GOD's ARROW ~ Shinzen tells his Experience of Enlightenment

During this residential retreat, Shinzen describes his personal experience of "transverberation" or "God's Arrow" going through him and the world. It's an authentic, no-nonsense description of something that is almost impossible to describe.
www.shinzen.org/
RECORDED & EDITED by STEPHANIE NASH
www.strategic-mindfulness.com/
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  • @TheMiddleWayWithRay
    @TheMiddleWayWithRay3 ай бұрын

    This made me smile and laugh. His description came outta nowhere. Also, I see so many similarities between Shinzen and Frank Yang. I consider Frank my guru. So it's amazing to finally see one of his.

  • @groundofbeing9733
    @groundofbeing9733 Жыл бұрын

    A story to hopefully make you giggle. I was taking a s**t once and glanced at an image of a Hamsa on my ipad. Ramana Maharshi appeared instantly in consciousness (mind eye) and my Heart opened instantly revealing that all was One substance, which was Conscious Love, Divinity and All. Consciousness opened to embrace everything in my reality, which was a bathroom. When the Love-God-Consciousness hit my still dirty ass, ego shut down the flow as it clearly had not grokked the “shit on a stick” teaching. Literally shut the realization off when it hit my ass. True story lmao ;)

  • @julierainbowwingz2094

    @julierainbowwingz2094

    Жыл бұрын

    Holy shit! 😂

  • @Lisa.Martin_AL
    @Lisa.Martin_AL3 жыл бұрын

    OMG this was amazing. Transverberation indeed.

  • @thomsharma4149
    @thomsharma41497 ай бұрын

    Fantastic. Very accurately explained

  • @MadDannyWest
    @MadDannyWest5 жыл бұрын

    The master has returned! please upload more, these videos have helped me so much on my journey :)

  • @goingcrazy1019

    @goingcrazy1019

    4 жыл бұрын

    MadDannyWest saitamaaaaaa

  • @rafidm6263
    @rafidm62635 жыл бұрын

    No idea what is being talked about, but happy to see new content!

  • @larianton1008
    @larianton10084 ай бұрын

    6:25 Yo WTF :DD That's so incredible. Caring so little, because you know that the window will open with that much certainty.. This floored me with laughter.

  • @TheMiddleWayWithRay

    @TheMiddleWayWithRay

    3 ай бұрын

    Me too! I don't know why it transmits for me through him.

  • @larianton1008

    @larianton1008

    3 ай бұрын

    @@TheMiddleWayWithRay Awesome! For me it didn't hit imidiately. Actually, now that I think about it, I often utter by myself the lines of: "I will forget again. I will always forget." When Im in a spiritually high state. A state of happiness, most notably. And I recognized what shinzen had said in this video when I was in a hightened state, at my bathroom floor, and I had to find it again to hear him say it. That's when I made the comment. But as of writing this now, I haven't twelled upon my usual sufferig mind, even though Im not in a hightened state. Maybe I learned something in that moment. I can't recall accurately, but this feels signifact. Like guided to come back and see your comment and to think about that moment again.. yeah, good stuff :D 🙏 to you

  • @alanarcher
    @alanarcher Жыл бұрын

    Sir, the analogy of the wormhole is so incredibly precise it makes me shudder. Thank you so much for this!

  • @TheMiddleWayWithRay

    @TheMiddleWayWithRay

    3 ай бұрын

    This description is so strange to me. It gives me tiny feelings of existential crisis. Sort of like when I consider what could possibly be outside of the universe. Love those feelings. 😂

  • @dhamma58
    @dhamma585 жыл бұрын

    always gratified to see yet another Shinzen video.....

