Daniel seems pretty freaking cool. I’d hang out with him.

@MareCat31

6 жыл бұрын

Uh Huh ditto, I tend to like male alters

@urmum3281

6 жыл бұрын

Sameeee

@alenas514

5 жыл бұрын

so would I. I love them all.

@palpatine1715

4 жыл бұрын

Uh Huh...

@Red-cl7vn

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah me to

It’s interesting how you don’t like to be called the protector. I’m the protector and I feel like I’d be lost if I wasn’t. It’s not that I can’t do other things too, just that it’s a big part of my identity and I love it and am proud of it. Anyway, great video. You seem really cool. And I relate to the dysphoria a lot. My best friend Emma recently got me a binder for Christmas and I may have cried a little. -Jake

@TheEntropySystem

6 жыл бұрын

Don't get me wrong, there are a lot of headmates in our system that love the crap outta those titles. I just don't feel super comfortable with it. I'd rather be a good friend than a protector. Not that protectors can't be friends, obviously, but titles just make me feel weird. Super awesome about the binder, though! What a cool friend! I've been thinking about investing in one for a while now. -Daniel

@grayskindablue

6 жыл бұрын

The Entropy System hey Daniel! I know this is old but I can help you out with a binder if ever needed (and everyone else is cool what that.) I’m a transguy, I’m 21, and have figured out the best binders around by now. Btw I would totally chat with you sometime. I know that’s not the same as hanging out in real life.. but if ya just wanna talk to someone else close to your age who also deals with dysphoria (and wears beanies! more importantly 😅) we definitely would like to.

@bubarimalmeida6485

5 жыл бұрын

Skyler Gray I’m sorry to ask but what is a binder??

@Metamorphoryth

5 жыл бұрын

@@bubarimalmeida6485 Trans Guys use it to make their chest look and feel flat. Think of a really tight crop top that keeps your chest flat

@bubarimalmeida6485

5 жыл бұрын

ImperfectlyDracorex oh ok

That’s sooo amazing how the body when Daniel is fronting actually looks just like the picture, sharing expression and carriage and coming through the body, even though the picture doesn’t resemble Wyn.... the mind is such an amazing thing it’s incredible!!!!

It's so interesting to hear you say that something you want so intensely is a companion/friend/ect to be a primary friend to YOU, Daniel and not just another one of wyn's friends because I would just imagine that you'd have this like abundance of primary friends. Your personality is just so inviting and caring, I'd genuinly LOVE to be your friend lol

Ok but Daniel is such a lovely personality?

Daniel, I think you are my favourite! You have this awesome personality, so funny and laid back 😍 I really hope Wyn can help you to find a friend. I would be your friend but I live in Australia haha 😝 hope to see more videos from you!

@ember2441

4 жыл бұрын

@Jasmine Moukachar I know you were trying to say this in a nice way... but this could totally be taken the wrong way. How would Wynn or one of the others feel reading this? Personally, if someone told one of us that they like us more than another of our alters we would get very upset.

Ah, my dysphoria was the kinda 'foot in the door' that helped me come out as an alter XD also, I was the first, but I was a fragment for SO LONG, just holding the emotional effects of the first trauma eek. -Nathaniel

@TheEntropySystem

6 жыл бұрын

It's really cool to know there are other alters out there that used to be fragments! Logically I know I can't be the only one out there but it still feels cool to hear from someone like me. Nice to meet you, dude :) -Daniel

I'd totally be your friend, Daniel!!

Not wanting to limit yourself to a word is a classic “protector” trait lol You’re good at your job, don’t stress.

You are such a sweetheart Daniel! ❤️ Our teen boys enjoy watching your videos because they feel they can relate to you.

Hey Daniel, I’ve been watching all of your guys’ videos and I’m not someone who has experience with D.I.D nor have I known anyone with it, but all of the videos that you all have put have been really educational and enlightening. I’m glad to have gotten to know each of you through your videos. You’re a really cool guy, and I know you said in a Q&A before about how you have felt h comfortable before being in a woman’s body, but I hope you know that everyone supports you and knows you are exactly who you are which is Daniel. I’m sorry for having to go through not feeling as if you are exactly in your own skin, as it being a female body, but your personality and perspective make you a really cool human being. I love the way you look out for wyn and everyone else. You’re amazing, and so is everyone in the system. I’m so sorry for the hardships you have all gone through, but am thankful for the bond you all have forged with one another. Anything is easier when you have someone to anchor you.

