Former Recon Marine Shares Graphic Combat Stories-PTSD awareness

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We sit down 1 on 1 with Chris Bova to hear his inspiring story of survival. A former Recon Marine and government contractor, Chris opens up and talks about combat, friends lost, and the darkness that followed.
He then tells us how he got out of that darkness and what we can do to help.
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  • @cbrown17982010
    @cbrown179820104 жыл бұрын

    KZread do yourselves a favor a put this on the homepage and trending so vets know they're not alone

  • @whitegoodman7465

    @whitegoodman7465

    4 жыл бұрын

    They are far far left, they don't give a fuck about the vets.

  • @jtross3460

    @jtross3460

    4 жыл бұрын

    Keith Hodge buddy buddy just because someone is far left, it doesn’t mean they don’t give a fuck about our soldiers.

  • @KillKyle712

    @KillKyle712

    4 жыл бұрын

    This was on my homepage and recommended. I mean I watch a lot of military videos, like Funker and tthe Warfighter series on History, so any vets that watch anything military related are going to see this.

  • @PsyTranceKaitia

    @PsyTranceKaitia

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@KillKyle712 This. The YT algoritme doesnt care about your political belief systems nor affliation, left or right. It'll recommend you whatever the fuck you're watching, even shit you're not subscribed to because that's just how it works. My homepage is filled with philosophy and military, and a bunch of weird shit like cat videos and random stories. I have never liked nor disliked a video in 9 years though, so maybe that's the reason it seems "clean" to me.

  • @porfirioErodriguez

    @porfirioErodriguez

    4 жыл бұрын

    I think it is... That's how i found it and shared it. So Many PTSD's out there. Not all come from war, but this message can be for all.

  • @schussler07
    @schussler074 жыл бұрын

    Hey Bova. It’s Schussler. Your not alone brother. Happy to see where your at. I hope your doing well brother.

  • @jasonsmith8039

    @jasonsmith8039

    4 жыл бұрын

    I really hate hearing statistics about military men and women that take there own lives after returning home from service. I'm glad to hear that your not one . Keep positive and always move forward. F$@k all the naysayers and hipocrites. Thanks for your service and sacrifice brother. Always remember God is with you in the worst of times.

  • @TraceyAllen

    @TraceyAllen

    4 жыл бұрын

    I lost my best friend in 2006. We spent 4 years in the Marines together. He went on to become a teacher and a father. Joined the national guard. I miss him every day. Semper Fi, devil dogs.

  • @schussler07

    @schussler07

    4 жыл бұрын

    Sul A hey brother just cause you didn’t see combat doesn’t mean you don’t suffer. It’s hard seeing your brothers and sisters leave and not come back. It’s called survivors guilt. If you ever need anything please reach out.

  • @G31M1

    @G31M1

    4 жыл бұрын

    That’s why it’s probably good to have a family of his own. I mean I never served but from a german perspective and what I got told about the people who took part in WWII they barely talked about it as well. The difference is that they took refuge having a caring wife and a family they had to feed. The german military task force KSK also just lets married guys into their ranks from what I’ve heard because a partner apparently makes you a bit more mentally stable and you can cope better with the stuff you went through. On the other hand task forces operate behind enemy lines and usually in a stealthy fashion so they don’t get the same kind of brutal action you guys get :(

  • @jtm232556

    @jtm232556

    4 жыл бұрын

    You're*

  • @SouthernDiscomfort256
    @SouthernDiscomfort2564 жыл бұрын

    I lost my brother in Iraq. He was my whole world growing up. Thank you for helping vets.

  • @2wheels1love21

    @2wheels1love21

    3 жыл бұрын

    Im so sorry for your loss. We love yall!

  • @SouthernDiscomfort256

    @SouthernDiscomfort256

    3 жыл бұрын

    @Zippo amerika I thankfully do feel him every day. My youngest son is named after him.

  • @SouthernDiscomfort256

    @SouthernDiscomfort256

    3 жыл бұрын

    @Zippo amerika it truly is. Even after we die, we go on in the hearts and memories of others

  • @76Titleist

    @76Titleist

    3 жыл бұрын

    I'm very sorry for your loss man.

  • @SouthernDiscomfort256

    @SouthernDiscomfort256

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@76Titleist thank you.

  • @emerymyers7748
    @emerymyers77482 жыл бұрын

    I’m a Marine, served during Desert Storm, my nephew is going into Recon. Thanks for your story brother.

  • @Ghanaian_princessliaj

    @Ghanaian_princessliaj

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you sooooo freaking much for your service, god bless and REMEMBER GOD IS WITH YOU ALWAYS ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @folumb
    @folumb4 жыл бұрын

    I rolled with that guy before when I lived in Dallas, never would have known his story. Dude was always willing to drill techniques with anyone, tough as they come though. Wow, what a story

  • @tank7162

    @tank7162

    4 жыл бұрын

    Jiu jitsu? Nice

  • @xxxgames4458

    @xxxgames4458

    4 жыл бұрын

    I was dumb Didnt realize what war could bring. Mom and dad I'm gonna be a statistic.. shut up you whiny turd. That's my perception. Dont play halfback if your scared to get hit, bitch.

