“Kids with passion to make believe will become young adults with a will to achieve” I wish I knew that when I was younger...

@cosmic_seabunny

4 жыл бұрын

unknown dragon Really??? Because I’ve always had a strong imagination and..well let’s just say I’m indifferent about dying.... in anyway at any time any place.

@DoneDreamin

4 жыл бұрын

I was one of those kids and yet i have no idea what i wanna achieve. It makes me feel as if i failed.

@TekTheNinja

4 жыл бұрын

But the next line though is, "As we age, there comes a day we fester like a falling leaf"

@liam_angel_x5355

4 жыл бұрын

Me who wants to die because she can never have those childhood fantasies be real and doesn't know what else to do with her life:😑

@SolarChris3010

4 жыл бұрын

@@cosmic_seabunny playing make-believe is a saying that you imagine things are better than they are. Which the lyrics say that when someone is older they will want to improve the world

*I don’t want to die but I’m afraid to live another day.*

@inkyotaku7406

3 жыл бұрын

yes I agree

@poili243

3 жыл бұрын

*I don’t want to live, but I’m to scared to die*

@omishadouglas8501

3 жыл бұрын

The comment and the reply- Damn I can relate-(I'm just talking to myself rn-)

@inkyotaku7406

3 жыл бұрын

@@poili243 omg this I also really agree with, these are just my thoughts lol

@quandaledingle5849

3 жыл бұрын

'your friendly neighborhood black guy'

No youtube , I am not suicidal , this song is just really good

@AlphaOmega1237

Жыл бұрын

^^

@vesstig

Жыл бұрын

They'll never understand true beauty

@jun2182

Жыл бұрын

me here being suicidal because of how youtube throws ads at me after telling me that this video has suicidal/self harm stuff

@aidanaylward9237

Жыл бұрын

KZread: you listen to this song a lot, are you depressed? Me, who, despite what some might say, is actually quite happy with my life: ...Sure, Jan

@beaniesintheclouds

Жыл бұрын

I’m happy you aren’t suicidal! It’s not a fun thing to be lol, speaking from experience. I’m rooting for you! ✨

“I could be dead tomorrow, yet im sure in some way...when I go I’ll get to know my life was such a waste.” That one hit me the most.

@goatythecringeyone7686

3 жыл бұрын

The first section hit me quite strongly, I guess I avoided the negativity.

@winterspectre

3 жыл бұрын

I saw your chuuni pfp and since I'm crying already I wanna say that anime means so much to me.

@Spleencil

3 жыл бұрын

the 'why "i want to die" is treated like another joke' hit me the most

@astreaastraa

3 жыл бұрын

Nihilism huh.

@circusshow4723

3 жыл бұрын

The one that hit me the hardest was “‘Hardships aren’t as hard as they seem to be’ Sure, say that all you want, you’re not fooling me with those words you never mean”

LITERALLY,,,,,,QUEEN OF SINGING TRANSLYRICS FOR SONGS WITH 1000 BPM 💖💖💖🖤🖤🖤

@user-ys6od3ix7e

4 жыл бұрын

Hikaru Station ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪

@ostellie9136

4 жыл бұрын

GOOD GOOD GOOD SO GOOD VERY GOOD

@ali_tafa006

4 жыл бұрын

10000000 bpm

@core1official

4 жыл бұрын

Simp!!! Jk

@christopher4042

3 жыл бұрын

^^

Can we just take a moment to appreciate the lyrics? Like how on earth did you manage to keep the rhyme scheme in English? WHILE keeping the original pace of the song? WHILE conveying the deep meaning of the lyrics? WHILE BLOWING MY GODDAMN MIND!

@thederpygurl3420

5 жыл бұрын

They are god, answer cleared

@E4439Qv5

4 жыл бұрын

Checkmate, atheists.

@AlvinaYunoa

4 жыл бұрын

Um....I thought the lyrics weren’t by them?

@laworder5861

4 жыл бұрын

Alvina Yuno i mean, whether or not they did it, SOMEONE did it, so-

@user-rb4cj7mb8f

4 жыл бұрын

Alvina Yuno Oktavia DID write these based on a translation of the original japanese. Really really really impressive writing skills

People say this song is depressing, I don't think so. To me, it's not a song about everything wrong in the world, but about seeing that wrong, yet still finding a reason to continue, someone to sing for, to live on. I find that beautiful, even if getting there isn't easy.

@sharpnelshots

3 жыл бұрын

Hear hear!

@heyawhatup1215

2 жыл бұрын

Amen

@the_gameing_rat8647

2 жыл бұрын

Preach

@pplgptyjrdohmdnrmptsgtsof5125

2 жыл бұрын

god speed

@nickkeathley433

2 жыл бұрын

I love you man, that was a beautiful opinion and I praise you for sharing your opinion, most would be reluctant

I’m a Japanese ,so I’m glad to know that this song gives courage to people all over the world.I want to interact with people around the world through many kinds of songs! I’m sorry I can’t write English well.

@phimau8104

2 жыл бұрын

you can write pretty well, don't worry 👍

@TheRealBellatrixLestrange

2 жыл бұрын

That was very well written!

@rei3198

2 жыл бұрын

You writing is pretty good!

@L3onking

2 жыл бұрын

大丈夫! English seems hard because we use lots of idioms. So much that many forget that we don't really speak by the textbook similar to how casual Japanese is nothing like the textbooks

@desyncyt1578

2 жыл бұрын

Heya i feel the same . I want to know more ABT japanese PPL and their traditions.

I am a junior high school student in Japan. Thank you for the translation. Thank you for creating an opportunity to learn about Japanese Vocaloid songs abroad!

@seishounenyuugi

4 жыл бұрын

I honestly don't get what you mean by vocaloid

@caramelapple5562

4 жыл бұрын

@@seishounenyuugi You don't know Vocaloid?

@seishounenyuugi

4 жыл бұрын

@@caramelapple5562 no, i'm a big fan of vocaloids, but i don't get why were they mentioned there

@caramelapple5562

4 жыл бұрын

@@seishounenyuugi This is a Vocaloid song?

@seishounenyuugi

4 жыл бұрын

@@caramelapple5562 oh, sorry, my bad

*HELL YEAH, FINALLY I'VE FOUND AN ENGLISH COVER FOR THIS*

@averyclareduecker4163

5 жыл бұрын

mc chicken Thats how i felt when i found it!

@starryskies0327

5 жыл бұрын

@@conankaitoshuichiandheijii4696 They have be different so the singer can sing it smoothly. The lyrics still carry the same general meaning though, or at least when I'm comparing it to the subtitles I have seen.

@hxuntedbixtch4271

3 жыл бұрын

That’s exactly what i thought

@rafaelsalcie8267

3 жыл бұрын

I think the original is way better, but this cover is good to. Thanks Majiko for this masterpiece❤️❤️❤️

@andreh7869

3 жыл бұрын

Congrats

Choosing to live even when life itself is your worst enemy. This song is seriously some powerful stuff. Thank you for the amazing translation.

@Jordan-Ramses

Жыл бұрын

Death is only bad if life is good. It's Death that gives life meaning. Sad but true. I can't decide if death or immortality would be worse.

@Nooptema

Жыл бұрын

​​​@@Jordan-RamsesI believe death is often misunderstood and exist as an escape from mortal suffering and pain.This is not me saying death is better than living btw. I'm hoping nobody takes what I said the wrong way. I'm not promoting suicide. This is me validating what you said because I agree with you. Those of us that are suffering and that have lost hope look to dying as an escape because death does look better when misery overstays its welcome. 5 years ago I was in a bad spot and ready to end it. Fast forward to now, I'm in a better place and prefer to stay alive. It really does depend on what side of the fence you're on.

It is Ironic that this has a suicide warning when this is the music that has kept me from plunging a knife to my chest. Life really does hates us.

@rhael42

2 жыл бұрын

it truly does :(

@StellaTheKitsuneWatches

2 жыл бұрын

And now muted on top of it.

@basilbat273

2 жыл бұрын

You okay?

@Rose-xe7oj

2 жыл бұрын

I wish you the best! I'm sorry I don't know what else to say, but know that I mean it! The same goes for anyone else reading!

@Tyler-n1sf2w

2 жыл бұрын

You know what’s sad is that what you are saying is True for a lot of us including myself

OH YEAH! now *_this_* is a song i can relate to.

