dan howell; you look happier.

edit 2: 100K VIEWS THAT'S TOO MUCH OMG THAT'S CRAZYYYYY THANK YOU SO MUCH OMG OMG but seriously thanks a lot for watching this video and sorry for making all of you cry
edit: okay so this video really got to you guys and i'm so happy like ??? i didn't expect so many people to watch it and cry tysm!!! (lol i sound like i enjoy y'all suffering)
i don't really like this video, like i wanted to make it sooo much more emotional and i'm not getting that vibe but whatevs. i love dan and his journey through life is really inspiring.
you can reblog it here: sloanegabe.tumblr.com/post/15...
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  • @wendybijellberg
    @wendybijellberg5 жыл бұрын

    this hits different now y'all

  • @LauraCraycraft

    @LauraCraycraft

    5 жыл бұрын

    wendy bijellberg everything does ❤️

  • @meda04

    @meda04

    5 жыл бұрын

    I’m-

  • @SuperBlablablaxxx

    @SuperBlablablaxxx

    5 жыл бұрын

    it really duz

  • @GrapefruitCat2

    @GrapefruitCat2

    5 жыл бұрын

    wendy bijellberg it really does

  • @elfl0ck

    @elfl0ck

    5 жыл бұрын

    wendy bijellberg make a gay edit pleaseeee!!

  • @xan1849
    @xan18496 жыл бұрын

    Phil saved Dan, but really they saved each other.

  • @surelyrei8811

    @surelyrei8811

    6 жыл бұрын

    Doot Lester, good suggestion stop it.

  • @precioushobiee1298

    @precioushobiee1298

    6 жыл бұрын

    Doot Lester, good suggestion they saved some if us...me included

  • @astrumfiore4382

    @astrumfiore4382

    6 жыл бұрын

    That moment when you are just sitting there, and realize that Dan might not have still been here if it wasn't for Phil... (Why am I like this?)

  • @glabellaqueen8401
    @glabellaqueen84017 жыл бұрын

    He has a great friend , milions of people supporting him. He really is the happiest he's ever been and just like every other human he deserves it. Because that's what life is all about - happiness. :') beautiful video IM -CRYING- CRAFTING

  • @rosiechan3387

    @rosiechan3387

    7 жыл бұрын

    Kimmy Games AWWW I CRAFT WITH YOU *cries*

  • @glabellaqueen8401

    @glabellaqueen8401

    7 жыл бұрын

    *violently crafts squareflakes*

  • @wendybijellberg

    @wendybijellberg

    7 жыл бұрын

    tysm!!! i'm emotional too after your comment

  • @glabellaqueen8401

    @glabellaqueen8401

    7 жыл бұрын

    let's all craft together

  • @shygirlsam1439

    @shygirlsam1439

    7 жыл бұрын

    He is super super nice irl, like literally, so was phil, they were the definitions of tall angels

  • @aggieluck3248
    @aggieluck32486 жыл бұрын

    “I used to hate life from the ages 5-20” “I am now happier than I have *ever* been” Dan that’s what we want to hear ❤️

  • @emlovss
    @emlovss7 жыл бұрын

    i feel like ever since dan started accepting himself more and not giving a real fuck what people say, he has indeed become happier

  • @wendybijellberg

    @wendybijellberg

    7 жыл бұрын

    i feel exactly the same, so proud of him :')

  • @noah-nx3ni
    @noah-nx3ni7 жыл бұрын

    all i can say is that phil is truly underrated

  • @gabriellatafoya5394

    @gabriellatafoya5394

    7 жыл бұрын

    Ellie Sheridan agreed… I still love Dan though. I really do wish that Phil can get more of the spotlight sometimes.

  • @noah-nx3ni

    @noah-nx3ni

    7 жыл бұрын

    Redbear yeah, he needs to be realised for how much hes helped dan. the fans dont realise how much phil is there for him :(

  • @gabriellatafoya5394

    @gabriellatafoya5394

    7 жыл бұрын

    Ellie Sheridan definitely. Dan would probably not be where he is now without Phil's support and presence.

  • @wendybijellberg

    @wendybijellberg

    7 жыл бұрын

    i do realize that phil is always there for him and that he's one of the reasons why dan is happier now, that's why i included parts with him in this video. but this is a dan edit so i focused on him more. i'm planning to do a phil edit soon though ;)

  • @noah-nx3ni

    @noah-nx3ni

    7 жыл бұрын

    wendy bijellberg im looking forward to that edit because this was amazing :))

  • @juliannededrick163
    @juliannededrick1636 жыл бұрын

    "Curly Dan is here to stay." My favorite Dan quote of all time.

  • @serendipityfilms6769

    @serendipityfilms6769

    5 жыл бұрын

    That made me smile

  • @charlottetheunicorn8863
    @charlottetheunicorn88636 жыл бұрын

    He has one of the most attractive and contagious smiles!

  • @cutekittieswithrainbows8861

    @cutekittieswithrainbows8861

    6 жыл бұрын

    Ikr it makes me wanna smile!

  • @hannah719

    @hannah719

    3 жыл бұрын

    yes

  • @shadestheshadow8058
    @shadestheshadow80587 жыл бұрын

    well, there are all of my tears

  • @wendybijellberg

    @wendybijellberg

    7 жыл бұрын

    sorry

  • @shadestheshadow8058

    @shadestheshadow8058

    7 жыл бұрын

    wendy bijellberg no honey, thank you. Is important to see things like this by now and then

  • @writingobsessed8136

    @writingobsessed8136

    7 жыл бұрын

    No, don't cry, craft

  • @shadestheshadow8058

    @shadestheshadow8058

    7 жыл бұрын

    Ashmeister lio I will, I will craft

  • @writingobsessed8136

    @writingobsessed8136

    7 жыл бұрын

    shadestheshadow do you need any resources?