  • @theeeddboyy6020

    @theeeddboyy6020

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@xxxgames4458 Bruh what the fuck are you even on about

  • @joshlynch5676

    @joshlynch5676

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@xxxgames4458 Lmao, trying to bring in football analogies. Going to war and playing fucking sports are 100 time different. You don't get it.

  • @SuperFallout44

    @SuperFallout44

    4 жыл бұрын

    XXX GAMES your the dude that would say he couldn’t join the military because you’d knock out the drill instructor for yelling at you

  • @richardbently7236
    @richardbently72364 жыл бұрын

    Music and sound effects are distracting, his story is fine on it's own.

  • @xander395

    @xander395

    4 жыл бұрын

    agreed

  • @4nhedonia

    @4nhedonia

    4 жыл бұрын

    Distracting and also I feel like the gunfire is a bit insensitive considering this video is geared towards vets and people who may have PTSD

  • @WILD__THINGS

    @WILD__THINGS

    4 жыл бұрын

    I agree but I think the effect they are going for is to illustrate what it's like to have PTSD where events play over in your head

  • @heardoliver2510

    @heardoliver2510

    4 жыл бұрын

    lack of foresight

  • @amhr58

    @amhr58

    4 жыл бұрын

    Exactly.

  • @micjam1986
    @micjam19863 жыл бұрын

    My uncle was a vietnam vet.. one day he was in Nam and next day he was was home in his uniform still dirty. The next morning my grandmother went in to wake him and he came flying up dropped her and tried to cut her throat except he had no knife. I was assingned to wake him up after that. The voice of an 8 yr old from the doorway saying "wake up uncle" kept him relaxed. Chris, your story reminded me of my uncle... I love you brother for loving our country enough to fight for it.. God bless you and Stay strong!

  • @DouglasTaurel

    @DouglasTaurel

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your families service! We can never thank you enough!!

  • @qwerty-tf1jg

    @qwerty-tf1jg

    2 жыл бұрын

    Why wake him up tho???, let the man sleep. Or am I wrong?? Genuine question no troll

  • @micjam1986

    @micjam1986

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@qwerty-tf1jg I was 8.. did what I was told

  • @Justme-oo5oe

    @Justme-oo5oe

    Жыл бұрын

    My grandfather is deaf in one ear from the Vietnam war, when we wake him if he is laying on his good ear I stand by his feet and shake his foot and jump back quickly I mean quickly, he always taught me to do that because he would have never forgave himself if he harmed me ( his words ) he is and old old man now and still he struggles… he has had to deal with ptsd his entire life. It’s honestly heartbreaking but im proud of him he is one tough ass old man!

  • @Eventual-Visitor

    @Eventual-Visitor

    Жыл бұрын

    He didn't really need to illegally invade other people's country and ran around murdering them to prove he was willing to fight for his country.

  • @michellebolen3892
    @michellebolen3892 Жыл бұрын

    My wife just showed me this. Bolen, Iraq 06 07, 399th CSH. Combat medic/LPN. I was almost one of the 22. A Vietnam Vet reached out to me and brought me in to his group. I will forever be thankful for my brother and sisters. YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

  • @rsgerdes
    @rsgerdes4 жыл бұрын

    Love you, Bova! I'm proud to say that I served with you and the men of Alpha Company. Never above you, Never Below You, Always Beside You.

  • @expatmacgruber4634

    @expatmacgruber4634

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hey, Sir. I haven't seen you on FB. You on social media at all?

  • @rsgerdes

    @rsgerdes

    4 жыл бұрын

    expatmacgruber nope. I deleted my FB. I still have my IG because my Jiu Jitsu gym posts most of their updates there. Other than that, I got nothing.

  • @expatmacgruber4634

    @expatmacgruber4634

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@rsgerdes you on my IG already?

  • @zachdeford

    @zachdeford

    4 жыл бұрын

    Realizing it is my choice and my choice alone... I'm glad he pulled himself up. Fair winds and following seas brothers!

  • @patson420

    @patson420

    4 жыл бұрын

    Ur last part really touched me, Sir. Never above, never below, always beside.

  • @chrisbrown4343
    @chrisbrown43434 жыл бұрын

    “Every bad decision, that I’ve made in my life, has been filled with booze and cocaine.” I can 100% relate.

  • @santaclause4285

    @santaclause4285

    3 жыл бұрын

    Every bad decision I ever made started with walking into golden corale and opting for the buffet and unlimited cocacola cup

  • @brpitrepeters7983

    @brpitrepeters7983

    3 жыл бұрын

    Homer Simpson once said.. Alcohol.. the cause of and the cure for all of lifes Troubles...

  • @DiamondSupplyC0

    @DiamondSupplyC0

    3 жыл бұрын

    Same here... I really fucked things up for myself

  • @dennisritchie965

    @dennisritchie965

    3 жыл бұрын

    Definitely im still paying for it

  • @inevitabletruth9808

    @inevitabletruth9808

    3 жыл бұрын

    So can I

  • @nyguy5370
    @nyguy53702 жыл бұрын

    Never served, and I have no real concept of what you’ve witnessed and endured. But let me tell you - you and veterans like you aren’t alone. You are loved an appreciated. I grew up in the shadow of the twin towers. I, we, are grateful that men and women like you answered and continue to answer the call to defend our nation.

