I used to think crystal meth was the perfect drug too. I was able to kick Suboxone with zero withdrawals, and ate and had money. But in time, it caught up with me. I was back on heroin and worse than ever. And there’s something about some of these meth users that is scarier than other other drug users. Some of the people I encountered, the mere thought of them still terrifies me. Thankfully, I was able to stop all drugs, and by the grace of God, I have over five years clean and sober. You can get back all the things you think you lost forever. You can make it up to those you have hurt, even if they passed away. They’re still watching from above. Thank you, Mark!

@nicoleakiona2421

Жыл бұрын

🙏🙏🙏☦️

@yolandam611

Жыл бұрын

Fantastic

@Chazer45

Жыл бұрын

Yes, this is all true

@ten4k964

Жыл бұрын

U are absolutely correct about meth users being scarier than other users. Some of the scummiest ppl i've ever met werr during my years of abuse.

@sugarsore

Жыл бұрын

Meth makes people angry.

I have been off meth for a month and people laugh and mock me about the short time period. I am proud of myself. It's hard

@jrsilad

Жыл бұрын

Hell yeah Frank, been 3 months now, you doing alright?

@dwc13

Жыл бұрын

Most people who mock shit like that are actually laughing at themselves for some failure of their own

@UsoEmz91

Жыл бұрын

5months now, u still clean?

@MEL2theJ

Жыл бұрын

Praying for everyone out there that's fighting the good fight 💪 Keep pushin'

@franklewis5905

Жыл бұрын

@@UsoEmz91 I'm still fighting but have slipped a few times. But I'm still fighting ✊ thanks for the encouragement guys! ❤️

As an ex crack and meth user this story resonates well with me and I feel this dudes pain. I thought meth saved me from crack which is a lie from the enemy! Been clean almost 12 years from everything and I love my life. Meth will eventually take everything from you if not personal things it will take your health. GL to this man!!

@yolandam611

Жыл бұрын

Congratulations on your sobriety

@kylieeeramirez7838

Жыл бұрын

Congrats Eric!!!

@whoisharo4689

Жыл бұрын

Congrats brotha meth is very hard to get off of.

@gwensstepbro4966

Жыл бұрын

Same here. Only a year out. If crack/dope took everything from me, meth took my soul on top of that. I look 30 and I am *not* 30 lol. Etc. Thank you for sharing your experience.

@kelvindaniels36

Жыл бұрын

Did you make Jesus the Lord of your life?

My brother is a meth addict and so is his son's mother. I never frown upon addicts because it could have just as well been me. Sending love and light to anyone struggling with addiction.

@ryurc3033

Жыл бұрын

I tried to save my son's mother from a life of addiction. She didn't have any want to stop. The last 5 years in and out of prison. I still don't write her off completely. Every time she gets out I let her visit her son, try to encourage her to stay sober, it doesn't last, but I'm still going to give her a chance to change. I know a couple of people who did get clean, and that one person who believes is crucial.

@SexyShuffla98

Жыл бұрын

@@ryurc3033 there's definitely hope, and I'm glad you haven't given up on her completely. My dad was addicted to crack from the late 80s to the early 00s. He's been clean since I was about 21( I'll be 43 in July). Sending vibes of positivity to your son's mother, in hopes that she finds sobriety soon. 🤞🏽✨️💛

@hollismallory2757

Жыл бұрын

There but for the grace of God go I

@Marlene8048

Жыл бұрын

My brother is also… it’s a very strange thing to witness but they need our love.

@recoveringmytruth8162

Жыл бұрын

❤️

I had to come home and tell my parents that my brother died in a car crash when I was 17, he was 15. Been struggling with addiction for the past 30+ years. So, I feel your pain brother, keep your head up and know that God loves you 🙏🙏🙏.

@JenniferThacker1969

Жыл бұрын

I'm so very sorry for your loss!!! I pray you get the help you need!!! 🙏🏻🤗🙏🏻🤗🙏🏻🤗🙏🏻

@pambeforethestorm9784

Жыл бұрын

So sorry for your loss, I pray you get clean and are able to get some kind of peace in your life, you deserve it, much love and respect ❤️💎

@t-train6723

Жыл бұрын

Watched my brother get shot in his head point blank. I feel you my brother.

@johnglow7845

Жыл бұрын

Yeah that's not something any child should go through I'm so sorry for your loss 🙏

@kurlenejohn5463

Жыл бұрын

@James ❤️ 💙....I am SO sorry for your pain & the loss of your brother. May God strengthen and comfort you . May you find complete healing and happiness . FORGIVE YOURSELF ! I an sure your mother has forgiven you.

Ronnie isn’t lying about drug addicts being discriminated against by EMS. I’m a paramedic for most of my career I worked in Miami and didn’t see much of that until I went to Connecticut. And there were many paramedics who believed that we either should not treat the people who overdosed or that they should delay treatment. Many of the reasons were for their own political and personal beliefs. I definitely quit as soon as I could. Moral of the story is you guys need to take care of yourselves.

