Extremely dangerous to have a Covert Narcassist mother. I needed this information decades ago!!

@kristigahret7738

Жыл бұрын

Same

@Cat-sx6ep

Жыл бұрын

me too i hate her so much and her flying monkey glad to be no contact

@rosalynjolly2565

Жыл бұрын

Make murderers 😢

@lilc5353

Жыл бұрын

True

@Accidental_Warrior

Жыл бұрын

Mine made fake social media pro files of me impersonating me and wrote a blog how I did not care about the passing of both my French grandmother and grandfather. Instead of telling me she only told me when it was too late for me to attend. Afterwards she said I should have asked her for money to pay for the journey from England to France...but too late. She refused me the equivalent of a one dollar bus ticket to get back home as a teen. Been no contact since my mid 20s. Its tough but I have To. She made ra cist jokes at the dinner of Christmas 2015 despite my being bi rac ial. All my younger siblings in their 20s now believe I was raised in a "different generation" despite being also a millennial. They insult me and my mother smiles or smirks sweetly as if they speak poetry. I used to also vo mit bloo d at age 2 and three often. She told me I did it on purpose. If anyone can tell me why I threw up bl old as a small child I'd very much like to know. My father had his hands around my neck age 18...against a cracking window pane. My mother had to stop him or I would have dyed. Unfortunately she told all younger siblings back then (youngest being 8) a story as if I was the per petrator instead. I never deserved this. I'm 31 and have no one. Moved to other side of country for my safety. Nobody believes me. Wrote my com ment with spelling mistakes because I'm otherwise invisible for speaking the truth.

My narcissistic mother tortured me - her appointed scapegoat child. In front of others, she tried to look as though she was Mother of the Year but she was a nightmare behind closed doors. My father totally enabled her even though I told him what she was doing to me. I can just love, protect, and be proud of the little girl who survived years of abuse.

@samramajeed5315

11 ай бұрын

Same here the difference is my father and my brother abused me and my mother the enabler. After spending 27 years of constant abuse I am done with them my heart is done with them.

@vanessas2363

11 ай бұрын

Gosh, I could have written this word for word. I'm so sorry. I'm so screwed up. Still I'm 47

@TinaHani-qh4lp

9 ай бұрын

​@@samramajeed5315hey how are you,? 😊❤❤❤❤❤❤ you are enough you are loved

@GuitarMatt

5 ай бұрын

As a dude, my dad was a complete PUSSY who totally sucked up to my shitty Mom. Ironically, into his 70s, I had to tell my mom to stop treating him the way he treated me even though I moved 2,300 mi away decades ago

@HeroReturns

2 ай бұрын

Same 😩😭

You nailed it!! When I was a teenager my mother took me to a psychologist, convinced there was something wrong with me. I was rebelling against her emotional abuse. We only went to one session because the psychologist didn't say I was the problem. Because she didn't hear what she wanted to, she deemed the psychologist incompetent.

@kristigahret7738

Жыл бұрын

I just realized I have acted out on purpose around her because I just don’t know how to deal with the painful thoughts

@lilc5353

Жыл бұрын

Same thing happened to me

@mandird7952

Жыл бұрын

I had exactly the same thing happen. The whole session was her being the victim. I barely got to speak. She refused to let me speak alone. Afraid I'd reveal the abuse. The doctor was sympathetic towards me and she couldn't stand it. How could she have raised a sl*t and pothead like my father. I'd never had sex or did a drug btw. When? Lol At school? They gave me some kind of test before we tt the doctor because I was very mentally unwell and that was why we we were supposed to be there... We never went back. I never got the results from that test.

@sakyrubio6308

Жыл бұрын

Thiswas me but i was the one that wasn't listened or belived. It didn't help that i used to have behavioral issues dur to undiagnosed autims+ptsd. I was keep under heavy medication do i didn't talk sbout what happened under closed doors and each time the doctors realized i was overmedicated and tried to lower the dosage i was transfered to another psychiatrist and doped once more

@healthychick9450

Жыл бұрын

She marched me to there at 16 Dr wanted to meet with her, she told me she wasn't the problem. 🤷🏾‍♀️

My mother to a teeth. I broke away from my entire family because of this. You forgot to mention covert emotional incest. Utilize the son as a husband. I forgive her, this came from trauma, no healthy person acts like this. Still I am not sacrificing myself on the alter of her wounds.

@deborahshankovich8442

Жыл бұрын

Oh yes, emotional incest!!! It happened here. Husband put daughter up on this pedestal and shared his problems with her, effectively taking away her childhood. Child's shoulders were not made for carrying the adult load. Meanwhile, I was jockeying for position in my own house. I felt like the maid. It is creepy. Wife is queen of her house, daughter will be queen of her own one day.

@flemutter7211

Жыл бұрын

@@deborahshankovich8442 yep! It’s Satan creeping in to destroy the natural order. Be careful it can also be touchy feely. But that seems more common with women.

@ptlovelight2971

Жыл бұрын

Same here with the emotional incest. My sister treated me like her spouse and her kid simultaneously. Also I was HER mother when she was sick or needed reassurance

@elyse2440

Жыл бұрын

I love what you said, "I will not sacrifice myself on the alter of her wounds."

@MindBodyStorm

Жыл бұрын

💢And let's talk about triangulating the son-husband with the husband-son, causing confusion between the roles in the household. It's devastating to come to grips with the fact that the "father" role is actually competing with the "son" role, and the Narc is orchestrating it all!!! It's depressing to know that the dysfunction won't cease, and the Narc will insist her target to be the confidant. 🤬It's like no matter how hard the target fights to stay out of the games, the target will always be labeled as the co-defendant, especially by the "father" role‼️ They are damned if they do damned if they don't. 😡🤬😤

Out of all the terrible things a narcissistic mother can do to you The worst by far is the gaslighting because they literally take control of your mind and hijack your perception of the world. I'm so thankful for the internet and for having this incredibly valuable information even if it's a bit late in life but it's better late than never, and knowledge is power

nobody believes me when i speak against her, i feel so isolated.

@mtsb557

Ай бұрын

It is important that you stand up for yourself! ❤ Keep going.

@OnlyTheaBest

Ай бұрын

🙏

@artangel23

22 күн бұрын

Same

@dravidianalchemist

22 күн бұрын

@@artangel23 i’m so sorry you have to go through that kind of pain too. i hope we get vindicated.

@user-rz5iq7ne7k

19 күн бұрын

I hear ya … my mother plays the most caring mother in front of strangers but when we are alone she is the devil herself

Mine did too, using guilt, anger and “parental authority-entitlement”. My brother has broken away and now she demonizes him to the rest of our relatives and gains their sympathy. Life circumstances moved me miles away - thank God!!

@fireupyourheartfortruth

Жыл бұрын

So sorry you went through this crap. She is under curse. You are blessed. Might seem extreme, but they are kind of evil caretakers:(❤️💔❤️

@raccuia1

Жыл бұрын

Or the other thing these non humans do is make up a story that their child has an illness of some kind. This is called Munchausen Syndrome by Proxy.

@fireupyourheartfortruth

Жыл бұрын

@@raccuia1 at one point for too many years..They were making me very ill. I would never want to fully know what they were doing to me, and along side these scarey doctors..At one point in highschool, drs said my immune system was shot. So I had to refuse going to doctors, lady raising me was forcing me too..And figure out nutrition and other methods on my own, prepare all my own food.. It got real bad, but then just stayed dedicated to regimens thru a natural doctor, reading stuff, and remedies to clean and build my immune system again. They wanted me trapped in their house forever, even if it meant I was half dead.

@jamespresident6577

Жыл бұрын

What a horrible experience.I know the experience too well.

@raccuia1

Жыл бұрын

@@fireupyourheartfortruth they are pure evil.

I’m 39 years old and thanks to finally understanding my mom is a covert narcissist I can say I finally know it’s not my fault

If you havnt had a demon covert mother narc,you'll never understand it and that makes me glad because it means you didnt experience it....Its incomprehensible to others that I went no contact 3 years ago with my Mum and 2 sisters and that's ok...im still walking the planet and my two spoilt dogs are living the life of royalty🥰🇦🇺 And believe it or not im childless..BIG SURPRISE

@daynapeterson9033

Жыл бұрын

Covert narc mom too. And...I am childless. No thank you.

@kristigahret7738

Жыл бұрын

Amazing

@artandculture5262

Жыл бұрын

Me too.

@rayed874

Жыл бұрын

Demon is the word. These women are the definition of evil.