  • @catlee8064
    @catlee80644 жыл бұрын

    3 days after my last firefight in Afghan, i was sitting at my best friends wedding, getting drunk and thinking how strange it was. 6 months later i sobered up, contacted the British Legion and the MoD, got into a office with a head shrinker....Still have nightmares to this day, but know that there are ppl close who can help. This recovery all started with 1 phone call from a friend who was worried about my habits....a simple phone call...thats all it can take some times.

  • @John-yj1bw

    @John-yj1bw

    3 жыл бұрын

    Greetings brother. I think you should check out this book called "Touching the Dragon" its about a buddy of mine and his own struggles with PTSD. I think it'll help you with nightmares you quite possibly still suffer from. Just remember something that I've learned after 13 years of combat and 19 years removed from my first experience. The nightmares will never truly leave you they'll just change. I wish you well brother. I'm sure you did great things for the UK and this world. I know a couple of lads at SBS and SAS. I'm telling you the book will change your life. Lastly I wanted to say forgiveness can really change everything for not just... but for us all.

  • @christopherhughey3186

    @christopherhughey3186

    3 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @azpatriot4526

    @azpatriot4526

    3 жыл бұрын

    A phone call. You think about your brother out of the blue. CALL THEM!!! we're all familiar with the darkness, no telling when it you might slip back. You wont annoy, bother, pester, or inconvenience them, just call them. I'm glad you're with us sany0. Hopefully sober-ish? Whatever works best for you .

  • @aphysique

    @aphysique

    3 жыл бұрын

    Do you attend Aa fellowship, might help!

  • @kurtkline468

    @kurtkline468

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for serving. I was a peace time infantry guy and feel my duty is to help our brothers that put their lives in harm way. getting away from Lowes discounts and focusing on our fraternity is the priority. Thanks for sharing Sany0

  • @williamrussell7770
    @williamrussell77704 жыл бұрын

    I only made it half way through the video. As a vet that’s struggling with alcohol, thank you so much for Sharing, for having the balls to talk about this shit. You kept me sober for the last 2:49. Thank you brother.

  • @TheHiveVeteranStories

    @TheHiveVeteranStories

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hey man you're not alone; you got this! Email us- Brian@honeybeardtraining.com and we talk more

  • @RivalZSS

    @RivalZSS

    4 жыл бұрын

    William Russell keep your chin up brother, and fight the good fucking fight. ❤️

  • @rexythedragon

    @rexythedragon

    4 жыл бұрын

    William Russell aye man we’re all here for you thank you for your service and just kick back relax go for a run enjoy yourself and chill on out !

  • @joshjohnson2145

    @joshjohnson2145

    4 жыл бұрын

    William Russell were all here for you. Stay strong brother. ❤️🇦🇺

  • @ethanvanwright

    @ethanvanwright

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@TheHiveVeteranStories I'm a vet who has struggled with depression and drug addiction for years. I've never once asked anyone for actual help but I live in Dallas and feel compelled to finally do something to change my mental health for the better. I'm homeless fearing COVID is going to kill me living in my car next to fucking SMU

  • @sad_vegan507
    @sad_vegan5074 жыл бұрын

    I feel a little less alone right now at this moment.

  • @coreyforst9311

    @coreyforst9311

    4 жыл бұрын

    RF you’re never truly alone. Remember that.

  • @abstractvp5825

    @abstractvp5825

    4 жыл бұрын

    God bless you. He promises that He’d never leave nor forsake you. I’m a witness to His faithfulness. Trust Him even the more.

  • @1mean_5.07

    @1mean_5.07

    4 жыл бұрын

    You're never alone man! You got this you are strong!!!!!!!!

  • @prisonmike1658

    @prisonmike1658

    4 жыл бұрын

    Your not alone man be strong 💪

  • @tracenadams2566

    @tracenadams2566

    4 жыл бұрын

    asds908 Seriously fuck off.

  • @8Scorpions
    @8Scorpions3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you Chris for your service, and what you continue to achieve going forward with helping vets.

  • @sebastianstieuroteam3087
    @sebastianstieuroteam30874 жыл бұрын

    I’m proud of what you have done and are still doing to help other brothers and sisters out there. Only the ones that have lived through hell and defeated it truly know what it takes to get others back on their feet. Thank you for your service and God bless!

  • @kingcobrav.s.cottonmouth5306
    @kingcobrav.s.cottonmouth53064 жыл бұрын

    My deepest gratitude to all veterans for serving and to all those currently in service my prayers and pride are with you

  • @TheHiveVeteranStories

    @TheHiveVeteranStories

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you!

  • @x8541

    @x8541

    4 жыл бұрын

    @WakandaForevar We don't choose where we go or why we're sent.

  • @esaydouglas9455

    @esaydouglas9455

    4 жыл бұрын

    Not it at all Wakanda, first ask yourself what have I done to contribute to the greater good anything let alone your country. Just remember "Wakanda forever", people died for you to have the freedom to say that,in some countries they'd cut your tongue out.

