New & related video "Mental Illness Portrayed Through Art" up now: kzread.info/dash/bejne/dH-ZmMumadueiJs.html&ab_channel=WesterLund :)

@Aron2O2013

2 жыл бұрын

First :troll:

@oliverkoch8211

2 жыл бұрын

Dansk?

@losthesporething355

Жыл бұрын

I might be 29 years old with dementia, but I might be 29 years old with dementia

@Voidi-Void

Жыл бұрын

Please, @@losthesporething355, It's been 20 years. Come back to us. This isn't the person I met at the docks 50 years ago.

@losthesporething355

Жыл бұрын

@@Voidi-Void I might be 29 years old with dementia, but I might be 29 years old with dementia but i might be 29 years old with dementia, but I might be 29 years old with dementia

When you don't have dementia but your adhd messes with your memory

@bonkboi5820

3 жыл бұрын

Adhd is like being drunk, hyper, and high all at the same time.

@KonnaroTaro

3 жыл бұрын

I have ADHD and I kinda felt this...

@bnuuy

3 жыл бұрын

tally hall pfp? in a caretaker comments section? it's more likely than you think!

@mac6na6na26

3 жыл бұрын

adhd mood

@yungpm

3 жыл бұрын

Felt that

why the fuck did youtube think it was okay to slip this into an al bowlly mix i was listening to

@shannontan2553

3 жыл бұрын

it forgot.

@denseslide366

3 жыл бұрын

It wants to prepare you

@mfbloc9549

3 жыл бұрын

Maybe it didn't. You did.

@schmoogledoink2738

3 жыл бұрын

A warning.

@unironicdoomer614

3 жыл бұрын

That must’ve been fucking terrifying before you noticed what was happening

Heartaches is about how painful it is to hold onto memories. Everywhere At The End of Time is about how painful it is to lose them.

@mauriciodanielmartinezreye5130

Ай бұрын

wow... never tought of it that way but it actually makes sense

@TeraChad23

Ай бұрын

I know exactly what i feel reading this but i can't put it into words, like a memory i barely remember but can't forget.

@panguskhan2825

Ай бұрын

Thank you for this tonal whiplash

@mamoru_zombie

5 күн бұрын

Life is painful in general, it seems.

The transition from heartaches to burning memory really shows the diffrence between the two and the amazing job caretaker did with portraying dementia

@KungeNelson

2 жыл бұрын

The transition from heartaches to burning memory really shows the diffrence between the two and the amazing job caretaker did with portraying dementia

@KungeNelson

2 жыл бұрын

The transition from heartaches to burning memory really shows the diffrence between the two and the amazing job caretaker did with portraying dementia

@KungeNelson

2 жыл бұрын

The transition from heartaches to burning memory really shows the diffrence between the two and the amazing job caretaker did with portraying dementia

@KungeNelson

2 жыл бұрын

The transition from heartaches to burning memory really shows the diffrence between the two and the amazing job caretaker did with portraying dementia

@KungeNelson

2 жыл бұрын

The transition from heartaches to burning memory really shows the diffrence between the two and the amazing job caretaker did with portraying dementia

this is when im dissociating in public

@anrylstudios

3 жыл бұрын

Hi

@MythSpeed

3 жыл бұрын

@@anrylstudios henlo

@anrylstudios

3 жыл бұрын

why is this so accurate like wth

@MythSpeed

3 жыл бұрын

@@anrylstudios yeah everyone felt it even me i forgot why i am even here aswell

@eddiegavidia134

3 жыл бұрын

What?

Al Bowlly never knew how much his song was gonna fuck with our heads

@Vintage_Andrew99

3 жыл бұрын

Neither did Ted Weems who also performed this song first in the 30s and then it became a hit in 1947

@elPatoChannel

3 жыл бұрын

dan

@EpicMinecraftFail

3 жыл бұрын

@@Vintage_Andrew99 kill stealers

@IMP_ROM

3 жыл бұрын

Fun Fact: Al Bowlly was killed by a German parachute mine that detonated outside his house at around 3 in the morning on the 17th of April, 1941. The explosion outside blew the door in, and the door smashed into him, killing him.

@hogski5049

3 жыл бұрын

@@IMP_ROM the worst part is that it was just the door, not even the bomb killed him.

The theatre is packed tonight. You smile a little ways to your lover, who smiles back assuringly. Suddenly the lights dim, spotlights drifting to the lead singer of tonight, Al Bowlly, while the melody of his newest song plays. Closing your eyes, you bask in the presence of the lyrics washing over you, accompanied by the trumpets singing their tunes. All of a sudden you hear someone calling your name. You crack your eye open slyly, as if expecting your partner to greet you back, but you are only met with a record player. Playing a song. The song. Heartaches? Weren’t you just at the theatre? But where was Al Bowlly? Your head hurts, it felt so real. Too real. It couldn’t have just been a memory, could it have? Was it all just a burning memory?

@potatoguy5428

2 жыл бұрын

Wow

@act1veee

2 жыл бұрын

Damn, nice writing

@BigBebOb7274

Жыл бұрын

Thanks for the goosebumps

@GumballAstronaut7206

Жыл бұрын

This Gave me chills…

@marie_laaaae7142

Жыл бұрын

👁️💧👄💧👁️

I like how Heartaches gets played for a good amount of time, almost to make you forget what's coming and when it hits it's so shocking, that you feel like you forgot what song you put on.