@Cat-sx6ep

Жыл бұрын

I left them alone 2 yrs ago it has been damaging to my heart when speaking of them the trauma and abused I endured

I was born wise and I needed every bit of it. I didn’t rebel because that would have been used against me. I laid low my whole life because I had to. I walked away and have no contact. But it’s taking my whole life to get myself back.

@jaimetoubeau3355

7 ай бұрын

Hi this is me having this epiphany now, I always laid low and developed limerence to escape. Buy now I've realized the trauma I went through and it's amazing I smiled 😊

My sister had breast cancer a few years back, and our mom and dad would talk about it in a way to get attention for themselves. They didn't care that my sister was suffering. They just enjoyed the attention for themselves.

@catzee4720

Жыл бұрын

@@encodedinrhythm8943 They lack true empathy but can fake it...eventually you can tell the difference between acting empathy or an actor and true empathy for another. These type narcissists are dangerous. Sorry you went through that but can relate.

@taraarrington2285

Жыл бұрын

Yes this is what they do.

@catzee4720

Жыл бұрын

@@encodedinrhythm8943 Totally agree. And that is absolutely disgusting and sick.

@fireupyourheartfortruth

Жыл бұрын

Yeah its sad and scarey at times. If your sick or have serious tragedy or loss its of no care to them. But if your not up front and center for them. Or your own serious health scares prevent you from being there as you wish you could be, or they stick you in hospital and dont visit not even once for 10 min😔💔....Your labeled careless, selfish and worse..I found with the people who raised me, enough was never enough and it was not good enough to suit them anyhow. So as I got older, I just stopped assisting them. Then the guy who raised me said( at one point in time) I was poisoning the food I prepared for him/ them. I was shocked and freaked, like Lord, they are going to frame me on this now? So I said thats the last meal I prepare for you.. So I stopped preparing their food..Then your degraded for that. Its really sad..All of it💔

@maryellendelong7221

Жыл бұрын

@@fireupyourheartfortruth I'm so sorry you went through this. Sending hugs from Texas. You are not alone. ❤️❤️

Yes my mom does not love me but controling is the the game

@naturalhealingmexico

Жыл бұрын

Don't take it personal, my mum is the same, NARCS have no heart , they are cruel creatures that resemble a human being, they are a different species.

@glenncooper4379

Жыл бұрын

​@@naturalhealingmexico It is all from the subconscious, move forward with a knowledgeable positive attitude

@naturalhealingmexico

Жыл бұрын

@@glenncooper4379 I do, NARCS it's more about genes than psychology, again, they are a different species, look history, it had happened before, for example, Jesus Vs the Pharisees, Jesus was the empath the Pharisees were the NARCS, same tactics, manipulation, gaslighting, etc,

@youtube_chaplain

Жыл бұрын

Hell and Heaven are real... We can not hide our sins from God. Is your heart right with God? Jesus Christ loves you and He died for our sins. If you will REPENT of your sins and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and believe in the gospel, you will be saved and your name will be written into the Book of Life. Revelation 20:15 Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire... "Salvation Prayer" Dear Heavenly Father, I come to you, to confess that I am a sinner. I have done some things in my life that I am not proud of and I repent of my sins. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for my sins and that He arose from the grave and that He is alive today. I ask that you forgive me of my sins. I proclaim that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. AMEN...

@brittneyducre4618

3 ай бұрын

That’s what I had to recognize about my mother she didn’t love me she loved the control and the chaos that came when I rebelled against the control

My mother bitterly resented my independent streak my entire life. I thank God I had an inner voice that told me I was not the POS she tried to tell me I was.

@johnnytsunami3558

8 ай бұрын

When did you finally get away ? It really sucks our parents hate to see us flourish

My Mother did this waaaay before any social media was invented! She gossiped to relatives, neighbors, church friends….that you’d think I was just pure rebellion yet I was feeling the rejection, the daily verbal beatings along with getting beaten up by her. Always pick, pick, pick into a shouldering fight

@nicoleee6558

7 ай бұрын

I’m sorry you’ve dealt with this. I can relate and I wish you well in your healing journey. You never deserved that.

I lived with my mom for 30 years and had no idea there was a problem. I actually appreciated that she took me in. I had no idea that she had kept me from my independence. I got married at 31 and am now 34. It was right when the pandemic started too. She could not handle that I now had responsibility to my husband and could not continue to be her slave. It caused so many fights between my husband and I. I had no idea that my mother was like that. It’s was such a shock. Especially since she ruined Christmas this year. That was the last straw.

@romanastrasheim5226

Жыл бұрын

They always ruin any celebration!! 😰

@ca6248

Жыл бұрын

This is exactly how it was with my mother. I feel your pain.

@Dbb27

Жыл бұрын

Read ‘Boundaries’ by Dr Henry Cloud. It will help you set your standards expectations. Get counseling and take your husband with you. You will need help to keep your marriage strong and for you and your husband to understand and handle any contact in agreement. Otherwise this will strain your marriage and you won’t even know what’s happening. Even if you go no contact so you understand what has happened and how it also affects your marriage and future family if choosing to have kids.

@alinatheodora6916

8 ай бұрын

talk about it with your husband. take care of your marriage. your mom can destroy it. i'm 30 years old, my mom destroyed all my relationships until now. i realized what is happening, she want to be alone with her...now i have a relationship and i dont talk with her anymore. it s hard because this kind of mom create co-dependency, but i will fight with me.

@elegantgiraffe9570

4 ай бұрын

My mother ruined my university graduation day, the day I brought my newborn home from the hospital, and one birthday of mine. She kept me from being independent, too. They just can't stand not being the centre of attention, and not having absolute control over their victim's life. I'm starting to break free from her. She's sensing it, and is trying to ruin my life again, by trying to worm her way back in, using guilt.

My mother would say I was difficult and wanted me to be more like my sibling. I was told my feelings and thoughts were wrong. I shouldn't feel that way and tell me I needed to be happy regardless of what was happening around me. To the outside world, people thought she was so nice and kind. Behind closed doors, she was a nightmare. Thank you so much for validating my experience. No contact wa my only option.

@lisad6106

Жыл бұрын

"You just think you're so much better than everyone else"

@wascawywabbit0987

Жыл бұрын

Street Angel house devil.

@fairymairah

Жыл бұрын

I have that same problem. it's not just like that with mothers. it's like this with alot of women. watch yahhanna 82's channel. and legal gaurdianship I heard is a scam.

@youtube_chaplain

Жыл бұрын

Heaven and Hell are real... We can not hide our sins from God. Is your heart right with God? Jesus Christ loves you and He died for our sins. If you will REPENT of your sins and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and believe in the gospel, you will be saved and your name will be written into the Book of Life. Revelation 20:15 Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire. "Salvation Prayer" Dear Heavenly Father, I come to you, to confess that I am a sinner. I have done some things in my life that I am not proud of and I repent of my sins. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for my sins and that He arose from the grave and that He is alive today. I ask that you forgive me of my sins. I proclaim that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. AMEN.

@robertramsey1922

Жыл бұрын

That's what my son's mom is doing to him.

3:00 "She tries HER NUMBER ONE GOTO, the medical field, to find a problem with the child." I was an "ADHD" child too and medicated in school on Ritalin. It did more than break my spirit, it almost broke my soul!

@grateful2be135

Жыл бұрын

Warrior

@sirrantsalott

Жыл бұрын

I feel you

@kristigahret7738

Жыл бұрын

Makes you so alone

@rayed874

Жыл бұрын

And that was/is her goal. She wants to destroy you. #staystrong 🤍

@dutchymon

Жыл бұрын

Exact same for me.

My dear husband's mother is a covert narcissist and the most 2-faced person I have EVER known ....she pretends to be the sweetest most caring person in the world but she'll say the meanest things when you're *alone* with her. In a group setting she seems so wonderful and charming, but that is just her facade. I have seen her mask slip many, many times during the 35 years I"ve been married to her son and the *real* her is NOT pretty. Nowadays I keep my distance from this evil conniving person. I don't talk to her on the phone. And I don't fly out to see her anymore. I had to break free of her abuse because it was harming my self-esteem. I went no contact in March and slowly but surely, I'm healing from all the years of abuse.

@ginuyehara855

Жыл бұрын

I blocked mine im sure now her whole family are wondering why. Lol shes so embarrasing i used to love her but she so two face its hard. And try to manipulate my husband her son just to get to me or make sure shes the one controlling him. So sad but thank God shes a hoarder so her own son cant stand living with her shes a nasty hoarder of everything and animals. The animals she keep they always died or dried up in fish tanks. Disgusting she have no idea i can put her in her place.

