Confession: I Thought I Was Bisexual

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  • @jackieVanTine_
    @jackieVanTine_3 ай бұрын

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  • @CarportCarl
    @CarportCarl3 ай бұрын

    Love the sinner, but hate the sin.

  • @kyrsten777

    @kyrsten777

    3 ай бұрын

    yes my mom had told me this a lot. She had a Gay bestfriend and one day he asked her if she loved him and she said “i love you, but not ur sin.” he accepted that and they are still friends:)

  • @nickwatchesyoutube

    @nickwatchesyoutube

    3 ай бұрын

    Thank God this was the first comment I saw as I scrolled down. Have a blessed day Carl!

  • @BiPaganMan

    @BiPaganMan

    3 ай бұрын

    Funny that is only said about one "sin"

  • @CarportCarl

    @CarportCarl

    3 ай бұрын

    @@BiPaganMan where are you pulling that from? ALL sin is to be seen that way. It's a Bible verse.

  • @nickwatchesyoutube

    @nickwatchesyoutube

    3 ай бұрын

    @@BiPaganMan "sin" is also the plural of "sin", BiPaganMan

  • @dreamyxseahorse506
    @dreamyxseahorse5063 ай бұрын

    Literally just brought my bible to work because I slipped into smoking and drinking. It helps me keeps my eyes on Him

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    I love that! I try and keep a mini bible with me at all times! Instead of reaching for my phone to reach for my Bible!

  • @16yearolddude

    @16yearolddude

    3 ай бұрын

    @@jackieVanTine_ is there something bad about using the bible app? I find it very convenient

  • @michaeljameson8496

    @michaeljameson8496

    3 ай бұрын

    @@16yearolddudethere’s nothing wrong with using the Bible app. The good thing is you have God’s word in your phone. I can so easily get in the habit of turning to my Bible app but what I’ve also noticed was that there can be other distractions on my phone. That’s why I see it as best to have a physical Bible.

  • @michaeljameson8496

    @michaeljameson8496

    3 ай бұрын

    @@16yearolddude there’s nothing wrong with using the Bible app. I so easily get into that habit because I find it convenient but because it’s in my phone I also find other distractions. So that’s why I think it’s best to have a physical Bible with me.

  • @16yearolddude

    @16yearolddude

    3 ай бұрын

    @@michaeljameson8496 what if I have the discipline to not open up different apps and not get distracted?

  • @ShaneLawrence-ri6ph
    @ShaneLawrence-ri6ph3 ай бұрын

    I want God not sin 😭💔

  • @ashantiii1178

    @ashantiii1178

    3 ай бұрын

    Amen 🙏🏼 I feel you :/

  • @latkagravas986

    @latkagravas986

    3 ай бұрын

    👍, When you come to God truly ---this sort of stuff to talk about IS GONE.

  • @ShaneLawrence-ri6ph
    @ShaneLawrence-ri6ph3 ай бұрын

    A righteous man fall seven times but God puts him back up again I'm 19 years old and I have autism but that does not define who I am as a person who will I be in the future

  • @anandjoshua7904

    @anandjoshua7904

    3 ай бұрын

    JESUS Healing You

  • @timmichael3554

    @timmichael3554

    3 ай бұрын

    All things be possible with God and a never give up and keep on trying attitude. The only way we can fail is to quit. Everything else is a learning experience.

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    AMEN Shane!!! You are defined by the Lord Jesus and His Word! Fearfully and wonderfully made with a purpose only YOU can fulfill in God amen?

