hisohkah - school rooftop

hey, this is the first beat i've decided to upload. full beat tape comin soon. luv u.
sample: wmd - ficus
spotify: open.spotify.com/track/01NKsi...
apple music: / school-rooftop-feat-wm...
/ school-rooftop
hisohkah.bandcamp.com

Пікірлер: 7 600

  • @hisohkah8162
    @hisohkah81623 жыл бұрын

    out on all streaming platforms!!!! SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/1LuxL0bnzjpt2ZfBIPUFBS?highlight=spotify:track:01NKsiRIuQcgbXVZ4htZjT\ Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/album/school-rooftop-feat-wmd-single/1541083607 I am okay everyone. Thanks for the kind words as always. Been focusing on school and other stuff for a while so have not had time for music. Maybe one day. Love you all

  • @nuhwannnun

    @nuhwannnun

    3 жыл бұрын

    take your time :)

  • @cookiejokerclan7506

    @cookiejokerclan7506

    3 жыл бұрын

    Love you too

  • @Bladesworm

    @Bladesworm

    3 жыл бұрын

    Stay safe bro :)

  • @blueemojisad

    @blueemojisad

    3 жыл бұрын

    We miss you stay safe out there

  • @Stqt1c

    @Stqt1c

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you, this song helps me get through school and all the hard times

  • @iiii4024
    @iiii40244 жыл бұрын

    Bro I can never find music like this anymore..

  • @chumchumxD

    @chumchumxD

    4 жыл бұрын

    They find you

  • @DanielSanchez-wv2lg

    @DanielSanchez-wv2lg

    4 жыл бұрын

    Just write lo fi

  • @iiii4024

    @iiii4024

    4 жыл бұрын

    Greyzz Ik the genre but hearing newer stuff isn’t the same especially the really good ones they’re hard to find

  • @meeestershane4066

    @meeestershane4066

    4 жыл бұрын

    Listen to on top by girl next door it used the same sample and it can change a lot depending on the playback speed its good af

  • @heartless_fear6565

    @heartless_fear6565

    3 жыл бұрын

    I know one swing lynn twin cabins :)

  • @bow5.
    @bow5.3 жыл бұрын

    "Don't take life too seriously, no one makes it out alive"

  • @pimpstaus1z939

    @pimpstaus1z939

    3 жыл бұрын

    cool

  • @matottomatto5674

    @matottomatto5674

    3 жыл бұрын

    well, I guess it's my time then

  • @bow5.

    @bow5.

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@matottomatto5674 yoo what wait noo, you good bro?

  • @shruthikanair7818

    @shruthikanair7818

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@matottomatto5674 hey you good?

  • @Twentyfivedawg

    @Twentyfivedawg

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@matottomatto5674 my guy, chill

  • @Iuvzach
    @Iuvzach Жыл бұрын

    Crazy how we all are completely comfortable with expressing our thoughts and feelings to strangers online. Yet, we don’t to our loved ones.

  • @lem2106

    @lem2106

    11 ай бұрын

    yup..

  • @YouKnowWhatIHate13

    @YouKnowWhatIHate13

    11 ай бұрын

    Anonymity my friend. Saying how you feel to a significant other makes it too real. Stay strong bud. ❤

  • @mayasan2722

    @mayasan2722

    11 ай бұрын

    i feel scared to tell to my loved ones about from there reaction and if they get dispointed

  • @YouKnowWhatIHate13

    @YouKnowWhatIHate13

    11 ай бұрын

    @@mayasan2722 Your family won't be disappointed I'm sure. We all struggle, they will understand. Have courage and say how you feel, only good can come from telling your truth ❤️

  • @marky7110

    @marky7110

    11 ай бұрын

    why would we hurt those closest to us?

  • @general_o1
    @general_o1 Жыл бұрын

    it’s 12 am right now. i just stood outside in the snow for about 20 minutes watching it fall. it was completely silent, no cars, no airplanes, not even wind. just snow. i had this song on loop to fill the space. i did something similar around a year ago the last time it snowed. it’s a small but beautiful thing

  • @DJNicShogun

    @DJNicShogun

    Жыл бұрын

    Now its time leave the world is it not

  • @Its_M4TIX

    @Its_M4TIX

    Жыл бұрын

    " Apreciate what you own, the Life can end in any moment "

  • @CodenameDk

    @CodenameDk

    Жыл бұрын

    Im gonna do this when it snows again thanks 👌🏾

  • @field_of_stinging_nettles

    @field_of_stinging_nettles

    Жыл бұрын

    @@Its_M4TIX now I'm scared I'm gonna die 😭

  • @spartan16.

    @spartan16.

    Жыл бұрын

    ​@@field_of_stinging_nettles you've died many times before. none of this is real.

  • @xbx1g
    @xbx1g3 жыл бұрын

    "The saddest people are always the nicest because they don't want other people to feel how they feel" -Robin Williams

  • @charlotte7695

    @charlotte7695

    3 жыл бұрын

    Oh.

  • @iialeenax7046

    @iialeenax7046

    3 жыл бұрын

    oH So that means I’m sad 🤔

  • @iialeenax7046

    @iialeenax7046

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@jimmybean420 I’m not in my bed I’m in my parents bed does that count??

  • @iialeenax7046

    @iialeenax7046

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@jimmybean420 no my device needs charge ÚwÙ

  • @ashton5310

    @ashton5310

    3 жыл бұрын

    Me:

  • @monicalopez971
    @monicalopez9714 жыл бұрын

    1:30 what you wanted (scream part)

  • @bugfairy

    @bugfairy

    4 жыл бұрын

    @Tom Strange OH MY GOD THANKS

  • @EcstaticRibbon

    @EcstaticRibbon

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@tomstrange3841 yeah but what anime kinda curious

  • @toaster4395

    @toaster4395

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@EcstaticRibbon Evangalion it's pretty good, there's 2 movies after that :)

  • @caidmendoza3445

    @caidmendoza3445

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@toaster4395 only end of evangelion is necessary. Death is basically a recap

  • @ravioli6260

    @ravioli6260

    3 жыл бұрын

    nope, i'm here for the song itself

  • @Toku_mell
    @Toku_mell Жыл бұрын

    I was trying to sleep i found this, and i didn't know there was a scream gave me a goosebumps

  • @Bl4ssom_mm2

    @Bl4ssom_mm2

    Ай бұрын

    Owass reading that and the scream came

  • @JimSlim1

    @JimSlim1

    3 күн бұрын

    Lol I didn't know about shinjis scream either I got startled

  • @SewMyHeartTogether
    @SewMyHeartTogether7 ай бұрын

    I absolutely love the addition of Shinji's scream. It packs so much raw emotion and adds so much to the already beautiful song. It feels like taking a break from reality but reality eventually sets in again.

  • @Zenyx64

    @Zenyx64

    3 ай бұрын

    What I love about it is how abruptly it appears and then disappears. It's just there, and then, without a single trace, not an echo, not reverb, it's gone again. Just the sad song lost in life's endless loops again. This song just makes me think of life in general. I'd go as far as to say that the entire theme the song portrays is that feeling you get when you consider how many hundreds of weeks you have left on this Earth. As you speculate what more there is for you. What it will be like to be on your deathbed and look back on it all. It's that feeling of staring into your ceiling at night, huddled under your blanket. Or watching a sunset on a school rooftop. Or crying in your hospital bed after being told that you have an autoimmune disease you're gonna be fighting for the rest of your life, and then that fires your brain up about what "the rest of your life" is. This is gonna be a stretch, but the jinglebell instrument that keeps repeating throughout the song could represent Christmas. It always comes in regular intervals. And at a glance, yeah it sounds like there's about 60 or so of them. So it would make sense to represent us looking forth at the life ahead of us. Or back through the years, at the past we now can't change. Ok I gotta stop rambling at some point. This song just feels existential as SHIT and it really gets me going personally, as someone who struggles a lot with such thoughts. Update: Decided to count the instances of the jinglebells and I was way off, there's only about 30.

