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@TamekaMichaud

3 жыл бұрын

you look beautiful 😍

@AmoreNlove

3 жыл бұрын

im so happy for you Love!

@Triplethrrreat

3 жыл бұрын

I cut my hair too u look Great sis

@shesdestinedtobe

3 жыл бұрын

I love how you turned this into a whole story.. SUPER INSPIRED!!!!! Are you going to grow your hair out or rock the shaved head?

@claireauffray3996

3 жыл бұрын

You still look just as beautiful which just proves that our hair doesn't define our beauty 😍 As someone who also suffers from depression and anxiety I admire your strength and courage to overcome them. Keep going, keep strong and keep inspiring! Xxx

A lot of are still here & thinking about you girly. I hope life is treating you well. Come back when you’re ready we’ll be here❤

The fact that he was toxic and you could see it and knew you don’t deserve that applause to you girl ❤️❤️❤️ Proud of you! You deserve the world none less 🌞

I think about her every once in a while i hope she's doing ok.

@dredayful

Жыл бұрын

She should not have messed with that psychic. Those witches open the door to the demonic which will reck your life. She needs to go through deliverance from God.

@Ohitsmin

Жыл бұрын

@@dredayful what!! When 😮😮

@biancasowesscoast6465

Жыл бұрын

@@dredayful wait what?

@mariabirch3755

Жыл бұрын

Wait what happened?!

@sabreemadison770

Жыл бұрын

@@dredayful stop spreading false bs

I have been subscribed to you since I was 15/16.. I’m now 26 re-watching this. I just really hope you’re doing okay. You inspired me in a time where I lost myself, I even bought your frizz happens top and your comment on my post made my year! Wishing you happiness & positivity ✨

this reminds me of Shameless Maya when she shaved her head. it’s just hair it grows back. it’s looks sooooo good!!!

@itsbritt9155

3 жыл бұрын

Yup I believe she did it around the same age as lyss too ...mayas hair is down her back again .

@rubysundae134

3 жыл бұрын

Was Shameless Maya depressed too?

@jayyafterhours

3 жыл бұрын

@@rubysundae134 um i don’t think so, in her video she had reasons for shaving her head. like it was something on her bucket list she’s always wanted to do. she said she also got a comment from a 12-16 year old who had cancer so she most likely wanted to donate it. she also didn’t want to be defined by her hair bc she always was and she felt kinda too attached to it. i hope that helped:)

@rubysundae134

3 жыл бұрын

@@jayyafterhours Yes, it does. Thank you 💕

When a woman cuts off her hair, it's like if We shed all our worries and problems, our hurts and pains and all the negativity. You look beautiful and you'll be ok.

@TopHat_VR828

3 жыл бұрын

Well said.

@moniquej369

3 жыл бұрын

Hair holds energy

@Thrivewithabi

3 жыл бұрын

Truth!!!!

@stariehearts2366

3 жыл бұрын

I just write poetry lol, has always worked for me. My long curls always get so much attention with ppl trying to touch them so I could never cut my hair

Y’all have no idea how liberating this is. Especially when you go to shower. Zero stress! 💕

@Jackywitha_y

3 жыл бұрын

Yes girl. I can't believe it 🤣

@junkphe3781

3 жыл бұрын

It feels so damn good

@KarmaLoves98

2 жыл бұрын

@HEЯOINE congrats!

I cut all Of my hair off in 2019 because I was going through so much stress, depression and anxiety and it was the best decision I ever made. I had finally cut ties with someone toxic and I felt so free after. Fast forward to 2021 I am Married to an amazing guy, I have a beautiful baby boy and I am sincerely so happy with life now 🥺💕 my hair is also so pretty not damaged and I am just free and happy. I’m So proud of you ALYSSA!!!! This was the bravest thing ever to do!!! ❤️❤️ keep Striving QUEEEEEEEN! You are inspiring and super motivating ❤️

@nalaamour

3 жыл бұрын

Amazing 🙌🏽 I was thinking of doing the same also. Idk I just feel like I need to do something drastic 💕 like a new rebirth of self

@ZBForever

3 жыл бұрын

@@nalaamour I just did the same thing and I feel so free, beautiful, and confident. Nobody’s holding back now. Just wait till they see my glow up then the ones who was hating on me are really gone be mad cause it’s a new year, new me and I’m not playing no games with nobody. Periodttttttttttttt

Moms are so Underrated! Shoutout to all the Moms out there, you literally bring life to your children over and over again throughout their life. Thank you!!!!

