★ WATCH ALL OF THE GLOW UP DIARIES: bit.ly/37O0bX6 ABOUT: This is a 6 year docu-series of my coming of age story. I originally thought I would end this series after a few months but ugly truths unraveled as I went further into my glow up journey. I began recording the glow up diaries at 17 years old and finished when I turned 22 years old.

@hamburger5888

2 жыл бұрын

Hey! Just came across your channel today and it’s been inspiring! If it isn’t too intrusive to ask, have you decided to stop your docu-series? How has things been for you lately? Again I hope I’m not being rude, and feel free to not answer if it’s more private info 😬 Loved how you documented the good and the bad, and always strived to stay positive even through the ups and downs!

@amandal4419

Жыл бұрын

I'm sorry your mama didn't realize that hurt you. But look at it that she was testing your resolve. :) I'm glad you are doing this for you health. Your skin has cleared up beautifully as well. My daughter loves sugar and has gotten Abit heavier, the insulin info thing really helped me understand it! TY!!

" Every morning you have two choices. Continue to sleep with your dreams, or wake up and chase them. " That hit differently.

@cannothandle22

4 жыл бұрын

But- But I can fly in my dreams🥺

@loyalite4972

4 жыл бұрын

@@cannothandle22 Then defy gravity and create a way to fly in real life.

@Pamven

4 жыл бұрын

@@loyalite4972 deep deep deep

@mehh9364

4 жыл бұрын

I'm your 999th like😁

@abbyrickard

4 жыл бұрын

My fav quote

y’all ever realized that her camera’s battery represents her mood? love that

@luvsummer_

4 жыл бұрын

TenaciousDragon Fart I didn’t even notice that!

@FiredDanST

4 жыл бұрын

Oml

@Sihamabdirahman1_

4 жыл бұрын

omg didnt realized it until now

@-goatqueen6817

4 жыл бұрын

AHHH i never realized that!! Thanks for pointing that out!

@awesomesaucepk

4 жыл бұрын

666 likes

When she started talking about her mother telling her to stop trying I felt that. My mother is Filipina and when she grew up she didn't get to eat as much as she wanted and was also malnourished. So, whenever she sees me dieting or trying to cut back on food, she doesn't understand. And it doesn't help that my 3 sisters are skinny and my brother is muscular. When I saw her crying because of that, I felt that.

@meebyte

4 жыл бұрын

Ashley burdick I relate, my mom is also Filipina

@lucien8710

4 жыл бұрын

Dont diet eat healthy instead (: and I’m sorry I can relate as well

@winter_wolf3284

4 жыл бұрын

Same, my mom isn’t Filipina, but I feel like it’s the same with most international parents.

@geeswithane7yrago303

4 жыл бұрын

Exactly the same here. All my family have super quick metabolism but I don't have nearly at all. So they can basically eat whatever they want still staying skinny and perfect, but I'm here gaining weight and being overweight as fuck. I'm only 14. Why can't they understand HUMANS ARE REALLY COMPLICATED ANIMALS. AND NOT THE SAME.

@breebernadette7415

4 жыл бұрын

Same, my mom is also filipina and I struggle to get rid of my weight.

She’s actually me, I think I’ve found myself online

@valueofapotato3753

4 жыл бұрын

Stop.

@sbabyx2024

4 жыл бұрын

valueofapotato 🤣🤣🤣

@lockec3269

4 жыл бұрын

ME TOO

@cookiedinoz130

4 жыл бұрын

balqaysa aden same

@T7d534

4 жыл бұрын

Same

"I never woke up when its dark outside" _cries in European Wintertime_

@claireschmitt85

4 жыл бұрын

I go to college in the morning it's dark, I come back it's dark 😔 sad life

@PenteadosBarbie_3

4 жыл бұрын

True

@olenazelazna6920

4 жыл бұрын

How much can I relate

@numissas1480

4 жыл бұрын

😭😭😭

@imintheghettoratatata4850

4 жыл бұрын

girl, i end at 6pm i know what you mean

whenever i would eat badly for a meal and say “i’ll restart tomorrow” my mom would say “so if you get a flat tire do you go around and cut holes in the rest of your tires?” and that sticks with me constantly

@Diana__Simion

4 жыл бұрын

kylie :/ omggg I needed this

@rylieevans2316

4 жыл бұрын

Trueee

@neegas3490

4 жыл бұрын

Your mom speaks facts

@MinhAnh-lh8pw

4 жыл бұрын

Omg that is very motivating ❤❤

@btsmushypie1237

4 жыл бұрын

Sorry but I don’t see how the two things add up....??

“I never woke up when it’s dark outside” UK In winter: *wait, you have a sun?*

@Daesma999

4 жыл бұрын

Sweden in winter, bro 😂😂😂 (I'm Czech but they have Polar day and Polar night... on the North)

@lottiemills5237

3 жыл бұрын

I go to school in the dark and by the time I’m walking home again the sun is nearly gone hahahahaha we do love that

@daniellemalgwi8440

3 жыл бұрын

It's acc so dark outside it's not even funnyyy when I used to wake up at 5:15 for all it was pitch black outiside and cus my skl was like 2 hours away plus clubs and train rides I was coming back in pitch darkness as well ;-;

@sumayya2990

3 жыл бұрын

Lol

@alyssapugh6659

3 жыл бұрын

Lol

“Continue to sleep in your dreams or wake up and chase them” - Alivia

@brownsugar9629

3 жыл бұрын

Wanda ok

@Diana-kk6qz

2 жыл бұрын

it’s hard when you don’t have a real dream

@SonGoku-em1go

10 ай бұрын

Carmelo Anthony Quote*

seeing her so upset talking about her mom made me tear up:((

@kettleghost3721

4 жыл бұрын

same, Ik that this feeling hurts like hell

@Mona_Reads

4 жыл бұрын

SAMEEEE

@bichen4151

4 жыл бұрын

@AngryLilMadScientist Same

@joane0235

4 жыл бұрын

​@AngryLilMadScientist It's mostly because family members are people one associates with comfort and support, so you can end up depending a lot on their validation, which in turn makes everything they say/do that can hurt, hurt a lot more than it should. Her mother didn't mean to hurt her feelings, but because of the context it ended up touching a very sore spot and having her insecurities thrown back at her by a loved one was her tipping point. I also am very sensitive when it comes to comments from my mom or family, yet not really care as much when they come from anyone else.

@wooooo0oo

4 жыл бұрын

SAME, I just wanted to go and hug her. Ik how it feels, it’s so hard loosing weight.

When i was obese my asian family and extended family always told me to lose weight and when i lost all those weight that i must lose they told me im too skinny when im in my needed weight ( im very healthy at that time) and they told me to eat more and now i gained weight again and they start telling me again to lose weight again. Im starting my healthy lifestyle journey again wish me luck.