  • @hunterprice3320
    @hunterprice33203 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing Jackie. I've also had struggles with my sexuality. As a young boy I always had this strange desire to wear womens clothing. I think it might be because of things form my early childhood. My parents got divorced when I was 3 or 4 because my dad was verbally and physically abusive to my mom. I think it gave me a very negative view on what being a man was and made me not want to be one. Even though I had other men in my life that were good role models the damage that had been done from seeing how my dad acted. Growing up I always had crushes on girls but I also wanted to be like them too. It wasn't something that was constantly on my mind but it definitely came across my mind and I never really questioned it but I new I didn't want anyone else to know about it. When puberty hit it became a very sexual thing but I didn't understand thats what it was. I would fantasize about dressing up in girls clothes and even dreaming about it. I still didn't really understand what all was going on with my body and that my fantasies were sexual. I thought that I wanted to be a girl or that I was gay. It really scared me because i didn't want to be that way. When I was 14 was when I really started crossdressing. When I would have the house to myself I would snag a bra and maybe a dress or something from my moms room and wear them and just look at myself in the mirror. When I was around 15 I started going going back to church. I had gotten saved when I was about 10 or 11 but hadn't really went to church consistently. I started wondering if what I was doing was a sin. And I started researching into it. I then started seeing pictures of other guys crossdressing and was attracted to them at some point I started masturbating to them. I tried to tell myself it wasnt wrong because it wasnt p0rnographic and that they looked like women. I ended up going to church camp that summer and was convicted of what I was doing and repented of it. If I remember right I didn't do it anymore until that fall. I ended up having the house to myself for a few days and backslid hard back into crossdressing since I had free reign to do whatever. I also started looking at pictures of other crossdressers again and then slowly but surely I got into Transgender p0rn. At first I was disgusted with what i was seeing but I ended up starting to enjoy it alot. I tried to tell myself that it wasn't gay because they looked like women but deep down I knew I was lusting after men. I've had alot of times where I've repented and had freedom but crawled back to my addiction at one point or another. I eventually found a group online for christian men that struggle with crossdressing and things like gender dysphoria. Its helped alot knowing I'm not alone in this struggle and having people to keep my accountable. Currently I'm 9 days free from porn and crossdressing. I want to eventually become a husband and father but I worry that I won't be able to find a woman that I won't scare off when i reveal my past. Please pray for me. Sorry for such a long comment lol.

  • @rubbersoul8334

    @rubbersoul8334

    3 ай бұрын

    Seek deliverance.

  • @user-co5yp2jr8n

    @user-co5yp2jr8n

    3 ай бұрын

    I don't think you have to share it, unless you think it will happen again. We all go through identity crisis when young.bthe media and Internet just make it more challenging with more options. I think when we make God our focus it's easier to let go of worldly things

  • @user-co5yp2jr8n

    @user-co5yp2jr8n

    3 ай бұрын

    We all struggle with identity when younger.

  • @philotheasbliss

    @philotheasbliss

    3 ай бұрын

    I will pray for you. You are not alone in any struggle. God will vindicate you.

  • @LanceVanTine
    @LanceVanTine3 ай бұрын

    So proud of your courage, Babe!! God continues to speak through you. The Truth needs to be shared in love. Keep doing an amazing job 😍

  • @michaeljameson8496

    @michaeljameson8496

    3 ай бұрын

    Lance, I love the way you support Jackie. God is really using her in amazing ways to bless others.

  • @chrisordinola6507

    @chrisordinola6507

    3 ай бұрын

    Lance your wife is such an amazing woman! I learn a lot from everyday. God has blessed her truly!

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Thank you honey, you inspire me to be courageous and you are under God one of my greatest encouragers ! I love you!!!

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    He really is a wonderful husband. I don’t deserve him and God really went above and beyond what I ever wished for or wanted!!

  • @davidwalorski5755
    @davidwalorski57553 ай бұрын

    THE LIGHT OF THE WORD ILLUMINATE S THE SIN AND FAULTY THINKING IN OUR LIVES!!PRAISE GOD!!!!

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    That’s a great way to put it! 🙏

  • @Prod.Cloudz761
    @Prod.Cloudz7613 ай бұрын

    This had to be a sigh from jesus,I just sinned today. Thank you for these types of videos

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    In your weakness He is made STRONG!

  • @gemnewby5118
    @gemnewby51183 ай бұрын

    Thank you for being vulnerable enough to share your story. I am 34 years old, when I was in my early teens I was sexually abused by another teen girl....at church of all places. As a people pleaser I gave in after being blackmailed by her and so i allowed for it to continue, feeling unable to tell anyone, not even my Christian parents. I thought I was gay, then going to university later on I told people I was Bi even though I was not attracted to women or had even been on a date with a woman. Porn didn't help made it worse. This thought process continued until the age of 32 when I broke down in front of my bf, (now ex) and realised that saying I was Bi was easier than dealing with the trauma and understanding it was abuse. I was born again Christian beginning of this year when I was on my knees...since then traumas are being healed from my past thank you Jesus. I told my mum last month of this experience and she apologised that I didn't feel I could go to her. Jesus is healing all my wounds now and he is giving me the strength to move forward in forgiveness, peace, and unconditional love 🙌

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    WOW THIS IS A POWERFUL TESTIMONY SIS ! Thank you for being vulnerable and courageous to share this here! Don’t shy away from sharing this with any ear that’s willing to listen and give God glory! May He continue to bless you as you are a blessing to others like Abraham. He’s got your back and He is your BEST FRIEND :)