@Schiffon

Жыл бұрын

True in many places of the EMT’s attitudes. Unfortunately

@novathewomanking9675

Жыл бұрын

Can't fault you for telling your truth.

@t-train6723

Жыл бұрын

I wonder if they’ll have those same feelings when addiction hits their family or loved one. It’s gonna happen, only a matter of time.

@t-train6723

Жыл бұрын

@mkultraboost it hits everyone’s family. I’m not taking your bait either.

@williamshears9953

Жыл бұрын

Good reason to not work in EMS or go to CT

I’m telling you crystal meth is taking a whole new form now, this guy is exactly what I’m talking about. I worked in an office 5 days a week on crystal and literally felt like my best self. Dressed top notch popular with all my co workers. It left me a shell of a human with some of the worst trauma I’ve ever endured. Meth makes you feel like your completely normal, it delusions you to what’s really going on around you until something wakes you up. You can’t realize it’s affecting your inhibitions/ choice center in your brain. It seems like a savior because it got you off your drug of choice but is just going to cause a whole different road of troubles. I went through the exact thing , please reach out if you want to talk

@tydance8865

25 күн бұрын

i wanna talk

What a down to earth guy. He has been through the ringer and come out wise. What a man. Keep on rolling.

@ronniebattle1310

Жыл бұрын

Encounter Ministries KZread channel. (Mark Hemans)

@carpballet

28 күн бұрын

He still does meth, right? Wise? I don’t understand.

@chatterbugmm

19 күн бұрын

Just because someone is struggling with addiction doesn’t mean they haven’t gained a lot of wisdom. Both addiction and wisdom are often times the result of severe trauma.

@bawbiedolls

5 күн бұрын

he’s 55. he’s seen a lot of stuff and been through a lot, he’s gained some wisdom. drugs take your sobriety not your wisdom.

There is something very real about this guy. Integrity and honesty in a life of struggle. Much respect

@voutolliC22

27 күн бұрын

cuz he reminds you of Freeway Ricky Ross

The lesser of Two Evils, I suppose. Us functional addicts are all over the place. This man is brave for having the balls to be open and honest about it with us. Let's not pretend we aren't the same. This man is helping us see an ugly reality of how we structure our society, how we cope with life, and how we try to tell each other what is and isn't okay to do.

@emporersteve

4 ай бұрын

This.

@espi0n96

Ай бұрын

One of the best replies, couldn't have summed it up better myself. Thank you for your mind, and your openness too, we are all the same more than most realize, especially in this cynical and uncaring day and age.

I’m amazed at how good this guy looks and how coherent he is for someone who has been on heavy streetdrugs for almost 40 years!

@paulw.9015

8 ай бұрын

Functional user

@glyph241

6 ай бұрын

Black Don’t Crack.

@zazlar4228

6 ай бұрын

Melanin

@Laayon19

3 ай бұрын

​@@glyph241😂😂😂 dunno bout that bro

@RougeMaster

3 ай бұрын

​@@Laayon19😆

I feel for you Ronnie. You seem like a genuinely good person. Stay healthy brother, there's people out here that love ya man, even if you've never met them.

@nevsoul9646

Жыл бұрын

That's bullshit

@allyxflop

11 ай бұрын

right? sweetheart!

@TheSunGoethDown

6 ай бұрын

But he is not a good person.

Him talking about letting his mom down really hit me. I don’t want to let my parents down and I feel like that’s all I’ve done. It’s hard sometimes but all we can do is try to fix ourselves so the people we love can be at peace. Have a good week everybody.

@valethewolf49

Жыл бұрын

❤️

@jessicafarber8030

Жыл бұрын

I really hope you get the love you need. 💗

@benedettasavitri9644

Жыл бұрын

so true ❤️

@Cashae.Edmonds

Жыл бұрын

we can’t fix ourselves. Jesus is Lord. he is the only way. i was a pot head, drunk, porn addict, been in mental hospitals and God freed me. pulled me out of darkness and now Christ lives through me. Repent and be set free✝️ lean on the word of God

@35jfg35

Жыл бұрын

You too man. Hope everyone here; continues to have a good rest of your days. :)