@Primanovas

5 жыл бұрын

Same here :)

@asukalangelysoryu

5 жыл бұрын

same

@solarflare2.095

5 жыл бұрын

Same

@negativitee9550

5 жыл бұрын

Tbh

@spottypie734

5 жыл бұрын

I'm Sorry. Hope things will get better.

“While I don’t care to die I don’t mind a bit but someone I love?...God,I think I’d wish I did.” Same But thats alright

@sofiaelboyellowstardata3532

3 жыл бұрын

*pats back*

"Day-to-day, they're singing out "I'll take you down", but then again, who takes when they're really being generous?" That line hit me hard

@zodiacsama7693

Жыл бұрын

What does it mean?

@chrosairs7057

10 ай бұрын

​@@zodiacsama7693 Idk, probably about how they wouldnt really care about being "taken down" , then it would no longer be a threat but a generous offer

@LuxuryOscar

Ай бұрын

The original means that people mindlessly make songs about suicide and killing, that are inflicted through the radio​@@zodiacsama7693

[Lyrics] “Don’t you wish for death when you’re feeling weak! Hardships aren’t as hard as they seem to be!” …Sure, say that all you want, you’re not fooling me With those words you never mean. While I don’t care to die, I don’t mind a bit But someone I love? …God, I think I’d wish I did I suppose “Because I won’t like it” Is all my ego is. Happy to gaze upon the pain of the haven’t-met, Cowering in our hatred has become a fashion trend Even so, we’re supposed to “live a peaceful life”? Even though I bet it’s nice, I bet we’ve tried. Someone succumbs behind the colors of the monitor Deep in grief, another weeps by singing in their honor Hearing that song, a humming young boy wandered Off with a knife and an offer. Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know Why they force code and ego on the radio. Day-to-day, they’re singing out “I’ll take you down”, but then again, Who takes when they’re really being generous? Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know Why “I want to die” is treated like another joke. That world where we see the worth in growing old, Anybody hated well by life itself will never know. Penniless again, through the day anew, I decide to praise the lazy and sing out of tune Lost upon life’s meaning, I take in the truth, Breathe and see there isn’t anything I’m meant to do. Would these wounds be better off expressed With the lowly illustration “I’m so lonely” suggests? Shouldering nothing but this stubbornness, I’m nothing but alone when I go to bed Kids with passion to play make-believe will Become young adults with a will to achieve. As we age, there comes a day we fester like a falling leaf, Carried down without a clue to prove we ever breathed… Breathing on for centuries in a deathless design, Bored for eternity, the only to survive… …These are the kinds of sci-fi dreams always on my mind. Numb to the pain, can I die? Though I’m not afraid, All the same, I have to pay attention to the hearts I’d break Lost in conflicting thoughts, I’m sure they’d have a lot to say Yes, I can guess what they’d convey: “Perfect things need to stay as perfect as they always were.” “If you can’t confront demise, then live the life you don’t deserve.” Since we’re bound to end up sad and back to being hurt, We should laugh with the friends we lack forever Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know Why we claim to get the happiness we haven’t shown. Angered by our past hands, past, as we complain aloud, We smile while pretending that we’re better now Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know Why “So long” took on the meaning of “I wanna go”. That time where “Goodbye” implied “For now, I hope” Anybody hated well by life itself will never know. Contentment and exits, affection and friendships- They’re gifts you can get for your money …Within but a whimsical fantasy. I could be dead tomorrow, yet I’m sure in some way, When I go, I’ll get to know my life was such a waste. Through daylight and stardom, through springtime and autumn, We die everyday, and that’s exactly why I chase No wishes or visions; since all I can afford Is protecting your life, I ask for that and nothing more. Of course… That’s surely All I’ll ever need to sing for. Hated well by life itself, we’ll never know What makes the meaning matter when we die alone. It’ll taint you, it’ll taint two, Soon enough, the rest of us will sink like a leaf into Anywhere we know it’s not for naught, ‘cause we don’t stop Going out and off, always giving everything we got To killing, to kicking, to grinning, to gritting, Living, living, living, living, Living on.

@667nine

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you

@fanfiction_reader

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much.

@creme_art4248

2 жыл бұрын

The lyrics are on the screen... YOU just b!ew my mind

@hgmsnw

2 жыл бұрын

@@creme_art4248 some people can't follow the lyrics on the screen because it might be too fast for them lol

@ARunningJoke

Жыл бұрын

a

Just read the description. It's good to see you putting your health first. I'm excited to see you coming back, but please, make sure not to push yourself. Cheers. Also, this cover is great.

Lyrics for easy singing! ------------------------------------- "Don't you wish for death when you're feeling weak! Hardships aren't as hard as they seem to be." ...Sure, say that all you want, you're not fooling me with those words you never mean. While I don't care to die, I don't mind a bit, bur someone I love? God, I think I'd wish I did. I suppose "Because I won't like it" is all my ego is. Happy to gaze upon the pain of the haven't met, cowering in our hatred has become a fashion trend. Even so, we're supposed to "Live a peaceful life"? Even though I bet it's nice, I bet we've tried. Someone succumbs behind the colors of the monitor. Deep in grief, another weeps by singing in their honor. Hearing that song a humming young boy wandered off with a knife and an offer. Everybody hated well by life itself will never know, why they force code and ego on the radio. Day-to-day they're singing out "I'll take you down", but then again, who takes when they're really being generous? Everybody hated well by life itself will never know, why "I want to die" is treated like another joke. That world where we see the worth in growing old, anybody hated well by life itself will never know. Penniless again, through the day anew, I decide to praise the lazy and sing out of tune. Lost upon life's meaning, I take in the truth, breathe and see there isn't anything I'm meant to do. Would these wounds be better off expressed with the lowly illustration "I'm so lonely" suggests? Shouldering nothing but this stubbornness, I'm nothing but alone when I go to bed. Kids with passion to play make-believe will become young adults with a will to achieve. As we age, there comes a day we fester like a falling leaf, carried down without a clue to prove we ever breathed. Breathing on for centuries in a deathless design, bored for eternity, the only to survive... These are the kinds of sci-fi dreams always on my mind. Numb to the pain, can I die? Though I'm not afraid, all the same, I have to pay attention to the hearts I'd break. Lost in conflicting thoughts, I'm sure they'd have a lot to say. Yes, I can guess what they'd convey: "Perfect things need to stay as perfect as they always were" "If you can't confront demise, then live the life you don't deserve." Since we're bound to end up sad and back to being hurt, we should laugh with the friends we lack forever. Everybody hated well by life itself will never know, why we claim to get the happiness we haven't shown. Angered by our past hands, past, as we complain aloud, we smile while pretending that we're better now. Everybody hated well by life itself we'll never know, why "so long" took on the meaning of "I wanna go". That time where goodbye implied "For now, I hope", anybody hated well by life itself will never know. Contentment and exits, affection and friendships. They're gifts you can get for your money within but a whimsical fantasy. I could be dead tomorrow, yet I'm sure in some way when I go, I'll get to know my life was such a waste. Through daylight and stardom, through springtime and autumn, we die everyday and that's exactly why I chase no wishes or visions, since all I can afford is protecting your life, I ask for that and nothing more. Of course... That's surely all I'll ever need to sing for. Hated well by life itself, we'll never know what makes the meaning matter when we die alone. It'll taint you, it'll taint two, soon enough the rest of us will sink like a leaf into anywhere we know it's not for naught, 'cause we don't stop going out and off, always giving everything we've got. To killing, to kicking, to grinning, to gritting, living, living, living, living, living on!

@fartingkitty0712

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you my dude

@cookiedevil0651

3 жыл бұрын

My man thanks

@lillypop3535

3 жыл бұрын

@GrayIsGreen same

@pavithra7818

3 жыл бұрын

Tq man.....this song is soo hard to sing even with this lyrics

@cookiedevil0651

3 жыл бұрын

@@pavithra7818 it gets easier as you keep going

I'm not that depressed and don't relate to all of these lyrics, but I still find them very pretty and genuine

@cookielover5838

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@DrageLee

3 жыл бұрын

Depression isn't really a disease so it can't really be cured

@DrageLee

3 жыл бұрын

There's only digging up a grave for depression and putting it in it to leave it behind

@ericaploof998

3 жыл бұрын

At some point, we will relate to them, though. Some of it, anyway.