@pinkmark4047

Жыл бұрын

I had KZread on autoplay once in the background and when this started I simply thought "Oh, nice. Some Al Bowlly," You can imagine my surprise when It's Just A Burning Memory started creeping in. Quite spooked.

@greentoesbstatus4325

Жыл бұрын

​@@pinkmark4047what are the odds?

@andrewcruz1931

3 ай бұрын

Oh come on . Everyone knows what they clicked on. No one forgot .

Me: hey mom can we get Everywhere at the end of time? Mom: who are you?

@ashhshsh

3 жыл бұрын

oh no

@LiterallyScarecrow

3 жыл бұрын

Don't cry it's just a funny comment, don't cry it's just a funny comment...

@hvboovuhhucb6128

3 жыл бұрын

Oh mom don't you remember. You know before the incident.

@hyperminty4771

3 жыл бұрын

"the accident was 2 years ago. It wasn't your fault. Let me go"

@ryx10

3 жыл бұрын

*October 7, 2020. The "Forgotten" incident.*

"I forget why i came to the kitchen..."

@jenncel

3 жыл бұрын

cmon man.

@jasperanimates5673

3 жыл бұрын

OH THAT'S RIGHT I WAS RUNNING AWAY FROM A SERIAL KILLER

@ianplace9977

3 жыл бұрын

@@jasperanimates5673 AAAAAAAAAAH

@boenana-3054

3 жыл бұрын

@@jasperanimates5673 oh, I forgot what they look like

@heeseunglee6605

3 жыл бұрын

“Who are you people, why are you in my kitchen.”

This song is peak psychological horror oh my god man, the way it subtly changes is like your memory is corroding trying to picture the littlest details until it all finally crumbles.

I don't think people realize how truly terrifying Everywhere at The End of Time is

@nilixstar830

2 жыл бұрын

Some people really don't realize it.

@xxpromlggamerproxx

Жыл бұрын

I forgor

@that1toad64

Жыл бұрын

Due to it's influence on internet horror, Backrooms, among other stuff, it's the only thing most people know it by. This song alone. Which is sad.

@dankerbell

Жыл бұрын

i listened to it so i know all too well

@Thejigholeman

Жыл бұрын

we are so used to the horror of fear; the lurking creature, the monster in the dark, the angry mob, etc Everywhere at the end of time is a different kind of fear that very few (yet too many) people experience. the horror of nothingness. first you can't remember where your wife is, and it scares you then you can't remember her name, and it frustrates you in the end, there was never even a wife to remember, and you are at "peace" "Peace" in the sense that silence is music. after all, why fear losing your memories when there is nothing to even remember. "a fog so thick you forget forgetting"

I love how Al Bowlly looks dead inside while this is all happening

@LePogger

3 жыл бұрын

He looking stoned

@gambe96

3 жыл бұрын

You can see a look of sadness and desperation in his eyes...

@EpicMinecraftFail

3 жыл бұрын

@@gambe96 what

@metalbane9861

3 жыл бұрын

Was "dead inside" even a thing back then

@CaptainResident

3 жыл бұрын

@@metalbane9861 it's always been a thing, it just wasn't a joke until recently

I love how “A Burning Memory” was named after a single verse in the song. As though the patient can’t remember the name of the song.

@gameboy3d943

3 жыл бұрын

The titles of the other music in “Everywhere at the End of Time” also reference “Heartaches”

@KassKuri

3 жыл бұрын

@@gameboy3d943 "What does it matter how my heart breaks" is another verse, and I'm pretty sure that "and heart breaks" references this too. Is there another one?

@batman-gu3ce

3 жыл бұрын

Im not the only one to notice... Not a song name I'm just not the only person to notice this.

@Souly550

3 жыл бұрын

@@KassKuri "Burning despair does ache" references to the name of the song. "Heartaches"

@TatsTopsVideos

3 жыл бұрын

But what about Mournful Cameraderie? It’s the same as Burning Despair Does Ache

this makes me cry every time I hear it, because I had a grandfather that I was pretty close to but his dementia got worse so fast until he couldn’t remember who I was and I remember the day he asked “who are you again?” It broke my heart, and I just went to a room crying :(

@user-fr4zn5fn7c

Жыл бұрын

he was a great grandfather, he never said anything bad, he was gentle, he was very funny, and he took me to go places even if he didn’t want to go there, it hurt me so much that he was going through that much pain and it made me absolutely break when he lies in bed and only remembered one person, which was my brother. after that he passed away and it still really bothers me that I couldn’t say anything to him because I couldn’t bare to see him like that it made me more upset than I ever have been beforw

@RileyVoices

Жыл бұрын

@@user-fr4zn5fn7c incredibly strong, sorry for what you had to go through 💙

@user-fr4zn5fn7c

Жыл бұрын

@@RileyVoices thank you so much :)

@m_lrt

11 ай бұрын

Your comment made me cry :( sorry for you❤️

@MoonLmao

10 ай бұрын

fuck man. thats some sad ass shit. hope your're doing better now my guy.

This edit is genius. The first half of the song, I was scared of It’s Just A Burning Memory kicking in because it is creepy but then the second half, I was scared of Heartaches creeping in because it was reminding me about what it originally was.

me realizing that it's just a burning memory was already that distorted and that there were lyrics the entire time

@Emmerron

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah, I'm shook quite honestly. That was so surprising

@TalkingSoup

3 жыл бұрын

@@bakedbeansman oh, no, speech tends to be one of the last things to go. before that, a person's ability to remember what they've said, or what other people have said, is greatly affected. when it gets to the point that the person is slurring their words, using the wrong words, or forgetting basic grammar or sentence structure, that's when things are very dire. i think the metaphor here is that the person can remember certain parts of the music and faint words, but can't remember specifics like the actual lyrics or the order of notes. they're trying to recall how the song went, but all they can remember is some of the horn sequences and parts of words.

