FTM Transition: 5 Years on Testosterone Picture/Timeline

I began taking testosterone on January 21, 2009! Today is my 5 year anniversary!
Please read below for a short essay that talks about this video :)
*Music in the background is just a simple long guitar jam sesh I played & recorded while streaming the video.
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5 Years On Testosterone (you can read the full essay here: skylark11.tumblr.com/post/7407...)
I just wanted to clarify one thing with this 5 year reflection; it was a lot of hard work to get to where I am now, and testosterone only assisted me a fraction in that. Testosterone didn't put muscles on this frame, pushing iron and running miles did. Testosterone didn't put a permanent smile on my face -- this past summer, in June of 2013, after years of struggling to find an inner happiness, I found myself standing on a cliff next to the ocean, my arms spread wide, feeling the wind on my back and smiling to myself as I realized I finally felt whole, at peace, and happy. That is what has made everything worth it -- that moment that I bring with me every day. I would not change anything.
Thank you all, my family, friends, and followers for everything!
And I am still making videos, do not ever worry ;)
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Email (for business, speaking, performing etc inquiries only please!): skylarkeleven@gmail.com

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  • @isaacs8783
    @isaacs87836 жыл бұрын

    For any trans people watching, the way he binds his chest in the photograph is not a safe way to bind. If you want to bind without the risk of damaging your ribs, wear a professional chest binder, made by trans people, not one has from ace bandages. Bandages don't allow you to breathe properly, and you can run the risk of lung damage, or not being able to have top surgery later,

  • @jayvalero4700

    @jayvalero4700

    5 жыл бұрын

    Isaac Shoffren he’s more gone than yo’ ass!

  • @masonl6740

    @masonl6740

    4 жыл бұрын

    I'm transgender and not out to my parents yet (as transgender) I've been binding my chest with ace bandages for 2 years now. Because of this I can't breathe properly. But I have no way to get an actual chest binder without my mum finding out

  • @isaacs8783

    @isaacs8783

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@dootdoot94xo44 nobody asked mate

  • @hyvnes1104

    @hyvnes1104

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@dootdoot94xo44 look transphobic person fuck off and get off these videos. We're all human beings we all feel the same emotions and we should all treat each other as human beings. I'm not saying you have to support trans I'm saying you should keep your mouth shut this world already has enough negativity in it. Trans people are trying to be happy with them selves instead of waking up every morning hating what they see. It isn't wrong for them to want to be happy. You should try to be happy and live your own life. Instead of worrying about what they're doing with themselves because it's not affecting your life in a negative way. It's pretty sad that you have to life your life in fear of what their doing with their lives. Just worry about yours.

  • @jamesontoast69

    @jamesontoast69

    4 жыл бұрын

    Lost Benevolence that’s so wrong in so many ways but let’s ignore that and focus on the fact that it has nothing to do with you. Let people live. If they’re happy when they look in the mirror, they have done the right thing and in the end, no one will listen to you. If they are happy when they look in the mirror, then they shouldn’t care what you think. If they are happy when they look in the mirror, they are happy, and it doesn’t matter how they got there. LET THEM LIVE

  • @Dan-om4no
    @Dan-om4no6 жыл бұрын

    Weird thing to say but I love ur nose

  • @zeboy1959

    @zeboy1959

    6 жыл бұрын

    xD

  • @icebear6598

    @icebear6598

    5 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @emmakopp5186

    @emmakopp5186

    5 жыл бұрын

    I was gonna say that toooo!

  • @jacobpankratz8084

    @jacobpankratz8084

    4 жыл бұрын

    ew

  • @theshadowgamer9486

    @theshadowgamer9486

    4 жыл бұрын

    Dan lol

  • @mamafuncool
    @mamafuncool9 жыл бұрын

    Dude, congratulations. You look hot, you feel hot, and that's all that matters. Keep goin' dude.

  • @torrinashley6076

    @torrinashley6076

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@jacobpankratz8084 He's a man

  • @jacobpankratz8084

    @jacobpankratz8084

    5 жыл бұрын

    Torrin Ashley literally by no sense of the word

  • @torrinashley6076

    @torrinashley6076

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@jacobpankratz8084 You seem to not know what being trans means 😂😂😂

  • @jacobpankratz8084

    @jacobpankratz8084

    5 жыл бұрын

    Torrin Ashley i understand in her brain she is but..... her body is wired female

  • @jacobpankratz8084

    @jacobpankratz8084

    5 жыл бұрын

    Torrin Ashley just like yours is. so easy to spot you "guys"

  • @Bella-vx1wb
    @Bella-vx1wb4 жыл бұрын

    He smiled so much more after transitioning

  • @mypupismup
    @mypupismup9 жыл бұрын

    You are an incredibly attractive human being. Just overall, good looking, great personality, great heart, and just such an awesome person. :)

  • @Itsmebaileyc

    @Itsmebaileyc

    9 жыл бұрын

    Spongebob gangstapants Oh grow up!