@athirakrishna2780

4 жыл бұрын

I hear you. I too have Asian parents but I think it's just not an Asian thing. When you lose weight, they tell you to eat more because you look sick. And when you gain some weight, they'll tell you to stop eating because they think you look ugly. So I think the only thing we can do is to be our goal weight, whatever feels healthy and makes us happy rather than what society expects us to be. I know it's easier said than done, but I hope you and me both will be happy with ourselves ❤️

@aquamarine5583

4 жыл бұрын

I feel you :,)

@cianoen7495

4 жыл бұрын

@@athirakrishna2780 we can do it. I cam say im happy on my weight and with my physical appearance even tho my family constantly bully me for being "fat" but anyways im happy that i enjoy what i have and what i receive in my very existence

@cianoen7495

4 жыл бұрын

@@aquamarine5583 im here with you buddy

@athirakrishna2780

4 жыл бұрын

@@cianoen7495 Fighting ♥️ for everyone like us

Her crying makes me so sad. She was really hurt at that moment

@Black.Girl_Melanin519

3 жыл бұрын

Same I was gonna cry with her like who says things like that to their child

i watched the movie ‘To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before’ and the main character just reminded me of you the whole movie

@milenajezyk4310

4 жыл бұрын

same

@indi5040

4 жыл бұрын

SAME

@daisies8

3 жыл бұрын

Whyyyyyyy

@valerie8435

3 жыл бұрын

Bc she's also asian/half asian???.... I don't understand

@samanthacovington6556

3 жыл бұрын

@@valerie8435 . . .because of the narration dude. The way she speaks poetically. Relax 😐

“I can’t believe myself.” Neither can I Alivia. Who eats doughnuts with a fork?

@greenteabae119

4 жыл бұрын

LMAO I eat everything with a fork😂

@blastonks

4 жыл бұрын

lol I do

@chaimabenabderrahmen2369

4 жыл бұрын

LMAO I went to caffe and ordered doughnuts and they served me it with a fork , i swear i didn't notice it till i was almost done with the doughnut, i mean what the hell

@gachacorn3640

4 жыл бұрын

JIN gave me some potatos omg i eat everything with my hands i-

@varvaragorbacheva5715

4 жыл бұрын

Eating with a fork is healthier. You eat slower so you chew it better and it helps. I can't explain with details.

Alivia! My heart feels for you. I’m sorry your mom is giving you a hard time with losing weight. It’s the worst when someone else is trying to tell you how to eat, how to look and how to be healthy when you have your own journey. You’re brave for letting us see your true emotions. Food, weight, and body image are all struggles and I’ve dealt with it in the past too. Work on one thing at a time. Begin with the health in my mind and in your heart. to Accept yourself as you are now. Love your mind and your body for what it can do now. The way it looks is all temporary! Take your time.

@candyjames2265

4 жыл бұрын

Imagine parents who are the same but for everything not just about food byt your whole life. Literally toxic

@snehaja8574

4 жыл бұрын

@@candyjames2265 can relate

@atinukefaleye9280

4 жыл бұрын

I know how you feel my big brother is always giving me a hard time on my weight loss journey I have come really far and lost a lot of weight from when I first started but it's still not enough for him

@goatsfullofboats8559

4 жыл бұрын

Boo hoo. Your mom has a few choice words for you.. freaking grow up. There are people out there whose parents have done far worse.. by sexually assaulted their children, abused them or beat them... some dont even have parents at all. You should be lucky you have a mom who cares.

@rossella7207

4 жыл бұрын

@@goatsfullofboats8559 you have a point but remember that just because your problems aren't as big as somebody else's doesn't mean that they don't matter and can't cause damage to someone.

This hit me hard, because my parents never understand how I want to eat healthier.

@Hi-cz3nv

4 жыл бұрын

Me too ...they always make fun of me 😥

@emileeryan1183

4 жыл бұрын

my fam doesn't understand either

@weirdasff

3 жыл бұрын

They are like; eat more, I dont wanna see you skinny....and mom calls every single person and tells them Im working out....And when I started eating healthy my mom suddenly developed a habit of baking cakes in the evening...wtf?!

@ihatethescammys.loveyn.5979

3 жыл бұрын

@@weirdasff Same here. Everytime I decide to give up on being healthy, the junk food is never there but I have started back my healthy lifestyle four days ago and now there are always cakes, candies and fast foods in my house and its not making this journey easier.

@weirdasff

3 жыл бұрын

@@ihatethescammys.loveyn.5979 Ikr! Before all this (before I clearly figured out the strategy for good weight loss, I used to say weight loss all the time but would still eat junk when I would feel like it lol)..., I used to ask mom to try making different dishes from youtube.. SHE WOULD NEVER LISTEN! It would have been good now if mom made cakes and everything and not forced me to eat it! If I try saying I don't want it then she's like why are you being like this? Don't be on harsh diet! Dont be on diet! you are not gonna compete for miss world are you?, just be like a normal person etc etc... Seriously Im not even on diet, I just reduced the amount of food I ate ! I would never be overweight if I didnt have the habit of eating processed food in primary school... she could've stopped me from that but my parents and WHOLE FAMILY have a firm belief that being slim is unhealthy and being fat is healthy! I had 1 cousin who had a slim and good body and others would always ask her to gain weight and would make her insecure, she believed them. Its my body and I have the right to to do what I want! They like me "fat" and say I look beautiful like that but I want to be fit ... I DONT CARE WHAT OTHERS THINK, IF THEY THINK BEING SLIM MAKES YOU LOOK BAD I JUST DONT CARE!! JUST MOVE ON WITH LIFE PPL! LET ME DO WHAT I WANT WITH MY LIFE! AND YES ITS NOT MAKING IT ANY EASIER FOR ME EITHER.... ( Sorry I wrote too long.. I just wanted to share.. there's no one that'll listen to me here..)

I literally was crying when she was talking about the stuff her mom said me too my mom would always tell me to go loose weight and get prettier i am always avoiding my mom now i feel good honestly but its so hurtful you hear you're own mom calling you ugly 😭

@sxgarr2596

4 жыл бұрын

Bruh she created u technically when ur parents call u ugly they r calling themselves ugly cuz u share the same genes with them

@kailyndonnelly06

3 жыл бұрын

you are not ugly. hurt people hurt people. take your time in developing a body you feel beautiful in. you know you best, listen to your heart and body. if you are healthy, your weight does not matter. your weight does not define you. don't let her words stop you from becoming the best person you can be. you owe it to yourself to learn, grow, and see what you can do mentally and physically. i am proud of how far you've come and how far you will go. you are not ugly.