  • @jeremiahfyan

    @jeremiahfyan

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@esaydouglas9455 wakanda is a fake country bruh

  • @x8541

    @x8541

    4 жыл бұрын

    @WakandaForevar I wasn't making nor do I make excuses.

  • @albertjrgonzales86
    @albertjrgonzales864 жыл бұрын

    Hey Bova, it was an honor to fight along side you in that fire fight in Iraq. I can honestly say you and the other operators helped saved my life from that suicide bomber running up on my truck. I respect your courage and your strength to express your feelings and talking about ptsd. Much love brother, keep kicking ass. Outstanding job Honeybeard!

  • @yeahbitch8880

    @yeahbitch8880

    3 жыл бұрын

    Is this legit?

  • @polirimeov8837

    @polirimeov8837

    3 жыл бұрын

    W A C K

  • @expatmacgruber4634

    @expatmacgruber4634

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@yeahbitch8880 legit how? You mean like do they actually know each other? Yes.

  • @brandonlucas2101

    @brandonlucas2101

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you

  • @Ghanaian_princessliaj

    @Ghanaian_princessliaj

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your service, sir ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @NickellessCageless
    @NickellessCageless Жыл бұрын

    I'm glad you made back brother from both fronts, overseas and home. I'm six days sober, so many stories inspire me to reach a higher level of living, thank you and your friends for your service

  • @jackpercy8474
    @jackpercy84743 жыл бұрын

    Sir your honestly, and openness is an inspiration to so many ppl. My career in Corrections was cut short at 11 years, for the same demons. Lost my house, family, and truck. Hearing stories like this, keeps my chin up high, and give me motivation to keep moving forward. God bless you, God bless your family, and God bless 🇺🇸. Forever love and respect from 🇨🇦.

  • @momov2many
    @momov2many4 жыл бұрын

    The background music and sound effects are pretty inappropriate

  • @nicolasdimatteo3356

    @nicolasdimatteo3356

    4 жыл бұрын

    Justin Notino agreed

  • @dannyklesh

    @dannyklesh

    4 жыл бұрын

    Who the fuck cares. You sitting here whining about music when the story is what matters.

  • @nicolasdimatteo3356

    @nicolasdimatteo3356

    4 жыл бұрын

    Danny patrick Klesh you would care if they had kids music playing though?

  • @AAli-nd6fu

    @AAli-nd6fu

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@nicolasdimatteo3356 for fucks sake shut the fuck up

  • @nicolasdimatteo3356

    @nicolasdimatteo3356

    4 жыл бұрын

    A. Ali 😂😬

  • @timwillis2629
    @timwillis26294 жыл бұрын

    Respect brother. I am ex British paratrooper who did 3 years in Iraq as a military consultant straight after 18 months as a bodyguard in Bosnia. In Iraq did 9 weeks on 3 weeks off for 3 years. Saw many bad things and did bad things. Still haunt me 15 years on. Stay strong

  • @otablott7779

    @otablott7779

    3 жыл бұрын

    How many Iraqi's did you murder?

  • @otablott7779

    @otablott7779

    3 жыл бұрын

    Iraq had nothing to do with 911 and if it actually did have nuclear weapons it wouldn't have been attacked. All Iraqi's killed by that cowardly invasion were murdered

  • @eviathan8991

    @eviathan8991

    3 жыл бұрын

    Aint nothing compared to a marine

  • @kevinmack8157

    @kevinmack8157

    3 жыл бұрын

    Wanker

  • @YZFMANIAC08

    @YZFMANIAC08

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your service sir

  • @maxcrowe3900
    @maxcrowe39002 жыл бұрын

    My thanks and respect to you. Quitting booze, turning your pain inside out to help others, knowing clearly what you can or cannot control. Good on ya 🙏

  • @jayalbertz9756
    @jayalbertz97563 жыл бұрын

    Hello brother, thank you for your service, and for sharing your story. I may not have been in the military or any war overseas but I fought a long battle here at home. Just like yourself after that battle was over I just wasn't the same, drinking numbed me and kept me mellow and helped with sleep. After 20 years of this I had all but fallen apart and finally gave it up, its been a long road and I miss my friends that have died. Now I honor them by being sober, thanks for your inspiration!

  • @josephabraham4058
    @josephabraham40584 жыл бұрын

    Combat, then home for mid-tour leave, then back in combat. It was the most unreal experience of my life, the one that I can't quite explain effectively. PTSD has taken many. My company, and batallion lost 10 to suicide after the units return. LTC Poznick (Suicide) SSG Tate (Suicide) SGT Halford (Suicide) SGT Wagoneer (Suicide) SGT Soloman (Suicide) PFC AJ "Tankin" Smith (Suicide) PV(2) Gossick + 3 (Wreckless that killed himself and 3 others)

  • @nickdobrovolny5295

    @nickdobrovolny5295

    4 жыл бұрын

    Joseph Abraham Thank you for your service and sacrifice. Sorry for your loses may god test their souls

  • @dorijandorijan7220

    @dorijandorijan7220

    4 жыл бұрын

    We are admiring all of you, from all around the globe

  • @Nickat86

    @Nickat86

    4 жыл бұрын

    I’m sorry you had to go through that. I can’t even imagine what that’s like. I have anxiety but I’m sure PTSD is 100 times worse.