  • @Godsseed2
    @Godsseed23 ай бұрын

    I needed this, God bless you! I believe In Jesus and what he did for us. I need him so much my hearts breaking, I keep asking for help and prayer for nic issues and lusts… I need delivered too. I want to be with Jesus forever. I keep talking to Jesus. I don’t wanna struggle with this flesh anymore. ❤️

  • @michaellee9411

    @michaellee9411

    3 ай бұрын

    Hey friend we're always going to have the temptation - The temptation is not a sin - what a testing ground for you to make the right decision- the flesh will always be there count on that for the rest of your life but we win when we battle because God says in 1 Corinthians 10:13 he doesn't give us something we can't handle he gives us an Escape Route always in any temptation hyphen I'll repeat in any Temptation that comes our way cigarettes drugs drinking porn... The Temptation Of The Flesh will always be there but it is our opportunity to prove our love and say no to evil and say Yes to God We will be rewarded for our pushing these evils away we will be rewarded when God sees how much we value his relationship cuz he wants to spend time with us he wants to love us he wants to hear from us to cuddle us to nurture to support us to give us info to care and give us the feeling of being an arrival into his heaven keeping it simple he just wants to spend time with us- that's it and when we refuse to do that and other areas and giving into temptation he's grieved and saddened as a father he still loves us but how much better of a friendship and relationship we can have because he just wants to spend time with us And doesn't want to see you pollute yourself with other things when he is your lifelong friend and will always be your Father but he's also going to discipline you if you continue God is not hating you he's loving you and wants the best for you and doesn't want you playing on the freeway partying drinking getting high smoking using porn He has a great plan for your life and he doesn't want you to screw it up Just spend time with him and stay away from the flesh And let God drive you slide over and let him drive you to a new adventure for a new better life than you driving yourself off the road and into the ground

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Sister, we all need Him always every second every minute!! HE is the deliverer and wants to deliver you. Continue to fight with the Lord and you will overcome by His love power and strength!

  • @parkercuthbertson3811
    @parkercuthbertson38113 ай бұрын

    I needed to hear this. Identified as lgbt for over a year before I came to Christ recently (I even broke up with my “girlfriend” just after finding faith). I’ve been having shame about this even after repentance and I realize through this testimony as well as my own reflection that it stemmed from pornography and trouble with male figures in my life/a feeling of rejection. My identity is in Christ and I don’t need to set labels from my past to define myself. I know God is transforming me and it helps to know that others came to similar conclusions. God bless you!

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Amen Parker! NO ONE is truly homosexual, they are just deceived into believing a lie that they are from the enemy. You are not that sin, it is in the past and God has forgiven you :) May He continue to build your confidence in who He is and who He says you are throughout His Word!

  • @taialovemc
    @taialovemc3 ай бұрын

    Amen, thank you Jackie for this message 🙏✝️♥️

  • @hdhdkskdhd9745
    @hdhdkskdhd97453 ай бұрын

    Love your wisdom and honesty- and your love for people! 👍🙏❤️✝️☺️

  • @christopherroquemore6176
    @christopherroquemore61763 ай бұрын

    I love your energy my Sister, keep on fighting the good fight! 🙏💪🕊️❤️

  • @ajithdesilva4280
    @ajithdesilva42803 ай бұрын

    Thank You for the, Encouragement to fight , and Recover! God Bless You !

  • @luciaimparato9390
    @luciaimparato93903 ай бұрын

    I have to say, Jackie, you are a truly a blessing to me! Your encouragement and love for God and for people is very much appreciated!

  • @araceliscollazo5067
    @araceliscollazo50673 ай бұрын

    Amen Jackie! This is a really good one. Your transparency is commendable. God bless you!

  • @VerifiedDiscipline
    @VerifiedDiscipline3 ай бұрын

    I love these videos please keep posting and spreading the word ❤

  • @benjaminosler9798
    @benjaminosler97983 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing this with us. I am so thankful that you make these videos because the way you speak and talk help me to reflect on my walk with Christ and help me for view people and the bible in a new light. May God bless you and your family.

  • @sol_di_14
    @sol_di_142 ай бұрын

    Thank you for this video! ❤ I need to forgive myself and others.