@uhhhscizo6531

3 жыл бұрын

In the actual album? Bullshit. I don’t believe you

@lucastoelcastovastopastone1709

3 жыл бұрын

@@uhhhscizo6531 yes

@nopeejanuaryisveryserious6540

3 жыл бұрын

That were

The saddest part is how you can feel Heartaches trying to come back in, but it’s too late.

@huh5909

3 жыл бұрын

Mhm

@klaus7312

3 жыл бұрын

mhm

@Nobody-907

3 жыл бұрын

By god, my heart.

@griffinh.966

3 жыл бұрын

@@Nobody-907 let me guess, your heart aches?

@itsokitsnotyoufoult8850

3 жыл бұрын

Then again.... Yeah.

This gives me uncontrollable chills every time I listen to it. It’s the fact that Heartaches does its’ absolute best to come back in, but it’s can’t. It’s actually symbolic of a dementia patient trying to remember their best memories and their loved ones, but no matter how hard they try, they just… can’t. Creepy stuff.

Wow, I love how at 3:33 you can hear his voice very faintly in the background but the only thing you can hear clearly is ''it's just a burning memory'' that's such a nice touch. Love both the songs, they're kinda creepy but also kind of jams? Idk, love Everywhere at the End of Time and it's music.

@hasangaming673

Ай бұрын

Dementia is horrible.

Stage 0.5 your just having a bad day

@WesterLundWorld

3 жыл бұрын

Genius😂

@marrakesh_3589

3 жыл бұрын

@@WesterLundWorld thank you

@whatthehell7859

3 жыл бұрын

Then it switches to stage 1

@awesome3mpire405

3 жыл бұрын

Ohno

@mac6na6na26

3 жыл бұрын

End of stage 0

Heartaches but the disease is slowly starting to set in

@PapaMeat-sj3ri

3 жыл бұрын

lol

@lavque

3 жыл бұрын

lol

@PapaMeat-sj3ri

3 жыл бұрын

Lol

@Arvonnat_22

3 жыл бұрын

lol

@comradecockatoo3558

3 жыл бұрын

@Nicholas Negosian Have one from me, friend :)

this whole videos is : i rember 💡 i forgor 💀 i rember 💡 i forgor 💀 i forgor 💀 i rember 💡 i forgor 💀

@hasangaming673

Ай бұрын

And Dementia kills them.

This is a piece of art all by itself. I know it's mostly a joke, but the shifts happen in a beautiful way to me. It's like how you hear some new notes or parts of a song you've listened to for years, as if it changes each time you play it.

@coreybates9367

11 ай бұрын

The transition is godly and it deserves all the praise

This sounds like when you're hanging out with friends and try to suppress your depression

@oeurves_d-oriel

3 жыл бұрын

I've had this exact same sensation before. It sucks when I'm enjoying talking to my friends but I can't get my mind off all the shit I worry about

@Caseyy04

3 жыл бұрын

for me its me trying to convince myself why not to strangle someone

@bobhydro913

3 жыл бұрын

Well in the album this first stage represents how "we" or "the person" suffering with dimentia is trying pass of the slowly deteriorating memory off as just a part of age. The songs title fits this too as it's called "A burning memory" as if it's just starting to fade away. The similarities between these things are how we put our feelings down a lot of the time and sometimes ignore the problems we have as a whole. But the longer we do it the worst they become as those feelings keep piling up and over. The reality is that we all feel like shit and feel even more helpless. But even if the source of depression or in this case dimentia is not clearly defined it's still not worth it to ignore it. In the long run it evolves and continues to eat at us. Meeting your needs is the best possible thing a person can do for themselves.

@hel2727

3 жыл бұрын

you a fellow depressed bi? haha

@bobhydro913

3 жыл бұрын

@@hel2727 yea man sucks when you gotta to see it. Sometimes you just wish you could be there to help.

The scariest part is how the paintings just slip in without you noticing until it's too late

@justwoosh

3 жыл бұрын

the time you said it i saw that the paintings have appeared and triggered my fight or flight senses

@chaos_turnip

3 жыл бұрын

HOLY SHIT HOW THE FUCK DID I NOT NOTICE THAT

@quill..

3 жыл бұрын

I didn’t either- they just suddenly started appearing-

@tlyke

3 жыл бұрын

@@justwoosh same

@33rdswifty82

3 жыл бұрын

Everytime they are about to appear you are going to hear a loud distorted Static TV-like noises

3:40 is chilling. It feels like he's trying to fight against it. Damn. Good work.

@Chekmate-em3mc

5 күн бұрын

There’s a theory that it’s called “it’s just a burning memory” because that’s the only lyric the patient remembers

This nearly scares me more than the original, the dread I feel as I wait anxiously for its a burning a memory to appear was so incredibly intense I don’t even know how to explain it

This is so cool but in the worst possible way!

@MonsieurSwag

3 жыл бұрын

yEa

@tradingforsouls

3 жыл бұрын

uh hUH

@chippy4032

3 жыл бұрын

Alzheimer's in a nutshell

@flamu9183

3 жыл бұрын

Most people with Alzheimer’s don’t actually die of Alzheimer’s. They end up dying of a different disease because many dementia patients are old and vulnerable.