My mother died a speed addict among a huge array of other dangerous and destructive drugs. I remember she started using meth in about 1981. I also remember my father and my mother being hard core drug addicts from LA and San Fran since I was a baby probably before I was born. My father's drug was heroin but he settled for weed and beer most of the time just to keep a job. My mother was into speed or whites or cross-tops as they called them back in the late 60s and 70s. She used all manner of pills and when Coke came around in the 70s that became the thing to do. Weed was ever present as was alcohol she drank Southern Comfort. Both of them really started downhill about 1981 when my father met a biker meth cook fresh out of prison from the 1st wave of DEA arrests made in the late 60s. He was in prison for 25 years and the first thing he did was start cooking dope the minute he was released. My father met him in a local bar and brought him home to the family and that's all she wrote. He parked his VW van in the backyard and a group of satanic weirdos vandalized his van in our backyard by spray painting goat heads and other satanic graffiti on the van. Back then the chemicals to make meth from scratch were easily obtainable from Mexico. They got the stuff they needed for about 10k. I heard they used stuff like Red Phosphorus, Hydrochloric Acid, Anhydrous Acetone, and Ether for that first batch. My father was dealing mexican weed by the 100s of pounds and had some spare cash and was the financier. I don't know if they were aware but I observed all of it and remember a lot of what I saw. That first batch kicked off the meth epidemic in southern California nobody had even heard of it except for legends of biker crank from a generation before meth was unknown before then. That shit completely poisoned our town. Later I heard they ripped my dad off and made 10x what he thought they bought the chemicals for. I remember my best friend had two older brothers and they got mixed up with this biker cook and started learning to make the shit and our town became flooded with meth very quickly and everyone was dumpster diving and tweaking out of control it was crazy. I remember seeing the bag of meth he had it was about 10 pounds and pure white crystalline powder 100% pure. My father and mother were fighting over money and drugs and who would control their new drug dealing operation and friends it was crazy they went completely off the deep end. I remember them fighting with clubs and knives it was insanity. I ended up homeless about 1 year later and they were homeless street druggies with the rest of the town tweakers broke and hooked. Through the years my mother started working the street and my father was in and out of prison every few months for years at a time. They both became hopeless losers. My father was able to live with his mother but wasn't able to get off drugs till he was in his late 50s. My mother never quit and she died an addict still using at 72. It's the saddest thing I've ever witnessed my own mother living in a van down by the river no joke turning tricks out of her van for her habit. This was after she moved to Northern California where meth was destroying another community same as 20 years before. She wrecked her life and blamed everyone around her for not saving her and putting up with her complete psychotic madness. She tortured everyone around her we tried to save her I tried to get her into rehab a couple times me and my sister were going to pay for it but she wasn't having it. Two people that had 3 beautiful children living in an upper class community in Northern San Diego they had a chance at the good life. My father was in the carpenters union we had a nice house but they became two of the sickest people I've ever known and squandered all of it ending us kids on the street and my brother in prison and dead by 26. It took them about 3 years to completely self-destruct. Me and my sister survived and are successful adults somehow we dodged the bullet. There is not one good thing about drugs including weed. I suppose if you can use a little weed for medicinal purposes without making it a habit you might get by without it wrecking your life but if it becomes a problem it's absolutely a gateway and becomes background noise you use it like tobacco or alcohol just to get by and get to your next fix of hard stuff. All drugs are poison and they wreck lives by the millions every day. Just look at our country now.

@laffytiffy4730

Жыл бұрын

Wow! Thank you for sharing your story!

@albin2232

Жыл бұрын

Good luck, friend.

@B166ER-

11 ай бұрын

Well I gotta pushback on that “drugs are all bad” thing. I’m afraid it isn’t that simple. The truth is far more nuanced than that. If your statement were true pharmacies would be obsolete or unnecessary.

@albin2232

11 ай бұрын

@@B166ER- We're clearly talking about illegally produced and distributed and often addictive drugs. Pharmaceutical drugs are a different topic entirely.

@B166ER-

11 ай бұрын

@@albin2232 You do realize how arbitrary that is right? Just because our political masters have decreed a substance “verboten” it’s suddenly dangerous and has no medicinal benefits WHATSOEVER?!

Good dude. Very articulate. I understand him. His parents blamed him for his brother dying. And it caused his mother a lot of pain. His father became angry and abusive and that was his hero. Life is hard and some people are just trying to hold it together one day at a time

@HiGlowie

Жыл бұрын

@dan_pills...on.iNSTAGRamyou’re the lowest of the low.

Interviews like this are so powerful. So raw and real. So simple. Appreciate these so much.

@ronniebattle1310

Жыл бұрын

Encounter Ministries KZread channel. (Mark Hemans)

I am a 20 year old meth addict myself… It’s all I can think about most days but I want out so bad…I just don’t know where to start & I dread the idea of going to rehab. It isn’t easy when you use the drug to escape problems temporarily…it’s a pain relief for many including myself. But I’m ready to break the cycle. I wanna be myself again.

@MEL2theJ

Жыл бұрын

Come back to yourself 🙏 A beautiful life awaits you darling

@dlewis11380

Ай бұрын

Hang in there, I’ve been there my self, gotta want to change and let it go, nothing wrong with rehabilitation

@larrymann803

29 күн бұрын

Stop thinking about it

@grunsfeldband777

27 күн бұрын

I been there 5 years sober by u a big bag of weed and sleep

@inflameswetrust2194

26 күн бұрын

Rehab can be a costly waste of time and money, but it does work for a small percentage of people. If you can recreate a rehab for yourself by going to na meetings and finding a doctor who will help. That's how I got clean. Granted I don't really like being sober tbh

This dude is the truth man what a life story. How open he is . Salute man ! You can be a better person each day ! Keep on keeping on ..Nothing changes if nothing changes

God bless that little boy that witnessed his brother drowning, and then had to deliver that news to his mother. God bless the man, that you are today. You do not have to live with guilt. It was not your fault. We good to yourself in the way that only you can.