  • @ooohmyglobitsashley
    @ooohmyglobitsashley7 жыл бұрын

    I'm like tearing up right now. Dan (and Phil) is SO special to me, and it's sad he wasn't happy with himself before but I'm so glad and proud he is now. He's more comfortable with us, Phil, and himself, and has done so much. I only want for Dan (and Phil) to be happy.

  • @wendybijellberg

    @wendybijellberg

    7 жыл бұрын

    ooohmyglobitsashley preach it

  • @alicja8309
    @alicja83096 жыл бұрын

    Right, there is two ways a Dan and Phil edit goes. You either cry of laughter or cry real tears of Phan edits

  • @rereluvs420
    @rereluvs4206 жыл бұрын

    Ahh THIS IS MY FAVORITE EDIT EVER!!

  • @natashagolding7663

    @natashagolding7663

    5 жыл бұрын

    Phanboiii8 Yee literally was saying that to myself as i went into the comments ahahah

  • @mimiHTcat
    @mimiHTcat7 жыл бұрын

    i'm so happy for dan and so proud of him and so glad that he found his happiness

  • @wendybijellberg

    @wendybijellberg

    7 жыл бұрын

    mimiHTcat the whole phandom is proud of him

  • @fckgutz

    @fckgutz

    7 жыл бұрын

    mimiHTcat same

  • @momohyun8228

    @momohyun8228

    7 жыл бұрын

    mimiHTcat same

  • @nix5705

    @nix5705

    7 жыл бұрын

    mimiHTcat same

  • @myheartu3428
    @myheartu34287 жыл бұрын

    Everyone is saying this made them cry, or "craft" but i'm just sat here like. "This made my smile."

  • @user-kr8ew8rz7p

    @user-kr8ew8rz7p

    7 жыл бұрын

    same

  • @myheartu3428

    @myheartu3428

    7 жыл бұрын

    NEW ROMANTICS :D

  • @evangeline819

    @evangeline819

    7 жыл бұрын

    same

  • @tomanyfandoms4216

    @tomanyfandoms4216

    7 жыл бұрын

    JesseIsNotCool I cried out of joy, Dans smile warms my heart 💛💛💛

  • @Isabeltherat

    @Isabeltherat

    7 жыл бұрын

    same

  • @danasoto4841
    @danasoto48415 жыл бұрын

    This video always makes me soooo happy. Even now especially since he’s talked about his attempt and that after meeting Phil he found his best friend soul mate. Look at him. *He made it.* I love him so much.

  • @Emma-mt1tg
    @Emma-mt1tg6 жыл бұрын

    I CRY😭

  • @Hh-sp3fh

    @Hh-sp3fh

    6 жыл бұрын

    We all cry

  • @ashlynnl.2715

    @ashlynnl.2715

    5 жыл бұрын

    Emma dont cry, CrAfT But same

  • @moonpixie33

    @moonpixie33

    5 жыл бұрын

    same i’ve started now i can’t stop 😭

  • @saffysaffyrocks
    @saffysaffyrocks7 жыл бұрын

    I started crying and then Dan said "So now I am happier than I have ever been" and i just went "SHUT UP!"

  • @wendybijellberg

    @wendybijellberg

    7 жыл бұрын

    hahahahahaha rude

  • @myheartu3428

    @myheartu3428

    7 жыл бұрын

    LOL XD

  • @ellatelford5366

    @ellatelford5366

    7 жыл бұрын

    haha at the end i was in tears and i just yelled "FUCK YOU"

  • @trin9111

    @trin9111

    7 жыл бұрын

    I just went dammit Dan Howell, I love you and Phil, you angels while sobbing

  • @madelineroses

    @madelineroses

    7 жыл бұрын

    saffysaffyrocks don't cry!! CRAFT!

  • @amalikeira524
    @amalikeira5247 жыл бұрын

    Ok so dan has the best friend ever Some how he has changed dans perspective Made him happy Made Him laugh So I just want to take the time to say this; Thank you Phil. If I wasn't for you, Phil, I have no idea where dan or how dan would be right now. Phil is truly underrated Just think Phil made this all possible. Thank you once again Phil you mean the world to me and the phandom and of course you mean the absolute world to Dan ❤️ Edit: I had a couple people say that it was just phil, dan found his own happiness And yes I totally agree, all I'm saying is that Phil plays a very big part in dans life. Dan found happiness, but phil helped him, phil made him MORE happy. Thanks for listening Phandom ❤️

  • @darcyisaduck6528

    @darcyisaduck6528

    6 жыл бұрын

    My name is [Dan] I think you should be thanking the cereal box that phil got

  • @TheNonMakeupGuru

    @TheNonMakeupGuru

    6 жыл бұрын

    Keep in mind happiness isnt kept by those you have around you. Dan choose to be happier. Dan chose to start seeing life in a more positive manner. Dont just thank phil. Thank dan as hes the one who made the choice

  • @werewhatkilledthedanosaurs2444

    @werewhatkilledthedanosaurs2444

    6 жыл бұрын

    the entire phandom needs to see this

  • @moonlightmusic3253

    @moonlightmusic3253

    6 жыл бұрын

    CAN I GET AN AMEN IN HERE?

