'Counting to fifteen' because Troye used to count when he got anxious and also he came out when he was 15

@aime7311

5 жыл бұрын

Thx for that I didn't know it

@powero9

5 жыл бұрын

It's 50 tho

@user-zb2vr8lj6k

5 жыл бұрын

Aman Samant currently crying

@jayshypinka1766

5 жыл бұрын

Be It he only sings that part 12 times . Drives me crazy that he don't song it 15 times

@dianagomez9558

4 жыл бұрын

:0000

If God wanted everyone to be the same, he would have made only one person

@munirahabdulaziz233

6 жыл бұрын

that is why God made humans in 2 genders.. to complete each other!

@maddypandy1013

6 жыл бұрын

+Munirah Abdul Aziz What about the lesbians and gays that complete each other . Ur missing the point here , buddy

@meganrandall9462

6 жыл бұрын

That reminds of the quote from saved with Mandy Moore

@jojosiwashairline5711

6 жыл бұрын

Munirah Abdul Aziz why would god hate me if he’s the one that made this way?

@jojosiwashairline5711

5 жыл бұрын

lilsofen he sure as hell did, I didn’t choose to be this way you fucking homophobe.

this songs makes me cry but its ok bc a e s t h e t i c

@blakerold8047

7 жыл бұрын

dræm girl just for saying that, you are now my a e a s t h e t i c

@loulirose6302

6 жыл бұрын

me too all of troye's songs do this to me hé 's unic..👑👑👑✔

@leikamusic

5 жыл бұрын

Same, this song hit my feelings ahah

@pamelaindahlistiani8316

4 жыл бұрын

yeah aesthetic arts is the best...

@EdhellenCuar

4 жыл бұрын

this is so fucking insensitive lmfao

*its okay if you're not yet ready, i promise its gonna be okay*

@kiwi3349

3 жыл бұрын

i really needed this, man, thanks

@zoremihmar6178

3 жыл бұрын

Exactly what i need to hear today. Thank u ❤

@moonlight_moss5909

3 жыл бұрын

Okay, So I cried when I read this just now.

@jungtae5544

3 жыл бұрын

269th like 💩😈

why does this have so less views im questioning humanity

@babycore8239

7 жыл бұрын

ikr ):

@javajolt9252

7 жыл бұрын

the official m/v has 11,028,435

@alexoregzaga6265

6 жыл бұрын

Because fuck actual talent and thoughtful lyrics lets make lil pump the top of the charts

@paytonfreund9138

6 жыл бұрын

alex oregzaga I know, it makes *total* sense!

@saraha451

5 жыл бұрын

ButOrange because this is just a lyric video. Most people say the official music video which has 17 million views

The meaning behind this(it’s not really cuz “without losing a piece of me,how do I get to heaven” and basically him talking about how he doesn’t want to change an important part of him because he’s worried he won’t be accepted into heaven)it makes me cry thinking about all the confusion and Oof I’ll leave now baiii

@kiersten20013

5 жыл бұрын

Maeve Ramsey 😂😂🤦🏽‍♀️

@kiersten20013

5 жыл бұрын

My name JeHHff I think it’s also talking about Heaven as ‘happiness’ meaning he wants to be happy, but not other people’s happy if it means he can’t be too. I’m super confused rn because I’m coming out to my family slowly but I know God made and loves me no matter what and it took me a long time to rediscover it because I’m not a straight Christian. Also, have things worked out since last year? 😊

I just came out to my mom. Two years ago, i remember she was shouting “you’re a disappointment , you’re sick”, while she was crying. In those times, she discovered i was going out with a girl, and when she realized it, the only thing that crossed my mind was to lie about it. I said that i was just carried by the moment. Idk why and how she believed me. My dad said me she couldn’t sleep those days. For 2 entire years, i believed it was all my fault. I felt very guilty, and i still do. That moment, ruined my whole life. I lied for almost 2 years, but today i just couldn’t take it anymore. And i just said it. She’s not proud of me, that is not even close to happen, but this time, she didn’t shout at me. She wasn’t crying. And she ate dinner with me, we were laughing. Right now she’s in her bed sleeping like a sleeping beauty. You just have to wait till the right moment. In the end, things are going to go well; bc that is how it works. I thought my mom will never “forgive me”, but she “did”. So i say to you: it is possible, because for me was possible. For me, at the end, the impossible was possible. So go on.