So sad to see a lifetime of human potential wasted, just like he said, just from being born a certain color, or from a certain situation. This man has had a lifetime of trauma, trouble and addiction, and yet he is still insightful and intelligent. I wish him freedom from addiction and peace.

@adamsworld100

Жыл бұрын

His potential is not wasted it's never too late to change your ways and do something positive with your life. With age comes wisdom.

@dawnmiller5263

Жыл бұрын

No, his potential is not wasted!

@peterd9427

Жыл бұрын

Born a certain colour is NOT an excuse. Circumstances and upbringing yes. But I'm an immigrant, had to learn English by myself, lived in a caravan, no welfare, had to work for any money. Skin colour is a poor excuse, and perpetuating this only keeps black people down. Plenty of people of different skin colour, that went through hell like me, poverty, war, still do something with themselves! He still can too. But if he falls into the stupid AMERICAN lie that your skin colour is to blame for poor potential, he won't get better. He needs help, but the awful truth is that he needs to help himself! If you as a person don't believe that and blame others, your skin colour, or lack of help, you just won't get better.

@lilcourtny08

Жыл бұрын

He made a choice to use drugs

@nickbrennan3389

Жыл бұрын

Skin colour ?....maybe his brother drowning at a young age in a tragic accident...triggered things. His father was a heavy drinker, used to beat him, then introduced him to crack

the wonder (in wonderdrug) is, that only after six months my life was a complete wreck

Take it from a guy who's been on the streets of Seattle for 32 years on drugs the whole time mostly meth this man speaks the truth listen to him

I don't want to diagnose someone who I don't know anything about... but his experience with meth sounds like he likely has ADHD. was diagnosed with ADHD as an adult, and it finally made sense why uppers always levelled me out. I was prescribed Ritalin and it just makes me feel normal. Too bad they stigmatise these kinds of meds so much.

@SPINNINGMYWHEELS777

Жыл бұрын

He's beyond worldly descriptions..when possessed by Demons.. you are anything they want you to be. Cheers.

@taramay000

Жыл бұрын

I totally agree, theres actually been experimental research in this as treatment for such.

@secretPENGUIN69

Жыл бұрын

idk bout that one. i’ve been on adderall for 7 years, & it’s been a year since i stopped. I think there’s a lot of truth to those stigmas. it did make me a really good worker, felt as if i was always on queue with everything , i think i became too obsessed of the idea i had the advantage on everybody since they’re not taking the drug but in the end it felt like i had taken a short cut. I feel a hell of a lot healthier since i’ve been off i cannot express that enough to you. only reason i’ll take stimulants again is to snowboard

@J_Alrighty

Жыл бұрын

@@secretPENGUIN69 Ya I am aware that plenty of people can function without it. But as a person who was diagnosed and prescribed meds at 41yrs old, I don't feel any shortcuts. I only feel like I can get through a task to completion. No uppity feeling to the point where I would want to use it for sports. I simply feel "together", more capable of keeping my thoughts in a linear trajectory, and much less impulsive

@sumdude132

Жыл бұрын

@@J_Alrighty just a warning from someone who was rigorously diagnosed with ADHD as a child by 3+ specialists. The drugs do that to everyone regardless of adhd or not. Just be careful.

Damn, thank you Ronnie for the insight. Quite a lifetime of agony he's lived through, but that last point about seeking out people to give to was heavy. Having a mind for charity even in his situation was profound.

@ronniebattle1310

Жыл бұрын

Encounter Ministries KZread channel. (Mark Hemans)

despite being a drug addict , he is very real and i feel love for him.

@SPINNINGMYWHEELS777

Жыл бұрын

Be careful.. he's a true grifter from the streets with spirits attached to him.

@TransTrump

Жыл бұрын

​@@SPINNINGMYWHEELS777excellent comment. Dark passengers.

@ellengarcia4041

Жыл бұрын

He is a pretty strong individual and deserves the best after what he's been through poor bloke❤️

@ronniebattle1310

Жыл бұрын

Encounter Ministries KZread channel. (Mark Hemans)/

@queenmua

Жыл бұрын

Hes is a real person with a drug addiction not an addict that's real ❤️

Thank you for sharing the stories! It’s Thomas therapeutic to hear from other folks who have gone through similar or worse trauma and at least he’s still alive still made it. Retrospect from an interview like this could really change somebody’s lives whether it be the person you’re interviewing or the people watching or all of the above. I absolutely love your videos even though some are hard to watch. Please keep it going for the greater good Wishing you the happiest new year everybody 2023 let’s make it better

Very good interview! So I kicked back, closed my eyes and listened to every word Ronnie said. He's a good person that has learned every lesson the hard way, I can relate to that. He has a lot of insight about a lot of things and I can appreciate that. Thanks for the interview, Ronnie/ Mark 🤟 🙌💜💪❤

@harrisonclark4382

Жыл бұрын

A good person selling meth? What the fuck are you talking about?

