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  • @beryldavid7339
    @beryldavid7339 Жыл бұрын

    Bruuuhhhhhhh, I'm an engineer wanting to be an artist too, what kind of KZread algorithm is this-

  • @noosi78

    @noosi78

    Жыл бұрын

    Omg me too!

  • @midnight9666

    @midnight9666

    Жыл бұрын

    Daym, what the heck me too!

  • @cactusuniverse3377

    @cactusuniverse3377

    Жыл бұрын

    Go ahead man , trut me it's so good for soul

  • @lycheeani7542

    @lycheeani7542

    Жыл бұрын

    Me too!!! I still do art while doing engineering but not very often. My job makes it hard to do art projects because I’m always busy and super tired all the time.

  • @PurrPlanetPlay

    @PurrPlanetPlay

    Жыл бұрын

    Me too!, we are in the same boat

  • @adriansosialuk276
    @adriansosialuk276 Жыл бұрын

    As Jim Carrey said: "You can fail in life doing the things you hate so you might as well take a chance doing what you love". Very well done to you - it takes courage to follow your dreams despite what is happening around you. I wish you all the success!

  • @My_Secret_ArtSketchbook

    @My_Secret_ArtSketchbook

    6 ай бұрын

    Jim Carrey is fabulous. Glad u mentioned him.

  • @nerdy-art-for-life0482
    @nerdy-art-for-life0482 Жыл бұрын

    Omg! The " starving artist" things was definitely the reason why I didn't pursue art. My art teacher even pulled me to the side one day to tell me the only real money in art was teaching and I was like if that's the case, no thank you! But now I'm slowly working on an art business 😊! I'm a biologist turned artist l😎

  • @nerdy-art-for-life0482

    @nerdy-art-for-life0482

    Жыл бұрын

    ALSO THANK YOU FOR THE VIDEO!😆

  • @deb7674

    @deb7674

    Жыл бұрын

    OMG! i am also a biologist and want to be an artist. Hope the best for you!!

  • @RobCartwright

    @RobCartwright

    Жыл бұрын

    Unfortunately, many art teachers are notorious for saying things like that because they're jealous of others that "made it" while they simply became a teacher, though teaching is an admirable profession. My high school art teacher had the same attitude and said something similar to me. However, I'm essentially an artist. Though I'm not an artist in the traditional sense, I do get paid to illustrate every day, and I make a great living doing it, far more than my art teacher was making. If you make art in your free time, you're still an artist. Keep those skills up and sell your works online. It's incredibly rewarding!

  • @JTMC93

    @JTMC93

    Жыл бұрын

    Same. Alongside being told that I 'should not even pursue art as a hobby because it is an insult to the materials I would waste'. (The guy was an asshat who is currently in jail because of some of the stuff he had done with female students.) The irony is on the real money thing. It is usually from people who claim digital art isn't real art. It seems that they are their own worst enemies when it comes to success.

  • @katarinakorytarova6839

    @katarinakorytarova6839

    Жыл бұрын

    Congratulations! Sometimes to loose a job may not be the bad thing 🙂 I am also going through a stage of life deciding what I want to do for the rest of my life. I am a creative person as well, lope photography and drawing.

  • @KlarehsArt
    @KlarehsArt Жыл бұрын

    I feel you 100%. I was born in 88, and growing up then without social media being what it is today, the "Starving Artist" comments were stronger than ever. Now that we have all of these platforms, it has really helped the creative community grow and share their creations for everyone to enjoy and see! I am glad you realized early what your true passions are. Always love seeing the behind the scenes.

  • @fructusillustrations

    @fructusillustrations

    Жыл бұрын

    Absolutely! I am so happy that there are so many resources now available for all artists and creatives! I love the art community and how supportive and helpful everyone is ❤️ Thank you for watching!

  • @RedLalita

    @RedLalita

    Жыл бұрын

    Whooaa me too! It is something about our generation?

  • @KlarehsArt

    @KlarehsArt

    Жыл бұрын

    @@RedLalita 100% Our generation went through the quickest, most massive technological jumps within a blink of an eye. Our parents/mentors could not keep up, thus, keeping us instilled with the old beliefs. It's a wild generation to grow up in. I remember having no internet! Then good ol' AOL.

  • @d3r4g45

    @d3r4g45

    Жыл бұрын

    starving artist is a very real thing. there are exceptions that won the litteral luck lottery and made it. don't let that fool you. Now AI is about to take a huge blow on the creatives on top of that.

  • @d3r4g45

    @d3r4g45

    Жыл бұрын

    she said it herself: she has worked for a year full time day and night to learn, create, besides all the investments in tools.. and - it has not made a living income yet - !

  • @archdevillucifer
    @archdevillucifer Жыл бұрын

    I'm the opposite - I started in art and now I'm transitioning to computer science. Lately, I feel that I see a lot of engineers switching to art, which is very nice. However for me, art is just not a livable income and I need to switch to a job that can help support my parents and myself. I thinks it's great that you're going back into the arts and pursuing something that makes you happy. Glad your boyfriend is also very supportive to your career switch as well! It's not easy to find others who can support you switching to a job in the arts. I've noticed that if you're not some top tier artist with a large amount of followings or a crazy job resume, a lot of people just view you in a negative light. Seeing you say that you're happy with your switch makes me happy. I'll be following your artistic journey! C:

  • @princyy824

    @princyy824

    Жыл бұрын

    Ya bro sometimes we need to give up our passion for earning Money for our family and parents... wish u best bro

  • @YarnGeek

    @YarnGeek

    Жыл бұрын

    I’m the same way. Currently looking into web development because the financial stress of being an artist is getting to me. With the way the economy is and the ever changing algorithm on social media it’s hard sometimes to make sales. Good luck!