@violettasykes8532

5 жыл бұрын

How are you??

@ajazmin68

5 жыл бұрын

Glad u found the strength. U are AWESOME!

@acedcoffee6934

3 жыл бұрын

I'm.so.glad it went well. Keep up being awesome :3

@disneyfan3540

2 жыл бұрын

My mom went through my texts where I came out to my friend as trans and cried because "I'll always be her daughter." That was two yeats ago, and I'm closeted. Again.

@disneyfan3540

2 жыл бұрын

*years Lol I was so sad when I wrote this and then I laughed altogether too much at my typo.

I actually think God loves all the people,gay bisexual or whatever.

@Emma-tf7tc

3 жыл бұрын

He does why did you think he doesn’t?? He loves everyone even if you turned away from him will always love you. No matter how much wrong you’ve done in your life will never change the way God loves you❤️ (I’m bi btw I just didn’t want you to think I’m some homophobic person who is saying this)

@exlncore7570

Жыл бұрын

No

beautiful. i'm not in the LGBTQ+ community, but y'all deserve more than that "heaven" where you lose a part of yourself. God made you like this for a reason. Don't hide, live your live the way you want to, not the way others want you to. It may be harder than confining to other's ideas of you, but its better than being on your deathbed and realizing that your life was wasted being lived for someone else. I'm not saying this to just the LGBTQ+ community, I'm saying it to everyone. Don't become a doctor cause your parents are forcing you to, don't give up someone you love cause they aren't the same gender as you, don't quit something you love cause others are forcing you to. If, maybe it all goes wrong, you can at thee very least know that your life ended the way it did because of you, not because someone else chose your path for you. Anyways, this was super cheesy but I hope it helped someone feel better? idk skkssks

@Lunaliiii

5 жыл бұрын

This made me cry and I'm not part of lgbt but it was so well said😭

@apurbabhattacharjee8346

5 жыл бұрын

Im not even a part of lgbtq community but this comnt made me emo

@null-wj1sd

5 жыл бұрын

thank you, im crying a lot

@sharnaday8816

5 жыл бұрын

A Random Weirdo :) woah nicely put and good message to always be you’re self no matter what 💜🏳️‍🌈

@34weaselsinatrenchcoat11

4 жыл бұрын

thank you currently lying in my bed after lying that I'm sick cuz I'm too depressed to go to practice, I'm not in a good mental place rn and this meant a lot to me

I am a muslim girl and the fact that the people who don't believe in god or that they are gay will not go to heaven makes me feel so sad because I've known alot of people who don't believe in what I believe but that didn't change the fact that they are all good people, they do their best and they've never meant to hurt anyone I mean they don't really deserve to go to hell when I ever think about it I start to cry , sometimes I wish that we are wrong I wish we could all go to heaven and be happy.

@ethernity7577

4 жыл бұрын

i'm muslim and i feel the same way and honestly i think if someone is truly a good person they'll eventually go to heaven or at least i hope so

@lunathelecter115

3 жыл бұрын

I'm Muslim too but I can't even think about coming out cause I'll be murdered either by my parents or by the government :)) But no worries we're in the same family and we will support eachother no matter what :) Keep up the good work and may God bless us all🙌🏻♥️

@babycakelings

3 жыл бұрын

If you believe your god is truly good, you’ll also believe he will take honest pity on those who don’t believe and therefore sin because of it. So don’t feel sad, they’ll be up there with you one day.

@AbdulMannan-jx1yc

2 жыл бұрын

Thats pretty sweet coming from a muslim since i never see this anyway. I am a Muslim, gay Teenage boy and honestly For the past 3 years I have been denying my sexuality non stop until I was forced to come in terms with it since I had no choice(I was pretty sucidal).. But long story short, I am content with it(Proud of it now) but i know the society wont be sooo...yeah seeing a muslim being concerned gives me hope.