@ImJugg

3 жыл бұрын

what about the dads?

Hey Alyssa🤍i’ve been watching you since i was in high school🥺i can truly say you’ve inspired me to get the courage to have my own channel when i was younger🙏🏽i got blessed with the opportunity to meet you when i was in LA 2 years ago... i’ve been struggling with depression & anxiety for years now and recently TODAY ACTUALLY.. I decided to finally go on medication🤍I just wanted to thank you for your transparency, courage & strength. Thank you for sharing your lows & your highs with us. Making sure to know we’re never alone going through this hell. You are so blessed & so beautiful🦋i’m praying for you on this journey of self! I cannot WAIT to see what you have in store!! You look A M A Z I N G! 🌴

@foreverflawlyss

3 жыл бұрын

Hey girl! I def remember meeting you 2 years ago that’s crazy! 🥰 thank you for holding it downnn! I’m proud of you for taking that first step 💖 Good luck on your journey as well! We some strong ass women 💪🏽 we got this!

@MarilynRoseYT

3 жыл бұрын

Beautiful message, I can 100% relate. And also Ki you're someone who's channel I watched when planning to start my channel and to not think about what people think & I'm so glad I did it as well. February was my 1 year anniversary 💕 blessings to you

@ilovejesus77888

3 жыл бұрын

those meds will make you a zombie I’m telling you . Jesus really loves you , give him a chance. God is real and he didn’t put us on earth for nothing. We’re supposed to do this life thing with his help. From experience, he’s the best thing ever . Almost 2 years now , I got saved and not once did I feel those depression cycles come back. He really is a healer and deliverer. 🤎 praying for u

@Kat-mk5bu

3 жыл бұрын

Aw, Ki 💗

@jairadestinyy

3 жыл бұрын

we love you ki

I feel like Christ is calling out to you. You’re such an amazing person and you deserve all the happiness in the world.

Had no intention on watching this all the way through because I’ve seen so many big chops on KZread. But this video spoke to me and it made me reflect on my mental health, relationships with my family and more. Thank you. This was a beautiful transformation.

Yaay!! Congratulations Alyssa! I could feel your release through each cut! 😭👏🏾👏🏾✨✨✨✨ You look beautiful! ❤️❤️❤️

@leaht3819

3 жыл бұрын

Seeing one Natural Hair Influencer support another! I love seeing this Whit! 💕💕

@She1ives

3 жыл бұрын

Ditto, congrats! I am glad you are in a beyyer mental space because of mom, focusing on you, and cutting those chains!!!! I also could relate. Alyssa had instant response to it. When I cut my hair it took three days for my brain to process and respond. I feeling I have never felt. 1 month later I was like man, I can't experience that feeling of gratification, freedom, exhilaration, and newness again because I don't have hair to cut anymore. One year later, I'm contemplating cutting the bit thats grown off.

@reneebaptiste8550

3 жыл бұрын

Umm Naptural85 don’t you do it!!! Lol Jk

@charmainec2870

3 жыл бұрын

I 1000% concur and have been going through the same* struggles.

Hello Bone Structure! 😍😍👏🏾👏🏾

@vmarie2365

3 жыл бұрын

Right?! 🤩💕

@jamaicaturner

3 жыл бұрын

Agreed 😊

A woman who cuts her hair is starting a new journey. Strongest woman you’ll eva see 🤞🏿💕

16:07 had me dead!🤣🤣☠️☠️ I’m so proud of you Alyssa! Not only for cutting your hair, but also for pulling yourself out of a time that felt dark and hopeless, and searching for help. That takes major courage!🙌

@CupOfConfetti

3 жыл бұрын

omg i love your videos 😭💗

@phyllisyovone8961

2 жыл бұрын

Save your hair, it should be worth thousands. Who are where can you fine real black hair, definitely, not in Indiana!

@phyllisyovone8961

2 жыл бұрын

Make sure you have nice teeth, shaeply head, scarf and nice earnings and and false eyelashes, makeup!