@dongle5397

3 жыл бұрын

@@flamu9183 well what about the one 4 year old patient?

the quiet vocals at the end really fucked with me like i couldn't tell if i was just thinking the lyrics in my head or if it was actually playing them

@officialsubway7707

3 жыл бұрын

Ok

@theghostofsmokeyjoe8792

3 жыл бұрын

There are no vocals at the end

@heshiram1188

3 жыл бұрын

There are no vocals at the end

@theghostofsmokeyjoe8792

3 жыл бұрын

@@heshiram1188 plot twist: there are no vocals in this whole song

@eel_grrrl

3 жыл бұрын

What vocals

Fuck me. Listening to this with headphones at night is goddamn terrifying.

1:01 just breaks my heart. The somber tone of it's just a burning memory behind those two "heartaches" just sounds so somber.

This is what intense PTSD/traumatic flashbacks feels like.

@ambera9862

3 жыл бұрын

I lost my dog that I’ve had my entire life earlier today and somehow, I can’t remember him anymore, I just feel that he was here and that brings me so much pain.

@ambera9862

3 жыл бұрын

When someone brought him up in conversation I would hyperventilate and I know it sounds like and overreaction to the loss of a pet, but he’s been the one constant thing my whole life, ever since I was an infant.

@remus9249

3 жыл бұрын

@@ambera9862 My condolences. I know how it feels, it hurts like hell but you don't ever have to feel like the way you react to this is an overreaction. losing your pet hurts as much as losing any other loved one and it's okay to feel sad and shook about it. dealing with death is never easy. we just learn to cope with it over time because it's a part of life and all we can really do is deal with the emotions we experience in a healthy way and accept that it hurts. I trust that you'll feel better over time, we're often stronger than we might think but there's also no shame in talking to people about it if you feel you can't handle it alone. either way I hope that you have a good christmas and I sincerely wish you all the best in giving this a place.

@sgurdmeal662

3 жыл бұрын

No joke

@fugostrawberries

3 жыл бұрын

can confirm, it does

This made me realize how soulless just a burning memory is

@sazvanali1371

2 жыл бұрын

you are right

@miguelcunhakowalski1099

2 жыл бұрын

Your listening to a dead person, all he’s memories and experience died with him.

@Ascertivus

2 жыл бұрын

Jeez, it really is. You can hear all joviality and pep removed from the song in mere seconds. It's unnerving.

@ChrisPoindexter98

2 жыл бұрын

Well...yes and also no, it's more like...hollowing out?

@izzieisdizzy1376

2 жыл бұрын

This

when you realize that the lyrics at 1:07 “what does it matter how my heart breaks” is exactly the title of a track in stage 2, where this is even more distorted

@0fflineMycelium

25 күн бұрын

I noticed that too, nice knowing I'm not delusional

@brainstormsai

9 күн бұрын

I THOUGHT I WAS CRAZY

When I heard burning memory kicked in replacing Heartaches I thought “No not yet, stay with me.” Christ the way this song has effected the internet

@evergaming7960

2 жыл бұрын

*affected

@LewisGingerman

Ай бұрын

​@@evergaming7960*bffected

Imagine if he's not saying heartaches and he's singing about hard eggs

@d1ego963

3 жыл бұрын

Now I can’t un-hear it lmao

@dumbdannia6326

3 жыл бұрын

Take my like and leave

@Feetlcker123

3 жыл бұрын

Take my like

@JasmineFlowery

3 жыл бұрын

HAAAAAA

@loganetaer6288

3 жыл бұрын

Yes

Al Bowlly’s story is pretty sad, at the beginning of World War II the place he was staying at was bombed and he died

@someguy9893

3 жыл бұрын

Poor guy

@CaptainResident

3 жыл бұрын

Not only bombed, even, a bomb went off outside his door and blew it in. Door hit him, it was purely bad luck that got him... And a door.

@user-qe8go6ur8w

3 жыл бұрын

if not for the nazis, he would have probably still been alive during the 70s

@FiorelloEAzura

3 жыл бұрын

@@user-qe8go6ur8w Yes.

@icantthinkofaname8139

3 жыл бұрын

Be thankful guys, that door might’ve saved him from Alzheimers

I really like the flanger effect you added at 2:30. That eerie sound really shows the transition well and in a way that that can’t really be explained, only heard.

Stage 0.5: Your mind starts to forget a couple of things, but mostly you don't care about it..... How innocent....

the fact that this song is so catchy makes it even harder for me to forget about the rest... it causes me distress but i can't stop listening to it, wtf is wrong with me

@MrPies32

3 жыл бұрын

For two weeks after I finished EATEOT, this song and a song from a different stage were stuck in my head. almost constantly

@thatbitchnoemie

3 жыл бұрын

@@MrPies32 For me I think it's the last song, "Place in the world fades away", that is going to loop in my head when I try to sleep.

@owentatham-brown8056

3 жыл бұрын

@@MrPies32 me too.

@urikimaais4459

3 жыл бұрын

moe

@maryfreegirl2029

3 жыл бұрын

@@urikimaais4459 moe.

This sounds like the beginning of the end for the poor patient. Amazing work

@WesterLundWorld

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks

@lowreslireas

3 жыл бұрын

Everywhere At The Beginning of The End of Time

@joratto2833

3 жыл бұрын

Now how did it go again?