@shachelifernando

3 жыл бұрын

omg same it's so hurtful like wtf

"It will get better" is what I learned from following you girl

@liaruth9795

4 жыл бұрын

From experience I know that “Time heals” it truly does. ❤️

@NahoMoguel

3 жыл бұрын

And she will...

@Mel1211

4 ай бұрын

How are you guys now?

when she cried omg I wanted to hug her so hard

@dundun6493

4 жыл бұрын

sameeee

@ummeamara3418

4 жыл бұрын

Ikr 😭😭😭😭

@Midz664

4 жыл бұрын

Same I can feel her ur not alone

@niyarantuti5469

4 жыл бұрын

Can't we help her out? I feel sorry for her.

@Black.Girl_Melanin519

3 жыл бұрын

Same , I wish I could have reached through the screen and hugged her

I understand, my mom always criticize me with everything too. She doesn't know it hurts you but it does. Be strong girl!!!! You're really beautiful btw.

@Daesma999

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah.. I know this... I work out only when she's with her friends or at work because she was always laughing at me...

@isadorad8836

3 жыл бұрын

@@Daesma999 Im sorry that happens :( that shouldn’t happen. Be you okay? You can do this :)

@raylee3370

3 жыл бұрын

She understand that it hurts you

@Gotteskind17

Жыл бұрын

She does know it hurts her . All mothers do . All mothers know their kids and know what hurts them . She does it intentionally.

Your whole mom moment at the end..I felt that. One of the most important people in my life who I treasure dear and beyond love is that person to me when I try to change myself for the better in any situation and it just breaks me, because they're supposed to be the one person who doesn't do that to me. And yet I also value when they call me out because I need someone to do so, but it still rips me up inside and hurts, because they don't understand even though they've tried to and are still trying.

@pugtato7962

4 жыл бұрын

I relate to this so so much

when you came here to learn how to do the splits but then a few years later left knowing how to love and accept yourself and create healthy habits

@emanfatima2714

4 жыл бұрын

Yessswetdgsgg

@emanfatima2714

4 жыл бұрын

😭😭😭

@petalshyunjin

4 жыл бұрын

Eman Fatima this is sooooo me

@ikramrafi6481

4 жыл бұрын

Yes omg 🥺

@sofiyyasujuandy493

4 жыл бұрын

Samee

I can’t tell you how much I love this series. It’s inspired me to start my own journey and honestly these videos have changed my mindset a lot. Your advice is amazing and just seeing someone else go through those kind of ups and downs gives me more motivation to keep going because I see I’m not the only one that has them. I wish this series wouldn’t ever end but thank you for all the work you have and will continue to put in them!

@emmafrost1183

4 жыл бұрын

Emma Frost omg we have the same first and last name

@Thefitty

4 жыл бұрын

Good luck on your journey!:) Will you KZread?

@pragyabhattacharya2720

4 жыл бұрын

You can make it happen ♥️♥️

@Thefitty

4 жыл бұрын

@@pragyabhattacharya2720 indeed!

@say7867

4 жыл бұрын

Same... ^^‘

Getting hurt by you're parents is a different type of hurt and a very painful one 😔

Everyone: this should be a Netflix series! Me: why did she eat the donuts with a fork and knife?

@goodnight-moon564

3 жыл бұрын

Maybe she didn’t want to get her fingers dirty?

@mauliparmar.

3 жыл бұрын

@@goodnight-moon564 not trying to be sarcastic but what does that mean? People who eat with hand are unhygienic?

@goodnight-moon564

3 жыл бұрын

Krishna Gunjan Nope. Just that maybe she doesn’t want grease on her fingers?

@mauliparmar.

3 жыл бұрын

@@goodnight-moon564 okay 😐🙂

@ilikehotcheetosig

3 жыл бұрын

I thought that I was doing something wrong when I saw that timeline :'v

I know you mentioned that some people ask if this series ever has a end or why its so long - But honestly, how long it’s taking because it feels realistic. As someone who also has struggled with body image and a healthy mindset and relationship with food, it’s refreshing to see someone document their journey in such a real way. A real journey towards health is long and takes so much time and is full of slip ups and is not linear at all. It’s so hard! I’m so glad you’re doing this series!

@elissaproffitt2445

4 жыл бұрын

Angelika I want her to get where she wants fast but I never want this series to end😩😩 I am OBSESSED

@fish9230

4 жыл бұрын

I love this series and I would not want it to finish. It is almost like a walkthrough for how to do life. We have one life and she is telling us how to use it efficiently. She helps me so much and I gained so much confidence. My mom has been quite hard on me regarding my body image but i learnt how to not listen to her awful comments. Edit: sorry for my crappy grammar.

“I’ve never woken up while it’s dark out” *me = cries in canadian*

@vyentro29

4 жыл бұрын

Crying in Calgarian.

@ikramrafi6481

4 жыл бұрын

Cries in European

@Angelchick4life

4 жыл бұрын

Bobby Puok Crying in Calgarian too

@banayad4549

4 жыл бұрын

Cries in swedish

@ebd_

4 жыл бұрын

Crying in Yukon rn

The point of eating healthy is after having a cheat day you go back to eating healthy and watching what you eat, That's what my parents don't get, On Sundays I have a cheat day and eat anything I crave. That's what my parents don't understand. I don't have to eat salad every single day for every meal to be healthy. So I always get shamed and feel bad about it. And because my parents don't agree with rating healthy and "Dieting" they always judge me for eating salad and cook me unhealthy meals at lunch and force me to eat fries and bread and cheese and whatever else there is. It's just frustrating

@soooopies

4 жыл бұрын

wohoooo ! I could go on for forever talking about how problematic cheat days and dieting in general is but I’m just gonna tell you that it’s not worth it ! Eat what YOU want whenever you want ! Don’t try to control your body ! Our bodies are smarter than we think !

@marshmellowasmr6890

3 жыл бұрын

Tons Of Skelly same it’s so annoying

@saniyaidrisi2000

3 жыл бұрын

omg I feel you 😭

@weirdasff

3 жыл бұрын

Literally whats happening with my life...

@weirdasff

3 жыл бұрын

Since I live with my parents, I cant be on a diet and now Im okay with it... But this year ,once I decided to eat healthy I sticked to my decision and never got back but my mom is like you are 'dieting' so she started making unhealthy snacks all of a sudden ,yester years I used to ask her to make something good yet she would make something bad and now she wants to make me eat all unhealthy things as possible...

AW girl your life is not based on food. YOU DO YOU. Do what makes you happen, stay healthy but also have some fun! love you don't cry.

