this decision makes so much sense for you. may Allah SWT provide you with barakah and make this journey one of ease!! so excited to see where it takes you

@kylawright5668

2 ай бұрын

Ameen

I want to see more of this Deen over Dunya diaries

@naima981

2 ай бұрын

Same!!

@rhaitisafae7497

2 ай бұрын

Omg yes !! Sameeeee

@foyaza.3488

2 ай бұрын

Same!

@iamLittleMariam

Ай бұрын

Salem sister, i just published my first video and i'd like to have your thoughts on it if you're interested ❤❤

A cafe, a beach, some family, an air fryer, & 1-2 friends. Sounds wonderful 🕊

the thing about the fig tree analogy is that right after she says all this about the fig tree and feeling frozen and unable to move forward, she eats some dinner and feels better. the moral of the story is that when you’re feeling hopeless and existential, go eat a snack haha

@Yoyoadventure

2 ай бұрын

😂 love this

@21972012145525

2 ай бұрын

Existential. That's the correct way to describe these videos

I feel so heard and seen . I was feeling this just today , the feeling of being overwhelmed with endless possibilities that it was crippling. I find myself sitting and wondering about the future and crippled in the present . I’m a freshman in college and I’m not sure what I want to study or pursue but I have the image of what I want my life to be like. I feel so stuck and unsure of myself as a person a woman and a Muslim. And Maybe we want so much in the life that we forget there’s a next life (an observation that just came to me). I pray that Allah gives us all clarity on our life’s purpose and ambitions in this life and allow for us to live beautifully expressive , exciting and comforting lives. I love the inclusion of the poem btw, I loved writing but poems were a sore subject for me but a few always had their exceptions.

@thepremaritaldiaries

2 ай бұрын

This sounds like my own thoughts written. Same! same age group too.

Missed seeing your content so much, I just started my journey in islam and its so encouraging seeing how far you’ve come x

Happy for you! How many muslims wish to make the move to Dubai because of lack of funds, no job or visa. Take advantage or it! From another American Muslim wishing to move to Dubai 😢

I’ve lived in Oman for 17 years of my life. My family still lives there. It’s a beautiful country. ❤

@theosantana7750

2 ай бұрын

Which is the best country in the Khalij to Live in.. ? Oman is on my list

The moment i matured was when i realized that i could be all those versions of myself and not limit myself to only one identity. Different experiences, people, ect brings out different versions of youself. So why cant i identify with all of those versions? Its still truly me but those identities were uncovered with time and experiences

This was sooo beautiful, I had goosebumps towards the end 🥲 especially because I could relate to the fig tree symbolism. I’m married now and constantly ask myself, who and where would I be if I haven’t gotten married.. but as you said, our stories have been written by Allah. In accepting that we might accept the present and only stay in the present without contemplating what might have habe or what might be in the future

@Yoyoadventure

2 ай бұрын

I feel you, don’t tortured yourself with those questions they are often more harmful than anything else. You are meant to be where you are ❤ May Allah make it easy for us

@21972012145525

2 ай бұрын

Yea. Why exactly would you ask yourself that,?

As a fellow traveler who falls in love with each and every place and imagines a life there, this resonates in a deeeeeep level. The indecisiveness, the poem, the travel fatigue. Whew-that’s exactly where I am.

@user-wv7rh9bl5i

Ай бұрын

THIS! 👌

You have described literally my life as I am 29 and always starting over, I realized trough your video that I am over of starting over end should settle a little bit by taking a decision

I just discovered your KZread page and I love it. Can’t wait for more of your videos. Much love from oman!

A cafe, beach, and air fryer is so real ❤ listening to your journey is nourishing me in this season.

Ramadan Mubarak my love! Dubai looks so good on you Allahumma Barik! May Allah swt put much baraqa in your endeavors no matter where you are. JazakAllah Khayran for this reminder of truly letting go and let god (while tying your camel) 😉💐🤍

You may feel like you’re giving up or being hypocritical when adapting, but remember, staying true to yourself is essential for genuine fulfillment. ❤

you have come so far mashallah we can see and hear the growth. thanks for sharing

ahhhh shahd! i'm tearing up listening to you because i relate to this so much. i'm tired of fighting it too. you're inspiring me so much!