  • @mickthedigger
    @mickthedigger3 ай бұрын

    Thank you Jackie your message is truly inspiring and I really appreciate them 🙏🧎🤲

  • @johnmooney4983
    @johnmooney49833 ай бұрын

    Thanks for video Jackie prayers and powerful stuff . i did fall short recently thanks for encourage. And ill leave on happy note . a big congrats to you and lance for baby on the way god bless you

  • @LuisGabriel-lv9ts
    @LuisGabriel-lv9ts3 ай бұрын

    Thank you Jackie God bless you and your family😇🕊❤️‍🔥🙏 I needed this very much all praise the most high in Jesus name I pray amen 🙏❤️‍🔥🕊😇

  • @LadyLove747
    @LadyLove7472 ай бұрын

    Wow 🤩 so powerful and encouraging MWOG!!! 🙋🏽‍♀️

  • @oscarcastro2716
    @oscarcastro2716Ай бұрын

    I always watch your videos! Keep doing what you doing! GOD BLESS YOU 🙏🙏🙏

  • @paulguy2545
    @paulguy25453 ай бұрын

    Jackie I really enjoy listening to you every day👌… God Bless you!!

  • @bernardwilliams4071
    @bernardwilliams40713 ай бұрын

    Another good one J

  • @charltonswartz-qz9is
    @charltonswartz-qz9is2 ай бұрын

    Thank you sister,I can relate to this and thank you for your transparency bless you.😊

  • @messagefromamess
    @messagefromamess3 ай бұрын

    I thought I was the only one preaching from a car. Glad to see I am not. God bless you.❤

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Haha yes I love car preaching!!

  • @messagefromamess

    @messagefromamess

    3 ай бұрын

    Thanks for the heart

  • @GAdithyanRM

    @GAdithyanRM

    3 ай бұрын

    Wherever you are doesn't matter, what truly matters is listening to the word.

  • @nintendogsZs
    @nintendogsZs3 ай бұрын

    Exactly what I needed to hear tonight ❤

  • @ShaneLawrence-ri6ph
    @ShaneLawrence-ri6ph3 ай бұрын

    I have a confession to make I was bisexual for in 2022 and I was losing my mind especially about on tik Tok and you know I was not ready and because I didn't reread the word and I definitely didn't find a man to fulfill my needs but also I just didn't care I wanted a male counterpart so bad it made me to the point where I just it was a lot I understand that that you also God bless you my sister in Christ

  • @gregoryalford7727
    @gregoryalford77273 ай бұрын

    Amen and thank you for this message.

  • @Tribal_Christian
    @Tribal_Christian3 ай бұрын

    Amen🙏✝️. God Bless You and Your Family.

  • @1God2savem3
    @1God2savem33 ай бұрын

    Omg I needed this soooo much! Thank youuuuuuuuu!!!

  • @walterhughes255
    @walterhughes2553 ай бұрын

    Great message again thank you for your Testimony, it has helped me alot I repent every day from lust

  • @jennaoullette1915
    @jennaoullette19153 ай бұрын

    I love you voice because you are telling the truth the truth will set free ❤❤

  • @GEORGIOARCADE
    @GEORGIOARCADE3 ай бұрын

    Jackie great to see the car video style again 🙏🏽✨ What a powerful message this is. I think God knows we are gonna slip in this journey of faith to him. But what matters is that we learn from our sin, repent and ask Jesus for guidance to be better. I appreciate you sharing how you overcome so many trying things. Keep up the great work!

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Absolutely!! One thing that always gets me Georgio is that He isn’t surprised by my sin…. Which just blows my mind. He knows the end from the beginning and He loves us regardless!

  • @murraypenner6953
    @murraypenner695318 күн бұрын

    Thankyou Jackie for your enthusiasm and your reminders of the love of Jesus and the forgiveness he offers to us when we fall before him and cry out to him for forgiveness. Murray Penner in Saskatoon, Saskatchewan, Canada

  • @Marisol15098
    @Marisol150983 ай бұрын

    Clicked on this bc the title grabbed my attention, as I stumbled into the same sort of stuff and feelings when I was younger. Thank you for sharing I feel so seen 😭

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Amen Marisol :) the devil wants to confuse us and lie and distort the image of God we were made in because He hates us!

  • @jacobbos2208
    @jacobbos22083 ай бұрын

    Powerful testimony thank you it helped many somebodies out there

  • @annacatherineandrews
    @annacatherineandrews3 ай бұрын

    Got me sobbing. Thank you 🙏

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Aww sis! I’m so glad the Lord was able to minister to your heart through this video. Your heart is softened before Him and He loves that 💙

  • @jesusmendez7261
    @jesusmendez72613 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing this with us Sister, this blew my mind and it has really blessed me! We give to the Lord the thanks and praise for having set us free in Christ Jesus our Lord! May God bless you ! We are not our sins nor past! We are children of God!

