everybody gangsta until post-awareness stage 6 is without description

@cynicalyz

3 жыл бұрын

What game is it from when you day stage 6

@faafgrego821

3 жыл бұрын

@@cynicalyz what

@swagbossdemon1273

3 жыл бұрын

@@cynicalyz what do you mean

@delirious323

3 жыл бұрын

@@swagbossdemon1273 i think they didnt watch the video

@TheFallenHuman53

3 жыл бұрын

Huh...

My grandmother had dementia. You really lose them before their actually gone.

@philswift9705

3 жыл бұрын

They’re*

@sdsdsdsdsa

3 жыл бұрын

@@philswift9705 you really think it's a good time to correct somebody?

@philswift9705

3 жыл бұрын

@@sdsdsdsdsa yes, helps them learn for later. Didn’t mean to be offensive in any way.

@philswift9705

3 жыл бұрын

@@sdsdsdsdsa Jesus Christ I’m stupid I didn’t read the word “time”. Yeah that was probably not appropriate. I’m sorry

@user-dr3pz4se4v

3 жыл бұрын

Is it bad to snicker at this conversation?

The short and spontaneous returns of the original melody on stage 6 got me so excited when I caught them, and that's probably what a dementia patient feels when they get a clear memory, only for it to never have existed in a matter of seconds.

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@powdermonkey9300

3 жыл бұрын

@@rosy-goldmoth2637 yes

@get_shanked9433

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah probably I believe that to be true amazing, and exciting discover

@HellFireZ

2 жыл бұрын

Most likely terminal lucidity

@powdermonkey9300

2 жыл бұрын

@@get_shanked9433 thanks for watching don't forget to subscribe

me: *enters stage four* ad: *cuts to funky jazz beat to someone pouring cheese on some mac and cheese noodles*

@arnoldswaggerson6938

3 жыл бұрын

"Enters stage 4" is horrifying without context

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@Gelatinocyte2

6 ай бұрын

Well, that's stage 4 for you.

@sock_investment

Ай бұрын

at el poyo loco we have freshly cut cheeses

I never realized the same song was used this deep into the experience. It becomes so hauntingly unfamiliar.

@Zeding_Stuff

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah, same dude. I think it was intended . You know, Dementia, and other things

@noahmiller6193

3 жыл бұрын

i think i read in the comments of the original album someone said it was the favorite song of the person with dementia. could be completely off, but its neat to think about

@hydrodoxxed2

3 жыл бұрын

@@noahmiller6193 Perhaps you are right, but as i also heard, music is the most clear memory of a person with dementia, so i think this is the musical description of a memory, rather than a favorite song of a person with dementia.

@chiaragrady5535

3 жыл бұрын

I feel like I was the exact opposite, I could tell it was the same song. I could tell it was fading or decaying as the stages went on and by the end as you said it was hauntingly unfamiliar, but I could still tell it was supposed to be the first song.

@WolfyRed

3 жыл бұрын

939 likes nice

Imagine in 80 years, they’re gonna sample Travis Scott, Kanye West, and some other artist from today and make some depressing album.

@nicolesteiner3172

3 жыл бұрын

Great idea. My vote is Crank That by Souljaboy

@rkay_bxzq

3 жыл бұрын

there is one for minecraft music and it hit me harder than the original album

@n0wsinn

3 жыл бұрын

"grandpa, why are u crying to gucci gang"

@TheFallenHuman53

3 жыл бұрын

@@n0wsinn lmao

@fckbweeb

3 жыл бұрын

@@n0wsinn LMAOOOOOOOO

The only way (atleast for me) to make this music happy, is to play it backward. Play stage 6 first and stage 0 last. What I get is like you got cured from dementia. The music at first is bad, but then the music gets better over time.

@TheFallenHuman53

3 жыл бұрын

Look what I found! kzread.info/dash/bejne/qqKqktx8YZC9dpc.html

@16.jonathanoneal69

3 жыл бұрын

@@TheFallenHuman53 Thanks bro, now I don't feel a little sad anymore

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@error_.mp4912

3 жыл бұрын

I tried that after listening to it forwards and it fucked me up even more. Like a final look back to when times where better before we pass into the silence of death

@mengelemaestro89

2 жыл бұрын

that could also be terminal lucidity

I've cracked the code as to why the Caretaker's music is so unsettling for me it's all in the soundscape, the reverb tells you that the music is being playing in a large echo-y space, one that is unoccupied by people or furnishings to absorb the sound, it just bounces off the empty walls it's a musical liminal space

@phonfo901

2 жыл бұрын

basically its just like the speaker(you) and a empty room(your brain) and you just keep screaming for help but no one hear or responds to it, its a good concept really and it terrifies me

after hearing the song in its original key and tempo. I cannot stress this enough when I say it makes the first song off of stage one WAY MORE haunting than when i first heard it

@tsukuyomi835

3 жыл бұрын

What is your xbox name?

@linguiniindiscuise1268

3 жыл бұрын

@@tsukuyomi835 why do you want it lol

@blitzthespittah3712

3 жыл бұрын

@@linguiniindiscuise1268 he’s trying to game, linguini

@linguiniindiscuise1268

3 жыл бұрын

@@blitzthespittah3712 I only game on google stadia

@glumbortango7182

3 жыл бұрын

@@linguiniindiscuise1268 how dare you remind me that Google Stadia exists

Right at the end of the last track, there's only but a single glimpse of the original track. It's like the gasp right before you say "I remember this", but then it fades away. As do you. C'est fini.

@gambe96

3 жыл бұрын

Wait, “C’est fini” is the name of the last 6 minutes right ?

@gambe96

3 жыл бұрын

@@aergh4292 I do know that, I’m french myself, but I can’t remember where exactly it is, it’s not any of the time codes in the original video

@magpiem0th

3 жыл бұрын

@@gambe96 yea it's the name of the stage 6 song

@potato1907

3 жыл бұрын

oh shit your right that's fucking sad oh my god

@professorpotat0484

3 жыл бұрын

Worse than not remembering anything at all...

70 YO Me: Oh damn! This video is creepy. I can't imagine the pain of memory loss... Also 70 YO me : *Scrolls down and finds a comment I wrote several years ago.* *...* *Stage 3 Starts Playing*

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@justinnelson9905

3 жыл бұрын

@@rosy-goldmoth2637 did you go into literally every comment posting links...

@MrNiceGuyPh

3 жыл бұрын

@@justinnelson9905 just report that bot

@justinnelson9905

3 жыл бұрын

ye done

@Disanem

2 жыл бұрын

@@justinnelson9905 father?

I find myself getting visibly frustrated at 4. It's like you KNOW what the original song sounds like, and you KNOW you can hear it here and there...but to try and remember what it sounded like with all that confusing nonsense flowing around you, stopping you from fully being able to re-create the song because the intensity of the confusion is too much... what a genius, unsettling, horrifying, beautiful work of art.

