Noah, really wanted to post a video of how he is feeling lately. As a parent on the other side of the camera, it is hard and helpless to feel I can't help him thru this right now as much as I am trying. we all feel the world sucks at times.. we all have really hard days/weeks/months. Though this is not at all how I want my son to feel, he has a right to his feelings, and to express himself (in a safe and calm manner, as he has said, those actions got him kicked out permanently from something he really loved😔). This is Noah's channel, I will continue to support his decisions to post what he wants for content, as long as there is not a threat to others. As his parent, I will continue to advocate and fight for his mental health, his rights to services, and to have purpose and value and possibilities. We ALL have these human rights! send your love and positivity, and give it out to all of those fighting in battles around you. We need compassion more than ever. love to all who love this young man!