says it. Keep up the good work.😊
Very honest and sincere, you'll bring the art in psychology that the subject demands, that individual suffering can't be grossly generalized. I hope you help a lot of people. All my best wishes.
@planet19th
2 жыл бұрын
You are also suffering ?
This clip is life saving ❤❤❤ Thanks for opening up to everyone 🌸
@manjulsharma4410
3 жыл бұрын
Just discovered today this channel. ❤ Binge watching videos like Netflix 😄
Beautifully shared! thank you :D
Hats off to u man! God bless you.
Registering today for inner engineering :) thank you Anna. Hope you inspire more people. And it takes alot of courage to talk about a subject like depression
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Awesome akka. You are awesomeeee 😇🙏🏾. Have lots of fun at Inner Engineering 🤗🤗
Wonderful Anna ❤ I am so glad to watch this. Great work 🙂
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Namaskaram akka 😇🙏🏾
Thanks for sharing and being vulnerable with us anna...🙏🏼
I teared up watching this. Thank you so much for sharing your story. You are a wonderful human being and understand well what one goes through when they are depressed. What you also have is a beautiful healing energy. So glad I came across your video.
Hey bro, l love your video. I had also suffered only a bit of it that you explained. Being so genuine n truthful to yourself is great. 👍
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Namaskaram Raveena 😇🙏🏾. Thankyou for reaching out to me 🤗🤗
Very candidly spoken! I could really identify with you. A very positive video in hard times for mankind. God bless you!
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Thankyou 😇🙏🏾
Thank you for sharing your story. I am very happy that you have overcome it and looks so much happier now. I wish you all the love and happiness the world could offer. 🙏🧡
First of all, congratulations for overcoming whatever you were going through. I too had some similar experiences. Can totally connect. It feels good to hear from people with genuine issues and then getting out from them. Felt really good hearing you. 🙏
Vaisakh Sabu....you made me cry...tears of joy - VERY brave to share your personal life, its given me inspiration to share mine.
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Namaskaram akka 😇🙏🏾. All the love to you 🤗🤗🤗
Dil garden garden kr deya bhai tu Tension mat le boss Kimti chej bahut kam ka pass hota hai Ek na ek din tu youtube pr cha jayega mera bhai
Smile came on my face on seeing your simplicity
Wow this is such a great video. Your comfort within your vulnerability is inspiring. I feel that no matter what you do in your life you are going to have a great impact on the world🙏
Hey Vaisakh Anna Namaskaram 🙏, I feel inspired after watching your story first time. And I also feel happy that you are happy now.
I connected with you so much with this! Anxiety..depression..counseling and being told medication is the only way! I dont take pharmaceutical drugs because deep down I know there's something more to find the root cause vs band-aiding the problem! Ive been on the fence with taking the inner-engineering course but I think I am going to dive in now that I watched your video! Thanks for being an inspiration! Love bro💙💙💙
@vaisu90
3 жыл бұрын
Awesome anna. Hope you find what you are looking for 🤗
Thank for the video
I didn't know you went through all that. Thanks for sharing.
Namaskaram 🙏🏼 Thank You for this video
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Sudip Rout namaskaram anna 😇🙏🏾
Sabu Anna Can't thank you enough 🙏 In every video You make us feel, that being human is SUPER!!!! 😁😁😁
Thank You For Sharing Your Story 🙏 It's Really Inspiring❤️✨
This is amazing brother finding the peace in yourself is all that you need nothing else . God bless you 🙏🙏
Sometimes the depths of low is the price for the heights of high. Wounds make you wiser. One might not be able to figure out what's wrong, but know that this is not you. That faith will help you overcome.
Respect brother
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Namaskaram anna 😇🙏🏾
@sharmilis1515
5 жыл бұрын
Nice video anna. Ur words are very inspiring. Keep it up anna.😊
I very much appreciate your videos and the work e.g. spreading awareness and positivity all around...ur smile and voice is so calm and soothing
Thank you for sharing your story ♥
Bro , really great.u accept ur illness.myself suffering from depression for the past 9 years., Unable to overcome.ur video really inspire me, one day i vil also get out of my illness. Thank u
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Definitely come out 🤗🤗
I am wordless Anna❤️❤️....may Sadhguru always be with all of us...U came out as a warrior from all that has happened to you!!
@vaisu90
3 жыл бұрын
Thankyouu❤️❤️
Thank you so much for making this video. 🙏
Thank you 🙏. U have given me hope.
U look so calm.....laaaaav u....
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
All the love to you too Namaskaram 😇🙏🏾
Hi! sabu, Let me tell u aftr watching this video you've got a new subscriber and that's me 🙂 Thanks fr making this video and i wish you love, health and success. Keep educating us.💟
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Awesome anna. All the love 😍😍😍
Amazing!! Man
Thanks for sharing 🙏
Anna you are pure love from chennai 💐💐💐
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Pure love back to chennai. 😍😍
Just continue terrace gardening lifelong.. Best solution for depression
Wow bro wish u a blessed life .