@victorremonquevedo8330

3 жыл бұрын

i personally agree with you.

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@kanchanbhardwaj07

2 жыл бұрын

Tbh same

God I pray someone someday soon cures this cruel terrible illness

@buddy5196

3 жыл бұрын

Someday someday

@SkullGuy2302

3 жыл бұрын

@@buddy5196 How's the experiment going?

@cringyyyfriends8272

3 жыл бұрын

Imagine you’re on the 6th stage of dementia, your life has been torn to shreds by this disease, then a needle is plunged into you and you remember everything

@emoji7397

3 жыл бұрын

@@cringyyyfriends8272 nice

@cherry-le2dz

3 жыл бұрын

@@cringyyyfriends8272 that would be such a weird feeling?? like not being able to remember anything for the longest time and being in the state of misery and confusion and then suddenly everything just..comes back to you

"Stage 6 is without description" Even words can't express or even describe how terrifying this stage is...

@gambe96

3 жыл бұрын

“Confusion so thick you forget forgetting” “Place in the world fades away” They become an empty shell, more of vegetative state than alive. Thought doesn’t exist anymore. You don’t know what time is.

@caketin4216

3 жыл бұрын

You forget what forgetting is like

@righteousone5119

3 жыл бұрын

There's a reason it's called "Post Awareness" and why it is without description. A person who reaches this stage before passing on becomes a human vegetable. They forget how to do basic human functions

@burbank7

3 жыл бұрын

It isn't even terrifying anymore, you'll just forget every memory in your life and you just wait till you, well... Die. But you don't even know what's happening anymore, you don't know how to think and all you do is forget. You forgot so much that you forget forgetting.

@flamecharge8019

3 жыл бұрын

Its much terrifiying than cancer

My sweet step grandpa had dementia, and I had become obsessed with EATEOT. I listened to parts of the album on a daily basis, not only because it was good, but because I wanted to try and understand what my grandpa was going through, to get a glimpse of his reality. He passed away three days ago, and yet it feels like an eternity. Grandpa... I miss you so much, and I have always missed you through out the last six years through out your battle with dementia...

@TheFallenHuman53

2 жыл бұрын

My condolences... no one should ever experience this terrible disease... Wish you all the best.

@idkwhattoputhere1670

Жыл бұрын

@@TheFallenHuman53 Fun fact: Burning despair does ache and Mornful Cameraderie are stage 3 songs. Just wanted to let ya know. Adios for now!

@gusloth

Жыл бұрын

@@idkwhattoputhere1670 nig what?

@retro7537

Жыл бұрын

sorry for your loss... my grandpa also suffered from dimentia and died around 7 years ago but luckily i was too young so i didnt really had time to know him.

Truthfully, stage 3 has to be my favorite. The speed being increased due to the panic of forgetting memories you held close, followed by the few pauses in the tune, as if the person in question needs a moment to remember how the tune goes. I just can't keep myself away from it.

@giselletorres4156

Жыл бұрын

Good god "Back there Benjamin" makes my skin crawl, I can tune out the radio static and ambience but I will not forget the first time listening to stage 3.

Stage 3 just makes want to break down and cry, the person going through this stage is realizing they won't be the same person soon.

@mikadosannoji553

3 жыл бұрын

it will happen to everyone, we just die due to other things, if humans were immortal every single one would get dementia

@13r1an8

3 жыл бұрын

nice word play alt acc of me.

@killertheflareon7146

3 жыл бұрын

@@mikadosannoji553 Immortal implies we cannot die of old age, therefore we wouldn't age. A lot of diseases would cease to exist because of that, actually. Including dementia as it is primarily caused by the brain essentially "dying" from age.

@Cl4tch

3 жыл бұрын

Everybody gangsta till they realize the likes are 911

@13r1an8

3 жыл бұрын

@@Cl4tch gah gah uhh

you get to a point where you don’t even remember the first song anymore

@normanclatcher

3 жыл бұрын

...until you learn it, that is. I've been back here enough to be able to hum along quite happily to S1&2, but 3 still gets my nerves up and S4-6 still mostly gives me run-down planetarium vibes... 😕

@ewswwsz8047

3 жыл бұрын

It’s heartaches

@Shadow-wu4lg

3 жыл бұрын

@@normanclatcher 5 is scary to me

@normanclatcher

3 жыл бұрын

@@Shadow-wu4lg Yeah... same. 😔

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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Most people think of retirement as a time for relaxing and looking back at fond memories of the good ol' days. Sadly, that's a luxury a lot of old people are missing out on.

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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Finishing this album is one hell of a challenge. It's like you forget even the horror you went through, and it's just unimportant garbled noise. Everything disappears and it rips you apart. I'm proud I braved it through. What a haunting experience.

The change from the original Heartaches to Stage 1 is staggering. It's definitely still recognisable, but sounds much more sinister, and it's clear that something terrible will come soon. I actually heard the Stage 1 version before the original and it didn't sound particularly off, but that "voice instrument"... That sounds so eerie to me now I know what it used to be.

@evenrik_2214

3 жыл бұрын

With dementia what you remember turns into the instrumental edition.

@colorzz_blue2310

3 жыл бұрын

@@evenrik_2214 lmfao

@ManDownUnder2

3 жыл бұрын

its the added reverb and static effect like a record. I think the music we listen to is of someone sleeping, dreaming of their music they listened to on their record player.

@igneousorgan6435

3 жыл бұрын

What “voice instrument?”

@kode5030

3 жыл бұрын

@@igneousorgan6435 the instrument used in place of the vocals

Hearing fragments of the melody in later stages, so frustrated that it never becomes complete. Such a brilliant concept.

@mgsgamer8340

3 жыл бұрын

Almost thought it was 666

@mikadosannoji553

3 жыл бұрын

what took me so long to do was think about my own good personal memories being torn apart just like the ones in the song, that's what made me tear up

@replacableVessel

3 жыл бұрын

@@mikadosannoji553 i have seen you before... but when... where?

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@s_solus3089

3 жыл бұрын

Its satisfying when they remember any part of it, and just feels hopeless otherwise

stage 5 feels so calming and horrifying at the same time. idk when i listen to it i feel like im alone in space and i just found out something big that makes our lives seem small.

@Mittsume3

3 жыл бұрын

I resonate with stage 5 the strongest. It feels like I'm somewhat grounded and "here" but at the same time my mind is at the edge of the abyss, and about to fall soon.

@scan_dinav

Жыл бұрын

It's like you're trapped in some kind of dark void, where you can see nothing but glimpses of your memories...

im not the only one who deeply fears this entire album basically right right

@Gelatinocyte2

6 ай бұрын

Why are you fearing about the album, not the disease that it's pointing to or is about?

