I Couldn't Sleep At Night Because Of Him

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Today, Adarah Landrum shares her story with us. Adarah suffered sexual abuse at the hands of her mom's boyfriend. This led her to a path of destruction, but she ultimately started her healing journey when she found out she had PTSD from her therapist.
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  • @ohrheeco
    @ohrheeco4 ай бұрын

    You were not a mistake... don't say that. You were not planned by your Mother. You were God's plan❤

  • @ssttaaccyy

    @ssttaaccyy

    4 ай бұрын

    I felt that deep in my heart when she called herself a mistake. I took was my mom's last unplanned child and reminded of that fact my entire childhood. We all know the Good Lord makes no mistakes ❤

  • @lashayaaron5253

    @lashayaaron5253

    4 ай бұрын

    That broke my heart when she said that,🥹

  • @southernsass2937

    @southernsass2937

    4 ай бұрын

    God has a plan for her. She's a beautiful & intelligent woman.

  • @taunuaamburn2870

    @taunuaamburn2870

    4 ай бұрын

    Well said,,, I was about to say the same thing... Her mom may have conceived, but God allowed her to grow and be born...

  • @StevenMichaelCunningham

    @StevenMichaelCunningham

    25 күн бұрын

    Quite. She definitely spelled out their delusions of her however.....if only it were in complete sentencing? Yes.

  • @nidirahpurdy7164
    @nidirahpurdy71644 ай бұрын

    He's needs to be put behind bars 😡

  • @mic47013

    @mic47013

    4 ай бұрын

    Seriously can't believe he's not in prison for along time

  • @nidirahpurdy7164

    @nidirahpurdy7164

    4 ай бұрын

    @mic Exactly

  • @pangchinn4602
    @pangchinn46024 ай бұрын

    😮😮....DO NOT CALL YOURSELF A MISTAKE

  • @tiffanyparke3707

    @tiffanyparke3707

    4 ай бұрын

    ❤ THIS!!!! YOU WERE MEANT TO BE!!!! YOU'RE HERE FOR A REASON ❤

  • @maudturnbull4290

    @maudturnbull4290

    4 ай бұрын

    True, she should never have done that for real

  • @Warrior_1673
    @Warrior_16734 ай бұрын

    Please go back to school to get your credentials and degrees. You're a Warrior. I wish you nothing but the very best. Many blessings and happiness to you always

  • @shannonbrophy3687
    @shannonbrophy36874 ай бұрын

    I love the way she describes her intense pain. As a woman with plenty of trauma, I felt it in my gut and my heart. It feels like you cant breath it hurts so bad when you're going through things. Thank you so much for sharing your story ❤

  • @moniquespight8667
    @moniquespight86674 ай бұрын

    Girl your Grandma had the Lord on her mind 24/7 ...it might've seemed strange.. But that Says you about her...God bless her ❤

  • @BruceLee-fd7uw

    @BruceLee-fd7uw

    4 ай бұрын

    That's mental illness....you ok

  • @yemedemure414
    @yemedemure4144 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story! ❤❤ You are not a cancer sweetheart. You are a child of God. Horrorscopes are witchcraft. You are who you are. You are in control of being who you are and your character.

  • @rosario_len

    @rosario_len

    4 ай бұрын

    Where was G.O.D when she needed him? She’s a cancer and that dude is fiction

  • @willadasher1485

    @willadasher1485

    4 ай бұрын

    She’s talking about her zodiac is Cancer

  • @stellabellafontay9366
    @stellabellafontay93664 ай бұрын

    Another adult whose traumas were caused by the mental illnesses of her elder family members. That's so unfair. Also, being told that you're a missed AB is something that NO ONE ON EARTH needs to know! I pray for this young woman's continuous peace. 😢🙏🏽

  • @Bailemos888
    @Bailemos8884 ай бұрын

    So so so sorry you endured all that.

  • @MyriadLove
    @MyriadLove4 ай бұрын

    You have a beautiful spirit. I am so happy to see a story where EMDR has been used. I did it for two years, and it is truly a miraculous healing. (I call that stuck trauma a 'trauma clot'...lol) If we could use it for prisoners, you're right...game changer. I wish you the best! ❤

  • @Freeme2024
    @Freeme20244 ай бұрын

    You are not a mistake… North Carolina is where I am from Thank you for sharing your story

  • @nidirahpurdy7164
    @nidirahpurdy71644 ай бұрын

    I'm sorry to hear about that

  • @rethablair6902
    @rethablair69024 ай бұрын

    As a fellow Cancerian we hold on to people, places and things more than others and my Grandma was the most important to me also😢

  • @angelaholmes8888

    @angelaholmes8888

    2 ай бұрын

    Yes so true I am also a cancer 🦀♋

  • @tiadekattu9096
    @tiadekattu90964 ай бұрын

    God Bless You🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿

  • @BestMimi1
    @BestMimi14 ай бұрын

    Thanks for your testimony! This could help someone else to get help instead of unaliving yourself. Gid has his hands on you!