  • @archdevillucifer

    @archdevillucifer

    Жыл бұрын

    @@YarnGeek good luck to us both cuz even finding a job in tech be looking hard too :')

  • @lechenart249

    @lechenart249

    Жыл бұрын

    Amazingly that's the same case for me. I have a background in Civil engineering and transitioned to art full time about 5 years ago. What I didn't realize is that the financial strain that would come from that switch would end up making me put so much pressure on myself to create and gain a living from art, which consequently led to me being less motivated to create and depressed. Disclaimer is that doesn't happen to everyone, but with the country that I'm from, art pays next to nothing, and I legitimately tried it all, from teaching to commissions to applying for jobs in game companies. I've recently transitioned to learning web dev and other programming languages just so that i can ease that burden, be able to support myself and my family. More and more i feel the urge to create just for fun and just for myself because that pressure is off. I do wish you the best in your art journey, and to everyone looking to go into it. For me, the best thing was to keep art as a therapy and creative outlet just for me.

  • @xXxIMMORTALxXx

    @xXxIMMORTALxXx

    Жыл бұрын

    "Lately, I feel that I see a lot of engineers switching to art"

  • @musing_quest
    @musing_quest Жыл бұрын

    Civil Engineer here who discovered a passion for art 2 years ago and trying on making it work. I still have my full time job so I try to squeeze art whenever I can. Your story is very inspiring. Keep up the good work!

  • @fructusillustrations

    @fructusillustrations

    Жыл бұрын

    I'm so happy to hear that your discovered your passion! Its so great and I hope that whatever avenue you want to approach that it all goes well! Thank you so much for sharing and for watching! ❤️

  • @PochoNieves

    @PochoNieves

    Жыл бұрын

    Yes her story inspires to get the right boyfriend to pay all the bills so she can stay home... yeah ok.

  • @JohnsonEjim

    @JohnsonEjim

    Жыл бұрын

    I’m on my third year of Civil Engineering and so afraid of the future as I have been pursuing photography for 3 years now and can’t imagine ever dropping photography but still I want to make a sustainable income. How exactly are you doing it(work-passion balance)

  • @luffytaro-jg5ow

    @luffytaro-jg5ow

    Жыл бұрын

    My people 😢😢

  • @orangepeachbb3849

    @orangepeachbb3849

    Жыл бұрын

    @@JohnsonEjim As a Civil Engineer, what type of branch or type of CivilE do you specialize in?

  • @MJose1018
    @MJose1018 Жыл бұрын

    I understand you 100%, I am a mechanical engineer. I studied to make my parents happy, it has been a family career, my grandfather, my father, my cousins are mechanics. But I always wanted to be a filmmaker and write. Now I'm focused on what I want to do with my life, sometimes I'm frustrated because I don't work in what I like, but step by step I'm sure I'll find my way.

  • @Itscarlosocando
    @Itscarlosocando Жыл бұрын

    I'm an Electrical Engineer turned artist/photographer 15 years ago, I'm making good money and have my own photography studio. Following my passion gave me all the strenght and endurance needed to build an artist career, you doing great by listening to yourself and following your heart.

  • @AI_00

    @AI_00

    Жыл бұрын

    Wow! Thanks for this!!

  • @noiJadisCailleach
    @noiJadisCailleach Жыл бұрын

    I was a software engineer for around 10 years. I quit and started re-learning art at the age of 31. It's been a couple of years since then. Now, i freelance and make 2d and sometimes, 3d art assets for game companies. Also have my own store at the side. Life is an uphill battle, still. But it's a battle i enjoy partaking in. You can do this!

  • @kimchi8022
    @kimchi8022 Жыл бұрын

    “I’m becoming exactly who I’m supposed to be” this. This is also the same feeling learning art gives to me! It’s just…right. :)

  • @goldengriffon
    @goldengriffon Жыл бұрын

    I became a doctor, giving in to societal and familiar pressures. It was devastatingly depressing, and I've been lost and adrift for over a decade since leaving the profession. In school I used to have a knack for art, but my family was so against it that I...well, I'm totally without skills and don't know what to do now. But thanks for your story. It's encouraging.

  • @joylynch5204

    @joylynch5204

    10 ай бұрын

    Do you know who Karl Gnass is? He switched to an art career after being a script writer for 25 years. He took his 6month unemployment and used it to draw 8 hours a day. If you practice with purpose as he calls it, knowing what you are trying to improve on, you can improve very quickly