Isssa mooooovieeeeee *soulja voice*

@kevonnekeating4948

3 жыл бұрын

Daina we want some progress videos of your hair as well !!!!

@foreverflawlyss

3 жыл бұрын

😎 you already know! Thank you for being a real ass friend 💖 love you bitch

@nicolebailey9084

3 жыл бұрын

The both of you are unstoppable!!! I also cut all my hair off. New Beginnings

@sierrasavagee

3 жыл бұрын

I miss that video with y’all hahah

You’re never too old to need your mama.

I love your moms reaction. She seems so sweet. I hate when people act like it's the end of the world. My mom said I went crazy when I shaved my head. Not supportive at all.

As someone who has struggled hard with depression through the years, I felt your emotions through this video. Even though you didn't cry I was sitting here watching this crying. I know the struggle to survive with depression and scared to take meds, not want to put pharmaceuticals in my body. I've also always struggled with my hair image. Grow it out, cut it all off into a short pixie (never buzzed it tho) grow it out, cut it off. I'm currently growing it out again. Watching the release on your face as you cut your hair really resonated with me. When you said you felt the bad energy leave when you cut it hit home too. I felt this video all the way down! Short hair on a woman is sooo sexy and you are stunning, but the beauty I'm seeing is that radiant spirit shining through. Keep being you. It's very inspiring! Thank you for this video! ☝️🙏💜

Depression- Heavy. Sad. Lonely. The absence of hope. I’ve been there. Christ picked me up at my lowest and showed me my purpose. He died because he thought I was worthy of life. The devil can never deceive me with the lies of depression again. Alyssa, you have purpose and worth. It’s not how pretty you are , and it’s not in you fabulous hair... it’s your eternal soul. That soul will live forever. Know Christ, know peace.❤️ Prayers

@nopeenahh

3 жыл бұрын

Amen my husband and I both had long hair , mine past my chest my husband to his waist we both cut and donated our hair after being baptized as a physical change with a spiritual change

@Tiffany_titus213

3 жыл бұрын

@@nopeenahh wow praise God!!!

@caramelkisses8396

3 жыл бұрын

@beauty for ashes So awesome and true!!!

@olys1711

3 жыл бұрын

👌👌🙏🥰

@studentofthe_WORD

3 жыл бұрын

Beautifully said..AMEN!!!

I went through the same thing. I was depressed, drinking, partying, and did a big chop. After some bad decisions, I found Jesus Christ, our savior. I’m telling you the best decision ever! I feel so free, his love is infinite and so amazing. I hope you get better soon, I’ll be praying for you.

@lilstump5539

3 жыл бұрын

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son that who ever believes in him will not perish but have eternal life 😇😊

@IsobelEgbarin

3 жыл бұрын

Amen!! 💕💕

@ilovejesus77888

3 жыл бұрын

I was watching , thinking the same thing. Cuz I got saved by Jesus in my darkest moments . I was wishing to myself that she’d find Jesus . Because I don’t think this void she thinks she filled , will last. Because truth is we will never be satisfied without Jesus .🤎

@aliceplamedie5147

3 жыл бұрын

Amen amen amen 🙏🏾

@liliazavaleta7999

2 жыл бұрын

Love it. Amen 🙏🏾

I’ve been waiting for this video for YEARS. I’ve always encouraged people with anxiety and depression to get help, even before I got help myself. Being on Zoloft I noticed an impact the first day as well. Then it wore off, then I increased to 75 mg and I feel great. By great I don’t mean I’m super happy all the time, I’m just not anxious, I can focus, and I no longer feel irritable or have obsessive thoughts. & yes I always think wow this tiny pill makes all the difference. Especially when I’m going through PMS.

Thank you for sharing your journey and being so vulnerable! As someone who has struggles with depression and anxiety, seeing influencers who seem to have little to no problems can be very discouraging. It’s nice knowing that I’m not alone! 💗

“The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them; he delivers them from all their troubles. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.“ Psalm 34:17-18 ❤️❤️

@lilstump5539

3 жыл бұрын

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son that who ever believes in him will not perish but have eternal life 😇😊

@RoseBudSnThings

3 жыл бұрын

Amen 🙏❤

@nerellyjimenez1866

3 жыл бұрын

Powerful verse 🙏🏽❤️

@lmarvel4431

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you!...many needed to hear this.