@MiQuasar

2 ай бұрын

Right. Holy cat, that's my worst trigger ever.

stage four is so scary to listen to, you try your hardest to piece together the tune but its impossible except for a few distorted notes. it probably reflects on how hard it is to remember complete things from the past - i couldn't imagine how terrifying that would be

@colin689

3 жыл бұрын

I was thinking about the exact same thing. In stage 4 I was getting frustrated trying to piece together the tune but in stage 5 I just accepted defeat and was like "I guess this is life now"

@wirapratama8293

3 жыл бұрын

The transition of phase 1 to 2 is exactly gave me the horrors, eeries, and horrid feelings, cus thats exactly the road that led you till phase 6

@anonanonymity3620

3 жыл бұрын

You just gotta relax yourself and know that the melody is there but its backwards, upside down, distorted, out of time, and out of key. That’s not really the point but I found it kind of relaxing to know even when everything is different its still the same kind of. Stage 5 took that

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@i-ndigo

3 жыл бұрын

@@rosy-goldmoth2637 ur the peak of comedy my guy

Never realized, but at the beginning of stage one, you can hear the *same* void as in Stage six, for just a little time, maybe half a second

@TheFallenHuman53

3 жыл бұрын

Actually, the Stage 6 is a mix of every track that used the sample - Heartaches - which is included in-video Stages 1 to 5.

@gambe96

3 жыл бұрын

@@TheFallenHuman53 Holy shit

@gambe96

3 жыл бұрын

@@TheFallenHuman53 I mean “The Void” from “Place in the world fades away” in the last moments before Terminal Lucidity

@gambe96

3 жыл бұрын

@RaptureAuscultation The singing only lasts about 5 minutes. What I’m talking about is The Death Organ, the 8 minutes before the singing.

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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I think this might be the best way to "abridge" Everywhere at the End of Time. I've seen versions that mix the six stages together, getting the most important pieces (such as the final track in stage 6, where an angel choir gives way to sixty seconds of silence as the Caretaker's soul ascends into the afterlife), but none achieve the "effect" of the album like this one. Finding the same sample across all six stages really drives home the deterioration of the mind for someone looking to experience the full album but is unable or unwilling to. It's worth noting that the official credit on the album reads "Audio remembered, disfigured and forgotten by The Caretaker."

this album made me fear dementia over anything else. the fear of being trapped in an empty mind grasping for anything but only grabbing at air i can only imagine what that feels like. this album does a beautiful job with expressing the horror that is living with nothing. no thoughts. no memories. not knowing who you are or where you are i fear that one day i could be stuck with this illness.

@epaminon6196

10 ай бұрын

It's not really that bad for the person afflicted with the disease. At least during the later stages. They lack the awareness of pretty much everything - including their disease.

When you want to listen to everywhere at the end of time but you only have 18 minutes of free time

@arnoldswaggerson6938

3 жыл бұрын

But then the deeper you go into the songs, the more you forget about freetime 1st stage: Ok, I have 18 minutes, lets do this 2nd stage: Now I have 14-15 minutes left 3rd: I have around 10 minutes I think 4th: 10 minutes? Of what? 5th: Why am I listening to this? 6th:

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@thomas2390

Жыл бұрын

And you think Mournful Camaraderie Is distorted as Advanced plague Entanglements

In stage 6 of dementia, a person may start forgetting the names of close loved ones and have little memory of recent events. Communication is severely disabled and delusions, compulsions, anxiety, and agitation may occur.

@koifish528

3 жыл бұрын

Finally Post-Awareness Stage 6 is now with description

@a1goldenrunner

3 жыл бұрын

@@koifish528 After listening to stage 6, I know why it is without description. There isn't much left to describe. Yes there were some weird sounds, but not much else. The last 6 minutes though, I could definitely describe that

@gambe96

3 жыл бұрын

“A confusion so thick you forget forgetting” Memories last only seconds before they’re taken away This terrifies me

@izzyint

3 жыл бұрын

my greatgrandma has dementia i cant type i just feel pain now.

@PilkScientist

3 жыл бұрын

@@izzyint you'll be okay. It's hard, but we're left with the memories we have of them before, and we can only hope they go with us for our time. Don't fear the reaper too much, as fast or slow as he may come, because no matter what we have what time we have. And we can at least try and make the best of it.

I think the artist nailed stage 5! There is this hypnotic hum that plays with jumbles of other sounds. It encapsulates how you are in a state of bliss and numbness and it gives you an odd sense of serenity because the droll of humanity is behind you. Yet, those odd chimes that echo remind you that there are still things that tether you to this plane, but they are so distant that you can’t give it form.

@Mittsume3

3 жыл бұрын

That hypnotic hum was what stood out to me.

@objectanimatoruhhhh

Жыл бұрын

Its called a drone

"The worst thing about time passing is that everyone around you gets old and eventually forgets, the greatest fear everyone has even if they are not willing to admit it is losing themselves" ---- R 2021

@Daddy-ue1du

3 жыл бұрын

“Music is a universal language, when one forgets their inner songbird they forget oneself.” ---H 2021

after listening to the caretaker's version, the original feels sped up, almost hectic

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@sourpuss5951

3 жыл бұрын

Like as if it were 1930s nightcore lol

@Leonel_Corzo

3 жыл бұрын

@@rosy-goldmoth2637 no lo mire pero debe ser un Rick roll

I feel like the scariest part about this album and dementia, is that you can't really blame anyone You could be poor and blame the rich You could be sick and blame the person who gave the flu to you You could get hurt and blame the person who hurt you But with this, there's no entity attached to the horrors you're facing, you can't blame anyone for you losing your memory, you probably can't even think of anyone as your mind slowly falls apart and you lose everything you hold dear. Everything that made you, you, is being torn away by something that nearly impossible to control, and you don't even notice it That's what scares me the most, the lack of control and understanding

@Nameless_Fawn

3 жыл бұрын

Indeed, but its more terrifying when its happening to you and yet you're still blissfully unaware of its presence. Leo

@mikadosannoji553

3 жыл бұрын

@ㅤ dementia can be caused by the decay of the brain, even without any disease you can still get it

@thebrownmantapesthenewchan2206

3 жыл бұрын

Holy shit, you're right...

@higherquality

3 жыл бұрын

Some words shouldn't be conveyed because those scar you for the rest of the day. I've been thinking about this comment, and it's a horrifing thought. Especially the "lack of control" ends up giving me the shivers.

@mikadosannoji553

3 жыл бұрын

@@higherquality you wont even remember that you have dementia so no worries

I believe that if you don’t want to listen to everywhere at the end of time fully this is the perfect video for that, this entire experience feels like when you’re thinking of a song but cant remember the melody.