@M4R14AA

4 жыл бұрын

Baking Delights yeah! I’m kinda worried honestly …

No I feel you, anytime I eat a SALAD my parents would ask me "ARE YOU ON A DIET??HOW MUCH WEIGHT DID YOU LOSE" it is hard when these people just criticize you without even knowing. IT IS HONESTLY HARD, this is NOT a diet, just let me be and happy with myself.

@user-cy8jy8yb4l

4 жыл бұрын

i can relate soo much, my mom always tells me to eat alot and if i skip lunch or something, she thinks im dieting or something ahh so annoying

@breemendoza2512

4 жыл бұрын

Agreed I can relate

@emily.4651

4 жыл бұрын

yeah and when i exercise me dad acts weird. like im doing sit-ups in the living and he keeps looking at me

@serenity5237

4 жыл бұрын

@@emily.4651 i really got that sis

@bornwinner.___

4 жыл бұрын

ikr! and I could just be eating salad because I like salad!

“If you don’t have a post-workout skincare routine...” Implying I have a workout routine 😫

@aname4700

4 жыл бұрын

Implying I have a skincare routine 😌

@annabelleescobar9582

4 жыл бұрын

Lol

"I can't restrict myself forever" THIS is exactly my mindset right now and that's why I need season 2 to overcome it you've taugh me so much Alivia

BRUHH SHE WENT TO SHANGHAI AND THEN HAD A SKI TRIP I- *cries in poor*

@yettoliveyettolove5937

3 жыл бұрын

I know!!! Lets sit here and count our pennies😭😭😭

@dellaaa8480

3 жыл бұрын

@@yettoliveyettolove5937 same 😭😭

I wish there was someone who would be that committed to being on a healthy journey with me 😍

@abbeypotter1207

4 жыл бұрын

hey! ill commit with you possible long-distance-health pal!

@catedoge4998

4 жыл бұрын

Abbey Potter me too!

@hina._.2747

4 жыл бұрын

Same with me

@abbeypotter1207

4 жыл бұрын

Cate Doge lets form a group chat? follow me on insta @abbbeypottter

@erdbeerquark7620

4 жыл бұрын

Me too!

when she started crying I just wanted hug her soooooo badly 🥺❤️

@kobxnei7146

4 жыл бұрын

tHank YoU gUys sOoo mUch fOr tHe liKes

When you cried, I almost cried, and I cried over this every day. And I’m literally 12 and have people judge over my weight and that I’m taller than most people...😭

@user-yl4ki8lp7b

4 жыл бұрын

Im the same way, I was always taller in elementary school and middle(abt 5'5 ) and was skinny. I wasnt anorexic or anything it was just i didnt eat much. People told me to gain weight so I did, but I hated the way I looked. Then when it came to losing that weight it was very hard. Im still trying to lose that weight but its such a hassle.I regret ever listening to them, dont make the same mistake and allow yourself to feel happy with how you look! :)

@Victoria-xn9ft

4 жыл бұрын

I have that problem but im short. People look at me like im a roach just because im a little overweight. I've tried to loose weight, but i feel like I cant, and im so insecure about my body, mainly because all the other girls are so perfect, and beautiful and then there is me. The trash bag potato. I dont even eat a lot, but i still gain weight, and its even worse because im 4 10 and i weigh 120 pounds. 😭

@imanuglyrat4388

4 жыл бұрын

@@Victoria-xn9ft well there’s nothing wrong with potatos🥰 I’m the same way....in just 5’6 and I’m in middle school and get made fun of cause of my height

@Victoria-xn9ft

4 жыл бұрын

@@imanuglyrat4388 i think you're really tall lol. My mom and dad are 5 4, and my older brother is in 7th grade and he is 5 feet tall, so we are all short in my family, but im a trash bag potato.

@imanuglyrat4388

4 жыл бұрын

@@Victoria-xn9ft lmao I’m in 6th

hey just wanted to check up on you because you haven’t posted in 3 weeks hope you’re doing okay

@fish9230

4 жыл бұрын

You are such a nice person :)

@ambernain

4 жыл бұрын

@@fish9230 aww ✨

@KT-rn4tq

4 жыл бұрын

you should follow her Instagram! She does check ups regularly and lets us know when she's posting. ❤️

@repent.

4 жыл бұрын

1. Your pfp is absolutely adorable! ❤️ 2. That's really sweet of you! Ik this is late feedback bc she's moved on from this season and what not, but I just loved reading this comment. It's as if you see her everyday in real life! 🥺💘

@ezanananana123

4 жыл бұрын

Nessa P oh my gosh thank you🥺

im addicted to your channel. I am currently stuck in the mindset of "Once my circumstances change, i will change." "Once i move i will be healthy and work out and wake up and stop x,y,z habits" But watching your channel gets me inspired and for a second i get a little push to try, it doesnt last but i at least go to the gym that day.

@rose2654

4 жыл бұрын

Wow. This is literally me. I always feel like when I move, I’ll finally have the mindset and ability to start exercising and eating healthy. But deep down I feel like I should start now. I do try once in a while to get better habits and do at home workouts, but they normally last more than a few days, maybe a week tops before I go back to not doing it. Ughhhhh

@TheGirlGamerlizzie

4 жыл бұрын

*push*

@mochaoneiron

4 жыл бұрын

❤

Imagine someone seeing these glow up diaries and don't have to wait for an episode.

@Moonlight-um5fw

4 жыл бұрын

It's great m8

@HhHhh-tb3ok

4 жыл бұрын

Its pretty nice :)

@seriahdreams4899

4 жыл бұрын

It’s cool

@dorim.z8932

4 жыл бұрын

Saynab Abdikarim just like ME

@nancymateo6115

4 жыл бұрын

Saynab Abdikarim heheh 😏

12:14 - 12:25 I feel that 😔 I’m in a place on my journey where it hard to just explain it to people and having a family member not understand just makes it even harder then it already is

@someonesomeone7473

4 жыл бұрын

True

We literally have the same mother😭😭 A mother that can never relate...

Girl go to the doctors about your heart ain’t playing around coz I know personally that can lead to something serious

@rudieninty7

4 жыл бұрын

Rose Zhang yep I’m army and of course 😉

@hydratedobama8450

4 жыл бұрын

@@aactac Sorry but this is a serious comment and you reply with army?

@sno9044

4 жыл бұрын

@@hydratedobama8450 yeah right, I'm a fan too but army's are starting to get annoying

@marshmallows394

4 жыл бұрын

@@sno9044 i realize that every single person commenting with a bts pfp, there'll DEFINITELY be one person replying with "ARMY!!!!!" and stuff like that, but like why? no hate, just an observation and being curious.

@cottonhxney

4 жыл бұрын

marshmallows i guess it’s acknowledgement of seeing someone share an enjoyment that you also like? I guess it’s like seeing a pop culture reference on a stranger’s tshirt while you’re at a shop..