  • @pugglesammy

    @pugglesammy

    9 ай бұрын

    You say you've been lost and adrift for over a decade since leaving your profession. What is it you do now and is it still art that you want to get into? I spent years working as a musician/teacher but then started writing stories and songs for kids. I then illustrated them (had no background in art other than a little in school) but I practised over 6 months. I got into a top university to do an MA in animation but honestly didn't think I had much chance (applied regardless) given that others applying had a background in art. I stayed uo literally all night drawing and creating digital effects etc etc. When I was offered a place, I couldn't wait to tell my family but the reaction I got was totally unexpected..you're too old to go to uni, you're not good enough, you'll never get a job in the industry, you'll accrue debt..blah blah. Sadly I ended up with burnout from working full-time with no sleep due to my sheer determination to change paths and follow my dream. My point is..many people go through what you're going through and often feel it's too late to change direction or have too many other responsibilities etc. Even though I was unable to do the course due to exhaustion, I still don't regret it since it taught me an important lesson..there's no failure in trying and you may just surprise yourself. Maybe you're already doing the one thing you love now:)

  • @beamadeinbrazil
    @beamadeinbrazil Жыл бұрын

    Girl … Solution Engineer here…. Supporting family, me and the world 🌎 ❤…my group is not great. It is stressful, anxious… I love arts ….always have. Thank you for this video

  • @bestmermaid
    @bestmermaid Жыл бұрын

    I connect to your story so much. I wish society just let us be our true selves instead of making us feel like we have to get a 'good paying' job to be successful. I'm so glad you took the leap to start your own art business. I'm in the process of doing the same. I quit my job at the end of last year and I'm so thankful my husband is able to support us both at the moment. Thank you for sharing your story and tips because it really makes me think I have a chance at making an art business too. ♥

  • @fructusillustrations

    @fructusillustrations

    Жыл бұрын

    🙌 Yes! I really wish there was a shift in this thinking because to me happiness is a big part of success. Good paying or high paying isn't the whole equation! Plus now there are so many ways artists and creatives can have all that! So happy to hear that you too are pursuing your passions and that you have a great support system! I feel so fortunate that my partner is not only financially supporting me but that he also encourages me to find happiness through my dreams! I wish you all the best with your endeavors and I'm rooting for you! Thank you for sharing and thank you for watching! :)

  • @jessicaangelesart

    @jessicaangelesart

    Жыл бұрын

    Oh wow! It's nice to hear stories same as me! Thank you for sharing yours! It's heart warming to know that I am not alone on this❤ Sometimes I feel like I'm being stupid quitting my 'nice job' to do what I truly love but seeing this video and the comments makes me motivated and inspired to keep going!❤

  • @burntpoptarts7477
    @burntpoptarts74779 ай бұрын

    Cried watching because of how relatable this is and what a difficult journey it is through typical college and careers when you are an artist at heart. Proud of you for being brave and chasing your dream

  • @patrickpaul8432
    @patrickpaul8432 Жыл бұрын

    I love finding videos like this since it's so relatable, pursuing my passions while working full time makes me feel like I'm living a double life

  • @christianyaerger1751
    @christianyaerger1751 Жыл бұрын

    I feel this story. I spent years trying to make an art career work. Finally I gave up and transitioned into IT. But I still have a need for art. Even if it's for a side job, I'm still struggling to find out how to make it work. It's interesting that this popped up on my feed when it did. I've been seriously considering making the art side-job happen. I'm also focusing on healing childhood trauma at this point in my life. Thanks for the message of strength and inspiration!

  • @norffstudios
    @norffstudios Жыл бұрын

    After listening to your story, my heart was filled with admiration and respect for your bravery in pursuing your passion for art despite the pressure to conform to a traditional STEM career. Your journey is a powerful reminder that we should never compromise our dreams to please others, and instead strive to create a life that is true to ourselves.

  • @fructusillustrations

    @fructusillustrations

    Жыл бұрын

    🥹 thank you so much for leaving such a sweet comment! I appreciate it! Thank you so much for watching! ❤️

  • @norffstudios

    @norffstudios

    Жыл бұрын

    No Jen thank you for being brave enough to tell your story. I appreciate it.

  • @KaterynaM_UA
    @KaterynaM_UA Жыл бұрын

    Ah, relatable, my parents were supporting my art interests until it came to choosing a career and then suddenly it wasn't an option. It took me until my 30s to actually pursue art professionally through game development. And now almost 5 years later I'm also trying to move into self-employed space, even though working in an office is a much better fit for me (and pays better) but ultimately it's not really scalable or sustainable long term.

  • @Snehal_K23

    @Snehal_K23

    13 күн бұрын

    I am in my 30s trying to become a full time artist. Your comment gives positivity. Thanks!

  • @holyfamily4753
    @holyfamily4753 Жыл бұрын

    I'm blessed to have a loving mother, mom knew everything what was going on, been enrolled Civil engineering failed, enrolled to Computer engineering quit, mom knew everything what her little boy was going through, then she quietly, secretly been showing me art stuff to help me be inspired again, I quit art when I was 4th grade my teacher threw my notebook across the class room, my bad, but now I'm studying Perspective, Anatomy, and watercolor.

  • @Tiosh
    @Tiosh Жыл бұрын

    Despite the many many deaths of the pandemic it was a massive blessing in disguise for a lot of people too. Many new businesses were spawned from that awful time. Many new talents have surged from that reality check. So glad you're one of those success stories. I await to see how much further you develop.

  • @emersauce
    @emersauce Жыл бұрын

    I studied art in university, but I needed to make money straight after graduation to pay off debt. I started working at a software company last year (lucky hire), and already feel burn out on the horizon. For last few weeks I've been searching for a workspace to finally give myself a shot at making art as a career. If all goes according to plan, I move in to my studio next week. I anticipate some long days of 9-5 work, and 5-12 artwork, but it feels like something I owe to myself to do. Like you, I just can't see myself working that job for the rest of my life! To me it's okay to try and fail, but not acceptable to fail to even try.