Wow, we totally feel you in regards to your feelings about system roles. We're planning our own video about this but we used to try so hard to "categorise" ourselves and soon learned that for us personally, trying to give everyone a set role felt very limiting and stressful, as everyone thought that they constantly had to live up to their titles. It works for some systems, but not for us I guess! Anyway, super video as per usual, it was really nice to learn more about you :D Our little Ash (8-12 years old) is absolutely enthralled by you, he'd want to hang out if he could! Have a great day xo

@TheEntropySystem

6 жыл бұрын

I hang out with our 10 year old headmate Josh all the time. I’d love another little buddy! -Daniel

@Isaac-ep5ew

6 жыл бұрын

The Entropy System haha aww will pass that on ♥️ •alice

So nice. So sympathetic. I'm sure you'd be an awesome friend. ♡ happy New year to you Daniel :)

I'm new to the channel and getting to know all the alters is so cool but Daniel, you are totally my favorite. I would definitely be your friend! I'm loving all the videos everyone makes though. Keep up the good work ❤

Hey Daniel. :) I only found this channel yesterday, so I'm catching up on the videos. I don't know, but I don't think I have DID, even though I think it's VERY interesting to learn about. I do find a lot of recognition though, as I have multiple complex trauma, lasting from as early as first grade, all the way up to the present. I got autism, PTSD, asthma and Crohn's Disease. I'm now 26, and even my earliest diagnosis (autism) only came at age 17, and my latest (Crohn's Disease) came at age 25. That is how recently everything has been found out and acknowledged. All my life I've had been pushed into situations I couldn't handle, while being severely bullied without getting any protection when asked, and not any professional caregiver (teachers, coaches, government officials, jobcoaches, doctors, etc) believed that I was sick (Crohn's Disease), or that I am hypersensitive to pain (autism), or that my hyperventilation wasn't 'just stress' (asthma). My parents have their own childhood traumas, which left them incapable of knowing how to stand up for me. They took care of me and loved me, but didn't know how to protect me, as they didn't dare to stand up to officials. So neither did I. (We're learning as a whole family at therapy now) I think I never developed DID, because most of the seriously traumatising stuff happened since first grade, which is already at age 7. I do, however, have a few distinct personalities within myself. They are not completely seperate as in DID, but still there somehow. To me, I figured it's due to the combination of autism and PTSD. There's a theory that people with autism have multiple ages of development within them. Some parts develop slower, some parts faster, and some parts as everyone else. The exact parts differ per person with autism. So I read books to my class in kindergarten, but had no idea how to socialise (my parents might play a part here as well, but I couldn't teach myself by trial and error due to my autism either). I could problem solve like a 40 year old, and get lost like a 2 year old (I still get easily lost like an 8 year old now... thank God for navigation systems). I also have a delay in information processing speed. I got a verbal IQ of 111, and a performal IQ of 84. Can you imagine how split I feel on the inside? Am I an adult? Well, erm... In some ways yes, in some ways no. And this has become more and more distinct over time. Until some day I started feeling that I had a protective adult side inside me. Whenever things got too much to handle, it would tell me 'get up and stand up for yourself. Now!' And I would suddenly be strong and stand up for myself. Then afterwards, I would return to my normal self and cry about the situation. But not like DID. I don't feel like someone else. I'm fully me, and know what happened. I just feel different personality wise for a moment, and seem to be able to discuss things with this part of me. I just call this part of me 'big me' (as in 'adult me', but as a child you refer to adults as the big people, you see). Then there's small me... She exists as well. The part of me that never quite developed how to socialise, or deal with emotions. She's mostly crying, or throwing tantrums. When triggers go too far, and even big me can't stop them, little me steps in. I will feel my anger and sadness stack more and more, until I can't control myself anymore. I'll scream and yell at the person emotionally abusing me. I'll go as far as getting THEM in tears instead. I don't do it on purpose. I just lose control. I'm still fully aware though, and will feel horrible afterwards. It took a long time before I found proper help with this. Most therapists have no idea how to deal with trauma, and will mostly tell me off for being a rebel without a cause, and just throwing tantrums. Making the trauma (still not being heard!) even worse. Luckily I finally found a great psychologist in 2014. She has been, and still is, the best. She has specialised in both trauma and autism, and involves the whole family in therapy. I've had EMDR and CBT. This has been great to help me process the most intensive trauma bits. And she never judges me for tantrums, and is never hurt by them. And she encourages me to find a balance between being strong and being emotional. Right now, my trauma is doing great, and we'll start working on comforting the child in me, calming the adult in me, and trying to integrate them (yep, she did use those words though). So even though I don't think I have full blown DID, I can sorta relate in a different way. I don't have a big extensive headspace. They exist mostly in a kind of void. Unless they just won't show me, which could be possible. And I don't really hear them talk clearly, it's more like a thought that I never thought... I don't know how else to explain it. And they don't feel completely seperate. They feel like very distinct parts of me. That's why I don't feel like they have names, but are 'bigger me' and 'smaller me'. Just different stages of development that somehow started off on their own. I do have two moments in my life where I blacked out though. I never told anyone this, not even my psychologist. I hardly remember anything from 4th and 5th grade, and at one point in 9th grade I was in the bathroom, because I was sure it was break time, and then a classmate came looking for me, telling me class had started and I should be in class. I laughed it off, saying I was feeling unwell just to not alarm anyone, but I was actually very unsettled by that. I was already quite sure I had trauma, and thought by myself 'did I just black out?! Did it come to this already?!' I never dared tell anyone. Not even my psychologist. I do remember thinking 4th, 5th and 9th grade were the worst years of my life, and I was feeling suicidal in those years. I don't know if I just dissociated heavily, or if big or small me took over. No idea. Daniel, I think you're awesome. I think I'd be great friends with you if I knew you in real life. You remind me of my two best friends, so yes, you're the type of person that would be my best friend in my opinion. Stay awesome!