I love how open she is with us instead of trying to sweep it under the rug. Mistakes happen but we grow and learn from us. And the clip about her mom was relatable.. the people close to us don't mean harm but sometimes they don't know what's best.

"I never woke up when its dark outside" me: *laughs in Russian* seriously when i wake up before school it`s dark outside every day during the most part of the year

@anselmadelia9747

3 жыл бұрын

Same tho

@venisshaachenduru5678

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@Dewfegg

4 ай бұрын

I enjoy the good weather of Bangladesh 😊

@AlinaErmolaeva

3 ай бұрын

Привет)

"Not one, but two donuts. Gosh I can't believe myself." *So relatable.*

@AlexAlex-hz1mo

3 жыл бұрын

"oh god here we go, yep eat that, oh yeah another one, good job! do you feel happy now? fullfilled? are you satisfied? not yet? how many more to get there? how many more donuts, more burgers, more fries,... till you get satisfied?" me looking we disgust at myself 3 years ago while eating wallnuts and drinking healthy smoothie

When I was at my lowest, struggling and so damn lost, my mom asked me: "what's wrong with you?" and that really hit me hard I guess...like it was my fault I chose to be malnourished, frail and difficult with food, but I knew she was just really concerned about me and just couldn't relate to my situation. I was sick of trying to justify why I chose to be 'healthy' and the more I tried to reason, it seemed like i was taking a step forward and a thousand steps back. It seemed like i was masking the truth and indulging in clear lies that i was fine when i really wasn't. I finally had enough, i stopped asking myself, i willed myself to stop thinking about the what ifs or the negatives, i stopped justifying exactly WHY i choose to eat the way now (i'm recovered from an almost ED, been almost 2 years now) and I just let myself be. I enjoy food to live, and I live to appreciate good food and not spend milliseconds trying to find a reason for anything, really, and i guess it takes time and patience but to all of you who are struggling in a battle with your demons, I want you to know that IT WILL and CAN get better with effort and perseverance. Love you!!

@milk6808

4 жыл бұрын

Well thank you for this! Good luck and I'm really happy to hear your growth and that things got better. You're strong, and keep going!

@Roselyne-ex4ng

4 жыл бұрын

@@milk6808 Thank you so much! Just gotta get through whatever life throws at you ;)

@mochaoneiron

4 жыл бұрын

❤

When i was your age, or maybe even younger( i was 15), I tried to look after my skin. So one day after i had applied my usual moisturizer etc i saw my mother looking at me, disdainfully she said "Why do you even bother with this stuff, you still look ugly after all the effort" Back then I had crystal clear skin. but i gave up and started hating myself. I've never been able to forget that. Since i was a child, she always remembered to mention how ugly i was in front of her friends and relatives. Now years later, after being married and having 2 kids, 10+ years with having skin/weight problems, i still get snasty sentences thrown at me whenever i am trying to get better, but nothing when i have really bad skin or weight issues. She actually can't seem to tolerate me looking (or trying to look) decent.

@someoneyouusedtoknow711

4 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry to hear that. I hope that your husband is treating you better than her. I recomend to you that you stop talking to her. Tell her that you cant because your kids are sick and if she still wants to come say that she can get that sickness from them. While that fake sickess is there go running,workout,skincare.... Good luck sweetie! You are not alone💖

@lc-do5eo

4 жыл бұрын

she probably hates herself and taking it out on you because she is jealous since you are beautiful (in & out)

@Ana-gq7ce

4 жыл бұрын

Cut off contact. She seems toxic. I don't have contact anymore with my dad

@DaMushroomBit

4 жыл бұрын

This is a tell tale sign that the problem lies with your mom and how she views herself. You aren’t the problem. You are an example since young of what she could be but can’t be. You were never ugly. Nothing probably was wrong with your body either.

@hasanmurtaza8339

4 жыл бұрын

@@DaMushroomBit That really is the irony. i may not be beautiful or perfect but I never was ugly. I dont even know what ugly is.. I am fairly tall, medium built, good hair, medium fair complexion, my features may a little thick but in no way revolting. I am not deformed, and even deformed, for me, is not the same as ugly. What does make someone "ugly" except bad attitude? In fact, people often compliment me, even though, after all these years, I can't get my self to accept them. Whenever I put any effort in my appearance, whether its a flattering dress, or skin care regime, she immediately pulls me down. Just last year at my brother's wedding she called me ugly in front of my new sister in law and cousins. But she is completely OK when i look like a mess with unkempt hair, bad skin unflattering clothes.

i love how passionate she sounds when she talks about her plans for her new mindset 💜💜

Lol I had dreams that I would eat a ton of m&ms and stuff and when I woke up I actually felt better and happy because I was relieved that I didn’t actually eat all of it and I still got the “realistic pleasure” where I felt like I was eating it😂

@annvik3772

4 жыл бұрын

Omg🤣😂😂

Hey Alivia - I relate so much to when your mom was giving you a hard time; my mom is Taiwanese and I’m visiting her side of the family for thanksgiving...she keeps mentioning to all my aunties how much weight I gained. Asian moms 🙄 Anyways, I appreciate your glow up video series and your willingness to be vulnerable-it’s nice to not feel alone in our journey to become healthier!

@Eya4a

4 жыл бұрын

I'm also Asian Totally relateable

@Eya4a

4 жыл бұрын

Exact same thing

@biab720

4 жыл бұрын

Relatable. I’m literally exercising and eating healthy consistently for a few weeks now. I’m home for thanksgiving break, and almost every single day my mom comments how I need to lose weight or exercise. The exercise part I don’t get because I literally have been telling her what fun workouts I’ve been trying out😂💀

@liz-pz1ke

4 жыл бұрын

I have the opposite reactions. I'm hispanic, and in Latin america society, being "thick" or heavy is seen as attractive. I'm stick thin and so my relatives are constantly commenting on how I'm so thin, and that I need to eat more. What makes it worse is that they always have to compare my body to theirs. They will pick up my wrists or fingers just to compare how mine are so much smaller and thinner than theirs. Part of my self esteem issues are because of them. It doesn't help that I live in Texas where almost everybody is bigger. In highschool. I had athletics so i always had to show my body to dress into my uniform and other girls that i never talked to would always yell at the top of their lungs and comment on my body. "Do you even eat?" "Your so thin!" "Your ribs are showing!" "Your ankle is so skinny" "can I see your wrist?" "Ur like a stick". Now all I wear Is baggy clothes. Layering is key to me even if its 100 degrees. You will never see me wear skinny jeans. I will always have a jacket and baggy pants.

