“I’ve spent so much time existing, I want to live”. She’s been through so much and deserves that.

There are people who say how hard their life is. Walk a mile in Jessica's shoes. Being 13 is difficult enough without the avalanche that followed her life.

@sarahmatthews2737

2 жыл бұрын

I could not agree more.

@myvibe9641

2 жыл бұрын

This channel certainly puts life into perspective.

@MrCaptainSnax

2 жыл бұрын

I agree, but be careful with that mantra. It is never good to think that you have it worse than everyone else, or that you are somehow a more wounded soul than others. But everyone deserves sympathy, at the very least, when they are struggling with whatever issue they may be facing.

@finolaomurchu8217

2 жыл бұрын

@@MrCaptainSnax You've an easy life Captain snax. I'm joking, I'm joking☘

@MrCaptainSnax

2 жыл бұрын

@@finolaomurchu8217 nuh-uh, yours is easier ;P

Jessica is such a beautiful soul. Her parents were the worst in every way. Incest, drugs and selling her for drugs. I hope she gets into a rehab with therapy. She is worthy of so much more. Sweetie, I'm in your corner.

@jaydkay30

2 жыл бұрын

Well said! ❤️

@sarahmatthews2737

2 жыл бұрын

Amen!

@gailmendez5465

2 жыл бұрын

You put it very politely. But very well said. Her parents, I can't imagine a kind word for either of them. They were her downfall. Can't blame Jessica for wanting to be numb on drugs. Wishing her the best.

@chadharrod5246

2 жыл бұрын

@@gailmendez5465 Bullshit .. this woman is an adult .. she needs to grow the fuck up and take responsibility for her actions .. end of story

@gailmendez5465

2 жыл бұрын

@@chadharrod5246 Yes she does have to get off of the drugs. Yes she admitted it is her responsibility to stop taking drugs. She even admitted at an early age she agreed to the drugs. She is still using drugs, but she was not the reason of her addiction. Her parents started getting her high off of heavy drugs at an early age, 10? Shooting morphine into her arms, opiate pills. Not only did her mother turn her into a drug addict. Then she was treated like the other woman after she was raped & forced to be her biological father's girlfriend hmm at the age of 13. So if she needed to be numb at an early age, that's understandable. Like she said, that's all she knows, is getting high on drugs. I'm sorry this is one of the worse stories on this channel I have heard. I have heard some wild stories, this one tops Kristine? a/k/a murder?

No, she didn't have sexual RELATIONSHIP with her father! She was sexually abused.There's a difference. It is important to phrase it properly since victims already feel guilty, they don't need other people to push that narrative with wrong wording.

@elainefranco1971

2 жыл бұрын

I agree. 113% totally different. She was raped and molested she never had sexual encounters with her dad.

@iwatchtoomuchyoutube

2 жыл бұрын

I dont think anyone meant relationship in a positive way. Im pretty sure they meant it by the literal definition, which can mean the way in which two or more people or groups regard and behave toward each other. You can have a terrible relationship with someone. Please stop getting mad at Mark and nitpicking words when he's literally just trying to get these peoples stories out and trying to get them help.

@theoune2501

2 жыл бұрын

Right, I was so shock by that phrase

@elainefranco1971

2 жыл бұрын

@@iwatchtoomuchyoutube I respect your opinion. But if you have been molested by incestuous ways or another way, then you would agree that the wording is absolutely critical. An Uncle molesting you from the age of 5-13 years old is not considered any type of relationship. The adults who keep letting the predator around the child had the relationship with the predator. The victim which turns into a survivor never had any type of relationship with the rapist

@slconstable

2 жыл бұрын

Both parents are sick and disgusting. No child should live like this. Children are not throw away items.

Mark, sorry- she did not have a "sexual relationship" with her father She was a victim

@thatoneguy9981

2 жыл бұрын

EXACTLY

@johnnyflannigan136

2 жыл бұрын

Oh please.... Of course she was a victim.. But she did have a sexual relationship with her father... Thats a fact.. It was a victim/abuser relationship but it was a relationship nonetheless. Stop nitpicking everything

@motowngirl5891

6 күн бұрын

@@johnnyflannigan136that’s not a REALTIONSHIP She was ABUSED by maniac

Nothing went right for this lady since she was born. My heart hurts for her . Hope she finds help.