  • @josephabraham4058

    @josephabraham4058

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@Nickat86 I appreciate your sentiment. However, don't benchmark what is more or less difficult to go through. That's a slippery slope that can marginalize what people are experiencing. People such as yourself with anxiety. It cheats you out of how it impacts your life. Anxiety, bluntly put, is motherfucker. If we benchmark it to someone else's experiences, then we could always find a way to invalidate what we are going through. Here is my example: talking to a Korean War Vet, and I'm paraphrasing, "We fought until the bullets ran out. Then we fixed bayonets and fought until the blades were dull or broken. Then we fought hand-to-hand until we were dead or to tired to go on. It was then we looked up and saw 100,000 more Chinese coming over the hill." Now, my experience, compared to that, was just a walk in the park.

  • @Steve_T14

    @Steve_T14

    4 жыл бұрын

    Joseph Abraham you’re a wise man Joseph. Comparing and marginalising each other’s struggles doesn’t help anyone, instead we should all aim to help each other through our times of struggle, no matter how big or small they may appear.

  • @sempergumby1276
    @sempergumby12764 жыл бұрын

    I did my four in the Marines and was so ready to get out. I am not a combat vet but it's still tough. I drink alot. I work alot and take pride in doing my job well. But I get home and just feel so lonely. It sucks. I got friends but they dont really understand how I feel. Definitely not suicidal, but I feel lost without the military. I guess that's karma

  • @slipperycman8555

    @slipperycman8555

    4 жыл бұрын

    semper gumby you just have to re adjust man I recommend finding a good hobby to help you keep your mind off things and to feel like you have a purpose again. I personally do MMA for that reason

  • @BennettParsons1

    @BennettParsons1

    4 жыл бұрын

    Look up drinkin bros on Facebook. You can find vets in your area or people with similar thinking to get a drink and become friends with. All the best man.

  • @Jax-bw2lg

    @Jax-bw2lg

    4 жыл бұрын

    BennettParsons1 drinking bro’s is the shit.

  • @redraider2140

    @redraider2140

    4 жыл бұрын

    semper gumby hey man. Jiu jitsu, Muay Thai, Boxing any will help. Throw yourself into a ridiculously hard combat sport to manage the demons. Cheers man.

  • @rayrodriguez5506

    @rayrodriguez5506

    4 жыл бұрын

    I can definately relate man

  • @terrywilson6584
    @terrywilson65843 жыл бұрын

    Thank you took guts to say what you did. Thank you for all of us.

  • @anthonykolenda3342
    @anthonykolenda33423 жыл бұрын

    Thank you brother, such a great person. People in ur life are blessed to have you as well remember that

  • @huckleberry5653
    @huckleberry56534 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for speaking up and out. Semper Fidelis.

  • @AdroitJake
    @AdroitJake4 жыл бұрын

    The military needs to keep their promise. Just as the soldiers did

  • @tylerlandrum1297

    @tylerlandrum1297

    3 жыл бұрын

    The government does the lying the young do the dying.

  • @florestrella1305

    @florestrella1305

    Жыл бұрын

    @@tylerlandrum1297 💔😔

  • @timkies4760
    @timkies47602 жыл бұрын

    Chris Bova, your service now is even greater than your service as a member of the military. Thank you, for everything.

  • @plentynumb3997
    @plentynumb39974 жыл бұрын

    I don’t have much to say other than.. thank you, your service and your sacrifice is what allows me to live the free life I live. I know a lot of people take that for granted but just know that not all of us do. Thank you for your service and thank you for your story.

  • @davidcashell6911
    @davidcashell69114 жыл бұрын

    His courage is in every word that he embraces and gives voice to his feelings and emotions.

  • @petermcdougall1152
    @petermcdougall11524 жыл бұрын

    Man I appreciate everything you and your men have done for this country! Stay strong brother! We love you guys!

  • @deathpunchjonny5072
    @deathpunchjonny50723 жыл бұрын

    Much respect brotha fr fr. Thanks for your service fr.

  • @Ekdomestic
    @Ekdomestic Жыл бұрын

    I have a Lot of respect for everyone serving. It takes a lot to do what y’all do and what y’all go through! God bless!

  • @tearsoftheuniverse8951
    @tearsoftheuniverse89514 жыл бұрын

    Stay strong Devildog!!! We cant let the fight end when we still have breath , thanks for sharing brother !!!

  • @humbertotrevino793
    @humbertotrevino7934 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your service, to each and every veteran thank you!

  • @olihill101
    @olihill101 Жыл бұрын

    This is one of the best videos I’ve seen. Thank you.

  • @gavinjarrold2065
    @gavinjarrold20653 жыл бұрын

    I love you and all our combat veterans. Thank you for your service and for this.

  • @esaydouglas9455
    @esaydouglas94554 жыл бұрын

    Absolutely correct, that's exactly how it happens,glad to see you're still here. Stay on the sunny side, people are counting on you.

  • @emilianocastillo8709
    @emilianocastillo87094 жыл бұрын

    I have the up most respect for this man. He overcame the hardest obstacles in life and yet he still serves others. This man deserves the best.