@someonesometimesnamedsims4323

3 жыл бұрын

Amen.🙏❤

okay you look so good whoa 😍

I completely understand! I know EXACTLY how you feel. I also shaved my head just a couple days ago from the exasperation & exhaustion of it all! Thank you for being vulnerable & transparent about Depression! It really is more complex then just feeling "sad."

WE MISS U BABE COME BACK PLZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!

“I am not my hair, I am not this skin, I am not your expectations, noo!” Truly inspirational

I’m only halfway through the video, but I have to say you put this video together SO well! Your hard work does not go unnoticed 👏🏽 I’m so excited for you & your new journey ❤️✨

@foreverflawlyss

3 жыл бұрын

Aw thank you! I appreciate that 🥰

Thinking of you Alyssa, hoping the universe sends your our love and concern . Continue to thrive! We’re all here cheering you on and waiting to hear from you ❤

I found myself thinking about the OG KZreadrs that I watched when I was around 15/16 & I’m currently 26. Such a full circle moment. I wish you all would come back. You all motivated me to become a KZreadr myself ❤ hope and pray you’re doing well in 2024 😊

This is like deliverance for her. There’s something so freeing about letting go of what’s held so close to your mind.

@cbryantl120

3 жыл бұрын

Ooo that’s a good way of saying that! That’s exactly what it feels like.

Bruh she gorgeous even with no hair I also loved the satisfaction she has when it was cut like she was breaking chains congratulations on your freedom

@shesdestinedtobe

3 жыл бұрын

Right, I could feel the euphoria 💫

@foreverflawlyss

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much it was soooooo freeing 🦋

YESSSS spiritual growth. You got this sis. Depression won’t win this battle you will. You have every key to your path

This video has me in tears because I can relate sooooo much to you right now which is why I had to comment. You really do have the key! I know you may feel alone in this space right now but trust me it’s not just you who feels like this. Thank you for being completely vulnerable with us and letting us know it’s okay not to be ok. It’s ok not be perfect. It’s okay to call out for help. ITS OKAY!!! Take care of you and f**k what everyone has to say or think. I’m really praying for you and I know God will bring you through this. Even when it feels like all hope is loss, God will prevail. You matter your LIFE matters! It’s sucks bcuz other ppl tend to see the potential in us more than we can ourselves but just know your future is so bright! Only you and God can bring u out of this. You still have sooo many ppl lives to touch and this is only apart of your testimony. Master this storm so you can receive the blessing God has for you!! Sending all my love sis! You have the key!!!!!! 🫶🏽

Wow! Watched the whole video from beginning to end and what a STORY! Get ya damn life 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

@maryperry6573

3 жыл бұрын

This video made me think of you when you cut yours a while back lol🤗

@aautumnindigoamore

3 жыл бұрын

Right! I thought the same thing

@adaminflux

3 жыл бұрын

I ain’t mad at it!

1 thing about Alyssa is her content is going to be A1 even if it’s once a year lol !!! But I enjoyed this as expected.

@foreverflawlyss

3 жыл бұрын

Ahaha Aw thank you 😂🥰

@KvmKvlt

3 жыл бұрын

This perfectly describes her she drops heat everytime even if it's not all the time true content master

We miss you Alyssa, I hope you are doing okay ❤️🙏🏾

@brendealovell

2 жыл бұрын

I came on here to say the same😢

@simplyniish7604

2 жыл бұрын

Girl evey month I check for an upload 😭 Alyssa has always been my favorite

@NaturallyNicole

Жыл бұрын

I literally was just thinking about her and went to her IG. She deleted all her posts. I just pray all is well and she’s healing in the best way she can. Praying for healing, for Gods covering over the life of his child. Praying that she draws closer to you during this period in her life, in Jesus name, Amen 🙏🏾

@sochicessentials

Жыл бұрын

You literally just came across my mind hope your doing well🙏🏾🥰

@kaelynbuchanan

Жыл бұрын

@@NaturallyNicole healing from what? What happened?