@natashakathleen1710

2 жыл бұрын

Ya, she was born into other people's bottoms. Her parents are the lowest pieces of shit on earth.

@furbabies3937

2 жыл бұрын

The rich ppl needs to start sharing there £ and help ppl get better as there never going to spend it all, so they should help 🦋🙏🏼🦋

@treatstreats7149

2 жыл бұрын

This is horrid. May love find her.

@claudialow9539

2 жыл бұрын

@@furbabies3937 f that. I grew up like her, except for the drugs. Everyone has a choice to be a victim or change their life. No one paid for me to have a better life. It was hard and I chose life. And it’s not butterflies and unicorns either.

The strength of this woman. Stuffing her tears, you can see the kindness, hear her gentleness. I pray she can get out and live a life that she deserves.

@derecashort3332

2 жыл бұрын

I just want to help her😢

@leanneadams2549

2 жыл бұрын

Geez. The pain is just so raw. I feel bad for this sweet girl

@LivingOutloudWithAshleyStone

Күн бұрын

Amen. Absolutely ❤❤❤❤❤

The same man that “saved” her as a child, abused her as an adult . . My heart just aches for this woman.

@marimarsilva4629

11 ай бұрын

He’s just like her dad

I love the compassion on this page. A homeless lady approached me for money and i gave it to her (not much cause I didn’t have much cash) because of this page. Im a lot less judgmental and more compassionate thanks to this page. This poor girl needs services thanks to her horrific childhood.

@debcollins8231

2 жыл бұрын

I have been doing the same thing much more often since I began watching this station. I do donate monthly to a few charities. A lot of my friends think I am making a mistake giving cash directly. There is a woman I see every Monday, and a man outside the supermarket every Thursday. After watching this channel, I make sure I have cash on those days.

@jessicazepeda9516

2 жыл бұрын

👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

The Homeboy Industries remove gang tattoos for free. They are located in LA.

@DetroitFettyghost

2 жыл бұрын

💪💪🏻💪🏼💪🏽💪🏾💪🏿. That's awesome.

@calebgoodwin2110

2 жыл бұрын

Lol

@calvinlokinferhobbs2249

2 жыл бұрын

Wonderful!! anSoon taBe aNeeded anGrowing Service..JustSayn

@mimi615ville

2 жыл бұрын

That’s awesome 👏

@marcella7375

2 жыл бұрын

So they remove white supremacist group tattoos?

It is truly astonishing how much some people have been through. I wish you nothing but healing Jessica.

This is one of the most heart breaking SWU stories. She's so self aware but so broken. My soul aches for her.

@annscott4199

Жыл бұрын

It would be great if they could get her in a good treatment plan to get her to the point she can have great DMR sessions to bring her to healing. Most of us have a broken lil girl or broken lil boy inside of us. However others are more broken than others. The evidence of the lack of love and sin. This is pure evil what happened to her as a child

I am blown by how authentic Jessica is. She has had an extremely difficult life but has amazing resilience. I truly hope she finds a path that it is a lot kinder to her and good things can happen for her. ❤

"I just wanted a family, and never had one" - Jessica

@sinane.y

2 жыл бұрын

She should have got on the bus

@Expose_bankers_and_auctioneers

2 жыл бұрын

gangs prey on that

@HdHd-hp6qz

4 ай бұрын

No accountability

Jessica is amazingly coherent for the hell she’s gone thru! I was captivated by her honesty & the way she put together her story without holding back the worst stuff! There’s something in there that’s still very real and healthy despite the horror in her life. Many people are living different versions of hell on earth, but there’s always hope, because all the misfortune in the world can’t dictate a person’s want for something better!

This is the saddest life story I’ve ever heard. How do we help people like Jessica??? Your channel is a wonderful place for these stories to be told but almost every video makes me want to reach through the screen and give these poor poor souls the love their parents never did!!

@hgraham1836

2 жыл бұрын

I know this was 1 of the toughest to hear. Almost don't blame her for drug use after her animalistic parents did her so dirty. 💔

@alkais99

2 жыл бұрын

This one got me too. Look at the environment she was exposed to. No child should have to grow up like that…and the cycle continues. Very sad.