@Tlani_k

4 жыл бұрын

I'm asian but my parents/family are the exact opposite. Even when i gain so much they'll be like eat more eat more you'll be too thin lol

*this really struck me, as someone who has battled with their parents for most of her life. When I moved out it was so healing for my wellbeing.*

@ragaprasanna2697

4 жыл бұрын

Damn, I kinda feel for you, I'm still struggling, any advice for dealing with it ? It will be really helpful 😊

@Thefitty

4 жыл бұрын

@@ragaprasanna2697 Yes! It was super hardwell I was living under their roof, but give yourself 100% credit for the things that you can control it take control of that. Your situation is only temporary, and you are able to change your life no matter what happens in the end.feel free to tell me more about your life and if this advice has helped on Instagram! I'm thefitty.

@ragaprasanna2697

4 жыл бұрын

@@Thefitty this is was soooo nice of you !! ☺️it does make a lot of difference to how I feel, thanks a lot !!!!!!!! I am Raga, nice to get to know you 🙂😄

@Thefitty

4 жыл бұрын

@@ragaprasanna2697 nice to meet you, Raga! Just keep remembering that your situation is notpermanent! Keep a journal and write down all of your thoughts, values, and feelings and keep that secret to you. Everything you write in that journal is the very outlet you may not be able to have within the household. Make this your little secret :)

@ragaprasanna2697

4 жыл бұрын

@@Thefitty oh woww!! That's a great idea !!! Thankssss😘😘😁

I would love for Alivia to have a podcast someday. Honestly, I like rewatching the Glow-Up Diaries while I'm doing things to have motivation and self-reflection during this time where I feel lost and my low points. Each episode really reflects life we learn chapter by chapter.

@chloebreagan5193

4 жыл бұрын

xloveshelly same I’ve thought this ever since I started to watch her!

i totally understand how much those words from her mom hurt her. like, i've been in that situation so many times. my mom always had ( and still have) issues with my weight cause i'm overweight than my age. and for that i had to listen so many words from her time to time which are not so pleasing. even one day she told me something hurtful about my eating time and stuffs when i just sat for dinner and didn't even get the chance to give the first bite to my food. well, it hurt, hurt so much.

@hamburger5888

2 жыл бұрын

I’m sorry that your mum made you feel that way :( My mum also used to call me fat, and while I was overweight it didn’t help being constantly and randomly being reminded of that… I remember when I broke down and cried and snapped at her for saying those hurtful words (more hurtful than being called fat, anyways). I told her that maybe she had intentions of encouraging me to lose weight, it wasn’t the right way to do so. We’re asians so parents’ love language is to diss you half the time. I don’t know your situation but maybe you could tell her how you feel (if you haven’t already) next time she says hurtful words.

@ryusshi

2 жыл бұрын

@@hamburger5888 exactly. their intentions are always good but it's just that they tell that in a negative way which fail to encourage us.

It takes a lot of courage expose yourself and your feelings on the internet

same, my parents gave me an eating disorder so now I'm a twenty year old who doesn't know how to eat lmao. Update: I read the comments lol. I know that its my responsibility to fix the damage and trust me im working on getting better. Also, I wont change my mind. My parents gave me an eating disorder and no, im not going to share my circumstances. I just want everyone to be aware that a lot of parents have unhealthy behaviors and children grow up thinking that it’s normal to also do those behaviors. For example, a parent can be bulimic and they probably encourage the child to also do the same. If you want to know more search up “ Bandura’s bobo doll experiment“. Anyways, I hope that those who are affected with an eating disorder seek treatment. It’s hard but it feels nice when you overcome it. Suddenly your mind is clear and the ugly voice is gone.

@samsomera

4 жыл бұрын

honestly me

@narizota

4 жыл бұрын

sameeeee been in this shit since I was 15 lol

@Pepsiaddict6947

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@user-pf7bx6lh5p

4 жыл бұрын

Ugh...same...Once when I was 15-16 years old my dad told me that I have a big belly and that I should lose some weight aaand...then it all started! And now I am 21 and still struggle with binging and restricting... I hate it sooo much that I can't eat like a normal person 😭😭😭 And I always think that I am fat 😢

@claudiiewelch1038

4 жыл бұрын

I feel you on that one. My dad and brother caused me to develop am eating disorder when I was 14, I'm 20 and still have an eating disorder 🙃 it's so hard. I'm hoping all you lovely people find your happy medium and develop a healthy relationship with food ❤ Alivia will show us her ways 😂

This is so raw. My appreciations for showing raw emotions online. It helps all of us although it must take courage to open up online like that.

the fact that your really trying to better yourself is all that matters. living a healthy life is what i’m trying to strive for and watching your videos is helping me realize that. it’s hard asf but knowing that i’m not alone and seeing that i can relate makes me realize that i shouldn’t be so hard on myself. it’s a long journey but it feels like it will be sosoo worth it. you’re doing great! 💗

When you started crying it actually broke my heart like you seem so fucking sweet and like such a wonderful person and seeing you cry made me so sad. Happy you're in a healthier place now

I have same problems with my family like everyday they know I am trying to lose weight as I am chubby girl but still they say those demotivating things to me ..I feel you 😢 nobody really gets it . PS: you give me those vibes I never knew I needed ♥️

@erasermumblecrust7534

4 жыл бұрын

Oh my gosh, that's horrible! Well, no matter what they say believe in yourself!!!! I wish all the good vibes to come your way! Stay strong 💕💕

@pragyabhattacharya2720

4 жыл бұрын

@@erasermumblecrust7534 thank you❤️

@tubisa0234

4 жыл бұрын

Do n show to them it feels so good

@cha2495

4 жыл бұрын

i do understand you a lot, like how can someone that you trust say something like that when you thought they will be the one(s) who will be couraging you through the journey. its just another level of pain to hear harsh and cruel word coming from their mouth. ive already face it before, just because i was chubby and plump they said (my aunts, brother, uncles) i look much older than my sister, my sister looks beautifuler and younger and i look sluggish and scruffy just like an old woman, the fact that i know my sister do looks better than me makes it harder to bare, and to be detailed im at airport by the time that happen so i just excused myself and cry alone at the bathroom stall. istg that will be my most painful shit ive ever going thru in my weightloss journey. plus i also got a daily dose of painful weightloss motivation quotes from my mom, every single thing that i did will just get judge constantly from her. when i do some healthy meal grocery shopping she will start saying "stop buying those expensive oragnic things or even too much fruits, you are not even losing weight!" or when im doing some no equipment abs workout she'll say "youll dislocate your hips if you continue doing that". but afterall im here, 5'2 and 116 pounds and happy so i guess the pain kinda worth it. guys we got this, ily♡

@lc-do5eo

4 жыл бұрын

@@cha2495 your family didn't want you to succeed but you did. proud ❤

Alivia: "drink water ppl" me: drinking a coke

@immabossassbeach7093

4 жыл бұрын

Mônica Souza LMAO-

@mariecurie1155

4 жыл бұрын

XD

@sapphire.4941

4 жыл бұрын

𝙝𝙖𝙝𝙖

@maeeeep8070

4 жыл бұрын

Same😂😂

@missyuu9348

3 жыл бұрын

Don't be proud peeps :( water is important

3:35 "Every morning you have two choices: continue to sleep with your dreams or wake up and chase them"

@Meowmrow79

4 жыл бұрын

That my new motto

@mae_fd738

4 жыл бұрын

I needed that

When you started crying I just bursted out in tears. I felt so much despair in your voice that it moved my heart. Damn.