Omgosh! I've never seen any of your videos before but the head shaving did catch my attention. However, your sharing of your journey with anxiety and depression was so moving and courageous. I've recently had similar experiences and just to hear another person say it was comforting. While I know that I'm alone, mental health issues will have you feeling that way and your video definitely helped me. I appreciate your honesty and vulnerability! Thank you!

Your mom is so supportive 🥺🥺

when you come back from your breaks from youtube you always come back so powerful with an extremely well put together video then leave us again lol.. This video was well made and am glad you are being a voice for people going through the same thing and letting them know you can be victorious in your journey and we are all going through a journey no matter the success you have in life

I’ve been watching your videos for years and I’ve always said to myself that you could be bald headed and still look absolutely stunning. Girl, I was right! And you do look beyond fantastic. Not gonna lie, I’ve shed a few tears for you and with you over the years and today...watching this video...there were more than a few glittering tear streaks on my cheeks. But they were tears of joy for the triumphant glow in your eyes. I’m so glad you had your mom with you to share in the moment. Thank you so much for sharing your life and journey with all of us. ❤️❤️ I can’t wait to see where you go and what you do next!

I’m am so glad that I watched this the whole way through. For the past few months my mental health has seriously declined, when you said that you didn’t mind if a semi just happened to swerve your way... I FELT THIS ! I was so against me getting on meds because it was ingrained into my head that I wasn’t in control anymore, that’s farther from the truth! I have my first session with my therapist tomorrow! You have the key!!!! I smiled the whole way through. Thank you for your transparency, you’re saving lives, it may not seem like that and people will say hateful things but so many people will watch this and know that they aren’t alone. 🌹🌹🌹🌹

“I don’t have a 5 head. I have a FINE head!” Exactly sis!! I loveeee it 😍😍

I love how this video was put together and thank you for giving us a glimpse into your personal world in the beginning. You look gorgeous with your new look. Sending you love and light 💕🌱

So empowering and beyond proud of you. Anything that helps you grow I support! I’m so happy for you and only half way through the video ❤️💜💜💜 Cheers to a new beginning 😍😍😍

GIRLLLL!!! I am so excited for you!!! I have been there and you are well on your way. Self love, spirituality and walk into your purpose! We were all here to share our special gifts on Earth so please continue to share yours. You’re an inspiration! Sending you Love and light💋✨♥️

glad she's getting medication....ive noticed for years now she has cycles of confidence, creativity, and productivity and then immediately after not knowing who she is, unproductive, uninspired...and each time it's like she forgets she was that opposite way a couple months ago. I hope it helps her level out, because i bet it's hella stressful and difficult for her and the people around her. Best of luck girl

@cocoreo89

3 жыл бұрын

I noticed this too! Ive seen a lot KZreadrs go through this downward spiral. And it doesn’t help to live in the most fake place on earth... LA!!! And she’s a Gemini, so that plays a part in the inconsistency too lol (no, seriously).

@tatid6743

3 жыл бұрын

​@@cocoreo89 i live in LA and while it certainly aint easy i dont know if id categorize it as the fakest place on earth. Majority of LA is just a bunch of regular folks tryna make ends meet. Now if you're talking about the entertainment industry/influencers...yah im sure that doesnt help with her mental stability. But no LA slander over here hahaha everything is what you make it ;)

I just wanted to remind you that every storm has an expiration date. God is moving in your situation and he hasn’t forgotten about you. He will sustain you through every storm. God has soo much love for you Alyssa and he cares.❤️

@stephaniewade7894

3 жыл бұрын

Amen! This word just blessed me! 😭❤️

@stephaniewade7894

3 жыл бұрын

God bless you sis! ❤️❤️❤️

@ambermedicalmystic7637

3 жыл бұрын

I needed to see this 🙏🏾

@lilstump5539

3 жыл бұрын

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son that who ever believes in him will not perish but have eternal life 😇😊

I have personal dealt with anxiety for years and I am glad to see that you are getting back to yourself. I’ve been watching you for so long and you have such a beautiful spirit. God bless

This was so refreshing to watch. I love your transparency and how candid you were with your struggles with anxiety and depression. More of us are suffering than people are talking about. Praying for your continued recovery and absolutely loving your new look! 💛💛💛

When a women cute her hair she’s ready for a huge change. This was powerful Alyssa and your next chapter is looking like freedom.