  • @maca4630

    @maca4630

    8 жыл бұрын

    Bailey C. Good thing Hank used male pronoun :')

  • @DannyBoyle-tp5vg

    @DannyBoyle-tp5vg

    5 жыл бұрын

    but i dont think so, myupupismup

  • @tristakell9525
    @tristakell952510 жыл бұрын

    Before I saw this I heard the word transexual and say "that's not supposed to happen" or some other ignorant saying but now my opinion is completely turned around. Thanks for sharing this video dude.

  • @irock5624

    @irock5624

    5 жыл бұрын

    trista kell bullshit!

  • @JuiceMade3603

    @JuiceMade3603

    5 жыл бұрын

    I’m so happy you kept an open mind!

  • @MM-ub2xv

    @MM-ub2xv

    5 жыл бұрын

    Wonderful!

  • @Theotrics

    @Theotrics

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for understanding! It’s not like we choose to be trans lol I hope you have a very good life!

  • @MM-ub2xv

    @MM-ub2xv

    4 жыл бұрын

    Irock 56 get a life 😂

  • @emilydiamond4712
    @emilydiamond47128 жыл бұрын

    I've been watching a lot of these ftm transition videos and its helped me clear something up. I've always had a curiousity of what it would be like as a man but I'm definitely not transgender. I think for me personally if I say had another life one in which I could choose which gender I'd be I would be a guy in a heartbeat. however I'm 100% happy as a girl and wouldn't consider myself a man. for me these videos have been really helpful. so thank you for taking the time to make this.

  • @josiesmith6490

    @josiesmith6490

    4 жыл бұрын

    I don't know how to feel. If you can help me understand please do. I am a girl but I feel like I was just supposed to be a boy. But I don't know if I I should be become trans. I am so confused

  • @junxo00

    @junxo00

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@josiesmith6490 Do more research or just take ur time to think about it. Either way, just *never* pretend to be someone you're not! If you don't feel like you're being true to yourself, find the reason!

  • @josiesmith6490

    @josiesmith6490

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@junxo00 thank you for the advice. I am finally starting to accept myself for who i am am (a girl). And things are getting better for me

  • @scrubbingbubbies

    @scrubbingbubbies

    4 жыл бұрын

    This comment is exactly how I feel

  • @westley89126

    @westley89126

    3 жыл бұрын

    Yo me too sometimes I’m just like “wow I wish I didn’t have boobs they suck and get in the way” and then I remember that having balls would be worse because they just get caught in everything and I have stupid sleep positions

  • @MB-xh4gf
    @MB-xh4gf5 жыл бұрын

    This is the video that made me realize that I was transgender 4 years ago. I remember sitting in my room, crying my eyes out as I watched- because I knew that after learning that transitioning was possible, the course of my life was about to change. And it did. 4 years later I sit here in an airbnb, propped up by pillows as I am 4 days post top surgery, 2 years on t- watching this video again, reflecting on this journey. I want to thank you for sharing your journey online so eloquently. You gave me hope- a face to put in the light at the end of the tunnel. Reminding me that I can be normal, happy, creative, free- that being trans does not make me unworthy. It makes me strong.

  • @alexanderray1323
    @alexanderray132310 жыл бұрын

    I'm pre-T and I watch this video when I feel hopeless. Thank you so much for posting this UuU

  • @zeboy1959

    @zeboy1959

    6 жыл бұрын

    same bro i'm pre-t too, this video really is inspiring huh

  • @zeboy1959

    @zeboy1959

    6 жыл бұрын

    Emilie Smith what you on bout -_-

  • @demtions

    @demtions

    5 жыл бұрын

    my mom’s homophobic :/

  • @CrashThompson
    @CrashThompson9 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing your story, dude! For people questioning or living in stealth this is a valuable resource. People need to see these stories. To see that it is possible to be who you truly are, and that you can be happy with yourself. Thanks for having the bravery. No joke. It's extremely empowering. Cheers!

