This holiday was the first time in a month that my husband went out with me, as I have a mental disorder.
It was still chilly, but I saw more and more brightly coloured flowers in the flower shops in town, and the spring flowers I saw on the roadside were in bloom ahead of the others.
They are blooming so hard in the warm sun.
I feel happy just looking at them. ☺️
I've been stuck at home, unable to get out much due to my borderline personality disorder and anxiety disorder,
This holiday I'm looking ahead to the excitement of spring,
Put on proper make-up and pretty clothes,
Remembering my past self, who enjoyed being born a girl,
It was two days of lingering happiness 🐰.
Clothing worn:
🧥Outerwear: mars ( lilimpark.jp/ )
👚Sweater: Evelyn ( evelyn.tokyo.jp/ )
👗Skirt: Ankrouge ( ankrouge.jp/ )
👜Bag: LIZLISA ( www.tokyokawaiilife.jp/sp/ )
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I have lived in Japan for 10 years following my husband's posting
We live a simple life of 2 couples & 4 cats.
I grew up in a dysfunctional family with some abuse.
My self-esteem was in tatters.
I repeatedly cut my wrist.
Now I have a sleep disorder, anxiety disorder and borderline personality disorder.
I'm emotionally unstable, a crybaby and prone to mental illness.
I can't leave the house on my own,
Almost a recluse except on her husband's holidays.
Likes alone time.
I feel calm when I am with my husband.
I have other ways to calm my mind, hobbies and interests, other than wrist cutting.
I am trying my best to live my life, looking for ways to spend my time in a positive way.
On this channel, I record my emotional changes, what I have learnt and how I enjoy my daily life.
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