@hgraham1836

2 жыл бұрын

@@alkais99 some people are just destined for misery and hardships based on their child hoods that they had no voice in, I'll never understand it.

@hgraham1836

2 жыл бұрын

💔

@chadharrod5246

2 жыл бұрын

@@hgraham1836 bullshit. Look up the story of the homeless valedictorian in DC and then come talk to me about what it means to succeed. This bitch took the easy way “ woe is me” avenue and now thinks the world owes her something because her parents were shit. News flash plenty of us out there with similar stories. I personally lost my dad at 3 years old had a mother who was involved with drugs and alcoholism throughout my childhood and I’m still standing here screaming get your shit together. At some point people have to claim accountability for the shit choices they have made and get their poop in a group.

I’m rooting for Jessica she can overcome this

@HdHd-hp6qz

4 ай бұрын

She’s a racist.

Just imagine how many females have her similar story but never told anyone . How traumatic to have your own dad want you sexually...and to go through all that this girl has.....have mercy. Lord 🙏🏾 that is painful but you can see she is so strong ...God Bless you girl..you are a fighter and I applaud your honesty.

@HdHd-hp6qz

4 ай бұрын

Did you even here what she said about black people and you wish her well ?

The fact she only broke down after she started to about her daughter speaks volumes! Unlike her mother she actually feels her kids PAIN! It shows her heart and what will be her motivation 💯 God Bless and Peace be with you Jessica 🙏🏾

Her mother and father are responsible for her messed. Up life. I hope she knows it's not her fault!!! She was a victim!!!

Bless her heart. It kills me that she said it was her choice to do drugs Not at 10. She had no choice with those parents... no chance. I rarely say "blame the parents" because everyone makes their own choices once they are old enough....but this? This is 100% her parents fault. With her sweet soul, imagine if she woupdbhave been born to normal parents.

@brittaolson6550

2 жыл бұрын

Exactly.

@thatdude3977

2 жыл бұрын

Could've ended up the same in the end. Drugs don't discriminate young one

@j.kyronhanson5644

2 жыл бұрын

Meagan - when the people who are supposed to protect you from danger at ages before you're able to do so yourself, provide for your needs before you're able to do so yourself, and at the bare minimum give you the confidence to make the mistakes necessary to learn sustainable lifeskills do THIS to you: there aren't very many genuine choices to make. This is a glaringly obvious pattern in these interviews, which I've both experienced in my own life and seen in countless others.

@alkais99

2 жыл бұрын

💯 percent her parents fault. It makes me sick that these people were allowed to be ‘parents’ where were the school teachers and community to try to help her? It’s very sad, and this the cycle continues. I hope she can get some help and finally find some happiness.

@brittaolson6550

2 жыл бұрын

@@j.kyronhanson5644 Well said! I’ve been there, and I agree with you. I had parents who used drugs and alcohol in the house and let the neighborhood run through the house doing so, sometimes when they weren’t there (or were checked out), so violence and abuse would occur without notice. Sometimes it’s even as obvious as my friend’s mother passing the crack pipe to her at 15. She said she smoked it because it was the first time she had spent time with her that she could remember. Another girl I know…her father gave her meth at 13 so he could more easily control and sexually abuse her. He figured if she needed the drugs she wouldn’t fight him anymore. Who could say either of those kids had a choice?

Wow. I truly feel for her. She’s brutally honest. Wishing nothing but healing, sending love & light!

She didn't stand a chance from the day She was born with the parents she was dealt with. Her life was destined to become a drug addict. If we could only choose who are parents are going to be, I'm sure she would have chosen different ones. Its really sad.

I will never understand how a whole group of men can agree on RAPING someone. Like I can’t imagine them having that conversation and ALL of them agreeing “yeah let’s do this horrible thing to someone”. Not one of them feels shame? Guilt? How does this happen?? I’m genuinely curious on this mindset I just can’t imagine how human beings can be so heinous. Is it that easy for like minded people to find each other? Do they just think it’s okay because these girls did drugs? Is it just “normal” for some people to rape? I wish there was more research on it because I just really don’t get it. In the meantime, these are the type of people that would benefit from a little Ludovico Technique.