@emberr_r0se

2 жыл бұрын

@@DrageLee A cold isn't a disease and it can be cured. Diseases aren't the only thing that can be cured.

It took several months and learning the actual lyrics of the Japanese version of this song to truly realize how brilliant this cover is. The lyrics are so masterfully crafted, and bring this song from a simple translation into something much stronger and something that has transcended a mere imitation. THIS is what covers should be.

I am Japanese. This song is my favorite song and I listen every day in Japanese. This time, I found singing in English and heard it. It's a really good song in English and it's my favorite ^^ *

@VegetaEx

3 жыл бұрын

I listen to it everyday also ^^

@Electric_Bagpipes

3 жыл бұрын

I know this is a bit late, but how is it to listen to english songs as a native Japanese speaker? For me on the opposite side of that its kind of exotic and lets me focus more on the music.

@AAAAA-ur4vq

3 жыл бұрын

@@Electric_Bagpipes Im native Japanese but I can speak fluently in English so, I don't really feel a difference

@lifesucks3514

2 жыл бұрын

@@Electric_Bagpipes for me all it changes is i can tell what the lyrics are sometimes it changes the song completely, sometimes it feels no different

@brotherkhrayn3525

2 жыл бұрын

@@lifesucks3514 like Gommene Gommene? 😅😅

All hail queen Oktavia for her relatable choice of song 😂

@Primanovas

5 жыл бұрын

Shadow Alpha Preach it-

@Uhhh131

5 жыл бұрын

Hello xD

@BruceWayne-qs7yb

4 жыл бұрын

Blood rayna but eww English dubbed haha

"I don't care about living but protecting you." This message I convey from this song... God...

@ericmurotake5180

3 жыл бұрын

I think it's more that even though we humans see the ugliness, the hate and cruelty in the world...we live on. For the ones around us, for the people we care about. Even if the world beats us down, WE. GET. UP. We keep clawing our way forward, even if only for the people around us that we care for, and who care for us in return

@storyshiftchara1291

Жыл бұрын

I’m getting tired of acting but if it’s for them I will keep acting

@kingdomkey63

Жыл бұрын

@@storyshiftchara1291 eventually it won't have to be acting for those that you care about. And maybe eventually you can let them in about how you really feel

i've listened to this an alarming amount of times-

@someone-fd6pz

3 жыл бұрын

well, i don't think it's a bad sign if you keep listening this song for some reasons.

@inovativeteacher6188

3 жыл бұрын

@@someone-fd6pz mental The seal on the lonliness breaks Physical I become dumb(unable to hear) 😂😂😂😂😅😅😅

@Lunaliladee

3 жыл бұрын

@@inovativeteacher6188 yeah :D

@socksx

3 жыл бұрын

Relatable man

@Lunaliladee

3 жыл бұрын

Oof

This may not have that powerful as mafumafu's version But wow Just wow The word choice for this English version is heavy Really heavy Made me a bit teary

@kunkaan6248

3 жыл бұрын

that's exactly what my thought is!

I wanna die but I'm scared to die. I wanna live but I'm scared to live. I wish there's another choice. Edit: is dis copyright?

@kusuragikun3717

3 жыл бұрын

tfw "I wanna die but i am scared" *feel*. That shit painful

@someone-fd6pz

3 жыл бұрын

Idk, but I think it's copyrighted in some way or form. I'm not the one do say exactly but that's what I think

@mynameisddotcalm1008

3 жыл бұрын

You might like the song called Empty. Not by Jaiden, the other one.”

@archerestarcher

3 жыл бұрын

@@someone-fd6pz What's copyrighted? This girl is saying her thoughts. Regardless of whether those words may be in some song or something idk that doesn't mean she's breaking any copyright rules. They are W O R D S. It's not copyrighted.

@someone-fd6pz

3 жыл бұрын

@@archerestarcher I said, I'm not the one to say if this is copyright or not. It's just my own opinion

Hi, this is the first cover I've listened to by you, but this is beautiful and I hope youre doing ok

@OktaviavonSeckendorff8

3 жыл бұрын

I’m doing much better lately! Thank you for listening!

@eliza._c

2 жыл бұрын

@@OktaviavonSeckendorff8 I know I’m super late but holy shit. I’m so glad you’re doing better now and what an incredible voice you have. I can really tell how much emotion went into this song and it honestly is so warming just listening to it and your powerful voice. It’s currently 9:44pm for me and I’m sobbing like a baby, this really hit me hard yet I felt so understood. Thank you thank you thank you for creating a cover so awesome!!

I wanted to listen to this on repeat, but now I have to click the proceed button.

@Zelteth

2 жыл бұрын

Should still be able to set it to loop afterwards.

I’ve been waiting for someone to do this for foreverrrrr

Me: *sees title* Me: Okay, relatable...

The vocal skills needed to sing the English translation of this song are so damn high, and this woman blew through its ceiling and into outer space. Massive respect. Like, wow.

This song is about life’s ups and downs, and at the very end; it SCREAMS about *GETTING BACK UP AGAIN,* and LIVING alongside the ones you love!! That message is BEAUTIFUL!

"Don’t you wish for death when you’re feeling weak! Hardships aren’t as hard as they seem to be!” …Sure, say that all you want, you’re not fooling me With those words you never mean. While I don’t care to die, I don’t mind a bit But someone I love? …God, I think I’d wish I did I suppose “Because I won’t like it” Is all my ego is. Happy to gaze upon the pain of the haven’t-met, Cowering in our hatred has become a fashion trend Even so, we’re supposed to “live a peaceful life”? Even though I bet it’s nice, I bet we’ve tried. Someone succumbs behind the colors of the monitor Deep in grief, another weeps by singing in their honor Hearing that song, a humming young boy wandered Off with a knife and an offer. Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know Why they force code and ego on the radio. Day-to-day, they’re singing out “I’ll take you down”, but then again, Who takes when they’re really being generous? Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know Why “I want to die” is treated like another joke. That world where we see the worth in growing old, Anybody hated well by life itself will never know. Penniless again, through the day anew, I decide to praise the lazy and sing out of tune Lost upon life’s meaning, I take in the truth, Breathe and see there isn’t anything I’m meant to do. Would these wounds be better off expressed With the lowly illustration “I’m so lonely” suggests? Shouldering nothing but this stubbornness, I’m nothing but alone when I go to bed Kids with passion to play make-believe will Become young adults with a will to achieve. As we age, there comes a day we fester like a falling leaf, Carried down without a clue to prove we ever breathed… Breathing on for centuries in a deathless design, Bored for eternity, the only to survive… …These are the kinds of sci-fi dreams always on my mind. Numb to the pain, can I die? Though I’m not afraid, All the same, I have to pay attention to the hearts I’d break Lost in conflicting thoughts, I’m sure they’d have a lot to say Yes, I can guess what they’d convey: “Perfect things need to stay as perfect as they always were.” “If you can’t confront demise, then live the life you don’t deserve.” Since we’re bound to end up sad and back to being hurt, We should laugh with the friends we lack forever Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know Why we claim to get the happiness we haven’t shown. Angered by our past hands, past, as we complain aloud, We smile while pretending that we’re better now Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know Why “So long” took on the meaning of “I wanna go”. That time where “Goodbye” implied “For now, I hope” Anybody hated well by life itself will never know. Contentment and exits, affection and friendships- They’re gifts you can get for your money …Within but a whimsical fantasy. I could be dead tomorrow, yet I’m sure in some way, When I go, I’ll get to know my life was such a waste. Through daylight and stardom, through springtime and autumn, We die everyday, and that’s exactly why I chase No wishes or visions; since all I can afford Is protecting your life, I ask for that and nothing more. Of course… That’s surely All I’ll ever need to sing for. Hated well by life itself, we’ll never know What makes the meaning matter when we die alone. It’ll taint you, it’ll taint two, Soon enough, the rest of us will sink like a leaf into Anywhere we know it’s not for naught, ‘cause we don’t stop Going out and off, always giving everything we got To killing, to kicking, to grinning, to gritting, Living, living, living, living, Living on"

@azirul9311

5 жыл бұрын

You don't need to write the lyrics again when it's already in the video,but what ev

@professionalbiter

5 жыл бұрын

@@azirul9311 It helps people like me sing it because I can see whats coming up.

@azirul9311

5 жыл бұрын

@@professionalbiter Thank you.I knew there was something I miss but it completely miss me.Although I don't practically think it's that necessary,it will definitely help some people.