Thank you so much Anna for sharing 🙏🏻
I recover depression with the help of Sadguru ♥️🙏
Anna don't worry, everything will be alright, God will help you, may your parents understand you and accept the marriage. Uncle and aunty please accept sabbos love for the girl. He really love you, and all the people in the world, that is the reason he changed his profession from engineering to psychology and then to inner engineering, he doesn't want people to face the issue he faced, please understand this pure heart and allow his marriage, please auncle and aunty, I kindly request you ..🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Namaskaram vaisak. Thanks for spreading such a beautiful message. You are an inspiration.!!
u r a genuine person brother.learning a lot from u.
4 dislikes from drug sellers 😐
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
😅😅
@chamachandana5548
4 жыл бұрын
Obviously they will dislike nothing to do with it
@vigneshkumar4260
3 жыл бұрын
Hahaha
@thekey480
3 жыл бұрын
The big pharma
Hows ur family in Kerala bro? After all floods
thank you for open up with us really means alot
What a fine young man you are! Blessings to you always!
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
All the love akka 😍😍
Currently I am going through clinical depression but to certain extent I am able to overcome within 3 months this is all becoz of changing my lifestyle, food, engaging in physical exercise, sports, family, friends, yoga.
Lots of love from AP brother. Im 25 right now . I'm going through the same phase as you explained in the video.Unable to do anything alone.Unable to go out alone , very anxious , No job . Even feared to cry. anxiety disorders, suffering side effects of drugs, panic attacks ,unable to sleep properly. unable to do anything which I supposed to do alone. I'm at a point that I lost hope on life. Its not like suicidal but there is nothing which can I do on my own. Except eating and sleeping . Literally that's it Your reply may give life to me brother. Please do reply I'm at a point such that I'm even fearing to go to 7 days inner engineering program. Fearing of people over there (social anxiety). Whether I may behave crazy due to panic attacks and spoil the environment there. Kindly give your thought on what should I do and does really inner engineering cures the symptoms. You resemble me brother.kindly Help me out
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Namaskaram Rudra 😇🙏🏾. Don’t worry about all that. You will be in the presence of Sadhguru during these 7 days and nothing will happen. Just do this and your life will be transformed. Take this final plunge. I assure you this needs to happen to you. You deserve to be happy and peaceful
@brahmaiah.muthangi6045
5 жыл бұрын
Hai brother,where are you from
@Avisheknandi12
5 жыл бұрын
Namaskaram, I have also done inner engineering It works bro its really works!! Don't hesitate go for it. The Sambhabi is a miracle it will wash out your dipression, tension, fear it will bring peace,joy, happiness, a sense of fulfillment. But one thing more it will not solve your outside condition that you need to do by yourself. I am sure that it will make your inner condition such that you are gonna do well outside also.
@rajivkrishnatr
4 жыл бұрын
Oh my God I have the same fears! What will people think of me if I act weird in front of everyone? What if I embarrass myself in front of everyone? And what will my parents and relatives think of me if I go there (some think it's a scam). Will I look weird to them, etc etc. I also had bad anxiety and panic attacks. But somehow some some therapy helped me to some extent and I'm growing stronger everyday. Hope I can attend this class one day.
@bhadramudrageda4999
4 жыл бұрын
@@rajivkrishnatr where r u from?
Yes brother you got a real success. In this world people search that kind of peace and love.
Thank you sharing your personal experience, wish you all the best, keep smiling, stay happy and healthy :)
Stupid people do things that they don't like and suffer whole life,which they think as that's their duty Intelligent people do what they love and be happy But a GENIUS do What need to be done around you and be joyful. Great brother..
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Namaskaram Josh anna. Love you too 😍😍
You know what, your girl might also felt the same whet you gone through.
@vaisu90
5 жыл бұрын
Sadly she did 😰😰
@rudraprathap7068
5 жыл бұрын
I hope you're not that girl
Thnx for sharing...it gives me courage
You are the best!
Emotional and inspiring 😊🙏 Thank you to Sadguru 💐
wonderful annna thanks for encouraging us
I know how it feels brother...I very well know.... Whole of it... Stay blessed..let gurus grace be upon us.....
Super video anna, hope this video inspires many more people to do inner engineering. Blessed are we to be in sadhguru's grace
Such a honest story, really appreciate it
What a heartfelt video Anna
@vaisu90
3 жыл бұрын
Thankyou Avantika akka😇🙏🏾
Bless you and I am happy you are doing so well, you can be part of my family any day!!!
Namaskaram Anna Thankyou Sadhguru for everything Shambhoo