  • @LeftOfToday
    @LeftOfToday Жыл бұрын

    Wow, I hadn't heard this term 'transverberation' before. I had to go back to Teresa of Avila's book The Interior Castle or The Mansions (which I highly recommend for her own mapping of her spiritual progression) and sure enough, there was the word following this beautiful description that meets the sculpture Shinzen describes: 2. (The Dart of Love): "While the soul is thus inflamed with love, it often happens that, from a passing thought or spoken word of how death delays its coming, the heart receives, it knows not how or whence, a blow as from a fiery dart. 378 Life, ch. xxix. 17. (Transverberation.) I do not say that this actually is a ‘dart,’ but, whatever it may be, decidedly it does not come from any part of our being. Neither is it really a ‘blow’ though I call it one, but it wounds us severely-not, I think, in that part of our nature subject to physical pain but in the very depths and centre of the soul, where this, thunderbolt, in its rapid course, reduces all the earthly part of our nature to powder. At the time we cannot even remember our own existence, for in an instant, the faculties of the soul are so fettered as to be incapable of any action except the power they retain of increasing our torture. Do not think I am exaggerating; indeed I fall short of explaining what happens which cannot be described." She goes on to describe her transverberation further, but I think the poem of hers mentioned summarizes it well enough for this simple comment, otherwise I'd recommend anyone interested in maps to search out her book for themselves: "Struck by the gentle Hunter And overthrown, Within the arms of Love My soul lay prone. Raised to new life at last, This contract ’tween us passed, That the Beloved should be mine own, I His alone." Thank-you Shinzen for reminding me of Teresa of Avila and for sharing your experience.

  • @alanarcher

    @alanarcher

    Жыл бұрын

    This was EXACTLY my experience on March last year that made me start this entire journey. I'm only now reading Saint Teresa's works in Portuguese (the original is in Spanish), and I started with her Book of Life, where she explains prayer to beginners. Is this one from the Castle? EDIT: Found it in the Castle. Thank you.

  • @squamish4244
    @squamish4244 Жыл бұрын

    And to think that there are masters out there who have gone a lot deeper and farther than Shinzen has gone. It's inspiring that even an ordinary dude like Shinzen was when he started out, and already 30 years old, has gotten this far. Although of course there are many stories of people who have attained profound states of being far more rapidly than Shinzen, depending on their karma (in the traditional interpretation).

  • @user-xw9ro6ge1m

    @user-xw9ro6ge1m

    Жыл бұрын

    I could be wrong, but I assume the ones who go the deepest are not the ones who teach, because interacting with people is something that likely takes you back from the deeper states and into the more ordinary states. In my opinion of course.

  • @squamish4244

    @squamish4244

    Жыл бұрын

    It depends. Some rare beings are SO advanced they can come back into the more ordinary states - or incarnations - and interact with people while still always living from a very highly advanced state. The documentary on here, 'Windfall of Grace', is about the extraordinary being Neem Karoli Baba, who was Ram Dass' guru, Krishna Das, Larry Brilliant and many others East and West. The stories are mind-blowing. He didn't teach in the ordinary sense. He taught by example, and by his presence. I have a book, 'Whisper in the Heart', that contains many stories about how he has appeared to and guided many people over the 50 years since he 'died'. Even people who had no idea who he was. The stories in the documentary and in the book make me tear up. It shows what humans can be. Once you know that, you cannot go back. (Even if you want to.)

  • @paulalouise6521
    @paulalouise65215 ай бұрын

    💚

  • @Anton.Berg1990
    @Anton.Berg19906 ай бұрын

    I call that attention

  • @martylegray1575
    @martylegray15755 жыл бұрын

    Great knowledge

  • @kathleenbrady9916
    @kathleenbrady99163 жыл бұрын

    Unbeatable teacher, I 💚 him

  • @mdav30
    @mdav3011 ай бұрын

    Great video - gratitude for this wisdom.

  • @TerryLightfoot
    @TerryLightfoot2 жыл бұрын

    Transverberation: God's arrow through a wormhole in the space-time continuum of your awareness.

  • @Ben888
    @Ben8883 ай бұрын

    It's impossible to lose source

  • @wendy-leemorrissirrom8636
    @wendy-leemorrissirrom86365 жыл бұрын

    Yes spiritual enlightenment = cellular all in compassing Bliss.❤️🙏🌈💖🇳🇿

  • @Verena.Fleissner.Unlimited
    @Verena.Fleissner.Unlimited4 жыл бұрын

    I salute you.

  • @musicworld5874
    @musicworld58743 жыл бұрын

    Great great

  • @n-xsta
    @n-xsta Жыл бұрын

    That actually made sense 😂😂😂

  • @mlentsch
    @mlentsch5 жыл бұрын

    I've GOT to make it to one of these....

  • @ferisons

    @ferisons

    5 жыл бұрын

    'You're already IT. You just don't realize it yet' - and never will, unless you apply the Right Effort Seung Sahn mentions on page 10 of that book: "Try, try, try means persevere, from moment to moment. It is sometimes called RIGHT EFFORT ... That is the Great Bodhisattva Way. So trying is very necessary."

