Right in time for the weekend! MUCH requested video... things been hectic as heck but here is my no bs no frills leveling advice that I'm practicing and doing myself!!!

I've been asked how I'm doing in other videos and that's the only reason I'm posting this rn. I've been a little quiet about it. I'm struggling deeply and dearly with the loss and I'm not doing better-- frankly probably worse. I'm trying my best, it's not enough and I know it's not but I can say I'm trying my best to keep going. I was engaged to a friend I knew for 15 (fifteen) years and was engaged after 5 years of relationship,... I sacrificed and bled and did everything the past 2 years especially to get him to San Diego for HIS dream scientist job and I supported his move from Canada down there 1000000% I sacrificed and did so much for his dream... now he's thrown me away like I'm garbage and the level of betrayal, confusion and pain I feel is... unimaginable. I had a home in SAn Diego all ready, I had so many things lined up. My life's been totally flipped upside down and there's so much more I could say here (things get really painful and really dark really fast-- I was frankly abused for years before that and I'm realizing it now seeking others)... Doesn't change how my heart feels. I feel like my life's over and I'll never be loved again. He tore down my confidence, said I wasn't enough of a bear for him and bragged how great "his new Scientist bear love of his life in anaheim that owns a home in anaheim" is... literally the other week. Ya'll there is so much pain here. I just want to be loved again like damn I put in the work, I put in the time, I sacrificed and bled and was discarded and thrown away like used toilet paper. Oh and he still has my property down there and refuses to send it back to me even though I've asked nonstop. Because apaprently taking all the other stuff away from me wasn't enough like god damn man what the hell there's so much worse stuff I don't even want to get into. My spirit is broken, my confidence is broken. I really don't think I'll ever be loved-- the only thing I'm good for is to be used and discarded when newer shinier and more bearish comes along. I'm so freaking lonely and broken. Here's hoping the wall of text turns away enough people that only the people that really genuinely wanted to know and were asking can see this. I don't even pin this commnet... but people have asked. So here is. I'm still just a unlovable ruined hopeless helpless single wreck that was abused.

@ColeEvyx

3 күн бұрын

To be clear that's his description of my replacement. I don't drink but I'm about to start I don't got a thing to lose anymore.

@Lilbrad450

3 күн бұрын

@@ColeEvyxDrinking won’t help much my guy

@lithhtil1435

3 күн бұрын

Keep a battle buddy

@fazoodle7972

3 күн бұрын

Bear? Lmao rawr

@delunk5906

3 күн бұрын

Once you realize what trash they are and how lucky you are to have got out sooner than later... the quicker you can move on. They are in for real tragedy in the long run bc they're a terrible waste of a person.

for crafter and gatherer levelling, it's the usual suspects. levequests and collectable turn ins. Notably though, don't go and buy the stuff from the MB, make sure to gather and craft it yourself. The individual crafts give tons of exp that you cannot afford to sleep on. (each piece of lumber I was making was giving me 1/2 a mil exp a pop)

Hey man, can you give us an update on how your doing? I know it's been rough recently.

have you done the math on fates vs dungeons / dailies?

✨Bisexual Gemstones✨

Leveling in this game sucks after the MSQ. Pisses me off.

@MarkusZawodowiec

Күн бұрын

yeee... dungeon grind is making my mind insane

this whole video was just an excuse to repeatedly say bisexual

@ColeEvyx

Күн бұрын

trueeeeee

My what gemstones? TRADING IN BISEXUALS?? HUH.

@corbenikgaming7688

5 сағат бұрын

I think he might’ve forgot that he was recording a video lol