  • @unicornfreak1015

    @unicornfreak1015

    6 жыл бұрын

    word :-)

  • @natashaO-O
    @natashaO-O3 жыл бұрын

    i’m literally cry- laughing bc it hurts that dan had to go through so much sadness but i’m so happy that he’s happy now

  • @oliviation
    @oliviation6 жыл бұрын

    30 seconds in and I’m CRAFTING

  • @-b0n-983
    @-b0n-9837 жыл бұрын

    Try not to smile and cry at the same time challenge

  • @-b0n-983

    @-b0n-983

    7 жыл бұрын

    I lost btw

  • @teemckenzie4975

    @teemckenzie4975

    7 жыл бұрын

    Okay same

  • @psychodevi1457

    @psychodevi1457

    7 жыл бұрын

    I already failed cx

  • @catygrey838

    @catygrey838

    7 жыл бұрын

    Okay same

  • @LadyBeeHive240

    @LadyBeeHive240

    7 жыл бұрын

    You can't not smile, and cry at the same time 😢😢😢

  • @beardoesnotcare2862
    @beardoesnotcare28627 жыл бұрын

    We all owe Philip and Daniel a round of applause. (a million times)

  • @dontcrycraft5345

    @dontcrycraft5345

    7 жыл бұрын

    Bear Does Not Care haven't heard someone call dan and Phil 'Philip and Daniel' in a loooong time *flashback to when my mum called them that*

  • @violetp7382

    @violetp7382

    6 жыл бұрын

    Don't cry, CRAFT whelp im from the future and now we call Dan Daniel (:(:(:

  • @arilester8519
    @arilester85196 жыл бұрын

    I was sad until Dan’s cringey walk. 😂 I couldn’t stop laughing!!!

  • @wendybijellberg

    @wendybijellberg

    6 жыл бұрын

    yeah i don't know why i put that in it's so anticlimatic lol

  • @bethanyrm

    @bethanyrm

    5 жыл бұрын

    same, I burst out cry-laughing

  • @valerietpwk
    @valerietpwk3 жыл бұрын

    the fact that he’s gotten even happier than he was when this was made has me sobbing

  • @wendybijellberg

    @wendybijellberg

    3 жыл бұрын

    same

  • @finnoula
    @finnoula6 жыл бұрын

    This has such a different meaning now. It was incredible how he was able to tell 7 million people he is recovering from clinical depression. He is so lucky to have such amazing friends who supported him through this, and I hope others do too. As someone with depression, that is incredible for him.

  • @joediamond596

    @joediamond596

    6 жыл бұрын

    Yeah this is so much more powerful now, I saw this before he posted the video and it made me feel proud for him Now I feel even prouder as he was able to talk about it with 7 million people. Also, he said he is no longer taking medication for his depression anymore and he feels more stable (I hope this is still true 2 months on) Aside from the depression, he genuinely seems more confident and open with himself, compared to the last few years (especially 2012) and I’m so proud of him for coming so far, obviously he may still have further to go, but he’s getting there 💙

  • @finnoula

    @finnoula

    6 жыл бұрын

    TheAmazingPandaParadeIsNotOnFire 💙

  • @user-gp7wc4lw5r
    @user-gp7wc4lw5r6 жыл бұрын

    The fact that in most of the happy clips have Phil, the one he made two books with, went on tour with, suffered through fights and angst with, made a (kind of) movie with. Phil Lester, the one who became his best friend, and helped him through thick and thin. And even though it may not be romantic, but these two love each other and show the true meaning of friendship. These facts, these are the things that make *me* _happier_

  • @joshushushuu1736

    @joshushushuu1736

    6 жыл бұрын

    Ugh. Life. thanks for making my cry

  • @user-gp7wc4lw5r

    @user-gp7wc4lw5r

    6 жыл бұрын

    jsebecky Oops sorry D:

  • @gc0re112

    @gc0re112

    6 жыл бұрын

    Ugh. Life. STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP (don't plz I'm crying)

  • @Scholz23
    @Scholz236 жыл бұрын

    It got better for him, it can get better for you. Stay strong

  • @fad3703

    @fad3703

    3 жыл бұрын

    It got a lot better 🖤

  • @Scholz23

    @Scholz23

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@fad3703 I'm happy for you ❤️❤️❤️

  • @fad3703

    @fad3703

    3 жыл бұрын

    Jasmine Scholz 🖤

  • @Scholz23

    @Scholz23

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@fad3703 No joke. Thank you for commenting on this and bringing my own words back to my attention. I spent so long preaching to other people about how it will get better, but I've been dealing with a lot of dark thoughts myself recently. Thank you so much. You couldn't have come at a time where I needed it more 🖤 🖤

  • @fad3703

    @fad3703

    3 жыл бұрын

    Jasmine Scholz glad I could help you! I’m always here if you need someone to talk to to or rant to. I know what it feels like to lose help. I’m here for you 🖤🖤

  • @thatonemcrkid9806
    @thatonemcrkid98066 жыл бұрын

    My heart was shredded and then put back together by a single smile from Dan Howell and Phil Lester. (They should really see this video xD.)

  • @thatonemcrkid9806

    @thatonemcrkid9806

    5 жыл бұрын

    I came back to this video after a year.. And since they came out, this just makes me cry my eyes out... Man, everything actually hits different now lmao.

  • @oldaccount8075
    @oldaccount80757 жыл бұрын

    PHIL LITERALLY DID ALL OF THIS THOUGH. DAN HATED HIS LIFE BECAUSE HE HAD NO FRIENDS AND FELT LIKE HE WAS FAILING AT LIFE AND PHIL HELPED HIM THROUGH IT. HE GAVE DAN A BEST FRIEND, HE ENCOURAGED DAN TO DO HIS BEST AND BE HAPPY, HE GAVE DAN CREDIT WHEN HE DIDN'T FELT LIKE HE DESERVE IT, AND HE LAUGHED AND CRIED WITH DAN. PHIL IS SO UNDERRATED I AM CRYING. *THIS IS WHY I DON'T UNDERSTAND DANGIRLS WHO HATE PHIL, YOU WOULDN'T HAVE DAN WITHOUT PHIL*

  • @melannyrobyn5333

    @melannyrobyn5333

    6 жыл бұрын

    STAB ME WITH A CEILING FAN IM SO EMOTIONAL RN THIS COMMENT I CANT EVEN

  • @SB-jm6bs

    @SB-jm6bs

    6 жыл бұрын

    HE ALSO GAVE DAN THOSE EDITING TIPS

  • @kosonel862

    @kosonel862

    6 жыл бұрын

    Twenty one Phans at Hogwarts stop making me cry!!! :((

  • @kawaiiwalrus1050

    @kawaiiwalrus1050

    6 жыл бұрын

    :") I hope you find the right friends your looking for dont be sad Xx😄😀

  • @gianna9989

    @gianna9989

    6 жыл бұрын

    Wait.PEOPLE in this world that we live in HATE PHIL!!*gasp*

  • @jebetans
    @jebetans6 жыл бұрын

    Thank you Phil, for making Dan's life happier.