  • @purplebonbon9912

    @purplebonbon9912

    Ай бұрын

    The best part is that I just realized that the character on the thumbnail is shinji Ikari from evangelion, and that scream audio is his scream as well

  • @FlamingHusky12

    @FlamingHusky12

    4 күн бұрын

    Yapster ​@@Zenyx64

  • @Zenyx64

    @Zenyx64

    4 күн бұрын

    @@FlamingHusky12 Art is fucking dead and people like you are beating its corpse

  • @JimSlim1

    @JimSlim1

    3 күн бұрын

    It just adds another layer to the song and I think it's neat that the song name is school rooftop

  • @connorspagnolo2106
    @connorspagnolo21064 жыл бұрын

    It's kinda sad that most of the comments are years old and they may of forgotten this song Where did hisohkah go anyway I want to see him again

  • @q-toli7434

    @q-toli7434

    3 жыл бұрын

    true but sad buddy

  • @hez8208

    @hez8208

    3 жыл бұрын

    Same. I hope everyone who listened to this back then is okay 🙂

  • @bruh-sv8jb

    @bruh-sv8jb

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@hez8208 nah bro my shit got worse and I actually got diagnosed

  • @hez8208

    @hez8208

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@bruh-sv8jb Sorry to hear that. I have faith that you will get through whatever your going through. :)

  • @anto2ki379

    @anto2ki379

    3 жыл бұрын

    b ruh hope u feel better bro

  • @tindersamurai911
    @tindersamurai9113 жыл бұрын

    Comment sections like these are the most genuine ones you’ll find. We’re all strangers and we won’t remember each other tomorrow but for a brief moment we all gather and share our pain, experiences and worries.

  • @rosko2011

    @rosko2011

    3 жыл бұрын

    well said

  • @xtsxkian2415

    @xtsxkian2415

    3 жыл бұрын

    We all remeber times where we wish we could of done the right thing

  • @rou6184

    @rou6184

    3 жыл бұрын

    Yea and then theres that one guy who has to ruin all of that

  • @hobbit5556

    @hobbit5556

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@rou6184 and that is me.

  • @jadminn

    @jadminn

    3 жыл бұрын

    Dig the Samsa reference

  • @eldoubleuu
    @eldoubleuu3 ай бұрын

    this is what nostalgia sounds like

  • @SDEST.
    @SDEST. Жыл бұрын

    Just last night, my dog died. We couldn't get her to a hospital. We buried her in our backyard, forever cherishing her memories. Rest in peace.

  • @timbosch5684

    @timbosch5684

    7 ай бұрын

    I'm sorry 😢 RIP

  • @sleyking123

    @sleyking123

    7 ай бұрын

    Both of my dogs died last year smh, we couldn't even get them both to a hospital because all of us were too busy.

  • @TahirTheGreat

    @TahirTheGreat

    3 ай бұрын

    :(

  • @benjaminsanchez1737

    @benjaminsanchez1737

    3 ай бұрын

    She or he is in heaven now just know that. 🕊

  • @sukuna_45673

    @sukuna_45673

    3 ай бұрын

    im so sorry , r.i.p to her . God will keep her safe😔💞

  • @lvn2410
    @lvn24103 жыл бұрын

    This song feels like hopelessness.

  • @mitsuosugahara

    @mitsuosugahara

    3 жыл бұрын

    Are u ok?Talk to a friend what u are feeling

  • @asmrearrapebassboosted8630

    @asmrearrapebassboosted8630

    3 жыл бұрын

    you can find a purpose even in hopelessness- it all depends on you..

  • @malachihooper8007

    @malachihooper8007

    3 жыл бұрын

    hopelessness assumes the existence of hope

  • @barackobama7066

    @barackobama7066

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@malachihooper8007 consumes*

  • @malachihooper8007

    @malachihooper8007

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@barackobama7066 That’s deep

  • @erisch.3716
    @erisch.37163 жыл бұрын

    "Life is like a coffee without sugar, the taste is bitter but you will get used to it."

  • @Razor-gx2dq

    @Razor-gx2dq

    2 жыл бұрын

    We all attempt to add sugar to our coffee, however it doesn't last for long, it becomes diluted as time passes and then we must add more sugar, "to what end" you might say, I answer "to feel happy, even just for a moment".

  • @SHEPisSWAGY

    @SHEPisSWAGY

    2 жыл бұрын

    Why sad,happy!

  • @GrungeVoid

    @GrungeVoid

    2 жыл бұрын

    no

  • @Miyko33

    @Miyko33

    2 жыл бұрын

    Sim

  • @basilecooper8401

    @basilecooper8401

    2 жыл бұрын

    Ok

  • @newjeansslvr
    @newjeansslvr Жыл бұрын

    This gives me pure nostalgia. 3 years ago, I used to listen it daily. My friends and I loved this a lot. I had a friend group of 4 peoples and unfortunately we are separated now. I thought of them as true friends but they never thought of me as one. I heard them talking about me. They were saying I was useless and a pain in the ass. After that day, I just felt very depressed. Next day, I confronted them and we seperated. I still see the 3 of them being happy. They still go to the same spot we used to go to and scream and laugh their lungs out. I am all alone but honestly all I wish for is their happiness. School rooftop is my favorite because it reminds me of them. I still listen to it and I can't explain how much love this song holds in my heart.

  • @Xyrum143

    @Xyrum143

    Жыл бұрын

    Broo😐

  • @distinctloafer

    @distinctloafer

    Жыл бұрын

    Casuals sadness dwellers vs Evangelion enjoyer. You are outmatched and outclassed.

  • @govar-zk7gv

    @govar-zk7gv

    Жыл бұрын

    i’m so sorry bro i understand what your feeling

  • @august4476

    @august4476

    Жыл бұрын

    You gotta be your own best friend in this world brother. Stay strong.

  • @Young_Pay

    @Young_Pay

    Жыл бұрын

    nah ur probs just bitch lmao

  • @camillyfreire3218
    @camillyfreire32182 ай бұрын

    There's a Brazilian KZread channel that talks about movies and this is their intro. Every time I listen to this song, I remember of them and feels like I'm about to hear his voice make a deep analysis of a movie.

  • @mateusol3391

    @mateusol3391

    Ай бұрын

    Elegante!

  • @camillyfreire3218

    @camillyfreire3218

    Ай бұрын

    @@mateusol3391 sim! amo esse canal!

  • @papawuise6820
    @papawuise68202 жыл бұрын

    I feel more of a nostalgia high than sadness when listening to this.

  • @javierchicas3975

    @javierchicas3975

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @lolzer111

    @lolzer111

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes

  • @sean4378

    @sean4378

    2 жыл бұрын

    Xbox 360

  • @yourplushrei8655

    @yourplushrei8655

    2 жыл бұрын

    i miss the time when i click the “on top” video by the girl next door the NGE amv with this song shows up…. the reason why i watch NGE=)

  • @kokoboy3114

    @kokoboy3114

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @tino1152
    @tino11523 жыл бұрын

    ”You gotta be ashamed of yourself, Real talk.” -Soulja Boy

  • @xehes5290

    @xehes5290

    3 жыл бұрын

    “Old as you is”

  • @dnflrz7926

    @dnflrz7926

    3 жыл бұрын

    It’s me, I’m ashamed

  • @jayantkujur2719

    @jayantkujur2719

    3 жыл бұрын

    @Sub There's a vid of Souija boy saying that with this song in background

  • @user-lk3hr9um8l

    @user-lk3hr9um8l

    3 жыл бұрын

    😭

  • @kauigg

    @kauigg

    3 жыл бұрын

    @Sub eveything

  • @HeIsDazed
    @HeIsDazedАй бұрын

    that scream scares the sh!t out of me every time...

  • @scarfedman8144

    @scarfedman8144

    Ай бұрын

    When?