@annconforti9294

Жыл бұрын

This was my mother

@druchampion-payne1489

Жыл бұрын

@@annconforti9294 I am so sorry ... you are at least fortunate to see the abuse .... my husband is still so blind to his mother's narcissistic abuse so I have to exercise great patience with him. He's watched many of Kevin's videos and videos from other channels about narcissism, but he still doesn't *see* what I see. Honestly, I don't understand why he can't see it because as soon as I learned about narcissistic abuse (3 years ago) I immediately knew that this was what I was dealing with my mother-in-law. Once you *see* it, you can't unsee it and go back.

@annconforti9294

Жыл бұрын

@@druchampion-payne1489 I am so sorry. I didn't see it until my 40s. I had to have a shrink explain it to me after getting involved with a different narcisst.

@druchampion-payne1489

Жыл бұрын

@@annconforti9294 ❤❤❤

For my mom it was about being convinced I was having sex. I was like early teens when she started this rhetoric and campaign. She would use it as an excuse to not allow me to do normal things that teens do (e.g. going to the mall with friends; hanging out with friends anywhere). She would scream at me that if she wasn’t so “strict” with me I would have ten babies already. I hadn’t even kissed a boy yet when this all started. She’d call me “fast” and threatened to take me to the doctor to have them check my genitals to prove whether I was still a virgin or not. It was very terrifying and traumatizing to have to hear this hurled at me 24/7/365. HORRIBLE!

@nwatson2773

Жыл бұрын

I had a female friend who went through this, I overheard a phone conversation and she was in tears! She became a lesbian then shamed into marrying an abusive man.

@amberinthemist7912

Жыл бұрын

My mom was the same. Always screaming at me that I was sleeping around, doing drugs and touching myself. It was crazy but all her church friends acted like she was just a concerned mom. It was so disturbing.

@karabomoalusi8810

11 ай бұрын

Same here, to this day I don't want children because of that. She used to beat the hell of me and said this repeatedly "fall pregnant and see my true colors" by that time she right on top of me or hitting me with whatever is close to her hand. She passed on before we could talk about this. I'm 37 and still can't bear the thought of having children, I don't know if it's the effect of her words or my decision...

@adventureswitharizonaart6117

10 ай бұрын

It was projection. She did it at a young age and still carried shame for it.

@BelwillCoily

10 ай бұрын

@@adventureswitharizonaart6117 Wow! You know I never thought of that! I wonder…🤔

My mother physically abused me when I was a toddler and then shamed me my entire childhood for the coping mechanisms I develloped, like dissociating (dreamer) freezing (lazy-ass), avoiding (you're always late!) and so on.

@krissyderungs6888

9 ай бұрын

Used these coping methods as well. Until I was about 50 years old.

I just cut contact with my mother. She is just like you describe. I’m about to get married and when we told her that we are getting she immediately tried to pin me down to sleep over at her place the night before and get suited up at her place before the wedding, that was one year before the wedding day. I went along with it but we hadn’t actually started planning the day yet. I decided I wanted to get ready at my grandfathers place instead as she was taking me to get my suit, wanted to split it up a bit. Boy did she loose her shit! Saying I’m not a man of my word, I’m cruel etc. essays of text messages and voicemails saying how I’ve upset her. ECT.. then my siblings tried to talk me out of changing my wedding plans because they knew it would upset her. Story of my life, anyway life is less stressful having her blocked.

@Catnip371

Жыл бұрын

Don’t have her at your wedding. My mother called my now husband immature 4 weeks before our wedding then her boyfriend told me that I should put my cat to sleep because she has diabetes and we had to add her on our wedding schedule for her insuring 😢. Anyways focus on your wife because that’s what the word of God says. Your wife comes before your mom now.

@SuperGingerBickies

Жыл бұрын

@@Catnip371 AMEN!

@SuperGingerBickies

Жыл бұрын

Announcing your intention to get married is like a red rag to a bull for narc mothers.

@youtube_chaplain

Жыл бұрын

Heaven and Hell are real... We can not hide our sins from God. Is your heart right with God? Jesus Christ loves you and He died for our sins. If you will REPENT of your sins and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and believe in the gospel, you will be saved and your name will be written into the Book of Life. Revelation 20:15 Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire. "Salvation Prayer" Dear Heavenly Father, I come to you, to confess that I am a sinner. I have done some things in my life that I am not proud of and I repent of my sins. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for my sins and that He arose from the grave and that He is alive today. I ask that you forgive me of my sins. I proclaim that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. AMEN.

@rondelpertillar5795

Жыл бұрын

@@SuperGingerBickies I wish I knew that before

My mom and grandma like saying, “I told you so” “You should have listened to me.” “You should have done this or that.” “You should have known” “It’s your fault because you didn’t do what I said.” “I just want to rub it in but I won’t” ugh

My mother is like this. She just *cannot* move in to the adult to adult dynamic. She wants me to submit to her reality which is that my perspective doesn't exist. If I don't accept that my perspective is a huge act of aggression I perpetrate against her, the victim of me, then I'm written out. I have been written out. There can be no conversation. The shutters have come down. She has talked about me, to the point where the relatives are shunning me too now, but she will not talk to me. What can I do except give up. 😞

@multi-milliondollarmike5127

Жыл бұрын

Take it as a blessing to let go of carrying that toxic relationship on your back. It's better to let her go.

@growingandlearning164

Жыл бұрын

I gave it up.3years ago,peace and joy are coming in to my life as the dross comes to the surface for healing.

@AmyMichelleMosier

Жыл бұрын

Eventually the relatives will realize she’s bonkers. Hang in there!

@lynnfincham6839

Жыл бұрын

Your so much better off away from this. It might sound hard but see it for what it is.

@CreolePrince233

Ай бұрын

Call on Jesus, you’re his anyways

My sister has had MS for thirty years. She was diagnosed at 25, and has been in a nursing home for the last 20. She has been completely paralyzed from the neck down for the last several years. My mother is a narcistic, extreme Catholic - bordering on fanaticism. Having a sick daughter is her claim to fame among her church group. My sister is a suffering soul, and saving souls from going to hell. There is no empathy for my sister, because she tells her that Jesus suffered much more on the cross. Narcistic mothers of sick children can also be horrific

@habbaticchio2468

Жыл бұрын

My God that’s terrible. I know people like this smh

@SuperGingerBickies

Жыл бұрын

My heart and my prayers go out to you and your sister. It seems to me that your mother's version of Catholicism bears absolutely no resemblance to the Catholic Faith. Let me explain. The worst so-called Catholics are those who use and manipulate religion as a stick to beat their family members or anyone else (no matter whether it's Catholic, Muslim or whatever) who do not do them attention, homage or deference. They are the ones who are evil. You read me right - EVIL. Whitened sepulchres, brood of vipers ... you name it. Your mother is a carbon copy of mine. Clearly, your mother is using your sister in a sick and twisted way to bask in reflected glory. There's a pattern here for sure. My mother treated me and my older sister like chew toys and would turn onto 'Catholic Mode' in front of her 'audience'. Little did I realise (after my mother's behaviour went a step too far) that there were priests and some parishioners who could see through her like a pane of glass and covertly reassured my sister and me that it was not all in our heads and that we have actually been gaslighted. I wish you peace and All Good.

@alllifematters

Жыл бұрын

So sorry for your sister!! Her illness I'm sure is made worse by your mother too no doubt!

@youtube_chaplain

Жыл бұрын

Heaven and Hell are real... We can not hide our sins from God. Is your heart right with God? Jesus Christ loves you and He died for our sins. If you will REPENT of your sins and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and believe in the gospel, you will be saved and your name will be written into the Book of Life. Revelation 20:15 Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire. "Salvation Prayer" Dear Heavenly Father, I come to you, to confess that I am a sinner. I have done some things in my life that I am not proud of and I repent of my sins. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for my sins and that He arose from the grave and that He is alive today. I ask that you forgive me of my sins. I proclaim that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. AMEN.

@gracelewis6071

Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry. My sister has been bedridden for years as well.

Oh man. My mom labeled me as Borderline and got me to HATE myself and accept that I was the worst person ever. Now I’m forty years old, have KNOWN I was the worst person on the planet and totally unworthy of love or friendship, had kids with an insanely abusive covert narcissist and finally snapped out of it and realized IT WASNT ME! It was NEVER me! I’m actually autistic (!) and was told I was willfully bad instead. Thank god for my own kids to help me see reality finally…. Dude this messed me up. I’ve never known WHAT my mom is but she is something and it’s mind blowing after all this time….