@texasktea

2 жыл бұрын

If they're high it's called sexual deviance.

@joepana88

Жыл бұрын

Yeah i feel the same... I don't know how even 1 person could discuss the thought of doing that... I couldn't think of 1 person in my life that wouldn't react with disgust at even the thought of raping someone, nonetheless carrying out the vile act of doing that.... so I don't understand how 5 people can come together and all agree that rape is acceptable... not even 1 person said "no, this is fucked up, we can't do this", I would think 4 out of 5 would be against it and bear the life out of the one person suggesting it or attempting to initiate it.... I too am at a loss for how 5 grown men could do that and be in agreement that that's the right thing to do? High or not another man or group of men could never even attempt that in my presence... I don't get how a man could get enjoyment out of having to force a unwilling sexual encounter... a crying or fighting woman you would think would be a major sexual deterrent but I guess their are some men that are just super mentally sick and fucked up... I don't get it either, I have 2 daughters and I am hyper aware and protective bc I don't trust no one and I'll be damned if my daughter's ever had trauma like that inflicted... just a sick world really and people are evil and vile really. Selfish and self serving..

@knowthycell

Жыл бұрын

Welcome to the male sex drive. When it’s not under control, and under the influence, it can be ugly.

@ZombieHunter512

Жыл бұрын

@@joepana88 it's the same type of twisted minds that think it's Ok to touch children, let alone their own.

@moisturisedgnome1181

Жыл бұрын

A certain demographic of men more than others. And no technique will prevent it. Its a rude awakening for most women in comfortable western societies.

There's a HUGE meth/incest/familial sex trafficking problem in Kingsport Tennessee. There's a girl missing from there right now named Summer Wells and many of us suspect that your story happened to her too. I'm so sorry things are like this. I live in Kentucky and have worked as a therapist in rural community mental health and I hate to say it, but this is happening everywhere and meth use by parents increases mortality

@jessicazepeda9516

2 жыл бұрын

I’m all the way in California and this blows my mind I need to do some research on

@echase416

2 жыл бұрын

Maybe contact the FBI?

@veronicamariek1

2 жыл бұрын

It's not just Kingsport. I was born in Kingsport and had A great upbringing. It's a nation wide problem.

@kyredwood7809

2 жыл бұрын

Where are you from in the Bluegrass Nation, Ms. Ray? I'm from Pike County, and live in Dandridge. Kudos. Agree.

@texasktea

2 жыл бұрын

Bc there's sexual deviance in methamphetamine users. It's disgusting.

Mark, I have a lot of respect for you and the work you do and feel grateful to witness your videos. However, as someone who works with survivors of sexual abuse / incest, please please please refrain from referring to incestual sexual abuse between a minor and an adult as a “sexual relationship.” Though it’s not your intention I know, the wording can make a victim feel guilty and responsible for what happened to them.

@sgvwes3505

2 жыл бұрын

Exactly

@morgenmachen2400

2 жыл бұрын

I commented similar and I've read others of the same nature. Hopefully the point got across. To hear the crime referred to as a 'sexual relationship' was jarring, to put it in the most civil terms I can manage at the moment. That was disappointing.

@jesuswong5119

2 жыл бұрын

I can see that.

@nicodelgado1391

2 жыл бұрын

You worded this great compared to other comments

@joeroganreviewexperience9964

2 жыл бұрын

Yea sometimes he seems so insensitive idk if for interviews or his true character almost as if he's getting a little enjoyment from their suffering idk

Makes me look back on my High school days and wonder how much of this stuff was going on around me...

@terywetherlow7970

2 жыл бұрын

George it's grown exponentially due to the porn industry.....now the child porn. How has society sunk so low??? SMH

I feel for this sweet soul. She's been through more kinds of hell than most can imagine. You can tell she's a good person. Nothing but love for her

You never know what people have gone through. You never know what people are going through. Be kind.

@marylougeorge9890

2 жыл бұрын

Amen.💔

The fact she's still here is astonishing. What an awful experience of life. Wish you nothing but healing 💜🌷

As someone clean off of Tina for a year now, I hope this lady finds peace and solace someway somehow. I know she’ll never read this comment but if you do you are worth so much more than you’ll ever believe. And if you have social media or KZread, please hit me up if you ever need help. Meth is a monster, but monstrous childhoods tend to lead to monstrous addictions. I’m sorry for what happened to you.