@pouncelygrin6699

3 жыл бұрын

It started with an heartache

@solario27

3 жыл бұрын

@@pouncelygrin6699 u cant just do that... wait what am i doing again?

i swear i could write a whole essay about how this video makes me feel, it’s so chilling

I love how you can hear heartaches in the back round as its just a burning memory plays like its trying to take control again

I love how about halfway through you can hear the lyrics trying to play against the grain and distortion, like someone is trying to remember the words and can hear them in their head, but just can't seem to recall what they actually were. I've never seen such an effect demonstrated so eerily well in audio form, seriously great work.

@WesterLundWorld

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you!!

@victorrandall5088

3 жыл бұрын

Holy shit, youre right

@fleeg3064

3 жыл бұрын

You sure you've never seen that before? Or do you just not remember seeing that before?

@greatestevah5300

3 жыл бұрын

@@fleeg3064 i mean ive never seen it done so well and accurately, at least in my opinion

@fleeg3064

3 жыл бұрын

@@greatestevah5300 You didn't get what I mean, it's a reference to how the song is normally related to memory loss.

The vocals trying to linger on but slowly fading away gives me a sense of dread, as the former beautiful song slowly turn into nothing but a shadow of it's former self, still beautiful but, not quite complete, and listening to it be more and more faded and forgotten in the full album makes this even sadder. I consider this to be stage 0.5, very well done.

@WesterLundWorld

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks! That’s a nice description. Ivan Seal’s paintings are like the visual representation of exactly that about something looking ghostly familiar, not only the EATEOT covers as probably everyone knows but the rest of his paintings as well, I strongly recommend checking those out :)

@cnnamon

3 жыл бұрын

o comentário mó sério aí eu leio o teu nome

@chickensandwichenjoyer0

3 жыл бұрын

for the people wondering its at 3:21

@andreavoigtlander1087

2 жыл бұрын

no vocals is better

@mikylaviloria1141

2 жыл бұрын

@@geezy8689 listen to Everywhere at the end of time by The Caretaker.

DUDE THE COLORED PARTS COMING IN THAT'S THE REASON I WANTED THIS VERSION

phycological horror hit different

3:20 I love how the lyrics are so buried beneath the distortions they're almost indistinguishable from the noise. Kind of like having the lyrics at the tip of your tongue, and only being able to follow the melody.

@delbeto982

3 жыл бұрын

Oh shizzle, you're right

@strangeonexd4776

3 жыл бұрын

And how the phrase "Burning Memory" is heard clear as day. God that's fucking creepy.

@nuketown_money

3 жыл бұрын

@@strangeonexd4776 no😟

@Jam._.

2 жыл бұрын

OH F**K I ACTUALLY *FORGOT THE LYRICS OH NO*

@aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa2776

2 жыл бұрын

@@Jam._. sh*t

It was just 5 minutes, but still felt like an eternity

@ColonelBogey

2 жыл бұрын

It took until The end of time

@probablycheese

2 жыл бұрын

@@ColonelBogey ba dum tss

@jgmenelik111

2 жыл бұрын

same

@4gh0st_thng34

2 жыл бұрын

I didn't even saw that it was only 5 minutes, man it really felt like 10 Which it's kind of accurate, because people with it never notice how fast it's consuming them until well.. To late to go back

@THEREEKING

2 жыл бұрын

agreed

Damnn the way how Burning Memory so violently 'fights' for its place with the original song in this inspiration, there's something very off putting about it, eventually with the latter caving in and only briefly popping in every now and then Very cool edit!!

I love how well orchestrated this is. From the coming and the going of different soundtracks, to the distortions, I enjoyed every second of it.

Use headphones for a better experience. *Dude, you'll never know how scared I am everytime The Caretaker version creeped in.*

@animotiondesign

3 жыл бұрын

I had to turn the light on lol. Felt like something was in the corner observing me.

@polyblank2

3 жыл бұрын

I cant with this at night, im in vrchat listening to this and everyone is asleep so lt was me, alone, listening to this, i had to take off my headset to check, due to fear of being watched from my windows

@maxinator7604

3 жыл бұрын

It sounds like a the light from a light house is going by and you know that if the light hits you you’ll die, so you have to hide behind boxes as you wait for the horrors to pass.

@samurod4335

3 жыл бұрын

Damn bois, i`m just vibing to it like to some **normal** song. There is nothing scary actually...

@Wes.10

2 жыл бұрын

@@maxinator7604 Sounds like a lord of the rings reference. Is it?

"Hey, this is pretty good and Al Bowlly is a pretty good artist" *shift to It's Just a Burnjng Memory* "Oh no"

@thebluecactusstudiosmemory1483

2 жыл бұрын

lol the typo just makes this better

@clixis

2 жыл бұрын

@@thebluecactusstudiosmemory1483 ikr, it is like the i forgor💀

@AverageDudelol

2 жыл бұрын

al bowlly is good but idk why i feel like hes a computer genarated voice

@jesuscondom15

2 жыл бұрын

@@AverageDudelol Because it's an old song?

@CTGReviews

2 жыл бұрын

“I feel like it’s gonna transition back again, my memories are coming back, I can remember his voice again!” *shifts back* *”AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH”*

It's so sad that by the end you can hear him trying to come back in with "what does it matter how my heart breaks" and you can tell the original is fighting to make it's way back in but it can't. It's terrifying

youtube, why you putting this on my pop playlist?💀

@Quotethe

2 ай бұрын

You put it there

@DostoyevskyTolstoy

2 ай бұрын

Right, of course. Silly me. How could I have forgotten?

this feels like when you dissociate so hard you stop seeing and everything starts melting, and the bad intrusive thoughts start coming through

@jaidendeprez1842

2 жыл бұрын

Try living with the shit 34/7 365 like me.

