as a lesbian I almost went down that road, but I had a therapist who refused to acknoledge me as not being a woman and that somehow clicked for me and I realized my problems with myself weren't rooted in me being trans or in a wrong body. thanks for telling your story, I hope it reaches young women that consider transitioning

@thefoodcrier

5 жыл бұрын

Thank you! I’m thankful for your therapist. Too many people nowadays are having lots of regrets because of their decisions. I’m hoping that this video can prevent, or at least decrease, the number of people going through this situation.

@NoCorpoCerto

4 жыл бұрын

It´s so hard finding a therapist who tells us the truth, or at least makes us see other frames... and in some countries this can take out his or her license :(

Thank you for sharing your story. Great job. I hope it gets seen a lot.

@thefoodcrier

5 жыл бұрын

No problem! Thank you very much 😊

You are a very talented film maker. I wish you all the best with healing your traumas and the future!

@thefoodcrier

5 жыл бұрын

Thank you very much!

While there are a lot of great detransition videos on youtube, I love how you tell your story in documentary form instead of just a vlog. Well done!

@thefoodcrier

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you very much, I appreciate it!

You are an amazing human being inside & out Never forget that

@thefoodcrier

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you ❤️...

You're very strong and very brave. I wish you the best. Thank you for sharing this.

@thefoodcrier

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you! It means a lot to me that you watched it 😊

Thank you for doing this. It was honest and brave. It makes me so angry that there were not caring people available to help you deal with some of the trauma before you did something so drastic. But - big BUT - there can still be healing and help and growth and life. Self love doesn't quite go far enough - knowing you are loved by the God who created you (perfect) is the life changer. What you have walked through, though brutal, can help many others in a similar position.

@thefoodcrier

5 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much. I’m hoping, with this video, that I can help others in any way possible by sharing my story 👍🏻

THANK YOU!!

@thefoodcrier

5 жыл бұрын

No problem! 😊

Thank you I love you

@thefoodcrier

5 жыл бұрын

No problem!

Still breathtaking ♥️

@thefoodcrier

5 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much ❤️

Thank you for sharing your story, wishing all the best for you

@thefoodcrier

5 жыл бұрын

Thank you very much!

Thank you, this is beautiful. Hope you’re going well

@thefoodcrier

4 жыл бұрын

Not a problem! Thank you!

thankyou for this video ik its not directed toward anyone specific bu it just helps to know that i have someone who is like an older brother and has gone thru the exact same thing(s) that im going thru

@thefoodcrier

4 жыл бұрын

No problem! Glad I could help.

Living in today's society Men are constantly devalued, criticized & burdened with unrealistic expectations to be Superman. Life doesn't get easier transitioning from a female to a male, it just introduces a new set of challenges. Learning, Growth & Self Love are unavoidable experiences every Individual will deal with in life. Make peace, keep moving forward & enjoy your life.

Amazing! So beautifully filmes. Loved It.

@thefoodcrier

4 жыл бұрын

Lucía Etxebarria Thank you very much!

@luciaetxebarria3514

4 жыл бұрын

You are welcome. I al from Spain. 💜

@thefoodcrier

4 жыл бұрын

Lucía Etxebarria I live in the United States in Connecticut. It’s lovely to know that the audience is around the world!

Hi silaz..how are you? Merry christmas and happy new year. God loves you and he always there for you..

@thefoodcrier

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you very much! I’m doing quite well lately. Happy Holidays to you!

Great, Silas! I would like to translate your video to our channel. Would it be possible? Thanks I lot. We´re a Brazilian campaign against transking kids in Brasil. Best regards, thanks and be brave

@thefoodcrier

4 жыл бұрын

Of course! And thank you 😊

I did all of the same things that you did as a youth, except it was before trans was even a thing. I am a lesbian, however., not all tomboys turn out that way.

@why4299

Жыл бұрын

I was such a tomboy. Even told my mom I wanted to be a boy. Thank God I grew up in the 70s.

@thefoodcrier

Жыл бұрын

It's very sad that some of us grow up feeling like we have to change ourselves rather than learn to love ourself for who we are... I am VERY glad that you went down the route that didn't require editing your body in any way. I accepted being a tomboy more as I was younger, but then... I'm not really sure what happened. We all learn lessons though I suppose! Happy for you!

@scandia618

Жыл бұрын

@@thefoodcrier I wish the best for you.

@scandia618

Жыл бұрын

We didn't have the option when I was young, thank god.

Fucking amazing!!! And insightful ♥️ good job..

@thefoodcrier

5 жыл бұрын

Thank you ❤️...

While detransitioning how does it feel with no breast? I mean no harm. I'm generally curious

@thefoodcrier

Жыл бұрын

It's very difficult to accept. I am still coming to terms with the fact that I got a double mastectomy for cosmetic reasons. I now know a handful of people who had no choice but to remove their breasts, and having met these people, it has given me a different perspective on the thought of cosmetic surgery. Sometimes, very rarely, I get a small remembrance of them, as if I still had them. Kind of like "ghost limbs" except it is such a fleeting feeling. That feeling brings sadness, because there has been a lot of grieving over the loss of them, and I am STILL going through this process. Of course, the back pain has decreased... but all in all, I do regret the surgery and it is not something I recommend unless medically needed. It comes with a LOT of grieving and sadness and emotional pain.

@why4299

Жыл бұрын

@@thefoodcrier I'm so sorry you're going through this. I pray you find some peace.

Lovely. Well told and sincere. Good luck in your future. This bit of autobiography was nice to stumble upon, Silas. Though your thumbnail implies you detransitioned. Not done yet, but you still look male...

@thefoodcrier

Жыл бұрын

Thank you! Yes, it's a long story... I need to do an update video. I still "identify as male" because I still have a lot of trauma around accepting my natural gender as it is (female). I have this weird thing where I still identify as "male" in public; I only allow my girlfriend to mix up my pronouns because I trust her. At this point, how I identify is just based upon how safe I feel in any given environment, which I'm STILL working on.

@wrmlm37

Жыл бұрын

@@thefoodcrier I hope you find peace in your skin. We all deserve some happiness and a life that isn't constant stress!

♥️...

@thefoodcrier

4 жыл бұрын

❤️❤️❤️

@wordsbykatarina

4 жыл бұрын

silasmgonz :3!

Am sorry i didnt get what you regret i mean you think self love is important and transition doesnt nessecery help but what about you ? what changed in your identity if i may ask and do you not want to continue hormone therapy ? Or what happened bad because of transition ?

I pray for you.remember god love you..pray and you will find a joy in god glory.

@thefoodcrier

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you very much!

@Rainbow-kl9hy

4 жыл бұрын

silasmgonz stay strong and healthy.. i never stop pray for you. God love you..there are people care for even you dont see them..

@Rainbow-kl9hy

4 жыл бұрын

silasmgonz how are you today?..god always there for you..open your heart and he will come to your life. You will fill with love, joy and peace. Stay strong and healthy.

@Rainbow-kl9hy

4 жыл бұрын

silasmgonz ..i want to share a song with you. If you want..You can listen to this song (Broken Vessel- hillsong) when i feel sad. it makes me remember of god that He loves me. Stay strong and healthy..

@thefoodcrier

4 жыл бұрын

You have impeccable timing, as I really needed to hear this at this moment. Thank you very much.

My name is Kallus and i transitioned from man to machine.

Hey friend do you know someone loves you he has prepared heaven for you his name is jesus christ you just need to repent of your sins

@reekydebbarma5397

Жыл бұрын

@@Schrodingers_Kat I love you do you love jesus

@reekydebbarma5397

Жыл бұрын

Repent of your sins