@4HeimatLiebe

11 ай бұрын

Jesus loves you, trust Him, no Church or so, sollely Him and His Work of Grace, and His Leadership in Life, ye can allways speak with Him in Yer Heart as you would with a Friend, with Words too of course, whatever feels better for you. Much Love. :)

My mom would be talking to someone individually or in a small group and say, "Oh, we're so broken about her. We're really not supposed to say this, but she has such and such issue. We just keep trying to love her...."

A therapist once told me my "conditions" -mis diagnosed bipolar, ADHD- were my "apology" for her miserable parenting. I never really understood that. I do have hard-core CPTSD from the constant cruelty, humiliation & chaos..this video explains alot. I'm no contact for years, 60 years old & still struggling to free myself from the internalized shit she dumped on me... fk.

@naturalhealingmexico

Жыл бұрын

You need a spiritual approach to heal yourself, I relate to you experience, see it this way, she dumped her garbage in to you, remember it's hers not yours, ...I don't have to pay for her...

@enlight2260

11 ай бұрын

I see you and the suffering you had to go through 🥹💔...

@samramajeed5315

11 ай бұрын

My Lord heal you fully.

@johnnytsunami3558

8 ай бұрын

​@@samramajeed5315did you get away from your parents ?

@samramajeed5315

8 ай бұрын

@@johnnytsunami3558 not only parents but my whole family. For many years I was the scapegoat but this year I started learning what on earth had been happening to me 😔

The narcissistic mother was a pediatric nurse and she gained a lot of respect and credibility in her field and that somehow entitled her to undermine my parenting and be abusive to my wife. She felt entitled to be controlling and possessive of me also through gaslighting because I was growing independent and being out on my own. I'm objectively seeing this for what it is. I'm happy to say I've come to accept this as reality.

@debrabass2556

Жыл бұрын

Good God...Do not let her anywhere near your wife and your children! Your wife will become very angry with you and resent you terribly because you have let it happen. As far as your children, why, why, why would you expose them to her?

This been happening long before social media, those mothers have been destroying their Children first.. then friends, to gain sympathy on behalf of themselves... its apallllling!!

In a nasty, resentful tone, my mother used to tell me I had too much self-esteem. She was a manipulator and a professional victim to the highest degree, all while abusing me and my brother behind closed doors. I finally found freedom when she died three years ago on Christmas. I was very lucky and consider her death a gift.

My mother never put any medical stigmas on me, but she did use her “medical Issue” to control me. If ever I exhibited a normal desire to be independent, she always reminded me of her “high blood pressure.” “You need to stop upsetting me; you’re going to put me in the emergency room.” She always HATED when I was sick and would go into denial mode; she hated her loss of attention.

@melaninchocolate6552

11 ай бұрын

This!!! My fiance parents refuse to take care of themselves!!! They are old and refusing to exercise , change their lifestyles, refusing to downsize and move out of their home and maybe into a assisted living! Now he is telling me that he has to move closer to them to be there for them! Like your parents are very capable of taking care of themselves and should be ! But the refuse to! Am not gonna put my career on hold or pass up a high paying job in another state or any opportunities due to your parents medical issues that they cause on themselves!! They are a burden!! Already made it clear , am not marrying to take care of anyone's parents!! Can't stand family members that purposely make themselves sick so they can enmesh themselves to their blood relatives forever!!

@mrdeshonline

7 ай бұрын

Same as mine with High blood pressure tactics

@486veR

6 ай бұрын

The blood pressure is high cause their bs is catching up on them, bet they'll say it too even when your not doing anything or doing too well for yourself

@user-ef7gz4zq7k

5 ай бұрын

Mine withheld medical attention because any diagnosis for anything meant she was wrong about me being a bad person if medicine could explain my behaviour. She was terrified of my asking for counseling at age 13. Why do you suppose thst is?

@pamglass6007

5 ай бұрын

@@user-ef7gz4zq7k Just evil. So sorry. I went to counseling as an adult and just happened to mention it. And the response I got was pure anger and “you know they just tell you what you want to hear.” Don’t believe the lies. God bless you. ❤️

My NPD mum would take me to the local foster home for kids, we'd stand outside and say to me "If you don't start behaving and being a good boy, then that's where you'll end up." Disturbing. Thanks dude.

@reverentalexanderchezeley-6367

11 ай бұрын

@@frankiem4062 thank you.

Narcissistic abuse in children causes trauma that has similar symptoms of adhd and autism. Been there myself and I'm still socially awkward but as an adult was told my medical professionals that I'm not autistic.

@Lyrielonwind

Жыл бұрын

You may have CPTSD. That's what most people who were abused in childhood have but usually is misdiagnosed for depression, bipolar or even borderline disorders. Not all therapist have knowledge about malignant narcissists or integrated psychopaths.

@Andromeda_M31

Жыл бұрын

@@Lyrielonwind that's what they said I had but they rarely diagnose children with that.

@RedRubyStones

Жыл бұрын

When I first heard of autism, I read that it can come from neglect. That idea was from the 40's, I think? It seemed outrageous and farfetched.

@Andromeda_M31

Жыл бұрын

@@RedRubyStones it comes from narcissistic parental abuse. Then the gaslighting gets intensifies by drugging the child and getting attention for the narcs by having a special needs child. Those are for the mild cases. The severely disabled have been that way since birth.

@pamglass6007

Жыл бұрын

You may be on to something. I know a family who say they have a “special needs” child. From the times I have been around the three of them, the child is the only normal one! The parents are crazy! And they yell at each other constantly.

That was my childhood. My asthma was so bad from abuse, and my mom smoking over my head that on average my breathing was 60% sometimes lower. I’d get taken to the hospital when I couldn’t handle it anymore. Then mom would tell EVERYONE about it. She got the attention she wanted.

@romanastrasheim5226

Жыл бұрын

😥😰

My mother has spent a life time on the phone devaluing one person to another, every hour of every day

@Greenwitch_Garden

6 ай бұрын

My mother did that until she drove everyone out of her life. Now all she has is Facebook friends.

Yup,, they,make you the family patient and projects everything onto that child and adult child saying Oh they need mental help something wrong with them, poor me. Meanwhile its the crazy Mother going around saying this innocent child is crazy. Unreal how sick this truly is on so many levels. Very covert. Healing for all who have endured!!!

@AZDC99

Жыл бұрын

I got sick of being the so-called "project" even though I lived away from them most of my adult life

@catzee4720

Жыл бұрын

@@AZDC99 Wow really?! Same here. It's like they keep telling how "bad" and "wrong" and "crazy" I am and haven't even been around in ages, but desperately want to get a hold of me and hang out? I guess they need their punching bag and to make you stay the family project or punching bag, as I like to call it, all in order to not take accountability. None of it makes any sense. comes from the father of confusion. Good you disengaged from that drama. I think God is asking us to step away for awhile now, so I'm taking heed as hard as it is to understand it all.

@AZDC99

Жыл бұрын

@@catzee4720 I did not even learn the definition of the word scapegoat until my mid-40s. (And I have a decent to large vocabulary). But it was a lifesaver five years ago. Some random dude overhears me talking about a family of origin situation and said the word "scapegoat." I had no clue what that meant until he said that! Now I'm 49. Everything makes so much more sense now. I've lived 2500 miles away from my family of origin most of these last two decades. But they didn't start piling on until my 40s. It became a blatant dance with each one taking turns my whole life looking back. What I thought were isolated instances look to be five on one attacks with them alternating, looking back. I love my adopted town of Phoenix and I'm so glad to be out here since 2001 with the exception of 3 years. It's just that back then I thought everything was okay until 2017.. then I realized I've been screwed my whole life by these people that way in one form or another alternating between my three siblings and two parents. And guess who started it all? The narcissistic mother who I thought was anything but I looked back and realized she was all along. She was the ringleader of the whole circus with me being the so-called clown. Another great video of Kevin's pointing out this sort of madness going on from those types of people

@angelfortruth12

Жыл бұрын

@@AZDC99 you just wrote my life…

@AZDC99

Жыл бұрын

@@angelfortruth12 You're not alone because many people who are more experienced than me and you in this ordeal as far as being at THAT point of their process are helping us get our sanity back. WE will handle this and survive. (That one really pisses the abusers off, and it's not my intention or reason for doing that.. but it's a nice side effect of it!)

My narc mother finally died in November’22 ! Though I’d love to actually celebrate that ( lol), I have autoimmune stuff that’s been flaring up so bad since then it’s crazy. She had a good side but true to narcs we had nearly to no actual relationship of course. Mourning is starting to diminish tho and I’m determining my extreme autoimmune responses will follow too… clawing my way back into the light now!