@mennahany2670

2 жыл бұрын

@@AbdulMannan-jx1yc I am proud of you too❤. I know that living in such a society is really hard and it can be dangerous, so please take care of yourself

I get this song is about him being gay, but I see heaven as an abstract utopia, and a perfect utopia can’t have imperfect people, and we’re all imperfect, even if we all get into heaven, we’ll all be losing a part of ourselves.

@beepmeepxoxo

6 жыл бұрын

Metsehafe Henok somehow that made me even sadder

@metsehafehenok7617

6 жыл бұрын

Slytherin Ravenclaw Well, I think if we got into heaven and lost our imperfections, we wouldn’t be the same. Everything we might be might be held together by our imperfections.

@ChicaStones

6 жыл бұрын

that summarise it pretty well, I find this message bautiful

@luctisonus

6 жыл бұрын

I thought the same thing actually

@kamal32758

6 жыл бұрын

I kinda feel the same duh

I haven’t listened to this song in a while but every time i do, i get an...almost sad feeling in my chest. It’s like, I wish I could fall in love. I wish I could have that teenage rebellious romance that mostly everyone goes through.

feeling like this right now

@valariemeyer6496

6 жыл бұрын

what a mood im here for anyone

i appreciate how christian this sounds. the way the lyrics are written, the way they sing, the instrumentals- it all sounds exactly like a song you would hear attending church. usually a bad thing in my book, but when it comes to criticizing christianity or religious trauma topics the symbolism works wonderfully.

Without losing a piece of me how do I get to heaven ?! Without changing a piece of me how do I get to heaven ?! DEEP

@isabelaszmenezes

5 жыл бұрын

u right!

this song is actually really easy to understand,but so deep at the same time

The fact that my best friend and so many other people relate to this, feel this breaks my heart. I hope they get the heaven they deserve. If they dont get to heaven, then i dont want a heaven that doesnt accept them.

Recently accepted myself as lesbian. My own internalized homophobia has held me back so many wasted years. I’ve got it now, and I don’t want heaven.

I'm bisexual but I don't want to come out because I'm scared of how differently everyone will treat me Edit: Thank you guys for all of the love and support!! I really appreciate it! I actually came out to both of my parents and it went really well!! And I'm talking to a girl right now soo 🥰🥰🥰 Update: Me and that girl didn't work out lmao 🤣 but I've since came out to friends and they're really accepting! I lost my grandpa though since he doesnt want a gay granddaughter, but thank you guys for all the support 🥰💕💕

@JH-rx3og

5 жыл бұрын

aly pritchett same...

@minsugagenius2831

5 жыл бұрын

Same... But I can't more ;(

@rita9942

4 жыл бұрын

As a fellow bi I hope it goes well or went well ❤️

@ginger8556

4 жыл бұрын

Same, I only told my lesbian friend 🤧

@soullessmasquerader8420

4 жыл бұрын

Okay from my experience I lost a lot of people but if they leave you they were never you’re friends and I felt so much better whenever I came out I could finally be myself and I didn’t need to hide anymore

God I love this so much. I'm Christian and biromantic (Asexual) but I used to identify as bisexual. And I remember when I felt my life turn around and become closer with God, I also felt like I was wrong for liking boy AND girls, even if I was conformable with it for several years. While I still relate to this song, I feel like God can look at me for me rather than who I'm attracted to

@oogabooga5510

4 жыл бұрын

:)💜💜

THIS IS SO SAAAAAAD :( IM NOT PART OF LGBT BUT I CAN FEEL THEM SO MUCH....

@starryviolets3029

6 жыл бұрын

thank you

@bibikhan1584

5 жыл бұрын

Honestly same; you can feel the meaning through his vocals and the lyrics.

@junghoe-shook6435

5 жыл бұрын

Alin Liandisshanti same. I wanna hug them one by one

@34weaselsinatrenchcoat11

4 жыл бұрын

@@junghoe-shook6435 ..but I don't like hugs

@ethernity7577

4 жыл бұрын

@@34weaselsinatrenchcoat11 **hug** get used to them

500th time listening to this song and it still gives me chills.