@b1k2q34

2 жыл бұрын

What is Tina? Never mind. I looked it up.

As a person interested in mental health. I can’t help but wonder how her parents were raised… my guess is that alcohol may have played a huge role in her parents demise. She has so much work to do. I hope there are therapists out there that can watch this and spend some time with her.

@lilaworley8935

2 жыл бұрын

Her grandparents were likely the products of the wars and depression. My own grandparents were either alcoholics or unloving people. They produced dysfunctional children....my parents generation (the boomers) are an incredibly dysfunctional generation. Confused is an understatement. You can find a lot of us adult children of their generation in ACoA.

@kjgarvin

2 жыл бұрын

Unfortunately, things like this continue to happen generation after generation. I've done a little digging into the history of my own family and I see the patterns of trauma. Luckily, there are some now that are breaking the pattern, but there are plenty who are still traumatizing their children.

@EllEss331

2 жыл бұрын

She said her dad's mom & dad lived next door & she also said lots of people knew what was going on but no one did anything, before she got into foster care.

@briangarrotto6951

2 жыл бұрын

@@kjgarvin I’ve also seen changes in the brain due to trauma actually change the composition of the brain generation to generation. I’ve always loved the “I wonder how the parents grew up.” In my own personal therapy that has been very helpful in seeing similarities with my own parents and also can help open the idea of forgiveness.

@Kolosso_369

2 жыл бұрын

@@briangarrotto6951 check out Mate Gabor if you haven't already.

What an amazing woman, she still seems to have so much kindness despite everything she's been through. I hope she can get those tattoos altered so that she's not still associated with all that.

Im a 23 year old poly -user since the age of 15(MJ at 13, graduate to amphetamines and many others by 15-16). Every time I think my life is unbearable, I watch Soft White Underbelly as a way to humble myself, and hope it clicks soon for me. I'm tired. Good luck Jessica. Thank you Mark. May all this pain relic the past someday.

@delphiarollins7113

2 жыл бұрын

🙏🏾 im praying for you Jordan. 🖤🖤

@jordanlempert1757

2 жыл бұрын

@@delphiarollins7113 Thank you so much. I wish I could express what that means to me. Thank you kind stranger, may love and good things surround you eternally.

@delphiarollins7113

2 жыл бұрын

@@jordanlempert1757 Your welcome & you have the strength inside you. Just keep trying and keep asking for strength 🙏🏾🙏🏾

@Grace_in_space

2 жыл бұрын

Praying for you too Jordan… for all of us 💞

@alexalowry2891

2 жыл бұрын

I’m here for you Jordan. Sobriety is ALWAYS possible💞

Jessica-It's hard to make healthy choices for your life when your parents normalize sexual abuse and chemical dependency. You are a survivor! I'm amazed you've made it through

My heart goes out to her. She has been through things no one should ever have to experience. I pray that she receives the life she deserves.

This woman has lived the life of nightmares. I pray she finds the happiness she's never had someday, and gets therapy ❤

Humans can be so Vile and desgusting! I feel bad for her. She got a raw deal!

What a sad life. I feel so bad for this young lady. She still has life left and i hope the next half is amazing and filled with blessings for her.

Her parents were monsters, breaks my heart to hear her story 💔💔 I truly hope that she finds the happiness she has always been looking for. 🙏

OH. MY. GAWD. What she's been through in her life is unfathomable. I'm sure she's had weeks where she went through more than some people do in their entire lives. How do you help someone who's been damaged over and over and over again? I really hope she can find some way to work through the pain so she doesn't feel the need to mask it because it's only causing her more pain. She needs treatment and counseling while in treatment and for at least a year...probably much longer. I feel for her and hope something changes for the better.

@blydnhvghn

2 жыл бұрын

The question you asked is an important one. I have been looking for the answer for a long time but the search continues.

This is so heartbreaking. The pain she feels for her daughter is so strong, I hope soon she will be able to hold her.

