Falling In Reverse - "Popular Monster"

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"Popular Monster" by Falling In Reverse
Stream & download: fallinginreverse.ffm.to/popul...
Director: Jensen Noen
Producer: Nicole Pasminski
Director of Photography: Justyn Moro
Production Designer: Eric Hersey
Production Company: Blesscode Entertainment
Lyrics
I wake up every morning
With my head up in a daze
I’m not sure if I should say this fuck’ I’ll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I’m going through a phase I don’t know if it’s a phase
I just wanna feel okay
I battle with depression but the question still remains is this post traumatic stressin’ or
Am I suppressing rage and my doctor tries to tell me that I’m going through a phase yea it’s not a fucking phase I just wanna feel okay
Okay yea I battle with this bullshit everyday
and it’s probably cause my demons simultaneously rage.
And it obliterates me
Disintegrates me
Annihilates me
Cause I’m about to break down
Searching for a way out
I’m a liar I’m a cheater I’m a non-believer
I’m a popular, popular monster
I break down falling into love now
With falling apart
I’m a popular popular monster
I think I’m going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace I’m in a race against myself I try to keep a steady pace
how the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
Whoa.
Oh my god I keep on stressin’ every second
That I waste is another second sooner to a blessing’ I won’t take but my therapist will tell me that I’m going through a stage it’s not a fucking stage I just wanna feel okay
Okay motherfucker now you got my attention
I need to change a couple things cause something is missin’
and what if I were to lie?
Tell you everything is fine
Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave I am terrified
I fell asleep at the wheel again
Crashed my car just to feel again
It obliterates me
Disintegrates me
Annihilates me
Cause
I’m about to break down
Searching for a way out
I’m a liar I’m a cheater
I’m a non believer
I’m
A popular, popular monster
I break down falling into love now
With falling apart
I’m a popular, popular fucking
MONSTER
Here we go again motherfucker.
We’re sick and tired of wondering
Praying to a god that you don’t believe
We’re Searching for the truth in the lost and found
So the question I ask is
Where the fuck is your god now?
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  • @francescol9868
    @francescol98683 жыл бұрын

    A lot of songs about depression focus on the quiet sadness of it, but this capture the pure, seething rage of feeling broken beyond repair

  • @MegaJohngt

    @MegaJohngt

    3 жыл бұрын

    Dude this is the best quote I have ever heard, I could not have put it into words more perfectly 🤘🤘🤘🤘

  • @FreshAssJewsVlog

    @FreshAssJewsVlog

    3 жыл бұрын

    So my life everyday.

  • @alphademonwolf8169

    @alphademonwolf8169

    3 жыл бұрын

    So true

  • @BratatoChip

    @BratatoChip

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@FreshAssJewsVlog same bro same

  • @thomaswebb1312

    @thomaswebb1312

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@FreshAssJewsVlog same

  • @DVRKSTXR
    @DVRKSTXR4 жыл бұрын

    2011: I’m Not A Vampire 2019: I Am A Werewolf This is the growth I like to see.

  • @Dr.Stoeffloev

    @Dr.Stoeffloev

    4 жыл бұрын

    I'm not a vampire, I'm a fucking werewolf don't you see the fucking difference

  • @adamg.8419

    @adamg.8419

    4 жыл бұрын

    PHXNTXM I mean, he was raised by the wolves

  • @JpDubbed

    @JpDubbed

    4 жыл бұрын

    😂😂

  • @elangreksanegara3905

    @elangreksanegara3905

    4 жыл бұрын

    2059: Sirius Black (?) :/

  • @timtrottier7971

    @timtrottier7971

    4 жыл бұрын

    Raised by wolves

  • @devarimekev
    @devarimekevАй бұрын

    Anyone here in 2024 ?

  • @aidenrabey7354

    @aidenrabey7354

    Ай бұрын

    Yeah

  • @brooklawrenson5679

    @brooklawrenson5679

    Ай бұрын

    Yup

  • @movievampiref5743

    @movievampiref5743

    Ай бұрын

    lol yea

  • @coversixx4418

    @coversixx4418

    Ай бұрын

    Ага

  • @yonpg4692

    @yonpg4692

    29 күн бұрын

    Here

  • @listergamingpnote
    @listergamingpnote2 ай бұрын

    Who’s still here in 2024??

  • @Staytiny_Taemin

    @Staytiny_Taemin

    Ай бұрын

    Me and I just discovered it this Year ! I'm laaate

  • @fatimacruz6558

    @fatimacruz6558

    Ай бұрын

    Yo 😅 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @listergamingpnote

    @listergamingpnote

    Ай бұрын

    @@fatimacruz6558 yoooo

  • @angelicamtzruiz1

    @angelicamtzruiz1

    Ай бұрын

    Who isn't here honestly XD

  • @listergamingpnote

    @listergamingpnote

    Ай бұрын

    @@angelicamtzruiz1 they should be at least

  • @starwarschickab
    @starwarschickab4 жыл бұрын

    I love how, in every video, his daughter is his anchor back to reality.

  • @ekfiles8712

    @ekfiles8712

    4 жыл бұрын

    Yoda Chick right! Willow is definitely his soft spot im crying 😭❤️

  • @brylee3441

    @brylee3441

    4 жыл бұрын

    I think he does hat because he’s shown that even tho he is clean he still struggles with addiction and willow snaps him back whenever he is struggling

  • @gwenzinsmeyer7446

    @gwenzinsmeyer7446

    4 жыл бұрын

    I agree. She's his strength

  • @bennettwarren3357

    @bennettwarren3357

    4 жыл бұрын

    Willow is the reason he stopped doing all that bad stuff and is getting better as a person and he's going to be a great dad

  • @gavincardenas3707

    @gavincardenas3707

    4 жыл бұрын

    I think this video resembles back when he got separated from his daughter when he got divorced cause of all the shit he did in his life.

  • @EvonyYin2Yang
    @EvonyYin2Yang4 жыл бұрын

    The range of this dude's vocals....... The rap, switched to rock, and metal seamlessly.... the lyrics..... dude musicians need to start exploring their skill more like this! INSANE!

  • @tacokoneko

    @tacokoneko

    4 жыл бұрын

    i love his scream

  • @furiousparker1862

    @furiousparker1862

    4 жыл бұрын

    I didn’t expect the scream. Fucking awesome

  • @debbiemiller2328

    @debbiemiller2328

    4 жыл бұрын

    Totally agreed!! Well said!

  • @Mansana3000

    @Mansana3000

    4 жыл бұрын

    Yin2Yang fact

  • @carrona8860

    @carrona8860

    4 жыл бұрын

    And this is how rock got limp bizkit

  • @Whodatspoo
    @Whodatspoo23 күн бұрын

    I know Ronnie and the guys will never see this but if you do, thank you. This song has literally been all i have had to keep going. The lyrics remind in my worst moments of isolation and "no one understands" that there has been at least one other person who does understand.

  • @Djbeck80

    @Djbeck80

    9 күн бұрын

    Your not alone brother, live your life knowing others are fighting battles and demons along side of you. Together we will overcome

  • @luisromo5251

    @luisromo5251

    6 күн бұрын

    Same this song helped me when I’m in down time s

  • @motofurry2246

    @motofurry2246

    Күн бұрын

    Here with ya also, this song relates to a lot of us

  • @ellarogers4257
    @ellarogers42572 ай бұрын

    The song is insane and the video is like a movie. Absolute perfection

  • @tylerhiddleston9565

    @tylerhiddleston9565

    Ай бұрын

    I've been listening to him since I was three years old now I'm nine❤❤

  • @AshW0lf666

    @AshW0lf666

    Ай бұрын

    @@tylerhiddleston9565 That’s awesome! Falling in Reverse is the best!

  • @vannitasso1757
    @vannitasso17573 жыл бұрын

    I wish i could listen to Popular Monster for the first time again

  • @kodyhoush3426

    @kodyhoush3426

    3 жыл бұрын

    IKKKK bro it never hit harder

  • @m_6866

    @m_6866

    3 жыл бұрын

    just did and it is pretty good.

  • @justincasasola5390

    @justincasasola5390

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@m_6866 how tf

  • @emochic1001

    @emochic1001

    3 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @eliforbes4842

    @eliforbes4842

    3 жыл бұрын

    YES BRO FR WTFFF

  • @rangellowry2585
    @rangellowry25853 жыл бұрын

    Most people think of depression as the deep sadness. They dont realize that there is a underlying rage about being helpless and feeling that nothing will every get better. This song exemplifies that rage. Edited: Damn I did not expect this comment to blow up. I appreciate you all taking time to understand what I took from this song. Depression is very real and sucks. If you are going through anything I hope you get through it. I hope you stay strong and beat it.

