best of luck me lady!! life is so hard at times. I've been to emergency room and have to change my life style. done a lot but smoking is next. Monday morning I'm putting them away again. I'll keep trying as you are trying. keep it up and don't quit. losing a friend like that is not easy. I've come close a couple time's. I've also been over 600 pounds. I do need professional help again,and after seeing you today I'm getting off my old butty and get er done!! thanks much and blessings🤗🤗🤗

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

Wow...sorry to hear it got that bad and hope you get your help, maybe I can help just a little bit.

Glad to see you get back into taking care of yourself. Don't worry about "entertaining" your audience in these. These are for you and those who care will follow. Those that just want to be entertained will just watch your other vids

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

True but can I not do both?

@brians1213

7 жыл бұрын

Fiaura The Tank Girl: Obviously yes, and given your personality it is inevitable some will be entertaining. I'm just saying don't add the stress of worrying about how to make it entertaining.

*HUG* glad to see you getting back into this :). I personally would suggest the Gym because of the equipment variety will make it less monotonous. As for your shopping frozen ingredients are much better than fresh as the freezing process preserves the nutrition. The problem with frozen is the pre prepared shit

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

Yeah we are moving into fresh stuff now, for the first time in a while. Actually today even.

Well, whatever makes you happy, Fi. :) *huggles* I myself am not really worried about my weight, assuming I don't gain more, that is. (I'm roughly 220lbs.) More so for me is my heart rate, which today I learned is 90-ish at resting rate and anywhere from 100-120 when exerting myself. While not exactly bad, I'd prefer to see it at, at least 60 at rest or lower and would be ecstatic to get it to around 30 or so while at rest. Admittedly, I've never been very physically inclined and much more so mentally inclined and though I often joke about how I don't exercise despite know how much of a negative that is in the long term. Mostly I just need to find motivation to get off my lazy ass and get on the treadmill. I think I mentioned something to that effect before in this series, but that's one of the biggest issues in my life right now, finding motivation for, well, just about everything. I don't understand why it's so hard, it just is. I guess when it comes to exercise (among certain other things) it involves on some level me thinking about my body and frankly it's something I'd rather not do given it's current... erhm... situation, if you know what I mean. Anywho, I've rambled enough here, so I'll just end it here before this turns into some sort of ramble novel thingy. ^_^

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

Fixed description for pledges

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

Well here is your motivation! Keep up with Fiaura!

I bike 3 kilometres to work every weekday on an empty stomach, which feels rather good, both for my weight and for my general health (I also get to bike home after work and then bike to the center of town for any other activates I might want to do in the evening).

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

Well damn guess I have to compete with that.

Hey Fiaura, I am a fairly new subscriber but I plan to stick around since I enjoy your game commentary a lot. I wish you the best with your weight loss plans. Being (very) overweight myself I know the struggle and how hard it can be to stay motivated and on target. Stay positive :)

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

I hope you join me in your own capacity.

i really should begin exercising, myself...i'm not really THAT big, but coulddo better... first step is finding an apartment, though, then start really working on my eating habits and looking into excercise

So great you doing these again keep up the good work

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

will do.

Now that you have Sophie there, you not only have a possible exercise partner, but someone who can help motivate you. Set down goals with deadlines(each day's goal should be a bit harder then the last) and if you meet it Sophie does something for you(massaging your back) but if you manage to surpass the goal Sophie goes beyond the agreed upon reward(not being slaneeshy btw). Also, one way to think about it is that not all of those that commit suicide immediately goes where they are meant to. Some who die linger(small percentile) to ensure friends and family are alright, some just hang out for a while for some reason. I know when someone is hanging around when my back tingles from my lower back(opposite side of belly button) to my upper back(between my shoulder blades). If you feel a tingle for a weird reason, its possible your friends that already transcended to their final forms saying they are there for you. Either way I will ask you on your streams how exercising went. I wish you luck in your exercise Fi, and while I don't know them....I am sure that your friends that have passed on are rooting for you, where ever they are.

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

We will talk later.

@KingBronzeL

7 жыл бұрын

As in you and Sophie....or you and me...and if its the latter I hope that is a good "We will talk later." O.O

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

KingBronzeL you and me.

Ganbare Senpai! Also: hooking up a stationary bike to a dynamo to power your beast of a PC while it renders? Saves on the electricity bill and you would have to do it intensely to produce enough power? Side note: if you're familiar with Extra Credits, they are running a series right now called "Because game matter". Check it out, might be something you might want to contribute to :D

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

I put in a submission and announced I was doing so in the comments.

Hey Fiaura. Wish you the best of luck in reaching your goals.

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

Thank you, and glad to have you.

o7 We will -try to- be that annoying alarm clock, reminding you to work at your goal. You can do it, Fi and thank you so much for everything.

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

I'm going to get Twitter setup on my phone and at 8am I'll start having you guys ping me on twitter to get my ass in gear.

@josephsteven1600

7 жыл бұрын

***** But...but..but, I don't have twitter. Nah, I'm sure the others will do the pinging. ( :P I'm very lazy ) Sorry Fi.

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

Oseph Steven *hugs*

@josephsteven1600

7 жыл бұрын

***** *Hugs* back :D

who dare to dislike?

@Oddball_E8

7 жыл бұрын

A... Twat?

@vonholtz1

7 жыл бұрын

Not sure who did. But likely not one of your real sub's. We all know how hard this hit you. And we stand behind you always.

Only thing I can say FI is I have trouble sleeping so if you see me online on Discord say a few things in there chat and I should go look and find you you online and we can talk laugh cry etc. And your Birthday is May 9th also?

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

May 17th, I'm 8 days on estimate time to lose the weight away from it.

Sjoerd2k was a good kid. I played Ark with them and you. But Fi you can not carry the whole thing on your shoulders. 2K made a chose. It was not the best chose. But hun plz get your life back on track. *hugs*

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

He was but side tracking my life any further isn't worth it.

you can do it all the support from belgium and i saw a sophie in the video of you excersising

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

Yays! *hugs*

*hugs tight*

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

*hugs back tightly*

@TheDiabloDragon

7 жыл бұрын

If ya need an ear bend I'm around and on discord as of now

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

TheDiabloDragon thank you.

@TheDiabloDragon

7 жыл бұрын

Twelcome love!

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

TheDiabloDragon *hugs tightly* we're live now.

Oh dear... :S

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

*hugs*

Happy Birthday?

@FiauraTheTankGirlGamer

7 жыл бұрын

6 months exactly to go.

@Lenzabi

7 жыл бұрын

Okay hearing failure