It's sick how far these entities will go for that small bit of attention which feeds their ego. They hate it when they can't control the person or the narrative. You really do need to become your own private investigator. Educate and Question. This is truly where 'the truth will set you free', comes in. The journey is a rough one and the truth will not be pretty, but if God revealed these things to you, then he knows you can handle it. We are his sheep.

@angelfortruth12

Жыл бұрын

Facts

@J4YAH777

Жыл бұрын

Amen! in Jesus name

@renaesimpson2430

Жыл бұрын

Yes! Amen 🙏🏽

@youtube_chaplain

Жыл бұрын

Hell and Heaven are real... We can not hide our sins from God. Is your heart right with God? Jesus Christ loves you and He died for our sins. If you will REPENT of your sins and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and believe in the gospel, you will be saved and your name will be written into the Book of Life. Revelation 20:15 Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire... "Salvation Prayer" Dear Heavenly Father, I come to you, to confess that I am a sinner. I have done some things in my life that I am not proud of and I repent of my sins. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for my sins and that He arose from the grave and that He is alive today. I ask that you forgive me of my sins. I proclaim that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. AMEN...

@richardswink-embodiedsouls

Жыл бұрын

I am no ones sheep That is Stockholm syndrome

I see this so much in my profession. Small children being as objects by their own parents. Some demand a diagnosis very early in life. They make hypochondriacs out of their children which can lead to addiction later in that individual’s life.

It really is disgusting,these type of people really need to be exposed on a major level.

@seanyt4570

6 ай бұрын

Their a bad role model to the children im going through it now

My mothers favorite words” She’s too independent” I grew up with this and she would tell everyone. How can a child be too independent? I left the house at 18 moved across country worked for 6 months to gain permanent residency in this state. I enrolled in college got in state tuition received a BS degree paid by myself. Had a successful business for 42 years retired early living a dream. I never moved back home used my “too independence “ to strategize my life. She was damaging I never had kids she would say you don’t need kids stay single. Anyway I’ve been in therapy found a great Dr. Suffered with Depression and ADD when she found out I had ADD she said “ that’s why you never listened too me” she never admitted never never she had a part in this. I can write a book I chose to be happy instead. Also she was so jealous of my relationship to my wonderful dad just sickening! I was her maid, I didn’t want that roll I left. Her next favorite words you live your father more than me. Thanks this story can go on but I going to look for Dolphins 🐬 much more enjoyable.

@glenncooper4379

Жыл бұрын

Love your story Congratulations

@taraarrington2285

Жыл бұрын

Independence is a wonderful trait to have

@gem7078

Жыл бұрын

Good for you! 🤗 I’ve heard “you’re too independent” from narc mother so many times. Wtf do you expect when I’ve been in survival mode since I was a little girl!

@jwa7241

11 ай бұрын

I can totally relate to the child's fault no matter what the circumstances are. The narc mother would never admit to her mistakes or shortcomings.

Both my parents are covert narcissists. There is different ways to be a covert narcissist. Not all of them make you sick to get attention. But just as sneaky and attention seeking. Sometimes it isn't to get attention at all. Sometimes it is to just bring you lower then them to make them feel better about themselves. My dad's goal was to sabotage my life so I don't succeed in life more then him or to be happier then him.

@stubeniltis

9 ай бұрын

exactly right!

@jacquelineglitter4328

8 ай бұрын

Yes, they're not happy for any success in your life. So sad not wanting your kids to be happy.

My mother's only sister was beautiful but she was raised in fear of everything by my grandma. I have been called crazy since I remember (4 years old) because she said "we were aliked". We both were blonde; that's all. Imagine being called crazy since childhood (and being the most obedient of all my siblings). It's a label for life. No way to get rid of it. My parents tried to sent me to a psychiatric hospital when they found out that their golden child smoked pot. It was my fault as always. Thanks for trying to break the taboo about malignant mothers. Society can't swallow a mother can be a Jezebel although is in the Bible.

@DagmarAmrein

Жыл бұрын

I was labeled crazy too. I became a Mental Health RN, and after 16 years of nursing in this field, I have come to the very painful truth, that is was a label put on me, and has tormented me all my life.

@Catnip371

Жыл бұрын

I was called ugly since I was 8 years old until I was 25!!!

@laundrymatters8364

Жыл бұрын

It is horror to see my granddaughter being referred to as a "demon child" by her mother. A clear case of projection. I only hope and pray that she survives.

@Lyrielonwind

Жыл бұрын

@@laundrymatters8364 I hope you can find a way to show her your unconditional love and support. It sounds horrible. It would be cool if you could find a way to get her out of her mother's company as much as possible.

@laundrymatters8364

Жыл бұрын

@@Lyrielonwind Believe me we've tried. She knows that we are there for her. We helped raise her and we had no difficulty with defiance of any sort. She is the scapegoat of her mother and is backed by the enabling stepfather. Her self indulged narcissistic father could care less. She's now 15 and is being fed with a smear campaign against us. Currently we are out of her influence as we are estranged from her family. Hopefully she finds the strength to leave.

My mother always wants to look like a martyr. She manipulates things to put her in that position.

@jocelienjimenez9821

Жыл бұрын

My Mom was like that she thought she was a Righteous Ruler but what she was a bible book Tyrant she used Religion for any excuse to justify her actions!!

Thank you for This extremely important message Kevin. There are so many covert narcisistic mothers and fathers who act that way. They are actively destroying their children and the world is Expressing thanks for that. This is masterful deception and cruelty only evil can invent.

My birth giver is the worst thing that's ever happened to me. It took until I was 40yrs old to realize I'm not wrong for existing, and breathing. I haven't seen or talked to her in over 2 years, and ignore her annual birthday texts, yet I still have nightmares about her abuse, and I have serious lasting issues from it. "I gave birth to you I can put my hands on you all I want"

@mrdeshonline

7 ай бұрын

If you are still having nightmares then your mother is using astral project to spy on you spiritually like my spiritual narcissist mother

@ladyredd6857

18 күн бұрын

Same here I'm 43 she turned my kids against me I haven't saw her in a year but I don't want to see her I'm learning to live with the empty space 😢💔🙅🏽‍♀️🚫

If you're an independent child; you're uncontrollable. Nope, just not easily manipulated.

@Greenwitch_Garden

6 ай бұрын

It’s as if god gave scapegoats extra independent super powers, maybe an extra hug before we went into this life. ❤

I asked the narc mother to not tell anyone in the family when I was hospitalized with a severe illness. She did it anyway. When I confronted her in my hospital bed she walked away saying that "I didn't do anything wrong." It made me feel even worse knowing that my deadbeat father didn't even care enough to call or visit me knowing I could die. When I told her that made me feel worse she replied "i wouldn't feel hurt if someone did that to me". Narcs are evil through and through. I've dealt with police officers, social workers as a child etc. because I was a "rebel". She didn't give a DAMN about us.

I have a 27 year old brother that lives in the basement and my mom always talks about him. The other day I had a long talk with my bro and told my mom. I thought I was helping her and him since I moved out 25 years ago , I’m 46. My mom says “don’t get involved my family”. I was shocked. I’m convinced that she doesn’t want him to leave even though she complains. This video hit home.

@johnnytsunami3558

8 ай бұрын

Is your brother aware of what's going on to him?

I could write a 1000 page novel on this subject. My mother was a prostitute and she shamed and humiliated me my whole life. By the time I was 18 I felt like I was a worthless human being because she pushed me down and abused me so badly. She made me think I was worthless because I'm male. She hated on me because she hated my father and men in general. She would treat me like I was her servant and if I didn't do what she wanted me to do for her I was the worst person alive.

@smoothiecutie2277

Жыл бұрын

👍👍👍👍

@karabomoalusi8810

11 ай бұрын

Sorry to hear 😢

I am in counseling now and realize that I have had covert narcissistic mom and step-mom. It’s had a terrible impact on me to the point where I really wanted to die. I’m healing now but realizing the truth is hard. Thanks for sharing!

@aprilpetersen5479

Жыл бұрын

Mine was denying me proper treatment for things and then using my “failure” and “in capability” were the problem. My step mom loves to go to the hospital for things for her attention. This was then a push pull for attention between the two. You’re so right!

@pamglass6007

Жыл бұрын

Truth is always freedom. Keep up the work. You WILL get there.