  • @jessicaangelesart
    @jessicaangelesart Жыл бұрын

    Wow❤ I admire your courage on doing this! It took me 10 years of engineering job to finally quit and pursue my passion for art! Like you there is a lot of pressure from my family to have a 'stable job' that would provide constant support for my parents and my siblings but through the years I realized that I am doing things to make other people happy but totally disregarding my own feelings and aspirations. Making art is what makes me wake up excited everyday, not earning a bunch of money. I don't want to be crazy rich, I just want to make enough living and do the things that I love the most. I saved everything that I could and estimated I could live enough for a year or two without working then I quit, started a youtube channel and have never regretted every moment of it❤ It's a difficult and slow process but it's definitely worth it I know and feel it in my heart!🧡🧡🧡 You go girl!! Thanks for inspiring us more!

  • @AI_00
    @AI_00 Жыл бұрын

    I worked as an engineer for 2.5 years and I also had the realization that I can't see my future working as an engineer. Its hard to start at 0 but the good thing is that people like my artstyle! And the universe help me work it out,. Clients are always there.. im amazed by how smooth everything is going now. My dream is to be a legit illustrator where I work with other professionals for their needs like album art, book cover etc. And to establish my own merch brand 💕💕💕 all this will happen if I focuse on my goal. So fighting to us!!!

  • @jasmintmintart
    @jasmintmintart Жыл бұрын

    This video hits hard because of how relatable it is! I'm currently in architecture and growing up, being an architect has always been my goal because I thought I could put art in this career but it didn't fully turn out to be that way as I just end up using more of my logical brain and barely using my creative brain. I'm currently in that phase where I really want to pursue art as a career but I'm so anxious and scared on how it'll turn out as it will not financially support me as much as my career is now. I also don't want to disappoint my family and myself as I've spent so much time and money on my degree. Honestly, it's so sad to think that pursuing what I enjoy and love might disappoint them. But like you said, I can't see myself doing this for the rest of my life... I hope to one day build the courage to pursue my passion and be happy with it. Thank you for this video!

  • @fructusillustrations

    @fructusillustrations

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story and experience 🫶🏻 its definitely a tough situation to be in and its not a fun crossroads to be in. Perhaps you might be able to work up to changing your careers. I worked my last job to save up so that once I took the leap I could put my full focus into and not worry too much about the finances. I know the family support part is hard to deal with too. I hate that I have to prove myself to them but after a while they finally starting coming around because they see how much more happy I am in my life. I wish you all the best and I truly hope you find a way to achieve your goals and reach a new level of happiness! 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

  • @D1sc0rd-

    @D1sc0rd-

    Жыл бұрын

    Architecture and architectural design go hand in hand, I decided to not become a licensed architect because I realized what I really wanted to do was build megalithic castles lol. Not happening. After reflection I came to know I’m way more interested in the elements and design which go into a building, like the ones you see throughout Budapest. The art I do right now is both logical and creative; I want to learn how to weld and work wood so that I can make things which would be used as pieces of a home, whether they’re installed during construction, used as replacements for the stock parts in a building, or furniture. As an architect you can easily slip into the field of architectural design because each piece of a building needs to look good and actually hold up physically. There are many architectural design studios which cannot legally call themselves consultable “architects” because no members are fully licensed to actually create the blueprints for a structurally stable building in compliance with 🔥government regulation🔥, instead people looking to build something like a home, or architects themselves, come to them with a project and they are paid for finalizing a design, aka how the building will actually look inside and out. And then when that design is finalized they come to someone like me who’ll make the parts. You could easily find yourself working with one of these studios or even starting your own after some time. Hell you don’t even have to make real buildings, you can make them in video games or for cgi renders

  • @di4352
    @di4352 Жыл бұрын

    I fully relate to this, can't believe how much I myself had veered off course with being an artist and yet my interests had always been within arms reach.

  • @TruthJuice
    @TruthJuice Жыл бұрын

    Respect for allowing your audience to know about your partners support most times that I’ve heard a story like yours they tend to leave that crucial part out.

  • @molonate
    @molonate Жыл бұрын

    This gives me courage that maybe one day I can follow my dreams too. I wanted to go to art school but my dad shot me down and said how I would amount to nothing if I pursued it. I got a random degree (in an area I do love) but am now working at a job I absolutely hate. I want out so bad but don't know what to do. I have been wanting to open up my own art shop for so long, and this helps me to see that maybe it is possible :)

  • @fructusillustrations

    @fructusillustrations

    Жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry to hear about your early experience but I totally get it. Its tough to feel like you have to put your own wants and desires aside. Working a job you hate is absolutely draining so I hope you find some time and energy to try out other options on the side. I feel so grateful that you feel that my story helps you see other possibilities and I am rooting for you and whatever you do! And if you have any questions, ask away !

  • @steffers4756
    @steffers4756 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing your story! It’s encouraging to hear that you took the leap and continue to power through your artist path.