@paytonfreund9138

6 жыл бұрын

I’m not good with usernames nice name mate

@isaacmaze7897

5 жыл бұрын

me in 2019

@Cristobels-Green-Boots

2 жыл бұрын

🙏🏻💔🙏🏽

This song really makes me so sad, especially the part 'counting to fifteen' because I'm turning fifteen in a few months, meaning I'm gonna grow up and leave my childhood for good, and get prepared for adulthood and unwanted responsibilities 😭😭

@summerghost6551

6 жыл бұрын

It's Dev5516 i really needed your advice right now. Thanks

@MandeepSingh-ul2jz

2 жыл бұрын

Heyy

I love this song so much. please keep writing more song troye u are amazing.

@tebawihyeee1889

5 жыл бұрын

Yohany Mendoza I share your opinion💞💕☀️

I'm at a point in my life where I'm relating to this song a lot cause I've been trying to reconcile my sexuality with my religion and I'm so sad

@starryviolets3029

6 жыл бұрын

yeah i grew up in the catholic community and they are quite toxic when it comes to sexuality, so i just dropped them as a part of my life. i feel so much better now. but even if you don't want to stop believing, there are always other gay believers in any religion so you could try seeing it from their point of view and how to be happy with both :)

@josueab8880

6 жыл бұрын

It's painful :(

@josueab8880

5 жыл бұрын

@Ella Halanski The bible states homosexuals will not inherit the kingdom of God. It's all over the bible. :(

@josueab8880

5 жыл бұрын

@Alan Davis Should I just ignore the bible then or pick and choose?

@josueab8880

5 жыл бұрын

@Alan Davis I have prayed about it but I can't see a different interpretation of the scriptures. I feel they're pretty clear and that gives me no hope I could ever follow Jesus if I'm not willing to change.

Even I'm straight, I can relate to this song

Since I'm a coward I'll just write it here. I love you Rivensca. Even though we cant be together, your mom against us so did my whole familiy, we separate not just by sea but religion and family but still i hope someday you'll find this video and read this. I'm still love you and I'll always do. I hope everything much better to you. I'm still praying for your happiness. Sincerely, V.

this was my comming out song I rember My mom Finding me Kissing with my boyfriend and she got mad and told me to meet her home. I went home and sent her this video And told her to try to read the lyrics (she is Chinnese) she did and Came crying a told me to forgive her. I love my mom so much. My dad didnt took it well at all but He must be over it by now

@MandeepSingh-ul2jz

2 жыл бұрын

I just hope its this easy for everybody else.

I am already in heaven while listening to this

@isabelaszmenezes

5 жыл бұрын

mee too

@gaypridemydudes1794

5 жыл бұрын

i freakin looove ur username or whatever tf it’s called i looove the x factor video diaries

@skzanarchist

4 жыл бұрын

bruh ce line is it you? do you remember me? from twitter👉👈

“Trying to embrace the picture I paint and color me free.” Those lyrics get me every time! This song honestly means a lot to me. I know it’s about Troye being gay, and it means a lot to him, but it means a lot to me in an entirely different way. This song is beautiful.

Thanks for the Music...Troye!!!! Am very Happy that you are there. Your Songs go under my Skin and touch my Heart!!! Thanks

I can relate to this so much I’m crying

This has my heart

got me fucking screaming WITHOUT LOSING A PIECE OF ME HOW DO I GET TO HEAVEN??? WITHOUT CHANGING A PART OF ME HOW DO I GET TO HEAVEN??????

@td1574

2 жыл бұрын

fr

I am someone who is a Christian and who believes in God, and through that I know that the way to Heaven isn't through perfection. The way to Heaven is through believing in God and accepting your salvation. You can be who you are and still get to Heaven. That is what Christianity is supposed to be about, loving one another. It is not about condemnation or judgment. Every single person has lied, yet liars can still get to Heaven. God makes you who you are for a reason, so don't let a corrupt world tell you otherwise. There is only one way to Heaven: and you don't have to lose any piece of yourself to get there

Even though Blue Neighborhood is an older album I still lose myself listening back through it. Troye is using his voice to try and show people love is love

this song means so much more now that i have seen him perform this live

i don't want heaven. i want acceptance.