Shahd, you should start a podcast! I look forward to every video for your sit down talks. ❤️❤️❤️

@sudani1336

2 ай бұрын

agreee !!!!!

Ramadan Mubarak. May Allah make it easy for you wherever he has written for you to be at different phases of your life. Watching your video was peaceful like seeing the ocean and sunset you showed towards the end.

sharjah is gorgeous if you're not someone who likes driving everywhere and lucklaster modernism. to each their own! may allah bless you on your new journey shahd

been a witness to several rebranding of yours and this is my favorite one thus far. may الله keep you firm on the deen, strengthen you and accept you into jannah 🌷 ps. love the maxi hijab style. i still stuck at it but im trying

loving this series, loving the new outlook in life, we appreciate you shahd. May Allah bring you more happiness, Ameen

This entire video was put together so beautifully. Glad you are back 🤍

this is super relatable! would love to hear more about your experiences in Dubai from a Muslim-American perspective ...

I loved this shahd really going through the same thing right now! Deen over dunya always have to remind myself 😢❤ this video was deffo needed

Just patiently waiting for a new upload lol... your content resonates with me so much!!

Hanaan is so nice, i love both of your channels very inspiring

Shahd istg I love you! You just get me, you just get it!

Ramadan Mubarak Shahd. I love how many of us watching can relate to the fig tree poem. May Allah grant you Khair in every step of your journey 💐 🧡

may Allah bless you in this new journey and ease your endeavors ❤

i love this and you!! also obsessed with you and hanan as friends 🥹

I love this so much I immediately clicked when I got the notification ❤

I’m so happy I found this video. I’ve never resonated with a person more. It almost felt strange. Jzk for your vulnerability. Wow ❤

I love ur new style of videos! So relatable as a girl in her 20’s

@Yoyoadventure

2 ай бұрын

Same this so soothing

@rayyanshobowale7110

2 ай бұрын

I agree!

Ramadan kareem I’m so happy u returned to KZread and I love this new aesthetic calm vibe the vlogs have 🌙

Shahd this was beautiful thankyou

Allahumabaarik, thank you so much for this video

Missed shahd❤❤❤, so happy for your journey and wish you all the best in this life and the next in shaa Allah

You are such an inspiration to me to keep living and curating my life In honesty and truth. Keep being curious and content.

Shahd!! Welcome back!

These videos are everything 🫧🤍

hi shahd i recently came across your channel and i love how peaceful it is and just very interesting looking forward to more content from you 🥰

This is so scaryyyy because I’m going through exactly the same thing rn. The lack of commitment to decisions has held led me back but I know whatever decision I make will lead to clarity.

This vlog style is truly amazing

May Allah grant you more guidance and make you happy always 🙏 ❤️... you are truly beautiful inside out and an amazing person ❤️... happy to watch ur content again. Bless you ya habeebti ❤

I am so happy for you Shahd, your videos are blooming peace and serenity and I pray that this is how you heart is feeling cause this is how you are making us feel when we watch your videos, Thank you for sharing

I have never been more happier to see someone going back to KZread. نورتي المنصه❤

Please be posting for us frequently,I love love seeing this🫂🥹❤️

Best of luck dear..you deserve the best..love from Egypt❤

Masha Allah love this ❤ May Allah guide our decisions and bless you in this life and the next :)

Loved this gentle reminder. So so profound for the point in my life I find myself in right now. Alhamdulillah

in a world of her own and we love to see it

❤❤❤ Thank you for this! Mashallah

Oh man this poem impacted me deeply last year, I read it to a group friends but they said to me I think to deeply.

@kiaj.d.5855

2 ай бұрын

Or maybe they don’t think deep enough.