Saturn returns hit different. Stay up girl ❤️ you got this! Remember to ALWAYS embrace your authenticity! Depression always sets in when you there’s a disconnection between you and your souls purpose. Focus on what makes YOU feel happy ❤️❤️❤️

@arielfoxx

3 жыл бұрын

Going through mine and it’s beeeennn sooooo hard!

@morountodunokedara

3 жыл бұрын

Going thru it rn too ! Definitely beating my ass ! Hang in there everyone 🥺❤️

“Everything I need is already inside of me” is an affirmation I repeat almost daily. It’s one of those ones that helped me out of the low point I was in just over a year ago. You have the key! I’ve always loved your realness and ability/willingness to be vulnerable with us. Thank you 🙏🏾

It looks sooo good!!!! Girl I cried watching this because I could relate so much. You’re very lucky to have a supportive mom during your downs of depression.

They say when a woman cuts her hair she is about to change her life. Namaste

@TerrorSkwad

3 жыл бұрын

I guess we will see. With her and myself

I’ve been waiting for this video 😍😍😍 So proud of you 💕 Sending love and light ✨

@foreverflawlyss

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much girl 🥰

Damn I really felt this. HARD! I love your honesty with not being okay. I can totally relate because I’ve been there and it’s just an exhausting journey in trying to convince everyone and yourself that you’re okay and you have everything together when you don’t. I’m soooo proud of you and your transformation girl!💚💚💚

I love the way you did this video and i appreciate you being so vulnerable!! I love it on you! You’re glowing and you look so happy 🥰🧡

thank you for being so transparent, we love you!❤️👑

@crownether9537

3 жыл бұрын

Amber rose now

Not the made for BET movie intro!!! Let me get my popcorn and watch this!!

@foreverflawlyss

3 жыл бұрын

Hahahaha I didn’t come to playyyy

Having followed you for YEARS and throughout my maturation from tween to adult, I can't thank you enough for your vulnerability. It's such an admirable and major piece of your purpose ...

This takes me back to when I shaved my head. I NEEDED THE RELEASE. I was so over everything and life and felt like it was all I could do to make a drastic change and literally scream I NEED HELP. Once it was done, my outlook changed and I definitely never felt more beautiful. Thank you for sharing with us! I wish I could have captured my moment years ago

girrrrl you look like Tamar Braxton’s twin

@LYLMAMA2FLYY

3 жыл бұрын

THIS !!!!

@astridbutts

3 жыл бұрын

yes!...i thought that even before she shaved but definitely now.

@Aliasss

3 жыл бұрын

YES.. and now she REALLY looks like her with the shaved head. It’s uncanny 🙌🏽

@Aliasss

3 жыл бұрын

@@misst7923 - She said _”its not that I hate it.. I just don’t see it”_ 🙄 Either way, she does and it’s a compliment 🤷🏽‍♀️

@bree6276

3 жыл бұрын

I was scrolling through the comments to see if anyone else thought the same thing!!!

_”Its okay to not be okay”_ I remember you making videos speaking about how you suffered with mental instability, and even still.. I appreciate your transparency regarding it. You’re truly not alone. It’s HARD. I mean, extremelyyyyy HARD to even be able to cope, find clarity, find stability and adjust to what’s going on with us mentally. I’m glad you found something, and have someone to be by your side through your mental journey. ❤️✨ PLEASE keep speaking on this!

Shout out to mom, she supported whole heartedly!

You look BEAUTIFUL, May Jesus be your peace 😍♥️

@Q.T-T

3 жыл бұрын

BREENY!!!

@Q.T-T

3 жыл бұрын

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

@RegentDeMarquis005

3 жыл бұрын

When you look in the mirror. Who do you see? You were made in the image of the gods. Not a fake guy who's bones ain't never been found.