@aura8808

3 жыл бұрын

Ify

I’m crying right now and the fact that listening to this song right now makes me wanna cry even more

I think i'm about to cry

i'm not in the LGBTQ+ but i really love troye . He inspired not only the people in LGBTQ+ community but also everyone who listens to his music.

It’s hard when you’re are confused, you don’t even understand who you really are. You want to be free, but there’s something inside of you pulling you back. And the moment you want to share your thoughts to someone, yet you keep doubting on how will they accept you. So, you will just end up with yourself.

@isaachanson5984

2 жыл бұрын

I’m with you and still keep it to myself. hope you’re clear now and enjoying. Best wishes.

I have to say this, because it is so important: you do not need to reject religion in order to embrace your sexuality, nor does your sexuality impede upon your religious faith. There are ways to reconcile the two. It is not impossible.

@mehdielnejmaoui8161

5 жыл бұрын

how?

@meanymercy3256

4 жыл бұрын

Some of us don't want heaven. Let us be

@trickeykid58

4 жыл бұрын

@@Agent-cj5uk so true.. why indeed??

@remigal899

3 жыл бұрын

@@meanymercy3256 Then this doesn’t go for you and those that don’t. Let’s not be disrespectful because The comment wasn’t directed towards non religious people therefore your comment was unnecessary and stupid. 🧏🏽

Does anyone else relate to this song... for someone else? I'm personally not apart of the LGBTQ+ community but almost all of my friends are. Trans ftm, lesbian, 2 bi, pan, I think one is even gay( though he hasn't came out yet), and I feel for them. Recently, my friends have all been coming out and I admire them a lot for it, saying as most of their parents don't believe in that. Love you A, H, As, Ad, Al, and C (wow so many A's)

This message of this song speaks to me in many ways.

This song reminds me of the line in angel baby “you gave up heaven so we could be together”

I love it soooo much ❤💛💚💙💜

this song is so inspirational

Living in an asian and religious household, this definitely helps me a lot

troye is so underrated, he deserves better

i came out as bisexual to my religious mom today i was so nervous and terrified she was going to hate me or look at me differently. we were talking about toxic relationships and how people should wait to have sex so they know if its the right person, i told my mom i need to talk to her about something and she said OK and i told her not right now im not ready and she said come on you can't just do that i told her don't worry it's not about sex and she said is it about sexuality and i said noo...yeaaa and she said well your not lesbian because you like boys so are you bisexual? i just started crying my eyes out she said it's okay i told her i thought she would hate me if i told her she said she would never hate me and i couldn't stop crying i felt so free and not like i was hiding a part of myself from the person i love most in this world. btw im 15

Simply lovely! There’s a great dynamic, like, there’s such beautiful stillness in the quiet passages, & a great deal going on in the ‘deep’ parts: a real Sense of conflict, which a person contemplating coming out might well experience.... I really love this beautiful recording, & I’m sharing it with others, including my youngest daughter, who came out at age 19...much to my relief! 🙏🏻🌹🙏🏽

I always know that I'm not straight, that I could also like girls, since I was a kid because when I was a kid, my first crush was a girl and I remember that I always tell myself "this is wrong" and "I should like guy" because I use to think girls are for boys and same goes with the boys but I couldn't stop myself from liking her. As I grew up, I met new people and I learned that there's this LGBT community. I'm really curious what is this community and I really like that there are also other unique people around here. I'm now aware about the third sex and, with the help of my queer friends, I figured out that I'm a polysexual(someone who is attracted to many genders). I was happy because I'm a part of the LGBTQ+ Community. I used to not care what people think of who I am and how I act because I love being myself and I use to think no one has to know what I am cause who cares? I'm just gonna be me. I really like this gay person, who I thought is bi, and when I found out he is gay, I started to like him more. Honestly, I prefer gay guys over straight guys. There is something appealing about gays than guys and I couldn't find the answers why. Anyways, I really don't care because he's still a boy and he consider himself as a boy but his soul and heart is gay. Then, one day, I met this new girl in our school, I'm also a new student but I used to study at our school so I know some people and they know me and I could still recognize these place. At first, I don't care about the new girl until she decided to enter my life. I wasn't really that sociable but I'm not an introvert, probably I'm an ambivert, depends on my mood. I find her annoying and stubborn but once I get to know her, she was really sweet and genuine. I'm a depress and anxious person, till now, and I have this illness that if feel too much of an emotion, I'll lost my control of breathing and faint. Every time I want to be alone, I always see her everywhere, she's always everywhere and at first, it irritates me but when we became friends, I just kinda love that about her. I remember my old self when I see her and there's this one time that she proved to me that she wasn't like others. Then, suddenly, I find her.....attractive. Like, I just want her there by my side for no reason at all. I like looking at her face, even if it's not the prettiest face, I find her really attractive. After feeling something weird, I became anxious. I start to worry because what if I'm falling for her? I can't fall for her. She likes boys and I'm...this! I don't want to destroy our friendship just because I feel something for her. I start to care of what will my family think of me, my straight friends, classmates, and others. I felt horrible because why does it had to be her? Why can't be a he? or any guy but just a GUY! We've been close friends for 5 months till now and the longer I'm with her, the deeper how I felt for her. This i making me anxious and depress at the same time, I actually want her but I can't and it's just sad.