@liaruth9795

4 жыл бұрын

Basma I wanted to hug her through the screen and stroke her hair , tell her I’m here with her and it’ll be okay and wipe her tears away. (I’m a very emotional and caring person lol)

@liaruth9795

4 жыл бұрын

Also love that moomin valley profile picture. I love that show.

@basma5392

4 жыл бұрын

Lia Ruth moomin valley world domination 😌✊🏼 also I’m a very emotional person myself so don’t worry I understand 😌

I love how positive you are about your failures and negative comments from your family.positive mind is so important.

I've only watched bits and pieces of your journey but you've really inspired me to become a healthier, happier version of me. From starting a workout regimen to trying to better manage my portions and recognize when I mindlessly binge. I'm not close to reaching my goal but I'm on my way and that's really keeping me going

I remember that time when my dad told me to "take it easy on food" because I was having 2 pancakes with a nut of butter on top for Sunday breakfast. He told me that when I was a 15 yo growing girl that was practicing swimming 6h a week and would fit in a size S. Don't always listen to your parents, they're not always speaking the truth and don't always want what's good for you.

@alexis504

4 жыл бұрын

Margot Cobat god, I have 0 tolerance for people try and dictate what I eat. Imma eat what ever the fuck I want thank you very much

@margotcobat5129

4 жыл бұрын

@@alexis504 I now share the same mindset, but it takes quite some time to reach that point when the people tearing you down are supposed to be the ones who care the most about you

@annvik3772

4 жыл бұрын

U dint think ur dad doesnt want whats good for u, it s jist that he doesn't KNOW whats best for u.

Can I tell y'all about my glow up story. So when I started high school, I was really chubby. My cheeks were so huge that my eyes were squinted, my tummy was really huge and bloated, my thighs were packed with fat and I was generally unhappy with my body because all my life my family and peers had been body shaming me and making me feel horrible about myself. At the end of my first HS year we went on holiday (US: vacation) at a beach resort, all I thought about was losing weight and my little sister agreed to embark on this weight loss journey coz out of the 4 daughters of our parents, we were the chubby ones. We worked up the courage to tell our parents that we wanted to lose weight and to please buy us healthy food. I remember the look of pure nonchalance and skepticism on their faces and I wanted to prove them SO wrong. The next year I started eating healthy and working out: S/O to My homegirl Cassey Ho of Blogilates for her dope home workouts. I didn't tell any of my friends because I didn't want to see them doubt me like my parents did. And our school wears uniforms so they were not able to see me losing weight because the uniforms are great at hiding everyone's body shape and form. Plus there are cake sales every friday at our school, which my friends buy from in ample quantity, which made sitting with them during our breaks really tempting. However, I had an iron will and laser focus. My friends started noticing the salads and wholewheat bread and asked me what was up and I just brushed it off by saying that I just wanted to eat a freaking salad. My little sister, however, didn't let me help her let go of junk food and constantly ate junk behind my back so she never got to lose weight. The weight loss mindset kind of just fell away for me, and after 3 weeks or a month or so I got to the point where I enjoyed healthy food. Like I didn't crave junk food anymore and the school cake sales didn't tempt me anymore. You could literally wave a slice of pizza in my face and I wouldn't even want it. After 3 months I had slimmed down quite a lot and I coincidentally had a bit of a growth spurt during this period as well, which helped lean out my body (i'm 160 cm/ 5'2'' rn so you can imagine how short and stubby I was before). And the craziest part- MY WEIGHT DIDN'T CHANGE. Anyways, I looked much better and after the term was over and the Easter holidays began, I had a KFC ice-cream (it made me very ill and gave me stomach cramps and diarrhoea which is how I learned that dairy is not my best friend). And since then I lost my healthy mindset and have fallen back into junk food. However, I eat it in moderation, and my breakfast, lunch and dinner is usually healthy with some unhealthy snacks in between. Luckily, it's very hard for my body to lose weight, but also to gain weight, so even through my binges and snacking, I haven't gained that much. And my body gains weight more in the thighs, so now I have that kinda slim thicc body and my family and peers have never called me fat again. Now they tell me I have a nice body and a legendary glow-up. I'm sorry if i sound conceited. Know that consistency and willpower is key and everything is possible. TLDR: I lost weight and maintained it, proving my family and peers wrong. Edit: thank you for the likes guys. It took about 3 months and I took progress pics every 2 weeks (I didn’t use the scale until I was done). And I’m glad I could inspire some of you 💜

@saintjuste6130

4 жыл бұрын

god bless blogilate 😍

@thirtyonepigeons9539

4 жыл бұрын

@@saintjuste6130 ikr 😭

@dingdong9718

4 жыл бұрын

I’m sorry your peers didn’t believe in you, that’s sucks but I’m so happy you managed. so all I got to say is, you go girl you goooooo

@user-nm6nq8nu7e

4 жыл бұрын

looks like it was their fault that you even got chubby in the first place, considering the fact that they were skeptical about even getting rid of the junk food for you and your sister.

@fmjjjjn7510

4 жыл бұрын

That's an amazing story, I can lose weight easily and gain muscle anywhere apart from my stomach, literally ANNOYING AF. and i dont have an iron will Im too lazy. However I can also gain weight easily which is hard for me.

these videos are so important. you have a lot of ups and downs and you’re not afraid to show us your struggles and your journey and i respect+appreciate your videos so much.

You are powerful girl! Don't let anyone stop your mission in life.

When you said “healthy, healthy, healthy, not weight loss, weight loss, weight loss” I couldn’t agree more. Earlier this year, I found out that my vitamin deficiencies were making me gain weight and therefore it was causing other health issues so I was told that I had to lose weight. Keep in mind that weight loss was never important to me and I’m glad because of that, instead my focus was on reaching a healthy BMI and getting a healthier body. I think this is what kids my age don’t think about=Weight loss over healthy. Not healthy over weight loss.