  • @JimSlim1

    @JimSlim1

    3 күн бұрын

    ​@@scarfedman8144130

  • @JimSlim1

    @JimSlim1

    3 күн бұрын

    Fr shinjis scream was unexpected

  • @locallyric9013
    @locallyric90137 ай бұрын

    After 6 years. All these memories but I dont remember them cause they are all just me sitting in my room so so alone on repeat for most of my life from a kid to a man Ive done nothing but sit in my room alone I have very few good memories but they slip away every now and then, to anyone reading this please never talk the easy short cut never give into instaant pleasure work hard I at least someone to head my words and get their life on track. Please please dont give up stay on that diet and when you break it try again keep trying and working hard on your goals I listened to this song back then wondering why my life was so empty and now I listen to it knowing its because I filled it with temporary pleasure and fake things.. This song gives me a relaxing nostalgic feeling so Ill try to remember the times and work hard now to make good memories❤

  • @Thetrombonechamp

    @Thetrombonechamp

    5 ай бұрын

    I mostly just listen to this as an intermission between doing activities. It’s a good way to reflect and look back.

  • @The.Weird-One

    @The.Weird-One

    3 ай бұрын

    u are so correct, everlasting pleasure is better than temporary ones

  • @eyanidohl3472
    @eyanidohl34723 жыл бұрын

    Me: vibing in shower with eyes closed* Song: *screams* Me: *almost falls in terror*

  • @joovian8022

    @joovian8022

    3 жыл бұрын

    liked

  • @justletmesleep3247

    @justletmesleep3247

    3 жыл бұрын

    I love the song but the scream always gets me

  • @caidmendoza3445

    @caidmendoza3445

    3 жыл бұрын

    If you've ever watched neon genesis evangelion, which I highly recommend, it's more nostalgic. Makes me want to go back when I first watched it

  • @eddykalima9257

    @eddykalima9257

    3 жыл бұрын

    Caid Mendoza yo i’ve just finished watching the serie a week ago and now im kinda addicted to this type of songs lofi with a bit of evangelion nostalgia in it if that makes sense lol

  • @caidmendoza3445

    @caidmendoza3445

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@eddykalima9257 watching edits remind me of when evangelion was the first of it's kind. Like back then this kind of psychological anime wasn't a thing and evangelion made that genre of anime. Its animation style was also unique. Forever one of my favorite anime and nobody can deny how influential it was. Also this lofi sample is amazing and I wish there was more like it.

  • @divyanjalii
    @divyanjalii3 жыл бұрын

    1:31 i need a warning for this almost shat myself

  • @toxicsoup

    @toxicsoup

    3 жыл бұрын

    unfortunately i did

  • @khaandwaa

    @khaandwaa

    3 жыл бұрын

    e

  • @aislxng_xx9980

    @aislxng_xx9980

    3 жыл бұрын

    😭😂

  • @neways4344

    @neways4344

    3 жыл бұрын

    i was just trying to fall asleep and now my heart is racing

  • @SolarSeaSlug

    @SolarSeaSlug

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for this, I would've if it weren't for you

  • @kanze4056
    @kanze4056 Жыл бұрын

    この曲を聞くと説明出来ない感情になるけど不安ではなくなる

  • @duzenlihayat6302

    @duzenlihayat6302

    8 ай бұрын

    Dinlemeyin piskolojiniz bozulur

  • @user-hs1jqoph3l

    @user-hs1jqoph3l

    8 ай бұрын

    @@duzenlihayat6302왜요

  • @sleepybraincells

    @sleepybraincells

    28 күн бұрын

    same

  • @JimSlim1

    @JimSlim1

    3 күн бұрын

    I just feel depressed and it's ironic because it's a song pretty much based off of shinji

  • @TheReal-swordsMachine
    @TheReal-swordsMachine8 ай бұрын

    Even when life is hard you must always keep going even if you fear the future and what it brings just remember believe in yourself even if others dont.

  • @shirl.01
    @shirl.013 жыл бұрын

    I WAS BLASTING THIS AND I DIDNT KNOW THERE WAS A SCREAM AND I WAS ON A CALL WITH MY FRIENDS AND THEY CANT STOP LAUGHING ITS BEEN A HR NOW

  • @losingtec

    @losingtec

    3 жыл бұрын

    i was sleeping listening to this song and i never woke up so fast lol

  • @metis7534

    @metis7534

    3 жыл бұрын

    The scream is from Neon Genesis Evangelion. It’s Shinji screaming Bc of spoiler reasons Spoilers: Basically he witnesses the aftermath of his friend getting mangled alive by these winged beasts

  • @matottomatto5674

    @matottomatto5674

    3 жыл бұрын

    you have a good memorie now arharharnhrathrhahr

  • @Griffith307

    @Griffith307

    3 жыл бұрын

    Ngl I prefer the original kzread.info/dash/bejne/pJepr8SpaKW9dso.html It's pretty good imo

  • @angelicoctahedron3646

    @angelicoctahedron3646

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@Griffith307 actually this isn't original. Original is Wmd - ficus. They all good songs.

  • @ColdSteeze
    @ColdSteeze3 жыл бұрын

    Crazy how some of us are adults now and there’s no going back. Just distant childhood memories

  • @jennifergomez2452

    @jennifergomez2452

    3 жыл бұрын

    :/

  • @hobbit5556

    @hobbit5556

    3 жыл бұрын

    You know what sucks? Everything!

  • @_HOLLOW_-ll7dj

    @_HOLLOW_-ll7dj

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@hobbit5556 true dat.

  • @ember1348

    @ember1348

    3 жыл бұрын

    my childhood is almost over and im coming up on being a teen and i feel like it was wasted, i spent 3years of elementary school on boys and drama and barely kept up with school

  • @homosapien686

    @homosapien686

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@ember1348 bruh nah if you are going into middle school you still have like 5 years of childhood dont worry the real hard hit is 20 hitting that felt fucking awful

  • @ManfrediniPS
    @ManfrediniPS Жыл бұрын

    Nostalgia, beleza, tristeza, ouvir essa música me faz sentir uma mistura de diversas emoções.

  • @EggmondChad

    @EggmondChad

    6 ай бұрын

    The words look so beautiful in your language, my friend.

  • @monke244

    @monke244

    3 ай бұрын

    eae, ainda está vivo? kkkk, provavelmente nunca saberei se está ou não, eu só sei que a música, é uma das únicas coisas capazes de fazer eu me sentir eu em meio a tanto vazio, esteja bem irmão, nem sei porque lancei isso kkkkkk.

  • @ManfrediniPS

    @ManfrediniPS

    3 ай бұрын

    Poético.@@monke244

  • @ManfrediniPS

    @ManfrediniPS

    3 ай бұрын

    I appreciate it, pal. @@EggmondChad

  • @adribrt_

    @adribrt_

    Ай бұрын

    É agridoce, certo? Mesmo sentindo aquela melancólica, no fundo sente consolo.

  • @nerdy8644
    @nerdy864415 күн бұрын

    I first listened to this in 2021 and I still love this song

  • @notaskinvvalker
    @notaskinvvalker4 жыл бұрын

    Imagine not knowing the scream is from evangelion

  • @jc3653

    @jc3653

    4 жыл бұрын

    MetalAndReptiles7 only true OG’ s will know that it from evangelion

  • @nelsongarcia6628

    @nelsongarcia6628

    4 жыл бұрын

    XD

  • @xXm619killaxX

    @xXm619killaxX

    4 жыл бұрын

    I actually didn't and it scared the shit out of me when I was in my feels bro like that ! Haha 😂😭

  • @sugarsartificialsweeteners8232

    @sugarsartificialsweeteners8232

    4 жыл бұрын

    Where’s the scream

  • @nelsongarcia6628

    @nelsongarcia6628

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@sugarsartificialsweeteners8232 Evangelion

  • @sheepzun
    @sheepzun3 жыл бұрын

    the beginning of this song has such a nostalgia feeling..