  • @RIjad101
    @RIjad1013 жыл бұрын

    Kudos to you brother, thank you for the courage to speak up! Respect!

  • @johngriffith6256
    @johngriffith62563 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your service to our nation. And your dedication to helping our services men after your service.

  • @bradgonzalez8733
    @bradgonzalez87334 жыл бұрын

    Bova!!! Went to RIP with him. Miss you dude!!!

  • @1htalp9
    @1htalp94 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for sharing and serving. PTSD is horrible to go through and it doesn't just happen to vets. Anyone who has gone through a traumatic experience can suffer from the symptoms of PTSD, I know from experience. It can send you to places you never thought you'd go and push you to do things you never thought yourself capable of... You are not alone, there are many like you; reach out, get help. It can change your life and the lives of those that love you.

  • @tootallzz
    @tootallzz4 жыл бұрын

    Sir thank you for your service and your continued commitment to your fellow soldier.

  • @michaelgay6032
    @michaelgay60323 жыл бұрын

    Thanks Chris. Im a veteran that walked your walk for along time. Sober 3yrs. Thanks for keeping hope alive. Cross fit? Exactly is that. Thanks Brother.

  • @marcuss5089
    @marcuss50894 жыл бұрын

    So inspiring, god bless this man👏🏽🙏🏽

  • @astronau7_lone574
    @astronau7_lone5744 жыл бұрын

    It's a feeling in your heart and your head feels static, better to be numb it feels shits rough glad you talked about it.

  • @dcstar5123
    @dcstar51233 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your sacrifice and service. I sincerely hope things work out for you.

  • @djcampos15
    @djcampos1517 күн бұрын

    Thank you and to all Veterans for your service

  • @roadtoscratchgolf7425
    @roadtoscratchgolf74254 жыл бұрын

    I’m going to study psychology in university next year, one of my goals have always been to create an effective system in helping war veterans deal with mental health. They fight for their country, but aren’t given the care they deserve when they return and adjust to civilian life. We have to remember that this Chris’s story is just one of the statistic and there are millions of others that share similar stories. The stigma behind PTSD needs to be dealt with, or we risk losing the individuals that fight for our freedom.

  • @detrelllevert2457

    @detrelllevert2457

    2 жыл бұрын

    The same army you worship is going to be the same ones that send you to FEMA serve God sir read 52 chapters of Jeremiah stop feeding your flesh

  • @josiahjones6936

    @josiahjones6936

    4 ай бұрын

    Got chills reading this… God bless

  • @roadtoscratchgolf7425

    @roadtoscratchgolf7425

    4 ай бұрын

    Joined the Royal Officer Training Corps since this comment 3 years ago. Been training just over year but I’m slowly making my way to getting certified as an officer. The goal is still in mind and I’m making my way to graduate this year. Here’s to a better future for the men and women that serve their country!

  • @jamesriley5305
    @jamesriley53054 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing I hope it was just as important to you as it was for me and the rest of us!!

  • @davehommel9456
    @davehommel94564 жыл бұрын

    Chris thank you for your story. Keep pushing brother! You are an example for all of us.

  • @regularmarz7040
    @regularmarz70402 жыл бұрын

    My cousin went to war right after 9/11 and I’ll never forget how much it changed him. He was never the same person. I feel for you and thank you for your service.

  • @creaturelady
    @creaturelady4 жыл бұрын

    Stay strong! Much love and respect to all of our veterans!

  • @charlestour4681
    @charlestour46814 жыл бұрын

    Just watched your video on ptsd and veterans suicide. As a veteran I want to thank you for doing that. It might save some lives. I’m sick to death of hearing about my brothers and sisters in arms taking their lives because they had no one to talk to or get help from. I’m an old guy. We did not have computers smart phone or KZread when I got out. We were the guys who got blamed for loosing in Vietnam. Even after 60.000 dead. We are proud of what you younger guys are doing. Keep it up. Aloha from Hawaii. Chuck

  • @brianshotwell6458

    @brianshotwell6458

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for the kind words Chuck! And thank you for your service

  • @holdyourpepe
    @holdyourpepe3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for making this channel.

  • @coomr419
    @coomr419 Жыл бұрын

    Veterans are literally are some of the best people we've got. Every person is worth saving, but these people gave their lives to make yours better.

  • @Foreskin-Forest
    @Foreskin-Forest4 жыл бұрын

    He's got such a wonderful smile, may he be blessed with happiness and minimal depression, for it is truly holy to see a human being who has endured so much, and yet can still smile

  • @josephaulisio9281

    @josephaulisio9281

    2 жыл бұрын

    Looks evil.

  • @haydenmusser2909
    @haydenmusser29094 жыл бұрын

    Thank you Chris for your service❤️🇺🇸, your a strong warrior, and you will make it through, thank you❤️🇺🇸

  • @pekolucky
    @pekolucky3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you Chris for self disclosing. God bless and Semper Fi.

  • @marketingheavydutytowcompa6996
    @marketingheavydutytowcompa69963 жыл бұрын

    God bless you Chris and thank you for your service.

  • @bungholelicker2665
    @bungholelicker26654 жыл бұрын

    Make more videos with people telling stories like this. I love it

  • @rise-amorph8178
    @rise-amorph81784 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your service, sir. Sorry, you have to deal with these things.