@spooks2327

2 жыл бұрын

@@jaidendeprez1842 to be fair, I do have pretty bad issues with dissasociation myself. I've found that taking photos of things, having someone to check in with, and navigation apps all help tremendously with day to day symptoms. You probably didn't comment for advice or anything, but I hope you know that it can get easier, and you're not doomed to suffer alone!

@jaidendeprez1842

2 жыл бұрын

@@spooks2327 Thank you!!! :) My bad

@spooks2327

2 жыл бұрын

@@jaidendeprez1842 you're good!! I understand the frusteration living with this shit, sometimes you just get fed up 😅 I hope you find something to reduce your symptoms soon!

@sipherys1961

2 жыл бұрын

Shit you just described my daily life

The fact that at 1:01 I out loud said "No! Not yet!" shows me that this album has effected my mind in terrifying ways. Knowing that my family has a long history of dementia, and I will eventually get it too is horrific. It almost makes me wish that I'll die before I get old enough to experience it.

@leonelperezsuarezz3855

3 жыл бұрын

Keep your brain active.

@Ritton.

3 жыл бұрын

@@leonelperezsuarezz3855 Please explain what you’re trying to say

@leonelperezsuarezz3855

3 жыл бұрын

@@Ritton. First of all, sorry if you didn't understand, my English is not very good. What I mean by Keep your brain active is that you do things in your old age (do crosswords, Learn new things, etc.) this helps to avoid dementia

@Ritton.

3 жыл бұрын

@@leonelperezsuarezz3855 I thought that was things to do while young but thanks anyway!

@leonelperezsuarezz3855

3 жыл бұрын

@@Ritton. In the same way you can do them in your youth

stage 0.1 Little gaps of memory stage 0.2 Unnoticeable memory loss stage 0.3 The memory loss becomes noticeable stage 0.4 Larger gaps in memory stage 0.5 Growing memory gaps stage 0.6 Post-dementia stage 0.7 It all starts stage 0.8 The memory starts to burn stage 0.9 The gaps grow and continue stage 1.0 It’s just a burning memory

@WereComingHomeBoyes

6 ай бұрын

stage 0.9 I can’t believe

Why tf when i listen to this music i instantly feel a chill down my spines 💀

@MR.AKAARIK

3 ай бұрын

Because you heard her... It doesn 't matter where or when ...

Oh. Oh so it’s ‘try not to collapse into existential terror’ o’clock. L-lovely.

@E4439Qv5

3 жыл бұрын

_first time?_

@Memerath

3 жыл бұрын

love your pfp

@Memerath

3 жыл бұрын

@GD Magic Gaming apologies

@maximusrodriguez7187

3 жыл бұрын

I can't make it past the first song, it terrifies me in a way I never felt before. I've always been a paranoid person but that first song gave my paranoia a boost.

@Tharmin.124

3 жыл бұрын

Nice, 666 likes

People always crying and having panic attacks to this and I'm like: _you're listening to Fallout Music but your Pip-Boy is broken_

@SomeD00D01

2 жыл бұрын

Damn gotta go to vault 81 again

@eraseLove1212

2 жыл бұрын

Bruh am i the only one who vibes to this shit

@afreakingcommenterorsmth2708

2 жыл бұрын

@@eraseLove1212 no, i also vibe

@TheAzureNightmare

2 жыл бұрын

Well maybe that shot to the head is gonna get you eventually. Especially with other Head Crippling!

@stevepalpatine2828

2 жыл бұрын

Sounds like we're picking up a lot of rads...

Heartaches by the number, forgotten by the storm. Everyday you love me less, Each I lose more Heartache by the number, Memories I can't recall. But the day that i stop tryin, Thats the day I lose it all.

Did you know that dementia once diagnosed has already been in the body for up to nine years and once symptoms are shown it’s too late

This isn't even horror, but it might as well be. This is one of the scariest videos I have ever watched

@houghwhite411

2 жыл бұрын

Oh boy, I didn't even finish the original. Just too scary

@CG00001

2 жыл бұрын

it’s in a fnaf fan game haha

@xKeville

2 жыл бұрын

I think it's so scary because of how real it is. Most of us will experience this at sometimes in the distant future. That's what makes it so terrifying for me.

@HanzCastroyearsago

2 жыл бұрын

Its horror. Psychological horror at that.

@unibunnii5520

2 жыл бұрын

Same

I hate but love how when your getting closer to the end of the video you can hear the faint sounds of the original song in the background, clinging on. It really depicts how dementia is so terrifying, you struggle to remember the greatest moments in your life as each and every one of them slowly slip away.

@jimmyneutron3986

2 жыл бұрын

Nice heart-ache

@SackboyLBP

2 жыл бұрын

You're*

@Haven_city_civilian

2 жыл бұрын

Don't worry, you'll eventually forget about it.

@randomguy2023

2 жыл бұрын

Did AI have dementia? What’s the context cause I have no idea

@baron_nemo5792

2 жыл бұрын

@@randomguy2023 this song was sampled in an album called ‘everywhere at the end of time’ about the stages of dementia.

this is like life, when you start youre probably happy and excited and when u grow a little u start to have friends but when u are 5 you start realizing that you live and it becomes sadder and sadder each day as you will never find what u want and further from ur family and in the old age all u have left is a burning memory of what u had....