"Sleep with your dreams, or wake up and chase them." Imma live by this. 🙏❤

When you cried I felt that :( Whenever I try to lose weight my mom is telling me to not do it and I end up not doing it but she never understands that I want to do this for myself! I want to feel healthy and happy in my body not because I think I‘m fat :/

Alivia hiii, I'ave dealt with your body issue for 3 and a half years and watching these videos helps me to get over it. thank you for showing your progress, You inspire and motivate me to be more healthy and happy:)

“ I got in a fight with my mom” me everyday am I right boyos

@StarryVoid_

4 жыл бұрын

you are indeed

holy fuck “ its not about weight loss its about being healthier” that hit different thnx a lot OMG when you started to cry i wanted to cry too because i relate so much omg

I hate it when my mom butts in and tells me to be careful when she sees me eating and looks at me from top to bottom. It frustrates me so much and she thinks she's helping when she fat shames me but it just makes me binge more for some reason. She's just so obsessed with me. I don't wanna do this for my mom i want to do this for myself because i wanna feel more confident in my body, this is why i always stay home all the time hiding from the world cuz i hate feeling ugly

Alivia you are so strong. Seeing you in that emotional phase is so powerful. That particular situation in my family isn’t very prevalent but I could relate to you with that situation in my ability to communicate verbal. Thank you for sharing these experiences on the diaries.❤️❤️

*"You Can't Know Joy Unless You've Known Sorrow"*

i love this girl so much, it's unbelievable :(

I totally understand u. My family doesn't understand my hard ship. My family is kind, but they don't understand me, and they try to control me. I'm on my own path! I control what I do, no one else! I totally got u girl!!

Once I told a random stranger to try focusing on gratitude. Years later I met her again and she said it had turned her life around. She quit some pretty negative habits. She runs her own yoga studio in Atlanta and teaches internationally. The secret is that gratitude is a direct path to self confidence.

You are such a precious baby I just want to hug you. Also you’ve opened up my eyes to the fact that EVERYONE struggles with weight and health. Honestly if I saw you on the street I’d just assume happy naturally skinny girl. And to know that you go thru the same struggles my 210 lb ass goes thru is just comforting. Not that I want you to suffer. But just proves that we are all human battling our demons. No matter what our outsides look like ❤️

"Every morning you have two choices: continue to sleep with your dreams or wake up and chase them"

I was and am still facing a similar situation in my house, I know I can't trust anyone and nobody gives a damn, it just bothered me Soo much I stopped studying to take revenge from my parents and get their attention. I realised that even if I got average grades, they didn't give a shit, so I knew I had to figure my life out by myself. It was difficult to accept it for a year, sometimes it hits me and I feel like giving up. But after watching you deal with it, express it out, opening up about it and doing your best in life really inspires me and makes me feel like I can also deal with this utter bullshit. Don't get me wrong I'm not insulting you. Thank you for posting this video🙂🙂

I feel for you Alivia. Negative comments from family can definitely effect your positivity. “YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS!”

My mum has a really weird relationship with her weight and food and I feel like she imposes it on me as well, so this hit hard

I also fight with my parents often, they separated about a year ago and ever since I am the one between them and their fights, they always rant to me about each other and no matter how many times I tell them to stop pulling me into their problems, they don't listen. Thanks to you and your videos I am sure it will be better one day tho and everybody fights with their parents from time to time, thank you Alivia we will all go though it together

@lettenlina1708

4 жыл бұрын

Oh, I know how you're feeling, my parents divorced about 4,5 years ago, if you need any help I'm here for you♥️

Your journey is so relatable to so many, girl. So I want to say thank you for sharing it! Although I haven’t figured everything out at 30, you remind me of myself when I was around your age... the constant struggle, the guilt... and of course the fact that what you see isn’t what everyone else sees. I remember being 119 and 5’7 and never being happy... I remember constantly thinking if I could just lose 5 more pounds then I’ll be perfect. It’s just so depressing when you’re going though it. You are a bright beautiful young woman and you’re doing such a service for so many people struggling just like you did/do. Good luck!

Im so glad my parents support me a lot and that i have a good relationship with them. I can't imagine not having any of this

I wish you all the best in your journey and wherever life may decide to take you. You’re an inspiration to many including me and I’m not just talking skin-wise either (although that too).

"If you dont have a post workout skincare routine-" Me: "I dont even work out-"

@lampsenpai4325

4 жыл бұрын

I'm too poor for skin-

@immabossassbeach7093

4 жыл бұрын

Emily Pearson I can Relate😂

Hi there Alivia, I cant exactly express what Im feeling or thinking right now, but I just wanted to say thank you for these series, Ive watched two of them, and even though my problems are not the same as yours, but it lifted my spirits and motivated me, Im currently struggling with pressure of the future, what im going to do, what will happen, etc. And I just feel a reflection of the constant struggle, the constant up and down from you, somehow you made me realize that its okay to be like that, we'll just have to keep going. So thank you, much love from Indo💞

When you talked about having a nightmare about eating i remembered that when i was struggling with anorexia i would wake up totally terrified when I had a nightmare about eating.

Alivia is like one of the most real KZreadr that talks about topics we all struggle with 😘❤️

I felt really bad, when she was talking about fight with her mum.

Today i was so frustrated because of wasnt losing weight even after working out and eating healthy for months now. And thats when i always go back to alivia's glow up diaries video whenever i feel low even i have watched those videos for the 10th times. And she never disappoints me on that...everytime she just motivate me with her experience good or bad and journey. Thats the trust i have build up with her videos. i feel so thankful that i found her . thankyou alivia if your watching this❤

you are such a brave and open minded girl..... i have been adding many things to my life style by taking you as an inspiration!!!... you are living your life girl.. i love that, in fact we all luv u........ keep going with your videos ... u have no idea about the change u brought to a number of lives..... thank u nd luv u.......

I remember when I was like 15/16 and I had gained a lot of weight (like, A LOT) and me and my older sister were going for a swim and as soon as she saw me with my swimsuit she was like ‘what are you doing with yourself, what is this, you look horrible’ and at the time I had such a bad relationship with food, I would eat a lot or nothing at all and that made me miserable but at the time she didn’t understand it. It’s been 6 years now and I regularly go to the gym or for a run, eat healthy food and a healthy !amount! of it but then again there are days when I like to have cake or pizza and I don’t mind. Don’t be a slave to food you guys, enjoy the things you enjoy and notice how you FEEL. I have never looked better or been fitter and that is only because I feel good. You are awesome, keep going ☀️💖

I literally cried when she cried and I'm yet crying 😭💔

@sophiemira1196

4 жыл бұрын

sameee🥺

Oh my, when you cry like that I just want to give you a big hug ❤️

I am so proud of you making this changes for health at a young age. This will pay you someday 😊 And no matter how raw and ugly you cry there many will find your video (or maybe in the future) very inspiring and relatable in their struggle and journey. Bless your heart!