This song would fit perfectly in a mystery game where you try to unravel your death by reliving your memories forgotten by dementia and in the end with the music completely distorted you realizing your tragic end and accepting whatever comes

@maitanguyen7821

2 жыл бұрын

As a game dev, i noted that, its a really good concept of a game.

I think the Stage 2 track is the more eerie and depressing to me. Just overwhelming sadness takes over when I hear it. It resembles the artwork so perfectly, almost familiar and yet not right.

@donnaquixote7538

3 жыл бұрын

I think it's the musical interpretation of someone sobbing from despair. The strings and the brass sound so wailing.

@jefferycorley8006

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah it’s slowed down so much too, that level of grief that feels so overwhelming you can’t help but move slowly. And yes it does resemble deep sorrowful wails. Even stage 3 and heartaches doesn’t feel this sad.

@John-X

3 жыл бұрын

Stage 2 freaked me out the most. The small distortions, and the anticipation in knowing that it's going to get worse, more disturbing, and horrific. It was also the only one I teared up during. I hear most people cry at the end, but Stage 2 is the only one that made me really emotional.

@samuellinn

3 жыл бұрын

And then hearing that same track in the glitchy mess that is Burning Despair Does Ache was just honestly terrifying

@jefferycorley8006

3 жыл бұрын

@@John-X stage 2 reminds me of the feeling you get seeing a loved one with a recent cancer diagnosis. The obvious fear and denial that it will get better, we can overcome this.

Stage 4 is my favourite here. The distortion here is especially horrific, it has transformed into a different song.

@kattman4605

3 жыл бұрын

daaaaaaa .................deeee ________________Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhh

@Thorin-MattfromGO

3 жыл бұрын

While the song does appear in stage 4, the version in this video is just another song from the 3rd stage

@GaigeGrosskreutzGunClub

3 жыл бұрын

@@kattman4605 IT DAAARRRREEEE

@cherrykid161

3 жыл бұрын

Stage 4 honestly caught be my surprise because of the distortion.

@youtubeisevil

3 жыл бұрын

This is stage 3 actually.

Stage 6: the recognizable and unrecognizable no longer function as separate things, but go hand in hand together as they make their way through your conscience. There is nothing there to be familiar with, because it too is unfamiliar. Once it’s over you feel as though nothing has changed, because it hasn’t. You don’t feel horror, you don’t feel confused, horror and confusion have already felt each other, and you’ve felt them too, but still can’t bring yourself to say that you know horror and that you know what it is to not know. You have already been, and you know that, but you have a sense of furthering something even after everything has been developed to its fullest. Something is in front of you, within reach, in fact you have it and are developing it now, but the more it develops, the more grip on the goal at hand is lost. And before you know it, you realize you weren’t doing anything with it to begin with. The description is that there is no description, and that is everything there is to know. No interpretations, no hidden meaning or secrets, nothing. Actually there’s not even nothing. There is not. That’s it. Blank. There is no description is an overstatement. And that overstatement is what was being attempted on for developing, or rather the idea of its development being brought further out and at some point into reality and into true meaning. There is nothing at the end of time. There are all things everywhere. We are attempting to look at an idea of all things nonexistent. We can only ponder the true essence of what stage 6 stands for, but that’s all we can do, and all the creator intended we do, think about it. Think about what is not, and remember forgetfulness.

@BirdWord03

3 жыл бұрын

Bro, this is some deep shit, I’m very impressed! 😨

@victorremonquevedo8330

3 жыл бұрын

same

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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This album breaks my heart... but I cant stop listening to it.

@Grunt-mu8dw

2 жыл бұрын

Same

Stage 6 is very unsettling It almost feels like your trapped in a loop of terror and frustration. Slowly forgetting who you are and what life is. Making you feel nothing

@philswift9705

3 жыл бұрын

You’re*

@the_egg_

3 жыл бұрын

@@philswift9705 bruh

@SFforlife

3 жыл бұрын

THAT’S A LOT OF DAMAGE

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@PrimYuvia

3 жыл бұрын

This is more of a stage 4 or 5 description, actually. By stage 6, you’ll have already been so desensitized by the extreme horrors and frustrations through stage 4 and 5. Which is why stage 5 says that the extreme repitition and rupture of your fluid memories can give away to calmer moments, and why the unfamiliar may sound and feel familiar instead. In stage 6, you’re introduced with the first track that reads “a confusion so thick that you forget forgetting.” Which means that you had forgotten what it was like to lose your memories since you’ve descended so far into the severe stages of Dementia. Stage 6 is mostly just white noises, as if your mind has been aching for the release of death for a while, and the droning sounds of what’s left of the neurons in your brain is all you can hear, signaling that death is very near.

Let’s play 6 at my sleepover

@abuckarooboyo7104

3 жыл бұрын

@cool it's my sleepover and I choose the Dementia music!

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@dongle5397

3 жыл бұрын

@@abuckarooboyo7104 Wait, I was at a sleepover again? Whos house is this?

That transition from the original song to “It’s just a burning memory” honestly scared the crap out of me.

I really appreciate this bite sized version of Everywhere at the End of Time. It displays the concept really well for the people who don’t have 6 hours to listen to the whole piece

tbh I dont usually get scared of things that are fictional that are intended to scare you, like monsters and spirits and things like that. but this LITERALLY makes me genuinely like. horrified. my heart is racing. it's so upsetting and emotional, but that's what makes it an amazing project. Edit: oh god, the ending.

@-Burb

3 жыл бұрын

It’s because it’s not just some fake thing, it’s made about something real that could happen to anyone: dementia. And that’s more terrifying than any Hollywood monster or creepypasta could ever be.

@michaelst.michaels1490

3 жыл бұрын

This is terrifying in such a real way it’s genuinely unsettling to my core

@citcat6163

3 жыл бұрын

It's the psychological horror that gets me

@anchorthesun3438

3 жыл бұрын

I skipped directly to stage six and it’s extremely distressing

@Crystalkitzoku

3 жыл бұрын

it literally made me cry, because some people in my family had it i dont want my parents to have it. i dont want my other family members to have it. i dont want me to have it.

If you need a mood booster, look in the suggested videos for "DIMENTIA BUT EPIC"

@normanclatcher

3 жыл бұрын

Oh. That ' 'reminds' ' me. There's a "nightcore" version of the song.

@soraideso4020

3 жыл бұрын

@@normanclatcher oh lord..

@ohno6528

3 жыл бұрын

@@normanclatcher oh god why

@ohno6528

3 жыл бұрын

@Adhi Wicaksono i have no respect for nightcore

@normanclatcher

3 жыл бұрын

@@penners7046 I've heard about that one. Winner gets a plaque, I think.

My grandfather is showing early signs of dementia and I’m scared for him to lose the memories he has of his past. The stories he always tells us are really interesting. I don’t want to lose that, something so precious. Memory is what makes relationships, and without them we have nothing...

@TheFallenHuman53

3 жыл бұрын

Dang, I am really sorry to hear that... Hope you two spent some more precious time toghether, cherish what it still last.

@Pagglet

2 ай бұрын

Is he okay still??

@comferior

2 ай бұрын

@@Pagglet he’s currently in a facility for physical recovery due to him neglecting his own health, but yes he’s doing well!

Playing this at 3am alone in an RV in the middle of nowhere hits different. I had to stop at stage 4 and pray.

Me: No, you can't just decay and make everything I see and hear weird and creepy My brain: haha burning despair does ache

@Daddy-ue1du

3 жыл бұрын

Me: I’m having a great day. Everywhere at the end of time: (Confusion intensifies) Me: Still having a great day.

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@hellodrfumiya1881

3 жыл бұрын

@@rosy-goldmoth2637 Minecraft is better than roblox little kid.

@emirkara8660

3 жыл бұрын

@@hellodrfumiya1881 they both are good games doe

@arkhangelskmapping1497

2 жыл бұрын

@@rosy-goldmoth2637 cring

Stage 6: *Post-Awareness Stage 6 is without description.* *OH NO.*

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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When you don't have 6 hours but the 7 minute version seems too quick

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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God the last minute is terrifying. For a second you can definitely hear it, but immediately after you’re uncertain again

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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I was going to say I didn’t understand why this album freaked people out so much, and then I started listening to Stage 3

@Shadow-wu4lg

3 жыл бұрын

It’s so sad cause you soon know that everything you had will soon go to waste

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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To me the visual representation of stage 5 is like a decaing and rotting brain.

@Crazylom

3 жыл бұрын

The picture which represents the song in visual form... strangely familiar, yet undistinguishable in any detail it has...

@victoriadion5

3 жыл бұрын

@@Crazylom Theres a shoe around the shoulder? Am I the only one who notices?

@gambe96

3 жыл бұрын

I find Stage 3’s particularly... disturbing. It shows no end, but makes you think of Stage 2’s, but no, different, yet the same...

@gambe96

3 жыл бұрын

I see a 19 century dressed woman posing with a cane on a set of stairs...

@TheCSJones

3 жыл бұрын

Alzheimer's literally eats away brain tissue. Look up before and after pictures.

I love how you added a stage 0 and condensed it down to 18 minutes. Most people don't have six and a half hours to listen to this masterpiece.

Call your grandparents if you’re lucky enough to still have them around

This whole album just feels so... oddly familiar. I feel as if I’m 60 years old and recalling the old days, but as the memories fade I’m losing my mind. Really, no words can help me explain this feeling of hidden nostalgia

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@xspranp7649

3 жыл бұрын

You had Dementia in a previous lifetime

@kylechristophero.raquid4591

3 жыл бұрын

empathy

@JHINYT

2 жыл бұрын

The images could be like liminal spaces in a way

whenever I hear the "it's just a burning memory" anywhere beyond Stage 3, Im thinking that the person that is having dementia still thinks "it's just a burning memory", they are confused after all. And also hearing it in Stage 6 atleast the horns just makes my heart hurt, they still think that it's just a burning memory.

@grbr2006

3 жыл бұрын

it's just a burning memory. kind of like fire, it will soon die out.

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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This is so well made. One thing that shocked me (and I noticed others have said the same thing) is how spooky and "off" the song for Stage 1 ("Just a Burning Memory") sounds, juxtaposed against the original song "Heartache." In Kirby's album, you think the Stage 1 song sounds normal, because of how weird and off Stage 2 sounds, but with nothing coming before it. Having never heard "Heartache" before, I had no idea just how eerie and sinister Stage 1 actually is. Stage 2 seriously creeps me out. Listening to it makes me feel incredibly uncomfortable, even paranoid and jumpy. I tried to analyze why. Compared to Stage 1 (and the original), it's slowed down and the horns and violins have a sour, sliding quality. The mood is one of great mourning, grief, and dread, which I'm sure Kirby was trying to convey. Somehow the music also sounds both as if it's both very far away and coming from inside a person's head at the same time. The same can be said of Stage 3, which sounds even more distant and also begins to introduce a lot of reverb and dissonant notes that just don't seem to belong. Stage 4 through 6 are utterly terrifying.

Everyone gangsta listening to this at around 1am till they accidentally fall asleep and have a dream where the songs are still playing on a burnt radio

Before it starts: Heartaches, heartaches My loving you meant only heartaches Your kiss was such a sacred thing to me I can't believe it's just a burning memory Heartaches, heartaches What does it matter how my heart breaks I should be happy with someone new But my heart aches for you. Stage 1: Hertches, hertches My loving you meant only heartahes Your kiss was such a sacrd thing to m I can't believe it's just a burning memory eartaces, eartaces What does t matter how my heart breaks I shoud be happy with someone new But y heart aches for you. Stage 2: Hetches, hetches My loving you meant only heartahe Your kiss was such a sacrd hing to m I can't believe it's jst a brning memory eartace, eartace hat does t matter how my heart breaks shou b happ wit someon ne But heart aches for ou. Stage 3: Etches, Etches y oving ou eant nly eartahe our iss as uch acrd ing to m an't elieve t's st a rning emory artace, artace at oes atter ow y eart reaks hou app it omeon ne ut eart ches or u. Stage 4: tche, tche vin an i artah u s c cr n n liev nin mor rtac, rtac e tte ar eak o p omeo ar he. Stage 5: ch, ch i rta ie i o ta, ta t a me Stage 6: ache

@thebrownmantapesthenewchan2206

3 жыл бұрын

A C H E

@natalijatheghost

3 жыл бұрын

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3 жыл бұрын

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3 жыл бұрын

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@RetrospectionRegression

3 жыл бұрын

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I didn’t recognize this song at all in stage 4 and beyond. I literally didn’t realize that it was anything I had heard before and I’m so thrown by that right now. I can’t believe I didn’t recognize it. But then I guess that’s what it would be like. That’s terrifying.

@Schnort

3 жыл бұрын

I have the big stupid and did not recognize that I had heard this song before in previous stages.

@grbr2006

3 жыл бұрын

@@Schnort i don't think it was you being the big stupid. that was the whole point of the album. songs that you've heard before but broken and unrecognizable.

@mgsgamer8340

3 жыл бұрын

It looks like Jojo siwa

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@user-eo6yi6xr5t

2 жыл бұрын

@@rosy-goldmoth2637 bro stop promoting cringe roblox channel. Its not related to this video

to me, its much easier to understand this than the actual album, since with this is simply listening to the deterioration of one song, rather than the equilivant of ones many memories.

The scary thing is that even people born in the 1910's to 1900's grew up with this music and they will be long gone by now, someone who was born in that time would be 110 - 20 now. That is a 1 in 500,000 chance of someone from then surviving for 110 years.

@mitchellalexander9162

Жыл бұрын

I don't know how I got here. I was just looking up the fact that all of a sudden a bunch of Old Songs that were Recorded and made a Hundred Years ago are Public Domain Now and then I found this project that remixes a bunch of them to show the fate of pretty much everybody who was alive who listened to those songs back then. It's kind messed up if you think about it.

I don’t know why but as the stages progress I get teary eyed and then eventually start crying

@randomgamingtime822

3 жыл бұрын

It's just started playing to stage 6 while typing this, and I got the same feelings.

@sean6861

3 жыл бұрын

I was crying and I couldn't stop for hours

@emptyricebowl

3 жыл бұрын

Same, a burst of emotional crying just happened in the middle of stage 2, I don’t know why but it felt like I pent up all of this emotion, just to let it out once it escalates

@ginthemaid112

3 жыл бұрын

I felt sad when it turned into stage 3

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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Listening to this and thinking about what I didn't notice when I listened to the full album... It's making me sick to my stomach. I think this is part of the genius of Everywhere at the end of time: it's so long and disorienting that I couldn't recognize the repeating songs at all. Nothing but a vague, misplaced familiarity that grows more and more distant as you progress through the stages. How did that song go? Have I heard that phrase before? Are these instruments?

@John-X

3 жыл бұрын

It's insane how well crafted the album was. How well it makes you question reality. Of course, it probably helped that the artist actually had dementia...rip.

@AlecNormal

3 жыл бұрын

John Doe The Caretaker?? He actually has dementia??

@Jiroxys25

3 жыл бұрын

@@AlecNormalThe Caretaker is a fictional character portrayed by musician Leyland Kirby. The character had dementia and died shortly after the release of Everywhere at the End of Time.

@AlecNormal

3 жыл бұрын

Quinn Wolf Ooooh. I see, I thought “The Caretaker” was the name he went by as an artist

@osvaldorodriguezx2804

3 жыл бұрын

Yes! When stage 4 started and the version to this song played I sounded so damn familiar and I thought of this sample but it's so unrecognizable that something told me it was just my imagination

my great grandmother died last year. she was 97. she started to get dementia when i was very young, probably around 5 (im 12 now) but it started to get serious when i was about nine or ten. that was a couple of years ago. she was sent to a care home for her last year. my grandma (her daughter and only remaining close relative) visited her twice a week. but she died. R.I.P nanna. 1923 - 2020

@TheFallenHuman53

3 жыл бұрын

Sorry for your loss :^(

"Imagine just scrolling through the comments on one of these videos and seeing a previous comment you made like 2 years ago with absolutely no recollection of it whatsoever." Source: Some random person I saw in the comments on the original full album.

The old TV style makes it better;

@thewild2334

3 жыл бұрын

15938902590589052908905908590th tek comment good to see you bro :)

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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Stage 5 is so depressing. It shows that the person cant recollect the memory other than a few bits and pieces which just leads to a overlap of pure calming ambience. The ambience represents the fact that mentally there is almost nothing there and they've accepted the fact and have succumbed to a mental void.

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@florianvelling6427

Жыл бұрын

They haven't accepted the fact, they forgot it. They don't remember that they can't remember anything.

@josephsullivan5830

Жыл бұрын

@@florianvelling6427 stage 5 is snippits. 100s of them.

@florianvelling6427

Жыл бұрын

@@josephsullivan5830 I know. My point was that people with stage 5 dementia aren't able to accept that they are demented because they don't remember having dementia

It's such an interesting way to compile it. It's so.... brutal. I've seen many elderly people die with dementia, and it is heartbreaking to watch these shells of people to fade away into nothing. It puts a comprehension to something I have already seen many times. I understand a horror I've never understood before now.

What are the odds though...that in some major motion picture or Netflix series soon, one of the few million who heard this set of albums uses Heartaches unaltered in a rather romantic, historical, or even wistful, memory loss related fashion in an important scene, and it causes a not-insignificant backlash from viewers after it comes out, either those who know where it's from, accusing the show of being exploitative and potentially because those informed ones watching have sudden mental health attacks, or even causing similar effects to those who don't have _any_ prior context? I imagine if they _actually_ straight up used tracks _from the Caretaker himself,_ then the odds of all that I just described happened increase exponentially since it would actually be distorted to a significant extent, even 1, though beyond that sample and stage would have to be a pretty horror based context already, even 2 and 3, because I imagine that wouldn't be very subtle at all once the audio gets _that_ distorted.

@Jonconfusing

3 жыл бұрын

Al Bowlly's music was already featured to that effect in 'The Shining', and it actually was a huge inspiration for Kirby to start producing this form of music.

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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I just realised that several of the song titles across the albums that feature this song, have lyrics from the song. "It's just a burning memory" - a line directly from the song "What does it matter how my heart breaks" - another line from the song "And heart breaks" - same line as previous, but some of it is missing... perhaps symbolizing how the person is forgetting the lyrics... "Burning despair does ache" - contains the words "burning" and "ache" which are part of the lyrics... but just single words, and from different sentences, all jumbled up... if you weren't specifically thinking of this song, you wouldn't recognize these words from it at all. After this, there are no real semblances to the lyrics anymore. However, if you want to go into a bit of "over-analyzing" territory... "Mournful cameraderie" - The original song is about being sad about someone you used to love. I think the title is the person desperately trying to remember what the song was about. And the closest thing he or she could get, was that it was about something sad, and something having to do with the company of another person, or "mournful camaraderie". It's also worth pointing out that the word camaraderie is misspelled, perhaps another symbol of them forgetting words and losing touch. Also... "mournful cameraderie" rhymes with "it's just a burning memory"... could also be a sign of them trying really hard to remember the words, and can only come up with a sentence that has the same rhyme. "C'est fini" or "it's over" in french - I think they have given up trying to remember it. Their memories are not coming back. It's over. (C'est fini also rhymes with "memory" by the way... perhaps, after everything... that one rhyming syllable never truly was forgotten.) I also want to add. I have listened to the original Heartaches song several times by now. (It's just really good.) The part where he sings "I can't believe it's just a burning memory" is by far the most memorable part of the song. I don't know why, I just think the melody of that sentence is really enjoyable. Leyland Kirby is a genius. Edit: I just wanted to appreciate the detail you added on the last one where there is ash flowing over the screen. Almost like... it's just a burning memory.

@TheFallenHuman53

3 жыл бұрын

Damn, I never thought of that these song titles are so meaningful behind their names. Surprisingly, your "over-analyzing" make so much sense, you really amazed me. Leyland Kirby sure do have a great, wonderfully genius mind. Thank you.

@javfirefighter

3 жыл бұрын

Stage two's name is missing matter from the name so there's a little confusion there.

@mgsgamer8340

3 жыл бұрын

@@TheFallenHuman53 stage 4 looks like JoJo’s siwa

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@MrNiceGuyPh

3 жыл бұрын

@@rosy-goldmoth2637 Comedy, you belong to the circus my guy.

Is it strange that even when the music is distorted, it still sounds oddly calming and pleasant?

The fact that it goes from happy with the vocals and happy music to just....empty and broken melodies with distorted sounds makes this one of the most saddest pieces of music I've heard.

why, grandma, you must be ill! we just did that yesterday, did we not?

@JG_DeadColor

3 жыл бұрын

:(

@gambe96

3 жыл бұрын

Fucking Terrifying... My own grandmother has begun to show signs of memory loss and I fear intensely she’s at stage one...

@alexis-zm6tx

3 жыл бұрын

@@gambe96 i lost my grandpa to coronavirus a few months ago and he had been showing memory loss signs and alzheimer's symptoms for the last couple years. my family and I were seeing it every day. today i discovered this album and now I'm convinced that he probably was at stage 2 already when he passed out. this has made me a bit relieved that he died before it could have gotten any worse. at least he lived aware all of his time here.

@potato1907

3 жыл бұрын

@@alexis-zm6tx I haven't experienced losing one to dementia but he is lucky to not have to go through forgetting everything, himself and everyone he cares about.

@marsendee

3 жыл бұрын

@@alexis-zm6tx Wow that's horrifying to think about... sorry about your lose

Currently obsessed with EATEOT but I can't handle listening to the full album a third time so thank you for this! It's so cool hearing this one song progress and distort

@Anyo92

3 жыл бұрын

ive listened to the full version like over five times now and and the entirety of stages 4 to 6 like over ten times and as a result at times when i hear something that produces white noise like a fan or a running faucet it sounds like its making faint distorted music for a bit shortly after listening to the post awareness stages

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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The worst part of this album was hearing these tracks and realising that they were the same song warped more and more until it is borderline unrecognizable, I would get a single unmistakable note and I'd tear up at how unfair it is, these are their memories and they've turned to a thick white noise ringing in your ear, waking you in your sleep just straining for a single solid grasp on this confusing nightmare.

thIs is the strongest memory in the caretaker i think, because even in stage 5 you can occasionaly hear it, even when all else is lost to chaos, heartaches still flares back for a few seconds here and there. maybe they fell in love listening to this song, maybe they were friends with the guy who created it. whatever it is, it caused this to be the longest memory.

Why does my brain hurt when listening to this

@klutzycactusgaming1188

3 жыл бұрын

I could ask the same

@benlovecats

3 жыл бұрын

I had a huge headache when I started to listen to this

@juhnegg1041

3 жыл бұрын

HEADACHES HEADACHES WHAT DOES IT MATTER HOW MY MIND BREAKS?

@KillerCrewmate2526

3 жыл бұрын

@@benlovecats If it’s at the beginning it’s because the music boring.

@thebrownmantapesthenewchan2206

3 жыл бұрын

Don't worry about it, dude. Everything's gonna be F I N E. 🙂

The fact that my grandad, such a caring and kind man, had to go through this is the most terrible injustice I've seen, at least with my own two eyes. I hope with all my heart and soul he is happy and at peace wherever he is. Rest In Peace Grandad ❤

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@ScaredyBones

3 жыл бұрын

@@rosy-goldmoth2637 lmao what

@Bruceykeys

2 жыл бұрын

My condolences my grandad went through this too

Imagine that you fully familiarized and memorized all the definitions and details of your academics for the incoming exam. And you watched this.

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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And these are the most coherent part of Everywhere at the End of Time. Let that sink in. When I heard the leitmotif show up, it was a breath of fresh air. Then I remembered how fleeting it was. Back to

2:37 The repeating of that one note genuinely caught me off guard. 😯 If you wanted to frighten me, good job! Now It's just a burning memory sounds even more haunting. 👍

@TheFallenHuman53

3 жыл бұрын

Was thinking about making a 'smooth' transition, so I...

@donnaquixote7538

3 жыл бұрын

@@TheFallenHuman53 Don't get me wrong, it *is* a smooth transition, I just didn't expect it, having heard the original, unedited Al Bowlly version now quite many times. :D Let's say the startling effect is an added bonus that makes the progression even more foreboding.

@irispaiva

3 жыл бұрын

Same, I just got spooked really hard

@J215J

3 жыл бұрын

@@irispaiva frrr. Shit like that makes me jump

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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There’s actually another progression you missed that’s halfway through stage one. It’s B1. It’s slower than A1 but still more coherent than the one in stage 2.

@TheFallenHuman53

3 жыл бұрын

Nah, the B1 is used the song "It look like rain in cherry blossom lane" Here's the link: kzread.info/dash/bejne/l6KZ06miZNibeJM.html And actually, A1 & B1 do sounds like each other at some parts tho...

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@mitchellalexander9162

Жыл бұрын

@@TheFallenHuman53 Thats the joke.

0:01 : Happy ending You are finally cured from the terrible disease. You remembered your family completly and return home and spend time with each other forever.. 2:42 : Good ending You woke up and see a young teenager sitting besides you, sleeping. You wake them up and asked what's going on. Tey are convicing you that they are your granchild. Both of you talk for awhile .. and it was really great. 5:22 : Neutral Ending A nurse comes into your ward and gives you a slice of cake for your birthday. Since you no longer have a family, she sings you a birthday song and eat the cake after. It was a really good cake. 7:11 : Sad ending You are alone.. with nobody in your mind or your ward. You just need someone to talk to. Luckily, there is one unknown man is intrested to ask you a question. You smiled and nods. Little did you know that the man is just inside his head.. 9:45 : Scary ending You had a nightmare and quickly wake up, only to see an empty space surrounds you. At first glance it was normal, but suddenly the figure from your nightmare smiles at you from the front. This give you Insomia and can't sleep for 2 months. 12:18 : Bad ending You feel the urge to pee so you get up, without the nurses knowing, and went inside the washroom and started peeing. You look at yourself at the mirror, not knowing it was you for a moment. Then it started dripping blood from his/her eyes, mouth, ears and nose which scared the frick out of you. You slip on your own urine and hit your head on the toilet bowl and died. 14:55 : True ending Time flashes before your eyes. You waste your life span by looking at the sunrise and the moonlight. One day, death came upon you when you are sleeping. For the last 7 minutes of your brain before it stop working, it brings back the memories you don't know you have. From the day you were born, being a top student, graduate, married and today. You smiled and drop a single tear from your eye. Your soul fly high to heaven after your brain has finally stop working. (Sorry I reuploaded it because tons of editing lmao)

@abuchomel7216

3 жыл бұрын

I really hoped you dont mind because I got your notification 😟👉👈

@Shadow-wu4lg

3 жыл бұрын

A

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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"unfamiliar may sound and feel familiar" reminds me of when I ate an edible and made me feel that moment of euphoria when I remember something, but it wasn't something that even existed. I hope this is not a foreshadowing

Edited this comment bc it’s cringey af lmaoooo

@TheFallenHuman53

3 жыл бұрын

That's a lot of damages...

@philswift9705

3 жыл бұрын

@Dino Dino Mozart was about creating music with emotion and mood, have you ever heard something that gives as much fear and uncomfort as this? The fact that something like this was even made by a person is mind blowing, it’s so amazingly well made

@acertypewriterguy

3 жыл бұрын

@Thomas Pesta I think the point went over his head.

@sebastianp.4212

3 жыл бұрын

@Dino Dino imagine gatekeeping such an abstract concept as music. cringe.

@sebastianp.4212

3 жыл бұрын

@Dino Dino 'bruh how old are you?' lmao

Just finished EATEOT in entirety then went to this. This feels like an accurate abridged version of that album. Personal note: The transition from Heartaches to Stage 1 shocked me; it sounds similar when listened separately, but when back to back it sounds eerie. At least there's you can recall the joyful memories of youth. Stage 2 sounds really sombre, the moment you reached learned helplessness holding that cherished memories, especially paired with previous piece (A losing battle is arising). Stage 3 is like you're trying to embrace the memories as long as you possibly could, before it starts to crumble in Stage 4. Stage 4 is you still remember the face of that memories, but you start to forget why you cherished them in the first place, nor why does it feel familiar. Stage 5: the face of your family and friends are nothing but shapes; shapes that you know but you can no longer recall. There is no stage 6 but you, six feet under the ruins of rememberance. Nothing matters but to wait for Death to play the memory montage one last time before s/he takes your heart, finally letting your body to follow suit.

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@thereinforcementshavearriv8288

2 жыл бұрын

@@rosy-goldmoth2637 you are literally the worst what are you doing with your life where you think this is appropriate get out of here you creep

I like how we hear the actual song at first and as it continues the song becomes so distorted that we can barely even recognize it anymore.

I’m so so sorry to anyone who has experienced dementia. So sorry to the people who have had to watch someone they love and care about going through dementia. Not being able to do anything about it but watch them slowly loose themselves, what a fucking horrifying experience. Dementia will always be the scariest and most devastating way of dying to me.

i think this album has exceeded my mental capacity

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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This video gives me more encouragement to finish listening to the album

@TheFallenHuman53

4 жыл бұрын

Take care, it'll be a rough trip.

@christophetwolfe

3 жыл бұрын

Everything after the former half of Stage 5 just becomes ambience. You could literally sleep through Stage 6. That tells you what Alzheimer’s has in store for you... if you survive that long...

@alexbundaloo2492

3 жыл бұрын

The deed is done. I was doing schoolwork when the album went from resembling music to barely resembling static. When I got to that point I was focused back to the album and realized again how alien everything had become. Then stage 6 rolled around and it was just so empty I had to take breaks in between and then that ending. I'm not sure if I ever want to re experience that.

@TheFallenHuman53

3 жыл бұрын

Great job! Even I didn't fully experience with it. Yes, the last 3 stages was too hard to hear... but I would surely re-experience the first 3 tho. 🎵

@thebrownmantapesthenewchan2206

3 жыл бұрын

@@TheFallenHuman53 Take care, it's a desert out there...

Your body starts to slowly empty. You desperately try to cling on to your last memories, but they all fade away. You forget who you are, who your mom is, your pets, your family, everything. The only thing you remember is how to breathe. You don't even realize what's going on. Then you have a brief moment of your memories returning. All you want is to say one last goodbye to everything, but you can't. You then forget everything. Eventually, they cut off your life support and give everyone the news. A few days later, at your funeral, everyone says how great of a person you are. They lower the coffin along with your body into the ground as the sobbing and bidding farewell continues. A few years later, someone mutters your name for the last time. Then, you are forgotten. Just like all of your memories in your previous life. They're all gone.

@polterboi5041

3 жыл бұрын

One day you will be on an old house, or an old place And you will never know the "memories" of that place, people that lived their entire lifes, kids that used to play and mess around, people that met the love of their life, all the fun, the tragedy, the beautyness, all of it, never known by anyone. Forgotten. Faded away.

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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The most confused I have ever been was off acid, or shrooms. I remember looking in the mirror, trying to think, but just felt awkward, and confused.

My Grandma has dementia and when I talk to her, I just really feel like there is something missing. Like a soul crushing emptiness that isn’t noticeable at first glance (that’s the best way I can put it.) She sometimes has moments where she gets really upset and tries to “go back home to her family” but her children grew up. Luckily, my Grandpa is there by her side to help her during these times, but the feeling of her just being so confused and angry, her mind trapped in a time that is already long gone is really scary for me to think about. I could never imagine forgetting everything that happened around me, but this really put into perspective what she’s been going through in a way.

@TheFallenHuman53

3 жыл бұрын

This is so heartbreaking to hear. I am sorry for your grandma's illness. Wish the best for you and your grandma.

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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@dell95085

Жыл бұрын

I am in the exact same boat as you, my grandma also has dementia and she's sadly in her late stages of it, this album really speaks to me because it is almost exactly like what she's going through and what my family is going through it's devastating, and the worst part is, it never gets better, and it only gets worse. The best thing to do is to remember the good days and to cherish the small things that she can remember.

@rayzx106

7 ай бұрын

I'm in the same situation as you, I feel frustrated because I can't help my grandmother. When I go to talk to her, she repeats things from 50 YEARS ago, which drives me crazy. I feel guilty and sad, because I know that it is getting closer to the end with each passing day. And i cant even do anything. I feel sad. I cant accept the fact that someday she will forget about me, and my parents, my grandfather, etc..

Burning Despair Does Ache and Mournful Camaraderie feel like the same moment from two points of view. The first the Caretaker clearly suffering and seeing everything from his damaged POV. Mournful camaraderie feel like that same moment from the families perspective. Watching their loved one slip away into post awareness.

@rosy-goldmoth2637

3 жыл бұрын

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It’s so sad that people have to go through Dementia :(

The fact on how stage 6 is so creepy gives me chills, it's like if you forgotten you lived in this world. All though it's cool how you've gotten every thing put together, giving them a description about each stage, sorta like the backrooms but actually more creepy. But all though good job.

Oh my god I didn't even notice that the titles of the song are heartaches but described in different ways until it doesn't make sense

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3 жыл бұрын

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