  • @monique88264
    @monique882644 ай бұрын

    It was God's plan to have you the heavenly father doesn't make mistakes so you special in this world and it's very heartbreaking of the trauma you had to deal with in your life

  • @elvinajames8791
    @elvinajames87914 ай бұрын

    God bless you 🙏 and all the best in life 💕

  • @missybee1068
    @missybee10684 ай бұрын

    ❤trauma, built up..😢

  • @CJ-xg6ii
    @CJ-xg6ii4 ай бұрын

    Adarah, happy that therapy has helped you process and move on from your traumatic past. It must have hurt so bad that your mom, the person you wanted and needed to rely on, wasn’t really there for you. I’m rooting for you to reach your professional goals; I can see you helping others very effectively since you know firsthand how it feels. Thank you for sharing your story.💖

  • @blackwidowspider9852
    @blackwidowspider98524 ай бұрын

    God bless you Miss Ladies !thank you for the story ! I too was hurt by my step father brother wi!e we spent all over Philippines ! My step dad beat us to death starting at age 4

  • @taunuaamburn2870
    @taunuaamburn28704 ай бұрын

    I'm making a statement for all of us that were touched or mistreated, myself included,,,, You Are Beautiful!! You Have Purpose!! We Are Survivors!!!!! I call us,,,"Sister Soldiers". We are connected forever and I'm here for you!!!!

  • @ceceprincess4758
    @ceceprincess47584 ай бұрын

    U are Gods plan. No mistake

  • @IrisJamison
    @IrisJamison4 ай бұрын

    YOU ARE NOTTTT A MISTAKE UR A BLESSING FROM GOD NOW THAT LOVE ❤

  • @EbonyGray-ve7jg
    @EbonyGray-ve7jgАй бұрын

    💔💔💔💔💔 am sooo sorry this happened to you

  • @jennifermann9756
    @jennifermann97564 ай бұрын

    ❤❤❤

  • @StevenMichaelCunningham
    @StevenMichaelCunningham25 күн бұрын

    What you are is pretty, cute & loving. 🤸🏻 As for what happened, didn't & did....there is always choice so CHOOSING love guarantees at the very least that there will be healing.

  • @Shy90492
    @Shy904923 ай бұрын

    Pretty then and now your not a mistake beautiful😘😘😘

  • @Chosenshines
    @Chosenshines4 ай бұрын

    Wow what a scary story. I reached out to these people to share my story and they didn’t even call me back. They said my life story is to dangerous sounding. But that’s exactly why it needs to be shared, to protect myself and my children. My channel is being controlled so my story won’t get out.

  • @genesekkross9128

    @genesekkross9128

    4 ай бұрын

    If you really want to tell your story and no one will allow you to tell your story on their page or platform …. Reach out to Tasha K

  • @jenniferbarnwell6592
    @jenniferbarnwell65924 ай бұрын

    I glad your mom kept you

  • @user-zd1id8wq8x
    @user-zd1id8wq8x4 ай бұрын

    This story is better than that👌👌

  • @sandrapalmer4354
    @sandrapalmer43544 ай бұрын

    🙏🙏🙏🙌🙌🙌

  • @spiritualvibrations2825
    @spiritualvibrations28254 ай бұрын

    Makes me wonder why m e n say "age is just a number" & constantly arguing in order to justify lowering the age of consent.

  • @nikicarrie4071
    @nikicarrie4071Ай бұрын

    I also wasnt planned

  • @billie-ocean8286
    @billie-ocean82864 ай бұрын

    He was evil I’m so sorry this happened to u I have 3 boys and this is why. I man lives with me and they never meet my kids

  • @BruceLee-fd7uw
    @BruceLee-fd7uw4 ай бұрын

    I wonder why so many blk American women dont believe their children

  • @MsDera81

    @MsDera81

    4 ай бұрын

    It's ONLY because they still want to be with the man/predator. The thought of losing that man hurts far more than the thought of losing the child. You see how her mom kissed the man years later

  • @blackingingerpurrin

    @blackingingerpurrin

    4 ай бұрын

    Because they always think their daughters are fast and in this weird narcissistic competition with them.

  • @Rebmetpes4
    @Rebmetpes44 ай бұрын

    How tf are you an accident?! The Creator had you here on purpose!

  • @bodaciousbethany0
    @bodaciousbethany04 ай бұрын

    I always wanted to tell someone i didn't want to be home. But I didn't have the courage. I'm glad you couldn't tell someone about what happened. I suffered a lot of mental & emotional abuse. & Terrible living conditions. Ty for telling your story.🩷

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