  • @KuldaevaWatercolor
    @KuldaevaWatercolor Жыл бұрын

    Hi Jen, I am an intensive care nurse who always wanted to create art. After years of putting off my passion I finally gave in and began to pain watercolors full time. I love it and can’t see myself going back to my old way of life. Thank you so much for sharing your story! It is very inspiring ❤

  • @KorriWass

    @KorriWass

    Жыл бұрын

    Hi! I love your post and love your courage. Thanks for all you did, all you do, and all that is yet to come. After 25 years of home care and hospice, I stepped away 6 days ago. Now it’s time to finally heal myself through my art too!! Best wishes to you, Jen, and all the artists following their heart! ❤

  • @KuldaevaWatercolor

    @KuldaevaWatercolor

    Жыл бұрын

    @@KorriWass Hi Korri, Thank you for sharing your story! It is time to heal though art indeed. I used to work in homecare as well and I can relate to your experiences. Hospice nurses are special people 💖 Thank you the work you had done for your patients! I wish you all the best in your new beginnings, Korri! Happy art creations ✨

  • @theabstractvoyager
    @theabstractvoyager Жыл бұрын

    This video was amazing and very inspirational! Thank you for being so brave to share your story (it’s not easy)! Art is becoming my therapy as well as an older sibling too so I get it!! This is my first time watching on of your videos, so I’m hoping you were able to go full time!❤

  • @encheslie
    @encheslie Жыл бұрын

    I can relate to your story a lot. It's super hard to be true to your calling when there's external pressures pushing the opposite way. Thanks for sharing and giving hope to many others who are in similar shoes!

  • @kirillmally
    @kirillmally Жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing the process! It's very inspiring for someone who's investigating, or making the first steps. Hope your work and the creative community will inspire you daily and make you happy/comfortable about each action you take.

  • @theadrenalizedartist6843
    @theadrenalizedartist6843 Жыл бұрын

    I can relate to your story : I began my life with the desire to be a musician/singer and felt I couldn’t do it due to my religious upbringing, and the whole starving artist motif that everyone around me had. Even though people thought I was talented I was talked out of doing anything remotely creative. I went to college and earned a degree in Journalism. This is well before the start of all the Internet and computerized everything that we have now. I think people should do what they wanna do they will never know who they are without going through that journey the earlier they do it in life the easier it is and if they start when you’re young their ideas fresh and they have not been bombarded by all the pressures of life right away, I became a reset your channel I like your art and I encourage you to keep going.

  • @pambweeddurant2061
    @pambweeddurant2061 Жыл бұрын

    Im so glad that I came across with your channel. This is a really great help as I am planning to delve deeper with my creativity and hopefully soon make it to business. Thanks a lot!

  • @jaeha1997
    @jaeha1997 Жыл бұрын

    such an inspired story. i’m on my way to change from a stable marketing job to full time artist. your sharing makes me have more gut and give me more motivation to do so ❤

  • @thejaderat
    @thejaderat Жыл бұрын

    Majorly relateable! Thanks for expressing this, I also started my full time engineering job in Feb 2020, and everything you've said is so validating!

  • @victoriayuart
    @victoriayuart Жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing your art journey! And it means a lot to me (And I believe to you as well) That we all have struggles. The same struggle, some that slightly bit different since we are all different people. But the most surprising how many similar thoughts, anxiety, and insecurity we have that's always been really really really hard to share with everyone! But you're a really amazing person, inspiring and motivating and positive! And congrats on your first anniversary! I hope you get to bloom and grow as you move forward on your art journey and build your own art business! It's hard but just keep at it! You're doing great! Looking forward to more videos and also seeing you grow as a brighter happier version of yourself! Stay creative and don't stop doing what you love!

  • @amywoolsey6591
    @amywoolsey6591 Жыл бұрын

    I am so happy for you to have found a path in art at such a young age. I started the same path but at a much later age and after 20+ years in engineering (semiconductor R&D). Keep it up. You'll do even more wonderful things than you already have. I just know it :)

  • @quetaka804
    @quetaka804 Жыл бұрын

    Love your story and I can definitely relate. It's a leap of faith to follow a path that everyone tells you is unstainable. I have found myself on a similar path and just trying to connect the dots of making a living while pursuing what I love to do. Keep doing what you're doing!

  • @skytaylor4209
    @skytaylor42097 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story and for sharing your art with the great intention to make others smile 😊

  • @DK-ym8jr
    @DK-ym8jr Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story! Too relatable.

  • @ghostlygoatillustrations
    @ghostlygoatillustrations Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your experiences with us! I'm finding myself in a similar situation with my unfulfilling job and I so hope to be in a position to go full time with art one day. It is super inspiring to see you making it work! I wish you all the best and I'm looking forward to following along as your business grows!

  • @fructusillustrations

    @fructusillustrations

    Жыл бұрын

    Its super tough to have that realization and want to transition but I truly hope that day comes soon for you! I know it will be all worthwhile! I wish you the best of luck and thank you so much for watching! I am so happy to have you here❤️

  • @Daisysbasic
    @Daisysbasic3 ай бұрын

    Thank you so much for this amazing tips and information I am pursuing art as a career and this has been super helpful for me as I continue my art degree journey and also I want to share my art with others the more i get better, but I will be supporting you in your journey. ❤

  • @frothylattestudio
    @frothylattestudio Жыл бұрын

    YEAH to full-time artist! I am happy that you are at least not alone in taking this step out of the comfort stable job, at least your loved one is supporting your decision. All the way girl! Fighting!