  • @Clynkypoo

    @Clynkypoo

    3 жыл бұрын

    Agreed

  • @laggard7173

    @laggard7173

    3 жыл бұрын

    Nostalgic*

  • @cutebabe1235

    @cutebabe1235

    3 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/dIqdqcdmfK69drQ.html hey

  • @yesterdaypreston5221

    @yesterdaypreston5221

    3 жыл бұрын

    You know she used to sit by me every lunch and breakfast and hold hands i felt like i was in a movie fr and thiught that nothing could hurt me until she broke me and left for good only to be back to do it agian she was so much to me but turns out when she was dating some other guy he said to me she feels that way about every other guy and it hurt me where it hurts most but now that spot is clearing up thank to a girl that really loves me and i truly love her back and i will never let myself Express myself to her again bc she was shuch a hurt in my life she made my grades low my sleep schedule fuked and me also depressed well i did it to myself getting with her she was my first heartbreak and gotta say it hurt and i hate myself for ever doing that with a girl. They seem cute and nice on the outside but inside they are planning to shatter your heart and break it down piece by piece but i love the person that i am now trinity is just a name to me. n 3^07 ! You know who you are ;)

  • @Bodybag-fr3rm

    @Bodybag-fr3rm

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@yesterdaypreston5221 hope you're in a better place mentally now man

  • @Jaxtonv-vee
    @Jaxtonv-vee7 ай бұрын

    I had this song in the background when i was 16, i was listening to it while my mom was out at Walmart and my dad was at work, i was just watching the rain fall, my grandpa told me to stay here as he drove off aswell.... He had a heartatack on the freeway... I miss him

  • @HatorroseandHim

    @HatorroseandHim

    3 күн бұрын

    sorry to hear that🙁

  • @toya_todoroki.
    @toya_todoroki. Жыл бұрын

    One day when I was in the last year of primary school, I was walking through the hall alone and this music played in my head. I must have known I wouldn’t be there for much longer, and I was leaving my childhood behind. Then when I joined high school, I walked through the corridors alone and the song played again. It felt like an indescribable feeling of nostalgia. Just wanted to share lol!

  • @WyGross
    @WyGross3 жыл бұрын

    Am I the one who just realizes that they haven’t done anything with their life and start to realize that u have one shot in life

  • @ismaelali5369

    @ismaelali5369

    3 жыл бұрын

    Remember that you can always start late. Even if you have worked on something and couldn't make it (for any reason) to the time where you see the results, no worries cuz the progress itself is worth it already.

  • @viesli7724

    @viesli7724

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@ismaelali5369 damn thanks i needed that rn

  • @brandonzarate703

    @brandonzarate703

    3 жыл бұрын

    Yea bro it sucks and I feel lost in my abyss

  • @maximocrockett9481

    @maximocrockett9481

    3 жыл бұрын

    I just hit 18 and i am already thinking about how im going to fail later on.

  • @Ryo-jb4zn

    @Ryo-jb4zn

    2 жыл бұрын

    I'm 3 months away from turning 18 and I already feel too old to start things, I feel like I've wasted all the opportunities I had

  • @kevkirby2581
    @kevkirby25813 жыл бұрын

    "The day when they stop smiling is the day we remember their smile.”

  • @chikakumask4693

    @chikakumask4693

    2 жыл бұрын

    Almost cried readin this

  • @totallyjorge6438

    @totallyjorge6438

    2 жыл бұрын

    Idfk why but this reminds me of my granddads funeral is coming up

  • @enoquejunior1730

    @enoquejunior1730

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@totallyjorge6438 sinto muito cara

  • @aeiouine

    @aeiouine

    2 жыл бұрын

    😔

  • @Mono-hu4mp

    @Mono-hu4mp

    2 жыл бұрын

    I'm the 800th, like praise me master

  • @Lixta
    @Lixta5 ай бұрын

    It’s getting harder and harder to be happy. I don’t want to repeat what happened last year but I realize I never left that it’s just gotten harder and harder

  • @mateusol3391

    @mateusol3391

    Ай бұрын

    Are u okay bro? You want to talk?

  • @CrayonEater2003
    @CrayonEater200310 ай бұрын

    Me: "I hope I can vibe without disturbance!" Shinji: "You don't always get what you want, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-"

  • @Glxtched818

    @Glxtched818

    7 ай бұрын

    FR THAT SCARED ME😭

  • @Dstddk

    @Dstddk

    7 ай бұрын

    ​@@Glxtched818me too

  • @GhostlyOrSomething

    @GhostlyOrSomething

    7 ай бұрын

    yep

  • @pleasepetthecat

    @pleasepetthecat

    6 ай бұрын

    It caught me so off guard lol

  • @kmjethromanansala2184

    @kmjethromanansala2184

    6 ай бұрын

    Bro isn't that when shinji saw Eva 02's corpse he freaked out

  • @sophieflorence2837
    @sophieflorence28377 жыл бұрын

    I feel like this is about suicide because there is a scream... And it's on the school rooftop...

  • @onemangamer587

    @onemangamer587

    5 жыл бұрын

    2 years, 58 likes, but no comments? Tf is going on here? xD

  • @chilljojos6522

    @chilljojos6522

    4 жыл бұрын

    I don’t wanna be that type of dick but how does this make sense if you seen evangelion you would understand the scream.

  • @cloudtv7626

    @cloudtv7626

    4 жыл бұрын

    Sauciest Set yeah I haven’t watched it but I seen the clip so I understand the scream

  • @alexcutie3012

    @alexcutie3012

    4 жыл бұрын

    Sauciest Set you are so right I saw the anime neon genius evangelion

  • @back2thawitchhouse

    @back2thawitchhouse

    4 жыл бұрын

    sophie florence You’re overthinking it. The reason it’s there is because the whole Lofi community loves Evangelion and it was shinji’s scream from the anime. It’s not about suicide, it’s just a song for losers who feel like they’re depressed even tho they ain’t

  • @t.e.a.r.3429
    @t.e.a.r.34294 жыл бұрын

    The AMV is gone, it was one of my favorite ones.

  • @Cloud-fr2gt

    @Cloud-fr2gt

    4 жыл бұрын

    Da Epic Abomination Routine I know an exact copy of the Amv on KZread if u want it

  • @t.e.a.r.3429

    @t.e.a.r.3429

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@Cloud-fr2gt I hope 1171domino uploads it, soon to their second channel. (which is now their main channel.)

  • @Cloud-fr2gt

    @Cloud-fr2gt

    4 жыл бұрын

    Da Epic Abomination Routine kzread.info/dash/bejne/e6yDyLRve6ybqpM.html if u want the copy of the deleted video

  • @t.e.a.r.3429

    @t.e.a.r.3429

    4 жыл бұрын

    It's back. kzread.info/dash/bejne/iYKGwdqriK3Wh9I.html

  • @jackcomet2756

    @jackcomet2756

    4 жыл бұрын

    Cloud 9 send me it

  • @HuTaosrealhusband
    @HuTaosrealhusband Жыл бұрын

    Just me a fellow Japanese stranger on the internet but if you’re reading this whatever you’re going through I hope you’ll get better hang in there you’re a great human being just know people around you loves you 🫡❤

  • @fw.iii0

    @fw.iii0

    4 ай бұрын

    Ok

  • @JimSlim1

    @JimSlim1

    3 күн бұрын

    Thanks

  • @WinterVR10
    @WinterVR102 ай бұрын

    This is the type of vibes this song gives me: “Wake up on the train, only to realize you’re alone. You phone is powered off and your AirPods are in your pocket and it’s night time. You wake up at your stop. The very last stop, And Walk back to your house. Carrying Your backpack while on your phone and talk to your mother and tell her your coming home.”

  • @Anitree93
    @Anitree933 жыл бұрын

    I wish to go back being a child again where being free of all worries and pressure. That was when I saw true happiness with my family...

  • @madwolf17a

    @madwolf17a

    3 жыл бұрын

    Same😿

  • @Razor-gx2dq

    @Razor-gx2dq

    2 жыл бұрын

    I try not to think about it, but the memory creeps up every now and then, its not painful for the most part. I do wonder if "the good times" were actually "good times" we tend to block out painful memories.