  • @edgepixel8467

    @edgepixel8467

    5 жыл бұрын

    Why? You can get dumbfounded right here.

  • @starwarrier479
    @starwarrier479 Жыл бұрын

    The Elephant 🐘 is well described by.. as buddha said ...

  • @JhanaMeditation
    @JhanaMeditation2 ай бұрын

    1 Sounds like no description of what his experience was at all. 2. At 6:11 he talks about his non-preference for the non-dual state vs. experiences with the ego. Yep, exactly this!!!

  • @SSSFanBoy11
    @SSSFanBoy114 жыл бұрын

    All this makes sense conceptually, just haven’t had the insights to go a long with it

  • @squamish4244

    @squamish4244

    Жыл бұрын

    Isn't that always the case. Grrrr...

  • @hellucination9905
    @hellucination99053 жыл бұрын

    God damn, this gave me real anxiety and panic. I felt that my self was slipping away and there suddenly was nothing and "I" was hovering over it / in it. It was crazy. I'm not ready for this.

  • @petya7105

    @petya7105

    2 жыл бұрын

    i just came here from another shinzen video where he compares enlightenment to its "evil twin," depersonalization/ derealization. maybe take a look. it's titled, "Enlightenment, DP/DR & Falling Into the Pit of the Void ~ Shinzen Young"

  • @squamish4244

    @squamish4244

    Жыл бұрын

    @@petya7105 DP/DR is hell. It really, REALLY messed me up.

  • @petya7105

    @petya7105

    Жыл бұрын

    @@squamish4244 have you healed it? i had it for 4 days once after using weed + salvia the morning after an LSA trip. it felt like i was totally sober, but the central piece of my soul was missing. really disconcerting. on the other hand, dreams were unusually vivid & lucid. almost like a chunk of soul energy was borrowed from the waking state and added to the dream state instead. it was terrifying while it lasted, but once it went away by the 5th day, i found i actually missed the state. kinda like the cow in _mary poppins_ that jumped over the moon to get rid of the star stuck in its horns that wouldn't let it stop dancing, but once it lost it, it was sad and went roaming the world in search of it... i later dubbed that state "the cold holiness of zen master sally d." i now feel it was a foretaste of enlightenment. if you still struggle with dp, talk to a psychiatrist about getting modafinil + an ssri prescribed. dr evan torch calls the combination of an ssri and modafinil "the hidden pearl that can really help depersonalization disorder."

  • @squamish4244

    @squamish4244

    Жыл бұрын

    @@petya7105 The DP was caused by a terrifying trip on way too much dope in 2006. I beat the DP in a few years. But the terror it caused laid new tracks in my mind - basically I developed PTSD because of it - that caused addiction, kundalini syndrome and no end of agony over the last 15 years. I have no family and no career. I have had no relationships in all that time. It was a total disaster. I'm getting the best help there is out there for my very complicated mix of conditions, and have cleaned out a lot of karma and purified intensely, but thus far, have had no conscious shifts worth writing home about and certainly nothing to take away the existential anguish I live with every day.

  • @petya7105

    @petya7105

    Жыл бұрын

    @@squamish4244 what causes the continued existential anguish for you now if you feel you already beat the dp?

  • @michaelmounteney2034
    @michaelmounteney2034 Жыл бұрын

    Serious question: why is he wearing that sheet? Does it help him or us in any way?

  • @pn2543
    @pn25434 жыл бұрын

    @6:25 "Actually Saint Theresa explained it perfectly."

  • @utterlyrelaxed9109
    @utterlyrelaxed910911 ай бұрын

    It weird that a person like him is interesting as he says at the end,to use future technology to interfere with human mind, bypassing person road of practicing and understanding that a person goes through when he is meditating I wish he will explain me why he view this,that way😊

  • @squamish4244

    @squamish4244

    5 ай бұрын

    According to Buddhism and Hinduism, the ground of being that you attain through practice is already overflowing with infinite compassion and wisdom. How you get there is not important. Bypassing decades of practice sounds awesome. The Dalai Lama supports this work as well. All of technology is about doing things far more efficiently than we could accomplish without it.