  • @Exsig12
    @Exsig12 Жыл бұрын

    Just spent nearly a year in a VA for PTSD I'm finally starting to have more good days than bad. Thank your strength this was a very positive video for me brother.

  • @zacharynewcomb8508
    @zacharynewcomb85083 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for your story brother you aren’t alone and some of us still struggle with it!

  • @moonsookim9445
    @moonsookim94454 жыл бұрын

    Welcome to Texas brother and thank you for your service!

  • @joshuakrause4205
    @joshuakrause42054 жыл бұрын

    Man that was deep, your not alone Bova, thank you for your story, I’m a combat veteran as well. Thank everyone on here for their service also we all just have to keep pushing

  • @martycech5844
    @martycech58442 жыл бұрын

    Thank You for your service & continuing with this business / cause! 👍🏻🙂👍🏻

  • @williampatterson5125
    @williampatterson51254 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for your service and 911 i was at my volunteer fire department all day and seen the 2 plane and sucks and i am glad that you are helping your fellow service members...

  • @gunsaway1
    @gunsaway12 жыл бұрын

    I am a RVN vet. You are not alone. I know your pain. Stand with you brother

  • @reaper7actual135
    @reaper7actual1354 жыл бұрын

    I’m glad you touched on the shock of going on leave during your deployment. My first tour was in Iraq for 15 months with the 82nd Airborne. I was deployed for 10 months before going on leave for two weeks. Three days before getting on the plane to head to BIAP, my platoon lost two during a raid in Sadr City. I was told that I had to take leave. I would rather have stayed in Iraq then to go back and forth from California back to Iraq. Going from watching your platoon medic do everything he can to try and save two of our own to eventually losing them, then to be back in California around my family when I hadn’t processed any of it up to that point was hard to handle. I tried to kill myself when I returned from leave about two months after I got back to our JSS. I took my SAW when I was on shit burning detail by myself and stuck the barrel in my mouth. Our status was always amber at the JSS so when I went to fire the SAW into my mouth, the bolt was in the forward position and did not fire. I broke down that evening on all fours next to the pit where we burned our waste. I’ve never shared that story until now. That was in 2008. I finished two more deployments after that, one in Iraq and one in Afghanistan. I guess I wanted the enemy to kill me.

  • @bradleymcgovern5740

    @bradleymcgovern5740

    3 жыл бұрын

    I wish there were something that could be said that would offer you some comfort. Alas, I don't know if that's even possible. But, know that you're loved. Even by those who only know what only what you've just shared. Thank you for your courage, your dedication, and your spirit. I hope that you're able to find some peace of mind these days.

  • @shawnpyeatt1187
    @shawnpyeatt11872 жыл бұрын

    I just started my journey as a junior marine, I want to thank you for your service I look up to heros like you

  • @deegigidaugherty1578
    @deegigidaugherty15782 жыл бұрын

    God bless you, Chris. Keep leaning forward.

  • @nicholaskarapetian9424
    @nicholaskarapetian94243 жыл бұрын

    Back when I went to college I was in a surfing class and it was a rainy day so we went around and told something about ourselves. One of the guys was up and the professor asked why he joined the surf class, and he said it’s to take his mind off his ptsd he had gotten after seeing all of his buddies get shot down in a helicopter. He must’ve only been 28-30. I really hope he’s doing alright and I hope everyone who suffers from ptsd can find a way to cope. God bless our troops stay strong

  • @watersabove.below7
    @watersabove.below74 жыл бұрын

    Great interview and love the Honesty. Always surprises me how so many veterans retired or not are affected by their choices. As a former Marine who’s deployed multiple times I tell retired or not that we chose to enlist we chose to stay 8 or 20 years we accepted our jobs. It’s not easy for veterans but veteran groups should take trips to ghettos where kids live horrific upbringings but had no choice or escape. Again someone who grew up in Newark NJ projects during the crack epidemic. To say you can’t compare is trying to blow smoke up our own ass. Suffering is suffering especially when your born in misery.

  • @benkaiser766
    @benkaiser7664 жыл бұрын

    These are the kind of people who we all look up to, these men have given everything to our country. Respect a lot of respect for all of our vets.

  • @artofvalor9396
    @artofvalor93964 жыл бұрын

    Mad respect to this guy and other vets!

  • @blackcitroenlove
    @blackcitroenlove2 жыл бұрын

    My father tried to kill my mother and I when I was 14. I still see it every day, and I'm 39 nearing 40. While we may always see these things, reminding ourselves that it's over and done helps. If you need to talk, just send a message. I know it's not veteran PTSD but it's good to talk it out.

  • @arthurc1971
    @arthurc19713 жыл бұрын

    Marine Veteran, not a former Marine. Semper Fi.

  • @jerryscary2602

    @jerryscary2602

    3 жыл бұрын

    Once a Marine, always a Marine

  • @kione_haha5438

    @kione_haha5438

    3 жыл бұрын

    thank you for your service brother

  • @StayCoolAsh

    @StayCoolAsh

    2 жыл бұрын

    Always Faithful Semper Fi

  • @ciphergamingsouthafrica8502

    @ciphergamingsouthafrica8502

    2 жыл бұрын

    Glorified car guards

  • @terrythomas8222

    @terrythomas8222

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yea Brother! Semper Fi !!