@glenncooper4379

Жыл бұрын

Google GROUNDING I find it helpful

@romanastrasheim5226

Жыл бұрын

You have been to 'bootcamp' !! Now that you 'know' ... You are a free human being!! Remember. And loved by God! No 'doing overs' ... you have learnt!! Heal!! Do it for yourself!! Sending love ....🙌

@youtube_chaplain

Жыл бұрын

Hell and Heaven are real... We can not hide our sins from God. Is your heart right with God? Jesus Christ loves you and He died for our sins. If you will REPENT of your sins and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and believe in the gospel, you will be saved and your name will be written into the Book of Life. Revelation 20:15 Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire... "Salvation Prayer" Dear Heavenly Father, I come to you, to confess that I am a sinner. I have done some things in my life that I am not proud of and I repent of my sins. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for my sins and that He arose from the grave and that He is alive today. I ask that you forgive me of my sins. I proclaim that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. AMEN...

My mom said last week that there is nothing wrong with me it’s just “bad behavior”

@jocelienjimenez9821

Жыл бұрын

Yeah Her's she's the one with bad behavior!!

Women lashes out the rage and anger of patriarchal system onto their own children, whom are the weakest part and unable to defend. Thanks Kevin, and a big hug from Brazil😉

@fairymairah

Жыл бұрын

watch yahhanna 82's channel.

@linadavidian8848

Жыл бұрын

This has nothing to do with pateiarchy. Read what causes narcisim.

@legalfictionnaturalfact3969

11 ай бұрын

Lina, patriarchy actually plays a huge role in exacerbating narcissism behaviors

@riz984

10 ай бұрын

if you're in the first world you live in a matriarchy

@Michael-it7nx

6 ай бұрын

@@legalfictionnaturalfact3969nowhere as much as gynocentrism or the matriarchy

Please know y'all are all normal! It is not you! Please let go of anyone causing you this pain!! Oh they will come and go once they do not get their way! Be back and try it again! You will be doing yourself a huge favor! Thank the Lord for Mr Kevin! 🍃❤Love from Texas❤🍃

Got into an argument with my mom over the summer via text. I was just standing up for myself and of course the extreme exaggeration and manipulation came into play, but then when she was really starting to see no tactic working she ended up in the hospital with high blood pressure. My family then turned to flying monkeys blaming me for making her so upset she was in the hospital. My dad refused to talk to me during the incident. My mom has high blood pressure bc she's been smoking for 40 years, refuses to take her medicine and eats salty fast food all the time. But it's my fault she has high blood pressure?!

@angelm795

Жыл бұрын

My mother is a vulnerable narcissist.

@johnnytsunami3558

8 ай бұрын

​@@angelm795wow that's so sad.. did you eventually get away from her ? Or still contact her

@reuvenheffernan4094

7 ай бұрын

I'm sorry to hear this I understand, i'm dealing with a covert narc mother, Times are tough. Hope your doing well@@angelm795

My alcoholic father did less than half the psychological damage to me than my covert narcissistic mother

There's alot of covert narcissistic moms working in both the medical and school districts and pretty much everywhere 😔

You nailed it. I grew up having a covert narcissistic mother and eventually gone no contact. I feel like a weight has been lifted.

@Greenwitch_Garden

6 ай бұрын

I was just chasing my dog I’ve always dreamed of having around my own house I’ve always dreamed of having, thinking to myself “I’d rather have this, alone and never married, than another day with my mother. I am truly free now.” ❤

“Dr. Jeckle Mr. Hide”….that pretty much sums it up!

This is the story from every child with a covert mom. So sad and people who do not experienced it in live will not understand the situation. Because that sweet mother who is so social and nice for others, how can she be that other personality. And the child think it is their fault. I must be such a terrible person, because why is she nice to others and not to me. And you do everything to make her see you are a good person. It will never be good enough! Start to love yourself and never give up the faith! One day you will see you are good enough. And Jesus loves and likes you the way you are. God bless you all.

@smoothiecutie2277

Жыл бұрын

Exactly

So true. My mother prevented me from getting medical attention for years so she can keep me weak and brag about having a sick son.

I divorced one of these toxic women. Everything you said was spot on. Thank you Kevin

My entire childhood, my mother gaslit me that I had epilepsy. Any time I was concentrating on a problem (ex: homework), meditating, listening to music, looking out the car window at trees passing by... she would shake me and order me to "Wake up!" Me: "WHAT?!?!" She would tell me the epilepsy BS again. The real reason was that I was raised in her own personal East Germany, always under suspect observation by Big Mother. There was nowhere I could go and have privacy, not even in my own mind.

55 years of that narcissistic abuse. I finally cut contact and rest of family has gone to my mom's side.

@lynnfincham6839

Жыл бұрын

Time to start living 😊… let them go

@toohot1027

Жыл бұрын

@@lynnfincham6839 thank you :)

@stevomcsteve9492

6 күн бұрын

56 and the same thing just happened to me. They all support her and I have nobody but me myself and I to get through all this...

@toohot1027

6 күн бұрын

@@stevomcsteve9492 don't knock " me, myself, and I"..they will be your biggest champions. Hang in there, it does get easier.💚 To me, it feels now like Godzilla fell off my back

I was once in the hospital to get my tonsils out, age 6. I threw up a large amount of blood into a pan. My mother looked woozy from seeing it and one of the nurses made her sit down. I heard that story over and over again growing up because my mother needed to use it to get attention and sympathy for herself. She also took me to the doctors quite a bit to try to get him to say there was something wrong with me, as if it would make her pleased or feel better. She actually threatened that she could make the men in white come and take me away.

@allieeverett9017

11 ай бұрын

I threw up a lot as a child...lots of abuse and crazy making. I had horrible nerves. When I was 8 I threw up in my sleep. Woke up in vomit. My mother made me clean it up, she said she was tired of cleaning up my vomit...I have no memory of her cleaning up after me ever again.

@allieeverett9017

11 ай бұрын

But we made it, you and I...and all that nonsense is behind us. God bless and keep you safe!

The extreme form is the sociopathic mother; and instead of factitious disorder on another (Munchausen by proxy) - their harm is malingering by proxy (not a psychiatric condition - rather criminal abuse).

@AZDC99

Жыл бұрын

They'll give out unflattering information to leasing offices of Apartments you live at. Next thing you know, you get kicked out over something that is petty and not even an eviction offense. (This is how those cowards screw you behind your back. But I got a third source that showed me what happened and it was the leasing office manager! When confronted.. even though I lived 2500 miles away for decades, they acted irate...key word "ACTED." They sabotage you behind your back for years or decades and then they pretend like they don't know what's happening and that you're supposedly paranoid when you finally get some evidence of what's really going on

@anyways661

Жыл бұрын

Malingering by proxy🤔 What is this?

@timothywiebe4714

Жыл бұрын

Harm perpetrated on another for secondary (external) gain. eg: more custody and the money that comes with it

@janaiwarren3533

Жыл бұрын

It happened to me I’m a survivor from msb

@anyways661

Жыл бұрын

@@janaiwarren3533 my heart goes out to you 🧡

Kevin, as his mum was aging, I noticed a shift. It now became “who will look after me now I’m getting older” and “what will happen to me when your dad dies” approach. She was so arrogant that she never assumed that she may die first 😮, but in her world she was grooming . From the cradle to the grave this woman had groomed to do her bidding. She hated me😂. Saw her for the evil she was but the relationship and family dynamics between the whole family completely “sick”

@Greenwitch_Garden

6 ай бұрын

Same thing - she asked to move in with me, asked me to buy a doubled and she would rent the other side 😂 I would just tell her that “we never got along, so it’s not a good idea.”

Woah. The part about the mother using the medical field hit home. My mother has munchousen biproxy and kept me sick to make money as my caregiver for over 13 years now. You are describing my mother to a TEE. She plays the part as the most caring mom when in reality it’s insidious. She did it all for the attention it gives her. 😳

@Dbb27

Жыл бұрын

I read a story long time ago about a mother doing this. She was finally caught.

@AriaPringle9053

11 ай бұрын

@September I'm so sorry that you had to go through this, that is horrible.😢

My crazy mother , god protect US !

So true. My father passed away when I was 12 and my mom took me to a therapist one day after school without telling me. I guess she thought I was a problem child and needed immediate help and didn’t give me the privilege of at least knowing where we were going. I was confused why were weren’t going home and was so upset. But deep down I was just depressed because I found my dead father and it’s traumatizing for anyone let alone a kid. So we get to the office and im explaining how I feel. My mom is in the room. The therapist literally looks at my mom and tells her that she needs to also be in therapy because she has problematic behavior. I guess she didn’t like being called out because I never went back to therapy. I’m almost 27 and still have problems with my mom. She thought she was gonna find something wrong with me but ended up being called out because the therapist noticed how her behavior was affecting me

A lot of neurodivergent people have great radar for this. There are moms online sharing how they help their ND kids be more comfortable in the world in the hopes that it helps others, and then there are those who define themselves based on their kid's diagnosis. It seems weird to me that people can't tell the difference and support that behavior, but it probably shouldn't since the professionals often support the abusers in these scenarios as well. Thanks for spreading awareness and helping us protect future generations!