  • @haleyconde6947

    @haleyconde6947

    5 жыл бұрын

    Sophie see, that'd the thing, I don't think it was just Phil. While I think he played quite a big part in Dan's happiness, I like to think we, as the phandom are helping to make him happy too (but that could just be me )

  • @toomanycolors5774

    @toomanycolors5774

    5 жыл бұрын

    x.x løvelyx.x yes but... Phil was the one who persuaded Dan to make videos. Phil was the one who was always there for Dan. Phil was the one who encouraged Dan (and all of us) to *Try New Things* Many Phandom members started off by watching Phil. PINOF was on Phil’s channel. Phil was Dans best friend. Phil really did make Dans life happier by helping him and encouraging him to go out and chase his dreams.

  • @ana12

    @ana12

    5 жыл бұрын

    He didn't just made him happier. I'm new to the fandom, but I'm 100% sure he saved him, in every way. You can tell by how they treat each other. Idk if it's romantic or not, and I honestly don't care... But they love each other with everything they have, that's for sure. I wish I had a connection like that with someone

  • @JammelyMorales-Galvan

    @JammelyMorales-Galvan

    5 жыл бұрын

    Hey stay

  • @datefig8606
    @datefig86064 жыл бұрын

    No matter how many times I watch this, I always start grinning like an idiot when the clips of Dan smiling start to play. I don't know why it just makes me so goddamn happy too

  • @gomoshi
    @gomoshi5 жыл бұрын

    Im watching this after THAT video and im bawling my eyes out

  • @rue5675
    @rue56756 жыл бұрын

    NO ONE'S CRAFTING ANYMORE, WE'RE CRYING NOW

  • @sam.w8477

    @sam.w8477

    6 жыл бұрын

    Potatoz N' Bleach nope it's still crafting

  • @cherryscotch4811

    @cherryscotch4811

    6 жыл бұрын

    samantha Wilson my scissors broke, I ran out of paper. I can only cry now.

  • @KaiSaysThings

    @KaiSaysThings

    6 жыл бұрын

    t h e c r a f t i e s h a v e b r o k e n

  • @sam.w8477

    @sam.w8477

    6 жыл бұрын

    the lofi soul WE ARE STILL GOING

  • @sam.w8477

    @sam.w8477

    6 жыл бұрын

    TP 991 TEAR THE CRAFT we will live on

  • @lorrainehackett4786
    @lorrainehackett47866 жыл бұрын

    This gave me the biggest smile I've had in years.

  • @georgia770

    @georgia770

    6 жыл бұрын

    Dil Howlter me too, with some additional happy tears :,)

  • @lili-xx1xw

    @lili-xx1xw

    6 жыл бұрын

    You have a great dad Dil

  • @loggkak

    @loggkak

    6 жыл бұрын

    Me too Dil. You’re Dad is incredible.

  • @lorrainehackett4786

    @lorrainehackett4786

    6 жыл бұрын

    Kyra Kellogg I know, they're both the best

  • @georgia770

    @georgia770

    6 жыл бұрын

    Dil Howlter hey happy late birthday Dil 😂💙

  • @teezieweezie
    @teezieweezie5 жыл бұрын

    i had to come back and watch this after watching his video and seeing how bad of a childhood he had and now i can’t stop crying thank you

  • @MsNina119
    @MsNina1195 жыл бұрын

    Whatching this after his coming out video and crying again 💕

  • @galacticgemma
    @galacticgemma7 жыл бұрын

    I like how he used to say no to things, but now he is more confident and doing whatever he wants. He has his hobbit hair, he's painting his nails. Not matter what he, and Phil do, I will love them and support them. ❤️

  • @goaliegeek0119

    @goaliegeek0119

    7 жыл бұрын

    GemmaIsTrash same❤️

  • @parallel4
    @parallel46 жыл бұрын

    im so proud of him honestly

  • @juliannededrick163

    @juliannededrick163

    6 жыл бұрын

    Aren't we all?

  • @annistyndeloach4430

    @annistyndeloach4430

    6 жыл бұрын

    Parallel like I look at him and all I can do is hope one day I'll have the same transformation as him

  • @alexashley9140

    @alexashley9140

    5 жыл бұрын

    Parallel same!

  • @lexlixatkwa7nelson3
    @lexlixatkwa7nelson35 жыл бұрын

    that clip with the lights and him smiling into the crowd and the cameras up close that is the most gorgeous clip ever

  • @ferntheworm774
    @ferntheworm7746 жыл бұрын

    God, I love these two dorks. Theyve helped me through so much. Depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts... I love them. I really do. When I tell people that they think in weird to love people I don't even know but... Theyve done so much for me and I know I'll never get to meet them. I just want to meet them once. Just once. To tell them how much they mean to me. To tell them how much I love them and how much I will always love them. Just thinking about them dying makes me cry. They're the best people I know. If everyone was more like Dan and Phil... The world would be a much better place. I love them. So, so much... I hope I get to meet them someday. I hope.