@Cristobels-Green-Boots

2 жыл бұрын

@Jemherka Chen: can I suggest that you need to spend time with yourself? This beautiful song really sums up the conflict that you feel...it will work it’s way out, in time, & there’s nothing to gain by beating yourself up over feelings which are part of growing up... Look inward & find something inside yourself that you know you can trust, & maybe work with that...befriend & cultivate yourself: From Brighton 🌈 UK, take care & be well! 🙏🏻🌹🙏🏽

I just want to cry when I first listened to this song although I didn't understand the meaning (because I 'm not good at listening skills in English). Everyone deserves to be loved.They have their right to be who they want

One of the best Troye Sivan songs ever!

I really need one hour of this.. in a loop

After quite a couple of years This song still makes me weep.

this songs means a lot for me, thanks for this beautiful video

this is Love. thank you.

I love your videos

@babycore8239

7 жыл бұрын

tysm

So if iam losing a piece of me maybe i dont want heaven gets me everytime😭

Being your true self is like being in heaven. so, just be who you are and don't fake anything for society. You are truly amazing as you're and people who truly love you will accept you, no matter what the situation will be.

This song is perfect for me plus there is a deeper meaning to it!!

Troys's lyrics and his song's meaning is totally precious

I saw many comments about scared to come out this shows how these homophobic people made you guys!! What is all this about coming out! There should be no such thing as coming out! It's just a person who has different perspective!! I may not be in LGBT community but I want to say that I love all of you people!!! And those who are scared should be not!!! There are people like us who will accept you no matter what!! So don't be scared to open up!! I love you people!! 💜💜

@bookwormd8627

Жыл бұрын

thats great but they don't mean anything when its just a heartfelt message from a straight person.

all of you have beautiful and/or heartbreaking stories. i just wanna say: you are all valid. no one gets to tell you otherwise. it's okay if you're afraid to come out, take your time. it's okay if you haven't figured it out yet, take your time. it's okay if you aren't able to come in terms with your sexuality, take your time. take your time because you deserve it. your existence is true and valid no matter what. it's okay to love and you don't have to have any regrets about it. the world would make you feel insecure but fuck them. the world is selfish and cruel. they get no right to question you or your love. please don't ever let them get you. please remember you and your love is valid and equal

The fact that I want to come out to my parents but I can't is just-

i finally came out to my friend today

LOVE THIS SONG!

Beautiful song, he expressed his feeling in this song❤

i'm glad i found ur acc

i remember listening to this specific lyric video on full screen with the screen pointed towards my guardian because i was too scared to come out on my own

Damn, this hit hard.

It's been years and this song means so much to me. About queerness, bisexuality, but also I just got out of a soul-crushing school and I want to go back to what I loved to do before those years, and it is slowly coming back. I don't want their heaven, I just want my truth.

I am straight but no judgment here. The song is damn masterpiece though.

His song make me fine. All of his song is wonderful. so, everyday I listen his songs

Happiness over anything. We don’t need heaven. We need each other and to be happy. ❤️

I love you so much Safiya my dad hates that I'm gay and I'm sorry we can't be together but I love you so goddamn much and I promise you I always will.