  • @MagicFlower_1810.
    @MagicFlower_1810.3 ай бұрын

    Amen!!! 🥺🙌🏻 God Bless you sis!! ❤ Keep being used by the Lord!! 🤍

  • @fcamericas10
    @fcamericas103 ай бұрын

    Great word this morning - thank you Jesus

  • @ShaneLawrence-ri6ph
    @ShaneLawrence-ri6ph3 ай бұрын

    Yes sister Jackie keep it up and don't give up

  • @Mark24Diesel
    @Mark24Diesel3 ай бұрын

    Appreciate your vulnerability. God bless your soul Jackie in Jesus Christ's mighty and powerful name we pray 🙏AMEN

  • @StelioMichonta
    @StelioMichonta3 ай бұрын

    Your videos are always perfect timing. I just had to let someone go because holding on was destroying me. But letting go has caused bitterness and much sadness and I’ve sinned 😢

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Stelio, remember that this person who hurt you has gone through their own abuse their own pain their own betrayal from a young age that has caused them to unjustly hurt you. Lean on God and give this person over to Him!!! Say “God I give them to you”. And remember, it is SO HARD to stay angry and bitter towards someone you are praying for. So pray for them every single day!!! You’ll see your heart will change 😊

  • @AshleyGooden-ld5dc
    @AshleyGooden-ld5dc3 ай бұрын

    Thank you Jackie for the encouragement ❤

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Absolutely girly :)

  • @brandonian6940
    @brandonian69403 ай бұрын

    God bless you for being brave. It’s never easy to do that. You’re a strong woman of God.

  • @logansanchez537
    @logansanchez5373 ай бұрын

    Thank you so so much for this word and this message when you confessed to everyone that you didn’t tell anyone growing up you thought you were bisexual I told myself OMG someone actually gets me and knows what exactly what I’m going through I’m still going through it and everything you said in your message makes sense now it’s been a lie from the enemy I know that I’m not but I’ve been believing this lie he’s been whispering in my ear so thank you so much I really needed to hear this God bless you 😊

  • @tombouwer5666
    @tombouwer56663 ай бұрын

    Respect Sister, Shot for your Honesty & Vulnerability!!

  • @shaziael-ali7477
    @shaziael-ali74773 ай бұрын

    I'm going through this right now greatful for this video 🙌🙏🙌 🔥💯AMEN🙌🙏 AMEN🙏🙌 AMEN💯🔥

  • @paulrm_7917
    @paulrm_79173 ай бұрын

    That was absolutely beautiful!

  • @stevenclarke6601
    @stevenclarke66013 ай бұрын

    Thanks! Another fine message for the soul Mrs Jackie

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Thank you Steven!😊 this was definitely one of my HARDEST videos to post… the confession just came out of my mouth - wasn’t even planning it, but when the Lord says it’s time, it’s time!

  • @sweetpete9696
    @sweetpete96963 ай бұрын

    thanks for your great teaching

  • @kingdomfunding
    @kingdomfunding3 ай бұрын

    You’re so beautiful, blessings sister

  • @zmail8566
    @zmail85663 ай бұрын

    Inspiring. Thank you

  • @mckinleycrudup517
    @mckinleycrudup5173 ай бұрын

    Thanks sis, keep doing what you’re doing. God bless you

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Thanks so much :)

  • @joshbringspain4198
    @joshbringspain41983 ай бұрын

    This was so powerful thank you so much for sharing! Praise Jesus! Amen!!!

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Wasn’t easy to post but when God says do something we ought to listen for the sake of His Kingdom and die to what we want!

  • @joshbringspain4198

    @joshbringspain4198

    3 ай бұрын

    @@jackieVanTine_ Amen!!! Yes that’s so powerful I know that can be a stronghold the enemy has over people but God can break every chain! It’s always good to see fellow young adults who are on fire for Jesus and Gods word! 😄👍

  • @g_factking
    @g_factking3 ай бұрын

    You are a real Queen ❤

  • @Anna-yw8yg
    @Anna-yw8yg3 ай бұрын

    You're amazing honestly! Thank you for your honesty and obedience to God ❤ May The Lord bless you and protect you, your husband and your future family ❤

  • @aleksandra_jesus
    @aleksandra_jesus3 ай бұрын

    Thank you Jackie ❤ God bless you ✝️🩵

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    God bless you sister! Keep praying because God hears you. When you feel no one does, HE DOES ! your worth is found in Him and you don’t need anyone to validate you except Jesus. His opinion is the only one that truly matters!!