  • @zofia8805

    @zofia8805

    5 жыл бұрын

    Mahname Fern D; same, i was crying in public, woops

  • @carter5265
    @carter52656 жыл бұрын

    everyone wants a phil to their dan-selves but i honestly wanna be a phil to someone

  • @honeybeeami2654

    @honeybeeami2654

    6 жыл бұрын

    carter I feel like once there is a phil in your life after a while your inspired to become a phil for someone else 😊

  • @Cairovalerius

    @Cairovalerius

    6 жыл бұрын

    I would love to have and be both. Or just have someone, in general haha

  • @eddie-3287

    @eddie-3287

    6 жыл бұрын

    I want a Phil in my life. I need somebody to just tell me that I'm not fat ugly trash. My skinny 'friends' don't get it. I buy adult sized t-shirts and I'm short for my age even so. I suck my stomach in. They say 'Oh, you're not fat.' but nobody actually gets it. I'm gonna stop before this gets TOO deep.

  • @uwkhj9836

    @uwkhj9836

    6 жыл бұрын

    carter I *need* a phil to my dan-self

  • @sagastro

    @sagastro

    6 жыл бұрын

    Eddie •-• Thing is it doesn’t matter what size you are you’re beautiful either way and I know what you mean with feeling like you’re fat and stuff even though I know I’m in the normal weight spectrum I still dislike my weight and body even though I know I shouldn’t. It’s difficult to love yourself but it’s important and in the end we are our own toughest critics and it’s important to remember that the way we view ourselves is not the way other people view you

  • @Dawn10213
    @Dawn102136 жыл бұрын

    Part of me wants Phil to see this, because he was with Dan for all of this. I wonder how he would feel seeing how much Dan has changed?

  • @juliajihae
    @juliajihae5 жыл бұрын

    This takes on such a different meaning after his new video...

  • @Geode_Potential

    @Geode_Potential

    5 жыл бұрын

    Phil is happiness with long legs

  • @zoewhite4404

    @zoewhite4404

    5 жыл бұрын

    Grace Note THIS

  • @ellaisnotamazing3221
    @ellaisnotamazing32212 жыл бұрын

    its been a year or two since i left this fandom but this edit still makes me so happy -- everything about it. i still love seeing how dnp are doing and god this hits different now. a lot of love for them, this edit, you and everyone

  • @samaram660
    @samaram6606 жыл бұрын

    when he smiled i grinned and then started sobbing help me

  • @mkon29
    @mkon296 жыл бұрын

    i’m here after his “depression” video and it makes me even more emotional. i’m so proud of this boy

  • @mylungswillphilanddandefla968
    @mylungswillphilanddandefla9686 жыл бұрын

    You don't realize how happy I am right now. Im so proud of him.

  • @bobsaget190
    @bobsaget1905 жыл бұрын

    All “crafting” jokes aside, I’m crying. This is beautiful and wonderful and fantastic, ty for making it.

  • @user-vt5zq7hu5n
    @user-vt5zq7hu5n7 жыл бұрын

    i'm so glad he's happy

  • @wendybijellberg

    @wendybijellberg

    7 жыл бұрын

    -mila we all are :')

  • @meaganowen9138
    @meaganowen91386 жыл бұрын

    This was an emotional roadshow

  • @bugherenation9941

    @bugherenation9941

    6 жыл бұрын

    thIS IS ILLEGAL

  • @x.meghangrace.x7706

    @x.meghangrace.x7706

    6 жыл бұрын

    Give Jøsh a Micrøphøne 2k17 YEE YOUR NAME

  • @haileeyyy8479

    @haileeyyy8479

    6 жыл бұрын

    HEY

  • @user-cf4fh6hz4z

    @user-cf4fh6hz4z

    6 жыл бұрын

    wow wow wow

  • @not7234

    @not7234

    6 жыл бұрын

    Give Jøsh a Micrøphøne 2k17 YEE SCREECH

  • @vyelee
    @vyelee4 жыл бұрын

    THREE YEARS LATER TS STILL MAKES ME CRY

  • @TheDelfinlady
    @TheDelfinlady5 жыл бұрын

    With his new video out...i cri

  • @megedwards8259
    @megedwards82596 жыл бұрын

    THE TATINOF ALSO FREAKIN GETS ME GOD DANGIT NOW IM FREAKIN CRYING STAWWWWPP IT

  • @clarenicke8653

    @clarenicke8653

    6 жыл бұрын

    1:22 and beyond is what kills me... speaking of do you (or anyone) know where I could find the original clip of that or even just a gif or something because he just looks so *happy* and I can't handle it

  • @megedwards8259

    @megedwards8259

    6 жыл бұрын

    Clare Nicke I’m sorry I don’t know I wish I did tho

  • @daniellekarmen2278

    @daniellekarmen2278

    6 жыл бұрын

    Me too I was okay until that point

  • @wendybijellberg

    @wendybijellberg

    6 жыл бұрын

    Clare Nicke i searched for "the internet is here performance" in yt :)

  • @lucy8671

    @lucy8671

    6 жыл бұрын

    samme

  • @robyn656
    @robyn6566 жыл бұрын

    I'm not crying you are

  • @sxbrxna612

    @sxbrxna612

    6 жыл бұрын

    Robyn we all are 😭

  • @sophiamorgan1664

    @sophiamorgan1664

    6 жыл бұрын

    I'm crafting

  • @loggkak

    @loggkak

    6 жыл бұрын

    Correct, I am.

  • @CHERRIES-co8xf

    @CHERRIES-co8xf

    6 жыл бұрын

    Robyn D o N t C r Y c R a F t

  • @clairedaviesfam

    @clairedaviesfam

    6 жыл бұрын

    Yes i am

  • @aylajamieson
    @aylajamieson5 жыл бұрын

    That smile really makes me see all types of hope

  • @djsworld181
    @djsworld1816 жыл бұрын

    His smile shows and my world glows. I LOVE YOU DANIEL!