  • @halstonkerr45

    @halstonkerr45

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hey at least some of y’all had a better childhood then my. I remember one time for my birthday I wanted to go to on the trampoline places. And my dad took me for my birthday (not my little sister because we didn’t have much money) and my sister threw a fit and I only got to play for 10 minutes. And my parents have always been busy so I had to learn things on my own. Like tie my shoes, ride a bike, etc etc.

  • @gen5fan293

    @gen5fan293

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@Razor-gx2dq that’s true

  • @Svn-nv2lw

    @Svn-nv2lw

    2 жыл бұрын

    … I miss the time me and my nephew would always hangout, we were inseparable I think that’s how u say it, now he just puts me down, he learns it from his father and cousins.

  • @jacobalexander6764
    @jacobalexander67642 жыл бұрын

    1:32 shinji's scream gave me goosebumps fr

  • @hotrodthe1

    @hotrodthe1

    Жыл бұрын

    Is it the dub scream or sub?

  • @simp......

    @simp......

    Жыл бұрын

    What anime

  • @valxen12

    @valxen12

    Жыл бұрын

    Evangelion

  • @horizon5849

    @horizon5849

    Жыл бұрын

    IT'S SCARES ME!

  • @a17yearoldonyoutubeluigi

    @a17yearoldonyoutubeluigi

    Жыл бұрын

    It fucking scared me. End of Evangelion is probably my favorite thing ever made, its a kind of special I can't even fathom. Hearing any screams from that film is still one of the most terror inducing feelings I can get. The utter terror the VA's gave to every last one of them is awe inspiring.

  • @abvlogs9948
    @abvlogs994811 ай бұрын

    Bro that scream scared the nostalgic feeling outa me💀

  • @-killa.

    @-killa.

    11 ай бұрын

    FR i was not expecting that scream 😭

  • @snickerdoodledelight
    @snickerdoodledelight Жыл бұрын

    “be grateful for what u have, what ur given for is only given once..”

  • @KatarinaRahnik
    @KatarinaRahnik7 жыл бұрын

    the scream breaks my heart and I love it

  • @ethan-hv1ly

    @ethan-hv1ly

    3 жыл бұрын

    yeah thats what shinji's scream does that to the average evangelion watcher :(

  • @nikolaizaleev

    @nikolaizaleev

    2 жыл бұрын

    4 years ago 😪

  • @JimSlim1

    @JimSlim1

    3 күн бұрын

    7 years ago🙁

  • @aramisvillasmil9126
    @aramisvillasmil91262 жыл бұрын

    idk why y’all find this song depressive. I find it relaxing and vibey.

  • @nfmshajahan4834

    @nfmshajahan4834

    2 жыл бұрын

    naw fr

  • @EpicHylje

    @EpicHylje

    2 жыл бұрын

    Mostly depends on my mood, but mostly I just listen to the song late at night and think about my miserable thing I call "a life."

  • @Ramon-jz2oy

    @Ramon-jz2oy

    2 жыл бұрын

    Eu tambem, no meu ponto de vista é uma bela música relaxante, mais também depende de qual e como a pessoa ver a música....

  • @dandertuts7702

    @dandertuts7702

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@EpicHylje lmfaoo so dramatic

  • @bsghunter6154

    @bsghunter6154

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@dandertuts7702 how tho?

  • @ColorfulAtomParticles
    @ColorfulAtomParticles7 күн бұрын

    This is just pure nostalgiacore vibes

  • @sqxor7358
    @sqxor73589 ай бұрын

    i've been searching for this song for years, its 2023 now, and damn this song still hits. we still vibin tho hope everyone has a good night

  • @JimSlim1

    @JimSlim1

    3 күн бұрын

    Ironic 9 months later I'm reading this at night lol

  • @vaderxz6513
    @vaderxz65133 жыл бұрын

    “Don’t cry because it ended, smile because it happened.”-Dr Seuss

  • @bessabessa3795

    @bessabessa3795

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@municipalitycraft6308 yes i know it's sad that some days it's will end...

  • @normalhector5921

    @normalhector5921

    2 жыл бұрын

    Didn’t Dr. Seuss do some fked up sht when his wife was sick?

  • @-ThienPhuoc-a-zj5wm

    @-ThienPhuoc-a-zj5wm

    2 жыл бұрын

    Some time its right but just inmagine the people you love pass away do you feel hurt

  • @curreemane7997

    @curreemane7997

    2 жыл бұрын

    i've seen this quote so fucking much. shut up and let me cry.

  • @levi_exiled8579

    @levi_exiled8579

    2 жыл бұрын

    Nothing happened yet.

  • @kaserobinson3699
    @kaserobinson36993 жыл бұрын

    Just imagine going back to ur abandoned elementary school just to chill on the rooftop alone and while ur exploring u see some drawings on the floor and the colorful 2000’s wall almost tearing up with those colorful tiny dusty chairs and the carpets they used for when it was story time and the roof almost falling...

  • @ilikeandloveeverything8711
    @ilikeandloveeverything87117 ай бұрын

    This song helped me a lot last year. I haven’t listened to it in a while but it seems new seeing that it finally aged to 6. It seemed like time went on forever back then. Life sucked and it is still at a slow pace declining until something can change it. The days have been getting more repetitive. Long nights in bed just thinking, laughing at a temporary source of happiness in front of my face in a digital world that isn’t real. Once enough time passes I’ll have to go back to my sad reality of repetitiveness, getting so repetitive at once that I have only just started to cut myself now. Restless nights of no sleep then tiredly at school while the teacher drones on and on about stuff for the whole year that change every week, the breaks come rarely but keep my sanity high enough to keep going. Cold mornings with the AC on and wearing a jacket or hoodie all day, begging to stay home from school while getting yelled at for my behavior, and starting to really question some things about myself. My life has eventually become like a TV show that I watch from the outside, it feels sad and miserable, it’s like it was just like this since I was born. It just hurts. My life hurts. Anyways I have a few shallow cuts on my arm now but I hope it doesn’t get deeper. But I don’t know why it feels so good, my mind felt like it cleared up right after and it seemed like clear skies ahead of me. I really hope I just don’t do too much… I already have a huge future ahead of myself that I don’t plan on ruining just yet. I want to sleep know and it’s 2:57 in the morning. My arms hurt and I feel ill while I lay in bed

  • @spooncrew5051

    @spooncrew5051

    2 ай бұрын

    hey man, i know this was 4 months ago but just read your comment and it really hit me in the feels. I was in a kinda similar spot years ago of life being really repetitive. I found the best thing to do is to find something your passionate about and something that is fun to do, try and break the repetitiveness. I hope you get better. Life may not be amazing right now but i promise it will get better. Best of luck to you.

  • @ilikeandloveeverything8711

    @ilikeandloveeverything8711

    2 ай бұрын

    @@spooncrew5051 its become absolutely miserable. Lately I’ve been getting sick and have had lots of nausea and pain. The cuts have been soaking my arm in blood, I’ve gone as far as pressing my moms buttons to pull me straight out of school, and I’ve been caught with a lighter I found on the floor now the teacher asked me about it. Im truly believing that I won’t survive in this world

  • @spooncrew5051

    @spooncrew5051

    2 ай бұрын

    @@ilikeandloveeverything8711 Sorry you have to go through all of that. just know that people care about you, even if it might not seem like it. I know I'm just a random person on the internet, but i care about you and what you're going through. I hope things get better in the future for you.

  • @CrypticTitan
    @CrypticTitanАй бұрын

    This song just makes me cry. Every. Single. Damn. Time. It somehow brings back memories I've buried.

  • @JimSlim1

    @JimSlim1

    3 күн бұрын

    Hope u doin ok

  • @deeznuts42069
    @deeznuts420693 жыл бұрын

    sad that I’m only here to make my parents happy.

  • @deeznuts42069

    @deeznuts42069

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@ianwilson6179 I’m fine. I’m just always the last person on everyone’s mind, I’m stressed tf out rn

  • @devsterroc8487

    @devsterroc8487

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@deeznuts42069 hope you’re doing good man

  • @pedrohansen8415

    @pedrohansen8415

    3 жыл бұрын

    How are you dude? I hope your doing better.