  • @Hasani751
    @Hasani7513 ай бұрын

    This had to be God ordained because I was praying for forgiveness this morning 🙏🏾🔥

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Amen Hasani! When we truly turn from our sin and run into His arms He never turns us away and He never says “I can’t forgive you it’s not been long enough. You need to feel bad for a little longer” that is man’s mentality, not God’s!

  • @luciaimparato9390
    @luciaimparato93903 ай бұрын

    Very powerful message, Blessings my sister Jackie! Thats why we need to repent daily! We are saved by Jesus, but in our fleshly bodies we are still prone to sin! Every day we go thru Spiritual warfare!

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Oh yes! The spiritual warfare can get very intense but when I remember the cross and Jesus even getting his beard ripped out…. And spit upon I think if He could suffer this way, I can suffer for Him… his love and mercy is incredible!!!

  • @luciaimparato9390

    @luciaimparato9390

    3 ай бұрын

    @@jackieVanTine_ yes it does get intense! Amen, yes we suppose to go thru long-suffering since we are in Christ's image! Yes, I thank God for His love, mercy, Spirit and Truth, Amen, Jackie!

  • @larrypeeples614
    @larrypeeples6142 ай бұрын

    Prayers for you 🙏

  • @Joshua-mt7pk
    @Joshua-mt7pk3 ай бұрын

    May god bless you and surely this video will lead the souls back to the lord Jesus who are struggling in sin.

  • @luciaimparato9390
    @luciaimparato93903 ай бұрын

    Amen, Jackie!

  • @VictoriaADguez
    @VictoriaADguez3 ай бұрын

    Hi Jackie, I literally arrivw to your videos because a girl share with it in a whatsapp group. And in this video I just saw that my testimony is very similar to yours, and God is using you to speak to me, the last year was so sad for me, and I thouthg that I didnt have faith anyore and it was a battle and I start confessing everything to God, reading more my Bible, surrender my thougths to Him and the depressions, and sadness, and fear went away, I claim every time the name of Jesus and He give me the straigth every day, one day at a time. Thanks God for your life Jackie.

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    WOW sis that is a beautiful testimony!!! His perfect love CASTS out all fear amen! I’m so glad God could use me to encourage you 😊 if y’all ever wanna do a Bible study together email me at miajacquelinda22@gmail.com.

  • @beefwine
    @beefwine3 ай бұрын

    Thank you, you really help as many people are stuck in shame. As soon as you see others confess, it breaks the spell of shame and guilt, because we are fighting the darkness together, us and God and other believers.

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Yes exactly!!! 👍 we cannot be afraid because we are NOT our sin we are God’s children and the enemy cannot blackmail us anymore with that secret.

  • @brittanyboyd-qn6ec
    @brittanyboyd-qn6ec2 ай бұрын

    I love your videos , they really speak to me, keep the encouragement for others up, we really appreciate it ❤😊

  • @guy3749
    @guy37492 ай бұрын

    Sin means missing the mark. When I doubt I go inside and be still returning back to who I truly am. You were born to win and be successful, stop fighting life and get into the flow it’s so much more peaceful here. You care what you put in your mouth to eat you should be wiser what goes into your head that could possibly become an unwanted belief. Thank you for the video. Namaste

  • @williamnichols4571
    @williamnichols45713 ай бұрын

    God bless you and your family I pray with the name of Jesus christ!! I also pray you continue to touch the lives of others.. you are doing an awesome job thank you!!! ❤ 😊

  • @cleangoblin2021
    @cleangoblin20213 ай бұрын

    Good God for reals. Ive always struggled with ped*phillic tendencies. Its a difficult battle and didnt go smoothly. Glad to say that i feel like im healed from what i thought was impossible. The voice in my head or maybe the devil's told me that i wont ever get out of it, but i did with the lions put on my door. Almost done with alcohol, now gonan deal with my smoking habit out of my life.

  • @ajnicasio7987
    @ajnicasio79873 ай бұрын

    thanks for sharing! I don't do drugs my vicious cicle is watching youtube videos ( procrastination ) which keeps me from studying the Bible, the devil uses social media to keep us away from God, thank God there is good videos like this on social media!

  • @visionvixxen

    @visionvixxen

    3 ай бұрын

    Same here.

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    What I do when that happens is I go on a social media fast with someone else who can keep me accountable! I’m currently doing that with my husband Lance!

  • @ajnicasio7987

    @ajnicasio7987

    3 ай бұрын

    @@jackieVanTine_ thanks for the recommendation and enjoy your social media fasting with your husband!