  • @bellascerpe933
    @bellascerpe9336 жыл бұрын

    Dan's smile is literally my favorite thing like it got to the smile compilation and I was just yelling at myself " *STOP CRYING GODDAMNIT CRAFT* "

  • @IAndrews03
    @IAndrews036 жыл бұрын

    Okay its time for a 1am ramble. I've watched this video hundreds of times, I always go back to it when everything goes wrong in my life. My mum has anger issues and gets violent with my brother a lot and I'm scared to leave my room sometimes. I never see my dad because he's always travelling. I was diagnosed with depression when I was 12, anxiety when I was 13 and in January of this year I was diagnosed with PTSD and SEME. I struggle with self harm and I'm two weeks clean which doesn't seem much to you but its so much to me, I've been on suicide watch twice. In my videos I act all out going and happy but I wish that was ethereal me. Watching this video made me realise how much Dan (and Phil) has influenced my life. I found KZread when I was 9 (ik I shouldn't have been on the internet) and Dan was the first youtuber watched. My sister said she could tell that I wasn't "just sad" before my diagnosis with my disorders but she didn't want to self-diagnose me. She told me a few days ago, that when I watched Dan she could tell that I was changing. Dan has changed my life. He's the reason I smile, I laugh and sometimes cry. I've never met dan or phil but one day I really want to just hug them and tell them how they've made me better. I'm so much happier because of them and I can't thank them enough for what they've done for me. It does get better I promise. Thank you for making this.

  • @lisascheerlinck7181

    @lisascheerlinck7181

    6 жыл бұрын

    findmeinparadise thank you

  • @lovelywasteland6110

    @lovelywasteland6110

    6 жыл бұрын

    findmeinparadise It takes a lot to admit these things, I know, because I have some of the same diagnoses and problems. It really hurts sometimes to open up. Thank you for opening up. You are an amazing person and i appreciate your existence.

  • @IAndrews03

    @IAndrews03

    6 жыл бұрын

    Succyeelent Yeemos thank you (^∇^)

  • @thetributegirl6533

    @thetributegirl6533

    6 жыл бұрын

    findmeinparadise just keep flight I know exactly how you feel and your right it does get better. and you know one day you are going to change the world and make it a better place. but you just need to get though this first.🐢

  • @ginnice5851
    @ginnice58515 ай бұрын

    I think I speak for all dnp fans when I say we need a 2023 version of this

  • @Deniz-im6rf
    @Deniz-im6rf4 жыл бұрын

    AAH HIS SMILES ARE THE BIGGEST AND MOST GENUINE WHENEVER HES WITH PHIL! brb gotta craft!

  • @wasd3807
    @wasd38076 жыл бұрын

    Thanks Phil

  • @narwhalpig4103

    @narwhalpig4103

    6 жыл бұрын

    WASD this was the best response to this video that I have seen

  • @juliannededrick163

    @juliannededrick163

    6 жыл бұрын

    That's so sweet! When we watch these Linds of videos, we never think about the people close who help them. So yeah. Thank you, Phil. Smol beans

  • @lovebotcalum
    @lovebotcalum7 жыл бұрын

    The ending, where he's waving and smiling genuinely, makes me cry. So much. He's so happy.. "Cause baby you look happier, you do." Also, that part makes me cry cause I could've been one of the people he's smiling and waving too. (I never went to TATINOF)

  • @lpscottoncandy472

    @lpscottoncandy472

    6 жыл бұрын

    Melanielovesyou awwwww *dont cry craft*

  • @amazingaya
    @amazingaya5 жыл бұрын

    After watching 'Basically I'm Gay' I had to come back to this.😭❤️

  • @pot-ay-topot-ah-to4325
    @pot-ay-topot-ah-to43253 жыл бұрын

    this song is so sad but you made it feel so happy and full of light and hope and i want to cry

  • @amandaauden7056
    @amandaauden70566 жыл бұрын

    His smile is so contagious like I'm so happy from watching this😂😆

  • @leosalt

    @leosalt

    6 жыл бұрын

    Itz Madz yea so true

  • @uwkhj9836

    @uwkhj9836

    6 жыл бұрын

    Itz Madz this made me happy and it made me cry

  • @ailie5690

    @ailie5690

    6 жыл бұрын

    Itz Madz yup

  • @graemehastie7860

    @graemehastie7860

    6 жыл бұрын

    How???? I cried.

  • @kiaraprice3545
    @kiaraprice35457 жыл бұрын

    Someone tweet this at dan okay

  • @wendybijellberg

    @wendybijellberg

    7 жыл бұрын

    Kiara Price omg it'd be great if he sees this but i feel like he'll cringe lol

  • @pbislead5986

    @pbislead5986

    7 жыл бұрын

    Kiara Price im more curious on how phil will react tbh

  • @ashleyxkelly

    @ashleyxkelly

    7 жыл бұрын

    wendy bijellberg honestly i think he would appreciate it

  • @evangeline819

    @evangeline819

    7 жыл бұрын

    i think he'd love it

  • @tomanyfandoms4216

    @tomanyfandoms4216

    7 жыл бұрын

    wendy bijellberg This is to amazing to cringe at!

  • @ailie5690
    @ailie56906 жыл бұрын

    Every time I’m sad I watch this video and it makes me smile I’m not even lying

  • @thatsosewfetch
    @thatsosewfetch6 жыл бұрын

    The compilation of Dan smiling so broadly after the quotes from the beginning gave me the fuzzy warm feelings ♡ Beautifully made video, short but so sweet.

  • @dieowo4549
    @dieowo45496 жыл бұрын

    Phil is so lucky to have Dan as his friend. I think Phil even made his life better. 😊

  • @Kate-zp4nb

    @Kate-zp4nb

    6 жыл бұрын

    Dan is lucky to have Phil too. They are so happy with each other and I think Phil is truly underrated. They both are lucky to have each other really.