Hello Daniel, I know it is an old video, still as a new to the system male, I found it nice to see someone with a similar experience. Thanks, Ethan.

You just make me smile and feel OK about my awkwardness

I think you guys are awesome I only just stumbled onto the DID side of KZread last night cus I can never sleep on Christmas Eve but yeah I can't wait to see more !

I am so attracted (friendly way) to your personality and I think you’d be a great friend tbh, anyway great video Daniel, I never comment on stuff so like bye?

Daniel, I can understand in a way, not wanting to be called or rather, defined, by a single title or roll. It reduces everything that you are -a complex individual like everyone else- into something singular and one dimensional. For example, I'm the very artistic one in my family, but I'd hate to just be referred to as just the artist and never be acknowledged for anything else. I think titles can help people to understand the basic backbone role of someone, for example "Oh, they're a doctor, they help people," but lacks the real fleshing out of character that makes us all unique individuals. It was so great to get to know you better, and I look forward to seeing you more! I know this is an older video, my apologies for the very late comment, I'm just getting caught up. I went looking for videos to help me better understand my mother's DID, and I feel like I found much more than that. Sending much love and respect to you guys!

"I don't mind it, anymore... so much" I feel that's DID in a nutshell, we may be at an inflection point though.

You seem like a great person Daniel! I appreciate you sharing your point of view with us. I hope you can find more connection with others through you tube maybe? Are you up for pen pals or is in person more what you are looking for? I am sure plenty of us would write you!

Daniel you made me cry!! Im trans (female to male) and this hit really close to home and now I'm sobbing like a baby because you really touched my heart I love you so much

Whoo Wyn is so artistic. And Daniel you're sooo cool!

Hi! Would it be possible to post also Lito’s introduction? I really like that alter and I have been following your account for sometime now. That’s amazing how people easily create stigma around others! I wish you all best of luck and I’ll be looking forward to it! ❤️

You probably can’t go inside because you’re needed to stay close to wyn. I find it interesting that you can go in there when she is there. You are obviously linked to her.

DUDE YOU’RE SO CUTE AND CHILL I LOVE YOU

Okay I know this is really old, but I just want to say I've seen your videos and I would die to be Daniel's friend. Dan, I hope you have great friends in real life now. You deserve all the love in the world. You seem to have such an amazing personality and I wish I had a chance to actually get to know you. Cheers!

Nice to meet you Daniel ! Love the drawing

Daniel, I was struck sad when you mentioned how you feel in the head space like in a bubble separate from all but Wyn. You need a space there, too. Not just a bubble. Maybe I am speaking from total ignorance and there is a really good reason for the bubble and all...but if not...I hope you can stretch out a bit and see everyone and be part of the island or home in the headspace. Thank you for the video, too.