I thank God for my normal, boring family every day

She seems so sincere. Best of luck to her and her kids💔

Jessica still has such a soft, honest, loving soul Even after everything.. My heart breaks for her

MARK, this woman was NOT in a 'sexual relationship' with her dad, she was being raped - molested. Consent is required of a relationship. I'm appalled by your wording. Perhaps it was ignorance, perhaps it was a moment of insensitivity, but I believe an apology is in order. It may seem like a non issue to some , but practice empathy and think how it must feel for a young girl to have grown up the way, be hurt by those who should have protected her. Any implication that it was consensual or wanted is incredibly damaging. We all er, but regardless I feel pained for her and all victims/survivors.

@alexkenley1

2 жыл бұрын

very true. it was not a relationship

@lilstinker1949

2 жыл бұрын

He does this shit all the time. He’s a sociopath and his constantly uses phrases and even intentionally makes interviewees uncomfortable because he has no empathy

@morgenmachen2400

2 жыл бұрын

@@lilstinker1949 whoa interesting analysis. I feel he's someway tone-deaf but I wasn't going to go as far as sociopath lol. Would you tell me a bit about why you say that, in terms of examples? I'm genuinely curious. It's very typical for an audience to put a content creator up on a pedestal and all critical thinking seems to go out the window.

@Alyoop137

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for pointing this out. The words this creator chooses has always bothered me. I watch because I love hearing people tell their stories, but it’s sad to hear him being so disrespectful. You can really tell he thinks he is better than them…😔

@morgenmachen2400

2 жыл бұрын

@@Alyoop137 honestly I'm embarrassed that I've only just noticed what you and others see, and I've watched probably a hundred uploads SMH. This one hit different.

Even though she’s scratched and scraped on the outside, she glows and blossoms on the inside. I can see it. What a sweet pure soul.

Immediately my heart sinks as I know this is the story so many women share. Most likely would be the same story for Summer Moon Wells missing from the same area of TN, from a similar background and family dynamic. Breaks my heart 💔

@johnnmelissagiddens3260

2 жыл бұрын

True....so sad. This girl did drugs too

Also her mother who aided in her childhood trauma and now aiding in her grandchild’s needs to face charges.

@kjgarvin

2 жыл бұрын

I hope someone from social services in Tennessee sees this. This lady's mom should not be able to care for any children and should be charged for giving drugs to minors.

@vonderloo3184

2 жыл бұрын

This.

@This-account-is-hacked

2 жыл бұрын

@@kjgarvin I’d laugh so hard id the next video was a RIP because she overdosed lol 😂 I hope all of these burn victims all burn up in hell like they have no clue and super glue them eye lids shut and mouth and stink ring and rooster hole so and ears all tight then jump in the water 💧

I wish I could hug Jessica through this video; she's had a truly tough life. How can we all help this woman? Listening to her story is heartbreaking. I'm glad to see she left her roots in Tennessee. I'd like to see her progress in a follow-up in 6 months. Thank you for all you do!

You didn't even need to ask her if she knew what love was. Brutally honest. Keep making a difference Mark.

Thank you for this channel. It keeps me grounded to the harsh reality of this world each and every time.

Holding you tightly in my heart Jessica. I never know what the right thing to say is because I have no comprehension of what you have lived through. I just want you to know that you can add me to this growing group of humans who truly love you and are rooting for you to get clean, get the help you need to change your life and turn it into something beautiful that reflects your spirit and your heart and that you can lead your daughter out too. Thank you for sharing your life so far with all of us.

If she really wants the tatts gone, especially because they are racist, there are several outlets that will help her out. I respect her honesty. Tough life. She’s made some mistakes no doubt, but I feel for her. Seems like she never had a chance.

She still has a softness in her eyes.. Things will get better for you Jessica, I truly believe that ☀️

I am from south eastern ky not far from Kingsport & Jessica’s story is the same as all my cousins😞 you deserve so much better!

Not having a stable Mother in your life is so hard . Sometimes you find yourself lost with no loving guidance .sending love to you Jessica x

MARK , PLEASE HELP THIS YOUNG LADY .SHE NEEDS A BREAK IN THIS WORLD.

