I can't stop hating myself or my existence. I wish God didn't create me. Now I have no choice but to continue existing either in Heavin or hell. I'm terrified of going to hell but I hate existing. I'm not looking forward to being Heaven either. It's a lot better than hell, not even comparable to Heavin, but i'd still be existing. I wish we actually had a choice. I don't understand why God would give us a free will but not a choice in being created.

God I wish I could go back in time

I have dealt with self hated since I was 8 yrs old. I have been a Christian since I was 13 yrs old. This poor self esteem and self hated for over 30 yrs. I don't know how to change it, to get rid of it.

I believe that all can face self hatred including God’s children. Great word of encouragement Pastor John.

Hating myself is a result of the circumstance I've put myself in due to the consequence of my sins. They feel inescapable no matter how long ago I turned from my sins. I feel like my purpose is to endure life and finally die as a believer.

I hate this world. The evil that's continually perpetuated by man brings me to tears. From the pedophile rings around the world down to your fellow neighbor and brother lying to your face for no good reason. Mankind is so fallen and when you become a Christian you see mankind for what it is: hopelessly lost without Christ's mercy.

Thankyou pastor for giving me the answer! I will do it! Please come to indonesia !

I would give anything to be literally anyone else

I'm trying so hard. I hate myself so much. I hate myself

There’s nothing I hate more than myself:(

I need help, I hate myself for my sin. I hate myself that I choose sin every day over the Lord. Despite all he has done for me, I still spit on his spirit. I know Jesus Christ gave his life for us, but that still doesn't make the sin go away does it? I still sinned. I still turned from God. I am forgiven, but my crimes not erased.

Lord God Jesus Christ please do Your Will in my Life, that is my only joy, break me even when I cry for Your help and wound my proud heart so that only Your Will be done in my life Lord God Yahweh Abba Father and dear Lord God Holy Spirit make me your slave and envelope me in Your love in Your Way, so that I will spend my eternity with You dear Lord God Jesus Christ, Amen.

Thank Reynaldo from Jakarta. This is good for me to hear, I experience this all my life,,

I really really struggle with this. I'm a Christian

Self hate is easy to have "for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God" (Rom

I hate my self because I know the answer and know about God but somehow I confuse myself or say u are lost to myself. I hate that I realize that I sinned but keep sining and I have a panic attack later and feel so ashamed to ask god for forgiveness. I hate this about myself

🙏 God Bless you & thank you I really needed to hear this rn 🥲 I love as I hear the scripture so many questions in my life has been answered through feeling the Holy Spirits unconditional love and the warm comforting feeling in my chest, as I hear or read the Bible.Well for me at least not always immediately but always, when the time is right. 🤲

I would say this, when you look at your sefl from God`s law perspective you will not like what you are("like" is a light word), lets say Mathew

praise and glory to our Lord Jesus Christ.

AMEN 🙏🏻 Jesus Christ paid it all so we could live in Him and love God with all our heart!! Gods Love covers a multitude of sins!!! ❤️❤️