@RoseGolden0

3 жыл бұрын

@@RegentDeMarquis005 stfu

@ShantelGraces

3 жыл бұрын

Amen to that! “Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.” John‬ ‭14:27‬ ‭NKJV ❤️‬‬

You have the perfect shaped head girl, what you talkin bout! That’s a whole look, new attitude and style! You look beautiful!! Enjoy that liberation and please continue to break free of the shackles and chains of how social media can try and have this stronghold on you! I pray an abundance amount of health, love and light! Thank you to your mom for being a wonderful mom and being there for you! 😊🙏🏽

@foreverflawlyss

3 жыл бұрын

I appreciate that! Thank you for your support 🥰

As a nurse working in this pandemic, my depression and anxiety took me into a very dark place. I am in counseling and I shave my head two weeks ago. It's the best feeling of freedom I have felt in a very long time. I am not on medication cause right now I feel I can snap back cause I love speaking on my feelings and moods wings I don't hold back. I pray God I am in a better place where I don't have to deal with depression. I'll be praying for you.

@collegegrad2955

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for your service as a nurse, I appreciate you and I am glad you are in counseling.

@siosworld4064

3 жыл бұрын

@@collegegrad2955 thank you darling. Glad I took that bold step and find help early it's working really good for me. It allows me to deal with issues I never taught affected me so bad.

Jeremiah 29:11-13 For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plan to prosper you and not to harm you, to give you a hope and a future. Then you will call on Me, and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek Me and find Me when you seek Me with all your heart.

I love the way you put this together! And the way you looked so emancipated after each cut 🥺😍 it looks beautiful and I’m so happy for you taking this new journey!

This felt like a reality show, except it's not fake. I really love the way you structured this video and I wish you the best with this new journey! 🥰

Your mom is a blessing ! That’s so nice that she helped you ! You deserved that !

It was beautiful to see you in this light to see you generally express your feelings and unfold to the world so thank youuuu for thattt!! And you look amazingggg

I am instantly in love with your mother. When a mom drops everything to support her daughter... there is no greater love like that on Earth. That's just how my mom was. I lost her 3 years ago to cancer. But you look amazing. I think everyone should chop off their hair once in their life. It is such a fresh start. I shaved my head back in 2000. I did not regret it.

Your mom support through this whole thing warmed my heart

At first I was gonna fast forward to the part where you shave your head like I usually do in videos like this but the way you crafted together your story was way too captivating! I watched it the whole way through. And you look so beautiful w no hair!!

@Tiffany_titus213

3 жыл бұрын

Same. I legit told myself "wow, I can't believe I didn't skip to the shaving part" this video was worth the WHOLE watch!

im so glad that you surrounded yourself around nature and your mom to help you connect back to yourself! i feel like sometimes we forget that we are nature and being outside really helps us connect back to the feeling that we should feel everyday; the feeling of being alive and free!! i've been struggling with anxiety/manic disorder and depression for years and it wasn't until recently that i realized that none of it actually exists. the answer truly is within and we are so much stronger and more powerful than we are taught to think!! we dont need to fall into this fearful based false narrative that is only meant to keep us feeling hopeless and anxious instead of choosing to seek faith and excitement!! i also realized that words matter as well, so instead of seeing it as being anxious (a fear based term) see it being excitement. just sharing what helped me feel and see differently

You’ve been saying you were going to do this for so long! I’m so happy for you❤️❤️ I can’t wait to see the content with your short hair. And let me add, I’m so happy that you’re sharing your journey. I can’t say that I knew exactly what you were going through but I’ve felt so down a lot lately. This was inspiring af Alyssa❤️❤️

Your mom is so supportive. Such a blessing.

At hate to admit this, but I'm not fully at 9 minutes in. I'm crying! I'm so broken! I can fully relate! No one ever sees how messed up we all are we only see our own pain and instead of getting to know ourselves we work to hide it! Everyone is like if I was pretty, if I had a good life, if people liked me, but let's be real this things don't make us happy! Tbh, some of the happiest people I have met were not attractive by societies standards, don't have great living situations, and don't have many friends! The thing is they accept who they are! I have ran and hid from myself for so long that I realized I too held the key! I just need to find my key and figure out how to open the door! I'm not going to lie and act like I'm such a huge fan and how you have helped me so much! I had no clue who this woman was or why she matter! I was going thriving the same struggles for different reasons! I chopped my hair off and have been doing shocking bills looks trying to find happiness in my hair! You didn't matter in my life, but this video means everything to me at this moment! I went from active and busy to a spinal injury and recently being told I may never heal all the way! On top of a life of loss and trauma I'm currently going through a lot in my living situation! This sounds like enough to drive someone crazy add on top of that I was married only about a month and a half before my injury! I literally am trying to sort out the idea of 'how is this my life' and 'where do we go from here' and trying to get to 'how do I start to look up again' then the video start! I'm sorry I'm rambling and leaving this long of a comment before the video is over, but if you have impacted me this positively and I don't know you I can only imagine how much you are helping your viewers and those around you! You are a God sent blessing! I pray for your health and well-being right along with mine! I really think you are a beacon of hope! I really wish I could meet you one day! I think you would be an inspiration! I don't know you, but I love you sis and thank you for being there for me even just with this video!