  • @deeznuts42069

    @deeznuts42069

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@ianwilson6179 hey man sorry I haven’t been on KZread in a long time, I’m doing a lot better I’ve got a girl friend now that makes me really happy

  • @deeznuts42069

    @deeznuts42069

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@pedrohansen8415 I’m doing better now rly appreciate you :)

  • @orbitalonyx
    @orbitalonyx3 жыл бұрын

    "Mauricio I can't, I can't move it move it anymore"

  • @Dnjikid

    @Dnjikid

    3 жыл бұрын

    ah i see you're a man of culture as well

  • @bugstar_

    @bugstar_

    3 жыл бұрын

    thank you for this comment

  • @dylanchauhan5835

    @dylanchauhan5835

    3 жыл бұрын

    I was scrolling through the comments looking for someone to quote it😂😭

  • @MrGreatDane2

    @MrGreatDane2

    3 жыл бұрын

    Yooooo, so glad that more people recognized the song on that meme, I didn't see anybody mention it in the comments there

  • @icondj5436

    @icondj5436

    3 жыл бұрын

    HAHAHAHA, i was almost crying, and then i see ur comment, damn man, i just cry but laughing Xd Thanks you soo much bro

  • @StayMalwina
    @StayMalwina Жыл бұрын

    This is my fav song since the release and I’m still so obsessed:( this always helped me when I was at my lowest..

  • @Robbel.
    @Robbel.11 ай бұрын

    I’ve been listening to School Rooftop since 2017, it helped me trough many sad and happy times. Since a few months I see it being used on Instagram reels and TikTok’s and I’m so happy for you, Hisohkah, that your masterpiece has gotten so far. I hope many other people will get people trough tough times. Big love❤️🏆

  • @Vlitruh
    @Vlitruh7 жыл бұрын

    I love you.

  • @hisohkah8162

    @hisohkah8162

    7 жыл бұрын

    luv u 2 :*

  • @ana_cabana

    @ana_cabana

    7 жыл бұрын

    hisohkah Luv u 3

  • @filippshinkler354

    @filippshinkler354

    6 жыл бұрын

    I love you and your music.

  • @Mickey-jj2ki

    @Mickey-jj2ki

    5 жыл бұрын

    Luv u 4

  • @wqxlowlloyd8083

    @wqxlowlloyd8083

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@Mickey-jj2ki luv u 5

  • @witchling1321
    @witchling13212 жыл бұрын

    Song: **screams** The anxiety I didn't know existed: 📈📈📈

  • @thisonecomedian278

    @thisonecomedian278

    2 жыл бұрын

    Poor shinji

  • @swiatzmodeliny5870

    @swiatzmodeliny5870

    2 жыл бұрын

    I'm 100 like :)

  • @carlottarobbins7005

    @carlottarobbins7005

    2 жыл бұрын

    Me: *vibing to song* Song: *screams* Me: *o H , g R e A t H e A v E n S ! ! ! ! !*

  • @xxphoenixx8398

    @xxphoenixx8398

    2 жыл бұрын

    I WAS TRYING TO SLEEP TOO LIKE WTF

  • @Ant.Fitness_

    @Ant.Fitness_

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@xxphoenixx8398 SAME HERE DUDE

  • @artud2158
    @artud215816 күн бұрын

    “Music is a powerful man, it speaks to a primal pit in our brain. It makes anyone wanna get up and get their knees going gotta get em pumping, pumping, pumping, Pumpa, Pumpa, Pum.” “You gatta let things take their natural path, cause dying together sucks a little less then dying alone” 0:01 -Jake the Dog

  • @aungbhonekyaw3136
    @aungbhonekyaw31367 ай бұрын

    Every winter I came back to listen to this piece of art so beautiful.

  • @merus9220
    @merus92202 жыл бұрын

    I’ve been hearing School Rooftop since it came out. I’ve laughed, cried, woke, walked, slept, worked, played and much more while I listened to this beat. It has been part of my life since I was 15 and it helped me to go through so much when my life felt like it was about to crumble. I remember when this song finally dropped on Spotify after years of waiting. Thank you so much Hisohkah and I hope you are still doing very well. I know you’ve been more active lately on Spotify but I really hope you find time for music because just like me, I’m pretty sure you helped a lot of people through your beautiful lo-fi and talent.

  • @skyguy1236

    @skyguy1236

    2 жыл бұрын

    its crazy how one song can have such an impact on your life, for me its haru no sekibaki, for you its school rooftop.

  • @lemondrop8203

    @lemondrop8203

    Жыл бұрын

    It ain't that deep

  • @lemondrop8203

    @lemondrop8203

    Жыл бұрын

    + the og is wmd - ficus

  • @merus9220

    @merus9220

    Жыл бұрын

    @@lemondrop8203 literally nobody asked for your opinion and nobody cares about the original version.

  • @merus9220

    @merus9220

    Жыл бұрын

    @@lemondrop8203 + why would i take in consideration someone with a maximilian mus pfp

  • @flyhigh6047
    @flyhigh60475 жыл бұрын

    the beat and shinji scream match perfectly :")

  • @Somnne

    @Somnne

    4 жыл бұрын

    Who is shinji?

  • @PEACHCHULIP

    @PEACHCHULIP

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@Somnne Shinji is the main character from the anime "Neon Genesis Evangelion" you should definitely watch it, it's on Netflix :D

  • @Somnne

    @Somnne

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@PEACHCHULIP Oh,ok thx.

  • @PEACHCHULIP

    @PEACHCHULIP

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@Somnne np :)

  • @YoNeckYoBack

    @YoNeckYoBack

    3 жыл бұрын

    Yo there’s gonna be a pandemic 2 years later

  • @Beastshatty_
    @Beastshatty_9 ай бұрын

    I remember in middle school I used to always listen to this type of music especially this song and I remember so many years of my life connected to this song and it’s just crazy how far I’ve come and how fast time is. When I was barely discovering things for myself now I’m almost about to graduate from high with a gf I’m really happy with. Everything then, seemed like the end of world and so many times I’ve been put down but I’ve managed to pick myself up and learn . We make mistakes , a lot but if you learn from them. Those mistakes are always worth it. Take your time guys, enjoy it while it lasts because before you know it, it’ll be gone . Cherish it , hold it close to your heart and go do what you’ve been afraid of doing. Go and make memories that will forever remain with you, so you can carry something with you as you get older and have something to look back on. Just, enjoy it. Please . Goodnight y’all and may you all have a blessed and wonderful life .

  • @UnburnableInk
    @UnburnableInk7 ай бұрын

    Relatable

  • @notghostface98
    @notghostface984 жыл бұрын

    Who else in quarantine chilling to this song??🙋🏻‍♂️

  • @skiplah

    @skiplah

    4 жыл бұрын

    right here bro

  • @ese.silent2033

    @ese.silent2033

    4 жыл бұрын

    Yes

  • @tootsiepai

    @tootsiepai

    4 жыл бұрын

    mehhhh

  • @FabulousKhaled

    @FabulousKhaled

    4 жыл бұрын

    bruh same. I've spent like an hour trying to remember this song and i finally got it

  • @potheadmemes6455

    @potheadmemes6455

    4 жыл бұрын

    I

  • @Jorge-xf3iu
    @Jorge-xf3iu6 жыл бұрын

    this hits me so hard :'(

  • @vibedout4454

    @vibedout4454

    6 жыл бұрын

    Heck yea it did

  • @socialbiscuit1362

    @socialbiscuit1362

    6 жыл бұрын

    true

  • @Numero-ob8ux

    @Numero-ob8ux

    5 жыл бұрын

    true

  • @axelCast-bs8gz

    @axelCast-bs8gz

    4 жыл бұрын

    Ya ya ya

  • @jannetjen4105

    @jannetjen4105

    3 жыл бұрын

    just like my dad

  • @carlangasfacha1844
    @carlangasfacha1844 Жыл бұрын

    1:32 OH GREAT HEAVENS I WAS SLEEPING

  • @smartphonegeek4332
    @smartphonegeek43323 жыл бұрын

    This songs makes me realize how quick the years r going by im 21 but it feels as if a few months ago i was turning 16, wish i could do highschool all over even though i was the quiet awkward kid i still find myself in that same old routine that i miss

  • @gkgeorgsson

    @gkgeorgsson

    2 жыл бұрын

    Greetings from 37 old me... :'(

  • @notfred1233

    @notfred1233

    2 жыл бұрын

    @WoodenPCGamerBoi30 different 21 here. It all depends on you. Personally, it seems like every year that passes I lose a bit more of myself ever since graduating. Cherish the moments that you can and don't accept bullshit from bullshitters.