HI Daniel!!! I just start to watch your video and I love you so much!!!

Also, you might want to check out this song from Dear Even Handsin called Waving Through A Window. It’s kinda about feeling like you see the world but not quite touch it? I guess? I mean I’ve felt like some days I’m standing in groups but still not really there? You know? I don’t know. It’s weird to explain it but in a very different way I can kind of relate to feeling distant at points. I’m not making sense XD. Anyway, you’re not alone dude, everyone feels out of place at times but it’s important to remember that that’s okay, and that at the end of the day there are people who care about you and always will no matter what.

Yo Daniel! You’re pretty rad and I hope you find some good friends soon. I dig the signature beanie by the way :)

@TheEntropySystem

6 жыл бұрын

Thanks, man! -Daniel

I have an idea as to why you may not have a lot of access to the inner world Daniel. You said that you were really close to Wyn and can communicate with her well. I also know from another video that she doesn't have much access either, so I think that maybe because you are connected to her so well it makes you ability to access the inner world harder. That is just an idea I had, no validation behind it and no experience, I don't have DID but it is very interesting to hear and lurn about it and I totally love all of you guys!

Aww. Daniel is adorable!

Iv been searching for D.I.D friends for so long !! I wish there was a chat room or something to be able to chat with others like us.

@moontriskeletribe2796

3 жыл бұрын

Still up for friendships?

Daniel seems the kind of person I'd love to be friends with. And I was thinking about it before he commented he wanted a friend. Also, one of my best friends' name is Daniel, but like DaniEL, as in the Spanish pronunciation. lol

I really like Daniel

maybe the reason that u cant have much access is because wyns afraid ull see things and become more protective ? finding something else for her to fear ? i dunno just a thought

Hi Daniel!! wow, I'm way late on getting to these early videos. I too am a male trying to live in our female body, my dysphoria is pretty high at times. You are better than I am because I refuse to use the restroom when I'm out so my time is actually less than some of the other female alters. I am more than a protector but I will do what needs doing at any time, I also am the "father" figure for our children, we choose to call them our kids or children instead of littles because our boy children hate being called little LOL. I wanted to say hello and give a ^5 to my DID brother LOL. ~~ Gabe

Honestly I’d love to be your friend Daniel, you seem really really cool😂😂

We love these so much~Aydian

If it helps you any daniel, i find myself clicking on the videos that you are leading because you seem like one of the more chill alters.

I'd totally play video games with you Daniel, you seem like a really cool guy!

Hi, Daniel! You're really cool, and I'm glad we got to meet you!

im really sad that after talking so much about himself, people started hitting on him on social media and such and made him feel overwhelmed and uncomfortable. of course im sure that wasnt their intent but it still makes me sad that he felt uncomfortable by all that. i just wanted to say that you seem like a very cool guy daniel! ^^

Hello! holdnarrytight from tumblr here. Daniel sounds really cool

i love you guys!

Hi Daniel! I just discovered this Chanel. I am very interested to learn more about your other heamates and learn more about DID. I don't have it but I am incredibly intrigued by it. I had no idea it was anything like it is. All I thought was that people with DID are weird and need help but I never stoped to think what it would be like and how it truly is. Anyway.. Just wanted to say hi.

I volunteer to be Daniel’s buddy!!!

nice drawing!

I would like to know more about how switching works. In other videos it sounded like switching happened pretty quickly and some alters have control over it. So I don't understand why Daniel would be out in a situation he was uncomfortable with.

hiya!!! I am in the process of figuring out my system. how do you identify a fragment as opposed to a full alter? Daniel says he started out as a fragment. My question to him is did he know he was a fragment when he was or did he figure that out after he became a full alter? please forgive me if i have offended anyone by using wrong terminology, i am still learning. please keep up doing all that you do. you are magnificent!!!

Daniel seems so responsible for being only 19. Super cool guy. Fucking rad.

Me with the companion thing, just ONE solid good companion and I'm good. That's all I need.

Aw it's so wonderful to meet you Daniel. I just found you guys today. I'm looking forward to meeting everyone. I do have a question about the videos though it seems like you do a lot of editing and cut things out, why is that?