Making this your alarm is so amazing :D

It’s sounds like someone trying to get through their daily life but flashbacks of their traumatic past prevents them from it until it becomes too much and when the music stopped, it feels like they ended their life

@FriedFreya

3 жыл бұрын

Oh I hope the music never stops for me, in spite of the horrors that get replayed repeatedly... Those thoughts are a struggle for anyone who suffers from PTSD, unfortunately.

@fugostrawberries

3 жыл бұрын

haha I do that

@sweatnuts81

3 жыл бұрын

The album is about the descent into dementia

@buttergorl987

3 жыл бұрын

@@sweatnuts81 I know

@hibiscusbuds6414

3 жыл бұрын

Didn't need to be called out but thanks 😔

Man when the “It’s just a burning memory” hit, I legit just froze. I wasn’t thinking and moving but just lay there, horrified.

@jimmyneutron3986

2 жыл бұрын

Nice heart-ache

@Ismael-kc3ry

2 жыл бұрын

Same, it’s physically effecting me

@kieranhouliston3065

Жыл бұрын

@@Ismael-kc3ry how

@militor_207

Жыл бұрын

@@jimmyneutron3986 more like heart attack

@koranda2161

Жыл бұрын

Scared the shit out of me

Listening to this… then immediately jumping into the album is just… absolutely haunting. The pre-existentialism you’ll experience hearing the original fade into distortion.. then continue. Is unreal.

dude. this is terrifying.

The beginnings: The patient forgets the lyrics to their favorite song from their childhood

@broookville

3 жыл бұрын

Isn't your favorite song the last thing you remember though? Not positive about it but i've heard it is

@jahbama6202

3 жыл бұрын

@@broookville yeah, it’s one of the last things you forget. I remember reading somewhere, that when a patient forgets their favourite song, they’re getting near the end of their life.

@detectivepayne3773

2 жыл бұрын

that's actually the last thing most patents forget, that's why most of them are told to whistle their favourite song so that they know the end is near when they suddenly can't remember the melody

@Zaher74

2 жыл бұрын

I forgor 💀

I thought this was just gonna slowly transition into the caretaker version- i was seriously not mentally prepared for the fades abruptly popping in and out until it fully corrupts the song. Made my heart freeze.

@Indy-the-soup

2 жыл бұрын

It is literally like heartbreaking

@KeaneJ123

2 жыл бұрын

@@Indy-the-soup it is heartaching

@iv689

2 жыл бұрын

@@KeaneJ123 It's... just a burning memory

@jetstreamsam4689

2 жыл бұрын

That was on purpose. It's supposed to simulate what it's like to have alzheimers and to have your memories being take from you at irregular intervals and then to have them ripped from you in a moment and then try to remember what you forgotten before you forget why you need to remember.

@arthyyyr8401

Жыл бұрын

Fuck i just got spoiled lmao

This version is so uneasing, disturbing and unsettling Truly the best thing with these two songs !

Heartaches, but you realize your heart is actually aching

What a wonderful song! I sure do hope it doesn’t get remixed into a depressing 6 hour album associated with the gradual take over of the mental illness that is dementia!

@DevanK-rg3td

2 жыл бұрын

Bot

@EPICGAMER1337WOOW

2 жыл бұрын

What a nice comment I hope they don’t have an anime profile picture

@nilixstar830

2 жыл бұрын

@@DevanK-rg3td I don't think that is a bot.

@octo1818

2 жыл бұрын

Stolen

@thebrownbanana7863

2 жыл бұрын

@@octo1818 actually it's a spam bot

I sang along to melody, but as it progressed, it became a bit tricky to keep up.

@WesterLundWorld

3 жыл бұрын

You can easily sing along....till you can’t

@BigNerdLandon

3 жыл бұрын

@@WesterLundWorld bro...

@RF-Ataraxia

3 жыл бұрын

@@WesterLundWorld Oh man...

@Memerath

3 жыл бұрын

@@WesterLundWorld OH

@Zenith-Novem_TC619

3 жыл бұрын

@@WesterLundWorld That hits hard

When you're having a fun car ride then remember something terrible you forgot years ago

MMMMMMM HARD EGGS WHY DOES IT MATTER HOW MY EGG BREAKS

For anyone who hasn’t listened to Everywhere at the End of Time or doesn’t know what it is, it’s a 6ish hour artistic piece about the stages of dementia. I highly recommend listening to it if you have a free six hours (it’s best to do it in one sitting so you can immerse yourself in it)

@lukassheridan5271

3 жыл бұрын

Just don't listen to it at night

@thatbitchnoemie

3 жыл бұрын

@@lukassheridan5271 Or even when the sun starts to set

@thehylian6984

3 жыл бұрын

@@lukassheridan5271 can confirm, am still fucked up in the head from it

@spark6401

3 жыл бұрын

Or when you are going through tough time in your life

@whatisthis8650

3 жыл бұрын

I recommend taking breaks in between

i love how you snuck in bowlly singing “it’s just a burning memory” near the end.. gave me chills!!

@buttoned2291

2 жыл бұрын

5th time listening and i still get chills at that part... it was definitely a great detail as well as the background

@jimmilton8333

2 жыл бұрын

Best part is if you listen very closely it was actually the full chorus that you could barely hear but only "it's just a burning memory" was actually audible. It's starts at around 3:21 I've heard this edit a few times but this is the first time I've noticed that.