You forgot to mention how they drag the children up and then get them diagnosed for disability benefits ( that’s what they can get in the UK if a child has ADHD), along with the sympathy because the children are so terrible and she is such a victim. I’ve seen this over and over again. So sad Kevin. Condemn their children for life 😖🥲. Great topic 👍🏻. Thank you 😊

@freddyman7967

11 ай бұрын

THIS. Living off the disability check from the child’s diagnosis. Pure evil.

@Apocalypseawarrior

8 ай бұрын

My mother got me on a check at 12 for congenital hypothyroidism, and i didn't get it in my own name until i was 28 and she flipped out when she found out. I tried to escape from her so many times even as an adult. When she got lupus and she got worse with the control and the passive aggressiveness, when she passed away i cried hard because i loved my mother but it was a toxic mother daughter relationship. I didn't really mature until my mid 30s.

This is exactly what happened to me. I've been in therapy for years going nowhere until I learned about covert narcissistic abuse and all the pieces that I couldn't understand started to magically fit together to form a cohesive picture that is like waking up to realizing I've been living in a real life nightmare. Worse yet the therapists have complicated and confused my healing by insisting that though my parents have horrifically abused me that they somehow believe they still love me and that if I just use Dialectical Behavior Therapy tools that I can learn to have a relationship with my abusers by "learning how to not let their behavior affect me". Essentially they are telling me that if I just learn how to frame and accept the abuse that I can somehow be immune to it, this is coming from highly trained trauma informed therapists in my county behavioral health program. I swear most of the therapy I have been through is more toxic than the solution itself of going no contact. The therapists themselves have been co-abusing me with my parents because they have a discomfort with the idea that sometimes a family or child breaking away and apart from the system is actually the healthier alternative, but in my case I think they feel better blaming the child for the symptoms from their abusers because 1 they don't want to accept the truth and 2 they make more profit from this dynamic. And after calmly discussing that I am intensely angry about uncovering the abuse I've suffered at the hands of my parents and continually being invalidated in therapy they slapped me with a BPD diagnosis even though I just completed a 3 year program of DBT therapy and don't act out in anger or violence and am the most honest non-manipulative Christian. Their justification is that I have struggled with suicidal ideation and they feel my anger is inappropriate even though I don't yell or scream, don't throw or hit, don't display any aggressive behavior but because I talk about having intense feelings of anger they've deemed it inappropriate anger. And they called me paranoid because I'm a christian and said I believe I'm being attacked by spiritual warfare and I believe there is evil in this world. The mental health industrial complex is one of the sickest institutions I have ever ever come in contact with and is filled with narcissists and abusers of all kinds and the rare caring individuals.

@jennifermoore4246

Жыл бұрын

I am amazed at how strong you are. Truly amazed. Be blessed Truth-teller.

@TheDruzza

Жыл бұрын

Gee wizz what a story- i can relate

@angelfortruth12

Жыл бұрын

You my sister just wrote my story of my last three years of my life going no contact and a follower of Jesus…people can’t fathom this. They say forgive and carry the cross…um, I did for 40 years. You can’t forgive sick hypocritical people but you can dust your feet as hard as it is. I emphasize wholeheartedly

@growingandlearning164

Жыл бұрын

Elyse,I get it and I have never been to a counsellor about my mother for this reason.I am a Registered Nurse and was trained in mental health as well so I know how it goes.

@emil5884

Жыл бұрын

Incomprehensible, multilayered betrayal. Unfortunately, I've seen some of this as well, and heard more about it. People do need to be aware just how dangerous it can be going into therapy, even though the idea behind it is to heal and recover. Certainly it is not something to enter naively. By your descriptions, a BPD diagnosis sounds utterly misplaced. Your anger is valid. I'm also extremely angry with my own covert NPD mother, as would anyone having suffered such extreme, insidious and cold-hearted abuses. A lot of people can't wrap their heads around just how extreme this form of abuse can get. Best wishes to you, Elyse. I'm rooting for you.

I believe it can be with grandmothers and aunts as well and done together

My Narcissistic Mother uses my autism like that. She got sooooo much attention, and they just told me "your mom is so amazing for putting up with you! she should be a saint!"

My mother was a covert narcissist, but the day I realised that she manipulated everything in my life to make me dependent on her, I broke off and found independence. But now she turned into an overt narcissist. 😢

My X mother is a evil malignant monster and her son is a creature Too Thk God those creatures aren’t in my LIFE ANYMORE

It’s so triggering when they come online saying they want to become “an advocate” for whatever the child has. They even make their mental illness about them. Truly disgusting.

A narc mother I know with a young adult daughter always complains that her daughter is too thin. However she later posts a slightly younger photo of her daughter and comments on how chubby her daughter was . Huh? No wonder the poor girl is underweight now🤔

@Lyrielonwind

Жыл бұрын

My mother has always been bothering a pediatrician who was my father's best friend faking been worried about me being so skinny in childhood. I ate huge amounts of food but wouldn't gain weigh due to anxiety. I was also the goffer; go for this, go for that. She made sure I couldn't get a moment of peace and quiet. I have not developed any food addiction but I'm a chain smoker.

@Ellie-rp8bh

Жыл бұрын

@@Lyrielonwind wow same story for me

Exactly what My mother did. She send me to psychologist when i was 8. The doctor said that there was nothing wrong with me. The Questions she asked me were normal ones.just to identify My personality. But when my mother waited Outside for me to Pick me up she would ask "do you feel better now" ? At this moment i intentionally knew ive been manipulated again because she send me to the doctor instead of her own persona. It was 1998 or sth. , There was no yt or Fb, but i deep down knew she was mentally i'll, a full blown COVERT FEMALE NARC

@AZDC99

Жыл бұрын

I went to rehab when I was 24 years old 15 years ago, BUT I SUPPOSEDLY HAD TO GO TO A DOCTOR FOR THAT TO HAPPEN. Since it's on their bill, I thought why not? Three days clean in a 90-day rehab session and all sudden I'm being told not to take these psychotropic meds. I said nope! I got second opinion and the doctor laughed at the other doctor's supposed professional opinion. You know what happened to the doctor with the bad opinion? They got on the front of the Washington Post for molesting adult female patients and for over-medicating all patients, himself being handcuffed and going to jail on the front page of either the Metro section or A section of that hometown Washington Post newspaper

@kristigahret7738

Жыл бұрын

She literally has ruined Everything because until my diagnosis I genuinely felt like a terrible person. Ugh! Sorry you had to go through this! Social media and networking help a lot! I know I have to be done but it’s hard because my sister passed away and she was my rock

@gavroche8620

Жыл бұрын

@@kristigahret7738 sorry for your loss, my condolences

@AZDC99

Жыл бұрын

@@gavroche8620 I'm so glad that KEVIN brings up this taboo topic. It almost brings shame to me to a point where I never brought it up in my life... until I heard it here. Thank you, Kevin! (Some of that pain I HID from myself is finally starting to melt away... Pain I didn't even know I still had!)

@glenncooper4379

Жыл бұрын

​@@AZDC99 THANKS KEVIN FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART MY PARENTS WERE BOTH NARCISSISTIC SO I AM NOW MARRIED TO ONE AFTER 40 YEARS AND THREE CHILDREN ALL GROWN AND MY ONLY SON KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT AT THE END OF HIS ADOLESCENCE my surgery on a pineal gland at 65 years has an accumulated effect on my state of mind Kevin your videos are such a blessing THANK YOU

Booked an appointment tomorrow

My mother is the queen of covert narcs. She's dangerous. ☠️ Perfectly described. Thanks ❤️🙏❤️

I can't thank you enough for the insightful explanation, Kevin. It was a mystery to me that my mother called me as the being stubborn child early in the childhood years way before I could understand all the different concepts of understanding. I wondered up to now what was it based on. Again, thank you, Kevin, and blessings to you 🙏🏻🎉

@TheRoyalWe

Жыл бұрын

Yes

@Sara2016a

Жыл бұрын

My mother used to expect everything from me, being good at school, taking care of my siblings, doing housework and being a mother to her and to my father. All the weight was on my shoulders while they had their sisters and brothers to deal with. It was too much for me and I see the consequences now. If I would say no for something, she would tell everyone that I am stubborn. That was such a lie. I had to say yes to everything. She wouldn’t let me wear a dress cause then if something happens to me, (rape) it means I deserved it and I cannot complain to her. I had to wear shirts with long sleeves, jeans and no make-up. She would constantly control me, and she appeared jealous as well. When I told her that I got a compliment from a boy at school, she would start getting mad and yelling at me. I was 22 when I found a boyfriend for the first time, who is now my husband. I was afraid she wouldn’t approve cause she might say I am too young. There are so many things to mention :( that happened in my stupid life. Sorry for the long comment.