  • @fructusillustrations

    @fructusillustrations

    Жыл бұрын

    Yes! I am so thankful for the support my partner gives me! He is my biggest fan and is always encouraging me! So happy to have him and people like you in my life! Your kindness really makes my heart feel full! ❤️

  • @forestm936
    @forestm936 Жыл бұрын

    Loved it to hear your story. It gives me hope and courage

  • @wolvilataniere
    @wolvilataniere Жыл бұрын

    Congrats for taking the leap into doing what you love.

  • @KorriWass
    @KorriWass Жыл бұрын

    Jen, Thank you for sharing your story, and more importantly, thank you for showing such courage. Following your passion and listening to your heart is the greatest act of self respect and self love there is. As a nurse for 25 years, I spent a lot of time specializing is hospice. And I can tell you that the one consistent thing I hear, is the laments and regrets people have over the things they DIDN’T do. Hats off to you! Keep doing what you’re doing and you won’t regret it! 💕 PS I love your fun, whimsical , and happy artwork!!

  • @starg1rl0nline
    @starg1rl0nline Жыл бұрын

    Your story is so validating and motivating ❤ I recently graduated with a biology degree I didn’t want a career in. I’ve had a rough time reconciling with this and actually following my heart, but I’m getting there! I finally started making KZread videos and am teaching myself how to be a film-maker. Your video reminds me to keep going and keep taking risks for myself ❤ thank you ❤️ I wish you the best on your journey as an artist!

  • @ashtonphoenyx
    @ashtonphoenyx Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for this. This video really helped put my mind at ease and gave me clarity as someone also looking to make art a big part of their life. Hearing you say how surrounding yourself with colorful playful things and how your art is helping heal your inner child really spoke to me. Ive been doing the same thing the past 3 years and i wondered why. Now things are really starting to make sense. I love seeing stories like these becsuse they remind me there are so many others out there who feel what i feel. Good luck to you on your journey. You're doing a great job and i look forward to seeing more of what you have to share in the future 🙏🏽

  • @poojapawar4278
    @poojapawar4278 Жыл бұрын

    This video resonates a lot with me. I also loved painting and illustrating while growing up, put that aside to get a STEM degree, got a job as Systems Engineer, lost that job, found my passion for art again, found a new job as a Systems Engineer, and now use the income from there to fuel my passion. I don’t see myself opening an art shop soon, but I definitely love spending my free time doing art. Loved seeing this video, and amazing work!

  • @Mirrorunlimited
    @Mirrorunlimited Жыл бұрын

    Absolutely love this. So inspirational!

  • @user-cp1mh6lu3c
    @user-cp1mh6lu3c Жыл бұрын

    This was a great video- your story really resonated with me. Keep on doing what you love, it is obvious this is where your heart is 😊

  • @jinye1452
    @jinye1452 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing your journey! I feel so inspired after watching your video ❤❤

  • @ambitious771
    @ambitious771 Жыл бұрын

    Bravo, Jennifer! You are very courageous and lucky! Life is not easy - your courage and dedication will bring success and that would be sweet! You are already better than those of us who have not reached where you have. Best of luck!

  • @asafnisan
    @asafnisan Жыл бұрын

    Totally relatable. Thanks for sharing your story. If you have a creative soul, don't let it go to waste. You made the right decision.

  • @proyc95
    @proyc95 Жыл бұрын

    Beautiful story, thank you for sharing and inspiring others on their own journey

  • @GingahNinjART
    @GingahNinjART8 ай бұрын

    Wow, I'm happy I found your video today and what I coincidence. Earlier today I gave my notice at my tech job with the intention of focusing on my art. You are an inspiration! Thank you for sharing your story, it has helped quiet some of my fears. ❤

  • @Jorslu
    @Jorslu Жыл бұрын

    When I’m having a hard day, I watch this video and it makes me happy. Thank you so much for sharing!

  • @elenaandenko
    @elenaandenko Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story. It's always a right choice to stay true to yourself

  • @ArtCultureTravel
    @ArtCultureTravel6 ай бұрын

    What a talent. Very inspirational. Wild how well you can paint on a screen like on paper! Thank you for sharing your story!

  • @InfamousChez2012
    @InfamousChez2012 Жыл бұрын

    I remember when I was 4 years old I told my parents I wanted to be an actor. They were very supportive at the time, and for a while throughout childhood I did pursue it seriously (some of my fondest memories honestly). But like a lot of other people, when it came time to think about college, societal pressure led me to engineering. Now that I’m working full time, I’m trying to find ways to rekindle my love of performance through streaming, but it’s a process and I’m just at the beginning. Hearing your journey so far is really inspiring, thank you

  • @anditoldsunsetaboutyou
    @anditoldsunsetaboutyou Жыл бұрын

    thank you for sharing your story. it really is beautiful and congratulations on finding something that you truly love to do!

  • @dancealot77
    @dancealot77 Жыл бұрын

    This is rad and inspirational! Congrats to you and thank you for sharing.