  • @magicaree
    @magicaree Жыл бұрын

    I’m curious why Buddhist monks are not allowed to talk about their attainments to the lay

  • @thegodpopper8934
    @thegodpopper89345 жыл бұрын

    3:42 - woooooooooow

  • @bomss2
    @bomss2 Жыл бұрын

  • @ozanoguzhaktanir
    @ozanoguzhaktanir2 жыл бұрын

    He says something like "neurota samapathi". What is that term, the comtemplation thing?

  • @Lipinki.luzyckie

    @Lipinki.luzyckie

    Жыл бұрын

    Nirodha samapatti. The cessation of consciousness possible during meditation kzread.info/dash/bejne/gKud3LOmdsieZ9I.html Delson Armstrong starts talking about his experience with this at 1:25:05

  • @ozanoguzhaktanir

    @ozanoguzhaktanir

    Жыл бұрын

    @@Lipinki.luzyckie Thank you :)

  • @ozanoguzhaktanir

    @ozanoguzhaktanir

    Жыл бұрын

    @@Lipinki.luzyckie Thank you :)

  • @BrandonRohe

    @BrandonRohe

    Жыл бұрын

    Can’t see the previous reply, but nirodha samapatti is translated to roughly meaning the cessation of perception and feeling. It is sometimes called the ninth jhana although most of the time people discuss the eight jhanas in Buddhism. This is called the ninth because it is a “non state” entered through the eighth jhana. It is also one of two types of cessation which can be explained in a simplistic way as non-experience. This is why I called nirodha samapatti entering a “non state”. There is no experience nor person experiencing anything. It is not simply a distinction-free void space.

  • @squamish4244

    @squamish4244

    Жыл бұрын

    @@BrandonRohe And you don't need to pass through all the jhanas to get there. Many great traditional teachers have said that you do not need to develop jhana to do vipassana effectively. Weirdly, Alan Wallace, a prominent Western Tibetan teacher, insists the opposite, and also makes the jhanas sound like they are so rare that they are practically impossible for lay practitioners. His views are not universally accepted, to put it mildly.

  • @hellucination9905
    @hellucination99053 жыл бұрын

    I think he describes something like a suddenly triggered epistemological re-entry (look up system theory) moment, so that his own experience is experiencing that being is experiencing itself through him, his body and mind.

  • @mwa5704
    @mwa57045 жыл бұрын

    Sound a kind of like a low dosage of something

  • @DTTaTa
    @DTTaTa5 жыл бұрын

    Enlightment and experience are two contradictory terms. Hehe language has its limitation

  • @Tank1

    @Tank1

    3 жыл бұрын

    exactly,, if i was a master and teaching a class, they asked me this question. i would sit quietly. and id express it in motion.. it cannot be described in words language especially to unenlightened people lol.

  • @copyninja8756

    @copyninja8756

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@Tank1 if you were a master 😅😅

  • @moyshekapoyre
    @moyshekapoyre5 жыл бұрын

    I had this "divine source"/"void"/'God" seeing itself experience about 4-5 yrs ago. Quite awesome. However, it is, as Shinzen mentions, a Christian (and Hindu and...) type experience, not what Buddha was talking about at all. In fact Buddha lambasted monks who thought they had experienced Nibbana when really all they had experienced was this "divine source"/pristine awareness/one mind illusion (Check MN 22, MN 38, SN 22.97). Later on after reading Thusness Six Stages of Awakening post, and talking to Soh Wei Yu from the AwakeningToReality blog, I dissolved into nibbana (synonym from suttas: unbinding of consciousness), in which every infinite process disjointly knew itself in perfection, without any source or background. This video makes me think Shinzen is not a stream enterer, though he certainly is an intelligent guy. I would recommend re-reading the Bahiya sutta...

  • @copyninja8756

    @copyninja8756

    3 жыл бұрын

    'My enlightenment is better than yours'

  • @NetSkillNavigator

    @NetSkillNavigator

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@copyninja8756 haha

  • @Stinkyremy

    @Stinkyremy

    Жыл бұрын

    He clearly seems like a snake oil merchant. I wouldn't be surprised to hear he charges money to talk shit to people.

  • @edgepixel8467
    @edgepixel84675 жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry. What the hell was he talking about?

  • @SSSFanBoy11

    @SSSFanBoy11

    4 жыл бұрын

    Ed Gepixel he’s fingering the void

  • @sebclement6253

    @sebclement6253

    4 жыл бұрын

    Looooool

  • @wantmorecadore
    @wantmorecadore5 жыл бұрын

    ????????????