This is so damn sad. Poor Jessica. Some people really have no business bringing children into this world. Jessica I wish the best for you. ❤️❤️

everyone always blames addicts for CHOOSING drugs when in reality that's not always the case, most of the time its from things in their past.

I think it boils down to who you are. I’ve also had an horrendous past, but when I became a mum, that beautiful little soul was the only thing that mattered to me IN THE WORLD. She is now 22 years old, and the world is a better place because she’s in it.

@sheilaghny1

2 жыл бұрын

agree

@frisc0strangler207

2 жыл бұрын

Cool story…”Stevie “???

@RowanWarren78

2 жыл бұрын

@@frisc0strangler207 ever heard of singer Stevie Nicks? She's a chick.

@frisc0strangler207

2 жыл бұрын

@@RowanWarren78 and she also ruined the once good band, fleetwood Mack

@soulerheat

2 жыл бұрын

its not that black & white

Jessica, you are a sweet soul and deserve all the love you desire. I hope you escape this nightmare of addiction. East TN and Western NC is over run, like many places, with meth. Culture here is much different and mental illness, isolation and drugs run as deep as the cultural roots. Lack of adequate mental health in western NC is a big factor. Sad, I wish I had all the answers and solutions. This cycle goes on and on generation after generation and few decide to break it. Most are raised with a lack of encouragement and knowledge of a different life. I'm praying for you Jessica! Mark, I hope you can have an update on her. Much love.

@mombradshaw5528

2 жыл бұрын

Yep.. can't even enjoy the mountains anymore without worrying about running into a rolling meth lab. You can't just go walking into the woods or riding around and mudding. Really sad what meth and pills have done to the Appalachians

Soft White Underbelly, this is making me breakdown crying im so sorry for Jessica, i love her spirit and i just feel it deep, thank you for sharing these as always

I’m sending this sweet soul love and light❤️🙏🏼 I hope one day she can find the peace she deserves.

This woman needs help. This story is absolutely sad and disgusting. I had a bad childhood but nothing compares to this shit. Praying for you Jessica.

No child should have to go through this. Insane how much this happens in the US. God Bless You, Jessica. xoxoxoxo

When she said she’s never been loved, I just wanted to hug her and tell her I would love her. This is honestly the saddest story I have ever heard. Can we help her? How do we help her? Life has just beaten her down over and over and over again. Jessica honey, I’m praying for you.

This poor girl...Absolutely crazy that someone could go thru this much in life.

An alarming number of people answer, "What was the most important thing you've learned in your life", with "You can't trust anyone". I wonder what that says about our society.

😢😭 this is absolutely heart breaking to hear what this girl has been through.

Thank you for this series of interviews. Amazing work 👏

This poor woman, my heart hurts for the little girl inside of her. Sweet lady I hope you find your confidence again, you deserve peace in your life.

there are no words for how strong you are, jessica.

politicians should be forced to watch all of these

@ruthpfaehler8983

Ай бұрын

They wouldn’t care ….

Jessica, you’re strong. You are worthy. Be who you needed when you were younger. You are worth infinite miles more than what you’ve been through. I am sending you love and the strongest energy. You can make it.

Wow,what a story..my heart breaks for her, I wish her well and good luck into the future. Thanks for the interview, guys, Mark👍

She has done a really clear headed self examination, that counts for a lot! Great person, I hope she continues to grow wiser and stronger.

@virgie4715

2 жыл бұрын

Right. All that trauma, abuse, drug abuse and from so many different types of drugs, strong drugs from such a young age. It’s honestly amazing. If anyone has the will to make it thru I think this woman does. I hope she finds the help she needs to start healing.

Mark I just want to say thanks for helping the voiceless find their voice❤️ sadly they are so many people around the world struggling day to day without any care or help from the governments. Even here in Britain our governments plan to help less fortunate people is to give them a one way ticket out of our cities and down to Cornwall. They don’t want to help they just want to move the “problem” around. Xxxxxxxxx

@jonnybgreat6274

2 жыл бұрын

We have to save ourself, no one is coming to rescue any of us.

@DetroitFettyghost

2 жыл бұрын

@@michaelmorris2623 What's "regular". Regular just means they haven't told THEIR story. Everybody F*KED UP 🤣

@DetroitFettyghost

2 жыл бұрын

@@michaelmorris2623 oh no I was just trying to make you laugh brother. But it is pretty much the truth. Everybody's head is a dark place.....at times.