Thanks for being transparent Ronnie; sharing your story was an act of charity!

This guy's the most chill crystal meth user I've ever seen in my life

@dianejones718

21 сағат бұрын

I said the same thing. Plus look at his weight and posture

I'm thinking a prescription stimulant might be a little more manageable than the meth!

@anthonycraig274

Жыл бұрын

Psychedelic therapy is the most promising means of changing addiction behaviour but I don’t think he want to stop.

@scapedebate3730

Жыл бұрын

@@anthonycraig274 OP is pointing to the fact that this fellow has attention deficit syndrome and needs the stimulant as therapeutic. Psychedelic therapy is more applicable to trauma and anxiety and depression.

@debbiebasche7760

Жыл бұрын

You're correct but good luck getting a doctor to prescribe it...impossible in my area anyway ..

@jakefromstatefarm4771

Жыл бұрын

@@debbiebasche7760 if you have adhd its easy

@bbb12124

Ай бұрын

​@@debbiebasche7760And that's why I say the medical establishment is a big saboteur in this illegal drug pandemic. They don't give you what you need but will be quick to blame you if you don't recover.

I WAS IN LOCKDOWN FOR TWO YEARS. I so love this perspective, this guy, this channel. Makes me want to figure out how to be of service to more people.

@talulatree5297

Жыл бұрын

🤗❤️

I’m 58 and I’ve never done meth I’m so blessed. God love you and thank you for your experiences. I grew up in a AH home Hugs❤️

@reginarichards7001

11 күн бұрын

What is AH?

Good on you man, now to get off the crystal....took me a few years. 4 years clean now. It still haunts me

the part about letting his mother down really hit hard. such a wise man and a great storyteller.

Addiction is addiction, doesn't matter if it's street drugs,prescription drugs,alcohol,nicotine, caffeine, food,casinos or whatever. We all have something to deal with. Judge not that you be not judged.

Great Documentary!! God bless him . I hope that he gets clean and life works out for him.

Great interview thanks for sharing man

I totally knew what Ron was talking about as I quit cocaine in 2006 after trying meth. He is right; being addicted to meth is way better than being addicted to crack, in every possible way. If you think differently you haven't been addicted to both of these drugs. And I've been an opiate addict as well. However I also know that when I was 100% sober I was the happiest, most peaceful I've ever been... It's a day at a time process that looks different for all of us. I hope he gets to the place in life that he's the most happy. I liked his story. Could have listened to him a couple more hours probably. Cuz he was speaking my language.

Needed to hear this tonight. Helped me released some emotions. God please bless this human and heal his soul.

@MEL2theJ

Жыл бұрын

🙏

I like this dude. Really down to earth and genuine, wish nothing but the best for him

I’ve been clean for about 20 years from meth. One thing I’ve noticed on that drug is the world could be on fire around you and it wouldn’t bother me one bit if I were high. That’s what drew me to it, I felt nothing so nothing bothered me…unfortunately those problems didn’t disappear and still existed when I sobered up. Thank the Father almighty I was given the strength to break free from that trap. Love and prayers to those struggling with this scourge.

This is an amazing man. To go through so much and being born into an environment which he has very little control over. I just prayed a prayer for this nice man. I hope he would be granted a good life and be able to make the best decisions possible given his circumstances. Most NDE folks (Near Death Experiencers) say we come here from Heaven with a plan to learn things before we even leave there. We come to experience hardship and to learn what love is….what patience is…etc. If that’s true, this man came to learn a LOT in one trip to Earth. I pray he’s successful at learning everything he set out to learn and he makes it back home to be with Father and our Lord and live a blissful eternal life ❤️🙏😊 I’ve felt God’s love several times….I’d give up anything just to have that. You can’t find it here on Earth….only from him❤️😊

I want to hear more stories from this guy in particular . You can tell he’s got a bunch and good ones

@hunterbear-ian8663

Жыл бұрын

Agreed

@McGregorsPlumbingandHeating

Жыл бұрын

@janetpratt6931 Did we a reach a new low as a society? Never-seen-before levels of thirst.

Unlike the vast majority in society, Ronnie has learned what matters in life. His life experiences have taught him humility, unselfishness, and compassion. Ronnie, your circumstances will change. Continue... "To Thine, ownself be true, ALWAYS."

I love this guy! He is honest, soft, kind, and true, and as he said a step up, and my hope for Ronnie is that he keeps following that step up and keeps reaching for the stars! Ronnie, thank you for sharing your stories. I hope you can learn to mend your broken heart you have so much love to give, and there is someone out there that has been waiting for you to love you, to appreciate you, and you feel it and love back with trust. you are a good guy really great guy.

@SPINNINGMYWHEELS777

Жыл бұрын

you fell for it.

@ells80

Жыл бұрын

Kind? Now how would you even know that?