  • @edgepixel8467

    @edgepixel8467

    5 жыл бұрын

    My thoughts exactly. I would probably add a bit of these: "!!!"

  • @toasty_chakra
    @toasty_chakra3 жыл бұрын

    Am I the only one experiencing cognitive dissonance here? If it's so amazing to be pierced by the arrow/wormhole, why is this work not depicting that, but shows the moment she's unpierced? To my mind, there's no doubt the artist is depicting the peak moment of the God-encounter here. In Shinzen's world, that wouldn't seem to be when returning to normal consciousness. Which to him is at best no worse than "wormhole experience". Something is off, and my feeling is the artist and Shinzen are pointing to different experiences, even though there might be commonalities. EDIT: and it all checks out. We actually have saint Theresa's account of the experience, and it sounds nothing like Shinzen's: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ecstasy_of_Saint_Teresa

  • @michaelbrown7561

    @michaelbrown7561

    3 жыл бұрын

    @This is Aname Well said!

  • @squamish4244

    @squamish4244

    Жыл бұрын

    People experience enlightenment in many different ways. All of them have certain commonalities, but each is expressed through a different personality. It is debatable whether there is even one experience of enlightenment that is exactly like another one at all.

  • @toasty_chakra

    @toasty_chakra

    Жыл бұрын

    @@squamish4244 The largest common denominator is probably the "peak experience". Beyond that, the various biases of the experiencing subject enter the picture, producing the kaleidoscope of the varieties of spiritual experience.

  • @brunosouzadasilva2509
    @brunosouzadasilva25093 жыл бұрын

    It's not for me... God has his own preferences...

  • @identitywithheld1027
    @identitywithheld1027 Жыл бұрын

    It can be described better than the books but not verbally. Semaphore? This is just another American adopting the archetypal identity of a guru, complete with new name, sandals and mat.

  • @wendy-leemorrissirrom8636
    @wendy-leemorrissirrom86364 жыл бұрын

    🕉 like every cell is in orgasm. 🙏🇳🇿

  • @TestTest-ft9xh
    @TestTest-ft9xh2 жыл бұрын

    There is so much ego still in claiming that you can't explain your precious, special experience to mere pedestrians. Some can't but many with a facility for language have. This dude is managed to enlarge his ego after his experiences.

  • @cspace1234nz
    @cspace1234nz5 жыл бұрын

    More 'spiritual' delusion.

  • @goprojoe8943

    @goprojoe8943

    5 жыл бұрын

    you are what you see

  • @cspace1234nz

    @cspace1234nz

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@goprojoe8943 .....nonsense rhetorical dribble, if that were the case most men would be a pair of breasts or a nice arse, however, you are what you imagine yourself to be.

  • @TheTarutau

    @TheTarutau

    5 жыл бұрын

    One thing I like about him is that he understands the difference of the word spiritual. It’s why most of the first few minutes are spent explaining that perception and reality are two different things. The description is not the reality. Hence why it’s a metaphor. It’s an attempt. kzread.info/dash/bejne/fWlky5N6ibPSZ9o.html www.shinzen.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/08/SeeHearFeelIntroduction_ver1.8.pdf kzread.info/dash/bejne/d62OstGChrKog5c.html

  • @frankfeldman6657

    @frankfeldman6657

    5 жыл бұрын

    Amazing how you know what another consciousness has expired, absolutely amazing, kudos.

  • @verona2327
    @verona23275 жыл бұрын

    New Age in the Catholic Church? Is this where we are going to end? How sad! In His own Temple, in His own Holy Sanctuary? In front of His Sacred Altar? Please Catholics WAKE UP!!!

  • @nicholasdenittis46

    @nicholasdenittis46

    4 жыл бұрын

    Maybe consider for once that people have different spiritual beliefs and experiences. Oh, and Teresa of Avila is a Catholic SAINT that was canonized in 1622. So, what in the hell are you talking about?

  • @pn2543

    @pn2543

    4 жыл бұрын

    cf Thomas Merton

  • @FirstPersonHood

    @FirstPersonHood

    3 жыл бұрын

    Meister Eckhart

  • @dravensbe

    @dravensbe

    2 жыл бұрын

    Waking up is the idea :)

  • @IIImobiusIII

    @IIImobiusIII

    2 жыл бұрын

    The Alter of the Heart is the place of Sacrifice. An offering with right intention will never be refused.