I LOVE HANANSCORNEE AND YOUUUUU OH MY GOD!!!

love this SOO MUCH keep this going please!! Loveee the glasses btw, where are they from? xx

This is beautiful May Allah bless your journey wherever it may take you Ameen….AllahumaBarik ❤

5:19 I think what some would class as contradiction is just authenticity, we are changeable at times and I think that’s fine! Sometimes put down roots, sometimes we have to be open to change Thank you for this video, love following your journey!❤

I was never one to watch KZread vlogs. but this was really beautiful. loved the poem

Wow I'm also very indecisive and have struggled with tying myself to this world. I just never thought that the two were related. Thanks for the insight 🙌🏽🙂

Love the new shad

Love you Shahd💖

i think your channel has become my comfort

@Yoyoadventure

2 ай бұрын

Our* 😂

I enjoyed how warm this it ❤❤

8:54 yesss so wonderful MashaAllah ♥️♥️♥️

I love you for the sake of Allah truly. You’ve been an inspiration since the first YT video I’ve watched by you. All of your versions has and will always be inspiring ❤❤

@Yoyoadventure

2 ай бұрын

Just curious I discovered her recently, when did she start KZread and what was her old content like ? Love the new style anyway ❤️

@21972012145525

2 ай бұрын

​@@Yoyoadventureshe lived in la and did more influencer stuff but it was mostly like this tbh with a larger group of friends

'pray istikhara and keep it pushing" literally bro

Such a good storyteller.

Ramadan Mubarak ❤

اانا مبسوطه شديييد انو شهد رجعت يخواني ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

You just described my entire life in this video 😅 ❤❤❤❤ loved it

Al khor, Qatar is beautiful, quiet and would recommend you visiting. Top recommendation is the beach there - it is unlike any beach I have ever visited

welcome to dubai and the emirates as a whole habibti :D

I love your content ❤️

Allahumma barik sister.

ONE DOOR CLOSING THE OTHER OPENING ,IM JUST SAIYING.

Where had you been Shahad ??? Glad you are back!! I was so concerned about you! Hope everything gets well and blessed for you!

We miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuu😊😊😊❤

Allahuma barik 🥺💐

You have a special voice ❤

This is golden ! I feel so understood! For many people this is too much and they can’t really grasp it but in both of my families home countries is a brutal war going on and I’m born in the diaspora where the natives hate our Muslim guts and try to limit and restrict us and I don’t know where to settle… where should I go where I’m safe and welcomed…? Middle Eastern countries are breaking my heart because they have their issues aswell…

Love this ❤

can you please share the glasses details? it looks great.

I think this new age of too many options isn't healthy for us human beings. Be it too many clothes, too many options what to eat or where to live or what to study.. it takes so much time and energy to decide. It makes us anxious. And the saddest part: it distracts us from what's REALLY important. Our generation has to teach themselves that as long as we are Muslims and preparing for the hereafter, the other things are just not worth our time. We need to learn how to distinguish between OUR OWN wishes and SOCIETAL PRESSURES. It took me about 8 years to realise that all these inner pressures weren't coming from ME but from everyone else. The minute I said to that inner voice "I do not care about your opinion anymore" I felt like I broke out off invisible chains. Deen + Minimalism = sanity,focus,joy,contentment.

uff this is so relatable

May الله swt bless and protect you. Allahumma barik 🤍🤍🤍

that Silvia Plath Poem used to keep me up at night, until I realized that Allah is Lord and I could literally do ALL and EVERYTHING that I wanted to do, and I've been living that for the past 3 years. Time is an illusion whether you identify as something for 3 minutes or 3 years it is all the same to Allah. Just do it and be it and everything will fall into place...the only eternity is the hereafter.... everything else is just various changes. I'm just loving this new content!! its very inspiring!

Does anyone know what the first song is?

Sister this is soooo good.

Masha Allah look so beautiful got this glow of the sunna❤

I love this

If you love that poem by Sylvia Plath you may love the book The Midnight Library by Matt Haig

Love these videos new subscriber here!

5:48 !!!!!!!!! your mind your mind !

Indeed to move here next

does anyone know the song in the background 😭😭😭?

god bless you ❤🎉

love u always shahd 🤍

"أمرُ المُؤمِنُ كله خير" شهد، حديث صحيح عن النبي صلى الله عليه وسلم. ❤️