@lesleyvivien2876

Жыл бұрын

@@Sara2016a Don't apologise. Your comment wasn't as long as your put-upon, micromanaged childhood! ((((()))))

@juliatamalo7916

Жыл бұрын

@@Sara2016a Thank you for sharing the experience. It is truly horrible when those we trust as a child could do the unthinkable to us. Hope you find a way to deal with the situation by now. God bless you 🤞🏻

@Sara2016a

Жыл бұрын

@@juliatamalo7916 Thank you for your kind words! God Bless you too ❤️

Funnily enough, one of my favorite movies portraying this kind of relationship is Disney’s Tangled. I related so much with the main character, Rapunzel, and my mother is so much like the villain, Mother Gothel. Luckily, I’m in college and beginning my career, so I’m working on getting away from her, but I can definitely relate to a lot of this.

@JT-lt5gr

2 ай бұрын

My MIL

Just realising this myself. All my life my mum made sure I knew there was something wrong with me, that I was "bad". But I'm very popular, especially at work. The level of cognitive dissonance I've been experiencing recently has been absolutely excruciating. That voice in my head getting louder and louder. Realising that it's my mother's voice, not my inner critic. Things are getting clearer and that rage I feel, is a very deep feeling of grief and despair. I'm just spending less and less time with old "friends" who I've unconsciously chosen to validate my worthlessness. Seeking to form friendships with people who see the good in me. It really is true that hurt people, hurt people ❤

My covert told me I stopped being “sweet” when I turned 12. I was shoved into things she wanted me to do like in the movie”Black Swan”. I was too large to be a ballerina. You’re right. They’ll say and do anything to get attention and pity for themselves for the poor development of the child. And here’s the pinnacle of their level of control. 5 minutes after her funeral, a complete stranger walked up to me and said, “You know your mother really loved you”…. I said “I know” and ran off. Even beyond the grave you really see how pathetic they truly were. The truth about that stranger is this. It was a half truth of the real conversation. I think this is how it really went. “ I really loved my daughter, even though she had so many problems. And I say, “Yeah lady, I had you in my life. A histrionic, neurotic, fraud. I was adopted by mommy dearest. I only speak of this because it had everything to do with me and my life. Strangers need to mind their own business, and whether or not she loved me or not, was none of her business. And I can only imagine the lies she told the world. And any parent who would use their child in that way is evil. Period. You see, that’s why they’re dangerous. Because they’re just overgrown children who don’t care about the consequences they cause for other peoples lives. They don’t want you to be happy in your life or with other people. And Words travel fast. They never die. But they are in my life. And my truth is that anyone who lives in a glass house should never throw stones. She was lucky to have me in her life. When they pass on, and the trauma bond is fading, you really see how sick they were. It’s a miracle I survived her. To the people whose mother is still in their life acting this way, don’t be afraid to poke around in their past. If it affects your life and your mental health, look at it and confront them, or just know and let them live in denial or something that happened to them. But guard your heart and your mind from them. Trust me. I had a real doozie on my hands. If you’re reading this, you’re ok. And I am so glad to see people finally speaking out against mental illness and its effects on innocent people. But know that you’re just a testamentary to it. Not a supporter of their pain.

It always surprised me how so many adults could blame me so heavily and have pity on her. This has helped to explain a lot, thank you for taking the time to post. I didn't see it this way. Guess it was hard to see it wasn't personal when it was so personal. She still gaslights & blames me and I'm 50. I have the peace Jesus gives and no contact with her or her posse.

Man, my mom ticked so many of these boxes. I was "diagnosed" with every acronym in the DSM IV, sent to psychiatrists and psychologists, and would only be allowed to continue going to therapy if the therapist agreed to disclose what I talked about in our sessions, even though I was of the age where I was allowed to deny her access to that information. For years, I was heavily medicated with combinations of antipsychotics, anti-depressants, and anything else they could throw at me to modify my behavior. I was admitted to many psychiatric hospitals over the years, sent to alternative schools to isolate me from all of my friends, grounded indefinitely, had my bedroom door taken to allow me no privacy from around age 15 until I moved out at almost 18. I since have very little contact with most of my family, as the narrative my parents told the rest of my family turned mostly all of my relatives against me. My mom used me as a catch-all for all of the family's problems, to deflect any negative attention off of herself, and as a method to gain sympathy and attention. Pulling that "can you believe what she is putting me through?" card. I've lived an unconventional life because of my experiences, and it has definitely shaped who I am, for better and for worse. But it has led me to a passion for learning and understanding people very deeply, and to write an account of my own life, as experienced by me, to show a more complete picture of why and how things unfolded the way they did.

It’s wonderful to watch clips about narcissism. Most children think everything is their fault. They’ve never heard of the symptoms of a narcissist, mentally ill parent. So sad 😢

Omg I’ve never heard a more accurate description of my mother EVER!!!

Yes, it's sickening. I wish she'd just completely disown me. I literally do not need her and never have, thanks to her abandonment that she tries to ignore I learned that early (though everyone who took care of me is just as aware as I am). She's insecure and I feel sorry for her. She'll never be herself truly. I moved away and I thought that would help the "relationship" just confirmed the narcissism. They reported my old phone as stolen, a phone I'm paying for just to track it. Have been smearingme relentlessly since I got away. I've gotten my first apartment without any help from any family, I've been working and gaining education, being creative, and connecting with kind people. My life is amazing, even through bad days, I've never been better honestly. I have adhd as a diagnosis but it hadn't been a problem like the cptsd. Regardless idec about her or the grandma gaining attention at this point they literally need it more than I do. It's the actual mental illness.

This is funny because it’s true….😅 I laugh but my sisters and brother are still caught in my mothers and fathers trap of pity etc. One trap doesn’t work on to the next one.

This explains why my mother loves taking care of children and despise teenagers. Me and my mother got along well until I started having my own opinions and boundaries.

I left in my early 20s. Now I just know my younger siblings are in this mess, but I have no access to them. My younger brother is used by my narc mother. It is heartless and I cannot describe how I hate it. I am glad I pushed through, left and became mentally indifferent from this Monster

Yup went through this the whole time, my whole fucking life I am so sick of there lies, gas lighting, emotional abuse, ect! Toxic mothers are the worse!

I was 25 & my grandmother asked me, "Why do you want to leave? " Dude, I'm 25... 44 now & knee deep in my healing process. Thanks for the vid. You are so real. Love your glasses, stylish 😎

Accurate. Seen many tiktok like you describe. And some go further; bringing their kid into video, using leading questions at child which mother inevitably answers for them, and manipulating the child into confirming and identifying themselves with the label/box/stigma mother inflicts. All the while she smiles and nods, anticipating the validation dump she's about to receive from the world. Exploitation is a horrendous 'crime' to perpetrate against anyone. Especially a child. But these mothers really "don't care".

What a sad thing to do to your own flesh and blood. I was my mom’s target for a very long time, her issue with me was I wouldn’t be stuffed in a box and never will be.

During my healing process of narc abuse, I was finally forced by the universe to look at Myself and the hidden narc in me that was so attracted to the narc outside. Once I gathered the Courage to self reflect, I actually healed. The easy way out is always blaming the Narc. This blame game is outdated.

@Haley22_22

10 ай бұрын

Yes ..there was a reason why you were a match.. #childhoodtrauma

I am 42 and for the first time, I am just above water in terms of the unwinding process of all these years of this kind of experience. Didn't help that I'm also adopted. Anywho, you're hitting the nail 💯 on the head. Mine chose mental health overall. She mentions my "illness" every phone call and last said, "because of your bipolarism." 😂🤣😂🤣😂 I recently got a new job and she asked if they know about my bipolar stuff as if I am incapable of performing job duties when I've been employed since I moved out at 18 😂🤣 I see her 4 times a year and we rarely talk- she knows nothing about me or my actual life. One time she texted and asked if had gone to the "mental doctor" yet. Seriously, it's laughable at this point. Thank you for all of your sharing as they are helping me immensely 🙏🤗💫