@Axcyantol

2 жыл бұрын

what part

@RaiderCat12

2 жыл бұрын

It is precisely at 3:44

@Axcyantol

2 жыл бұрын

@@RaiderCat12 thanks that lyric thing appears throughout the song as well listen before that and you can hear the lyrics, then the lyrics become louder to say "It's just a burning memory" clearly then become quiet again

Thank you for putting this in my Mix youtube, I really needed an existential crisis while doing an overnight shift.

I like how every time it shifts a part of the old photo turns into a thumbnail of a stage

The "But now it's just a Burning Memory" slowly rising and slowly fading away around 3:43 is so clever. The editing not only in the audio (mashup, even?) but the image slowly mixing in with Seal's paintings is the cherry on the top. I love this video so much

@weakw1ll

3 жыл бұрын

Gang shit

@klaus7312

3 жыл бұрын

gang

@tomemeornottomeme1864

3 жыл бұрын

Sort of leads to how the song gets turned into "It's just a burning memory" - the person forgets the title of the song, but that one lyric sticks through, so that lyric is now the title in their mind.

@PLAG6411

3 жыл бұрын

HOLY SHIT I NEVER NOTICED THAT THE BACKGROUNDS ALSO CHANGE

@fajarkocak122

3 жыл бұрын

Not just that, someone hearing this has died

The transition is perfect. Along with audio, the use of images from the album slowly replacing and “filling in” for the slow memory loss is amazing representation of what’s to come/happened.

@_pawzl

2 жыл бұрын

lol we have the same pfp

@Neko.091

2 жыл бұрын

@@_pawzl Oh wow we do

@TheRealHemlok

2 жыл бұрын

@@Neko.091 puro got me like

@TheRealHemlok

2 жыл бұрын

@@_pawzl puro got me like

@pudimshogun

2 жыл бұрын

I like changed :} *Lol am a furry and you can't defeat 🍪*

*When the guy with dementia has a diary from every single day from his life, so they don't lose anything*

I like how at first, small things change. It makes you think you didn’t notice it before even though it changed. It’s like you forgot, like it’s a burning memory…

I like to think that "It's just a burning memory" represents the patients lover who's probably dead. As the song goes on, the sample still pops up, even in stage 4. To me, this is the patient trying their hardest to remember this lover.

@detectivepayne3773

2 жыл бұрын

i think it's the patient trying to remember the actual song but they can't quite put a finger on it, they only remember the beat and one verse "it's just a burning memory"

@anthonybernero9720

2 жыл бұрын

It's both. They're trying desperately to remember the song because it's that song that helps them remember their lost lover, whom will be lost forever if they lose the memory of the song.

@lawofseven1465

2 жыл бұрын

@@detectivepayne3773 the sad thing is I sent "a burning memory" to my grandmother not knowing there was an actual song for its instrumental, and though she did know, she couldn't remember the lyrics, only the beat and one verse

@sonyabladesbooty3890

2 жыл бұрын

You're taking it too literally. The song is just about dementia, not any specific stage that it's representative of.

@morshulinton4112

2 жыл бұрын

@@detectivepayne3773 The song name "What does it matter how my heart breaks" could mean they also remember that verse.

i love how the picture starts to shift and incorporate elements from the different stage covers,like a dementia patient slowly forgetting what an important event really looked like

This genuinely gave me chills at like the 2:34 mark, terrifyingly beautiful. Good work with blending these two songs together! Also made me tear up a bit, incredible work just in general with capturing the essence of just how scary Dementia is.

When you don’t have dementia When you don’t have dementia When…uh…

Sure, the caretaker’s existence makes this sad, but what makes this truly scary for me is the fact they your listening to a dead person singing, that always fucks with me

@kiddosneakybeaky3934

2 жыл бұрын

how dare you /nm

@faggotgirl2659

2 жыл бұрын

70, 80, early 90, and some 00 rock fans-first time?

@therealvbw

2 жыл бұрын

engineer gaming

@engineergaming3

2 жыл бұрын

engineer gaming

@Ssoulseek1

2 жыл бұрын

@@engineergaming3 engineer gaming

This is an accurate description of a triggering deep painful memory or a childhood trauma

@MeevinEdge

3 жыл бұрын

How

@imakedookie

3 жыл бұрын

oh my lord. what if dementia is really just a fight between your painful conciousness and the persons compartmentalizing coping mechanism, and the coping mechanism is winning and taking a nefarious grip?

@HxloDreamer

3 жыл бұрын

u-um.. well- I mean- I guess.. *oh..*

you did an excellent job with this video, you even went as far as with the graphics! i'm a personal support worker for seniors in need of care. i'm currently studying it's just a burning memory in hopes of understanding what a patient with dementia may feel, improving my care in the long run. this means a lot to me. thank you

Near the end, the man trying to sing through ,”It’s just a burning memory,” sounds sad...

The title should be " Heartaches but it's just a burning memory"

@loganadolfson

3 жыл бұрын

its just a burning heartache

@deimaramo2853

3 жыл бұрын

@@loganadolfson that's called heart burn

@bob-xb3nh

3 жыл бұрын

Bob

@deimaramo2853

3 жыл бұрын

@@bob-xb3nh bob

@raisin589

3 жыл бұрын

Bob

"John, it's time for supper, come down and get it!" "J-John? Where are you?" *"Honey, John died 5 years ago in a mass shooting."*

Imagine this dude’s ghost looking at how his song did whatever this is to the internet and he’s just like “what”