  • @emiliesmith9403

    @emiliesmith9403

    6 жыл бұрын

    I am who I am ... I am female ... and I love it...!!! I feel sexy etc... I love it ..!!! I am Gods Queen ... I love men and I love my King God..!! I am not trans ..!!!!!! With make up the n my face etc.. and all made up ... it’s obvious I am a 100 percent real girl ..!! Now go on ...who ever u r ... my ex hubby ..? Just stop ..!

  • @emiliesmith9403

    @emiliesmith9403

    6 жыл бұрын

    I am not Transgender...!!!!!! I love myself ... I love real men .. hung big ... like 10 in a room for hours .. on end .. fantasy of mine !!! Truth ..!!!!!!!

  • @mariakara2419

    @mariakara2419

    5 жыл бұрын

    The Rock Critic as he said that i was reading this. i agree this. :))

  • @kimberlysevastyanenko3798

    @kimberlysevastyanenko3798

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@emiliesmith9403 wtf

  • @cassietad3178
    @cassietad31789 жыл бұрын

    He looks like Evan Peters a little bit

  • @a.k.9355

    @a.k.9355

    9 жыл бұрын

    THISSS

  • @coram1991
    @coram19916 жыл бұрын

    you always had a masculine face, even when you tried to be feminine

  • @SimonaOmina
    @SimonaOmina9 жыл бұрын

    What a beautiful young man. I love this video. A proof for transgender people that they can be happy the way they are.

  • @marksaid6587

    @marksaid6587

    9 жыл бұрын

    Simona Omina, all transgender people are entitled to be happy, just like everyone else. :)This lad is amazing.

  • @sirmerit6147

    @sirmerit6147

    4 жыл бұрын

    Simona Omina SHE SHE SHE 😡

  • @Theotrics

    @Theotrics

    4 жыл бұрын

    Mr. Error quit being a sensitive little brat.

  • @jacobpankratz8084

    @jacobpankratz8084

    4 жыл бұрын

    My channel is dead Rip in pieces I'm quite good-looking and no neck beard here. i live in LA if you wanna see in person

  • @Theotrics

    @Theotrics

    4 жыл бұрын

    jacob pankratz sure I can waste time and money to see human garbage ;))) just give me a date to arrive there.

  • @TnDon
    @TnDon10 жыл бұрын

    Love the video. You're a very inspirational person. Also love your guitar in the background. One of the few KZread vloggers who can perform his own background music. Thanks for posting this. Cheers!

  • @skylarkeleven

    @skylarkeleven

    10 жыл бұрын

    thank you so much! i had fun doing a little jam session to this heh :) cheers as well!

  • @bethc4924

    @bethc4924

    9 жыл бұрын

    skylarkeleven Wait you live in Vermont??

  • @bethc4924

    @bethc4924

    9 жыл бұрын

    skylarkeleven Wait you live in Vermont??

  • @camilledancer2752
    @camilledancer27525 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for explaining your transition. My daughter expresses the same feelings. As a parent I understand more her inner feelings. I have always supported her lifestyle. She came out to me when she was 14 and I love her unconditionally to this very day and now understand the transition journey she is willing to undertake. I'll be right there to support her through it all. God Bless you and Thank You for your story.

  • @user-sp3yu1ft6y

    @user-sp3yu1ft6y

    5 жыл бұрын

    you must be an awesome parent ! i wish mine were like that

  • @levvywatch

    @levvywatch

    2 жыл бұрын

    parents like you are what kids really need. i wish i had parents like you. i came out to my parents when i was 15, was treated poorly, and have been "back in the closet" since. my only hope for being who i really am is moving out. and idk when that'll happen, i feel hopeless

  • @quadencaroline3368

    @quadencaroline3368

    Жыл бұрын

    @@levvywatch hold on, things change. I didn t know i was going to move out of my parents house one week before i did! So...it was 31 yrs ago and i never had to go back to ppl who didn t love me. Met friends, went on...so hd on. And as a parent, i send u a virtual hug. Yours have a problem, and the problem IS NOT yours, or you. Let them deal with it. They should be proud to have a child with a strong soul!

  • @kevinpollard3084
    @kevinpollard30849 жыл бұрын

    I don't see why people are discriminated for who they want to be. If they want to be gay let them if they want to be a guy/girl let them who are we to say that it's wrong? Let them be who they want to be.

  • @thoraneh7365

    @thoraneh7365

    4 жыл бұрын

    You dont 'want' to be gay you either are or arent

  • @idiomatic444

    @idiomatic444

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@thoraneh7365 or you're bi or pan or something like that

  • @chemicallycalm5878

    @chemicallycalm5878

    2 жыл бұрын

    You're talking about it as if people chose their sexualities.