  • @user-gp6zr4eq9r
    @user-gp6zr4eq9r3 ай бұрын

    Greetings from Serbia! Really appreciate your work, your videos helped me in some way. May God always take cover of you and help you win your future battles :)

  • @kylanismyname
    @kylanismyname3 ай бұрын

    This brought me to tears. Talking about condemnation and conviction. He just wants me to let go of the vape and run to him. I picked it back up a few weeks ago and before that I was free for 3 months. 😩 thank the Lord I didn’t go back to drugs but this still isn’t something that serves him or me. It needs to go. it’s so hard to put down but I’m praying every day. I also wanna say thank you for being vulnerable and sharing this video Jackie. Love you ❤ Edit: I just threw away my vape 😊 thank the Lord.

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Girly I KNOW the struggle… I would throw it away and pick it back up a MILLION times and hated myself for it. What I needed was deliverance. God gives us the tools we just need to use them :) He loves you!

  • @TheHolySpiritWins
    @TheHolySpiritWins3 ай бұрын

    I love your videos so much def one of my favorite content creators

  • @lar1ssae
    @lar1ssae3 ай бұрын

    Omg THE TITLE .. this was my testimony as well! God is good!

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Soooo many of us women go through the same thing! Praise God He transforms and reveals the TRUTH behind lies that hold us captive. He is truly deliverer!

  • @erictwymon727
    @erictwymon7273 ай бұрын

    You are so anointed Jackie and I'm really your love your videos so much. I listen to your channel every single day, and I know God is speaking to me through you. This struggle has been real I have faith in God and his unfailing love that he will give the strength to overcome everything that I face. My prayers are with you and you keep doing the work of God.

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    He will absolutely! Those who put their trust in Him will never be ashamed Eric! He’s got you and your testimony of what you’re going through RIGHT NOW will help someone going through it in the future. Sometimes we suffer for the sake of those we will reach! Amen! May the Lord strengthen you in His presence with His joy 🙏

  • @6Angello1
    @6Angello13 ай бұрын

    You are really courageous admiting this , im so embarrassed about it even tho God set me free.Ive only told one of my friends once that I had a corn addiction but he kinda laughed about it

  • @williamnichols4571
    @williamnichols45713 ай бұрын

    God bless you!!

  • @timeisup9400
    @timeisup94003 ай бұрын

    thank you

  • @artsymelanie
    @artsymelanie3 ай бұрын

    Hi Jackie thank you for this video :) recently I was falling back into my anorexic habits and when you said that Yeshua comes for the sinners, the Holy Spirit brought to rememberance that Yeshua comes for the sick and broken and it brought me hope ❤

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    3 ай бұрын

    Yes my sister He came for the sinners and He came for the sick and the brokenhearted! To set the captive free! You are BEAUTIFUL! Pray the Lord give you HIS EYES to see yourself every day 😊

  • @selvankistan1307
    @selvankistan13073 ай бұрын

    Amen. Let us remember that the Lord Jesus is ever willing to forgive us.

  • @ApostleOfGod8862
    @ApostleOfGod88623 ай бұрын

    Jackie, homo-ality has more layers to it than just believing a lie. It is also a spirit, an addiction, and a soul-tie to each person you've connected with on that level, and usually a wound in childhood. Each of these need to be handled by the individual with the love and especially POWER of God through Jesus Christ. I was married for 20 years to a prophetic inner healer, and the Lord addressed this because I had a childhood wound that allowed the enemy to affect my desires. Personally, my wound was that as a little boy my dad never showed me affection or told me he loved me. He tolerated me until he got angry about something, then vented on me. This left a wound in my heart of wanting a father's love. This need became twisted by the enemy once I hit puberty, into something of a physical attraction nature. Not often, maybe every few years, but that was because I was far more into lusting women, and I resisted the idea that I was anything other than that. Nevertheless, it was there, and the Lord showed me that I needed to start receiving a father's love from my Heavenly Father. I did so for years, and this healed the wound, and denied the enemy this avenue into my soul. Thankfully I never acted on the brief desires I experienced, so I didn't have to break addiction or soul-ties. The Lord told us that this is difficult to overcome because of the many layers to it, and I hope people reading this will have hope that they can be free, even though it will take time and work with the Holy Spirit. Pastor Dewberry gave some of these keys to my wife when she studied under him, and you might be able to find some of his videos online. Anyone struggling, I encourage you that victory is possible, so please don't quit! Blessings Jackie, I hear truth from your mouth when you speak, and there are many that are incorrect on these platforms, and I won't listen to them. You are one of the few that I do not hear any deception in what you share. Keep up the good work, and thank you for having a heart for our Lord Jesus :)

  • @michaeldigiulio6327
    @michaeldigiulio63273 ай бұрын

    💯 your the best

  • @fearless7424
    @fearless74243 ай бұрын

    Thank you Jackie I need it that. God delved me from alcoholism drugs smoking. And I tried everything that humans had for me and nothing worked until I surrendered myself to the Lord Jesus. 24 years now.