  • @me56ize

    @me56ize

    2 жыл бұрын

    same. I was in highschool when this shit came out, I'm almost 23 now. sucks the og neon genesis vid got deleted

  • @petrichor04_

    @petrichor04_

    2 жыл бұрын

    i feel u man.

  • @tefzr

    @tefzr

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yh responsibilities and these things make it so different...

  • @nolansummers5688
    @nolansummers56883 жыл бұрын

    This song was actually very calming and makes happy. I’ve been pretty depressed this past few days, on Thursday of this week my dog died. I got him on Christmas of 2008 at the age of 2. I had him for 12 years, we were the best of friends. We went through thick and thin together. We where together when my house got broke into, we where together during tornadoes, we where together during a whole pandemic. Luckily he died peacefully in his sleep around the people he loved. Rest In Peace, Charlie.

  • @emily-gg8gv

    @emily-gg8gv

    3 жыл бұрын

    Charlis in a better place now

  • @lol-gv5ko

    @lol-gv5ko

    2 жыл бұрын

    💔

  • @gabelukasko6589

    @gabelukasko6589

    2 жыл бұрын

    He's in a place where pain is nonexistent, and we're here for you bud. I know this may be youtube, but you can come back and talk anytime man

  • @ttbenites

    @ttbenites

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hope you're well, i'm here just to wish him a peacefull rest.

  • @zelofi

    @zelofi

    2 жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry for your loss.

  • @ercoii
    @ercoii2 ай бұрын

    This makes you feel like your running through an empty field, while crying and screaming, letting everything pour out like a stream :3

  • @violentcentipedes
    @violentcentipedes Жыл бұрын

    That scream was uncalled for..

  • @eylsestevez
    @eylsestevez3 жыл бұрын

    I wish I wasn’t always the second choice, in everything, family stuff, friends, relationships, why can’t I just be as loved as everyone else. I don’t think I’ve ever been someone’s first choice and tbh it’s just sad because I always try to make the ones I love happy but they never care to make me happy...

  • @biker3982

    @biker3982

    2 жыл бұрын

    Be your own first choice

  • @MrTryer

    @MrTryer

    2 жыл бұрын

    Maybe you are now, but that doesn't mean you will be like that forever. You just need to find the right place where you meet people who are going to see how valuable you are, and then you will become the first choice for them. There will always be some kind of place like that, for everyone. For some people it just seems easier, for some others it seems so hard, but that's only reality. Psychological conditions and personal traits will always be there to make sure no journey is the same for anybody. Stop being judicious about yourself and allow you the opportunity to find the right place for you, that is almost certain to be out there waiting for you to reach it.

  • @Chicano_Jo

    @Chicano_Jo

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@biker3982!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @Cookie_Department

    @Cookie_Department

    2 жыл бұрын

    Damn, just find better friends. Smh, y'all complain about not having any friends or having friends that don't care about you, but what do you do? Nothing!

  • @_gamingninja

    @_gamingninja

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@Cookie_Department My guy, you realize you have zero evidence for you claim right? Assumptions ain't the way to go :/

  • @lowerc4539
    @lowerc45393 жыл бұрын

    sounds like *elegante*

  • @kidrinke

    @kidrinke

    3 жыл бұрын

    Kkkkkkkkkkkkjjjjkkkkkk

  • @cortex17

    @cortex17

    3 жыл бұрын

    Ya

  • @suelenlucelina

    @suelenlucelina

    3 жыл бұрын

    Nossa, siiiim!

  • @allessandra638

    @allessandra638

    3 жыл бұрын

    verdadekkkkk

  • @cartolajunior1220

    @cartolajunior1220

    3 жыл бұрын

    Simmmm kkkkkkkkkk

  • @AlieciaT
    @AlieciaT Жыл бұрын

    I love this sound, it’s calming, peaceful, deep, yet also can remind you of sad memories

  • @satanikpanik.
    @satanikpanik.5 ай бұрын

    this radiates so much liminal space energy

  • @VentureForward
    @VentureForward Жыл бұрын

    I remember listening to this back in 2018. I would drive home from work depressed as hell. I kept telling myself ,”It will get better, it will get better”. But it never did. The job I had started late 2017 was what I had hoped would be a good start to my career. It wasn’t. It was anything but that. My boss was terrible, the clients were terrible, the hours were terrible, everything was terrible. I would go home and pass out after work only to be woken up by my work phone asking me if I can come back for an emergency call. If I didn’t, I would be looked down on for not “working hard enough”. Funny to think that the only thing that got me to leave that job was covid. Looking back, I’m glad I learned enough for me to find work elsewhere eventually, but it just sucks to start a career with curiosity and excitement, only for it to be sucked away by such a soulless company. For anyone reading this, just know your worth. Do not let anyone tell you that you aren’t worth much. Because I wouldn’t be here writing this if I had listened to people that knew nothing about me.

  • @projectroxas3307

    @projectroxas3307

    Жыл бұрын

    I hope you found a satisfying job now

  • @jamesbuchanan4979

    @jamesbuchanan4979

    Жыл бұрын

    You're admirable to me brotha

  • @daria5137

    @daria5137

    Жыл бұрын

    you never know

  • @midenarithmos9200

    @midenarithmos9200

    Жыл бұрын

    Hope you've been well since

  • @EEEEEEE36364

    @EEEEEEE36364

    Жыл бұрын

    You’re so brave man. You survived through a lot, and I am proud of you for still being here.

  • @itsalmost2am525
    @itsalmost2am5254 жыл бұрын

    COVDID-19 destroyed everything else we love. I came here after finding out that one of my relatives (who lives from a different country) was tested positive for COVID-19. My uncle from my mother's side worked as a tricycle driver, and was quarantined (probably a PUM or PUI). Pray that COVID-19 will be gone for good...

  • @evie2582

    @evie2582

    4 жыл бұрын

    My prayers go out for that relative

  • @jordannirganakis2135

    @jordannirganakis2135

    3 жыл бұрын

    My Prayers go out to that relative stay safe 🙏🙏

  • @anthyu7221

    @anthyu7221

    3 жыл бұрын

    @Barnaby Dixon LMFAO

  • @tsuki8619

    @tsuki8619

    3 жыл бұрын

    so how's your uncle now? is he good, my fellow filipino. ❤️

  • @owenklingonsmith4217

    @owenklingonsmith4217

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@tsuki8619 we all wanna know

  • @-m00d-
    @-m00d-6 ай бұрын

    THE SCREAM SCARED THE SH!T OUTTA ME- 😭

  • @Ozzy-worsttaste

    @Ozzy-worsttaste

    5 ай бұрын

    I got you bro. You wanna hear the music i upload ?

  • @blaiseman2287
    @blaiseman22877 ай бұрын

    THis is by far the best version. I don't know why every remix just removes the beat. It's the best part.

  • @sherifddin-9612
    @sherifddin-96123 жыл бұрын

    This era of an instrumental defining how you felt. I miss it

  • @clos5427
    @clos54273 жыл бұрын

    This song reminds me of the first time I watched Evangelion and EoE. It was such a strange and dark time. It wasn’t just the show that made me feel that way. I had nothing going on for me and I was stuck in a unproductive and sad period of time. I wasn’t in contact with any of my friends and I have never felt more lonely. I binged watched the show and movie alone, in my room. It was a terrible idea, but in a way, I don’t regret it. I hate that I loved it. I guess I saw myself in Shinji. Maybe I hated myself and maybe I still do. I don’t know. I’m glad that I’m better now though. Thank you if you read this. Take care.