  • @marianaboni7121
    @marianaboni712110 жыл бұрын

    Your story is so beautiful, I'm so happy and proud of you :)

  • @user-gr2be8xe8v
    @user-gr2be8xe8v6 жыл бұрын

    I finally found this video again. I remember watching this back in 2015 and really feeling something but didn't know what it was, now i've figured out my identity too and i have to say that i'm eternally grateful. Thank you for helping me, and i'm sure a lot of other people feel the same way. :)

  • @zeboy1959

    @zeboy1959

    6 жыл бұрын

    same happened to me but with Ty Turners 1 year video xD

  • @lailacury5982
    @lailacury59829 жыл бұрын

    Your video has just been published by a Brazilian website and I am very happy to have met its history, congratulations on who you are! Will certainly help many people here in Brazil. kisses

  • @cutekart13
    @cutekart135 жыл бұрын

    Congrats that's amazing. I identify as the gender I was born with but it's a very harsh and gray world out there, nothing's black or white. I just find it amazing how a persons body can transition like that. You're a very handsome boy and wish you the best of luck with your journey!

  • @tqoe62
    @tqoe629 жыл бұрын

    As the Mom of an awesome 10 year old F2M son, I so appreciate you being so open, active and willing to share your journey with others Much love!

  • @kasey1998d

    @kasey1998d

    5 жыл бұрын

    Lauren Stone 10?! They can’t chose yet

  • @trader5920

    @trader5920

    2 ай бұрын

    Dear mother, why would you allow this mental sickness and preposterous ideas to enter your home and attack your children. I'm not even hating on you, but shame on you, and I feel really sorry for your poor daughter.

  • @garnetbelial
    @garnetbelial9 жыл бұрын

    Just starting my own journey. Thank you for the inspiration.

  • @raynafae

    @raynafae

    9 жыл бұрын

    Garnet Belial best of luck to you, my friend!

  • @magnuslightwood8818

    @magnuslightwood8818

    5 жыл бұрын

    So how's your journey going, my friend?

  • @jctrainer5170
    @jctrainer51704 жыл бұрын

    Congratulations I’m glad you’re happy I’m actually starting therapy and testosterone I’m starting my transition and I’m 14 I’m happy it worked out for u

  • @Michallo50

    @Michallo50

    3 жыл бұрын

    you have time to stop it

  • @noregrets7469
    @noregrets74694 жыл бұрын

    I’m happy too for you and I wish you more happiness on this road you’ve chosen. Good luck sweetie and may you only find peace on your journey🌹

  • @odetteblack9646
    @odetteblack964610 жыл бұрын

    this was beautiful to watch!!

  • @tobyr3
    @tobyr310 жыл бұрын

    Superb production. I'm so happy for you and feel sure that many others will benefit from your amazing journey.

  • @nlworlow
    @nlworlow9 жыл бұрын

    I'm not trans*, and I have no experience with the trans* community, aside from just being an ally, so I can't relate to this personally. However, I found it was impossible to watch this without a huge smile on my face, because I'm just so glad you have such a supportive family and community and that you were able to take the steps you needed to take to be happy and to be comfortable in your own skin. I wish more people's stories sounded like yours -- maybe then the suicide/attempt rate wouldn't be so high among this population (or the LGBT population, in general). Thank you for sharing your story! Wishing you continued happiness! :)

  • @princelum9616
    @princelum96166 жыл бұрын

    Had to come back to this video, I start testosterone in three weeks. I remember watching this vid a few years ago (when it had that chill song on it and wasn't narrated) despite feeling happy and motivated by your transition, I was also sad because I felt like testosterone was so far away for me. Thanks man, you've helped me more than you'll ever know.

  • @LayCeeKay
    @LayCeeKay10 жыл бұрын

    Not gonna lie, I cred at the end! You're the best! Always so positive...I just adore you! x

  • @maxtaylor979
    @maxtaylor9798 жыл бұрын

    Your story was so beautiful. You're so strong and an amazing person. This was very inspiring as a pre-T transman.

  • @Kleenex191
    @Kleenex1919 жыл бұрын

    I watched your video a few times. I truly admire your courage and also admire the support you received from your family. I wish you the very best. Continue to be happy and comfortable. Your an amazing young man.

  • @shawnaparsons7588
    @shawnaparsons75888 жыл бұрын

    You have a hell of a heart. Keep spreading your story and loving life. I hope that if someday I come across a child I do thearpy with, I can show them your vids so they know they are not alone.