@ells80

Жыл бұрын

@@SPINNINGMYWHEELS777he sure did. Addicts are manipulative, even the way they tell their stories is often times done to elicit emotion attachment and identification.

His story made me so emotional 😢 ❤, my heart goes out for anyone that grew up with trauma and no sense of direction & self love.

This one was gold I hope to see another with him

Ronnie you are a very bright person thanks for your story I really appreciated that

Very interesting interview, truth of the streets, only the strong survive.

Love you Ronnie. I’m really pulling for you to keep on keeping on brother.

To be on drugs so long this guy looks good…I hope for a stable mind and a sober future… you just have to want it

I was a meth addict in the 80's and i hate to say this, but it was therapeutic for me. At first, at least. As a child i retreated into a shell from trauma and meth broke me out. I ate, held a job, paid bills. I quit after five years as by that time, i was degenerating into something else. But i get where Ronnie is coming from. Blessings to all who struggle with addiction

Can’t imagine how I’d cope with what he went through with his brother and his father. In some ways I think it’s harder to get clean when you’re older. Sending hope and good vibes for Ronnie.

@DetroitFettyghost

Жыл бұрын

Well we do know one thing about the brain it does loses plasticity with age. Not impossible but yes harder not to mention any habit that well ingrained it’s gonna be harder to break then a newer habit. Much love❤

@pambeforethestorm9784

Жыл бұрын

@@DetroitFettyghost well said, so true ❤️

@marcycat

Жыл бұрын

Many kids do what they have to do to survive.

@ronniebattle1310

Жыл бұрын

@@marcycat Encounter Ministries KZread channel. (Mark Hemans)

You have so much potential Ronnie, and a good heart. You deserve the best. , i hope the journey of life takes you there. Love from London x

I listen these almost daily only about 20% I could listen too start to finish but this was a good one could’ve gone longer with this guy forsure

I am so sorry for the loss of your brother at such a young age

@johnking975

Жыл бұрын

Stop hiding the comments KZread!!! Just fucking stop doing this shit!

This man has done a mountain of Drugs and listen to the knowledge he has, His mind is still there.....His mind is still so full of power even after all the drugs. Drugs interact with some people different, Some people go INSANE permanently just from a few years of Stimulants. Strange world.

@HircineDaWolf

Жыл бұрын

i think these people already got it bad, or its from the sleep deprivation and its only as long as they are still up using

@daiasingleton7657

Жыл бұрын

It's more from not eating and sleeping than the drug itself. Anybody who doesn't sleep can start to lose grip of reality

Ronnie you will meet your mother again, and it will be a better place . You are a very genuine, honest man just took the wrong road in life, and who can blame you after seeing your older brother died so tragically

@twistedmr

Жыл бұрын

his mother is dead.

@janelowe4128

Жыл бұрын

@@twistedmr i know that, i mean they will meet in the next world

@DBombzvideos

Жыл бұрын

Felt your words were talking to me on this it actuallly helped

@ronniebattle1310

Жыл бұрын

@@janelowe4128 Encounter Ministries KZread channel. (Mark Hemans)**

Great advice at the end to give. To go with that first thought when you see someone in need if you can offer something or a word or support.

Some very insightful answers to questions. Dude is well spoken best explanation of what streets is. At any level that's what life is. Everybody blinded by greed and envy instead of love.

Mad respect to Ronnie. Loved listening to him, and I really enjoyed his inquisitive ways, intellect, and general outlook. Good man, good story!

I did many drugs for years and years. Lived on the streets for many years. Crystal meth is something that tripped me out because I would be awake for days and days and not eating anything and barely drinking anything. If I were sober I would have died from starvation and sleep deprivation and dehydration. I used to wonder how I'm still alive and functioning after six plus days awake, barely eating. Our brains and bodies have the capacity to do seemingly supernatural things and drugs can unlock some of those things I used to think. I could hear people talking three apartments away through the walls even though they were not speaking loudly when on meth. Used to trip me out.

Ronnie's whole story made me realize something. I'm an alcoholic. I grew up with a loving family and I've been blessed with a beautiful wife and daughter. I have a son coming in a week. I have been blessed. Ronnie mentioned that he has no kids. He has nothing to lose. I am self aware to the point to know that without my wife and kids, that I would be a mess, to the level that many of the people on this channel are. What I realize is that having something to lose does a lot to help you. I feel like Ronnie doesn't have anything to lose at this point. I'm just basing this on personal experience, I could be way off base. I truly hope Ronnie finds that thing that he doesn't want to lose.

@MEL2theJ

Жыл бұрын

@bom6330 Thank you for sharing this. Realizing that you're an alcoholic is a really good start to changing that fact. I never had children, a spouse, a mortgage or anything else that required my commitment. You, on the other hand, have so much to be sober for. I see that your comment was made 2 weeks ago so congratulations to you and your family on the birth of your son. Wishing you all the best 🙏

It’s such a beautiful experience watching these videos, god bless everyone involved, the creator the interviewee, the watcher… I can’t explain it but we’re part of a huge healing community for this world and the multidimensional worlds that exist elsewhere and at the same time here.

ik this isnt related to this video but can we please get a update on hutch and his son their story was so amazing love from New Zealand

This man knows things. We need an hour with him minimum.