  • @jerbearp9572
    @jerbearp95723 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your service and the best to your health.

  • @brucebrown18
    @brucebrown183 жыл бұрын

    Thank u 4 your service God Bless U,keep fighting

  • @dakotaburns728
    @dakotaburns7283 жыл бұрын

    my love is going recon, i pray that he is protected and guided through all of it. so glad you're still here to tell your story brother.

  • @volsdeep9395
    @volsdeep93954 жыл бұрын

    My younger brother is a sniper in the Marines. I couldn’t be more proud of him and I’m glad he’s doing something he loves, but selfishly of me, sometimes I wish he’d do something else. I worry all the time that I might not see him again, and if I do, he’ll come back and won’t be all right in the head.

  • @toocharged

    @toocharged

    4 жыл бұрын

    You should get him out of fighting wars for the rich and old for there own mischievous motives

  • @SScozzari

    @SScozzari

    4 жыл бұрын

    toocharged stfu not here dude

  • @spikeobama5572

    @spikeobama5572

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@toocharged How many times are people like you going to keep repeating that same shit lol

  • @Mark-yb1sp

    @Mark-yb1sp

    4 жыл бұрын

    vols deep The greatest thing you will do for your brother is to “listen to him.” Don’t give advice. Don’t direct him to an agency. And don’t ask what his kill rate was. Just listen to him. Years from now he will tell you how thankful he is because it was all he wanted. Just listen.

  • @toocharged

    @toocharged

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@spikeobama5572 until he listens and saves his bro what will happen when he's back is your goverment gonna look after him while he has ptsd and his mentally distraught from the suffering his own goverment sugar coated

  • @yikersdawg8866
    @yikersdawg88663 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your service Bova. You're a strong man and I hope you're doing well,💪❤️

  • @MikeyMystery45
    @MikeyMystery453 жыл бұрын

    Thank you bro. Thank you so much man.

  • @D34dbox_21
    @D34dbox_214 жыл бұрын

    My best friend is a marine. I hope he comes out ok and I will do my best if he comes home different. You guys are great keep up the great work

  • @0hioboy

    @0hioboy

    4 жыл бұрын

    Your a good friend. A brother.

  • @marcusbelanger3489

    @marcusbelanger3489

    4 жыл бұрын

    ohioboy he will come back different.

  • @joedudderduke
    @joedudderduke4 жыл бұрын

    God bless you Chris, and your fellow warriors. Thank you for fighting for my freedom, and the rest of the United States. Love you brother 💙

  • @tiredlawdog
    @tiredlawdog3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you Chris for your service sir. Keep up the good work with the PTSD program. God Bless you.

  • @jacobcasler8684
    @jacobcasler8684 Жыл бұрын

    Sir, you have my condolences for the friends you lost and my respect for the ability to keep pushing forward. I wish i could just hug you and tell you that everything will be alright. If you ever need someone to talk to, you got a lot of people who would be more than willing to hear you out including me. Doesn't matter what war anyone fought in or how old they are when they join up. I will always have a listening ear for the ones that once fought battles they never should've had to. God bless every veteran that may see this comment and god bless america.

  • @irishtruther1013
    @irishtruther10134 жыл бұрын

    very heart felt video im not comparing in any way but ptsd is a very real thing i lost my dog of 9 yrs my best friend my uncle and my mothers boyfriend went crazy and aftrer 1 yr and i had to remove him from the house in a rage, all these things happend within a month for me and its been 1 and a half years as of now and i only feel recovered now it was climbing out of hell 1 inch at a time many times i didnt see the point anymore i had noone to talk to i pushed everyone way drank never talked in work my personality was gone id have nightmares bouts of self inflicted rage, i think ptsd can happen to anyone veterens and civillians alike and needs more awareness. thank you sir for your honest heart felt story.

  • @chuckm1320
    @chuckm13202 жыл бұрын

    Former 0321here, I remember when I got off the plane, saw my family and thought “ they have no idea “ …. It’s all good. If it don’t kill ya, it makes you stronger.

  • @imzjik

    @imzjik

    2 жыл бұрын

    I salute you, Sir!

  • @pamwawrzyniec597
    @pamwawrzyniec5973 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your service

  • @womanonthinice1276
    @womanonthinice12762 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for serving💕

  • @indigopursue1542
    @indigopursue15423 жыл бұрын

    Much love brotha you did a heroic act to be were you are , what you’ve seen all respect on my part brotha 🫐💙💙

  • @sammysosa3785
    @sammysosa37854 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your service and everyone else who served. At the end you said 22 veterans kill themselves each day, that is terrible. God bless you all.

  • @AnthonySforza

    @AnthonySforza

    4 жыл бұрын

    Unfortunately, that number is way off. As only 21 states report such a thing. However, it's the closest to an actual number, as it's all we know.

  • @KFC66
    @KFC662 жыл бұрын

    God bless you all that are doing this work.

  • @dinglebingus2625
    @dinglebingus26254 жыл бұрын

    Thank you all for your service.