  • @sarahparsons4679

    @sarahparsons4679

    6 жыл бұрын

    Shawna Parsons We have the same second names

  • @KayDiana9
    @KayDiana910 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing this. I've followed you on tumblr for a few years now and it's nice to know your back story. :)

  • @jugi6499
    @jugi64999 жыл бұрын

    I wish all people suffering with this can be as positive and as happy as you.

  • @hannahpothier5329
    @hannahpothier53298 ай бұрын

    I first saw this when I was in high school after finding Skylar's blog on tumblr with my friend, and I'll never be able to express how grateful I am for coming across such a beautiful person. Your story is something I desperately needed to hear. Thank you for posting this

  • @Kaisarfire
    @Kaisarfire9 жыл бұрын

    You are who you are.

  • @terrystrieder4519

    @terrystrieder4519

    9 жыл бұрын

    Agreed

  • @mrselfdestruct7605

    @mrselfdestruct7605

    6 жыл бұрын

    Kaisar Dragon And hes one handsome man

  • @jonbehere
    @jonbehere9 жыл бұрын

    Great video, inspirational story. I have so much respect for people who put this kind of thing in the public domain, you're helping a lot of people in society who need to know that they're not 'weird' or alone. Amazing.

  • @sarahlouisestafford2448

    @sarahlouisestafford2448

    5 жыл бұрын

    Lana Lee ur a dr?

  • @kristinstephenson1325
    @kristinstephenson13255 жыл бұрын

    My daughter/son just came out to me a week ago. He is 13 FtM. The bravery and beauty of this child has me in awe. I am so proud of the person they are becoming! It all makes so much sense now.

  • @maxt2520
    @maxt25205 жыл бұрын

    your story is very similar to mine, im currently in my junior year and its really interesting and im really glad you shared this. i first learned about you from arin andrews' book and i love watching your stuff and again im really glad you shared this and i just hope some day i can be like you and just. thank you so so much skylar

  • @sofiamarchetti9863
    @sofiamarchetti98637 жыл бұрын

    Love this man. In love.

  • @ag7_._

    @ag7_._

    6 жыл бұрын

    Gio Marchetti are you gay

  • @mexicanradcen6405

    @mexicanradcen6405

    6 жыл бұрын

    The game hub !!, lesbian*

  • @mexicanradcen6405

    @mexicanradcen6405

    6 жыл бұрын

    Emilie Smith, wtf ???

  • @FreakUsOut
    @FreakUsOut10 жыл бұрын

    you are such an inspiration to me and loads of people!

  • @laurenpletan5288
    @laurenpletan52889 жыл бұрын

    This video came across my recommended feed, (probably because I watch a ton of make up videos, including male makeup artists) and this was the first video of yours I've watched. I have to say this was beautiful. I am so happy you for you and I don't even know who you are lol. Is that weird? Haha. I just had to comment because I'm sure you get a ton of hate. Just know not everyone thinks this is "wrong" or that you should stay female because "that's how you were born". You are male, by heart. And that's all that matters. Much love, Skyler. From Texas

  • @allyoneill9923
    @allyoneill99235 жыл бұрын

    I think your smile in your recent pictures says it all. Congrats to you and wishing you a very happy life x

  • @mariakara2419
    @mariakara24195 жыл бұрын

    awww you’re adorable!!! proud of you for doing this!! it is a lot easier. happy 10 years!! 🎉💜

  • @mdavalos3911
    @mdavalos39116 жыл бұрын

    This makes me so happy idk why :,). It was on my recommended and I’m glad I clicked, awe!

  • @glassofwine2120

    @glassofwine2120

    5 жыл бұрын

    Love your profile pic! 😍 BEBOOO!

  • @thenameskelso15
    @thenameskelso159 жыл бұрын

    this is a fantastic and super inspiring video! I also could relate since we are the same age and had the same timeline with school and I thought about where I was in my life while I was looking at where you were in your life, made it all the more real. thank you for making this video!

  • @thenameskelso15

    @thenameskelso15

    9 жыл бұрын

    also you are incredibly attractive :p

  • @ArthurOfThePond
    @ArthurOfThePond5 жыл бұрын

    I love the way you narrated this. Watching a vid with just explanatory text and some music can be really annoying to try to follow, but this was so engaging. Also love your hand print tattoo!

  • @damianscott24
    @damianscott245 жыл бұрын

    Watching this when your on 10 year mark, way to go man! You made this far, keep going at the fullest. Never give up never back down.

  • @mrthor2u
    @mrthor2u9 жыл бұрын

    Geez! You have your sh*t together at such a young age. Very inspiring. Keep sharing your amazing life story and that incredibly positive attitude. Congrats!