@milkandspice1074

3 жыл бұрын

Wow. Your message has touched me. You really put some fire into my heart. Thank you. And this is coming from someone who isn't the happiest but trying through meditation and trying to be positive. But my pain is still there deep. Your words were the best. Thank you so much! And all the best to you as well.💕

@leesaemmanuel9533

3 жыл бұрын

Keep your head up❤️

@missk2052

3 жыл бұрын

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Omg so proud such a beautiful moment. I could feel you breaking from the shackles holding you down! You are not your hair, you can be whomever you want to be. Stay blessed 💙

I'm so glad you shared this with us Alyssa, I've been going through it and seeing someone in your position being able to ask for help and say it's okay to not be okay means so much to me. Here's to Black women finally taking care of ourselves 🥂💕

I love the format of this video and I’m sending positive vibes and energy your way! I’m dealing with the same battle of anxiety and depression...You got this! 🤍 Praying for you love!

A mother daughter bond can never be broken.

Yasssss !!!! This is seriously the YOU we fell in love with! You’re personality, you’re glow... sis you’re BACK !

First of all.... YOU LOOK ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS 😍😍❤️!!! I love the new look, the new beginning, I myself struggle with both depression and anxiety...funnily enough I never experienced at an intense level until i became an adult, I’ve soo proud of you and will continue to watch you videos!!❤️Thank you for setting the tone Alyssa

Btw that first shower after cutting it all off feels like heaven itself ! 😭😩

YOU LOOK AMAZING!!!!! I love it! You’re literally glowing! You’re such a light! Please continue to embrace and share your journey. Sending you lots of love and light my Gemini sista! ❤️

I was watching this while standing, walking around in my room and literally had to sit down to RECEEIVVVVEEEEEE that message. I have the key. I don't need help. Everything I need is inside of me. Thank you for sharing your story 🥺🤍

girl this is so emotional... thank you for sharing. you're progressing every day is one step towards a brighter day

Proud of you boo! People don't understand the severity of depression and anxiety. You're so beautiful inside and out. Don't ever forget that!❤

Man this video was so beautifully done! So personal but vulnerable. You’re strength is so admirable. You look amazing! You are glowing from within. Happy you FINALLY did this.

KZread recommended this to me, so it's the first time I see you. I loved your journey and I'm glad to see things got better at the end. You look SO beautiful and stunning and happy after you shaved your head, and I could see how liberating it was. Congrats for being so brave.

Alyssaaaaa! I've only ever watched your videos once or twice and am not a subscriber but this video randomly popped up in my suggestions, and I feel like God brought me here! You are so BRAVE and AMAZING and I love that you've come on here to share your story with the world. Giiirll by time I got to the part where you cut your hair I was crying my eyes out because I could see and feel the freedom you were experiencing in that moment and it made me want to find that same freedom. Maybe not by cutting my hair but I'm going to start looking for my version of this same release. THANK YOU for being vulnerable. I pray that your story would continue to inspire other women AND men who feel trapped by various situations in their lives. I don't know you but I love you! ❤ And I love your bald head! 💪😍

Aww she needed the unconditional uncensored nonjudgmental love from her mama. No matter how old we get we need to be somebody’s babies.

"I am not my hair" yes girl. Mental struggles encouraged me to make a change too. I did my third or fourth big chop in January and it's been freeing. I'm committed to letting it stay it's natural color this decade (turned 30 in september) as it grows back out. You got this. Shout out to change.

First video I’ve seen and I love your vibe and honesty!! Instant sub. Much love 💕