  • @artistkayeleshea
    @artistkayeleshea Жыл бұрын

    We have such similar stories! Electrical Engineer turned artist here 👋 I worked in the industry for about 5 years (including as an intern) before I got furloughed in early 2020. Just like you, I asked myself if my engineering career was really the direction I wanted to pursue. Considering the crippling stress and mandatory constant overtime it came with, I decided that was no way to live. I just launched my shop earlier this year and am also on the journey to become full time. Keep it up! Despite what we were told when we were younger, we CAN do this! And people have successful art careers all the time. So proud of you and your boyfriend! 😊

  • @amarpreetkaur7178
    @amarpreetkaur7178 Жыл бұрын

    You have a really soothing voice -- love hearing your experience and thank you for inspiring me . Hope you achieve all your goals.

  • @Heyits__JC
    @Heyits__JC Жыл бұрын

    It's so nice to hear your story, I'm glad to hear that you are going on the path that you've always wanted and be able to be happy! 😊

  • @fructusillustrations

    @fructusillustrations

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much Jenny! 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

  • @un-perfect
    @un-perfect Жыл бұрын

    I'm so happy for you for following your passions! I am the oldest in a first generation Asian immigrant family, and felt similar pressures to help my family. I ended up going into a traditional STEM career as well. I just came to a point in my life where I am finally coming back to art as well. I'm gearing up to post my own first art vlog video, and am totally nervous about it! I just started my first few posts on instagram...you are an inspiration, and I just wanted to give you support for what you are doing!

  • @rabbi.rahman
    @rabbi.rahman Жыл бұрын

    Never give up sis, you are a true pusher to develop enthusiasm among teens and everyone who's confused with career choice. Love your work in sticker and Good luck for your business.

  • @mfastuff
    @mfastuff Жыл бұрын

    I wish you good luck! Thanks for sharing with us your story! your art is very beautiful and has positive and nostalgic vibes to it. All the best!

  • @babyeater350
    @babyeater350 Жыл бұрын

    AMEN!!! It's an amazing thing to feel your purpose is being fulfilled. Love these stories

  • @kasiako355
    @kasiako355 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing your story, that was inspiring💖

  • @Unamatrix01
    @Unamatrix01 Жыл бұрын

    Congratulations on following your passion and starting your own business. I am a mechanical engineer who has a passion for drones and aerial photography. I started my aerial drone photography and visual inspection company in 2019 pre-COVID-19 pandemic here in Toronto, Canada. I still work as a mechanical engineer and designer today, as that is what I have wanted to be since the age of 5,along with maintaining my growing drone business on the weekends. I have found the creative release has improved the balance in my life and thus made me happier, not implying that I was depressed. The sense of exploration of my surroundings is now at an all-time high.

  • @shres_vj
    @shres_vj Жыл бұрын

    thank you for making up your mind and opening up to us ...was very inspiring..keep doing what ur doing ✌💯

  • @christinakentart
    @christinakentart Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story, I relate so much to this! I loved art since I was young but thought I should pursue a "serious" career, so I chose economics research. However, after years of working in my field, I've realized that art is my true calling. I'm not doing it full time yet, but I'm well on my way to get there! Best of luck for you and your art ❤

  • @imani828
    @imani828 Жыл бұрын

    So well made and spoken - very relatable

  • @Jaquelines_journey
    @Jaquelines_journey Жыл бұрын

    Thanks for sharing your journey. Appreciate how you spoke on your privilege & that you’re not telling anyone to quit their jobs. It’s great to share your personal outlook so others know what is possible. A therapist told me that listening to others on what is NOT possible is part of trauma. That it eventually eats away at us because there is always a pull toward what we want.

  • @CreativeWan
    @CreativeWan Жыл бұрын

    I truly connected with your story! I too was told I didn't want to be a "starving artist" as a child. I've been artistically inclined all my life, but was told I needed to be so much more. I rebelled in ways that were not productive for me and my life. I'm glad you at least was able to cope in positive ways and had a financial cushion as a result. I'm glad you posted this because it's such an Inspiration to me! Yes, it's later in life for me, yet I am still hopeful to be able to live a comfortable and joyful life supported by the works of my own hands...Art us Life! Thank again for your Bravery, Consistency, and Stick-To-It-Ness, Take Care! 😊

  • @lemonssweets8020
    @lemonssweets8020 Жыл бұрын

    Your story hits so close to home. I've been studying and have been working in an education field for at least the past 7 years and I don't find it in my heart to be a teacher anymore. I've made a decision to leave my job before the next school year starts because I just can't see myself being in this profession for the rest of my life. I've always loved making art and doing creative things and I'm finally stepping out to pursue it. Until my last day I'm going to be saving up money and just working on the next step in my life.

  • @LizzVisions
    @LizzVisions Жыл бұрын

    I relate to this story SO MUCH. I started out my career in criminal justice / law because art was not an option financially for me straight out of high school and everyone steered me away from it. I worked two part time jobs (coming from a strict immigrant family) in college and didn't enjoy my time AT ALL studying criminal justice. I got a full time law related job but I'm only recently starting to pursue art again and try to steer my career towards art. I LOVE SEEING OTHER ARTISTS SUCEED ! Thank you for sharing your story! 💖💖💖

  • @ElizabethCar
    @ElizabethCar Жыл бұрын

    I actually cried 😢 while watching this. Your story lines up so closely to my own while I was growing up, though I never became an engineer. I quit making art after high school, trying desperately not to go down that rabbit hole, but stay focused on "real work". Your an inspiration, I wonder if I can find some way to make art my career even though I have no savings right now. 🤔

  • @AliShirdelian
    @AliShirdelian Жыл бұрын

    I really loved your video. It inspired me to have more constructive internal conversations with myself. Thank you and keep up the good work 💓

  • @HNLCreatives
    @HNLCreatives Жыл бұрын

    Good for you! Be Happy!