  • @daddyspartanvr
    @daddyspartanvr9 жыл бұрын

    Proud of you man. That's one hell of a life you're living.

  • @RockySunico
    @RockySunico9 жыл бұрын

    Such an inspiring story. Congrats on your wonderful journey, Skylar!

  • @Kate-ny6rk
    @Kate-ny6rk9 жыл бұрын

    I just watched this video. A friend of mine recommended I watch your channel. I have to say, I really feel inspired by what I saw in this video. I have never felt comfortable in my female body, yet I have been afraid to stand up for myself and say what I feel. I know I am mentally a male, I just have a physically female aspect. Seeing how much you did to get what you truly felt was you and how much you love that you did it was really amazing for me to watch. It empowers me to want to take more steps into the transformation of my current physical state into one I wish to have. I just wanted to thank you for being out there in the world and sharing all of this on KZread for people like me to watch and feel more comfortable with how they truly feel. :)

  • @LFCxBIF
    @LFCxBIF9 жыл бұрын

    You are one handsome man! Not only that. You are inspirational and amazing.

  • @PavelKomissarov
    @PavelKomissarov9 жыл бұрын

    I am so happy for you, Skylar!

  • @AbiROAR
    @AbiROAR9 жыл бұрын

    You are such an inspiration! Good going, and it's great to see you living the happy life of your dreams!

  • @littlegamerbird4532
    @littlegamerbird45328 жыл бұрын

    Three days till 7 years! So happy for you! You inspired me! :) So much love your way!

  • @imagindigO2
    @imagindigO28 жыл бұрын

    Very inspiring :) glad you're living the life that makes you happy, as all people should

  • @astererratum6546
    @astererratum65465 жыл бұрын

    Your definitely an inspiration to me!! I wish I could get top surgery and maybe start on T too. You rock dude!!!

  • @xeniahickup2285
    @xeniahickup22859 жыл бұрын

    I usually don't like anything on KZread, but I think you really deserve a like! You are a great inspiration for everyone, and it's great seeing someone as confident as you reviling your complete past. I wish you a lot of great, successful, and happy years ahead of you! :)

  • @babalalada
    @babalalada8 жыл бұрын

    your video have inspired me so much, you even gave me hopes, thank you Skylar for making this video. keep it up man!!! (:

  • @dph647
    @dph6479 жыл бұрын

    Wow! I'm so impressed with your attitude, I wish you all the best!!

  • @automat1ca
    @automat1ca10 жыл бұрын

    So incredibly beautiful. Thank you for sharing your journey with the world. I wish you a wonderful future with continued happiness, always.

  • @LauraDBM
    @LauraDBM9 жыл бұрын

    Thanks so much for sharing your story :) It's awesome seeing you so much more confident and happy as you continue along your journey. All the best!

  • @ljotolfr2178
    @ljotolfr21786 жыл бұрын

    I've watched this over the years quite a few times. Internally when I do I just feel such warmth, hope...strength, really for my future. thank you for sharing.

  • @sagegrantmusic
    @sagegrantmusic9 жыл бұрын

    "my current partner" i died a little, he's really handsome.. btw it was a bad idea to watch this at work.. i0m crying like a little baby

  • @marslullaby

    @marslullaby

    9 жыл бұрын

    Watch his recent video. All his partner did was lie and it didn't work out really well

  • @natespence2038

    @natespence2038

    5 жыл бұрын

    Glad to know someone else made that mistake too lol

  • @IIBlasianII
    @IIBlasianII10 жыл бұрын

    Who could have possibly been the one person to dislike this!!!

  • @DanielNava20
    @DanielNava209 жыл бұрын

    thank you for sharing your story. Not only was your story great, but the way you did the video was nicely done.

  • @sunnivadorthea4108
    @sunnivadorthea41085 жыл бұрын

    I found this video on my recommended now and I am in complete shock! This video was posted 5 years ago so that I found out means you’re this year 10 years on T!!! I just wanna day congratulations for reaching what you dreamed and found who you are! I wish I knew more about myself but I’m still in the questioning part xD I hope you enjoy your life to the fullest dude! This video was so cool and amazing to watch so thank you for posting it ❤️❤️❤️

  • @RobNorthampton
    @RobNorthampton9 жыл бұрын

    Congratulations on becoming who you were meant to be! :-)

  • @kathyf.2002
    @kathyf.20024 жыл бұрын

    I am so happy for you! I am a straight ally, cis woman. I have been trying to educate myself about trans people to better understand what your journey is like. And so I can be better educated when I stand up for the rights of the LGBT+ community!