@Checkmate___

5 жыл бұрын

Thanks you, this is really helpful

@belladonna8222

5 жыл бұрын

Azirul also for those who wish to copy and paste

AAAAH I’m so excited!! But please do take time to rest when you need it!!

"Contentment And exits, affection, And friendships They're gifts you can get for your money..." I wish I could say that's a lie..

@darknessterra9953

3 жыл бұрын

well you can accept them as a beautiful lie that you can have. but yeah a lie never gonna stop the bleeding but only make it slower

@MouthofSauron334

3 жыл бұрын

But you forget the next line. "Within but a whimsical fantasy. "

this comment section is such a wholesome place

@katalimendoza2569

3 жыл бұрын

I wish the whole world was like that.

@hms.fortune5829

3 жыл бұрын

Their are always good people in the world you just have to know where to look

@enzo3217

3 жыл бұрын

You sure? They're like super sad and depressy. I really wanna try to help them But I can't. Because I don't know how.

@haruhiroketsumi2944

3 жыл бұрын

Wholesome yet depressing...

@yuzukilight1731

3 жыл бұрын

@@katalimendoza2569 same Tvt

Why 'i want to die' is treated like another joke 'Me: locking myself in the room depressed and sad wanting to end it all Them: why u cant open up to us tell us ur problem *tried to open up and tell the problem* Also them: dont be so dramatic / *they got angry* Me: never open up again🙂

@KingBanana123

4 жыл бұрын

Relatable.

@zaheii

4 жыл бұрын

Some people don't understand how much pain a person can carry and asking for them to open up isn't helpful all the time when how your feeling just can be explained with words..

@DESTIEL65

4 жыл бұрын

@@zaheii i tried to open up but they dont understand me or just plainly ignore it

@nevermind2425

4 жыл бұрын

I’m sorry man...

@kellet-5746

3 жыл бұрын

@@DESTIEL65 when I tryed to open up my mum started to cry and shout "How could you think that" then went on a rant about why I shouldn't "think" that, and then sayd she won't forget that, the next day she spoke to me and told me that if i apologize she will forgive me, and then she asks me why I keep things to myself :(

I know the comments section is flooded with people who are already saying they relate to this, but I just wanted to thank you for posting this at the time you did. I’m going through one of the hardest times in my life and it feels so comforting to listen to music that resonates with me. It gives me a lot of courage and hope, along with your voice which sounds amazing in this song I hope your mental health continues to improve and you can keep doing what you love, whatever it may be.

@hurricanian6146

5 жыл бұрын

piko's left leg I personally think listening to upbeat, happy music would help more.

@cosmic_seabunny

4 жыл бұрын

Hurricanian this has a happy upbeat tune.

@ashketchup41

3 жыл бұрын

I pray your life turns out good . All the best 👍😊

@lanajane778

3 жыл бұрын

@@hurricanian6146 that works for me sometimes but sometimes i listen to the lyrics about like positivity or love and i think about how un-relatable it is and it makes me feel worse.

@hurricanian6146

3 жыл бұрын

Lana Jane oh, yeah. My opinions have changed since then, but you still gotta remember the good in life.

"we smile while pretending we're better now" dang.... that hit HARD

@H1k1k0mori_Gh0st

Жыл бұрын

I was just about to comment that

Not the national suicide prevention hotline being provided under the video 😵😵

A while back one of my friends sent this to me, I understand why she did. It was a hint...her depression was getting worse I was lucky to catch on, she's doing better now, I hope. Scrolling through the comments people hate the 'i wanna die' jokes, but a lot of times that's how people deal with their depression that's how my friends delt with it. I am lucky enough to have caught onto them. One of them told me the year I met her she had set a date to kill herself. If I wasn't for me she wouldn't be here. With all of this what I'm trying to say is, it really does get bette. You just have to try, if you don't try to get through it you won't. I pushed my friends away from it, I did everything possible to keep them happy. I know their depression is still there, it comes out at times, but at least now they know they have someone to talk to. I hope this can at least help someone in some way. I know it probably won't even be read, but try. Try to overcome it and you will eventually. (OK but like thanks you guys I've never gotten this many likes also to clear a few things there was more Than one of them I had 2 friends, Im now dating one but the other hates me its all good tho, its been a while I guess they have "better" friends now idk but I'm still here for anyone who needs to talk)

@binhminhnguyenvan7212

3 жыл бұрын

I'm glad for you. I never had a chance until it happened Stay strong both of u

@hms.fortune5829

3 жыл бұрын

I cant respect you more for trying your best to help those closest to you, and for typing this comment out to try to help anyone that would see it no matter what the chance I personally dont have depression but I know several who do and I try to make their lives better when possible, thanks for watching their back

@yukisurvived9320

3 жыл бұрын

A lot of the people trying to help are going through something themselves, yet they don't have anyone they can tell it to. If they do have someone , then theyre lucky and should try their best as much as they're making others try their best to have the motivation to keep going. If you ever need anyone to talk to, don't hesitate to search for yourself, or even if there is no one I'll be there. The pain in my chest growing while writing kinda make it ironic isn't it-

@melon1590

3 жыл бұрын

@@yukisurvived9320 I resonate with this comment the most. The always tell you should but you never get a how. It's especially hard if know is there to talk to. You end up holding it in and putting on fake face.

@antoniogasse4111

3 жыл бұрын

God, I think i might need someone like you in my life ngl

I wished my school could watch this so they stop making 'I'm lonely' and 'I want to die' jokes

@averagechannelname9969

4 жыл бұрын

Idk what caught my eye first. Kanadead or death jokes. I personally make death jokes because its a way to cope. And humor is a way that I deal with things

@runiiiiiii

4 жыл бұрын

I should play this at my high school talent show while playing the piano.

@specializedchemicals6669

4 жыл бұрын

But sometimes people joke about that to cope. Such as myself. I say edgy jokes making fun of death and suicide to cope. So I won't hurt myself and won't do it myself. It makes me forget about the urges. And I think it helps me better than any other coping skills put in front of me. Especially if I say it around others, it's to ground myself. Again, it's also healthier than self-harming, drinking, drugs, and attempting to kill oneself.in my opinion.

@juliana-iq5en

4 жыл бұрын

Maki Roll love your name

@cruzfamily2836

4 жыл бұрын

I really don't know if this is really the english lyrics..

もっとたくさんの人に届いて欲しい曲

An absolutely beautiful song. It’s a shame everyone just considers it a suicide song. It simply isn’t. It’s trying to fight that idea itself. But anyway this is a tune I put in my work out playlist

@ericmurotake5180

Жыл бұрын

Exactly. It's a song about seeing all the hate, the ugliness, the sadness in the world... And choosing to live on. No matter how many times you get knocked down, you get back up. You tell the world you REFUSE to be broken. And you live on. You fight tooth and nail to keep on living, because no matter how small, there's good in the world

@keaton3258

4 ай бұрын

​@@ericmurotake5180kzread.info/dash/bejne/p6iGtKOndpDTec4.htmlsi=DQV395Uv9Re7a2_8 imo very similar to this song, about living on despite it all

This song hits so deep.. Japanese and English both really get me in my feelings.

@eeveeruleslol5440

4 жыл бұрын

how did u get kermit as an account

@kermitthefrog1819

4 жыл бұрын

gavin bonet Because :3

This song: Me: This song: EVERYBODY HATED BY LIFE ITSELF WILL NEVER NOW Me:AHHHHH

Good to know even my music choices have suicide hotlines attached to them.

hey kiddos, i know that shit gets really hard but i beg of you, that if you're feeling this way, PLEASE get some help. it may seem pretty normal because of how common it is now, but i promise you that this is NOT normal. i was hospitalized in november because of a suicide attempt, something which could've been avoided if i'd spoken out about my struggle rather than internalizing it all. please, speak up if you're hurting.