  • @SoVidushi

    @SoVidushi

    2 жыл бұрын

    Take care dude :))

  • @crabsnack8365

    @crabsnack8365

    2 жыл бұрын

    I went exactly through the same thing when I first listened to this song.

  • @Rajveer-mi3zx

    @Rajveer-mi3zx

    2 жыл бұрын

    Whats evangleion and EOE?

  • @lavlillac

    @lavlillac

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@Rajveer-mi3zx both are animes, EOE stands for 'End of Evangelion' which is an anime movie of Evangelion

  • @vomicine5928

    @vomicine5928

    2 жыл бұрын

    H in Evangelion stands for happiness

  • @adrianmorocho5149
    @adrianmorocho5149 Жыл бұрын

    This song makes me feel like I'm back in 2018 :'(

  • @historicguy244
    @historicguy2443 ай бұрын

    Whole song- 🥰😊🤗 Intro-🤫🕳👁🌌🎃

  • @cheezeboyz2549
    @cheezeboyz25493 жыл бұрын

    “You gotta be ashamed of Yoself real talk, old as you is” - Soulja boy

  • @dumbass4204

    @dumbass4204

    3 жыл бұрын

    Shit hurt me when I saw that vid because I had actually fucked up the day I saw it

  • @graypie69

    @graypie69

    2 жыл бұрын

    only competition should be yourself brothas

  • @ianholbert2631
    @ianholbert26314 жыл бұрын

    in spain without the S

  • @zainu6190

    @zainu6190

    3 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @fleeingsquidd4377

    @fleeingsquidd4377

    3 жыл бұрын

    fight through it bro

  • @motifity3416

    @motifity3416

    3 жыл бұрын

    I'm in Spain without the A

  • @creepy7476

    @creepy7476

    3 жыл бұрын

    Spain without the a😔

  • @Somnne

    @Somnne

    3 жыл бұрын

    Overused _joke_

  • @andreimirasol6561
    @andreimirasol65612 ай бұрын

    Enjoy the moment before it turn into memories

  • @strollas
    @strollas3 жыл бұрын

    you made me so happy the first time i met you. the moments we spent together will never be forgotten, a permanent part of my life. but the time it ended, the time where the feelings stopped and the time started to flow again, it was the most down i ever felt. the inescapable sadness followed me from every corner to every new perspective. thats why after all these years to see you again, i dont know whether to feel happy or sad. it just all feels so weird.

  • @n5elani

    @n5elani

    2 жыл бұрын

    this was really pretty to read :)

  • @lsdgoldie4087

    @lsdgoldie4087

    2 жыл бұрын

    Bro stop im gonna fucking cry

  • @chocpd

    @chocpd

    2 жыл бұрын

    cringe

  • @sweetberry2672

    @sweetberry2672

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@chocpd shut up

  • @b3nj1y

    @b3nj1y

    2 жыл бұрын

    weird right....

  • @juliagayoso121
    @juliagayoso1212 жыл бұрын

    This song gives me so much nostalgia. I remember when I used to read scary books and when the scream came on it scared me half to death I swear. I love this song so much, that’s kind for making it.

  • @idalygonzalez3954

    @idalygonzalez3954

    Жыл бұрын

    Tell me the timestamp.

  • @TheVocalTune

    @TheVocalTune

    Жыл бұрын

    1:32 made my heart skip a beat and my blood run cold for a sec.

  • @mors8218
    @mors82189 ай бұрын

    Sitting in my room and watching the sunrise while everyone else sleeps. Laying on my bed and remembering how good and healthy i was back in a day; and now, the life is just a loop for me. While my same ages found love and have their own hobbies, i found a job to make my life worse.

  • @igor_aleksandrowich

    @igor_aleksandrowich

    8 ай бұрын

    I live completely alone, I want to meet a girl because I want to talk to her but they keep leaving me

  • @HerAdes94
    @HerAdes949 ай бұрын

    Que buenos recuerdos de 2016/2017. Tardes enteras escuchando varias joyas del Lo-fi, incluido esta como una de mis favoritas. Me deja ese sentimiento a nostalgia y alivio.

  • @destroyedgfx3163
    @destroyedgfx31633 жыл бұрын

    Lets be real, this song puts you in your feels. Edit : TYSFM FOR 400 LIKES I never got this much

  • @rosko2011

    @rosko2011

    3 жыл бұрын

    Indeed

  • @Arthurmorgan26

    @Arthurmorgan26

    3 жыл бұрын

    This song and Six forty seven puts me in my feels

  • @randymarsh9903

    @randymarsh9903

    3 жыл бұрын

    Fuck no, that scream gives me anxiety almost gave me fucking heart attack

  • @noecornejo62

    @noecornejo62

    3 жыл бұрын

    yep

  • @julianaorlandostoryline8049

    @julianaorlandostoryline8049

    3 жыл бұрын

    Nope it scares me and gives me anxiety

  • @woohoobarz
    @woohoobarz3 жыл бұрын

    I woke up in the car cold with a blanket over me, I had my earbuds in and was listening to this, it was dark but there was still somewhat of a sunset, it was so relaxing. After that I couldn't remember the name of the song i was listening to, finally found it :)

  • @Ginny_R
    @Ginny_R7 ай бұрын

    This music makes me chill 😌

  • @Myst1c_OW

    @Myst1c_OW

    6 ай бұрын

    fr

  • @MiMoeChanThadar
    @MiMoeChanThadar Жыл бұрын

    A tear comes out of my left eye while listening to this. Brings memories.

  • @skitsyn8989
    @skitsyn89893 жыл бұрын

    The most painful thing in the world is watching the people you have made memories with slowly... become... memories...

  • @Yukkkii

    @Yukkkii

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for reminding me this world doesn't have a meaning. It's only to see your loved ones die, is it not?

  • @skitsyn8989

    @skitsyn8989

    2 жыл бұрын

    Sadly. You and your best friend in the whole world wont be to each other’s funerals

  • @becca5703
    @becca57033 жыл бұрын

    you’re okay yeah i’m fine i’m just sitting on this rooftop crying.. a text and no replying you wouldn’t even know if i was dying if i was bleeding out on the floor reminiscing wishing we had more more time? more love? perhaps none of the above just something more to fulfill this hole in my heart this gaping pit in my soul i know it’s hard trust me i know

  • @leahciervo6148

    @leahciervo6148

    3 жыл бұрын

    wow that’s so raw

  • @_brooken

    @_brooken

    3 жыл бұрын

    SOME ONE SHOULD SING THAT TO THIS

  • @compressedxnexus5620

    @compressedxnexus5620

    3 жыл бұрын

    trust me, i know its hard, you know living in the past cuz it dont last its like a shard of glass off a mirror, looking through it shows your story, your decisions leading up to this you shouldn't jump... you should just live. this isnt coming from anyone else but me... look-- all i wanna say... is that you should, well~ just live happily. :) srry if this ruined it but i just wanted to add something ya'know

  • @iawind8427

    @iawind8427

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@compressedxnexus5620 yo that was fire

  • @compressedxnexus5620

    @compressedxnexus5620

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@iawind8427 thx!

  • @beanclan12345
    @beanclan1234526 күн бұрын

    I hate this song so much because it makes me feel horrible and nauseous inside, yet the nostalgic or melancholic feeling I get makes me love it

  • @DEAD-IN-LIFE
    @DEAD-IN-LIFE Жыл бұрын

    This song brings back so many memories and feelings.

  • @Joseph.904
    @Joseph.9043 жыл бұрын

    I think we all can agree, we have amazing music taste☺︎︎

  • @rodney0004

    @rodney0004

    3 жыл бұрын

    @Moises Varqueros bruh

  • @akioadora6323

    @akioadora6323

    3 жыл бұрын

    .

  • @bessabessa3795

    @bessabessa3795

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes 🥲

  • @nenenealy6814

    @nenenealy6814

    2 жыл бұрын

    We do