  • @bronsonmcdonald5473

    @bronsonmcdonald5473

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for being an ally 🌈

  • @EliotZander-hp2nv

    @EliotZander-hp2nv

    7 ай бұрын

    An ally? What does that even mean? Who's the enemy? Lol

  • @MichaelDXavier
    @MichaelDXavier7 жыл бұрын

    Really glad for you, I hope almost three years later now, that you're still happy and proud with your decisions and outcome so far. You seem, from your video, to have adjusted well. Again, I'm very pleased for you.

  • @Ewas77
    @Ewas775 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for this video - what a wonderful life story. Beautiful on the inside and outside. Keep rocking it, man!

  • @a.8901
    @a.89018 жыл бұрын

    You look good both genders holy shit.

  • @Michallo50

    @Michallo50

    3 жыл бұрын

    Maybe he will change gender again in a few years if he gets bored.

  • @kiki6the6dead6
    @kiki6the6dead69 жыл бұрын

    It's nice to see how many supporting people there are in the comments :) there should be no room in this world for people who discriminate

  • @misskatelyn01

    @misskatelyn01

    9 жыл бұрын

    Yeah, I am completely surprised. I've read some nasty things on youtube comments, but this video seems to be attracting nothing but positive (if not slightly confused) attention.

  • @marcianorman4208
    @marcianorman42083 жыл бұрын

    Even after a this time, I still find your story so inspiring. Truly a remarkable story and I wish all the best for you man! Massive congrats 👏

  • @joelewis0686
    @joelewis06869 жыл бұрын

    Really enjoyed the video😊. Wish you an awesome and exciting life you deserve it man.

  • @evin4574
    @evin45746 жыл бұрын

    this gives me so much god damn hope. i'm pre-everything, even coming out. it's really difficult. i don't even have a binder, i just got short hair. every day has awful dysphoria, and i feel like it won't ever get better. seeing this...and everytime i see trans guys post stuff like this...it helps so much.

  • @zeboy1959

    @zeboy1959

    6 жыл бұрын

    I know it can seem very long and you'll never get to be a boy on the outside but it's totally worth every gut wrenching heartbreaking minute being pre-everything. I'm pre-everything too, just short hair, I bind and about 50% I pass until they know my name D': . Havn't came out yet too. Yeah the dysphoria is excruciatingly discouraging but I believe in you :)

  • @blubutch2852
    @blubutch28525 жыл бұрын

    You look marvelous!

  • @ilovebooks49
    @ilovebooks495 жыл бұрын

    This video gives me a feeling I've never felt before... I wonder if I should try and explore it... idk. Anyway man, you seem like a wonderful person and the world is honestly lucky to have you in it :) This made me cry from happiness because I could just feel your happiness with yourself radiating off the screen. :)

  • @jhutch2479
    @jhutch24799 жыл бұрын

    You are amazing! Plain and simple. You found what makes you happy and you did it. Good for you! Keep it up Skylar!

  • @ianaliciaperry5243
    @ianaliciaperry524310 жыл бұрын

    You are awesome.

  • @kiltmanwi
    @kiltmanwi9 жыл бұрын

    Thank you. So many tears. You are an inspiration.

  • @franckbynature5141
    @franckbynature51419 жыл бұрын

    How has no-one commented on this? I love your videos Skylar, I'm in awe of your dedication to speaking your truth and exploring your identity in all its forms. You're an inspiration.

  • @grimslider75
    @grimslider759 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story. I am so amazed and happy, sad yet inspired by such an important part of your life story! I couldn't help but cry tears of joy by the end, I am so happy that you were able to love yourself and find acceptance and purpose in your life!

  • @Digital_Dragon
    @Digital_Dragon9 жыл бұрын

    You are a wonderful human being and a beautiful person

  • @RingtailFox
    @RingtailFox9 жыл бұрын

    I try to maintain a very androgynous look because I myself am uncomfortable in my female body. No matter what I do or where I go, I always end up feeling uncomfortable in my skin. It has always felt off, but I have no other transgender friends to relate to or talk to and I'm not sure how I would handle hormones or surgery since I have two anxiety / panic disorders and I often find myself very bipolar about making the change. I always conclude with considering it, and I always argue with myself on what to do. ;-; Thank you for sharing your story, I find myself relating to your stages before T and it pushes me all the more into figuring out who I am.

  • @ame_vagabonde

    @ame_vagabonde

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hey! I'm late but I feel exactly the same so I wondered if you could tell me how you feel now about it ? :)

  • @DalV
    @DalV6 жыл бұрын

    Your video has helped me begin to change my views in a positive way. Good luck!

  • @laurawood7522
    @laurawood75229 жыл бұрын

    You probably get this all the time but you are so inspirational. The fact you at first didn't feel comfortable and then decided to change that must have been a huge decision, but clearly you are now who you were/ are meant to and become. Brilliant! :D

  • @crincerc
    @crincerc8 жыл бұрын

    he is handsome

  • @ShivianMorgan
    @ShivianMorgan9 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so very Very VERY much for sharing your story with me / the world Skyler. You are an amazing young man that brings me inspiration and strength, both in the power of gender identity evolution in this world but also in knowing that I can accomplish anything I put my heart to. I am so happy you are in the best place you've ever been in, and after seeing this I only wish you to continue that awesome ride. Stay amazing, you beautiful man!

  • @reeseexum365
    @reeseexum3655 жыл бұрын

    This video makes me so happy. Like I love seeing videos like this because these people are so strong and they go through so much. They shouldn’t have to go through all this just to be who they are but they do and they are so brave to be able to get through this😊

  • @23rache95
    @23rache959 жыл бұрын

    I don't even know how I endend up watching this video, but I honestly think that it's awesome. Trust me when I say that the world deserves more people corageous and brave like you. Sharing this kind of content might create some trouble and make things complicate, but you did an amazing job sharing your story in my opinion. Best of luck :)

  • @DrPinkFreud
    @DrPinkFreud9 жыл бұрын

    thank you so much for sharing your story! it's so inspirational

  • @NadiraASMR
    @NadiraASMR7 жыл бұрын

    Wow, you are so handsome....and sooooo special. Kisses 💋💋💋

  • @Jhon5200
    @Jhon52009 жыл бұрын

    Oh you beautiful man! :') Your smile seems more genuine in the last picture. We as a community are incredibly proud of you. The video was moving and made me feel all warm and happy inside. Thank you for that.

  • @jwilsonAvalon
    @jwilsonAvalon8 жыл бұрын

    Be who you are, want what you have, do what you can. So happy to see you happy.

  • @FraeuleinWundertoll
    @FraeuleinWundertoll9 жыл бұрын

    You are an amazing guy, Sky. Thanks for sharing your story. You are strong, handsome (not to say effing hot) and it's a beautiful experience to watch you becoming yourself and getting so happy. This video just made my day! Lots of love from Germany!

  • @hayz691
    @hayz6919 жыл бұрын

    This is such a wonderful transformation that I've seen. You just look so much more happier as a fully-transitioned male, and that makes me so glad. I have a slight dysphoria with my own biological sex, as a female. I know that I am female and I'm typically comfortable with being so, but sometimes (especially in regards to sexual activity) I feel that I really want to be a man. I want to have the broad shoulders, the handsome looks... *the dick.* I've been thinking about looking around for more masculine clothes for me to wear. I have short hair right now and I honestly really like it; it gives off the punk feel that I was going for. Because of your video, I'm starting to wonder how it would feel like if I expressed myself as a male. I suppose there's no harm in testing it out, because I feel that I MAY be genderfluid, or something. Do any of you feel the same way, or have some tips to make me look more masculine? I have pretty wide hips and a very defined waist, with an easily-bindable chest.

  • @pancakelord83

    @pancakelord83

    8 жыл бұрын

    I suggest you try presenting yourself more masculine if you want to. Here are a some basics: If you have a feminine face, with full lips and arched eyebrows, I suggest you add some concealer to your lips and use eyeshadow to make your eyebrows look more masculine. For clothes, go for loose pants and binding, with a not too loose, not too tight shirt. If you have skinny arms, you can try to cover them up. Another thing about presenting yourself in a masculine way isbody language; taking up more space when you sit, leaning back a bit and not crossing your legs. When you walk, try to imagine a line in front of you, and step right next to it, that will make your hips sway less. When you talk, you can drop your voice a bit if you want to, to see if you like having a deeper voice. That's pretty much what I do.. Sadly, I don't really pass as a male yet, but if you just go for being more masculine, this could work just fine ^^

  • @korbin4510

    @korbin4510

    Жыл бұрын

    You dont seem to have any problem with your gender so nature has assigned you the right gender. I advice you to stay woman.

  • @vertabraem
    @vertabraem9 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story, Skylar. Very inspiring.

  • @JRZGRL55
    @JRZGRL559 жыл бұрын

    Great video! Thanks for being brave, Skylar, and for being you. You are helping a lot of people!!