@thedemagorgon7361

6 жыл бұрын

phandom forever Aww

@danandphilrats2058

5 жыл бұрын

hehe phandom

@GabrielSiddiq

4 жыл бұрын

Cries.

@Meena-iy6he

4 жыл бұрын

oh my god im so sorry if im making a wrong assumption here but isnt Safiya a muslim name? I grew up in a muslim country so i know the names, but i also know how homophobic most muslims are. and even if i was wrong, i really, really hope you get your happy ending. god knows you deserve it.

I came out to my parents yesterday night.!🙌🏼

@breyerriggs8088

5 жыл бұрын

Leïka Migneault Really cool🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

@jasmineocean

5 жыл бұрын

That's amazing! You're really brave!

@jewelbraganza3950

5 жыл бұрын

Leïka Migneault 222222222

@arshiastrash

3 жыл бұрын

you're amazing!!

such a underrated song :(

Happy pride everybody :) I hope all of you find happiness and love no matter who you are and if you are not in a place right now where you feel safe to be who you are please remember that it gets better and don’t lose hope ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

this song has hurt since i was 11. i’m 15 now and even though my environment is “accepting,” i can’t help but feel judged. in a time where homophobia is cool and many kids at my high school are pretty religious, i get people acting completely different when i come out to them. they just feel more distant and uncomfortable around me. i’m lucky enough to have an accepting family, even if i’m technically not out to them yet. i live in a majority liberal area in the northern united states. but people, especially straight guys, just constantly call people f****ts and shout that they hate gay people in school. high school has made me more insecure about my sexuality, to the point where i just feel like telling someone about it would be an embarrassment or burden on them.

I knew this guy (never talked to him) in this reunion of my father's friends and a month later saw his mom post "my son came out to me thank God I hadn't bought gold bangles for my daughter in law lol, any way I'm supportive and love him nevertheless." on facebook. Note that the my country is homphobic as fuck so I felt happy for him that his mom is 'supportive'. But then when I saw him again a month later but this time the past cheery light in him was gone, I wanted to go talk or ask what's wrong but lacked the guts. A week ago he comitted suicide and the note said "not going to heaven anyway so what does it matter?" I don't kno why he did that or what actually happened but now I can't stop crying. I wish there was something I could change but now it's too late

When i heard it for first time i cried

This song reminds me of a someone and its literally so beautiful aaaaaa

Playing this song in the car with my super religious grandma who I haven't come out to yet. Wish me luck.

I’m here because of Enhypen Sunoo’s music playlist

I loved this song, then I saw that the meaning was behind him being gay. I love this song more now. -Gay Lover here, nice to meet you-

@TraciCaldwell83

6 жыл бұрын

Monster kittycat12 I love this song to just not the gay part

@paytonfreund9138

6 жыл бұрын

Traci Caldwell That's the entire song.

Already in heaven! ! !

Beautiful!

"trying to set straight the lines that i trace" ouch my heart😔❤️

I came to the song after watching “Boy Erased” a movie Troye made an appearance in. I kept thinking of this song as I watched, and listening to it afterwards made everything ten times more emotional. I HIGHLY recommend it! I very much enjoyed the movie, and HELLO??? Troyes in it! Why wouldn’t you watch it?

Hello darkness my old friend.

The first time i heard this i was immediately captivated until i reached the part where it sang kind of fifteen i was like wait “kind of fifteen”? What does it mean? Thats why after all this time i finally checked the lyrics it was actually counting to fifteen😅 and i just found out what it meant to troye💝

Without changing a part of me how do I get to heaven. If I’m losing a part of me mabey I don’t want heaven. Deeper meaning in those lyrics!!

@azuxiaxuximiax367

5 жыл бұрын

andythecalamity right😭😭😭

i miss 2016 :(

why is this the only song that calms me down?

"Without losing a piece of me, Without changing a pice of me. If I'm losing a piece of me, Maybe I don't want heaven." First thing I would say Be confident in everything you do that you don't have to lie about it. Change yourself, it's hard, but i guess it's worth it. Why? Just keep in mind that what your parents have done for you.

welp, this one hit a bit too close to home

What a powerful song