  • @shairamae.b
    @shairamae.b Жыл бұрын

    I can totally relate to you. It's really important that you choose yourself as well and surround yourself with great people that will support and help you achieve your dreams. I truly believe that everything happens for a reason and the algorithm brought me to your videos and channel. thanks for this vid. very inspiring ;)

  • @zimon3d
    @zimon3d Жыл бұрын

    I gained empathy and strength from your experience, I quit another job that exhausted me and am currently trying to embark on a career as a character artist that I truly love. Although there will be anxiety, I believe we have a very bright future ahead of us.

  • @gpernarella
    @gpernarella Жыл бұрын

    Thank you! This is very inspiring!

  • @babyblue61549
    @babyblue61549 Жыл бұрын

    I’m subscribing. Keep up the healing good vibes and Loving what u do. U r helping so many like myself to move into that full time artist mode and heal our inner child. Thank u. ❤

  • @fructusillustrations

    @fructusillustrations

    Жыл бұрын

    Aw thank you so much! I appreciate you and for your sweet comment! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @richardpeck7303
    @richardpeck7303 Жыл бұрын

    Love your work - it looks amazing.

  • @nickochioneantony9288
    @nickochioneantony9288 Жыл бұрын

    I'm not into art myself, but your reflection really resonate with me... Sometimes I feel disappointed with myself to see how tough people are to just go through with whatever their grinding on... Taking the step to another direction is what I'm trying to do, and your words honestly quite comforting to reassure myself to take that first step when the opportunity comes. Anyway, I hope your Creations can lead you to a fulfilling life, thanks again.

  • @joannepowers82
    @joannepowers82 Жыл бұрын

    I am working right now on the 1st steps of trying to open my own art business. Your videos are very helpful. Thank you for sharing.

  • @joannepowers82

    @joannepowers82

    Жыл бұрын

    Only 1 item is showing up in your shop.

  • @fructusillustrations

    @fructusillustrations

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for watching and best of luck!

  • @fructusillustrations

    @fructusillustrations

    Жыл бұрын

    Oh and about my shop, thats weird. I just checked and everything should be active.

  • @RachelFayLovelyDay
    @RachelFayLovelyDay Жыл бұрын

    What a lovely story. So pleased you found your way x

  • @babyblue61549
    @babyblue61549 Жыл бұрын

    I SO relate to ur story!!! Same. Thank u for sharing!!!! ❤️

  • @bakeraus
    @bakeraus Жыл бұрын

    Love your story and I really think you need to take your own path. Your Engineering studies will never be wasted, any education is important. Unfortunately we have bills in this world but if you can make your passion a business then you find money. Be happy, value your time, love each other and lift each other UP!

  • @mamedovramil2099
    @mamedovramil2099 Жыл бұрын

    Very honest and inspiring. Thank you for sharing!

  • @DigitalDistortion
    @DigitalDistortion Жыл бұрын

    You go girl! ❤ 🎨🖌️

  • @Kadazia
    @Kadazia7 ай бұрын

    I been binging your videos all weekend! I’m rooting for yoooouuuu

  • @fructusillustrations

    @fructusillustrations

    6 ай бұрын

    You're the best! thank you 🐻♥

  • @joybrainanuersymsurvivor
    @joybrainanuersymsurvivor Жыл бұрын

    I’m in healthcare and just declared my new major for studio arts and finally going back to art as originally planned before I entered the other industry. I’m so scared but excited weirdly for the change!

  • @enhimmelskdr0g
    @enhimmelskdr0g Жыл бұрын

    Keep going we believe in you!!!

  • @SuperSlimeSoda
    @SuperSlimeSoda Жыл бұрын

    Your story resonates with me so much. I was an art major, but all the backlash from my family and friends planted seeds of doubt. Eventually I quit doing art completely and abandon my passion. 10 year later I found a path into the medical field. After 3 years in the medical field, I started doing cartoons again for fun last year. I uploaded it on KZread and I blew up. I got more serious about it and sacrificed all my time outside of my job to try to make it a future income. I don't want to have regret on my deathbed that I didn't give everything in art. Now I have a second income and someday I will quit my medical job and go full time on KZread. Keep going and give everything you have. Good luck.

  • @princyy824

    @princyy824

    Жыл бұрын

    bro u are already a successful youtuber now

  • @darrenerfe
    @darrenerfe Жыл бұрын

    Loved this. I'm a mechanical engineer that only pursued engineering for the same reasons you talked about in your video. I've always had a passion for art when I was young, but it had to take a back seat during college and the first few years of my career. Only recently did I commit myself to taking art classes and do my best to transition careers. Glad KZread recommended this video to me as your journey has inspired me to keep going on my journey. Tysm for sharing your story! :)

  • @saturnitsme782

    @saturnitsme782

    Жыл бұрын

    BRO, I'M IN THE SAME BOAT AS YOU!!!! I'm so glad you decieded to share this, I feel less alone. Thank you

  • @SidneyBuckner
    @SidneyBuckner Жыл бұрын

    I don't even know what to say. Im so happy and in awe of you. thank you so much for sharing your story. It gives me so much more confidence that making money with art IS a thing I can do. Thank you so very much .