@clarificationmayberequired2155

5 жыл бұрын

I wouldn't say speaking up will fix everything though. I spoke up about my issues after years of bottling it all up and once I finally opened up about it nothing really changed. I was hospitalized and was seeing a psychiatrist but none of that helped and honestly I feel like I am at my lowest point currently. They put me on meds and sent me on my way. I saw a psychologist sometimes after that but that wasn't helping either. Eventually I stopped going and I'm no longer taking the meds because they weren't helping either. I just dont know what to do anymore. I feel trapped and helpless. I think about killing myself multiple times on a daily basis and the only things really keeping me from doing so is I dont want to do that to my family and i remember reading something that said suicide is always on the table but make sure you do everything else within your power before taking that option. If you honestly try to change things and you still can't get through it, then go through with it. So I try every day to change things. I dont know why I'm typing this out and I'm sorry if this is a downer for anyone, I guess this was just something I had to get off my chest. Thanks for reading this if anybody did I guess, and sorry again for this post. Edit: wanted to clarify that this is just my perspective and situation and maybe therapy or medication could possibly help someone else who is struggling, I'm not writing those off for other people so I agree that you should speak up and seek out help of you need it, I suppose I just wanted to share my experience. If anyone out there needs help then try to get the help you need, maybe it will work out for you.

@Jeremy-se1kp

5 жыл бұрын

@@clarificationmayberequired2155 You shouldn't really say "then go through with it" in any situation. As for psychiatrists/psychologists, try to get to talking with someone you can actually connect with, as psychologists can't magically cure your issues, they can only help you get on the right path and walk through it with you. That being said, I know a point of feeling like nothing else will ever help as I've been there and nearly gone through with "it". What ended up helping me is really trying to open up and actually speak my mind as well as let myself be helped. Of course not everyone is going to be as fortunate as I was with how many people were ready to help me once I allowed it to happen, but there's always a way to go look for help. No matter what state you're in, even here on the internet there will always be people that want to be there for you. Don't give up and "go through with it". Always keep trying no matter how horrible you feel, because god damn am I glad I didn't give up, and I'm fairly certain you'll feel the same.

@Jeremy-se1kp

5 жыл бұрын

tl;dr speaking up itself won't fix anything, but it'll allow you to open up and start working on yourself with the help of others. Please, do your best and try to let people help you. And because I'm sure some of you feel the same way I used to; You don't need to feel bad or embarrassed about wanting to feel happy again and getting help to achieve your goals. Let people be there for you, plox

@clarificationmayberequired2155

5 жыл бұрын

@@Jeremy-se1kp I'm sorry, it seems I wasnt clear on the "then go through with it" point. What I meant there was that was my personal mindset on the subject of trying to get through everything, not that I'm telling everyone else that they should do the same thing. That's just my personal "rule set" I guess I would call it. Try everything and if I am at the end of my rope then that is still there. I guess its hypocritical to say that others shouldn't follow the same "rules" as me but to me that is just the answer I found for myself, and I think others should do their best and find out what works for them as well. Maybe it will make sense if I say that in a twisted way that for me it's like saying "hey you have nothing to lose to keep going that extra day and if in the end nothing works out that will be there for you" for me to have as an alternative. Also I understand that there is no magical cure to fix things, I just simplified my situation down instead of getting into it. I tried to work with them on communicating my issues but it wasnt going anywhere and I didn't think anything was improving in my situation. I also understand that it's a two sided situation because I need to put effort into trying to fix things too. In regards to finding people to communicate and connect with that is really hard for me to do. One of my biggest issues in life has been making connections because of multiple different factors and I am at the point where i am actively avoiding these now because I am terrified of other people and I have a hard time even talking to people in person about normal stuff let alone my problems. I see myself as insignificant and a burden on everyone else and I dont want to get involved in other peoples lives because I dont want to cause problems for them either. I could keep going but I dont want to trouble you any further than I already have. Thank you for taking the time to respond and I'm sorry for wasting your time. I hope you have a nice day/night.

@miserablepumpkin9453

5 жыл бұрын

@@clarificationmayberequired2155 You aren't wasting our time. I have hope that things will get better for you.

Life is just a beautiful lie to believe while death is a hurtful truth we can never avoid.

@GeoGamerArtistVlogger

4 жыл бұрын

Um hi I was wondering if I could use your comment in a song I'm writing. It fits the theme and I just like it in general

@rcrechcimafranca2767

4 жыл бұрын

@@GeoGamerArtistVlogger Oh sure, you can

@GeoGamerArtistVlogger

4 жыл бұрын

@@rcrechcimafranca2767 thank you!!!

@rcrechcimafranca2767

4 жыл бұрын

@@GeoGamerArtistVlogger I'll be looking forward to your song.

@herrscherofsweets9583

4 жыл бұрын

R/im14andthisisdeep

As we age, there comes a day we fester like a falling leaf carried down without a clue to prove we ever breathed... This line just sticks with me for some reason and I don't know why. I only recently started obsessing over the original song and now I find this English vers and hot damn for the lyrics and singing are both so good.

@ericmurotake5180

Жыл бұрын

I see it as a testament to the one ultimate truth of life. That, in the end, we will wither and vanish. And in time, we will be forgotten by the world. Which is strangely comforting, in a way. Because in the end, none of it will matter. Rich or poor, great or small, all deeds and ills... it all is just a tiny speck in the vast ocean of life. Even if we feel like something is the end of the world, it's just a tiny droplet in the ocean

this song hits me especially hard recently. School's been going terribly, I haven't had time to really do anything I enjoy. At times I just go "If someone runs a red light at the next intersection and takes me out, maybe that's for the better." I've been thinking "Well, if i fail, maybe i'll just die along with my grades." terrible mindset to be in. It's almost like I'm arguing with myself in my head. My logical side knows I'm in a terrible mental state and I need to get out of it, yet the rest of me can't seem to agree. I'm hopelessly lazy, haven't learned a thing this year, and I have to worry about the future soon. I can't disappoint my parents, yet I don't want to worry them either. All the pressure is on me, and I'm the only one putting it there. Who do I blame? My parents aren't the usual horror story asian parents, they are genuinely understanding and have good intentions. My school might be terribly structured, but is it their fault that I can't learn there? No. It all falls on me. I know this, and I can't find myself doing anything about it. It hurts. It really does. All i can do is complain, but deep down i know I can't blame anybody but myself. I really need finals to come, go, and stay away. those two months of summer vacation will be the perfect therapy.

@caitlinmccarthy4254

3 жыл бұрын

I’m sorry to hear that, that’s really rough. Wanted to remind you that things will always get better eventually even if they don’t feel like they will!! I’m here to talk if you need me!!! Sending all my love and support

@shafireman700

2 жыл бұрын

I may not know your story nor your exact situation indepth meaning I can not say what you're feeling is wrong in a typical sense. However despite you knowing it's an issue and that you want to fix it is a good sign. Sure it might torment you to death but honestly the first step is realizing and then getting to work. Imagine if you weren't self aware. That'd be more terrifying having to stay stuck in the same problem. Sure it might not be easy, I think first if anything you need to focus on having a good support system and then focusing on getting encouragement from them or getting better for them. Maybe just their energy will help you if you can't get deep with them like you maybe want to. You have potential to change, realizing what you are now and what you use to be in the past. Remember those good traits and times? I don't know if you can exactly use that as a basis but use it to inspire yourself to aim higher. I don't know if my words will reach you. I'd share my own experiences but I don't know if I should. It's weird, I kinda feel like it's easier to speak to strangers about your problems because you have no connection and maybe you have a few things in common. If you want to talk and if we relate then maybe I will respond with some of my own story. Shafireman#6556 is my Discord. Don't feel like you're a burden to me, despite what I'm doing I've kinda helped many people at the right time which is why I have the mindset I do today.

@toofufu

Жыл бұрын

i get you. your comment has been a year ago, so i hope youre doing much better now. you are so loved

@setraluluvs

Ай бұрын

don't worry, you're not alone! i'm sorta in the same situation, except my parents are.. ehhh. anyway, i hope you get loads better during summer vacation!!!!!!!! do whatever you want, cus you're free!!!!!!!