  • @peacheedandee
    @peacheedandee2 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing this. I am a female a little past her prime (though may not look it), in love with a guy 7 and 1/2 years older than me. He is in the same trap you were in (thinking he's bisexual) and those narcissist demons are what's making him think this way. Would appreciate prayers from anyone reading those demons will get away from him for good.

  • @Photon_R
    @Photon_R3 ай бұрын

    Thanks for sharing your message sister🤍✝

  • @Photon_R

    @Photon_R

    3 ай бұрын

    @Jackie_Vantine21 Nice try scammer 🤡. Stop impersonating people, you were created as an individual 😂

  • @Che_Cua
    @Che_CuaАй бұрын

    Thank u Lord for this Word 🙏

  • @jackieVanTine_

    @jackieVanTine_

    Ай бұрын

    For sure!!

  • @ministerandthegangstermini2048
    @ministerandthegangstermini20483 ай бұрын

    Amen Thank you Jesus ! 🙏

  • @theuralictribes5689
    @theuralictribes56893 ай бұрын

    I struggled with and back slid when it comes to porn but luckily im back on track now. When I struggled with temptation I tept telling myself that I can't go back to it, cant afford to, not after all the struggle to quit my addiction to it. I was also in an emotionally abusive relationship where I was abused by my ex girlfriend who now is married with another man and with kids. The abuse was so bad my depression and anxiety went up and got bad until thabks to Gods will the relationship ended. It hurt at first but in the long run I felt an enormous relief and peace. Not long after that I was born again. I mean I tried it all, Catholicism, Buddhism, Islam, Tengrism (Paganism), I hated and rebelled against God but deep down my soul was desperate to find him and it's why I ended up believing in Jesus and realising what he did for me. I guess deep down I was hoping to find someone who is called a saviour who could save this world from madness, who I could put ny trust into for I was betrayed, bullied, harassed, made fun of, too many times. At times I feel like I don't belong here like I have a feeling of wanting to escape out of this existence of life and out of this world. I was also very close to losing my virginity but I guess God had a way to keep me from loosing ot before marriage and I even changed my mind about marriage and saving myself until I will find the right woman. I also realise now that if I should marry someone it should be a genuine born again christian woman so that way the relationship can be balanced and I never have to worry about being emotionally abused.

  • @bustjanzupan1074
    @bustjanzupan10743 ай бұрын

    Amen : God Is All-In-All. Peace with you, until His Second Arrival , immediately after this forthcomig End of the "world".

  • @markh3376
    @markh33763 ай бұрын

    No one prefect, but forgive who mistake....❤

  • @jorgebagos5884
    @jorgebagos58843 ай бұрын

    I struggle with having a strong desire for multiple women and kids, even though I have the woman I love and want. It’s a strong temptation. Seeking Gods armour

  • @kyleamerica5522

    @kyleamerica5522

    3 ай бұрын

    Just hold off til the reign. Isaiah 4:1

  • @user-xq8pj3kd7j
    @user-xq8pj3kd7j3 ай бұрын

    Thank you!

  • @wallacefreedom76
    @wallacefreedom763 ай бұрын

    Thank you for being so truly honest and sharing the deep dark ugly secret thoughts of your past, those thoughts that so many of us keep hidden so deeply in our secret skeleton closet, so deeply we can even deny and decieve ourselves and say the w would never think like that. But truth be told, we are not immune to Satan's evil tactics waging war within our bodies and our minds. So thank you so much for your courage to speak truth in such a humble and humiliating way, giving up your ego and giving glory to God. What you say speaks volumes of God's amazing grace and redemption. To no longer need the approval of anyone, you are FREE to speak the TRUTH, knowing that your Redeemer has got you and nobody can do anything to change that. 💯

  • @claycup9771
    @claycup97713 ай бұрын

    The accusers voice brings condemnation, guilt, and shame making you run and hide from God, the Holy Spirit brings conviction drawing you to the Father full of restoration, acceptance, love, and grace

  • @ivastewart7106
    @ivastewart71063 ай бұрын

    AMEN SISTER, GOD BLESS YOU, YOU SAID THE TRUTH, NO ONE IS HOMOSEXUAL, IT'S A LIE FROM THE PIT OF HELL, THAT THEY BELIEVE. 🕊🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕊