The comments are real as fuck. To each and every one of you, never give up on yourself and your dreams, genuinely. Each and every one of you has the potential to do great things, to enjoy life and to develop yourselves into a greater version of who you were yesterday. You're always one decision, one mindset shift and one action away from altering your life course, for better or worse, you hold the power. Never forget that. Stay strong all of you, to those who lost loved ones, I hope you find peace, to those who are rock bottom, I hope you find strength and clarity to move forward and to those who are living their best life, continue to grow and thrive. From a stranger, Hendo

@ZZYYRRKK

20 күн бұрын

@stefmas92

19 күн бұрын

❤

@envrie9423

16 күн бұрын

There's something about this music that brings out soulful thoughts and existential feelings of human suffering, love & transcendence. It's so achingly beautiful. I posted a cover of this and people in the comments are expressing themselves, it's tragically beautiful.

@mss1500

16 күн бұрын

😢❤

@user-xn6lq2ye3v

11 күн бұрын

Te deseo lo mismo y mas ❤❤

I brought her flowers. It was our third date, and even though I didn't want to rush things, I just knew she was the one. Every time I saw her, it was like the Sun beamed stronger. Every time she spoke, all other sounds on Earth went quiet. Every time she smiled, my heart would race like crazy. She had told me months ago which flower was her favorite, and I would always remember it, so when I showed up with a bouquet, her smile was bigger than ever, and seeing that, I nearly melted on the spot. We went to a cafe, as it was still morning. We talked and talked for hours. Time wasn't important, for if I could, I'd spend eternity alongside her. Time went on, and we kept going to the same place. We became regulars there, and didn't even have to order anymore, because the staff already knew what we'd want. I brought her flowers. This time, it was a special day, the day she said yes. I was ecstatic and so was the people on the cafe, who always rooted for us. I can still remember the way her green eyes were shining and gleaming with happy tears. Our wedding was in the woods, because she was a nature lover. Green was her color. So much so that everytime we weren't together and I saw green, I'd think of her. Green was hers, and only hers. We had three kids. A boy and two girls. They looked like their mother, thank God. Their pretty little faces reminded me each day that love was the best thing that ever happened to me, who once didn't believe in it. As they grew older, so did we. They were full of energy, going to college, getting to know people. They were full of life. But we, we were tired. We were walking slower, doing stuff in our own time. She was the first to go, and I couldn't bear the pain of losing her. The thought that I would never see that beaming smile again, never listen to her singing her favorite songs, or never again look at those perfect eyes. That alone was enough for me to want to go meet her. Every time we'd go to visit her, I'd do the same thing. I never forgot. I brought her flowers.

@devendesai2217

8 ай бұрын

U made me cry. Much love ❤️‍🩹✨

@catsinwonderland7473

8 ай бұрын

"It was like the sun beamed brighter. Every time she spoke, it was like all other sounds on earth went quiet." Oh jeez. Based on that alone I knew where things were headed. No one writes that pretty unless they're about to ass slam you with tragedy a few sentences later. Much love

@connorb2039

8 ай бұрын

brought me to tears man

@Qrixus

8 ай бұрын

You’ve made me tear up. My mother passed away from brain cancer last year and I can only imagine. May you find peace in your children and in the rest of your life. I never believed in the afterlife or any sort of superstition but I have made a vow to bring my mother flowers on her birthday for every time I couldn’t as a child. This reminded me of her how important love is in life.

@Tycaptures

8 ай бұрын

So beautiful ❤❤

Sometimes I feel like giving up, but something in my soul just tells me to keep going

@josephpmorganDA

9 ай бұрын

That's damn right, forward with us all. Glad you are here with me.

@alexrewood4312

9 ай бұрын

@@josephpmorganDA im glad your here with me too, life’s hard but we won’t lose that spark. Thank you ♥️

@timothyyoder7712

9 ай бұрын

You are a King! and kings dont give up, were all here for you man. just keep looking up and remember that this world is SO BIG. there is greatness everywhere, you just need to be willing to find it, take the risks! make mistakes! its all a part of this beautiful thing we call life. and once you put all of the love you deseve back into yourself, things will fall into place. i promise you that.

@alexrewood4312

9 ай бұрын

@@timothyyoder7712 thank you so much. I really needed to hear that. Thank you for being kind

@vermonjavic6992

9 ай бұрын

If you’re a christian, it’s the holy spirit… regardless God bless 🙏

“The gods envy us because we are mortals, because any moment could be our last. Everything is more beautiful because we are doomed.”

@AnonURnot

6 ай бұрын

Brad Pitt

@fugazitan9748

6 ай бұрын

❤

@robb6560

6 ай бұрын

Which film? Thank you

@tahamohammad1741

6 ай бұрын

@@robb6560 Troy (2004)

@aalvox

6 ай бұрын

@@robb6560troy

"In the darkest of times, when the weight of the world feels unbearable, remember that it is in the depths of darkness that stars shine brightest."

@reda_life

2 ай бұрын

I love it❤

@kingsdel-rap6533

2 ай бұрын

who wrote that

@evanbruknis7835

2 ай бұрын

Thank u

The only bad thing about this is I have to restart it every 5 minutes.

@knowbli584

9 ай бұрын

You can loop it! Click on the settings of the video :)

@janicemacintosh5804

8 ай бұрын

There also a version that lasts an hour. I found it yesterday

@oscar9791

4 ай бұрын

​@@janicemacintosh5804puedes pasar la canción?

I found this song in my darkest moment, I recently moved from Tennessee, to California, leaving behind my entire family. It’s been 5 months since I’ve seen my mother smile, heard my brother complain, or hugged my grandmother. This is also all coming after losing what I thought would be the love of my life. Always respect the little moments, you never know when it will be the last smile, the last kiss, the last hug, the last goodbye, and the last touch of your mothers hand. Remember that you are inspiring, loved, appreciated, and the most spectacular person in somebody’s universe, and let that drive you forward. I’m proud of you, if you needed to hear it.

@Hendo999

7 ай бұрын

Thank you for your kind words, I'm sure the people who see this (me included) will appreciate them. Stay strong and I hope you are able to find some peace and happiness during these tough times you are facing. Much love from a stranger

@benhillner3090

7 ай бұрын

Peace be with you, find your tranquility, bless your soul with those around you

@andrewsokulski8922

6 ай бұрын

Beautiful ❤😢 Thank you

@robb6560

6 ай бұрын

Thank you for your sharing, I appreciate. Hope you find what you are searching for ❤ Love for your family

@ZevahPaws

6 ай бұрын

o7

08/19/23 10:39 pm. It’s been a year she’s left w no contact. She’s moved on w someone else now. She has part of me. 6 years of my happiness wasted. I’m slowly finding myself again. Gym has saved my life. Love you all

@domenicpiscitelli2629

8 ай бұрын

Stay open, my friend. Possibilites abound!

@dres.thetics__8223

6 ай бұрын

@@domenicpiscitelli2629 🫂🖤

@jazzy-hw8yj

6 ай бұрын

Im sorry

@dres.thetics__8223

6 ай бұрын

@@jazzy-hw8yj 🫂

@francisconeto140

6 ай бұрын

It wasnt wasted being happy is never a waste dont turn cold the right person will come

I want to share a story with you guys.I have been sleeping with this music for at least one week... And yesterday I was dreaming with my mother that she was spreading her arms to hug me. While I am writing this I feel so much sadness even though she is still alive... I haven't received the love I want but I am sure she did everything she could to communicate her love. I woke up and I felt like a baby about to cry and I did. It has to be one of the most sad , awkward but yet beautiful things that happened to me in my life. It's ridiculous to remember my mother doing that with this music...

@corecrowder6650

9 ай бұрын

hope you are able to heal that while she is here :,) if not, I know you can find that love that you deserve within yourself, and all around you :) you are love, you are loved. Stay strong beloved!!

@cesardanieltiburciocastro3395

9 ай бұрын

@@corecrowder6650 thanks mate 🧉 I love your message I love you and I love all . I appreciate it a lot really . Hugs ^^

@depressalad

9 ай бұрын

Hugs😭

@EllJQ

9 ай бұрын

You have a wonderful soul which most would be lucky to have been blessed with. It is your duty to go out there and spread love & kindness! Your journey is just beginning friend.

@felixdonkers4917

9 ай бұрын

@@corecrowder6650 humans feeling for humans

One of the most profound pieces of music I have ever heard. It moved me on a level way beyond earthly affairs.

This song just makes me think of all the childhood friends that I slowly drifted away from.

@PatitoSkull

7 ай бұрын

I was the "leader" of the gang since we all meet up in first grade. The circle became smaller and smaller until i found myself in the "meeting spot" alone, the iconic white pole. Being able to lay your back on it was like a "sign of power", it was a silly joke we had, everytime i didnt go to school they would fight over who gets the spot. As i used to do every time the bell rang, i rushed to the meeting spot. As i layed my back i realised, now its only surrounded by me. I felt like a captain without a crew.

@user-df7hz3sq3p

5 ай бұрын

Hey, Everything will be okay we all here for you.

I had a good run and now im here with you guys, must say, its better together. And we all know.. one day.. we all will be on top again. Keep striving guys, and don’t forget The Creator of the heavens and Earth, because indeed, we are mortals.

I’m not a very emotional guy but today I got rebaptized and I got home to take a nap and I cried to this song which surprises me cause I normally never do so I think I finally found the lord and feeling his presence in my life and I hope that anyone that hasn’t may as well 🫶 god bless -ty

@Hendo999

8 ай бұрын

Beautiful brother, I'm very happy you are finding peace and happiness in your life :)

@fugazitan9748

6 ай бұрын

❤

@AbdielTorres22

6 ай бұрын

❤

@_z2k

5 ай бұрын

god bless you man 🙌

فعلا من اعمق المقاطع الموسيقية التى سمعتها فى حياتى على الاطلاق.. التى نقلتنى من مستوى ابعد جدا عن الشئون الدنياوية الى ايقاع . داخلى هادى نتحسسة معا فى صراع مع النفس الجسد والروح ‏‪4:06‬‏ .؟@❤

This song makes me feel like I’m an old man and I am walking around at night alone after everyone I love has passed away. I feel like I would walk endlessly thinking of every regret I’ve ever had and if I could go back and change it or just do it all again I would. I know I have to live a life time of memories before I can have enough to miss but it doesn’t feel that way. I’m only in my 20’s and I feel like I’ve both lived more than most and less than everyone. I have done so much that whenever I tell a story my whole groups of friends will listen excitedly at all the things I’ve experienced whether it was crazy or fun or sad every story added to the list of memories I miss and they love them. I’ve gone and done a lot of things in terms of life experience and some things that everybody got to feel in a normal family I didn’t get, either because they are dead or flawed I would never get that same. My childhood had its ups and downs but I would relive every hell I went through, all the scars both physical and mental just to see their faces and spend one more moment with all of them. Being here without them is hard. There almost nobody left to watch or care about the path I go down and whatever friends I have I feel like I’m slowly drifting away from. All the failed friendships, all the failed relationships and for what? Now there is nobody I can turn to. I must admit there is one reason I feel like I will never find those relationships again and that’s because everyone in my life friends and family lied to me and for an entire year at that. How am I supposed to trust anyone again after being betrayed by everyone? I don’t want pity I just want answers. I wish I could just restart somewhere else but the past will always be the past and no matter how fast I run or how far I go it will always catch up to me. I miss all of you who are gone, those who were taken and those who left on their own. I haven’t made much progress in my life in terms of my goals yet and all I do is dream. I wish I could but can I? I haven’t finished college yet or gotten a great job. I’m not in great shape either in health and looks right now. I feel like I’m dying every day yet it’s not enough to make me get up and go out there and achieve more. I’m tired and I haven’t even done anything yet. I’ve been working since I was 11 and I was in great shape and had great grades and always went outside and explored . I would lead my friends to new places and appreciate where I live and the free time I had. I wish I tried harder despite all that. I did so much yet it feels like nothing. I’ve been through over a thousand friendships and plenty of relationships. I’ve gone and made memories in so many places with so many different people who aren’t here anymore. I’ve changed so many peoples lives with my advice yet I can’t do it for myself. Ever since Covid happened I feel like I’ve truly lost my life. I lost my girl, my job and a ton of friends, I couldn’t go to school, I feel like I lost everything. The only job I’ve had is a work from home job for the past 2 and a half years that gives me barely enough to get by and I gained weight. With the economy the way it is I don’t have enough money to go back to school. Why wouldn’t I miss the simpler times? On top of all of that I have never been single longer in my life than I am now. I was always with someone when I was younger and really up until Covid but then it got hard to see people. So many mistakes I’ve made along the way. So many regrets. I’m almost 23 and I have this much regret now I can only imagine what it will be like if I reach the age of 60 unless my health gets worse. I wasted so much time and yet I can’t stop doing it now. Even sitting here writing this is probably a waste of time. It’s so long now to the point nobody is going to read this but that’s ok. I just wanted to leave this here for myself so when I come back in however many years I can hopefully read this and say it’s different. That I have the love of my life though I don’t deserve her, that I have the wealth to take care of everyone I still care about and that I’m healthy enough to make the most out of my life. As hopeless as this sounded to read there are 1000’s of more things I could say to make it worse but it won’t bring me any closer to happiness to think of them. My only hope is I achieve the love and peace and happiness I dream of in this moment. If you can relate or just enjoyed reading leave a like to lmk I’m not the only one and if you did read this far congratulations I don’t know anyone that would. Maybe I won’t be that regretful old man I think I’ll be, who knows, hopefully. Thank you and goodbye. ~ just another lost soul - April 14th 2024, 12:49.

The Lord cares about every one of us, despite all we do wrong. Trust and have faith in Him. He will help more than anyone else could.

@snorkchop8134

8 ай бұрын

Reading this and eating a 🍪 thank you! :D here's a cookie 🍪

@peytondube4984

8 ай бұрын

Thanks🍪

@AnonURnot

6 ай бұрын

God isn’t real believe in your fellow man

@luke0980

6 ай бұрын

Amen, brother

@pacempax5236

6 ай бұрын

✝️

I cried… but it was a good cry. Been holding that in for a while. Thank you for this music for emotional relief.

@Hendo999

7 ай бұрын

@ilariketovainio9415

2 ай бұрын

I cried becose this is so beautifull

I just started crying

@tukislovestakis

8 ай бұрын

Same lol. I lost my best friend a long time ago, and I replay this song just thinking about her. I miss her a lot.

@chunchunmaru

8 ай бұрын

same and i dont even have a reason to. it's the song that gets me.

@AnonURnot

6 ай бұрын

@@tukislovestakissorry for you loss, hope you find peace, friend

@alandodson6207

3 ай бұрын

@@chunchunmaruoh u have a reason to cry. That’s why u did cry. We have tear ducts for a reason!!!

This year I had a cancer scare and mentally I thought my time here was done. I was scarred with PTSD and months later after going to therapy, reading multiple books, and running 🏃🏻‍♂️everyday building my resilience has empowered me to be stronger than ever. Listening to this really strikes all cords I’ve felt this year. To anyone going through it, know that you can be stronger if you WILL it. You either choose to stay down in your sorrow or you climb your way up through whatever adversity is in front of you.

@Hendo999

7 ай бұрын

Beautiful message; stay strong and take care of your health even when things seem to be falling apart. Much love my friend

@billybass1999

6 ай бұрын

Me as well bud stage 3 lymphoma I feel you on this I aswell found this song after one of my chemo treatments

@inferno_aria9215

6 ай бұрын

​@@billybass1999I hope you get better dawg and make it through 🙏🏿🙏🏿

@opjesterfox9871

6 ай бұрын

@@billybass1999stay strong brother! Never give up! ❤️

@citizenofdaworld7582

5 ай бұрын

I DARE YOU TO TAKE SOURSOUP TEA AND TELL ME YOU HAVE CANCER AGAIN TAKE IT FOR JUST 1 MONTH STRAIGHT

Reading comments with this song in the background is just something

@mlgquick-scoper6438

27 күн бұрын

What I’m saying

@jonisalmi3118

21 күн бұрын

Yep 😢❤

This was my first time listening to this song, and I started crying almost immediately. I’ve never in my life come across a song that fills me with a feeling of nostalgia this strong. To me, without a single word, this song describes my childhood. The good, the bad and how long ago it was. If I was given the chance to timetravel, the first place I’d go to see is where my younger self would be, watching how my life once was in third person. I long for life to feel the way it did back then, but it won’t. Change is inevitable. The life I had will never be mine again.

@RubenArmenia

7 ай бұрын

It really is beatifull

@keenanfinley1263

7 ай бұрын

We live and we learn, I think the beautiful part about life is our tragedies, our tragedies shape us into who we are or who we become. Life was never supposed to be fun without a struggle and I think we’re deserving of what we receive. Just my opinion though

@deidaratargaryen8990

5 ай бұрын

I recommend you " I walk with ghosts " by scott buckley

@francescogiustiniani6933

25 күн бұрын

bro...❤️💔

Listening to this. My dog passed away after 12 years. I will miss you buddy. You was with me since I was 15 years old. Welcoming me as puppy on my first days in high school. Can not believe that you are already gone. Well that is life. Thank you for good memories .

@christopherbucher7017

2 ай бұрын

Rest in peace ❤I'm so sorry for your loss.

@erickmontoya5351

9 күн бұрын

He will be waiting for you in Mictlán to help you cross the river and then stay together forever.

Christ is King and he loves you all.

@juancarlosrivera5689

2 күн бұрын

Stop with this religious crap

@zeez7777

Күн бұрын

@@juancarlosrivera5689 Repent bro

I’ll never forget the day my Mom passed, we knew it was coming, but nothing can prepare you for it. This song brings me to the moment I saw her, gone from this world. But it also brings me to all the love, the unconditional love she always showed me. It sounds strange but I feel that love radiating all around me, within me. We may pass away from this world and this state, but our souls live on , somewhere out there amongst the stars.

@yashdogra491

2 күн бұрын

This just filled me with hope about...life ,thanks brother ,and keep going strong as you are

07/25/23 2:37 In shadows cast upon a heart so pure, A tale of love unfolds, both sweet and sure, A man once lost in life's relentless tide, Found solace in the love he couldn't hide. He gazed upon her, like a starlit night, Her presence, like a beacon, shining bright, Her laughter danced like melodies divine, In her, a love he yearned to intertwine. Their hearts entwined, a symphony in flight, Through highs and lows, they faced the darkest night, But fate, relentless, stole her from his grasp, And left him in a world so cold, unasked. With her departure, love's sweet song was stilled, A void consumed his soul, his spirit chilled, The memories they shared, a bittersweet sting, He clung to them, a fragile, tender thing. Like autumn leaves, love fell and left a void, A space that once was filled, now unemployed, The emptiness, a vast and aching pain, A wound that time alone could not restrain. Yet, in that void, a flicker still remained, A love's faint ember that would not be drained, He found the strength to heal and carry on, Though love had left, its essence lingered on. For in the heart of man, love's roots run deep, Though lost, its echoes softly, gently creep, And though he mourned the love that once was there, A chance to love again, he'd someday dare. In memories and dreams, she'll always stay, A beacon in the night, guiding his way, Though love left voids and emptiness behind, Within the man, love's embers will still bind. 2:55 AM

@Julie_Mango

9 ай бұрын

U wrote this urself?

@alivia143

9 ай бұрын

i’m weeping bro

@ennver9891

9 ай бұрын

​@@Julie_Mangoof course not

@Kingkaylaa

9 ай бұрын

I need you to write a whole book of poems

@danielu.1183

9 ай бұрын

What's the name of this marvellous piece of art?

Lost my dad 3 weeks ago. He was everything to me. Im 23 and he was only 52. Christ has been our foundation my whole life but Im so sad about it man. Its crazy that he he is not on this world anymore. Cant call, text, or hug him again. Im going to uphold his name until the day I can see him again!!!!! I love you dad. I hope I will make him proud. Life is so crazy sometimes. HOLD YOUR LOVEONES TIGHT. The stupid little drama just doesnt matter.

@JesusChristislord372

6 ай бұрын

May he rest in peace

@99Yeti

6 ай бұрын

One day he’s gunna be gone 😭

@infinity_sh4816

5 ай бұрын

aa

@mattb9138

Ай бұрын

I right this with the most sincere sympathy. I lost my father when I was 24, he was 68 and gone in the blink of an eye. I’m 38 now and time does heal but the feelings are sometimes still so raw. Please hang in there it does get better

@Chaos_98

Күн бұрын

Can't relate to your story but how I wish I could see my Father who gave me this life . What drives me to continue and have hope in life is to become the best father for my children in future, I am only 26

I'm tired man...

@dr.thunder04

Ай бұрын

Me too Brother.

@ayoubaidar8525

Ай бұрын

That might be true, but guess what, your mom is waiting for a strong man. You must be it

@Bazdakilla

27 күн бұрын

Stay strong my guy. Better days always around the corner

@dsscott7132

24 күн бұрын

mee too mann

@NoeCamenisch

23 күн бұрын

Same brother

This picture of Guts reminds me of the bonfire of dreams scene from Berserk. Just like in the show I like to believe every comment here is like their own little flame contributing to the bonfire. Each flame with their own hopes, dreams, and struggles. Every flame together however, creates something great. Stay strong everyone, No matter your struggle.

@gigyro

9 ай бұрын

Stay strong strugglers.

@Ereignisfeld

9 ай бұрын

Thanks bro…. Your words made ne thing …

@nico36637

8 ай бұрын

Always, no matter what or who...@@gigyro

@jacksavage2612

7 ай бұрын

Well said brother. Keep going.

I met her just over 4 years ago. now i cant even remember what her voice sounded like. I have never loved a girl like that and i probably never will again. We spent so much time together and i loved ever second of it, I loved her. I dont know if she did it on purpose or if she just cut too deep again on accident but i guess it doesnt matter anyway shes gone now. But i like to think shes looking down on me from the stars. losing her like that i almost lost myself too but i will keep hanging on in her honor. Till we meet again Leah 🕊

07/20/23 at 9:14 p.m.

@dianavillegas5019

9 ай бұрын

Mi cumpleaños je

@Nekob_omb

9 ай бұрын

ZAWG ARE YOU STILL ALIVE???????

@TheLilbrizz

9 ай бұрын

I’m sorry.

@doodyhanks1

9 ай бұрын

@@dianavillegas5019 mía también

@doodyhanks1

9 ай бұрын

@@Nekob_omb ☑️

This is one of those pieces of music where you just look back on your most fondest moments... whether or not if they were happy or sad they come flowing in like clouds in the blue sky just passing by and reminding us of those beautiful and or dark days.

Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy. I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 23 years ago. It's even more saddening with how Germany's privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but I can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on KZread which is extremely lacking and rare to find Thankfully some time last year, Germany finally lifted those privacy laws for Google Maps Street view and i finally got to see my home again for the first time since we all left way back in 2001. I will be honest. I've never cried so much in such a long time. It was harrowingly different everywhere i looked around Osnabruck but I could also see things that haven't changed at all. The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had. Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit. Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood. But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad. Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.

@3rdeyeomen596

3 ай бұрын

Ion readin allat lil bro

@Pilps

3 ай бұрын

It's pathetically hilarious that your beard is longer than your attention span.@@3rdeyeomen596

@joejo1990

3 ай бұрын

Beautiful text my dear friend. It was such a big surprise to read this words here...greetings from Osnabrück (I know exactly which lakes u mean, i did so many walks there;-)) If u want to, i can send u some pictures how its looking there or at other places now. Wish u all the best

@Pilps

3 ай бұрын

I would really enjoy that Joe, where would be best to get in contact with you?@@joejo1990

@juandossantos9537

3 ай бұрын

Blud thinks he doing smth with that 😭​@@3rdeyeomen596

I haven’t yet lost a significant other in my life but I fear the day I will. Earlier this week I had a dream about my dad passing away. We were on a beach during sunset and there was a sofa and a tv just there at the beach. He said he didn’t have much time left and we sat down in the sofa and watched Professor Balthazar, a cozy animated children’s program that we used to watch all the time together when I was really little, and a show he also watched when he was a child. And as the credits of the episode roll I look to my side and he has peacefully passed away. That morning I woke up with actual tears running from my eyes.

Tómense un descanso, se lo merecen, los quiero mucho.

@Aelexito

2 ай бұрын

Je’taime

Cómo es posible que una canción que ni siquiera tiene letra te haga sentir tantas emociones juntas, una de las melodías más hermosas que eh escuchado en mi vida

Man, something special just happened. I am a few days away from my 18th birthday, this one is different from the past 17. I am a first year medicine student that lives a continent away from his family. For the first time in my life, I won’t be able to celebrate my birthday with the people I love. The past year has been a year of change for me and I’ve had a lot on my mind. Few minutes ago I put my headphones on and this music was playing, then I picked up my not so clean lab coat and dashed it in the washing machine. Then I looked up at the mirror, and for the next five minutes I stared into my reflection with tears streaming down my face, remembering all of my previous 17 years. All of the brilliant people that were/are in my life. All of the good and not so good moments of my life. Everything person I met, everything I did and didn’t do, every decision I’ve made has led me to this point of my life. It has made me the man I am today. I am a very flawed individual, that sometimes does nothing but disappoint the people he loves. However, If there is one thing I am proud of is my ability to never give up. I remember getting beat very badly at the back of the school bus by students that are significantly older than me, but little me always got up. Here I am a decade later almost, after a very disappointing performance in the first semester of college, with same mentality. I will give it absolutely everything to do better and make my parents proud. I am grateful for everything god has given me. He gave me a childhood that many can only dream of. I look forward to embark upon a new journey, which will surely have its ups and downs, but that’s the beauty of life. I have no clue why I wrote all of that. I guess it could be a reminder of this special moment to my future self. Anyways got to get back to studying, wish me luck 🩵

@Luc.21

2 ай бұрын

❤

@Aelexito

2 ай бұрын

GO GET ITTTT

@Jojovt7

2 ай бұрын

❤

@lara_S317

2 ай бұрын

Good luck ♥️

@spekulos184

2 ай бұрын

Good luck mate :)

Out of the billions and billions of pobsibblites, you were selected. You are selected to be part of the human story. Earth's story. So go out there and be glorious.

@metacitizend1095

8 ай бұрын

❤

No quiero ser hallado, por nadie excepto por tu mirada eterna. No quiero resaltar y más bien siempre estar escondido en tus manos. No quiero construir un refugio, simplemente habitar bajo tu sombra. No quiero estar cerca de alguien excepto de tu corazón, que es grande, más cálido que cualquier calidez, amoroso sin igual, digno de aprecio, merecedor de cualquier sacrificio. No quiero pertenecer a nadie más que a ti que eres manso y humilde. Que tus cargas son fáciles de llevar y que llenas de propósito mi vida como aquél que llena la nada con vida. No tienes un cuerpo pero tus ojos, tus manos, tu presencia, tu corazón, tu autoridad son más reales que cualquiera. Atraes mi corazón llamándome sin haberte conocido pero tú sabiendo todo de mí. Gracias Jesús.

@aaronleonelrojasgarcia2334

8 ай бұрын

😢😢❤

@ginevrarossi6509

22 күн бұрын

Bravo lo penso anch’io

"Uns choram com lágrimas, outros com pensamentos."

@blitzkrieg3939

4 ай бұрын

Y otros lloran con acciones

@Wander229

4 ай бұрын

@@blitzkrieg3939 exatamente!

Every time I wake up, I think : "should I give up ? Should I just 'desapear' forever ?" But my mind just doesn't want to die yet. It wants to feels, make memories and think again and again. Even if life's tough, it's an amazing experience 💗

@fugazitan9748

6 ай бұрын

ur an amazing pers❤n

@infinity_sh4816

5 ай бұрын

i feel you man

@ppnutbutter69

4 ай бұрын

“He who hates himself will never love and trust others”

So many bad memories with the song. My mom almost died of a stroke out of state, and three days later in the ICU I learned my parents were also divorcing. Driving back home I had this song playing and nothing felt real. The entire drive was foggy and empty and I can't even describe how I felt. even though it was 2 months ago I can't hear this song without crying. I'd do anything to go back to the person I was before. I took so much for granted

@CommunicateFPS

19 күн бұрын

we cannot control our circumstances but we can control our response to them. i am rooting for you :)

This reminds me of my childhood and teenage years in the 90s and 00s, how summers lasted forever, how Christmas was warm and safe, how we smiled at one another, was that really just twenty years ago? Did that world exist? If so where did it go wrong? When we started looking more at our screens than at other people? Or is it a natural progression into adulthood? When did we lose our spark? When did we forget how to smile, when did we start to hunch ourselves over? Is it a modern phenomenon or was life always like this?

Tonight I told my mother that I loved her while listening to this song. I had the felling that it was the last time that I told her that I loved her so much, I almost cried while just saying "i love you mom" and while thanking heaven for having given me such a caring mother , I told her I love you mom with all my heart. I hope you tell your mothers that you love them because we only have one mother, love her with all your heart and don't be ashamed to say it or anything else, everything can happen so freaking fast. Love you, your family and those who really mean for you and remember to be gentle with you, don't be rought about what you can feel and want to express, do not be harsh with yourself, you're so beautiful and meant to receive love and share it around you. Be a kind and gentle person, love always win at any cost

Recently my brother just passed away by taking his own life. I used to blame myself for it cause it was just us home alone when it happend. He was my everything my only true best friend. The person I told everything to, no matter how big or how small. He never told me that he didn't love me. We were always together, even though he had his own room I always asked him to come sleep beside me. When my parents couldn't pick me up from school he was there. On my lowest he was there. On valentines he brought me flowers to school and I just started crying. The last hours I saw him alive I came from school we had our normal conversation, I cooked for him and my parents. I just wish I gave him a hug and a kiss, told him how much I loved him like I always would do that day. But I didn't instead I went to sleep but I couldn't, not knowing that it would be the last hours and minutes I would talk to him, feel his warm skin, hear his beautiful laugh. He was the best brother a little sister could ask for and I miss him so so so much. I would do anything in a heart beat to get our family back to the way it used to be. All I can do know is listen to this song on repeat and just think about all the great, funny and amazing memories we have. My heart will always have an empty space.

@raymundocordova7060

8 күн бұрын

May Jehovah bless you, your family and may he bring peace with you guys sorry about your loss it's a cruel world out there's I myself suffered from those thoughts

@LucazioJ

Күн бұрын

Im so sorry for your loss. It must be hard. But now, you can only move on. Keep him and his memories deep in your heart, never forget him, but remember to always look at the road ahead. There is such a bright future ahead.

Last semester was my first semester of college. I was not fully prepared to be on my own, and I ended up falling into a deep depression that caused my grades to plummet. I was almost suspended but fought to get it appealed. I’m now back at school and meeting regularly with my advisor to stay on track. At my last meeting, my advisor told me that sometimes things just happen that we have no control over, and she told me about her daughter who was diagnosed with cancer at age six, and died at sixteen. I had spent months feeling bad about myself and feeling like I was destined to fail from here on out until she told me that. I realize now that there are so many people who will not get to experience most of the things I will, and that I have to make an effort to enjoy life in memory of those people.

@crazyfury7597

3 ай бұрын

There are people less blessed. But when one becomes the less blessed, one wants more. But when one has more, it is no longer enough. Very true. (Less blessed is a very subjective classification. How happy one is depends largely upon how one looks at things, rather than the things themselves)

3/22/24- I’m tired.

@kingtv9294

Ай бұрын

same bro

@dr.thunder04

29 күн бұрын

Same brother, same.

@satan4009

29 күн бұрын

We gotta keep doing, and shut off our emotions....🖤

@creamy666

9 күн бұрын

⁠@@satan4009can’t f***ing shut off our emotions bro, we’re not robots

@satan4009

9 күн бұрын

Oh but we have to bro....we should before I become a ​@creamy666 psychopath

When you start rethinking all of your actions you have done in the past and feel regret:

07/25/23 10:38 PM I suppose it's finally time to stop being so cruel to myself, and to stop expecting perfection. Instead, expect to change and improve, a type of consistency that will keep you changing for the better. It's time to get up, even when your muscles are aching and your body feels so heavy. There is something worth the effort, a new you, a better you.

@Hendo999

9 ай бұрын

perfectly said man, this is the way to move forward.

@taimantyovan1948

9 ай бұрын

you have a long way in front of you, but i know you will succed.

Goodbye nonna, you flew away to the stars during the night. May you rest easy with nonno and watch over me. You were my best friend and the craziest person I knew, I will still come to you for advice and hope you can still help me. I miss you so much. Rest easy ❤️

@anaelisanogueiradacruz8444

9 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss 😢 May she rest in peace

@francescopalmitessa2415

9 ай бұрын

@@anaelisanogueiradacruz8444thank you ❤

God is in you. Trust me. Keep going. Worship him. Be grateful for every day. He thinks about you🫶Spread love and nothing else.

As I am here right this moment I've decided to redirect my life over to Christ

@lukeguggenmos1808

9 ай бұрын

Proud of you ❤

@user-gp7ws6wv9y

9 ай бұрын

@@lukeguggenmos1808 please pray for me to be a better Christian man ✝️

@taimantyovan1948

9 ай бұрын

the best decision ever!!!

@metacitizend1095

8 ай бұрын

Best wishes, the best starts now. God bless you.

@LambGoatSoup

7 ай бұрын

God bless you bro. Jesus is the greatest teacher you'll ever know

I've lost everyone I had as a child. My parents, my grandparents, my aunts and uncles, my cousins... The majority of them passed away, unfortunately, others ran away to search for a better life, never to be heard from again. I truly miss some of them, especially my foster mom. But now I have a family of my own and I'm so thankful that I could build something so precious from scratch, even though it took great effort. The worst part is, now I am scared of losing them, too. Man, being a human being is HARD 😫

@peteloving999

7 ай бұрын

I think the worst part of life for most people is that fear. Yet you're a testament to how you CAN lose everything, but still make your life a meaningful and cherish-able experience. You have a a book you could write I'm sure, and if you do that you might be able to make that fear get lost as well!

@user-hr3fl3bs3u

14 күн бұрын

لا داعي من الخوف بجانبك رب السموات والأرض

Que Dieu m’aide à réussir dans mes objectifs 🙏🏾

@Hendo999

9 ай бұрын

je te souhaite bonne chance mon ami :)

Essa música me ajuda bastante com minha ansiedade, quando eu a escuto é como se o mundo parasse e a solidão fosse embora enquanto eu olho as estrelas 💫

I miss him so much I feel like my life ended.. I feel so lost now without him.

@JayJay-dj9dh

7 ай бұрын

me too .

@erilifts

6 ай бұрын

are you doing better now??? @@JayJay-dj9dh

Having guts as the picture rlly represents self-reflection, atleast to me this is what the music is trying to tell me

“Hate is a place where a man who can’t stand sadness goes”. Whoever is reading this comment, I highly encourage you to read the Berserk manga. Even as if it were a comic, this book teaches you things I don't think any human in the world could teach you.

Sometimes I look at these comments and think it’s so corny, but idk today it felt powerful hearing other people’s stories and emotions and words. More power to us all I guess.

as the world comes crashing down, I’ll think of you just one last time. For even in the end, it is but the beginning

The lord giveth and he taketh away.

i dont want to cry anymore, but... this really brings tears to my eyes😭 the past that i pass, the memories i left, its all something i will miss

Today I saw the end of the berserk series again. When listening to this melody, also again, it gives me a different sensation. I imagine Guts sitting down, trying to digest and understand everything that happened during the eclipse; the friends he lost to the apostles and what Griffith did to both him and Casca.

@metacitizend1095

8 ай бұрын

I would see this melody in the life Guts and Casca could have had. So many things actually, this could be the Moonlight boy watching his dad trying to protect his mom or him showing Guts who he truly is.

I listened to this exact song at the Lowest point of my life where I moved out from my family and hometown to study in a far from home university.I was the loneliest in my life no friend no help only self hate academic difficulties and questions about my future I spent the night crying but it was the night where I found God .

Poem I wrote when I was feeling unnecessarily guilty: My mind prances in the most peculiar way A sinful ritual, of flesh, death and decay To think, feel, understand and ponder ain’t got no legs, but it sure likes to wander A creature of unsatisfying hunger A thirsty monster lurking under the thunder The deepest crevices are not black, but grey. Not in Heaven or Earth, in your brain it lay A limitless fault that is and isn’t your fault Will you obey the occult?

In a world where time doesn’t stop On the edge of insanity and balance A man sits Alone Weak, driven by guilt and sorrow He closes his eyes Sits there Over looking mountains and oceans and all things beautiful He opens his eyes And that’s when he realizes that time as stopped And now he’s free In a world without time

@Savon_the_gallent_knight

6 ай бұрын

Gawg that’s guts

@i.ll.show.you.._

4 ай бұрын

doesn't have words to describe this..💔🥀

This song makes me feel something so indescribable- it makes me think of the beginning, the middle, and the end- the inexplicable way my life is fatefully etched into this big, big, big expanse-less universe. It's like I'm lost, but know where I'm headed at the same time. Such a beautiful score...

This song just make me feel like I'm not lost anymore and everything is going to be ok

Don’t be ashamed of your grief. Don’t judge it. Don’t suppress it. Don’t rush it. Rather, acknowledge it. Listen to it. Feel it. Sit with it. Sit with the pain, and remember the love. This is where the healing will begin. More than 4 years since you left, yet it seems as if you were here today. Caru ti Dad ❤

I love this picture, berserk is such a good anime.

She's the love of my life, everyday I wake up knowing I have someone that loves me and appreciates me everytime she talks the whole world fades everytime she smiles it makes my day I can't tell her how much I love her and I'm going to appreciate every single day with her while I'm still young and make the best memories with her I want to get a house and have beautiful amazing kids I want to spend Christmas with her family and have unforgettable memories and laugh with them all I want to help her through all her struggles. Everyday I get scared that she will leave me, I don't want her to be with anyone eles but me she's my soulmate and she's the reason i love life. I love you sayleigh your the best thing that's ever happened to me.

“We’re gonna be okay. You can rest now.”

Im turning 18 in two months. I never thought id get to even turn 14. My mental health used to be so bad and I got bullied so much, I had no strength to go on. I made it tho, im still here. I still don't have a good mental health but I wanna live I wanna be here, I wanna be old and find my purpose that God gave me

@kostas9850

6 ай бұрын

You got this

@Oferreiralucas

5 ай бұрын

Isso mesmo vai atrás do maior tesouro que um homem pode encontrar na vida! Que é encontrar Jesus. ELE tem um grande propósito na sua vida. Jesus te ama e eu também. Fica bem tá!

@LukeJeffers-kg9yz

5 ай бұрын

A lot of life left to be lived! Keep your head up. Live life fully so when you die you can look death in the face and laugh

7:57 AM, 10/22/23 You don’t know happiness, until you have felt sadness. You don’t know what company feels like, until you have been lonely. You do not know pleasure, until you have suffered. You cannot live life, not until you have encountered death. Do not seek completion, for that will come when you realize you are incomplete

10/10/22. I still miss her

@isaacfransonfilm2139

3 ай бұрын

How you feeling now?

@dennvandante

2 ай бұрын

​@@isaacfransonfilm2139How do you feel isaac?

@isaacfransonfilm2139

2 ай бұрын

@@dennvandante sign from God you messaged, I had tears running down my cheeks RIGHT THIS SECOND because I felt like breaking but I couldn't reach out to anybody.

@dennvandante

2 ай бұрын

@@isaacfransonfilm2139 oh wow that's sad to hear, but don't worry. Crying is not always bad. Sometimes it's a good relief from everything. I'm glad that I asked how you feel because I noticed that you care about others. :) I don't know who you are and what problems you have in life. But I hope you will fight the worst and come back even stronger. I believe in you. You can do this 💪

@isaacfransonfilm2139

2 ай бұрын

@@dennvandante you as well brother

It is spring, but feels like autumn. With her i dry out. Without her, I dry out more.

Hey man whoever watches this comment.. I'm proud of you... embrace time

I wish people talked more about Emile Mosseri his film scores are amazing

I sit here late at night, wishing to contribute to the show of Humanity here. Remember you are loved, more than anything

Tengo tristeza en mi corazón,escuchar esta música me ayuda .,toda la gloria para nuestro padre. Celestial

Jesus love you ALL! 🤍🙏🏻 May God bless each one’s life and renew their strength! May God's grace and mercy be with us all!

Life’s pretty shit rn, feel so lost and afraid of what’s to come…. But regardless of that I still wish everyone who reads this the best in life and pray that things will get better for anyone who needs it 😁

@ValentinoJanic

7 ай бұрын

I hope good things come your way aswell. Life is a never ending struggle, but it’s not all bad. It’s the little things that matter and that make it worth it. Good luck to you ❤

no saben la alegria que me hubiera dado si guts al final de la serie hubiera terminado el viendo ese paisaje con esta musica de fondo.🥲

When i read comment section, i see what is people made off, life and story, abd tbh thats give me faith in humanity. We are so unique in every way. Im gratefull to be alive and live the short moment i was here.

As a child, I often heard the refrain. “Cherish the moment with your loved ones, as you will never know when it will be the last time you will see them again.” This is a wisdom which truly strikes you as you get older and experience the heartache of losing someone dear to you. How desperately, you seek to turn back time, just to enjoy more moments with your loved one. To once again here the sound of their voice, which had the power to comfort, even in the darkest hours. I often find myself wishing to be able to see their smiles once more, a smile like the sun, rising upon the horizon with its golden glow. I ache with regrets, wishing I had spoken more, embraced you tighter and longer, never releasing you out of my grasp. If only I said more. If only I would have said how important you are to me, how much I love you. As I look back in time, I regret a lot of things. I regret not telling you “I love you” enough. I regret not spending more time with you. The thought of you passing away without me having done those things enough, fills my heart with sorrow. However, as I mature, I have come to understand that this is the natural course of life an inevitable part of our human journey. It doesn’t matter if you were rich, poor, pretty or ugly, we all meet the same end. This is the way of nature. I also realized that the only way to view death with a sense of positivity is through faith. The faith that we will see our loved ones again, hold them close, witness their smile again. My message to myself and everyone is simple: Hold onto your faith, even in the darkest moments, there will be a glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel. Tell your loved ones how deeply you cherish them and treasure every precious moment with them as if it were a valuable gift.

7/31/23 I started writing this and I'm going to fill with the days, the things I feel. I really didn't know how to start so I started. Every time I realized that I had something to improve, it was thinking about being a better person for you All the times that I take care of myself due to the pandemic, it was to take care of you and your family. Everything that allowed me to enjoy was eager for you to enjoy it with me, every every time I hear a song that blew my mind, every time something nice happened to me or I was just enjoying learning something, all I wanted was for us to meet so that feel the same, and I was waiting for your reaction like a little boy waits for the approval of their elders. Now I realize that everything I felt was not reciprocated and it is something that I do not think come to feel no one else as I feel it, because we have a special bond that I never saw in other people. I think you never realized how lucky we were to be able to be together working so well. To lose that is to lose what I perceived to be one of the best opportunities that life had given me, and what gives me the most impotence is that I did not feel that I didn't deserve or have done anything to make it happen, these things only happen to me, just because. I do not write this for you to come back or anything, I'm trying to write what I have in my head when I cry, and My hands shake three times when I express myself, so it's very difficult for me. I also feel that everything that this situation did me wrong affects me in many ways, not just emotional, i feel literally lost, everything else just keeps moving forward and running and I feel that I am static, I cannot think about the work that I have to do for the university nor in what content we are going to give the class that comes to our students, nor I'm not interested nor do I feel anxious to go to rehearsal with this new band. I feel like I lost interest in all. I lose sharing videos of willy and fargan, watch any series to chat with you, cook things sails that we were devising, leave the music that we like in the background, laugh at the messages random about your mom, about your brother's bullshit, that you come and my grandmother greets you and Talk like one more granddaughter, that my aunt asks me how she is doing with you because she sees me very well next to you and that makes her happy, I lost sharing some mates while you study and that we debate What you are reading about, I lost the trip to Mar del Plata. I lost training at your house, go riding in bike or go to the square. And most importantly, I lost everything we had to do and we didn't get there, because I feel that everything was left at the beginning of something that never happened. I had and have many I want to keep going through things with you, and I know that now that's it, that's clear to me, and although I don't we are going to stop sharing things because we are friends anyway and we love each other, it is not going to be the same, before it was not the same and now it is not the same. I also know that I will not find anyone like you, but with great certainty I say it, not like you typical of a lover, if not that I really did not meet anyone in my 20 years lived with the level of person and that I value as much as you, and although I tried to spend things with other people, nothing came of it. compare to what I had with you and everything you are, and I think that sentences me somehow, It's having reached the top, falling and knowing that you can't get back up. I don't know if it's okay to have written this digitally but I didn't bank my handwriting and you weren't going to understand. Also, no matter how many things I write, I feel that there are a thousand others left to say and I never get there. to empty my head, but I feel like I need to send it to you, that's why I'm closing the letter. To close, I am going to clarify once more what I told you when we spoke in the square... I told you that I hope you find someone who loves you half as much as I love you, who respects you half as much as I respect you and take care of you half as much as I take care of you, and then you would be fine, I need you understand that by this I mean that all those things that I gave for you (and that I continue to give because I still love, respect and care for you) are much more than you or I could think, and it is perhaps too much for what you needed or wanted. I love you.

@candiagomezleonardo3254

6 ай бұрын

This hits hard man, i could even turn it into a poem so it gets through in a better way

O god I miss her so much I never met anyone like that before I admired her she was so strong, so intelligent so kind and she inspired me. She made me a better man she was among the finest of your creations so beautiful inside and out, but now she’s with you and I’m all alone here feeling broken i just have pictures and memories of the good times I’ll never forget you A 🥺❤

i lost my dad since i was 17...now im 31 and this song reminds me of him :/ (miss u dad)

05/03/2020 ♡ 04/07/2023 + Vá em paz meu grande amor... Esse é meu túmulo pra ti, eternamente... Sempre te amarei meu amor.

@wanderleiaalfredoata6023

9 ай бұрын

Meus pêsames.

@m00n_dy

8 ай бұрын

eu nem consigo imaginar tal perda... q deus abençoe irmão

This song is the embodiment of reflection, when listening to it I just get this rush of nostalgia, looking back on it all I may be 18 so I have the rest of my life ahead of me, but I don’t think it matters how old you are, music will always reach you and in this case I just feel like having breather, and letting time pass.

I don’t want to die, I want to disappear so much that no one knows I was born.

@josephpmorganDA

9 ай бұрын

We all will at some point. We all have a date, but it's not anytime soon. Until then, you look at yourself in the mirror and give that person everything they want in life. Life is very short, so cherish it. Good luck

I miss so much my grandma. She used to make food for me and talk to me, unlike my parents. Now she is in Ukraine. I'm glad I had the chance to live with her for 1 year. She is my inspiration in life.

02:00 AM and cigarette. Great combine with this song.

“I want to let her know though, that all the nights sleeping beside her, even the useless arguments, were things ever splendid, and the hard words I ever feared to say can now be said: I love you.” - Bukowski

8/2/23 I turned 23 this week. The day after my birthday, my fiancee of 2 years, broke it off. I feel so empty, so unhappy, angry, disheveled. Something died in me last night. I'm currently living with her parents and barely make enough money to cover my own expenses, now I will most likely have to take on a second job after already working 50 hours a week just to survive. My faith has dwindled so far, that I called the suicide hotline today while at lunch and contemplated running my car into a telephone pole on the way home, because I can't even bare to be in the same room with either of her parents, let alone her. It doesn't make me angry, it's killing me. I'm going on a trip up to the Oregon border in the redwood forest for the first time in my life. The stars will be magnificent. I just hope they're equally as magnificent when I pass.

@Hendo999

9 ай бұрын

Hey man. I can't imagine the feelings you are going through but please listen to me. I know you feel betrayed, furious and empty, but please man don't do anything stupid. You are only 23 and there's so much to live for. Time will heal your wounds and I can guarantee this. I know this woman would've felt like the love of your life, but please listen to me when I say that things will get better and there will be new people over the course of life that will bring you just as much happiness and more. Enjoy your trip and just take some time to breathe and to reflect. I want you to reply to this comment after your trip so I know you're ok. Stay strong brother, don't give up hope, if there's one thing I can promise it's that things will improve and your future self will thank you for sticking around. Love you bro

@Hendo999

9 ай бұрын

Hey man I have no idea if you saw my comment, but I hope you’re doing a bit better, if you see this just know you got a brother across the planet who is thinking of you.

@coltw.mccannon8943

9 ай бұрын

8/19/23 Thank you for the kind words, I really needed them, more than you know. I have been staying at a dear friend's house who was kind enough to take me in. I'll most likely be set up on the lease by the end of the month and will be able to cover half of the rent and bills, along with my own payments with at least a little bit of cash left over at the end of the month to maybe go to a bar or hang out for a day or two. I'm okay now, but, I did have to check myself in for a few days to make sure I didn't do anything stupid, I sold my pew pew to make extra sure that when I got home I didn't try anything dumb. You've renewed my faith in people simply by reaching out when you didn't have to, it shows your character and your strength as a human being. You're a good man, I hope you know that. Sincerely, -Colt Woodrow McCannon@@Hendo999

@Hendo999

9 ай бұрын

Hey man I’m really glad to hear from you, I got quite worried that you weren’t replying but thank god things have gotten better for you. It’s good you’ve been able to stay at a good friends house while you set yourself back on your feet. Again, you’re so young so it’s ok to start from a clean slate, you got plenty of time to heal and pursue the great joys of life. Well done on thinking with a clear head and removing anything that may tempt you when your in a bad headspace, it shows how responsible of a person you are. Also anytime man, I saw the comment and I couldn’t just brush past it, sometimes it can take just one piece of reassurance from a stranger to keep pushing through but I’m glad I was able to have such a good impact on you brother. But I really appreciate your kind words and I’m happy you’re slowly getting back on your own two feet. Just remember what I said when you are down, you’ve got a great potential and your still very young to pursue it :) You got this man just stay strong for me and life will turn upwards, although sometimes you can’t control what events may happen in your life, you are still fully in control of the actions you take and which direction you take your life, remember this. Much love and stay hopeful ❤️ Hendo

@coltw.mccannon8943

8 ай бұрын

​@@Hendo999Howdy, Hendo Thank you so much for the kind words, uplifting message, and reminding me of my own control over my life. For the first time I'm actually somewhat free. I will remember your words as I have taken pictures of them and I read them every day. Maybe one day, I'll look back on the words you wrote in one of my many darkest hours, and see how far I've come. I can't thank you enough, but if you're ever in the Southern California area, let's grab a beer some time. -Colt Woodrow McCannon

“I’m always with you there is not a definition for worrying my child, you shall be happy.” -God-

08/25/23. 01:10AM. I have alarm at 5, third day at senior highschool class, please like so i can go back and give you guys update. Update 01 : A lot has been going on these past few months! I'm actually in going grade 12 next school year, and we've got just 31 days left before the school year ends. It's been a rollercoaster-there was that cheating incident we got caught up in, some tough times with my subjects, making new friends, finally meeting my friend after two years, adopting a dog (who sadly passed away a few months later), going on a field trip, and now, dealing with this extreme heat during our online classes. On top of all that, I just submitted my requirements for one of the top universities in the country. Hoping I make it to college! I'll keep you updated once that journey starts.

@John-dp7um

18 күн бұрын

I hope you’re still doing well man

@ToYouIn10Years

18 күн бұрын

@@John-dp7um A lot has been going on these past few months! I'm actually in going grade 12 next school year, and we've got just 31 days left before the school year ends. It's been a rollercoaster-there was that cheating incident we got caught up in, some tough times with my subjects, making new friends, finally meeting my crush after two years, adopting a dog (who sadly passed away a few months later), going on a field trip, and now, dealing with this extreme heat during our online classes. On top of all that, I just submitted my requirements for one of the top universities in the country. Hoping I make it to college! I'll keep you updated once that journey starts.

@ToYouIn10Years

18 күн бұрын

@@John-dp7um thank you for reminding me, i didn't even remember commenting this

Berserk goes hard on this one

I think it’s amazing that this song has blown up, but by the heavens above I think it’s worth the movie it’s from too. Minari is phenomenal, just as soft and meditative as its soundtrack. Definitely think those who’re looking for the vibe this song has will find something just as distinctly magical and healing in the film :)

Her brown hair was so nice. Every-time she spoke to me the tension and anxiety that I felt dissipated. After school I’d give her piggyback rides, sometimes she’d just throw herself onto me. When I looked into her brown eyes for too long, we’d both get nervous. She liked to cuddle on me whenever I did that. She liked to play video games with me even though she never actually played before, she just wanted to spend time with me, and I am so grateful for that. When I held her hand, I liked comparing the sizes of ours. I pointed it out to her and she would always squeeze my hand, not to hurt me but because she was embarrassed. She was so cute. Our ears were about the same size, i dont know if thats a weird detail or not😂. One day she came over to watch anime with me, which was also another thing she wasn’t into but got into it because of me. That was also the first time we ever kissed. She blushed like a ripe tomato. After we kissed she held tightly onto me while watching the anime movie. I felt so happy that she trusted me, like I mattered to her. She just fell asleep right on me without a second thought. I was so lucky. So lucky that, my luck eventually ran out two months and a half later. I called her during the end of dismissal on July because she wasn’t at school on Friday, and I called her mom. Her mom answered and she told me why my girlfriend wasn’t at school. Her answer truly broke me down as a person. I fell down to my knees over the phone, I felt lightheaded and dizzy, and I heard someone screaming. It was myself, and I was slowly losing my voice. I almost lost consciousness and my control when I found out my girlfriend had died. I didn’t bother asking how, it would have devastated me even more. I always asked myself why my luck was taken away from me. Why was an angel from the heavens taken from me? Why did such a precious and beautiful soul lose their life? She was truly precious to me. Over the years, dating for me has been so unsuccessful. i have been broken up with for childish reasons, and even for no reason at all i honestly really didn’t feel like dating nor did i ever encourage the thought of it so i don’t know why i did but I just did. Two months, having a relationship with the most amazing woman alive. 5/4/20 - 7/25/20. I will never forget you. I will forever treasure you and remember our laughs, playfights, piggyback rides, hugs, cuddles, talks, kisses, favorite shows, songs, colors, teams, clothes, brands, shoes, and everything else. You mattered to me and made me feel like I mattered to others. I will never let that go to waste. Thank you, forever and always. I love you.

I’m so lonely I’ve grown tired of myself and my thoughts because I’ve been alone with them for so long. I work, I go home, yes I have family, but I’m lacking that different kind of connection between humans. I’m lonely. I just want a friend I can share deep parts of me I’m afraid to share with family. I just want to sit beside someone, not having to say anything and being content in their presence. I just want to be able to text them if it’s getting bad again and have them drop everything to come check up on me. I just want to be seen. I want to be seen and wanted. I don’t want to be lonely anymore.

@josephpmorganDA

9 ай бұрын

You will find that person soon. I guarantee it.

@taimantyovan1948

9 ай бұрын

The person is out there and waiting for you... Go and look for him/her and it will be the best connection you will ever exeprienced.

@cloudxari3741

9 ай бұрын

This is so real.