I saw this song come up and was excited for another Oktavia cover. I hadn't ever heard this song before, so I was only vaguely aware of what to expect. Maybe it's because I'm feeling tender and emotional today, but what I found was a song my past self connected with a little too wel...and somehow, it was encouraging. Maybe it's because I'm still here. Maybe it's because I can look back now and see that all those times where the only thing keeping me from giving up was my family have been worth it, because my life HAS improved. Maybe it's because I suddenly don't feel so alone in the moments where those thoughts threaten to come back. In any case, it was like my past was popping up to remind me of how much it hurt and make me realize just how far I've been able to come. So thank you, Oktavia. And to everyone else who's where I was...hey, take me as living proof things CAN get better. I know it doesn't feel like it--believe me, I do--but if you just keep going, just keep forcing yourself through, just keep trying new things...maybe one day, you'll be able to call these feelings a part of your past. I'm marching right along with you. ❤

@_pyxeled

4 жыл бұрын

Ok, guess I'm first comment. I totally relate with you, and you're giving me a lot of hope. Thank you, I've been feeling kinda sad lately but it's... getting better? And both this song and your comment are a bright light at the end of the tunnel for DEFINITELY not just me. So, thank you. From, a stupid middle school girl(that definitely shouldn't have written this on the judging internet)

@khyle2520

4 жыл бұрын

this really struck home with me. i've definitely had long, long periods of time that all i felt i had left was my animal companions or my sisters, etc. knowing i made it this far makes me so proud of myself. finding people like me, like you, that have gone through all this pain and are still here is such a beautiful feeling. knowing we're far from alone and we're welcomed with open arms into a group of survivors. your comment will stick with my heart for a long, long time. thank you sincerely, a teenaged boy that just needed to hear that someone made it through okay :)

@kucak7835

2 жыл бұрын

@@_pyxeled The people here are surprisingly kind (in the comments section).

@_pyxeled

2 жыл бұрын

@@kucak7835 oh shit, this was two years ago??? holy hell

@_pyxeled

2 жыл бұрын

guess this comment section deserves an update! jesus. first off, not in middle school anymore! second off, not a girl anymore! and third, quarantine's been a bitch but we are still pushing through. shoutout to "ive been feeling kinda sad lately" in my first comment! oh dear, sweet baby pixeledink, that was just the start of it. i'm being overdramatic here, haha. things have actually improved a lot. i know who i am, i know who my friends are and what i want to be, and on most days i can say that i'm content in where i am now. (PS. this song still bangs harder than my neighbors do at two in the morning.) cheers. from, a dumbass high school boy (that definitely shouldn't have updated this on the "judging" internet).

Reminder: I know things are going to get tough, but you have to remember that for every time you fall, you have to keep getting up. No matter how *strong* or *weak* you are. There are things to look forward to. It's okay not to understand why we're here, what *feelings* are, and how to keep going through life the way you are. All you really have to do is what feels right. No matter what anyone else says. Even if you truly are alone. Just keep moving forwards through life as you see fit. If you ever feel like it's getting to be too much, talk to someone. You can even talk to me! No one is truly a horrible person, as long as they have positive qualities, which everyone has. You can never be *that* bad, because even throughout everything, if you truly need and want to, you are able to change. (EDIT: Please stop with the negative replies, this was meant to be positive. I really do mean these words. You are loved, and you are cared for.

@viotrix1202

4 жыл бұрын

Do you mean this words? If so it doesn't matter.

@Pikaton659

4 жыл бұрын

Sure, say that all you want, you’re not fooling me with those words you never mean.

@---nw2oq

4 жыл бұрын

even with all the efforts, its down to you to decide if they mean it or not. even with all the efforts, its still your decision, no matter what. i would like to believe they mean it and understand you dont think so.

@tojifushigive

4 жыл бұрын

Gemini be like Asta-

@AmigosEnLaCasa

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks, but it doesn't help me typically because honestly i deserve depression I'm a bad person and oh you might say "But you're not a bad person I'm sure you're good" (as if anyone would ever say that), i bullied people and i had no reason to, i did it for my own satisfaction, i didn't mind what i did to my victims, i hurted them, i put them down. Soon enough i had a mental breakdown of regret honestly it changed my heart but it didn't stop me, i honesty don't know why i still hurt people although i know it's wrong, when i do it I'm naturally at a loss of empathy but my mind and heart still are regretting at the moment. I think i deserve depression, it's my karma for not being good, i know no one can truly be good without doing some wrong but I'm beyond that I'm bad. I wish i could truly change but what's the point? I'd just slowly return to my past self like i always do. It makes me hate being persistent I'm surprised i haven't gave up and just accepted it, i want to lock myself away, people will never understand since I'm not a victim of bullying since i was the bully. I hate when people talk about bullies, how they got bullied and how much they hate them because it's so awkward i would love to be there for them but i always leave the conversation. Edit: sorry if i repeated words... I find it hard to remember what i wrote therefore i may have repeated what i said (well the topic)...

One of the best English version of a japanese song that actually captures the song's essence.

I always find myself coming back to this song more and more. I know I have friends to talk to and there are professionals out there that I can talk to as well, but somewhere in my mind I have this terrible thought that no one really cares, that I'm easily replaceable like old batteries in a remote. It really is horrifying how your own subconscious can betray you and lead you into some dark places.

@Solace6428

2 жыл бұрын

@@clockw0rk843 dude, you're depressing as shit, but totally right. Life *is* meaningless. We're hurtling through space on a big ass rock, and in the scale of things, we're less important than idk, the bacteria on a pebble. But it's *because* nothing matters that it's worth doing it. You can fuck up over and over again, but because it's ultimately meaningless, who cares? Ask your crush out, take a trip overseas, why? Because absolutely none of it matters. In 200 years absolutely no one will remember your name, let alone that time you tripped up the stairs or literally any embarrassing thing you can think of. People try to find meaning in life- to have some sense of importance in this existence... but maybe the best way to do that is to just live.

@ericmurotake5180

Жыл бұрын

But know this. No matter if you think you're replaceable, you AREN'T. There's people who care about you. People who believe in you. People who would miss you. You. Are. NOT. Alone. So keep on keeping on. Because you're irreplaceable. You're one of a kind

I actually cried listening to this. The whole song just struck a chord in me and your singing just brought it to the next level! Thank you.

@julian7434

3 жыл бұрын

After hearing/reading “we should laugh with the friends we lack forever” had me

"I could be dead tomorrow yet I'm sure in some way, when I go I'll get to know my life was such a waste" hit me- I love this song so much.

"Someone succumbs behind the colors of the monitor deep in grief while another weeps by singing in their honor" Too close Way too close

日本人です。翻訳してくださり誠に嬉しく思います。 私はあまり英語Englishができません。ですがこの曲を聴き英語を学びたいと思います。

yes hi hello your voice literally never fails to bring me to tears this is absolutely gorgeous

I don't know why this song just feels so...hopeful, I guess? It feels almost like a breath of fresh air to me. I don't take suicidal thoughts from it, if anything it feels kinda like the world we live in being described by someone young, and aware of all the bad in life yet they still live on for the sake of others. It feels surreal

@Vypolix

11 ай бұрын

It is reallistick but not pessemistik, it might be one of the most sober and neutral takes on live itsself

"No wishes or visions, since all i can afford is protecting your life, i ask for that and nothing more" This line is my current sense of self tbh

Aaaaa this song has had so much meaning to me when I was in really bad mental stages and you covered this song so perfectly.

@aidskun

5 жыл бұрын

i have related to this song so many times

@DuneTheKaiju

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah I know right! It's a really good song. Also hi Maki

@_snowy_weather_

4 жыл бұрын

@@DuneTheKaiju, wait, Harukawa-san was here?

@DuneTheKaiju

4 жыл бұрын

@@_snowy_weather_ Yes, the profile picture

@_snowy_weather_

4 жыл бұрын

@@DuneTheKaiju, oof, sorry, I can be an idiot sometimes.