I’m so sorry for all the things that happened to her ❤️ such a beautiful soul crushed by life

She can find someone in LA that will cover or remove those tattoos. I hope she does. And I hope she leaves skid row.

Jessica has had it hard, no doubt about it. There's a gentleness about her, and good humouredness.☘

Thank you for sharing, i can relate. Sending you sooo much love sweetheart. Stay safe out there. I hope one day you find happiness. 💝

First minute n I'm cryin.... damn. Family's are so messed up.... I feel her pain- I know it too. So much tragedy in so many lives.

@susiefairfield7218

2 жыл бұрын

Jessica is the most for real, she really took me there, into her world..damn..😢

@DetroitFettyghost

2 жыл бұрын

@@susiefairfield7218 Yes, It got in my head pretty hard. We need the laws on drugs (self medicating) TAKEN AWAY/BANISHED and the laws on rape and molestation CHANGED TO PUNISHINBLE BY DEATH.

@JennaH-l1j

2 жыл бұрын

@@DetroitFettyghost exactly, I was just talking to my wife about this shit today. Child molestors will get suspended sentences while drug addicts catch 5-10 years at a time. It’s insane how our country works, there’s no room for adults who prey on our kid’s in our society but yet our law lets them walk free time after time.

@DetroitFettyghost

2 жыл бұрын

@@JennaH-l1j We need to march for it in every city in America. If I build it they will come. I should set a date and make posts all over. Maybe just maybe it'll do something. I really need to do this. We gotta start fixing things in this country because the goods slipping away quickly.

Someone pls help this woman she deserves a real life 😢 🙏🏼

"Trust no one and drugs will ruin your life".

I feel so sorry for this lady. Praying for her.

One of the best interviews I’ve seen.

She's very humble and she keeps it real. I find her likeable. I'm hoping things will get better for her.

And here I am thinking my life was hard :( It was nothing compared to this woman,God bless your soul darling sending love and light .

Jessica you are a beautiful human and you deserve all that is good. I hope you can find the strength to rise above your circumstances. You have it within you

Any wonder she takes drugs! This is absolutely heartbreaking. Why do people have such terrible/shitty lives and others like myself (gratefully) have a pretty decent one! So unfair! Hope you get the love and happiness you so deserve Jessica ❤

When she said she's been existing and just wants to live..I felt that..and when she said that she has so much of her past that she hasn't let go of and it continues to chase her...that was felt just as deep..girl alot of way we are the same..keep your head up..I've just recently started mat treatment again..I had 4 years clean and relapsed for a year and a half. I currently have 8 weeks this go around..

Omg someone help this soul. She had no chance with parents like hers. It's no wonder people turn out like this. It's very heartbreaking.

OK. In less than a full minute, my heart is so sad, & my stomach is sick..... 😪

Prayers, Jessica. Thank you for sharing. I know all about existing in this world. It makes each day difficult to rationalize getting out of bed. I tell myself each new day is a new opportunity for something better.

This interview is one of the toughest I've heard. It's amazing what evil exists in this world. I have the utmost admiration for you Mark (Soft White Underbelly) for all you do. This really has opened my eyes to a darker world than I even imagined. We really have no idea the pain/trauma that people go through...

That's NOT a sexual relationship. My goddddd 🙄 😡 such honesty from her 💖 so sad for her... just heartbreaking. We can overcome. It just takes time

The story of a female child being pressed into sex by a trusted adult male, and the lady of the house-- often the girl's mother -- seeing the raped child as a rival, tosses her out -- is the story behind the vast majority of girls who are runaways, homeless and who become homeless and deeply damaged women. The narcotics are also a common element. How people can think that they deserve to be parents is beyond me

This poor sweet girl I just want to hug her and be her family. So heartbreaking hearing all that she has been through. It's unfathomable to even think that this kind of stuff goes on and people still have to go on living life the best they know how afterwards. I've been through some trauma but it pales in comparison to this. I would not even know how to cope. My heart truly goes out to her and I hope she finds comfort and real love in her life.

I am so sorry for you lady but you are still here on this earth and living for a reason!