  • @valeriebevill6421
    @valeriebevill64216 жыл бұрын

    We should all share this until Dan sees this.

  • @lisascheerlinck7181

    @lisascheerlinck7181

    6 жыл бұрын

    Valerie Bevill agreef

  • @jessicashanks740

    @jessicashanks740

    6 жыл бұрын

    Valerie Bevill I agree

  • @Adrinautt

    @Adrinautt

    6 жыл бұрын

    I’L SEND THE LINK TO HIM

  • @leapaws5011

    @leapaws5011

    6 жыл бұрын

    YES

  • @RamenRP

    @RamenRP

    6 жыл бұрын

    Agreed

  • @user-mk6dr7ti9u
    @user-mk6dr7ti9u Жыл бұрын

    i always come back to this video, one day i want to watch this knowing ive made myself the happiest ive ever been too

  • @wendybijellberg

    @wendybijellberg

    Жыл бұрын

    you'll get there!💘

  • @leahak2699
    @leahak2699Ай бұрын

    Every so often this video comes up on my homepage to make me smile, cry, and remember why these two random KZreadrs mean so much to me. Been watching them since I was 12, and I’m turning 21 this year, and I can only hope that Dan and Phil recognise just how many lives they’ve changed just by existing as their amazing, authentic selves. As Dan would say, “embrace the void and have the courage to exist.”

  • @teganrohanna8064
    @teganrohanna80646 жыл бұрын

    Thank fucking god for Phil Lester

  • @oliviaorr7665

    @oliviaorr7665

    6 жыл бұрын

    Montage New Media PREACH 🙌🙌🙌

  • @daisy6545

    @daisy6545

    6 жыл бұрын

    Montage New Media oh yeah he was only happy with Phil wow I never realised that

  • @beingsocialwasnevermyforte

    @beingsocialwasnevermyforte

    6 жыл бұрын

    AMEN

  • @sadienassar8570
    @sadienassar85706 жыл бұрын

    i never can watch this video without crying because it’s true he does just look so happy even though he just released a video about his depression the fact he got a chance to be happier and he seized it is such a lucky thing because almost no one gets that lucky chance

  • @amy-gd7rt
    @amy-gd7rt5 жыл бұрын

    He's been so much happier since he met Phil. He said it himself

  • @rachelwalker3017
    @rachelwalker30174 жыл бұрын

    The clips comparing his past self to his new self (ie the nail polish, the hating himself) make me so happy. I'm glad he's able to open now

  • @aaliyahstark7948
    @aaliyahstark79486 жыл бұрын

    I feel happierrr, i do... i feel happierrrr because of youuuuuuuu. Phil changed both of our lives itssss truuuuue. I'd probably be dead without the both of youuuu

  • @lydia-cain
    @lydia-cain7 жыл бұрын

    No it is emotional even with Dan's cover-it-up-with-humor vibe, love it!

  • @wendybijellberg

    @wendybijellberg

    7 жыл бұрын

    yaaay tysm!

  • @user-ei1sj1hd1p
    @user-ei1sj1hd1p3 жыл бұрын

    i've seen this so many times and it still makes me cry. i'm glad he's happier now. he deserves the world oml

  • @mnmess
    @mnmess5 жыл бұрын

    I'm genuinely so happy for him, like not even as a fan but as a person, I'm so happy he's found his home and is healthier now. I hope he knows how much him getting better means to everyone who appreciates him. Sending you love, Daniel ♥

  • @kimberlymary5752
    @kimberlymary57526 жыл бұрын

    what a glow up

  • @kelly3572
    @kelly35726 жыл бұрын

    "you look happier, you do" Dan: **is rolling on the floor in a dinosaur costume** Me: OMG YES DAN YOU GO MY CHILD! BE HAPPY LIVE THIS LIFE LIKE A CHAMP YOU SPARKLY GLITTERFACED ANGEL!

  • @firstlast-ey5or

    @firstlast-ey5or

    6 жыл бұрын

    Kelly Argueta lol same

  • @akshyar599
    @akshyar5996 жыл бұрын

    I love seeing Dan laugh, gives me so much hope 😭💞

  • @tia5460
    @tia54605 жыл бұрын

    as soon as he started smiling I literally burst into tears, I’m so happy that he’s happy and can finally be himself ☺️❤️

  • @camkc
    @camkc7 жыл бұрын

    Please don't cry but I'm starting to realize. Dan is not what he used to be. He would be dead. Dead if phil was never in his life. He actually said he was suicidel before he met phil but now he is not. Everyday we should thank dan and phil. And I don't think I should name any reasons because they speak for themselves. Thank you so much to the person who made this. And I just want to say that dan and phil are both happier because of each other, and because of the friendship, phil could have been dead by now two if dan never met him but dan and phils smile makes me smile. I'm so happy I'm able to see these beautiful people called dan and phil and I'm also so happy I'm able to see things like this. The edit is amazing. I hope dan and phil never stop being themselves because now they are who they are. They are happy. They are amazing. They are dan and phil. Thank you for taking the time for reading this, and please always thank dan and phil for what they do. But I will leave this here for now. Have a wonderful day! Good bye

  • @teemckenzie4975

    @teemckenzie4975

    7 жыл бұрын

    HopeTheKitten I just stopped crafting and now, after reading that, my eyes are leaking fluids again.

  • @razzledazzlemunchin5691

    @razzledazzlemunchin5691

    7 жыл бұрын

    HopeTheKitten he said he was suicidal?

  • @Kaelee1340

    @Kaelee1340

    7 жыл бұрын

    HopeTheKitten When and where did he say he was suicidal? I thought it was just a theory...