「心が沈んでいるときも死を望まないで 困難はあなたが思うほど難しくない」 ...確かに望まれていることだ　私を馬鹿にしているわけではない 意味のないそれらの言葉で 私は死ぬ事への心配がないので　死を少しも気にしない もし私が愛した誰かだったら…?...ああ　私が代わりにしたいと思う 「私はそれが好きでないので」 これは全て私のエゴだ 満たされない痛みと向き合うことは幸せで 私達の悪意で縮こまることは　ファッショントレンドになっていて それでもまだ　私達は「平和に生きよう」と思える? たとえそれが幸せだと思っても　きっと試したに違いない 誰かがモニターの奥で倒れ また誰かが　悲しみの中彼らの名誉を泣きながら歌い その歌を聞いて　ハミングしている若い男の子はさまよい 離れた　ナイフとその提案と共に 誰もが人生を嫌っている　でも知ることはない なぜ彼らがラジオで規則とエゴを強制するのか 日々 彼らは「あんたを引きずり落とす」と大声で歌っています　そしてまた 彼らが本当に心を持っているなら誰がそんなことをするのだろうか? 誰もが人生を嫌っている　でも知ることはない なぜ「死にたい」というのは冗談のように扱われるのか 私達が成長すると見てしまうそんな世界 誰もが命に嫌われていることを知ることはない お金がないので今日も一日 私は怠惰であることを称え　調子外れの歌を歌うことに決める 生きる意味を失って　私は真実を悟った 呼吸して　私の行動に意味がないことを確認する これらの傷は表したほうが良いのだろうか 「私は　独りだ」そう思うことで そんな頑固さだけを背負い 私は一人で眠る 希望を創り出せる情熱を持った少年は 成し遂げる意志をもつ青年になり 年老いて　落ち葉のように腐る日が来る 私たちが生きていたという証もなく朽ちていく... 一生生きれるようになり ずっと退屈している　1人生き残っているから... ...これらは　常に私の心ににあるSFだ 苦痛で麻痺すれば　私は死ねる?私は恐くないけど それでも　私は壊れようとする命に注意を払わなければならない 矛盾した思考の中で失い　彼らに色々言われるだろうなと思った うん　私は彼らが何を言いたいかわかるよ 「完全なものは完全なまま保つ必要がある」 「あなたが死と立ち向かえないのなら　あなたは価値のない人生を送る」 私達は悲しい出来事や　傷付くことに縛られて以来 私達は友人と笑っていなければならない　私達はずっと欠けている 誰もが人生を嫌っている　でも知ることはない 何故幸せを手に入れると主張するのか　私達は見せていない 今に文句を言いながら　過ぎ去った過去に怒って 今が一番だと　笑顔を被っているのを 誰もが人生を嫌っている　でも知ることはない 「so long」と語ったのが「さようなら」という意味である理由 「goodbye」が「今がそうだったらいいね」という暗示である時 誰もが命に嫌われていることを知ることはない 幸福も別れも愛情も友情も お金で得ることができるもので ...気まぐれな幻想の中の物だ 私は明日死んでいるかも知れない　それでも私は確信している 死にゆく時　私は人生が無駄であったことを知る事を 朝も夜も春も秋も 私達は毎日死んでいる　そしてまさにそれこそ私が追いかける理由 夢も明日もいらない　私に余裕があるが故に あなたが生きていれば　私はそれ以上なにも求めない そうだ... きっとそれが 歌うために必要な全てだろう 誰もが人生を嫌っている　でも知ることはない 私達が孤独に死ぬとき　何の意味あるものを作れたのか その考えはあなたを腐らせる　二人を腐らせる すぐに私達は眠る　葉が沈みゆくように 私たちがどこに向かっても　それが無駄ではないことを知っている　だから止まらない 外へ離れ　私達が得た全てを与えよう 殺して　あがいて　笑って　抱えて 生きて　生きて　生きて　生きて 生きろ

@user-sv4ze6qf8b

4 жыл бұрын

ありがとううううう！ めっちゃ嬉しい！

@gyobu6003

4 жыл бұрын

あざます！

@kotosiatusugi_1489

3 жыл бұрын

感謝

"Why 'I wanna die' is treated like another joke. That world where we see the worth in growing old, anybody hated well by life itself we'll never know." *cries*

"we die everyday and that's exactly what I chase no wishes or visions its all we can afford is protecting your life, I ask for nothing more" yea time to cry

@kbenzie6501

3 жыл бұрын

this line.. along with the whole song hits so close to me. i always keep up a brave face for my friends who struggle with depression and suicidal thoughts. i always bring them out of the suicidal attempts and constantly try and make them feel better.. because i don’t want them to feel what i feel. so, i’ll protect their life and i want nothing in return.. because it’s all i could ever ask for, for them to keep living and fighting for me.

I absolutely love your voice and the effort you put into everything

最後の「living on」が、日本語の「生きろ」と発音が似てて、胸がギュッてなった

Looks like KZread didn't get the memo that this song is about living on despite difficulties and hopelessness.

@jaidthestar2816

5 ай бұрын

KZread did eventually get it

This song gives me hope. For just.. everything, honestly. I’ve fallen pretty low as of late, but this song gives me encouragement to keep going and look forward to the future positively. No matter what the circumstances. I think that’s what makes this song very special. I’d even say unique.

@ericmurotake5180

Жыл бұрын

Hey. I want you to know something, okay? You are NOT alone. There's people out there who care about you, who cherish you. So don't you give up, okay? Don't EVER give up. Because people believe in you.

@ClairDeLume

Жыл бұрын

@Eric Murotake Thank you. Thank you so much. You don’t know how much I needed to hear that. ♥️

@ericmurotake5180

Жыл бұрын

@@ClairDeLume You're welcome. And um.. I'm here if you ever need a shoulder!

Oh my god the queen has uploaded! Just wanted to say it sounds absolutely FABULOUS! We love you Octavia!!! 💞💞💞

@alvarovillalba2026

5 жыл бұрын

The queen is slaying👸🔊🎶🎶🎶🎶

Sorry for the essay, tl;dr: I'm happy this is up, I'm happy for you, and proud you're deciding to focus on your recovery.

"If you can't confront demise, then live the life you don't deserve" Having no feeling to call my home, this puts the last nail in the coffin.

The fact this song is now stuck in my mind and whenever I write in class I keep on writing the lyrics instead of what I need to write and when I don't notice it my friend then asks me why i'm writing something else and then i realize and i erase it quickly and not answer they're questions, i'm well enough to understand all the hatred in our world and i'm truly almost against many things in the world but don't blame me i just don't like them or so.

@frqnchyUTAU

Жыл бұрын

Me too, well at least the lyrics ive memorised

かっこよさが異常で鳥肌立ちすぎて鳥になった((ε( ° Θ ° )з)) あと日本人いるかい？

@RROD_HRM

3 жыл бұрын

おります！ヽ(´∀｀≡´∀｀)ﾉ 歌声も発音も美しいですよね✨

@miya4241

3 жыл бұрын

はい (･ω･)ﾉ*｡.･°*

@user-ut5vg6in3i

2 жыл бұрын

いまーす

@zxx..001

2 жыл бұрын

いるぜ！！！

This song reminds me a lot of my life... Wanting to die but not WANTING death, only thing keeping me alive being how my death would negatively impact everyone around me, being brushed off as joking, being scared of growing up, and feeling like life itself hates me because I'm constantly hit with hardships and unfair situations.

KZread: prompts me asking if im okay or if i need to talk to a hotline me: Im just tryin to listen to this song lol

A song I can get emotions out when I feel weak or desperate. I love the cover and it's sounds so passionate and filled with emotions I'm glad I found this

YES YES YES YES IVE BEEN WAITING FOR AN ENGLISH COVER AND YOU'RE THE PERFECT PERSON I HAVENT EVEN PRESSED PLAY AND IM NUTTING ALREADY

soo watching this in Canada i found that there is a massive difference in warnings, most of them are simple" this contains disturbing content" to now telling me about the suicide prevention hotline when im just listening to it since i like it mean while the original and the other english covers have no such warnings just a fun observation

@novelnygma

Жыл бұрын

the video has the suicide prevention hotline attached to it and the content warning no matter where you’re from

This song doesn't make me suicidal, quite the opposite, I feel understood listening to it rather, and that motivates me to keep going

I just got into this song oml bless you have answered my prayers!

Congrats on jumping back into the scene oktavia, but personally speaking, Life fucking sucks. To start with, the 13th of this month, or, 2 days ago.. I got a letter denying me to college, no big deal, kinda bummed but no biggie. Later that same day, my father tells me with tears in his eyes that my Uncle, Frank, his cancer has progressed too far. We doubt he has even a month left, he's down to about 120lbs, and he's in constant pain. Today, my parents decided to put down my dog tomorrow morning. All of this awful shit has happened to me in a matter of days, quite literally my life and all of my emotions are in shambles. I've been crying on and off, trying to think of anything I can do to change what's happening. But there's nothing. Everything I've taken for granted, friends, family, all of it, it's all just being ripped away from me, and my life is falling apart. This song has helped me some ways, some not as much, and I figured I'd share my pain with you few who read comment sections. I'm not expecting any kind of community outreach, because no amount of anything will help my uncle or dog. I'm sorry if reading my story ruins your day, truly, but I wanted to share to someone and a youtube comment section is the easiest spot. The fact that you covered a song that got me out of depression means so much to me, even though you did it out of a personal desire. Thank you Oktavia.