@TheEntropySystem

6 жыл бұрын

Mostly we just cut out any long pause or “um” that pops up. We also try to keep our video time down to something that is accessible to the average browser. Before editing, this was about 30 minutes long! -Wyn

"Younger than the body... try not to think about that too much" MOOD from the younger alters... and also the host, here... lmao help 😭

Daniel you seem really cool! i have a friend with alters too and he's also called daniel (he's also 19). i would so be your friend though my socializing skills is bad

Hey Daniel! Your awesome, make more vids about you and your interests.

I’m up since 4 in the morning and found these vids 😂 I would be friends with Daniel, then we can listen to bands 😂👌🏻

Daniel you are so awsome and cool person! :D I'd totally be your friend! :33

I think you are super cool Daniel

Ok, I'm not a system (I have 2 alters and one's a big persecutor, one's just sort of properly surfacing now) but Daniel seems like someone I would get along with

Can someone explain to me how they can communicate between each person and know so much about themselves/be so aware of each other? Genuinely would like to know as I feel so uneducated about this! Like how did they communicate with each other to film and edit this

@TheEntropySystem

6 жыл бұрын

We have developed pretty solid communication with one another. We're able to talk in the headspace and organize things like these videos. -Wyn

I think Wyn keeps you outside the inner world more because she wants you with her outside more! Daniel is very cool

I'm super curious-You remember exactly when you were "born" and the situation and everything. How did you make sense of that? Like did you know you were an alter separate from Wyn? Did you understand what was going on?

Who wouldn't love hanging out w/ you Daniel? I've got 3 brothers & 3 adopted brothers so I'm much better at guy best friends than girl. I even ride my own motorcycle & live for college football then pro. I'm sure you'll find someone 2 chill w/.

Dude I'd love to talk anime with you and would totally love being your friend in general! Hope you see this so we can hang out sometime!

yo daniel!! you seem like a cool dude!

@TheEntropySystem

6 жыл бұрын

I am ;) -Daniel

I'd totally be your friend!

I'll be your friend of you want to, you seem super cool to hang with ^^

I Like Daniel, he seems pretty cool

don't worry your much more than a title Daniel

I really like you, dono, you seem so nice.

Daniel seems so cool haha

You'll find a friend soon enough, I think Daniel. I know that I'd hang out with you if the opportunity arose

I love meeting the alters

A) you’re so lovely B) I’ll be your UK friend!

Just speculation, but maybe you don’t have as much access to the inner world because you are tethered to wyn the most? It would explain why you can go further when wyn is also in the headspace, you can go further because she has followed you in a few layers 🤷‍♀️

Hey Daniel! I think you're really cool and I'd love to be friends! Can I ask a question, though? I know the long term goal of your system is integration. Does the idea of integration ever made you (Daniel) sad?

Dude I'd love to be your friend!

what video games are you into Daniel? 😁

@TheEntropySystem

6 жыл бұрын

Liz K Resident Evil is definitely my number one favorite series. Right now Wyn and I are working our way through Horizon Zero Dawn and it’s pretty great so far, too. -Daniel

I want be daniels soul mate friend; to be concise.

I want to be Daniels friend.

Kinda love Daniel. Dude I’ll be your friend 😂

I think it would be super interesting to be friends with both a host and a headmate separately! It'd probably be a lot like being friends with identical twins. I think I would be friends with you if I met you, Daniel, especially because I'm genderqueer and can relate to being uncomfortable in a body. 👍

You seem cool Daniel, I’ll be your friend if you’d like

ILL BE YOUR FRIEND DANIEL

I'll be you're friend!

Daniel odd question since u don’t like being called protector how about knight? (lol) ps u seem like a chill cool dude and I’d totally want to hang with ya.

Hey Daniel... I think ur so awesome man.. I'd really love to be ur friend, even if we just text and talk and stuff that would be really cool

i think I may be an alter. please help me

Omg I he's amazing I would be your friend u seem super fucking cool

Low key have a crush on Daniel 😁

How do the alters pick their names?

@themintlyill1502

5 жыл бұрын

Markel1970A Gamez they just pick or one of the alters will pick

I want to be Daniel’s friend

Hey is daniel free? i love new friends

What if you whan date someone

Daniel the anime boy

hey, is Daniel free..haha love that..btw i want to be ur friend :)