  • @nathanielbables8652

    @nathanielbables8652

    3 жыл бұрын

    Yay that over welming feeling of wanting to punch life itself in the face.

  • @bandit2437

    @bandit2437

    3 жыл бұрын

    Exactly.

  • @ziggystardust5185

    @ziggystardust5185

    3 жыл бұрын

    I couldn't of said it any better

  • @Synchroo

    @Synchroo

    3 жыл бұрын

    Agreed

  • @joemoore4266

    @joemoore4266

    3 жыл бұрын

    Ive been trying to find a way to word this exact thing to my wife. Thank you for this comment. It might just help me save my marriage.

  • @watchuwant1560
    @watchuwant15606 ай бұрын

    I've suffered with depression most of my life, I clearly remember my mom telling me once "Depression is just rage turned inward" and it really changed my perspective on it. Completely true for many of us. Some blame ourselves for terrible actions done against us, some blame ourselves for the lives we've been given, some are angry at the lack of control in their life, shame etc. We just take that rage and fill ourselves with it instead of spewing it at others.

  • @reggie8370

    @reggie8370

    6 ай бұрын

    I told my dad the same thing and he said “what are you stressed about? I’m stressed.” That was the turn for me also. I feel it’s also short sighted and dismissive of how others may feel as well

  • @zacharystimson8053

    @zacharystimson8053

    6 ай бұрын

    my little girl saved my life, so the part at the end really kills me, like no matter the monster you were, the depression and the drugs and the death, that little girl stopped me from following in my fathers footsteps and not caring if i live or die. she and her mother, my wife, gave me something to live for

  • @gothmummiagain

    @gothmummiagain

    6 ай бұрын

    Your mum might be a genius

  • @averie8212

    @averie8212

    6 ай бұрын

    Did she say anything about Anxiety? Any other wisdom to share?

  • @watchuwant1560

    @watchuwant1560

    6 ай бұрын

    Depends on the kind of anxiety. Try to embrace the physiological feelings of stress (shaking, heartrate increase, blood coursing through veins, etc) allow them to move through you, realize it's just your body overreacting, take regulated breathes twice in through nose rapidly and then deeply exhale through mouth for about a couple of minutes if possible (It sounds stupid but has helped me many times, it basically tricks your brain into calming down) Remind yourself if the issue is something within your control or outside of your control. "I'm worried WW3 might start" verses "I'm worried about my test next week" Put them in a list of all worries, ones outside your control and ones inside, make lists and break down those issues that ARE in your control. Try to release the issues you can't control. No amount of over intellectualizing or going through them will prevent or help a situation. Try to catch yourself when you start spiraling out and losing it over things you cant fix, do anything to distract yourself (preferably not with drugs lol) If you have a doctor discuss with them taking a magnesium supplement, that has also helped me a lot but you have to be careful with it. If they recommend anxiety meds Id say be extremely careful with those too, many of them are extremely addictive and life ruining. I learned that one the hard way Sorry this is super long. My mom was kinda my superhero when it came to trying to help with that stuff, she took some psychology classes in college so maybe its from those? They DO help it just takes some practice. @@averie8212

  • @incitingariot9925
    @incitingariot99255 ай бұрын

    8 months later and I am still feeling this. Dealing with my own mental health and this song reminds me to keep it green. Listen to this daily.

  • @evanhawkins6186

    @evanhawkins6186

    2 ай бұрын

    Keep strong friend ❤

  • @murkier.murkeri

    @murkier.murkeri

    2 ай бұрын

    I love that you share this. FIR is definitely a musical band-aid we all can enjoy. I hope you are doing well. 💗

  • @evanhawkins6186

    @evanhawkins6186

    2 ай бұрын

    @@murkier.murkeri start rope maxxin

  • @djdog6531

    @djdog6531

    Ай бұрын

    Bro work on yourself

  • @halfheart3290
    @halfheart32903 жыл бұрын

    That line “it’s not a fucking phase, I just want to feel ok”, that hits hard.

  • @decoyz.

    @decoyz.

    3 жыл бұрын

    5yr olds when their roblox gf breaks up w them

  • @masongrant7009

    @masongrant7009

    3 жыл бұрын

    It really does

  • @marsha4253

    @marsha4253

    3 жыл бұрын

    Or "I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze, I'm not sure if I should say this fuck I'll say it anyway"

  • @bigpat7537

    @bigpat7537

    3 жыл бұрын

    My demons have made me into a monster along with backstabbing friends that said they had ur back

  • @brysonxd

    @brysonxd

    3 жыл бұрын

    Stp trying to be emo

  • @priyanshu3899
    @priyanshu38992 жыл бұрын

    He can rap,scream and can turn up into melodious voice...rare singer

  • @realtalk1953

    @realtalk1953

    2 жыл бұрын

    Meanwhile Corey Taylor

  • @realtalk1953

    @realtalk1953

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@tamenrayy dude haven't you ever heard his song with moonshine bandits. Believe it or not Corey can rap, he can scream and he also have a melodious voice

  • @knotsandkhaos7382

    @knotsandkhaos7382

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@tamenrayy I hate rap music this is the only thing close to the rap music that I will listen to. My point is that the rap thats on the radio today has no meaning to it like Cardi B or Megan the Stallion. Talking about shaking their ass and how wet their shit is. I love corey taylor and he is absoutely talented as well as ronnie is. They just have two different styles of "rap" if that makes sense. Both are talented in their own way. I can listen to the old school rap like Ice Cube. Doesn't mean I like it one bit but atleast it is better then what's on the radio today killing the future generations. Nowadays "artists" on the radio just add some beat to the computer and call it a day without knowing a thing about how to write music for an instrument or two. I played viola and piano in middle school and high school. Once I recover from my surgeries I want to take guitar lessons again. I'm not arguing with either of the commenters here because each has a valid point. Just stating what I think about the "rap" industry. Thank you for coming to my Ted talk.

  • @knotsandkhaos7382

    @knotsandkhaos7382

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@tamenrayy not to mention that ronnie also has operatic vocals as well and knows how to use his vocal range as well as corey taylor. Both are talented beyond their years. We have to help to save the future generations from the toxicity that is on the radio. This song does speak to myself as well as a lot of others about how we really feel inside. I'm here for it. I was born a metal head and will die a metal head. Rock on 🤘

  • @mrs_stds9069

    @mrs_stds9069

    2 жыл бұрын

    So was Chester Bennington

  • @moaprecision1828
    @moaprecision18285 ай бұрын

    In my mid 40s, been fighting chronic health problems and depression for over 20 years. The frustration and anger of suppressed emotions voiced by Ronnie here are my thoughts given words. Love this.

  • @modest_crown

    @modest_crown

    5 ай бұрын

    Take a listen to "Voices in My Head" and "Losing My Life" by Falling In Reverse as well. Hope you enjoy!

  • @caitlinlanier5658

    @caitlinlanier5658

    5 ай бұрын

    He is the voice for the voiceless

  • @mikemarkham9829

    @mikemarkham9829

    5 ай бұрын

    yes!

  • @raiphhhh

    @raiphhhh

    5 ай бұрын

    дома поговорм

  • @mkgdatacenters164

    @mkgdatacenters164

    5 ай бұрын

    🖤🖤🖤🖤

  • @kittan5927
    @kittan59275 ай бұрын

    I love that at the end its his daughter that comforts and opens the door for him. That moment hits SO close to home.

  • @raiphhhh

    @raiphhhh

    5 ай бұрын

    посмотрим

  • @imanangelyouassbutt4963

    @imanangelyouassbutt4963

    3 ай бұрын

    Your children really do keep you going, even on the bad days where you feel you don't deserve to have them.

  • @ztony4038
    @ztony40384 жыл бұрын

    Who else has been playing this song over and over again

  • @rwdyrory86

    @rwdyrory86

    4 жыл бұрын

    Wish I kept count on how many times I have played it. Cant get enough. Something new every time I hear it through

  • @urbexfever

    @urbexfever

    4 жыл бұрын

    I’ve been listening it all day lol

  • @hunteromonsters9794

    @hunteromonsters9794

    4 жыл бұрын

    On my 2nd day binge

  • @snowrangerx

    @snowrangerx

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@hunteromonsters9794 about to be on day 3 of the binge

  • @thewaistedchild3822

    @thewaistedchild3822

    4 жыл бұрын

    yup

  • @SaraaBearr1
    @SaraaBearr14 жыл бұрын

    This song... Is everything I've ever wanted in a song.

  • @yeetteeter5671

    @yeetteeter5671

    4 жыл бұрын

    ikr

  • @felixfauxington99

    @felixfauxington99

    4 жыл бұрын

    Am I the only one who uses bands like fir as a coping system

  • @SaraaBearr1

    @SaraaBearr1

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@felixfauxington99 I do lol

  • @ashleehummell4081

    @ashleehummell4081

    4 жыл бұрын

    Sara Brown same

  • @sepp6623

    @sepp6623

    4 жыл бұрын

    So true

  • @sovietbiscuit9918
    @sovietbiscuit99185 ай бұрын

    Man, hearing this live was such an amazing experience, I’ll never forget it.

  • @-cjhood04-74

    @-cjhood04-74

    5 ай бұрын

    At the armory 🙌

  • @Bikes_of_dirt

    @Bikes_of_dirt

    4 ай бұрын

    ur lucky

  • @rmurphree919
    @rmurphree91926 күн бұрын

    This song explains in a nutshell what we with depression fight on the daily. The self hate, the desire to be better. It's amazing how few understand and just think you can "snap out of it". i wished those people could listen to this with an open mind.

  • @dyanalynn6698

    @dyanalynn6698

    22 күн бұрын

    Agree… and we’re the only ones that get his “falling into love with falling apart..” line

  • @thegraxes9532
    @thegraxes95323 жыл бұрын

    battery: 1% me : plays this song battery: i 'll wait.

  • @queennara2443

    @queennara2443

    3 жыл бұрын

    😂😂😂😂

  • @katiusciagiacomarra3640

    @katiusciagiacomarra3640

    3 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @madibobbitt2520

    @madibobbitt2520

    3 жыл бұрын

    Mines on 15 😂

  • @miasbookblog96

    @miasbookblog96

    3 жыл бұрын

    I am at 2% now 🤣🤣

  • @valkuhra2235

    @valkuhra2235

    3 жыл бұрын

    Lol 🤣

  • @jacobkeith2132
    @jacobkeith21324 жыл бұрын

    Makes sense, he told us like 8 years ago he was raised by the wolves.

  • @leosixx3359

    @leosixx3359

    4 жыл бұрын

    facts

  • @Colin-jm8sk

    @Colin-jm8sk

    4 жыл бұрын

    8 years ago?! Fuck

  • @m.maulanaazharis.8445

    @m.maulanaazharis.8445

    4 жыл бұрын

    facts

  • @ladytakumi

    @ladytakumi

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@loriedsonemma-o3318 ok boomer

  • @donnadimarco1583

    @donnadimarco1583

    4 жыл бұрын

    Damn was it 8 years ago?

  • @cmann190231
    @cmann1902313 ай бұрын

    I’m 50 years old. I listen to this song daily. I’m fucked up in the head with some serious PTSD and anxiety mixed with some depression. And this fucking song describes exactly what I’m going through. I keep it bundled up because nobody listens. So this song and my dog are my out.

  • @itsmedaria2010
    @itsmedaria20106 ай бұрын

    I don’t understand why people keep hating on them. They are clearly amazing

  • @joshuaspurlock1687

    @joshuaspurlock1687

    2 ай бұрын

    politics

  • @TallAlexFrancis
    @TallAlexFrancis4 жыл бұрын

    Falling in reverses last few songs have been incredible. Literally head of his time with songs and mixing genres

  • @aMotionless

    @aMotionless

    4 жыл бұрын

    Definitely not the first guy to mix rap/rock/heavy music together. And definitely wont be the last. But yes the pieces are falling in place and he's definitely tightening up his skill mixing all these styles. Loved Ronnie since the self titled ETF EP.

  • @jamesplaysgames2017

    @jamesplaysgames2017

    4 жыл бұрын

    Your profile picture has been in my phone downloads for 3 years, lmao

  • @keithulhul7540

    @keithulhul7540

    4 жыл бұрын

    See : Hollywood Undead.

  • @nightmarekid1986

    @nightmarekid1986

    4 жыл бұрын

    Lol ok kid

  • @rizzaramon7213

    @rizzaramon7213

    4 жыл бұрын

    Rap and rock? Linkin park anyone? Haha

  • @davidnissim589
    @davidnissim5893 жыл бұрын

    The perfect blend of metal, rap, and emo rock.

  • @miahi2356

    @miahi2356

    3 жыл бұрын

    Yes yes yes yes yes and yes

  • @VANTARTS

    @VANTARTS

    3 жыл бұрын

    emo ain't a genre

  • @VANTARTS

    @VANTARTS

    3 жыл бұрын

    @RandomPedestrian there is no such thing as emo rock

  • @user-br0k1ynn

    @user-br0k1ynn

    3 жыл бұрын

    Onggggggg

  • @comedicsociopathy

    @comedicsociopathy

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@VANTARTS en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Emo It would be such a great world if stupid people learned to stfu.

  • @user-ni2xl6yh8k
    @user-ni2xl6yh8kАй бұрын

    Best tune ever

  • @user-fx6qw7ys7z
    @user-fx6qw7ys7z3 ай бұрын

    I literally "break down" every time his daughter grabs his shoulder at the end 😭 I have been through severe depression for the last 3 years, and how this video and song describes the struggle and at the end the only thing that seems to help him is his daughter, no child should feel the responsibility for a parents well being, but the truth is they so often save our lifes without even knowing it.! 😊

  • @Jayknightfr

    @Jayknightfr

    3 ай бұрын

    For me the daughter touching her father's shoulder symbolizes the connection to reality that we need when we're in a deep depression state. It sure helped me, yet at the same time when i was at my most vulnerable i felt guilty feeling empty even thinking about my wife and kids. This song helped me too, can't deny that. Hope you're doing better brother.

  • @iinCanada1

    @iinCanada1

    2 ай бұрын

    I agree. I've been going through some really bad depression these past few months with periods being really dark. My 6 year old son has been my anchor often bringing me back to the light. Even though I try so hard so he doesn't see me break down or sad, I believe he senses it because he had mentioned to me before bed on a really bad night that if I ever needed him I could hug him or if he was sleeping I could wake him up and he would make me feel better. Lo and behold, 2 nights later I had a panic attack and I nudged him to tell him I was feeling sad and he opened his eyes and said "I'm here, just hug me" and he fell back asleep. I don't want my son bearing the weight of my emotions but I hope he knows he's stopped me from falling off a metaphorical edge every time. & he's actually the one who starting listening to Falling in Reverse first with Zombified and then Voices in My Head and got me into it and surprised me that he knew the words to the songs. (He has varied tastes in music but he's been listening to rock as a baby before learning to fully walk and between that and Taylor Swift are his top music faves lol)

  • @ninaaaaishere
    @ninaaaaishere4 жыл бұрын

    This song's lyrics are relatable to many people... many, many people.

  • @laraworsfold3438

    @laraworsfold3438

    4 жыл бұрын

    Yesss

  • @leslieking9657

    @leslieking9657

    4 жыл бұрын

    The Zombie Otaku Girl yes. I wanted to cry. I almost cried like I couldn’t concentrate on the video because the lyrics hit hard.

  • @CHRISAKABR1082

    @CHRISAKABR1082

    4 жыл бұрын

    Bro why are people so attached to lyrics

  • @leslieking9657

    @leslieking9657

    4 жыл бұрын

    CHRISAKABR1082 probably because they relate to people.

  • @K87jk

    @K87jk

    4 жыл бұрын

    1:53 - 2:10 spoke to my soul. We are all just depressed fucks searching for someone to understand us (that will never happen tho)

  • @guillotinegod2351
    @guillotinegod23514 жыл бұрын

    I liked this song alot more than I wanted to.

  • @zleggitt1989

    @zleggitt1989

    4 жыл бұрын

    Crazy because this is only the second song I've heard from these guys and really didn't have high expectations but they fucking killed it and I think ima have to go on a F.I.R. binge

  • @AntsInMyHead

    @AntsInMyHead

    4 жыл бұрын

    Haha, me too! Actually that's why I've done a cover on it 😄

  • @patrickstar6247

    @patrickstar6247

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@zleggitt1989 I'm not a vampire, Chemical Prisoner, Drugs and Just like you are all superb choices.

  • @guillotinegod2351

    @guillotinegod2351

    Жыл бұрын

    My interests mostly aligned with their ex guitarist Jacky Vincent. Bury the hatchet tour at the house of blues in dallas was unforgettable.

  • @johnmiller6417

    @johnmiller6417

    10 ай бұрын

    I’m with u

  • @abigailblackday
    @abigailblackday6 ай бұрын

    A music that only people who have had or have depression understand. You feel fully understood. This music brought back memories for me, I really had goosebumps at the end.

  • @kevinatran7818

    @kevinatran7818

    6 ай бұрын

    Yea depression sucks

  • @James-kd1kp

    @James-kd1kp

    4 ай бұрын

    True. And people that have had enough with people and society in general. The monster is not necessarily a bad thing... your dark side.

  • @heidelgehr1154
    @heidelgehr11543 ай бұрын

    I'm going on 60yrs yes...and still love the feel metal scream lol My 26 yr old thinks I'm crazy because I relate to this beautiful word of music that explains a lot.

  • @xSylehn
    @xSylehn4 жыл бұрын

    Rip Derek. You'll be in our hearts forever.

  • @Thatsright-tr2ks

    @Thatsright-tr2ks

    4 жыл бұрын

    Grey what happened to this guy?

  • @kyvsha_3626

    @kyvsha_3626

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@Thatsright-tr2ks he passed away

  • @Thatsright-tr2ks

    @Thatsright-tr2ks

    4 жыл бұрын

    KANJOxSTYLE ohhh that sucks

  • @nicklebackfan5834

    @nicklebackfan5834

    4 жыл бұрын

    AHHAHAAHAHAHAHA DEREK DEAD

  • @nicklebackfan5834

    @nicklebackfan5834

    4 жыл бұрын

    Rip deedik you will be in our assholes forever

  • @franzjanganieribarbosa4114
    @franzjanganieribarbosa41144 жыл бұрын

    I mean, we might be talking about the best Falling in Reverse song here.

  • @cailyncook370

    @cailyncook370

    4 жыл бұрын

    Franz Janganieri Barbosa dude agreed

  • @nestlelion3497

    @nestlelion3497

    4 жыл бұрын

    For sure 1 populair monster 2 raised by wolves

  • @lorenzdoc953

    @lorenzdoc953

    4 жыл бұрын

    Cause i am about to break down

  • @TexasMullet91

    @TexasMullet91

    4 жыл бұрын

    Bro for real

  • @xsalvias8166

    @xsalvias8166

    4 жыл бұрын

    yea

  • @G4M3PI4Y
    @G4M3PI4Y6 ай бұрын

    Seen Ronnie do this song live. Was litteraly the best set I've ever seen. The energy of the crowd was so infectious

  • @jodielynnphillips4690

    @jodielynnphillips4690

    6 ай бұрын

    I can imagine .. one of those chills & emotions ur body will nvr forget

  • @Tinable

    @Tinable

    5 ай бұрын

    Seeing them two times next year. Can't wait for February. Hoping for another single to drop.

  • @raiphhhh

    @raiphhhh

    5 ай бұрын

    потому что понабирают всяких долб

  • @deannamaggio7165
    @deannamaggio7165Ай бұрын

    LOVE, LOVE, LOVE,LOVE this song!!! If you ever need to talk, I am free. And keeps secrets. Mental illness is something that needs more light shed upon it. Having lost a few people to suicide, I want to always be there for other people. You life is worth more than you think it is.. And this too shall pass. Your stronger than the illness. (For whomever needs to hear that) YOU ARE LOVED!

  • @kingdavidsmom

    @kingdavidsmom

    Ай бұрын

    Thank you, I battled suicidal thoughts after my brother passed away from pancreatic cancer last year 😢 I had depression before hand Also so I just got worse when I lost Roger 😢

  • @deannamaggio7165

    @deannamaggio7165

    24 күн бұрын

    @@kingdavidsmom I am so sorry for your loss.. I;ve lost several people to suicide and have lost my entire family except one sister. Mother, Father, 3 sisters and a brother are all gone for various reasons. I lost my nephew last year, not even a year yet due to complications from social anxiety disorder (After serving in Iraq) and it really does hurt more people than anyone realises. Seeking help no matter if your on one end or another, Is the best thing anyone can do to deal. It might take a little while for me to get back to someone but always know. Your life is worth more than you think it is.. YOUR SO LUCKY to still be here, Things and circumstances change. Death is permanent. I attempted suicide once myself and I would never even think about trying that again. Mental Health is so important to keep up with. If you have no one to talk too, please reach out or even call the national suicide prevention line and just vent. Sometimes, that is all it takes is someone who has been there or is going through something like you to talk you off that proverbial edge. And more people go through things like this than you think. No matter how you may feel, YOUR NEVER ALONE!!! xoxo 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline

  • @thebeast3448
    @thebeast34484 жыл бұрын

    My friends: so what genre of music do you like? Me: it’s complicated

  • @alicethemidnightangel

    @alicethemidnightangel

    4 жыл бұрын

    That’s also me with my friends 🤣

  • @valdir_music7671

    @valdir_music7671

    4 жыл бұрын

    Lmaoooo true tho

  • @lilivietdelrosio484

    @lilivietdelrosio484

    4 жыл бұрын

    I feel you special sins I live in the Caribbean and normally people listen to reggaeton 😓

  • @jaketaylor7650

    @jaketaylor7650

    4 жыл бұрын

    Yea

  • @thecoolbros1393

    @thecoolbros1393

    4 жыл бұрын

    They say like this music is not real music

  • @billiedee2625
    @billiedee26253 жыл бұрын

    I normally don't listen to this kind of music but damn this man just screamed to some dark demons inside of me.. absolutely phenomenal

  • @LuciferMorningstar-fk9ti

    @LuciferMorningstar-fk9ti

    3 жыл бұрын

    Certainly, yes!

  • @wolfcat675

    @wolfcat675

    3 жыл бұрын

    Right!!

  • @mannovdv2508

    @mannovdv2508

    3 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @styroofficial

    @styroofficial

    3 жыл бұрын

    i feel that

  • @chadhallam9181

    @chadhallam9181

    3 жыл бұрын

    Lmao

  • @user-tm7hw1hs7z
    @user-tm7hw1hs7z16 күн бұрын

    Right here!! 4 years and 146 million views. Awesome!!

  • @rachelburns5453
    @rachelburns54535 ай бұрын

    Ouch I usually listen on Spotify but today watched the vid for the first time and the end has me in tears. Its hard enough dealing with your own shit your whole life, but when you have a kid all of the sudden you feel simultaneously more and less fucked up seeing yourself through their eyes. The imagery at the end with the little girl looking at him stained in blood made me break down. This is truly art on many levels.

  • @misfitsdanzig2374
    @misfitsdanzig23744 жыл бұрын

    Everybody talking about Ronnie but can we take a moment to appreciate how much of a fucking amazing job the rest of the band did

  • @dudemandudeman1998

    @dudemandudeman1998

    4 жыл бұрын

    What did they do but play basic rock the vocals in the song surpass the band. Learn music fag

  • @hns_dirtyciv

    @hns_dirtyciv

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@jakerogers6062 just because he's using a rhyme scheme, doesn't mean hes rapping...

  • @caleb5257

    @caleb5257

    4 жыл бұрын

    Really Hairy Bush I’m good.

  • @Darkch4o5

    @Darkch4o5

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thumbs ☝

  • @cloudnineparadoxclp4187

    @cloudnineparadoxclp4187

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@jakerogers6062 I agree but he does rapping in songs just to piss you off cause he doesnt give a fuck. Hopsin, Tech, and of course the G.O.A.T EMINEM are best but there rappers. does it seem like Ronnie is trying to be a top rapper or did you even listen to the song.

  • @sarahclark5170
    @sarahclark51704 жыл бұрын

    Ronnie: *was raised by wolves* Also Ronnie: *is not a vampire* Also Ronnie: *is a werewolf* Now that’s what I call consistency 👌🏻

  • @syeduwaissyedhossain8915

    @syeduwaissyedhossain8915

    4 жыл бұрын

    very consistent

  • @aaronjames6434

    @aaronjames6434

    4 жыл бұрын

    Also Ronnie: is not a zombie

  • @jodywieberg4394

    @jodywieberg4394

    4 жыл бұрын

    Also Ronnie: is a popular monster

  • @codygale8254

    @codygale8254

    4 жыл бұрын

    I think he's trying to tell us that he's Team Jacob

  • @yvettekalb2775

    @yvettekalb2775

    4 жыл бұрын

    He’s a child of god and satan trying to destroy him. Making him mad the more he gets away from god the worse it will be because god is the only one able to protect souls.

  • @janedoee
    @janedoee6 ай бұрын

    i know fusing rap & rock together is probably not an easy process, but it just seems so natural hearing it. Ronnie is a genius

  • @user-rf6ic6cd2k
    @user-rf6ic6cd2k6 ай бұрын

    Can’t wait to see them in concert again opening for Disturbed !!!

  • @NikNocturnal
    @NikNocturnal4 жыл бұрын

    Holy shit that was perfect. The blend of everything they put in here was such a unique mix but god damn did they ever ace it and exceed expectations

  • @TellingSecrets

    @TellingSecrets

    4 жыл бұрын

    They are KILLING it rn. releasing singles is working for them..

  • @trevorharter1019

    @trevorharter1019

    4 жыл бұрын

    i'll give it an hour till you upload that juicy cover lol

  • @TellingSecrets

    @TellingSecrets

    4 жыл бұрын

    Trevor Harter lol I know you’re taking to Nik but mines already up 😂

  • @trevorharter1019

    @trevorharter1019

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@TellingSecrets oh hell yeah brotha, I'll check it out

  • @TellingSecrets

    @TellingSecrets

    4 жыл бұрын

    Trevor Harter legend 👏🏻

  • @tammrablaine579
    @tammrablaine5794 жыл бұрын

    Does this song hit home into anyone else's soul that it's pretty much just been on repeat for a month? Just me?

  • @mhc-madhatterscustoms8621

    @mhc-madhatterscustoms8621

    4 жыл бұрын

    I'm in the same boat! This song really hits hard at the moment

  • @jenniferjohnson7956

    @jenniferjohnson7956

    4 жыл бұрын

    I wish younger me had been able to hear this.

  • @andrewspears89

    @andrewspears89

    4 жыл бұрын

    Goosebumps are at a max for me

  • @jaydossett523

    @jaydossett523

    4 жыл бұрын

    Frfr I tear up everytime I listen to this

  • @tammrablaine579

    @tammrablaine579

    4 жыл бұрын

    I'm so glad it's not just me. I was late to this party i only found falling in reverse when drugs came out, but I'm a fan girl for life now

  • @jessicarichardson1062
    @jessicarichardson10625 ай бұрын

    I dont get why this band isnt more popular. Ronnie and his band are so good!

  • @Lovinia1

    @Lovinia1

    5 ай бұрын

    I won’t say it if you don’t wanna know, but there is a reason

  • @anyaashcroft1944

    @anyaashcroft1944

    5 ай бұрын

    because theyre gay asf

  • @Kittylyra

    @Kittylyra

    5 ай бұрын

    @@Lovinia1 I wanna know, tell me pls

  • @erickbonds3055

    @erickbonds3055

    5 ай бұрын

    Lot of Allegations against Ronnie

  • @jessicarichardson1062

    @jessicarichardson1062

    5 ай бұрын

    Oh, I had no clue. That sucks.

  • @KarenKd1000
    @KarenKd10004 ай бұрын

    I honestly have no idea how I came across this a few minutes ago because I NEVER like remakes of music. WOW!! I'm obsessed. Y'all did an amazing job and I love this. When this song came out my sister's fiance had taken his life and it was just a really bad time. 3 years later my fiance took his life in the same way. This song was a big part of getting us both through one of the worst times. Thank you for this!

  • @Hanako_the_Simp

    @Hanako_the_Simp

    Ай бұрын

    Wdym by remake, this is original tho?

  • @MilkshakeEnthusiast1992
    @MilkshakeEnthusiast19923 жыл бұрын

    My 10 year old nephew told me he listens to this on his headphones during computer class. I’ve never been so proud haha

  • @iipxelii9713

    @iipxelii9713

    3 жыл бұрын

    I~ lol

  • @alyssalitz2967

    @alyssalitz2967

    3 жыл бұрын

    Hehe I would be too

  • @Leeknowsfist

    @Leeknowsfist

    3 жыл бұрын

    I actually discovered this song because my 8 year old told me he loved it. It’s been my favorite ever since...

  • @msarcher1124

    @msarcher1124

    3 жыл бұрын

    Keep an eye on him to make sure he's not depressed

  • @shaderose8749

    @shaderose8749

    3 жыл бұрын

    Kids going places! I would be so proud

  • @RepeatedNap
    @RepeatedNap2 ай бұрын

    Musical genius. His music videos are an added bonus.

  • @qrazy9869

    @qrazy9869

    2 ай бұрын

    These are the worst lyrics that I’ve ever heard 😂😂😂😂

  • @kaciebickel8214

    @kaciebickel8214

    2 ай бұрын

    And you felt the need to make a comment under mine because... Rhetorical.

  • @haydenphillips5748
    @haydenphillips57489 күн бұрын

    I pray for Ronnie since 2013. Thank you for your heart. your the best

  • @joshuabalsavage4695
    @joshuabalsavage46954 жыл бұрын

    When Ronnie sings “we’re falling apart” in that last hook... that shit hits deep!

  • @itzash23

    @itzash23

    4 жыл бұрын

    Its "with falling apart". He put the lyrics in the description :)

  • @joshuabalsavage4695

    @joshuabalsavage4695

    4 жыл бұрын

    Crazy Gaming2208 oops! Lol. Either way... pretty damn good!

  • @itzash23

    @itzash23

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@joshuabalsavage4695 yesss

  • @emiliocristians

    @emiliocristians

    4 жыл бұрын

    Joshua Balsavage these are facts

  • @jayyo195

    @jayyo195

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@itzash23 He does actually say "We're falling apart" On the last hook. All the other parts is when he says "With falling apart"

  • @seansaxon641
    @seansaxon6414 жыл бұрын

    I'm a 50 year old driving to work this morning, when this comes on SixiusXM. I usually listen to classic rock, and new music seldom gets my attention. This song hooked me from the get-go. Hope you don't mind an old dude head banging a little to your art. Great tune!

  • @smoke8185

    @smoke8185

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hell yeah

  • @Tokugeta

    @Tokugeta

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @tanyaboggio4330

    @tanyaboggio4330

    4 жыл бұрын

    That’s awesome !!

  • @dawnmoore644

    @dawnmoore644

    4 жыл бұрын

    41 year old rocking out, here. It's all good.

  • @nickh.6924

    @nickh.6924

    4 жыл бұрын

    Bro I'm 15 and I love that you're here 🤘🤘🤘

  • @labradorgirl8890
    @labradorgirl889020 күн бұрын

    jeeeeeeesus the way he says "disintegrates" 🖤🖤🖤

  • @Djbeck80
    @Djbeck809 күн бұрын

    I love this song from someone who suffers from PTSD I feel this. Maybe not to this extreme but we know something isn’t right and it eats at you. Great song!

  • @haleyrose3407
    @haleyrose34074 жыл бұрын

    that scream he did was fabulous, the way he went from softly singing to screaming was absolutely amazing

  • @baileybayer9462

    @baileybayer9462

    4 жыл бұрын

    Alright, I just went back and conducted a comparative analysis of the scream at 2:32 in this song and 2:24 of "As Your Falling Down" off of the There's No Sympathy for the Dead (Escape the Fate's EP with Ronnie from '06) and uh yeah, I think it's safe to say that his scream never left and is more powerful now than it ever has been. As an ETF fanatic since ~2009, this is a shock

  • @damiandusk

    @damiandusk

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@baileybayer9462 ronnies scream wasnt amazing back in the day, it wasnt bad but not great, hed certainly gotten better with FIR

  • @TheShanesousley

    @TheShanesousley

    4 жыл бұрын

    Did you even listen to the sleepy tiger version of not good enough for truth in clique? Back in the day he was still learning how to scream. He had good lows by 07 though. Max did a lot of the screaming for the album.

  • @damiandusk

    @damiandusk

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@TheShanesousley i didnt even know max did the screams on that album, is that true or is it just believed

  • @TheShanesousley

    @TheShanesousley

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@damiandusk it sounds a lot more like max than it does Ronnie. If you listen to the original you can hear it clear as day.

  • @acbennett1
    @acbennett14 жыл бұрын

    Label: “How many genres will this song include?” Ronnie: “Yes”

  • @monethulbirt9160

    @monethulbirt9160

    4 жыл бұрын

    I laughed too hard

  • @lovemouth

    @lovemouth

    4 жыл бұрын

    Lmfao

  • @shook--8430

    @shook--8430

    4 жыл бұрын

    lmao. just yes

  • @SadboySpidey

    @SadboySpidey

    4 жыл бұрын

    First ludens by bmth and now this. Loving the genre mixing

  • @acbennett1

    @acbennett1

    4 жыл бұрын

    BandicootKaboom it’s absolutely excellent!

  • @user-vr7jo5kp6f
    @user-vr7jo5kp6f16 күн бұрын

    I listen to this band everyday all day

  • @sabrinagonzalez7061
    @sabrinagonzalez70614 ай бұрын

    You feel broken but you don’t remember breaking. This song is so brutally honest and gut-wrenching lighting up the darkness within you…searching for a way out.

  • @leeroyvjenkins

    @leeroyvjenkins

    4 ай бұрын

    This song sounds like my whole life. I suffer for PTSD and OCD

  • @sabrinagonzalez7061

    @sabrinagonzalez7061

    4 ай бұрын

    @leeroyvjenkins It can be exhausting as you strive to live intentionally Every. Single. Day. but the pay-off is a meaningful life - seizing fleeting moments of joy/peace. Wishing you liberation from your struggles in 2024.

  • @crv3lla
    @crv3lla3 жыл бұрын

    He put his whole heart and soul into this one

  • @summerrose00

    @summerrose00

    3 жыл бұрын

    I can feel it.

  • @heathgarton3291

    @heathgarton3291

    3 жыл бұрын

    22 years as a paramedic, I was in New York on September 12,2001 with the bravest men and women in the world helping find lost people and loved ones who passed away. 10 years in the Air Force as para rescue (Pedro 1-5) with my brothers and sisters. This song hits me hard because I feel like this every day. Please thank a first responder and the men and women who serve our great country. All we really want is a thank you and a hug every now and then. Thank y’all for reading this.

  • @hoofheartedproductions5676

    @hoofheartedproductions5676

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@heathgarton3291 you say you feel like this every day you the need to let go of the past and I am sure you have heard this and you're probably sick of it. As long as the past haunts you, you can't live the life you want to. Think to all the people you saved think only about them not those who you didn't because no matter how hard you try you can't save everyone. You are an amazing for caring about those you couldn't save but they are gone now and you can't change that just live the way you want too. This is just a message to try help you realize that people do care about you even I who is at the bottom of the world so live your life realizing that you have touched people who have touched you as well live live live.

  • @Aric_EPU

    @Aric_EPU

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@heathgarton3291 Thank you. I was not even a month old when it happened, but I've put myself so deep into finding out everything about that event, every single detail. For something I've never experienced, it breaks me whenever I think about it. I can't imagine how someone like you feels, you were there, on the streets when it happened. Thank you.

  • @georginesteward648

    @georginesteward648

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@heathgarton3291 Many Blessings.You are a Warrior.

  • @tdub5585
    @tdub55854 жыл бұрын

    Can't deny he seems to be in his element. For what he's going for, he seems to have nailed it.

  • @torqueyt7417

    @torqueyt7417

    4 жыл бұрын

    Well worded my friend. Facts

  • @undeadfbgew

    @undeadfbgew

    4 жыл бұрын

    100% FACTS!!!

  • @ryanmckinney5990

    @ryanmckinney5990

    2 жыл бұрын

    I don’t really know Ronnie’s past but how he pours all his emotions into his songs you can easily tell this is coming from his soul. I understand his pain all too well.

  • @chrisbuysarizonahouses8180
    @chrisbuysarizonahouses81803 ай бұрын

    This songs so romantic

  • @puertogreekn8675
    @puertogreekn86752 ай бұрын

    Ronnie is a musical genius. It's just simply true.

  • @yuseffmedina6292
    @yuseffmedina62924 жыл бұрын

    Daaaaamn, that breakdown hits harder than my depression

  • @GeeManFinn

    @GeeManFinn

    4 жыл бұрын

    That metaphor pinched all the right nerves my dude lol

  • @andidiamond6280

    @andidiamond6280

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hahaha feel you 😂😂

  • @Iplayphone

    @Iplayphone

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hits harder than my dad

  • @pepigmtx6702

    @pepigmtx6702

    4 жыл бұрын

    Met die naam zou ik ook depressief worden

  • @gaming.5456

    @gaming.5456

    Жыл бұрын

    @@rachelwilliamson72 sure

  • @leilalawrence9776
    @leilalawrence97763 жыл бұрын

    "I battle with depression, but the question still remains Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?" This hit close to home but damn the whole song does

  • @charadreemurr7312

    @charadreemurr7312

    3 жыл бұрын

    Ouch

  • @madexmagic1677

    @madexmagic1677

    3 жыл бұрын

    I know this song hit a deep cord with me and now I can't stop listening

  • @vampirechick813

    @vampirechick813

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@madexmagic1677 same. It's on a playlist on my phone I dubbed bipolar badass for pumping me up from depression

  • @MaddyLuvz04

    @MaddyLuvz04

    3 жыл бұрын

    watching someone cry that you love hurts because you feel like you relate then they say your fine and that they are faking it you can see the sadness in her eyes , the shine in her eyes slowly start to dissapear and you feel like you can help but you really cant it sucks and then you realize you both have the same issue and also that is why she always go's to you because she relates and she comes to you looking dull in the eyes realizing she lost all courage and dreams and then you realize she is becoming like you so you try to help her but you realize you cant at all because she is like you Then one day she takes his life but you feel like the burden because you couldn't help her at all and you remember she use to put everyone first then you feel worst then you realize she would cry herself to sleep and also listen to the sad music,eat less, Then you want to take your life but you can't because she would be upset because you were the only one there for her. and you realize that little girl is you and the older you is watching over you that's just how it is . That is always how its been realizing you always wanted to be happy like everyone else and it was all a dream . Everyone thinks someone is OK i was someone who would make it so my friends not kill themselves but i can't even not think it myself. I have a bare face of sadness actually no i really don't have emotion anymore. Neglect, rape, parents leaving, friends dying, friends leaving, have no one now, realizing i lost someone like my sister and after a month my parents were fine but its like the forgot, But who am i to say i don't know anything only i have been going trough a "phase" for only 8 years you know. Sometimes i wish i could just scream at someone " I'm Not Okay" at all but whose to say. But one day i don't want anyone to have grief when i end up taking my own life. I have committed a lot of sins in my life and i know its not good and i have tried god but he didn't listen because I'm still like this and still have issues but i try so hard but now I'm starting to feel weak, More than i did when it started , i don't were shorts or short sleeves anymore but who cares again I'm just another person and i cant blame my cat because they don't look like cat scratches and i eat less but when I'm hungry i don't eat, I loose my appetite, i stay up late, and people think i have a great life because i life in a big house but its not like that at all. I feel like a burden, a mistake, I was misplaced here, I have to hold my pillow tighter and tighter every single night, My demons are starting to work more and more. I have daddy issues, i don't have a mom, rape, neglect,abuse,suicidal,demons,not good enough,depression,anxiety,PTSD,ADD,ADHD,etc. But i take to much air from people like people tell me I'm not something to be dwelled on at all. but i feel like I'm on the edge of a cliff. I tried fitting in, and fix it but it doesn't work and it sucks. I'm not a fighter at all. But this world sucks a lot. I had a best friend but i can't talk to him anymore much so i don't have anyone. But who knows I'm just here ,a person, a gazelle getting ready to be eaten by a lion and really big one and i fought it out as long as i could. Until that lion pounced and grabbed my neck and i was dead . Body pale and eyes open, tears , and breathless. in reality no one killed me i killed myself but at least i won't be a burden, or a mistake, I will be burning in the depth of Hell alone but I'm just another person, thing, Wild Animal, But this is how it is oh well can't do much. But thank you for anyone who does care. Thank You. I'm Nothing, Always have been nothing. I know i am a mistake you don't have to tell me so much and I'm a burden yes we get it but when i die you cant grieve and you can't say it is selfish, I want to die how i want to, is that really so much to ask honestly because i want to die. I'm selfish,stupid,dumb,retarded,dead inside, ugly etc. But i tried so hard to fit in this world but who knows? well its easy to tel when you are ready to die they say you see a light but what if you don't. I wish i was a snake so when i shed i can look a little different. Everyone has there person but what if i don't. My life is a book so i have to end it, My skin is like paper that why i cut it, and my face is just a mask over me so why can't i hide it, And my heart is like a door so i can lock it if i want to. No one knows what one person go's trough at all but we all assume. i tried to stop myself from crying, one day i started crying so much i couldn't cry anymore and didn't sleep at all. Maybe one day someone will under stand but for now no one does, You have no friends, your family is ..., your ugly, your depressed, your jumpy in your own house, life sucks a lot. the majority vote is that i kill myself so maybe i should so many people said i should. Then if i die i can burn in peace at least, but if i stay i will suffer more and more, i tried carrying on, But why? why should i, I want at least 5 reasons why i should stay honestly, is it to much? i don't think so. I'm just exhausted ha doctors always tell me lets go back to your past it's what causes the present and the future, but what if i don't have a future. I have so much self hate and its annoying. I can't even say i love you to my family at all. But then again every says I'm fine so " I'm fine than" fake it till i don't make it or do who knows. A crystal glass and when the wind blew he broke - Hayami

  • @jollykirby2138

    @jollykirby2138

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@MaddyLuvz04 what is this?

  • @adamjacobs3860
    @adamjacobs38609 күн бұрын

    WE need this reimagined!!

  • @ReneeKingston
    @ReneeKingston2 ай бұрын

    Definitely still gives me goosebumps after a few years🖤

  • @usmcgregalunas
    @usmcgregalunas4 жыл бұрын

    They should headline a tour called "bars and breakdowns"

  • @noahwooten2790

    @noahwooten2790

    4 жыл бұрын

    mechanic 2146 hell if this comment was a rap it would be a bar

  • @iscarlyxuwu

    @iscarlyxuwu

    4 жыл бұрын

    I’ll have my band open 🤘🏻

  • @kcmnmusic2393

    @kcmnmusic2393

    4 жыл бұрын

    How about "behind bars and breakdowns"

  • @lianasoares8052

    @lianasoares8052

    4 жыл бұрын

    mechanic 2146, yea.

  • @jaydenhoward8670

    @jaydenhoward8670

    4 жыл бұрын

    😂😂😂 yes !

  • @devyl3057
    @devyl30574 жыл бұрын

    My head was like "nice" at first, then "ooh" and then the chorus hit and my mind explodes

  • @krystalbarber758

    @krystalbarber758

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @sa7el

    @sa7el

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hollow Beck lol same!!

  • @YungBuckTheLabrat

    @YungBuckTheLabrat

    4 жыл бұрын

    I feel ya 🤣

  • @rachelrivera6327
    @rachelrivera63273 ай бұрын

    I grew up when Blink-182 Adam's Song was all the rage. This is that song for me. It literally exposes everything about me. As a combat vet who had ptsd before I even got there at 17

  • @ar2di2
    @ar2di25 ай бұрын

    Это первая песня этой группы, с которой я познакопился совершенно случайно. И теперь слушаю постоянно. Спасибо ютубу за рекомендацию! Надеюсь когда нибудь попасть на их концерт.

  • @tralayehayward9282
    @tralayehayward92823 жыл бұрын

    I can’t count how many times I have listened to this song, many many many times. I have fallen in love with this song!!

  • @Amit1952__

    @Amit1952__

    3 жыл бұрын

    Same,, ❤️

  • @GamingFemboy

    @GamingFemboy

    3 жыл бұрын

    I guess you could say that your Falling in Reverse, huh?

  • @Simp0349

    @Simp0349

    3 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @aMassiveSausage

    @aMassiveSausage

    3 жыл бұрын

    Just found this because heard it on tiktok but so glad I did.

  • @rheabheekharry2944

    @rheabheekharry2944

    3 жыл бұрын

    Same here

  • @user-mn1ms9ef1q
    @user-mn1ms9ef1q4 жыл бұрын

    Willow "Daddy, a girl at school called me stupid!" Ronnie: '' Say no more...''

  • @eternalzone9465

    @eternalzone9465

    4 жыл бұрын

    That girl: Why do i hear FIR music?

  • @davidgriego1297
    @davidgriego12975 ай бұрын

    This is one of my very favorite songs not just by Falling in Reverse, but, it may well be my favorite song, over all other bands. these guys are quickly becoming my favorite band since System of a down cashed in their chips. Ronnie Radke is an amazingly talented vocalist, songwriter and showman! can't wait to see what he does next!

  • @whatinthehelen

    @whatinthehelen

    5 ай бұрын

    That's definitely a mutual feeling! ✨️

  • @TheIamsamuko

    @TheIamsamuko

    4 ай бұрын

    Same tho

  • @wpyyexe
    @wpyyexe22 күн бұрын

    A lot of my friends and acquaintances listen to this song a lot. This is my first time listening to it and I understand why they love it so much. Very powerful!

  • @magiaburst
    @magiaburst4 жыл бұрын

    I just love how this starts as an rap song but flawlessly fades into a post-hardcore and finally an metal song the further the song progresses.

  • @riccardosciortino

    @riccardosciortino

    4 жыл бұрын

    Is hard-rock Jesus Christ, here metal has nothing to do with it!

  • @magiaburst

    @magiaburst

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@riccardosciortino Hard rock is what I consider bands like Papa Roach, or Broken-era Memphis May Fire. The bridge and especially the breakdown are def. not hard rock.

  • @riccardosciortino

    @riccardosciortino

    4 жыл бұрын

    Yes but this band is not metal... Is far far away from metal

  • @user-ev4kl7mz1l

    @user-ev4kl7mz1l

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@riccardosciortino ok gatekeeper

  • @magiaburst

    @magiaburst

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@riccardosciortino Actually, they always had metalcore influences - just sayin', the first three albums. It was with Welcome Home that they changed into a more Starset-like sound, but now they seem to slowly get closer to their older sound again.

  • @jeremiahjohnson8053
    @jeremiahjohnson80534 жыл бұрын

    “Every second I get closer to the grave and I’m terrified” hits hard man

  • @mikelmanoff8203

    @mikelmanoff8203

    4 жыл бұрын

    Right? Shit gives me chills

  • @allenlegacy305

    @allenlegacy305

    4 жыл бұрын

    Jeremiah Johnson I totally relate

  • @HarrisAvaan

    @HarrisAvaan

    4 жыл бұрын

    there's no and in it.

  • @ivydarling9678

    @ivydarling9678

    4 жыл бұрын

    That part is amazing

  • @jaypg76

    @jaypg76

    4 жыл бұрын

    Totally man.. life is tough in the suburbs. So many just don't understand.

  • @angelosusa4258
    @angelosusa42582 ай бұрын

    Falling in reverse went way too hard with this, this is one of their hardest songs, what a banger love Falling in reverse 🤘🤘

  • @MikeyCoree
    @MikeyCoree4 жыл бұрын

    2:53 2011: i m not a vampire 2019: i was a werewolf all this time

  • @juliuscesarbotones463

    @juliuscesarbotones463

    4 жыл бұрын

    He is raised by wolves

  • @marioalmanzar5581

    @marioalmanzar5581

    4 жыл бұрын

    Mikey Core oof

  • @numberthestars4153

    @numberthestars4153

    4 жыл бұрын

    YESS

  • @ljfran2383

    @ljfran2383

    4 жыл бұрын

    Great catch!

  • @reck7346

    @reck7346

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@juliuscesarbotones463 well, your not wrong

  • @zerothreat3693
    @zerothreat36934 жыл бұрын

    This guy is so talented and underrated he literally does several types of singing in one song

  • @andrsnezov

    @andrsnezov

    4 жыл бұрын

    ZEROTHREAT - fuck you down, fuck you trash!

  • @momiji8484

    @momiji8484

    4 жыл бұрын

    Yeah, although he was a bit fucked up before, aren’t we all? We only get to hide behind a mask and sadly, he doesn’t have that privilege

  • @Wrynzlr

    @Wrynzlr

    4 жыл бұрын

    He's underrated because of his backstory. It's a tragedy that his struggle and what he went through to come out of it has been overshadowed by what he has done. He wasn't a great person then. But his road to redemption has been huge.

  • @blackheartxcvii

    @blackheartxcvii

    4 жыл бұрын

    What genre is Ronnies music? Yes I mean a specif- Yes

  • @MemeGang420

    @MemeGang420

    4 жыл бұрын

    Did you know he was trained up to sign opera before he got into this type of music?

  • @deeznutzzzzzzzz
    @deeznutzzzzzzzz5 ай бұрын

    🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @RalziReverse
    @RalziReverse2 ай бұрын

    After 4 years, this song doesn't get boring. Falling in reverse is the best. Ronnie perfectly conveyed the atmosphere of depression.

  • @krystalrene6683
    @krystalrene66833 жыл бұрын

    I love how his daughter is the one that brings him back

  • @janmejayupadhyay9216

    @janmejayupadhyay9216

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@christenw.1726 what the hell!😶

  • @lucyleelilwillowshowshanna8523

    @lucyleelilwillowshowshanna8523

    3 жыл бұрын

    same... but i still love both of them in the family

  • @janmejayupadhyay9216

    @janmejayupadhyay9216

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@christenw.1726 I'm not judging you bro. In fact you just changed thw whole idea of the song for me.😂😂🙌🏻🔥

  • @namegoteeaten

    @namegoteeaten

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@christenw.1726 i think he runs away from her because he doesn‘t want to hurt her and be like.......a good dad?

  • @hannakinn
    @hannakinn3 жыл бұрын

    I'm 65, a grandmother, my life's been rough and mostly crappy since I was born. I love this song! 🖤

  • @BATMAN-sf2ku

    @BATMAN-sf2ku

    3 жыл бұрын

    Rock on Grandma! Metal is for ALL!

  • @brynns305

    @brynns305

    3 жыл бұрын

    I’m sorry your life has been rough. I hope you can find some joy and peace. I’m a 57 year old grandma and I just heard this song a few days ago. Love it. My 22 year old daughter said, “you like this? It’s screaming!” I said yes I do I’ve always loved good music no matter the form. If it’s good your body knows it!! 🥳

  • @hannakinn

    @hannakinn

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@brynns305 I agree about good music. I'm a very kind, quiet type person, very few people know I have a lot of inner rage and anger. Music in which people express their anger and frustrations has always been somewhat soothing and cathartic for me. I don't have to rage or feel the need to after hearing someone else do it. I'm an old rock hippie chick that loves hard rock and most metal, heavy metal, death metal, thrash metal, alternative etc. Good screaming is always great! I'm glad I'm open minded and willing to listen to new stuff. I'm so glad that I didn't get stuck only liking music from my youthful years forever like most of my friends and family did. I do still love, and always will love, some songs from the 60s and 70s but I also love music from every decade since then. I feel really fortunate to be able to have music in my life and to have such easy access to it now. I remember saving my babysitting money to go buy Beatles and Stones 45s, lol.