@ligmaballslol

3 жыл бұрын

Hey, it's been a year, how're you doing? I understand that my comment can't fix your life or anything but I really hope everything gets / is getting better. I wish you the best in life ♡

@spacewargamer4181

3 жыл бұрын

Sorry

@ainimimin

3 жыл бұрын

Hello! It's been a year, I know I'm really late but how are you doing? I hope you're doing better. Please remember that there's always something worth living for, there's always someone out there who will listen to you, things will get better! Even if it seems like a never ending loop of pain and that everything is going against you, trust me, a complete stranger, when I say this. It will get better, tomorrow will come, you aren't alone and you never will be. I hope you're doing better ❤️

@neptune1247

3 жыл бұрын

I feal you I'm not old enuff for college but my uncle Peter passed away from cancer and my bearded dragon died last night.

@faze3638

3 жыл бұрын

Hello there, I know this is late but I just want to say that you will be okay, not now but soon hopefully. Been there to the point of my life that wanted to die but you know what keep living and someday you'll eventually feel like it once again. How are you my friend?

This song makes me want to live. It sounds depressing but it's also living in spite of all the terrible things.

声の圧がすごい 魂こもってる感じで、今まで聞いたボカロの英語版の中で一番好き

This song really made me pull my sh*t together! Can't thank youtube enough for recommending it to me, if yt hadn't recommended me this I wouldn't be able to write this now.

The last few lines... they really got me. It had me sobbing, the body wracking kind of sobs. Life is a mixed bag. It's full of everything you can imagine. Yes, there is pain, but there is also the wonderful things. There is happiness, love, kindness, and comfort. You take them all, and you live. You just live. To give up the pain, you must give up everything. All the good things in life as well. There will always be pain, but there will also be things that make you indescribably happy.

"Lost upon life's meaning, I take in the truth, breathe and see there isn't anything I'm ment to do" is the thing that goes through my head a lot, because it's pretty much how I feel every day

"perfect things need to stay perfect as they always were" Knowing most people on the world agree to this remind of how rotten the world is......

ラスサビ前とか最高に刺さる歌い方でテンションあがった！！！！MADとかになってたら泣いてたw

@ia6671

5 жыл бұрын

泣いたというよりぞくっときました。

This hit me right in the feels. I don't even have words for how beautiful this is

Lyrics Don’t you wish for death When you’re feeling weak! Hardships aren’t as hard As they seem to be! Sure, say that all you want You’re not fooling me With those words you never mean While I don’t care to die I don’t mind a bit But someone I love? God, I think I’d wish I did I suppose Because I won’t like it Is all my ego is. Happy to gaze upon the pain of the haven’t met Cowering in our hatred has become a fashion trend Even so, we’re supposed to Live a peaceful life? Even though I bet it’s nice I bet we’ve tried. Someone succumbs behind The colors of the monitor Deep in grief, another weeps By singing in their honor Hearing that song A humming young boy wandered Off with a knife and an offer Everybody hated well by life itself We’ll never know Why they force code And ego on the radio Day-to-day, they’re singing out I'll take you down But then again Who takes when they’re Really being generous? Everybody hated well by life itself We’ll never know Why I want to die Is treated like another joke That world where we see The worth in growing old Anybody hated well by life itself Will never know Penniless again, through the day anew I decide to praise the Lazy and sing out of tune Lost upon life’s meaning I take in the truth Breathe and see there isn’t Anything I’m meant to do Would these wounds be Better off expressed With the lowly illustration I’m so lonely suggests? Shouldering nothing But this stubbornness I’m nothing but alone when I go to bed Kids with passion To play make-believe will Become young adults With a will to achieve As we age, there comes a day We fester like a falling leaf Carried down without a clue To prove we ever breathed Breathing on for centuries In a deathless design Bored for eternity, the only to survive These are the kinds of sci-fi Dreams always on my mind Numb to the pain Can I die? Though I’m not afraid All the same, I have to pay attention To the hearts I’d break Lost in conflicting thoughts I'm sure they’d have a lot to say Yes, I can guess what they’d convey Perfect things need to stay as Perfect as they always were If you can’t confront demise Then live the life you don’t deserve Since we’re bound to end up Sad and back to being hurt We should laugh with the Friends we lack forever Everybody hated well by life itself We’ll never know Why we claim to get the Happiness we haven’t shown Angered by our past hands Past, as we complain aloud We smile while pretending That we’re better now Everybody hated well by life itself We’ll never know Why So long Took on the meaning of I wanna go That time where Goodbye Implied For now, I hope Anybody hated well by life itself Will never know Contentment and exits Affection and friendships They’re gifts you can get for your money Within but a whimsical fantasy I could be dead tomorrow Yet I’m sure in some way When I go, I’ll get to know My life was such a waste Through daylight and stardom Through springtime and autumn We die everyday, and That’s exactly why I chase No wishes or visions Since all I can afford Is protecting your life, I ask For that and nothing more Of course That’s surely All I’ll ever need to sing for Hated well by life itself We’ll never know What makes the meaning Matter when we die alone It’ll taint you, it’ll taint two Soon enough, the rest of us Will sink like a leaf into. Anywhere we know it’s not for Naught, ‘cause we don’t stop Going out and off, always Giving everything we got To killing, to kicking To grinning, to gritting Living, living, living, living Living on.

ngl this song is one of the things that helped pull me out of a very suicidal mentality. I had grown up in a home where i was raised believing that I was the reason my family split up, thinking that I am inherintly less valueable than everyone else, and just thinking that the world would be better off without me. Eventually covid happened and the only good things i had in life were taken, my mom sold my dog, I was forced to move to the city where i knew no one and with online school I was completly isolated from people. Life just kept kicking me in the face and eventually after my mom said she wished i would just jump off the roof I legitametly gave up on life and attempted to end it numerous times. I got sent to a mental hospital that only made my issues worse but now just added more trauma. After I got out of the hospital I was at my worst, i was sitting on the roof trying to get myself to jump almost every night. I made a friend during the first year back in school and that added a little bit of stability to my life. Recently I think I have broken out of my old mindset, sure life sucks and it loves to punch you in the face, but there is still goodness and beauty in the world if you look hard enough, and maybe even if just as a big middle finger to life, I have chosen to stay alive.

You're the Morgan Freeman of the vocaloid cover community. Keep up the gr8 work and always know you're appreciated.

That’s nice even provided the number to the prevention line

KZread decided that this song is too depressing to allow people to listen to it without confirmation, so it no longer shows up in my playlists, thanks Google AI for thinking they know better and ruining my playlists

@furiousgarfer4991

2 жыл бұрын

It just straight up won't play for me, thanks KZread

This song gives me chills every time, it's just so powerful.

Life doesn't hate me today cause I got to hear an awesome cover!

" Kids with passion to play-make believe will become young adults that will achieve." When I was younger (10-11) I dreamed of getting accepted into FIU and study to become a physician's assistant. Get married. Have two kids one boy, (Samuel) and one girl, (Arcee) Now I know that the chances of all of that happening are low. I haven't given up yet but I'm losing hope. Is it ok if I know what's your fantasy?

@electronicblues

3 жыл бұрын

My fantasy is to own a small bookstore and cafe in Oamaru, New Zealand with my best friend. I want to have a Ph.D. in psychology and research mental illnesses like DID, ASD, and schizophrenia. Maybe I'll eventually have a girlfriend that I would be happy to spend my life with. I just want a future that I can hold on to.

@gubnaby

3 жыл бұрын

Honestly? I'm just hoping I have a future.

@brokenflame3650

3 жыл бұрын

I want to open a pro bono psychology clinic.

@doge_is_life5083

3 жыл бұрын

I want to become a lawyer and fix this stupid legal system where we are. I want to have a small family one girl, a dog and snake. I don't think it will happen but I'll still hope

@neptune1247

3 жыл бұрын

Mine is not realistic sadley

"Happy to gaze upon the pain of the haven't met // cowering in our hatred has become a fashion trend" is a clever way to interpret 「他人が生きてもどうでもよくて // 誰かを嫌うこともファッションで」 It adds meaning and hits harder than the original line. Cowering and hatred are usually used like opposites, but it's perfect here. Nice going!