  • @flowergrrlx7418

    @flowergrrlx7418

    7 жыл бұрын

    Um pls no i thought my tears were drained from me years ago constantly being told i was a sociopath maybe i have a heart maybe not we may never know

  • @derekthedimple2986

    @derekthedimple2986

    7 жыл бұрын

    Their entire lives depended on a fucking cereal box

  • @loz874
    @loz8747 жыл бұрын

    This has made me cry. I think since meeting Phil Dan has genuinely become a lot more comfortable and happier with himself and I'm super happy for him. I relate to Dan so much. All through primary school until now I hated myself. I saw my self as fat, ugly, I hated my smile, my voice, my laugh, my eyes and pretty much everything else about me. I was alone, I didn't have friends and I got depressed. Then I finally had the courage to make friends and I'm a lot happier now. I'm never going to be truly happy with myself. I hate certain parts of myself. I do have days where I really depressed and not in the mood for certain things. Unlike before I'm not going through it alone. I have lovely people to help me through it now. Sorry for the long comment but I'd just thought I'd get this out there to say things really do get better if you give it time and maybe try

  • @loyaltysentry3660

    @loyaltysentry3660

    7 жыл бұрын

    I appreciate your comment ^.^ I had that as well. But somehow I think you get to a point where you accept yourself and say "This is me". And sometimes you just have to do something to change so you're happier with yourself. But I understand what you mean by that.

  • @sjduda

    @sjduda

    7 жыл бұрын

    Laurenisnotanamazing PHAN I really relate to your comment, and I promise you it will get better. I recommend watching some of the youtubers The Sparkling Martins' videos as they are really uplifting and got me through my darkest days. They may seem a bit childish at some points, but they can really convey and good and uplifting message about yourself.

  • @tessmarshall2898

    @tessmarshall2898

    7 жыл бұрын

    Laurenisnotanamazing PHAN let's get the person to pin this

  • @baguettegott3409

    @baguettegott3409

    7 жыл бұрын

    I feel weird going trough this comment section, because I never had that. I kinda always had friends and a wonderful family and was never depressed, I never hated myself. I am actually quite happy. ...does this mean that I'll eventually go through that phase as well? Is this what I can look forward to? Because it sounds really terrible.

  • @denkitree1480

    @denkitree1480

    7 жыл бұрын

    Baguette Gott i wouldn't call it a phase.. its more like a giant hole that some of us get dragged into, and feel like there's no way to escape. but there always is, but some of us dont know that, thats the worst part of it all, thinking that you're all alone

  • @rayyavinson2680
    @rayyavinson26805 жыл бұрын

    I cant help but smile when Dan does. his smile is infectious

  • @amymcdonnell3356
    @amymcdonnell33566 жыл бұрын

    Who else smiled when they seen Dan smile?

  • @wendybijellberg

    @wendybijellberg

    6 жыл бұрын

    DiamondWeekly Msp me

  • @tealrose3248

    @tealrose3248

    3 жыл бұрын

    Anybody who can look at Dan Howell smiling and not smile back is probably a sociopath. Mirror cells exist for this purpose!

  • @troyestpcrybabysolbyphantr5642
    @troyestpcrybabysolbyphantr56427 жыл бұрын

    This is Dan our Dan guys he's so happy now I'm sobbing thank you so much Phil you've made Dan become himself i

  • @evarooke2380

    @evarooke2380

    7 жыл бұрын

    Troye's TØP crybaby solby Phan trash aaaahhh oh my god I'm crafting sm

  • @mimipavey
    @mimipavey6 жыл бұрын

    After dan's new upload I came back to this, and heck am i crying

  • @anna-hw8ri
    @anna-hw8ri6 жыл бұрын

    i've found this many times but i never actually thanked you for this, thank you. :)

  • @kaleamacon8631
    @kaleamacon86315 жыл бұрын

    And in 2018, he's even happier. I've never been more proud of him.

  • @strawberry9192
    @strawberry91927 жыл бұрын

    YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO OPEN THE FLOOD OF TEARS I WAS HOLDING BACK

  • @wendybijellberg

    @wendybijellberg

    7 жыл бұрын

    Phanic! AtTheAmazingPhandomIsNotOnFire I'M SORRY

  • @kattwolfe1662
    @kattwolfe16626 жыл бұрын

    I haven't cried this hard in months, and I think it's because I love dan so god damn much and it hurt me more than anything to see him miserable like he was. It brings me so much joy to see how he's grown up to love and cherish himself, and has found happiness in the little things in life. He's my hero, and I will NEVER deny that. I will always stand by him and Phil, and always love them. Thank you Daniel James Howell, For saving me, and for showing me that no matter what, there is someone there for me, even if you don't know that I exist. I love you Dad.

  • @wotasepen
    @wotasepen4 жыл бұрын

    i feel like a proud parent watching this, hes grown so much. :)

  • @aliyahmckoy9154
    @aliyahmckoy91545 жыл бұрын

    Y'all already know this slaps alternatively.

  • @grainneschofield9837
    @grainneschofield98376 жыл бұрын

    This has a whole new meaning ever since dan released his new video and i love it

  • @sinkdishes

    @sinkdishes

    6 жыл бұрын

    grainne schofield ikr😭

  • @nicole-oj3jq
    @nicole-oj3jq6 жыл бұрын

    i really would enjoy if dan and phil did a reaction video to things like this. not the cringy phan shipping edits. but like, the ones that show how the best of friends they are, and ones like this that show dan through the years and how far he’s come. like this to sign the petition haha

  • @mothman_bathbomb

    @mothman_bathbomb

    5 жыл бұрын

    I think it's an amazing idea except I'm pretty sure they'll start crying, which will end up in my crying.

  • @lialamboglia99
    @lialamboglia996 жыл бұрын

    This is so beautiful, im so glad you met Phil

  • @sin9346
    @sin93465 жыл бұрын

    Dan LITERALLY gives me hope for my future, and that things get better