Every issue you have starts with your parents/family. It’s your job as a human to heal from it. Hope everybody pushes through & believes in something.

@kurlenejohn5463

Жыл бұрын

So true . ❤️ Well spoken. Thank you for the great advice.

@creamydistortion

Жыл бұрын

In better countries the family always takes care of their own.

@OldWizard.

Жыл бұрын

Wrong

@BB-yc6ow

Жыл бұрын

Way wrong

@BigBodyBiggolo

Жыл бұрын

Parents are the foundation for most things but at some point we grow up and become adults and make our own choices. You cant blame someones parents when a person gets traumatized outside their supervision which happens a LOT.

Thank you for the interview Ronnie and SWU

I love all your interviews but once in a while there's a special one that for some reason or another completely draws me in or pulls my heart strings. He seems like a good guy. But again there's something extra special about him and I KNOW he can beat that addiction and live an amazing life

@ChrisP3000x

Жыл бұрын

You don't "know" his future.

@35jfg35

Жыл бұрын

@@ChrisP3000x how about have some Faith for Humanity.

@ChrisP3000x

Жыл бұрын

@@35jfg35 I stated a fact.

Very intelligent and wellspoken man. Seems like this man actually can accomplish anything that he wants to

@Joe-vf8ux

Жыл бұрын

Except for staying clean and sober.

This gentleman has a unique story. For someone that has been on drugs for 30+ years, he seems very well put together. He was very interesting to listen to. Would like to see a follow-up in the future.

We all hurt the ones we love, be kind to yourself is all you can do.❤❤

This guy reminds me so much of myself it's like I've discovered a new breed, just these rare, one of a kind misfits. My thing was I was a destined to death drinker and I was heading there hard, fast and nasty. I realised I couldn't stop, it had such a grip on me that even though I was terrified of my grisly end, I couldn't stop the train I was on. I don't recommend what I found next, like Ronnie will tell you he doesn't, but for me, it kept things glued together as to where things are alright, life works, and I'm stable. Alcohol was and will always be that thing I love with an almost ancestral attachment to it, but when I found heroin it provided that glue for the puzzle that alcohol and drugs had left so many gaps in. We are all different, make better choices than me, and like Ronnie says, don't ever try to be one of the cool kids. That's what got me here doing what I have to do in the first place. Just be yourself and even if you don't fuck with it at the time, you will, just wait. There's so much more to a person than how many girls they're courting and how many Gs they have behind them. Cultivate what's inside you and you only, or you will have to find a solution, and that solution might even be as wacky as mine or Ronnie's. We're all different after all. It's amazing just how different we are from one another. When you understand that better you will more easily find what really floats your boat, whatever that may be. Don't start doing drugs if you have the choice, they only leave awkward shaped holes in the puzzle that is you, and be yourself.

@keving1122

Жыл бұрын

Beautiful sentiment and well said.

@jer8279

10 ай бұрын

I wish i would've had a choice. Yeah i technically did, but i was doomed

Rough past, but he has a good future speaking the truth and aiding people in rough situations. Thank you Ronnie, it takes a lot courage to open up like this.

This is some seriously compelling sh**. Keep up the great work.

Mark, I love you dude. You are a special dude doing something great with your channel. This is some of the best content on the internet

Ever look in a strangers eyes and know you love that person even though you never met? That's how I felt. Love you Ronnie! I lost my family to an addiction I was prescribed. My daughter lives 15 minutes away and wants nothing to do with me. Her mother is still an addict. Haven't seen them in years. It came to the point to where I realized that if I love these people I need to get away from them and just let them be. I will never regret that decision.

This is one of the best interviews I've seen on this channel 🔥🔥🔥

Man get well brother and beat that addiction ✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽

@Sketcher93

Жыл бұрын

His addiction to methamphetamine is a coping strategy.

What mark is doing is incredible, he is helping a lot of people and he is great because he listens and pays attention he is an open ear to his guests and asks the right questions I wonder mark will you ever expand your horizons on interviews ? Like interview rappers , singers , actors or other professionals

@ValouQc

Жыл бұрын

The goal is to give a platform to those who are in the shadow, and this is a never ending job and the approach itself becomes more and more sophisticated. The need for ressource and safety hopefully gets heard by the right instances. I have a vision: all the Scientology buildings and money, rehab centers being seized by the government and given to homeless and sick people with the right caretakers, that would turn lives around.

@ronniebattle1310

Жыл бұрын

@@ValouQc Encounter Ministries KZread channel. (Mark Hemans)**

I have to say, for all his chequered history and brushes with the law, Ronnie seems like a pretty good/strong person on the inside. It was inspirational listening to his story and moral anecdotes. All the best to Ronnie, stay on point!

I wish everyone in the Soft White Underbelly universe a good holiday.