  • @brynns305

    @brynns305

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@hannakinn I’m a HUGE Aerosmith fan and love the oldies, but goodies. I recently found a girl called Billie Eilish. Check her out she’s great.

  • @hannakinn

    @hannakinn

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@brynns305 some of her stuff is already on my playlist. There's also a documentary about her that I want to watch. Thanks for the tip though. I still love Stephen Tyler and his rocker scream! He's still got it.

  • @AGDS5
    @AGDS52 ай бұрын

    wherever I am, when I listen to this song it controls my mind making positivity explode

  • @allenhaggerty5179
    @allenhaggerty51794 ай бұрын

    This has to be one of the closest songs to me. I have pretty severe PTSD. I was in Afghanistan in 2016 and went through some shit I hope nobody has to. My mental health was exactly like the lyrics in this song. I was hanging by a thread and my kids and wife gave me a will to get through it. Therapist told me it was a stage and it was survivors guilt for losing friends and others. It’s an amazing roller coaster for me. I cry and get pumped at the same time. If I ever meet Ronnie I will thank him to making a masterpiece of a song.

  • @mrscarraway1

    @mrscarraway1

    4 ай бұрын

    Thank you for your service, sir!!

  • @glennstrooberg6174
    @glennstrooberg61744 жыл бұрын

    I was thinking about it yesterday like: damn haven’t heared about FIR in a while... and here we are.. nice!

  • @cherryred5932

    @cherryred5932

    4 жыл бұрын

    Samee

  • @JpDubbed

    @JpDubbed

    4 жыл бұрын

    right??? lmao

  • @AgneWay

    @AgneWay

    4 жыл бұрын

    please think more then lol

  • @taylorreid5718

    @taylorreid5718

    4 жыл бұрын

    I was like well shit this came outta left field

  • @musictherapy2407

    @musictherapy2407

    4 жыл бұрын

    Bro same. Wtf.

  • @Miss.Major420
    @Miss.Major4203 жыл бұрын

    I can’t stop listening to this. Everything about it is just perfection. His voice has always been so amazing!

  • @-im-flling-in-reverse-6077

    @-im-flling-in-reverse-6077

    3 жыл бұрын

    Same I even heard it on full volume with headphones on

  • @Miss.Major420

    @Miss.Major420

    3 жыл бұрын

    Valeria Alcaraz that’s the only way to listen to it

  • @shesnotmetho82

    @shesnotmetho82

    3 жыл бұрын

    Ikr

  • @-im-flling-in-reverse-6077

    @-im-flling-in-reverse-6077

    3 жыл бұрын

    Majorhappener xoxo Ik it’s the best song I’ve ever heard

  • @undeadelite644

    @undeadelite644

    3 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @alisonrae
    @alisonrae2 ай бұрын

    Apple music has suggested me this song a couple of days ago and it's been on the loop since then. I couldn't express my feelings using words until i heard this.

  • @Thymetravalar
    @Thymetravalar15 күн бұрын

    Omg I love him. A fav fr. Helped me thru my PTSD . Blessings all

  • @tarapetersen688
    @tarapetersen6882 жыл бұрын

    Combining rap and metal, what a masterpiece

  • @ConcreteDream

    @ConcreteDream

    2 жыл бұрын

    It’s all coming back 100%

  • @weedygoldthug2654

    @weedygoldthug2654

    2 жыл бұрын

    More of pop and metal still good tho

  • @gothboy5163

    @gothboy5163

    2 жыл бұрын

    metalcore and rap

  • @chrislive1586

    @chrislive1586

    2 жыл бұрын

    thousand foot krutch, like 3 decades ago. but YES I love it!

  • @pxe4224

    @pxe4224

    2 жыл бұрын

    Very original, has never been done before

  • @suasionband
    @suasionband4 жыл бұрын

    This is one hell of a catchy chorus

  • @usamahhussein6591

    @usamahhussein6591

    4 жыл бұрын

    It didn't catch me at all

  • @thebaconflapsable

    @thebaconflapsable

    4 жыл бұрын

    Dude knows how to write really big catchy chorus', same with Danny Worsnop.

  • @Morpion1

    @Morpion1

    4 жыл бұрын

    Have you tried their other songs? FiR has SO MANY catchy songs. I just love them all and sing along. Losing my life, losing my mind, drugs, coming home etc.

  • @abdullahhatem405

    @abdullahhatem405

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@Morpion1 Losing my life is my fav song ever

  • @suasionband

    @suasionband

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@abdullahhatem405 losing my mind is also crazy

  • @carolinadeams7173
    @carolinadeams7173Ай бұрын

    I can’t believe I’ve been sleeping on this group!

  • @user-cl9th3js5r
    @user-cl9th3js5rАй бұрын

    i need this thank you

  • @stalos3094
    @stalos30944 жыл бұрын

    The things this man does with his voice gives me goose bumps every time

  • @blackheartxcvii

    @blackheartxcvii

    4 жыл бұрын

    Can relate

  • @MemeGang420

    @MemeGang420

    4 жыл бұрын

    Did you know he was trained up to sign opera before he got into this type of music?

  • @raysofrosie
    @raysofrosie3 жыл бұрын

    I feel like this song is a physical embodiment of how it feels to live with depression. At first you just talk about it. You try to express yourself with words only the people that are supposed to help you just tell you it’s a phase or you’re just going through a dark patch and it’ll be over soon. Then you start getting aggravated because it DOESNT stop. It keeps growing and growing and getting stronger and you are just completely drowning so you get a little louder, only no one around you helps. Everyone gives you the whole “god has a plan, he has a plan” and you can’t live with the fact that he could do this to you.Then you just snap. You break, you scream, you become the monster you believed you were the whole time, the one thing you were petrified of becoming and completely lose your shit (expressed by the physical change into the monster) and basically black out. When you come to, everything is ruined and you have no idea what you’ve just done and are horrified with yourself. This is so fucking powerful and will be something I’ll listen to religiously.

  • @alamgir-nr1zm

    @alamgir-nr1zm

    3 жыл бұрын

    abombalakaka 💩 😂 😂 😂 😂

  • @lolalynn2428

    @lolalynn2428

    3 жыл бұрын

    Ur entire comment hit so hard for me... 100% true ! 🖤

  • @douggloyd2050

    @douggloyd2050

    3 жыл бұрын

    Damn,this song moves me.spouse died,fucking holiday season.yeah it got my attention.

  • @tharanidulanjana8824

    @tharanidulanjana8824

    3 жыл бұрын

    well this is 😭

  • @milanpokorny1115

    @milanpokorny1115

    3 жыл бұрын

    I've been through depression and made it out ok, songs like this motivate me to never go through that again

  • @user-wo8ve4qq7s
    @user-wo8ve4qq7sАй бұрын

    Man it’s crazy how a song can feel so familiar. Love this song 🔥🔥🔥

  • @user-ij7bp1yd3k
    @user-ij7bp1yd3k3 ай бұрын

    Hollow- icon for hire

  • @jefferywilson2280
    @jefferywilson22803 жыл бұрын

    This song will be listened to by many generations after us.

  • @taxfraud9490

    @taxfraud9490

    3 жыл бұрын

    fr

  • @Jeff-fp8qx

    @Jeff-fp8qx

    3 жыл бұрын

    Gen Z will and there is a high chance that gen alpha will too

  • @julieramirezrivera8879

    @julieramirezrivera8879

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@Jeff-fp8qx let's hope they don't decide to cancel this too

  • @Jeff-fp8qx

    @Jeff-fp8qx

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@julieramirezrivera8879 yeah, me too honestly

  • @ashleyd337
    @ashleyd3373 жыл бұрын

    His Vocal cord range is unbelievable

  • @anonymousking5800

    @anonymousking5800

    3 жыл бұрын

    Yessssss

  • @Northdakotadude

    @Northdakotadude

    3 жыл бұрын

    Agere

  • @henrymanahan2764

    @henrymanahan2764

    3 жыл бұрын

    one of the best has been for 15 years

  • @DuskWho

    @DuskWho

    3 жыл бұрын

    He is this generations Stevie Wonder. 🤘

  • @ZaneHummel

    @ZaneHummel

    3 жыл бұрын

    Ikr