Courageous guy who has gained so much wisdom ❤️ Keep up the fight Ronnie 💪 👏 ❤️💕

@katrinamackenzie8789

Жыл бұрын

@@ronniebattle1310 ??

@ronniebattle1310

Жыл бұрын

@@katrinamackenzie8789 Read Mark chapter 16:1-20. Ask yourself this question. Do you believe what it says? These signs will follow those who believe!

This man def. did some hard living, but it created a beautiful voice. Hearing him talk you can tell he has tremendous power under his voice, + a great timbre. I'd love to have him sing w/us

Meth is a different type of monster, the demon just switched forms

Damn when he talked about letting his mom down i felt that

@chikkenbonz

Жыл бұрын

Me too brother. Mom passed 4 1/2 months ago. It's too late for me. I'm ashamed.

@ronniebattle1310

Жыл бұрын

@@chikkenbonz Encounter Ministries KZread channel. (Mark Hemans)**

These videos are the reality check a lot of us need, Ronnie seems a decent guy and I wish him and everyone else reading this comment the best of luck in these testing times, count your blessings people.. love in, peace out! 💙

@PBUH-SAW.

Жыл бұрын

Amine yarabi 🤲🏾

@ronniebattle1310

Жыл бұрын

@@PBUH-SAW. Encounter Ministries KZread channel. (Mark Hemans)

Man, he just replaced one vice with another. Now he has a meth addiction, it’s one of the worst drugs because it will make you feel invincible and then it will end you. I hope this man wakes up

@ColoRADbro420

Жыл бұрын

Oh he’s very very awake! 😂😳

@danielbechsgaard1845

Жыл бұрын

He replaced a lower functioning addiction with a higher functioning one with a greater habit forming tendency. Better than crack but more addictive.

@rexgibbs9644

Жыл бұрын

Speaking with no reason to speak

@jcast8756

Жыл бұрын

@@rexgibbs9644 the beauty of freedom of speech

@rexgibbs9644

Жыл бұрын

Your welcome. I spent 20 years to protect your freedom

Great Interview!

Thank you for your story. I am a grieving mother for my son, who is on crystal meth. He left his apartment. He abandon his lives on streets, backpack is his only possession of this drug to go over my son. My other son got murdered me and our family are as clean as they come live a normal life but my two sons didn’t want that life I know we’ve one son and hope and pray that my only son that is left realize that there’s no future in this truck and I thank you for your video😓 god bless you

@ShellBAtoms

29 күн бұрын

So sorry to hear that. Sending prayers out to you, Kathy W, and your son.

2 minutes in and I'm already in tears. What a horrific tragedy watching your brother drown 😭

@SPINNINGMYWHEELS777

Жыл бұрын

He may have pushed him.

@bacon4708

Жыл бұрын

@@SPINNINGMYWHEELS777 bro what?

@michaelmyers8418

Жыл бұрын

@@omarslim3362post a link then…

@ImSavedByGraceToo

Жыл бұрын

@@michaelmyers8418 right

@ronniebattle1310

Жыл бұрын

Encounter Ministries KZread channel. (Mark Hemans)\

This one was so good.. deep man. Comforting voice.

Ive watched so many SWU eps. This one hit home. Hard. I thought it was perfect too. Ive got ADD and it seemed to help with my focus. There was no high. Just felt normal. The things I found myself doing will give me chills for the rest of my life. The withdrawals were not like opioid or heroine. I thought for sure that I was capable of ending life. Mine or someone else's. Horrible feeling. The amount of hate and anger and the speed at which it hits you is impossible to control. Alot of broken things. Bones. Relationships. My mind

@Mmcermes

10 ай бұрын

Feel the same...I can't find "my place" in this world, not within regular society nor with addicts..just end of the road.

@antonschollum3128

4 ай бұрын

Stay strong brother , doors are always opening you just gotta find them, peace

I admire all of those who have shared their personal life on this platform I pray that you all overcome your demons …vices Thank you for sharing ❤️

beyond captivating. i like him for his introspection.

We like Ronnie love the wisdom…bring him back 🙏🏻

You can’t get things until you give. This hit me hard. Thank you! ❤

"My life really turned around when I started smoking meth" said nobody ever.

@firstlast8258

Жыл бұрын

😅

@paradoxlust

Жыл бұрын

He did.

@whitemamba0089

Жыл бұрын

It can temporarily you'll work good, take care of your house, and be friendly, but eventually you'll slip into a psychosis or withdrawal so bad you'll be useless

@joshphillips8531

Жыл бұрын

It makes everyone's life better to begin with. Before you realize what's happened you are strung out. The reason he feels this way is because crystal and crack are very similar highs crystal just lasts alot longer.

Man, these interviews are great!

@ew0711

Жыл бұрын

They really are. It gives great insight into other people's lives 👌🏽

What an amazing person you are Ronnie! Keep pushing, you have a whole LOT of life to live and lessons to teach others on your journey. You got this, please keep pushing brother, we're rooting for you!! Much love and respect ❤️